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Wednesday, November 9, 2016-2020

 

Anti-prejudice women laws, or anti-prejudice gay and lesbian and transgender and transsexual laws, or open ďFree TradeĒ markets, or Monopoly regulations, or EPA expansion, or universal free healthcare, or universal free Higher Education, or gun regulation laws, or anti-brutality police regulations and laws and anti-gun violence regulations and laws against the brutalization of black men and other minority citizens and civilians, or free childcare, or increase taxes on the wealthy 1%, or friendly environmental laws, or free early childhood classes, or free public school lunches, or ending this two decade long warfare in the Middle East and redistributing funds to veteransí welfare and educational infrastructure, or immigration reform, or rightly so turning corporations back into what corporations are which is institutions rather than lending a false identity to corporations as individuals, or no oil pipeline through the Midwestís heartland, equal pay for equal work, single payer healthcare system, or raise the minimum wage to $21.00 (twenty-one American dollars) hourly rate per increase (ďhikeĒ) of annual inflation in the markets according to Mr. Bill Moyersís information and research, or voter suppression laws, or free media without politiciansí threats or bullying or intimidation against the Free Pressís journalistsí or reportersí lives who must get home in-time for supper and a bedtime story, or modern American infrastructure such as public libraries and public arboretums and public gardens and public sculpture gardens and public solariums and atriums and public planetariums and public graveyards as safe municipal services to all American private citizens and civilians or, or, orÖetc.

 

††††††††† Literary Disclaimer: Writing is creative literary arts. Writing isnít real. Writing isnít any type of psychological test. Writing isnít conversation. Writing isnít spoken word. Writing isnít speech giving. Writing isnít lectures. Writing isnít talking. Writing isnít actions. Writing is thoughts written down to convey logic and reason. Writing isnít ďwitchcraft.Ē Writing is letters, punctuation and grammar.

 

††††††††† ďConstructive criticismĒ feedback is for when in person or for critical papers written in school or for newspaper critics whose jobs is to write critiques about the culinary arts or the arts or films and for ďwriting workshopsíĒ roundtables. Content is creative writing. Writing isnít erratic since writing isnít a person. Writing is ideas and thoughts and opinions. Writing is consistency to practice writing. Writingís work. Writing Englishís a task de jour.

 

††††††††† My main Literary Goals:

 

††††††††† To write with the Queenís English.

 

††††††††† To write as closely as possibly to ďDead White MalesĒ otherwise writing isnít considered any good.

 

Writing isnít Speaking

 

††††††††† Modern speech is modern.

 

††††††††† Modern speechís authentically empathetic.

 

††††††††† Speaking isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Talking isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Discussion isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Conversation isnít writing.

 

††††††††† Creative writingís creatively experimental in nature.

 

††††††††† Mother Nature is cruel at best.

 

††††††††† Writingís after the fact.

 

††††††††† Writing isnít any crime.

 

††††††††† Writingís any discipline.

 

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Tuesday, September 17, 2019

 

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(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

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Usually fat Shaming is wrong, unlessÖ

A fat ass is an asshole then all bets are off the table

 

A fat and cruel and manipulative asshole is always wrong

A mean fat asshole ought to be shamed

 

Seriously, donít feel bad about fat shaming a fat ass asshole

 

Fat is ugly

Fat is usually a lifestyle choice

Yep.

 

††††††††† Yes, I do know perfectly well what Iím talking about.

 

††††††††† The cruelest and most manipulative people Iíve ever met are Caucasian 300 pound fat ass women thus and therefore donít feel bad about putting assholes in their place.

 

††††††††† Well, being fat is complex, however.

††††††††† Not that complex.

 

††††††††† Personally, in the past Iíve been a fat ass cow due to hormone imbalance and low immune system and tumors.

 

††††††††† Now, fat has to do with genetics and diseases and mostly what one stuffs into oneís mouth and face.

 

††††††††† Fat does indeed have to do with impulse control and a sluggish metabolism.

 

††††††††† Now, when people have sluggish metabolism then all one can do is eat less in life since oneís body stores more fat in oneís cells than other people.

 

††††††††† Yes, since October 2013 Iíve lived with thyroid tumors of the throat which has everything to do with metabolism and temperature control and all bodily anything function therefore all I can do from becoming a fat ass is to keep my impulse control under check and rather than stuffing my face I have to practice impulse control not to add sugar to my coffee or eat one, too, many cookies since one cookie is 100 calories.

 

††††††††† Yes, being fat is a choice for the most part and if anyone makes excuses then one places oneís responsibilities unto the greater of society and culture at large.

 

††††††††† Being fat is about not controlling the cortisone levels or stress hormone levels in oneís mind and body therefore it is the problem of the individual not to become or to be a fat ass.

 

††††††††† Look, I live with thyroid tumors and I donít allow for myself to become a fat ass.

 

††††††††† Whatís your excuse?

 

††††††††† Now, if or when any fat ass is cruel, insincere or dismissive then anyone has the right to point out the fat assís mean streak since the fat ass is no one to make others feel bad about being customers to any establishment since a fat ass can barely control their impulse control then any fat ass has nothing mean to contribute to the world or the rest of the world will put any fat ass in their place since the rest of us arenít 300 pounds and walking around like we own the world as kitchen help.

 

††††††††† Now, if a fat ass is an asshole then do shame the fat asshole for being nothing other than a fat asshole.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím constantly belittled for being of dark skin tone and that has nothing to do with impulse control therefore whenever Caucasian ugly fat ass assholes are mean to me then guess what?

 

††††††††† Yes, I do hold the right with a single look to put any fat ass asshole in their place because I refuse to allow a fat ass to minimize me simply because I exist with brown skin.

 

††††††††† The most racist people I ever meet are Caucasian fat ass Midwestern women and I donít allow for any fat ass to belittle me or dismiss me simply because I was born brown skin toned.

 

††††††††† Hahaha.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím the worst justice bastard to run across and to simply make fun of me or condescend or dismiss me or belittle me for existing since Iím not going to put up with bastards who happen to be fat asses due to their own fault and lifestyle choices.

 

††††††††† Yeah, if any kitchen wait staff purposely place themselves into the private business or private lives of customers while the kitchen wait staff are at work then do fat shame the bastards who want to climb right into your personal and private business and make your business their personal business to baby an abuser while I get publically humiliated and get stuck paying the bill to be abused by my private guest and the kitchen help.

 

††††††††† Yes, fat is an option and a lifestyle choice therefore donít pretend like people donít have a choice to be fat since people have tons of choice about being fat unlike skin color then oneís stuck with oneís skin color for life and one will most likely get belittled for being brown pigmentation while a Caucasian fat ass seems to think they can go out of their way to throw their weight around. No pun intended.

 

††††††††† Thereís nothing uglier than fat assed obese Caucasian women on a power trip when theyíre nothing except kitchen wait staff or kitchen help and complete bastards in the bastardization of women of color as customers.

 

††††††††† Colossal Restaurant in Saint Paul, MN does have fat ass Caucasian kitchen wait staff who like to insert themselves into the private lives of patrons and this my dears, is a no.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít care how many fat assed Caucasian women think theyíre special and more important than women of color since a sense of superiority is obnoxious, immature and incensed.

 

††††††††† Yes, do shame a fat asshole or a fat bastard.

††††††††† Do, put a know-it-all in their place since fat is a choice to be ugly rather than a tumor scare.

 

††††††††† Plus, in Minnesota all there is fat people who go around high and mighty yet they want everyone to feel sorry for them. One canít be a victim and a martyr at the same time.

 

††††††††† Peace,

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Monday, September 16, 2019

 

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(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Monday!

 

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No, Iím not a loser.

Nope.

Not at all

 

Yes, I allow myself to get physically harmed and abused

Because I believe in hope of change

 

Yes, my bodyís constantly sore.

 

However, a loser?

No.

 

Personally, I work, too, hard to be a loser.

 

No, Hollywood didnít offer me 33 million dollars.

Nope.

 

No, my life story isnít for sale.

 

No, my life story isnít for sale.

All bets are off the table.

My life story hasnít ever been for sale.

Not once and not ever.

 

Hollywood, asked me for 33 million dollars.

Hahaha.

 

Do I look like I have 33 million dollars to give away?

 

Yes, I come from a family who resides

In the wealthiest area code in the USA

 

Yes, I come from a family who has resided in the

Wealthiest area code for the past 300 years

 

However, my wealthy family

Doesnít lend me any financial assistance

 

My wealthy family would rather see me in the gutter

Face down and dead

Because they tell me so

 

My family encourages me to go live in

Womenís homeless shelters.

Hahaha

 

No, I donít have any money.

Yes, I come from serious wealth

 

Yes, I come from more wealth than Highland Park, MN

 

Yes, I work sweat equity for my room and board

Yes, I work slave wages

 

No, Iím not a maid or nanny or caregiver

Yes, Iím a live-in girlfriend

 

No, donít get the story wrong or we all go down in history

As miserable losers and I refuse to become a loser.

 

Yes, the part time graphic designer

Encourages for my co-workers to

Physically beat me up

Thus and therefore my co-workers beat me up

Because they believe itís the right thing to do.

 

Yes, the part time graphic designer

Is a 60-year old Caucasian twin brother from Duluth, MN

Who brags about going to East High School

 

Well, I went to the Marshall High School

Preparatory for College

 

The graphic designer used to beat up his girlfriend

And went to jail for it.

 

Seriously, Iím not the loser.

Men who beat up women are losers.

 

Personally, I think if I were blue eyes and blond hair

Then no one would take the opportunity to beat me up

 

Personally, Iíve been informed Iím physically strong as an athlete

Therefore I ought to be able to take the beatings

 

WTF

 

No, donít be mean to me or shun me

Because I get beat up.

 

Yes, shun and ignore the Caucasian men who beat me up.

 

Personally, Iím well intact and I make awesome sense.

 

Yes, the Gods will punish my abusers.

 

Yes, Iím used because Iím a woman of color

And being used and beaten is explained away.

Hahaha

Funny.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriela

 

Thursday, September 12, 2019

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

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††††††††† Happy Thursday!

 

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††††††††† Test Driving my Left Frontal Lobe:

 

††††††††† Yes, last night I spoke to as many people as I could on the West Bank mainly to assert my same old laid back and intellectual personality and to test out my frontal lobe region of the brain and cognition.

 

††††††††† Nearly anyone I spoke to told me or complimented me on how my conversation was the best theyíve had in years. Ah, yeah. I know.

 

††††††††† Yes!

 

††††††††† My frontal lobe is intact.

 

††††††††† My personalityís intact and my brains are intact and my speech patternís intact and my ability to speak in an articulate manner is intact and I still hold deep awesome cognition to convey thoughts in well structured sentences outside of myself because Iíve always been a person who can hold the most relaxed and kind and smart and intelligent conversations in the world.

 

††††††††† Conversationís an art form and I have that part of the frontal lobe region quite well developed.

 

††††††††† Within the first hour of getting kicked in the left frontal lobe region I couldnít speak very well or I couldnít enunciate words and I stuttered and I thought I had lost my ability to speak. I thought I had lost my speech. Iíve not ever been as scared or frightened in my entire life as to not be able to speak without stuttering.

 

††††††††† Duluth, MN men have offered me to have my perpetratorís both legs broken or to break every single window of the house and Iíve asked them to stand down. Thank you.

 

††††††††† For about an hour I was more afraid of the loss of speech than I was at being left semi blind for a day.

 

††††††††† As of right now, my eyes still hurt in cloudy daylight.

 

††††††††† My eyes are still sensitive to light.

 

††††††††† My sternum kills.

 

††††††††† Watch me, Minnesota.

 

††††††††† Watch me rise and not fall.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, Iím coming to you.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, hold the line.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, Iíve got writings for you.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, itís time we cut a literary deal.

 

††††††††† Last year, Hollywood offered me a mere 33 million dollars for my life story.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, Iím flying in.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, Iíll secretly contact you because I canít afford to be killed in the process of making deals.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, Iím yours.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, Iíll stay in Minnesota while you keep me from getting killed.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, thank you.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, I shanít forget your kindness.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, I need you more now than ever.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, open up all respectful literary doors to me.

 

††††††††† Hollywood, itís time we became fast and steady best friends because Iíve been running away from you since 2000 and Iím not a pervert or a liar or a manipulator therefore itís time I take the lead with you by my side.

 

††††††††† Letís go, Hollywood. Iím ready for you. Finally.

 

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The Most Important aspect to

Physical violence abuse

Is a durable cell phone

 

††††††††† Well, the greatest technological failure up to date has been my cell phone.

 

††††††††† Mostly everythingís run on dumb applications which are garbage.

 

††††††††† Mostly my cell phoneís dainty and breakable.

 

††††††††† Mostly my cell phoneís camera storage is garbage.

 

††††††††† What happened to internal memory cards?

 

††††††††† Personally, I require for a cell phone to have incredible audio/video space (RAM/memory) storage therefore when I get beat up then I can record the sequence of events as they unfold in real time thus and therefore if I were to end up dead then there can be a record of the atrocities against my person and body.

 

††††††††† For whatever reasons my cell phone operations systems switched over from an internal memory card to some Google application for which has nearly gotten me killed for not being able to store all of my video and pictures because the RAM is for garbage.

 

††††††††† Now, when I donít have enough storage or enough memory for video then my phoneís worthless and useless to me because each second counts and the difference between a mediocre and great cell phone memory storage drive is the difference between life and death.

 

††††††††† Yes, I believe there ought to be a law in place for which requires all cell phone providers to offer a significant and large internal data space storage system to all cell phones to all consumers thus and therefore women can protect themselves because a camera is ten times more powerful than any weapon.

 

††††††††† My weapon is my cellís camera.

 

††††††††† My defender is my cellís camera.

 

††††††††† My protector is my cellís camera.

 

††††††††† My guardian angel is my cellís camera.

 

††††††††† Now, it wasnít until recently within the last ten months for which Iíve realized how valuable a cell phoneís storage system is especially in the middle of any crises or in the middle of perpetual and continuous physical violence abuse.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím designing, engineering and paten a cell phone durable enough to take punches like women do take punches to the face region.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím designing, engineering and paten a cell phone capable of enough internal video and picture storage to be a womanís best friend while she must fend off physical brutal attacks.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím designing, engineering and paten a cell phone with an outer rubber casing rather than some dainty and flighty and stupidly breakable phone for which doesnít do any women any good while hanging unto the phone for dear life while getting the life beaten out of women.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need hardware more than I need dainty breakable stupidity.

 

††††††††† Yes, I have some serious needs as a consumer and no oneís providing this need therefore I know physical violence abuse is quite common in America therefore I need the software systems encased and manufactured differently otherwise my dainty and useless cell phone is more apt to get me killed than to help save my life.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need a cell phone for which can take the brunt of the brutality as well as my eyelids, sternum and frontal lobe can.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need a cell phone that can be squeezed as hard as I can squeeze it and be able to hang onto my cell phone for dear life while Iím being brutalized, beaten and kicked without the internal systems or motherboard of the phone getting crushed.

 

††††††††† I need serious durable technology, now!

 

††††††††† Yes, I need a cell phone that can go through life with me rather than hinder me or nearly get me killed because my cell phone canít or doesnít do well under strenuous circumstances and situations and runs out of internal storage.

 

††††††††† Yes, I live by a live-feed.

 

††††††††† Yes, I record 24/7.

 

††††††††† Yes, I love to record 24/7 then the voyeurism saves my life.

 

††††††††† Yes, the literal manufacturing of cell phones requires to come back to American shores simply because cell phones arenít that great and I know because Iím the best ďtest dummyĒ who just took my cell phone for a test drive and test crash and Iím telling you my cell phone can barely handle living in my backpack without going haywire or malfunction.

 

††††††††† Technology has to change because while I get brutalized I require for my cell to be my best friend rather than have my phone be like some drunk in a bar whoís a good for nothing son of a bitch.

 

††††††††† Anytime I get punched or hit then I hang onto my cell phone for dear life while I film since my cell phoneís ten times more protective and more important than any weapon because my cell phoneís either a tool or a weapon.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not required to hurt anyone since my cell phone can and does record everything except when it runs out of memory.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need internal storage now!

 

††††††††† Yes, I need a phone for these modern times.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need a phone that be squeezed hard and not break while my brains get beaten in.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need to be able to find comfort in a cell phone for which I can hold glued to my hand while getting beaten.

 

††††††††† Yes, I need a cell phone that can be there for me when no one else can at 4:17am.

 

††††††††† Thank you,

†††††††††

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Wednesday!

 

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††††††††† No, no one has to literally kiss my ass:

 

††††††††† No, Iím not anything or anyone special or important.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím the underdog and this is enough reason to respect me since Iím holding my own amongst the rich with only my intelligence and sweat equity and the rich know Iím kinder, smarter and more intelligent than they are.

 

††††††††† Also, the rich know they waste my time with manipulation, abuse and assault.

 

††††††††† All Minnesotans have to do is respect me because while I work for sweat equity in exchange for room and board I get beaten and I still get up in the mornings and go to work and work hard as the underdog.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím the underdog therefore and thus you shall respect me.

 

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A kick to the sternum

And kick to the left frontal lobe

Plus a black and blue right eye

 

††††††††† Physical violence abuse is real common in America.

 

††††††††† No one thinks physical violence abuse is a big deal to get violently kicked or punched or slapped on the eyeballs unless youíre the one taking the abuse then oneís body takes the brunt of the hatred, oppression and bullying.

 

††††††††† Today my faceís black and blue therefore Iím not able to disguise the fact I was severely physically beaten last night.

 

††††††††† Last night, at 9:00pm I was protecting my brains from getting kicked out of my skull.

 

††††††††† Last night, while I was down on the ground I was repeatedly kicked and slapped right over the eyelids and eyeballs while I begged for mercy to please stop the violence and to no avail I was continuously beaten.

 

††††††††† My eyelids took seven hard slaps.

 

††††††††† My eyelids did the very best to protect my eyeballs from explode out of their sockets.

 

††††††††† Last night, three times I called the police and they showed up and nothing happened.

 

††††††††† Today, my right eye is bruised and obviously I look as though Iíve been beaten because I did get beaten.

 

††††††††† My right eye doesnít focus quite well because I keep seeing one black spot or one black dot each time I look to the left or to the right.

 

††††††††† My left frontal lobe is swollen because I took a swift kick from a former St. Thomas Academyís soccer captain and soccer player therefore Iím flying semi blind today.

 

††††††††† My perpetrator and his mother tell me itís no big deal to be kicked in the head and be left semi blind.

 

††††††††† My breathingís shallow because I took a straight-on kick to the sternum.

 

††††††††† Yes, I was beaten while I was on the ground with no way of protecting myself.

 

††††††††† My beatings happen on a weekly basis since February 2019.

 

††††††††† Both of my parents tell me not to talk to either of my parents about the abuse and to please go to a womenís homeless shelter and to call a domestic hotline, however, not to bother them with my problems. Okay.

 

††††††††† When one gets a swift kick to the left frontal lobe then one loses partial vision.

 

††††††††† My entire body hurts as though I have the flu.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not going to put anyone in jail, however, Iím not going to stay quiet and Iím not going to be ashamed of the very fact I get beaten and kicked in the head and slap-punched in the face and eyeballs.

 

††††††††† No, I didnít kick and slap myself especially not over my eyelids therefore I have no shame in writing or talking about the physical assault or physical violence abuse.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím the wrong woman to physically abuse because Iím not going to hide the abuse. Iím neither a child nor ashamed.

 

††††††††† The reason why I called the police is because getting kicked on the left frontal lobe is serious business and getting kicked on the head while down on the ground breaks all code and rules of conduct therefore I donít make a secret of how one of Highland Parkís families uses and abuses me for their own amusement.

 

††††††††† No, I havenít left because Iím semi blind today and Iím not able to flee with semi impaired vision.

 

††††††††† Yes, for the past four months Iíve been on a waiting list to get into a womenís homeless shelter and to no avail.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, my goal will be to disappear on you without a trace, however, I need to find safe shelter and since I work for the family business for free then I have no monetary way to get out unless... I go homeless and this isnít an option therefore Iíll take the beatings for now.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Monday, September 9, 2019

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

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Minnesota, ease up on me

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota I know you act like you hate me except I donít hate you. I simply donít like your disrespectful ways yet I treat you with civility and respect therefore reciprocate otherwise Iíll make asses out of your whole lot especially Saint Paul, MN waitresses and mean spirited wait staff.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota I know you like to make a complete sheer mockery out of me except I donít hate you and I have a strong mind to put you in your place every time I get stuck paying the bill and treated like a complete nigger in public by overweight Colossal Caucasian female kitchen help who serve the dishes and arenít waitresses.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota you really ought to respect me otherwise youíre going down in history as one of the most racist and cruel butthole states to live in.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota my writings are worth more than your wait staff.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota what I write and say does matter because I do represent well educated, kind and smart and intelligent women of color everywhere.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota I know you hate my guts however you must respect me and since I seem to be a great adversary then you must show me even more respect than you do your best friends only because Iím worthy of the respect as a rival.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota please donít go out of your way to baby Caucasian males since they already have all of the power, money and control in the world.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota Iím worthy of being here because I take the time to write and notice all of the gross and overpriced food offered in Minnesota.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota Iím your adopted daughter whether you want to beat my brains in or shame me or publically humiliate or complain about me or bitch about me or teach me a racist lesson Iím still one of you.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota youíre real bastards so get off my back because youíre breathing down my neck and Iíd love to figuratively punch you in the face for being bullying cowards and passive aggressive liars and manipulators.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota you donít get to take othersí side over mine because Iím the one sticking my neck out and standing up for womenís rights.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota most Caucasian women are real bastards and bitches however I donít go out of my way to flirt or baby or steal your men.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota, Iím fighting the real fight here and I canít have your bastard ways get in my way of something bigger than you or I.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota I know youíre not as kind and intelligent and smart as I am because you want everything handed to you however Iím nearly killing myself over here to prove I have the excellent worth I have.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota stop being such cruel bastards and bitches.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota you donít get to belittle me or degrade me or undermine me because you feel bad for misbehaved Caucasian males.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota Iím right and youíll accept the very fact Iím right.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota the easiest thing to do in the world is to destroy rather than build.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota, I personally donít like you, however, I work and live and pay taxes to this miserably racist state therefore youíll respect me whether you like me or not.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota donít go out of your way to flirt with my boyfriend because heís spoken for and Iím teaching him to grow up, mature and become a man and Minnesota if you get in my way then Iíll punish you for destroying my chances of making a real man out of one of your children.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota 6 million people across the globe read this blog and Minnesota itís not looking good for you therefore shape up or get out of my face and stop being mean to me and nice to others to undermine my credibility.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota youíre not that cool yet I let you get near me because I have to go out in public.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota, I know you have a lot of psychological issues therefore youíll have to prove to me youíre not the insane racists and chauvinistic and bias female assholes I think you are.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota you better start kissing my ass rather than get horny every time my Neanderthal boyfriend and I frequent public establishments.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota I take brutality for you and donít make a sound therefore you will respect me otherwise Detroit is always a state of mind.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota youíre not that great while Iím awesome.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota I know youíre a bunch of alcoholics with big ideas and no way to implement anything.

 

††††††††† Look, Minnesota Iím not the asshole bastard who keeps threatening me in public and abandoning me in public and sticking me with the bill in public and breaking up with me in public.

 

††††††††† Get it together Minnesota because this has been the worst decade of my life.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, youíre wasting my fucking time with abuse and malarkey and melodrama and cruelty.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, I donít like you: yet I look out for you therefore youíll look out for me.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, my opinion matters most because I write about everything therefore youíll respect and grow up and mature or Iíll force my penmanship down your throats.

 

††††††††† Colossal restaurant kitchen fat ass Caucasian asshole bitches youíll respect Me.

 

††††††††† Itís not a request, itís a command.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Saturday, September 7, 2019

 

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Public Humiliation

By a Spouse

 

Shun a bully

Donít comfort a bully

 

Especially not in public

And definitely not by strangers

 

††††††††† Well, last night in Minneapolis, MN at the Greek Festival my bully spouse told me to ďfuck off!Ē in public and I said, ďdonít tell me to Ďfuck off!í in publicĒ and I went and sat outside of the car until my bully was done dating himself and until he was done filling up his ego by constantly looking for attention in any female stranger who will lend it to him which one must not lend or give any attention to male strangers otherwise female strangers have ulterior motives to sexually seduce.

 

††††††††† Can you believe the abuse? I canít.

 

††††††††† After my bully told me to go ďfuck off!Ē in the street then he returned to the Greek Festival and a female creep of a woman went out of her way to actually and literally put her hand on my bullyís shoulder to calm him down like she was his wife and she immediately apologized to my bully for being inappropriate and a complete creep in public and she ought to have apologized and quickly left the scene of the crime.

 

††††††††† Ah, yeah! What a creep to take the liberty to calm down a male stranger.

 

††††††††† Now, get in line because mostly over sexualized and creepy women go out of their way to comfort my bully especially while in public since my bully likes to bitch and moan and complain about me because I stand up to my abuser therefore my abuser likes to play the victim card or the martyr.

 

††††††††† Actually my bully complains when creepy women take the liberty to touch him as though theyíre his wife or he complains about female creeps touching him without permission which is another form of violation and he ought to complain about it because women are constantly wanting to sexually manipulate my bully because he canít emotionally sort himself out in public or private therefore creepy women with low self esteem think they can step in and pity my bully which pity is a form of hatred therefore pity doesnít help out a bully simply pity reinforces further violence in bullies.

 

††††††††† Now, when you see any man bully any woman in public then one must shun the man and not comfort the man because I constantly get bullied or verbally abused in public by my spouse and no one comforts me therefore donít comfort any bully otherwise we live, work and play in creep-ville.

 

††††††††† No, I had no idea how creepy Greek women would be.

 

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††††††††† On Thursday evening my souse broke up with me at The Monument by screaming across the park, ďWeíre broken up!Ē

 

††††††††† Seriously, a break up conversation is done in private.

 

††††††††† Seriously, you wonít ever know how humiliating it is to have oneís spouse break up with you in public and broadcast it to the entire world while shouting it out as a manipulative and control tactic to put you down to make themselves feel better which doesnít work because bullies donít ever seem to be happy or content or donít ever make themselves feel better thus and therefore bullies are maladjusted and malcontent for life unless bullies do some serious psychological work into their own inner workings which is rare to see any bully change the trajectory of their misbehaved and abusive patterns.

 

††††††††† My bully can be a creep.

 

††††††††† My spouse is a verbal attacker with me and his mother and likes to humiliate me in public to get their anger and frustration and aggression out on me to make me look bad and cause humiliation.

 

††††††††† Supposedly, I ought to retreat and feel bad about myself, however, Iím a writer and my business is words therefore I speak up for myself and donít allow anyone to bully me otherwise you will hear me in a loud thyroid voice say, ďdonít tell me to go Ďfuck off!í in public.Ē

 

††††††††† Last night my partner invited me out to Friday night date to the Minneapolis, MN Greek Festival and as soon as I got out of the car I felt sharp pins and needles pain all over my body from an entire week of verbal abuse my body has begun to literally and physically hurt due to the stress manifesting into a physiological form therefore the stress has taken on a physiological toll thus I was walking slowly when my partner turned back to me and said, ďIf you donít walk faster then Iím taking you home and dropping you off.Ē

 

††††††††† Seriously, I was appalled.

 

††††††††† My partner criticizes me and bullies me anywhere we go or nearly any activity weíre doing to gain and regain control over me and assert power over the relationship.

 

††††††††† The moment my partner spoke to me with insults and hatred I turned on my heels and hobbled back over to the car and stayed near the car because being given ultimatums to walk faster or threatened to be taken home is complete abuse.

 

††††††††† My partner texted me while I was at the car and apologized for being down right insulting.

 

††††††††† After about 30 minutes of being at the car, again my partner texted and asked me to join him thus I slowly walked back up the street and went to the Greek Festival only to have my partner act distant and passively aggressive and demanding and told me to buy my own dinner and threatened to ditch me to go watch the sunset. What a cruel individual.

 

††††††††† Yet again I turned on my heels and headed back to the car. I didnít even have to think twice. My partnerís constantly offering to take me out then he ditches me and has me pay my way.

 

††††††††† When I stepped out of the ticket line my partner followed me and screamed at me and kept walking down the street to tell me to go ďfuck off!Ē while in the middle of a public street and sidewalk right behind the Greek festival. I was mortified and couldnít believe my spouse went out of his way to make asses out of us in public.

 

††††††††† For the second time, I literally went and sat outside of the car since my spouse refused to give me the keys to the car then I sat outside for hours waiting for my spouse to be done dating himself.

 

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††††††††† Finally, I got sick of waiting and called a domestic hotline and talked to a lovely woman who reassured me I donít deserve to be publically humiliated or verbally abused or criticized because she told me Iím dating a bully and itís not going to get any better and if anything else most likely the abuse will only get worse.

 

††††††††† My bully is so nice and charming to anyone else outside of the house except with me he wants to crush my soul and belittle me like a child in front of anyone. I swear to the Mayan Gods I canít believe a man can or will choose to publically humiliate to their spouse for which he supposedly loves.

 

††††††††† During my conversation with the domestic hotline counselor I told her I can stand being kicked, punched, choked, strangled and dragged by the hair, however, what I canít stand is being called a ďcuntĒ ďslut,Ē and ďwhoreĒ for hours on end in public and in private and I donít like to be broken up with in public.

 

††††††††† What I conveyed to the domestic hotline counselor is that as of this week my partner has begun to scream and shout at me in public and three times my spouse broke up with me in public at the top of his lungs to simply belittle me and take away my worth which I donít allow for such bullshit from my spouse therefore I hold steadfast and firm to appropriate language such as ďdonít speak to me like that.Ē

 

††††††††† My bully likes to make jokes about how Iím fat or my bully likes to pinch and grab my stomach fat in public and makes this act seem like itís something cute or a joke, however, Iíve asked my bully not to do this to me because Iím the only one who can talk about my body fat and no one else has the right to undermine me or put me down in public like a contact sport.

 

††††††††† My bully likes to grab my breasts in public and make it seem like a joke except for one year Iíve asked my bully to please not objectify me and make me feel bad in public however my bully knows better.

 

††††††††† The domestic hotline counselor said the reason why he does this because heís a bully and bullyís donít change and now that heís reached a new threshold of public humiliation then heíll continue this pattern of abuse because this is something he believes he can get away with, however.

 

††††††††† Like I already spelled it out, I can be quick to the draw while on my feet when it comes to words and I donít allow for any bully to minimize me or take me for granted or abuse me in public because I peacefully remove myself from my bully and allow himself to date himself in public since all he ever wants is to steal the spotlight for himself and doesnít ever want to show off me only to be seen center stage.

 

††††††††† Dating a bully is like dating a real vain woman who self loathes.

 

††††††††† Now, I donít allow for my bully to get away with any disrespect because Iím too mature and too confident to fall apart at the misbehavior of another.

 

††††††††† My bully hates that I have the testosterone to put him in his place if need be or to simply go sit in the car while my bully gauges an entire public place to see where he can vampire energy and attention from.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a manipulator.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a tyrant.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a calculated cruel bully.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a liar.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a child.

 

††††††††† My bullyís regressed development.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a narcissist.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a hater.

 

††††††††† My bullyís a charmer of strangers.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

††††††††† Yes, my nerves are shot and Iíve begun to get anxious of my bullyís public verbal assaults on my person therefore Iíve become a cigarette chain smoker.

 

††††††††† No, I donít smoke out of anger. I smoke out of anxiety in anticipation of the next attack or assault on my person and my worth value.

 

††††††††† Believe it or not even if the cigarette smoke kills me, Iím still winning because I donít allow for my bully to destroy me in public because I simply say words like, ďYou have no right to publically humiliate me.Ē

 

Wednesday, September 4, 2019

 

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††††††††† Life Notes:

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be an equal partner rather than a slave.

 

††††††††† [The whole world has my phone number because my phone number is on Indeed.com thus and therefore anyone has access to my phone number except most people only truly call for something specifically business related since Iím still holding interviews ever since May 2019.]

 

††††††††† No, please donít ever call my cell phone or get a hold of me unless the subject matter is about specifically financing money to the arts or art grants or patronage to the arts or philanthropy to the arts or serious conversations about art financial contracts otherwise Iím not any type of prostitute and Iím not a drug dealer and Iím not any type of sex slave and Iím not any type of sex worker or any type of anything sexual for trade because Iím an American citizen and civilian and I work really hard even though I donít make any money because I work commission which is slave wages unless oneís really awesome at commission work or I work sweat equity, however, usually one can get quite easily used and abused for the exchange of room and board and usually when one works for sweat equity no one takes the worth of the sweat equity work seriously unless one rebels and stops all production then suddenly the sweat equity has much value therefore mostly sweat equity work gets taken for granted while the volunteer sweat equity worker doesnít ever get many breaks or doesnít get days off or health care benefits or dental or anything medical taken care of because with sweat equity there isnít much value in return other than room and board and thatís not enough to live on or make any type of real future plans because oneís more or less working harder than living.

 

††††††††† For the past twenty years Iíve been respectfully working sweat equity work and Iíve worked my way through life as a housewife or in documentary filmmaking or writing or more cleaning of toilets, wiping down floors, taking out the recycling and garbage, making beds and laundry or typing out dictated letters or worked as a volunteer support system without making a single penny as well as worked as elderly care and/or childcare and no one ever makes money from such difficult and challenging and tiresome and draining work yet Iíve successfully conducted such responsibilities to the best of my ability even if life respectfully calls for me to help an elderly person out of the shower or the bathtub while holding them upright and naked Iíve conducted such tasks.

 

††††††††† No, I donít have any shame about being an overly obedient and helpful and respectful volunteer even though Iíve wasted most of my adult life cleaning after other peopleís messes.

 

††††††††† Yes, I get tired of cleaning up after other peopleís messes especially when daily oneís constantly threatened to have oneís room and board taken away because then the only security thereís in life is to constantly be in afraid mode for oneís security and safety.

 

††††††††† Yes, I still hold a strong steadfast to my own autonomy and my very own intellectual property to be an individual whoís smart, genuinely kind and intelligent to know my lot in life has always been to be bestowed upon the great and awesome responsibilities to make and keep others happy by cleaning up after their messes no matter how much others abuse me or take my work for granted or become simply downright cruel to me and continue to use me for free while I ought to be getting financing to independently live and work as a mature adult writer to further my literary skills and work and write rather than constantly barter my room and board for a near death experience of cleaning to death ad obeying and appeasing others while I go without resources.

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††††††††† The pressure and the needs of others weighs heavily upon me and because Iím responsible and mature adult thus Iíve always been expected to carry all of the domestic weight except Iím slowing down because the last year has taken a toll on my skeletal body and bone structure expecting for only me to carry an entire family unit and to carry all of the domestic responsibilities and extra professional responsibilities without pay is to enslave another to obey and submit to take-on anotherís lifestyle and to not ever have or be allowed to ever have a life of oneís own.

 

††††††††† No, I donít long to leave Highland Park, no, not at all.

 

††††††††† Simply, I long to be treated respectfully.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be lied to about anything at all.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be trusted to be an awesome adult.

 

††††††††† Oh, how Iíd love to attend a literary lectures without being accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how Iíd love to attend a museum exhibit without being accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how Iíd love to play chess with a group of learned and kind and intelligent and smart people without any sexual vibes or without anyone bragging about how awesome and great they are or without being accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be treated to paid dates rather than being asked to pay for dates.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to hear any bragging about othersí awesomeness after they get drunk and brag about how everybody wants them.

 

††††††††† Oh, how Iíd love not to have anything thrown in my face to hurt me by threatening to break up with me and go have sex with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be broken up with at all much less in public parks and public bars.

 

††††††††† Oh, how Iíd love not to be measured or compared to other women in the streets or bars or anywhere else.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be told the only reason Iím datable is because of my skin color.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to long distance run without being accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I wish I wasnít accused of anything being my fault such as lost items or misplaced items because Iím not anyoneís mommy and when others are drunk and they lose their personal items then thatís not my fault, truly.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to have a checking account worth my sweat in value.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I wish I was told ďthank you.Ē

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to have genuine none sexual friends who understand alcoholism because most people in my life are alcoholics even though Iím not an alcoholic.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to go to a support group for family and friends of alcoholics without being accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers and lies.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be manipulated by getting accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be threatened to lose everything simply because I disagree with disrespect and double standards and hypocrisy.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to stay without the abuse.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to have to pay for everything since I work sweat equity and spending money is difficult to come by.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to play foosball without first being asked to foot the bill.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to have financial freedom and independence.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to have my brains utilized rather than constantly be demoralized and harshly scrutinized for how I clean or how I eat or what I eat or how many pounds I weigh.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to lose my apatite because Iím not putting on weight.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be respected without the threat to be cut off at the knees or constantly accused of having sexual intercourse with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be kept as a house slave and only to be kept for what I can do for others while getting demoralized.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be able to cook a meal in my own kitchen.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to have my own kitchen.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to have to get up at 6:00am on Sundays to do laundry due to the fear of being scrutinized for how much soap or how little soap or how heavy of a laundry load I fill the basin with.

 

††††††††† How I long to go to church without being verbally abused about my only reason to go to church is to go have sex with strangers.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be treated like a mature adult rather than a child.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to have respectful relationships not based on my looks or how much I can do for others.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be respected.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be an equal rather than a thing or an object.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I would love to live without ultimatums.

 

††††††††† Oh, how Iíd love to be respected to be told the truth.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be manipulated through words.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long not to be rejected on a daily basis.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I long to be trusted to make great decisions and excellent choices.

 

††††††††† Oh, how I would love not to be rejected to be forced to stay home otherwise Iím not allowed to have a life or I get accused of being sexual with strangers for simply wanting to play chess.

 

††††††††† What am I saying?

 

††††††††† What Iím saying is this: someday Iíd like to get paid in cash or paycheck for all of the domestic housework at home and at the office for which I volunteer to do as an expectation or as a heavy burden or as a heavy responsibility thus and therefore I do.

 

††††††††† What a grand dream it would be not to be expected to clean up after others like a servant or slave and each time someone finished with their own plate and fork and done having a snack or a meal then they would initiate the ability to go ahead and clean up after themselves otherwise Iím slave to dirty dishes and cleaning up after others and such menial tasks do waste time and space and life.

 

††††††††† Personally, I get tired of getting used for othersí personal gain yet thereís no money in it for me therefore I donít ever get to have spending money or clothes money or shoe money or any other type of emergency money or any type of savings or any type of anything since my sweat equity workís not ever worthy of pay therefore I go without money and in exchange for room and board I nearly kill myself cleaning even though my room and board comes with deadly mold and mice.

 

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††††††††† My Phone Number:

 

††††††††† The entire world has my phone number since my phone number has been the same since May 1, 2004 when I moved to 709 Douglas Avenue tucked behind the Walker Arts Museum.

 

††††††††† The entire world has my phone number since my phone number has been the same since I opened up and had at one point operated a documentary filmmaking company and received a business loan in September 2002 and dissolved the documentary film company in December 31st, 2014, however, the entire world still has my phone number.

 

††††††††† Now, I donít ever get into emotionally sexual texting or emotionally flirtatious texting because Iím not low self-esteem and Iím seriously not at all insecure when you take one look at me then you know Iím solid as a bull and also Iím spoken for and yes, I meet and fulfill my own emotional needs as a mature adult woman who doesnít need people to tell me how awesome Iím at writing because Iím driving this ship and this is an awesome captaining position simply because Iíve taken the time to hone this literary skill therefore the experience of writing does serve me right and just.

 

††††††††† Now, the entire of Los Angeles and Costa Rica and Spain and Somalia and Venezuela and Hong Kong has my telephone number because anywhere I went in Los Angeles as a classified tourist then locals and people who actually had lived in Los Angeles most of their adult lives mostly people directly would approach me and wanted my phone number thus I didnít have any qualms or difficulties or insecurities about giving out my phone number because such a practice seemed common in Los Angeles especially while traveling as a tourist thus and therefore I gave out my phone number with gusto and to this day no oneís ever contacted with anything creepy. Thank you.

 

††††††††† Nowadays I donít ever personally give out my phone number to any men because my significant other has asked me not to ever freely give out my phone number to any men thus and therefore I donít because I respect my partnerís request and wishes.

 

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††††††††† Somali Muslim West Bank, Minneapolis, MN Violence:

 

††††††††† No group of ten Black Muslim Somali American men will ever be allowed to ever again beat up ďTonĒ on the West Bank, Minneapolis, MN.

 

††††††††† Why isnít anyone ever allowed to beat up Ton?

 

††††††††† No oneís ever again allowed to beat up Ton because Iím simply asking anyone to please not beat up one of the most quiet and respectful people and civilians and citizens Iíve ever met who is quite literary and reads much of the time.

 

††††††††† Police Violence:

 

††††††††† No four Caucasian police men in Brooklyn Park, Minneapolis, MN are to ever again commit homicide to a twenty-one year old autistic with grandma and grandpa in the living room.

 

††††††††† Why arenít four Caucasian police men ever allowed to commit homicide ever again?

 

††††††††† No oneís ever again allowed to commit homicide because Iím peacefully asking to please stop the police brutality and murders by the hands of police primarily because the father to the murdered young man is a father who once safely walked me to the parking lot of The Hard Times and Iím ever grateful to have met a person who is relaxed and peaceful and exactly respectful like Costa Ricans.

 

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††††††††† Now, the rules are no violence.

 

††††††††† What is it about Twin Cities, Minnesota violence for which makes violence ever so real?

 

††††††††† What makes Twin Citiesí violence ever so real is the mere fact for which the Twin Cities is quite a small community of villages and we all travel all over the Twin Cities therefore weíre volunteers, friends and family and community members of each and every single citizen and civilian in this small town for which most Minnesotans consider a city except really and truly this Twin Cities is the smallest urban city Iíve ever lived in or frequented or ďstompedĒ around (not literally stomp) unless I used to wear sweaty high heels then my feet would slide back and forth inside the and Iíd stomp around while doing my very best to keep my high heels on with nylon socks.

 

††††††††† Now, I gave up high heels about five years ago and giving up high heels is the best thing I ever did for my spine and calf muscles.

 

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††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Sunday, September 1, 2019

 

ď.Ē

 

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Dress Etiquette.

 

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Chapter 26.

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Sunday!

 

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††††††††† Stolen Tiffany Crystal:

 

††††††††† Oh, Iím beside myself about Lindus Construction.

 

††††††††† Seriously, what would I do with a stolen Tiffany crystal?

 

††††††††† Nothing.

 

††††††††† Return the crystal to the proper owner without a reward.

 

††††††††† Seriously, Iím quite descriptive in appearance and physical form and if hypothetically I were to imaginatively or figuratively do anything wrong then the entire town would know about anything thus and therefore Iím proper, formal and extremely well behaved unless Iím sexually harassed then I verbally speak for myself in a loud thyroid tumor voice and New York City style of communications and I command the bully to stand down otherwise Iíll have to call the police in to please have an intoxicated public nuisance removed from any public space for which men and women peacefully frequent as paying patrons.

 

††††††††† Well, Iíve been investigating the Highland Parkís stolen Tiffany crystal for the past ten months and finally I connected the dots to the stolen Tiffany crystal and I was beside myself to find out it was Lindus Constructionís sub contractor painting associates. I was heartbroken because I really like to peacefully communicate to the female manager at Lindus Construction even though the private property and Lindus Construction are at odds.

 

††††††††† Personally, as of this moment Iím steward to the private property and have nothing to do with legal matters or historical logistics of sequence of events as to the property being flooded by leaving a water hose running down the chimney for five straight hours to literally and factually flood the basement and the first floor living room.

 

††††††††† Still the house is a disaster due to the lack of respect and incompetence on the part of Lindus Construction.

 

††††††††† To this day, the inside of the house looks like a haunted house and thereíre no ghosts here because I reside here and I clean, too, much to have fantasies about ghosts since my greatest enemy is black and red mold and Iím dealing with any types of mold as quickly as possible as well as dealing with a ten year long mice infestation for which I paid the bill in December 2018 and Iím waiting for any monies or domestic budgets to be passed and grant me $150.00 to hire an exterminator to help me with the mice infestation because this isnít right and much of the work Lindus Construction did left the house in ruins therefore Lindus Construction must return the money or actually set up an appointment with me to return to finish the work for one-hundred thousand rather than the cheap forty-thousand dollar job Lindus Construction did plus restore the home to a livable situation because the attic is boiling in the summer and freezing in the winter.

 

††††††††† Yes, I know perfectly what Iím talking about. Iíve been steward to the place for ten continuous months. I care for the place with my own two bare hands and I actually care what happens to the property.

 

††††††††† Personally, I canít believe Lindus Construction left an elderly woman to contend with a flooded basement and flooded living room to live with black mold on the window sills and to have absolutely no ventilation in the attic while red mold for which oozes out of buckled planks in the ceiling of the attic as we speak now.

 

††††††††† Personally, I didnít know Wisconsin companies came into Minnesota and destroyed Minnesota property ownersí residential private properties then disappeared since 2012 until 2018 when I showed up on the scene as a volunteer steward, however, Iím appalled at how the sons of Lindus Construction speak to their former customers who spent one-hundred thousand dollar renovation and I as a layperson can see and witness the cheapest materials and the neglectful work by the hands of Lindus Construction.

 

††††††††† Oh, Lindus Construction, what youíve done here is criminal and you know it. Now, I live in a house for which Lindus Construction destroyed and with my own bare hands Iím restoring the house back to health.

 

††††††††† Right now, the attic ceiling looks like somebody was murdered and stored in between the planks of wood until I had it explained to me the red oozing substance is smeared mold and the dripping water is condensation thus the attic doesnít breathe while we live in mold due to terrible Lindus Construction shoddy work.

 

††††††††† Look: Iím a volunteer steward and Iím a volunteer writer and Iíve give both subject matter enough consideration to realize Lindus Construction literally thieved through a construction project and left us to live with an infrastructure for which requires an entire overhaul in renovation and have the renovation done correctly because Lindus Construction left the property in complete shambles and disrepair.

 

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Highland Park,

Saint Paul, MN

 

Housewife Murder Central

Yes, the Housewives have informed me

Thank You

 

††††††††† My partner has a thing for telling blatant lies about their exact whereabouts and location and time and place or where my partner goes to get drunk with strangers in the woods.

 

††††††††† My partnerís highly emotionally promiscuous and a liar.

††††††††† My partnerís highly manipulative.

††††††††† My partnerís a charmer in public and brute force at home.

††††††††† My partnerís mentally ill with alcoholism.

††††††††† My partnerís a physically violent abuser.

††††††††† My partnerís a verbally violent abuser.

††††††††† My partnerís an emotionally violent abuser.

 

††††††††† My partnerís always threatening to abandon me to go and have sex with strangers which the only thing I ask is not to be given STDís. Thank you.

 

††††††††† Please, no herpes.

 

††††††††† My partnerís a liar. Oh, well.

††††††††† Their failure and not mine.

 

††††††††† My partner actually thinks Iím a Ďmommyí figure. Hahaha.

 

††††††††† My partner doesnít understand Iím a live-in girlfriend and not a maid or a nanny.

 

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Sequence of Events

 

††††††††† Yesterday at 2:30pm my partner texted and invited for me to take my partner out for birthday dinner at 5:00pm. Done.

 

††††††††† At 3:30pm my partner blatantly lied and texted me that my partner was taking a solo walk in the woods of Crosby.

 

††††††††† At 4:00pm I texted my partner and told my partner I wouldnít be ready until 5:30pm.

 

††††††††† At 5:30pm I texted my partner and wrote ďDressed and ready.Ē

 

††††††††† At 6:00pm my partnerís no show and no sign of my partner and no text from my partner. How rude and disrespectful. How immature. How disrespectful. My partner doesnít respect me which makes me laugh because Iím treated like a maid or a mommy or a nanny or an afterthought however not as a live-in girlfriend unless my partner wants something from me.

 

††††††††† At 6:00pm I texted my partner and asked my partner if my partner was okay on my partnerís solo walk in Crosby woods or if I needed to call an attorney on his behalf for any reason because by then my partner had been gone for four hours and my partner refused to respect me and my time and wouldnít directly communicate with me or give me a straight forward answer about his whereabouts thus I wondered if my partner was injured in the woods of Crosby or detained due to public intoxication which public intoxication often happens because my partnerís a severely high functioning alcoholic who drives drunk for the past four years when he became a public drunk alcoholic.

 

††††††††† At 6:20pm my partner texts me ďMy love.Ē

 

††††††††† At 6:30pm I wonder if my partnerís fallen and twisted an ankle or worse been mulled by a mountain lion in the woods of Crosby (I havenít ever been there) or been detained. I had no idea. I didnít know any of my partnerís whereabouts because my partnerís a liar therefore my partnerís ambiguous over text to hide the fact my partner isnít ever where my partner says my partner will be. The failure is my partnerís failure and not mine because Iím commanded to stay home and clean or look after the elderly therefore I do since Iím glued to the couch taking care of a spine injury and even if I were to go for a none sexual six mile run, Iím still accused of having imaginary sex with strangers in the woods because my partner projects what most likely my partner fears most in himself.

 

††††††††† At 6:45pm my partner bounded into the house drunk and stumbled and loudly yelled my name throughout the house and commanded me to take my partner out to my partnerís birthday dinner. No.

 

††††††††† Disrespectfully my partner stood me up and was only ready for me when my partner was good and ready for me otherwise my partner constantly wastes my time by having to always wait for my partner even if itís going to the restroom however my partner refuses to wait for me and rushes off without me as an excuse to leave me at home alone and my partner likes to ignore me and exclude me from social activities until my partnerís good and ready to hang out with me however, by the time Iím stood up then Iíve moved on to other activities and the window of opportunity to go out on a public dinner date is over and we date at home because a drunk partner is a baby and a coward and must be watched over.

 

††††††††† To keep anyone waiting for anymore than 15 minutes is a sign of deep disrespect towards the person waiting and bad misbehavior and immaturity and a lack of self respect therefore the public dinner dateís over after 15 minutes of waiting to be picked up unless someone continually gives text updates and doesnít lie and profusely apologizes many times to have kept anyone waiting anymore than 15 minutes because keeping someone waiting for over an hour means you donít care about them otherwise bogus and disrespectful because one doesnít ever stand up their dinner date or girlfriend to go get drunk in the woods simply because one doesnít care how one treats the other.

 

††††††††† Personally, I moved on last night.

 

††††††††† Personally, I stayed home and took care of my spine injury.

 

††††††††† At 7:00pm my partner asked me to drive because my partner was highly drunk and intoxicated thus I drove back to and returned to The Monument and I walked down to the cliffs to see what the big deal was and there was no big deal or nothing real to be stood up for by oneís date in exchange for free booze and the company of strangers however my partner didnít want to go party anymore thus we went home.

 

††††††††† My partner has a terrible habit of whining and complaining and bitching and moaning to drunk and high strangers about me or my partner complains about their elderly mom therefore my partner doesnít want to socialize with me amongst drunken strangers because my partner very well knows my partner badmouths me yet treats me terribly badly behind closed doors. My partner doesnít know how to break the cycle of high functioning alcoholism and abuse or how to stop the manipulation or stop the immature misbehavior to run away to get drunk with strangers for whom he complains about drunk strangers thus my partner complains to me like Iím their mom and if anyone treats me or thinks of me in terms of their mom then thereís no reason for consented sexual intercourse since Iím not anybodyís mommy and Iím in the prime of my life and I donít want to be enslaved or locked away for sex and cleaning then get bad mouthed to drunk strangers in public.

 

††††††††† At 7:30pm my partner told me to fuck off and told their mom to fuck off and called us ďcunts.Ē

 

††††††††† At 7:35 my partner was on top of me fighting for the car keys.

 

††††††††† At 7:40pm my partnerís mom called the cops and hung up.

 

††††††††† At 7:45pm I led my partner to a comfortable bedroom and took off my partnerís shoes and laid them down on a bed to rest in the basement where the police wouldnít find my partner.

 

††††††††† Near 8:00pm the police came and spoke to the owner of the property and all was well and quiet.

 

††††††††† At 8:30pm my partner began to barbecue and every time my partner stepped into the house and kitchen he began to scream all over again with the word ďcuntsĒ and continued to ask me if we were still a couple even though my partner continuously told me to go fuck myself and for their mom to go fuck herself. We kept quiet and I silently wept.

 

††††††††† At 8:45pm the women folk took refuge in the dark in the front porch while my partner physically threatened to advance upon us and yelled and told us to go fuck ourselves and cunts.

 

††††††††† At 9:00pm my partner stepped into the front porch and took a hold of my hair and yanked as hard as my partner could right in front of their mom and I began to cry like a baby and all was recorded on video and sound and audio.

 

††††††††† At 9:30pm I retired for bed.

 

††††††††† At 10:00pm I went into another bedroom and tried to lock the door except the doorway was blocked and I was thrown and slammed against furniture. I fell to the floor and had my mouth tightly covered so I wouldnít scream bloody murder. I was held down to the floor.

 

††††††††† At 10:30pm my partner drove a different car while highly intoxicated because at dinner and throughout the night my partner continued to drink red wine even though my partner came home already drunk.

 

††††††††† At 11:30pm my partner returned home alive.

 

††††††††† Whew!

 

††††††††† What a pathetic life!

 

††††††††† This is our lives every night.

 

††††††††† What a waste of time.

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††††††††† My partner hates themselves and self loathes.

 

††††††††† Yes, I have enough self respect for myself thus last night I didnít take my partner out to birthday dinner because my partner was ďdrunk as a skunkĒ thus I took away the car keys and parked the car in the garage.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím constantly threatened to be left in public establishments and find my way home and this is my partnerís disrespect and not mine.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím constantly threatened to be left at home to clean while my partner gets drunk in public woods with strangers yet my partnerís constantly complaining about drunk strangers and how drunk strangers are always getting my partner drunk and high as though my partner has no choice and canít say no because my partnerís been drunk for four straight continuous years of frequenting The Monument.

 

††††††††† Personally, I refused to take my partner out on a birthday dinner because my partner was heavily intoxicated and cruel and mean.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít take anybody out to dinner who thinks they can stand me up.

 

††††††††† Personally, I have a lot of self value and self worth and self respect.

 

††††††††† Personally, I know my partnerís a light weight and easily gets drunk and my partnerís inhibitions lower and my partner only lives for having drunk fun which in my partnerís mind this constitutes getting drunk until my partner stumbles or yells and swears and screams and hits and punches and grabs my hair and pushes me into furniture.

 

††††††††† My partner purposely stands me up then I no one can get me to budge to go out in public once Iíve been stood up.

 

††††††††† My partnerís always looking to hang out in the woods with drunken strangers and this is all my partner lives for therefore heís willing to sacrifice self respect for the company of drunken strangers.

 

††††††††† My partner can quite easily come home and get drunk at home however my partner likes the ego boost of not ever maturing into full adulthood therefore my partner lies because my partner knows the houseís falling apart and my partner actually has to come home and be respectful since mostly what my partner does is constantly badger me ďAre we still together?Ē ďAre we still a couple?Ē ďAre we still together.Ē ďAre you still with me?Ē

 

††††††††† My partnerís incredibly rude human then profusely apologized for constantly threatening the relationship and telling me weíre broken up and Iím thrown out only to be showered in hugs and kisses and told not to ever leave.

 

††††††††† Personally, I think my partner hates me since the start.

 

††††††††† Personally, I feel bad for my partner to be so immature and have no regard for anybody other than for my partnerís benefit and for my partnerís instant gratification.

 

††††††††† My partnerís probably one of the most disrespectful people Iíve ever met since last night my partner called both their mother and I ďcuntsĒ for four straight hours and told both of us to go fuck ourselves and to fuck off.

 

††††††††† My partnerís a manipulative abuser.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Friday, August 30, 2019

 

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(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

Chapter 26.

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Friday!

 

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††††††††† One Medicinal Shot of Tequila:

 

††††††††† Yes, I had one medicinal shot of tequila at 2:30pm this afternoon since I took the day off from work.

 

††††††††† Yes, I took one shot of medicinal tequila before I wrote this entry simply I drank one shot for medicinal purposes since I donít have health care insurance and my spineís killing me today.

 

††††††††† The problem with strangulation is one doesnít get oneís Adamís Apple back for three days therefore swallowing is difficult. Fact.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím expected to pretend like nothingís wrong with me however Iím in so much dull pain of the spine I donít care who knows Iím in pain.

 

††††††††† Strangulation leaves no marks on the neck, however, strangulation hurts the spine in ways one didnít know prior to strangulation.

 

††††††††† Strangulationís like being drowned except with a lot more force and pressure to the spine.

 

††††††††† Strangulation throws off the spine more than the trachea.

 

††††††††† Strangulation hurts the spine because when oneís strangulated then one is pushed up against the wall by the Adamís Apple and squeezed at the tendons and forced upwards underneath the jaw therefore thereís more pain under the jaw and glands than the thyroid and thereís internal bruising under the jaw and glands and constant dull ache in the spine in the aftermath.

 

††††††††† Three days after strangulation, one looks okay however one feels like oneís been in a car accident due to the impact and trauma to the spine.

 

††††††††† Put that in your cereal bowl and eat it.

 

††††††††† For some reason the spine takes all the trauma of the event when one gets banged up against the wall and held up by the jaw.

 

††††††††† Why havenít I fled? because my spine doesnít work quite as it ought to.

 

††††††††† Yes, my entire spine feels sore and in pain like I have the flu in my spine.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít feel well. I donít feel good.

 

††††††††† Personally, I feel like Iím constantly on the verge of falling deeply asleep and into death or a comma however I donít allow for it.

 

††††††††† Seriously, for three days my entire bodyís been extremely drowsy and my body feels like it has cancer in it however my mind doesnít allow for such atrocities.

 

††††††††† No, my brainís not drowsy.

 

††††††††† My bodyís drowsy.

 

††††††††† Personally, I have to pretend like nothingís wrong with my body however Iím so drowsy and in so much pain of the spine I donít care who knows I took one shot of medicinal tequila. If I had opium in front of me then I would partake because this back ache canít go on like this.

 

††††††††† My body feels tired to the bone.

 

††††††††† Last Wednesday I was thrown across a room and landed over backwards on a chair and tipped over. I simply laid there and didnít get up for ten straight minutes because I was afraid of how sore Iíd feel plus I was in deep shock.

 

††††††††† The culmination of physical violence abuse is leaving my body a total wreck.

 

††††††††† Personally, I can handle abuse like a Champion, however, my body doesnít seem to easily recuperate as my mind does.

 

††††††††† Yes, today I took one shot of medicinal tequila because I need it for medicinal purposes since my back wonít stop hurting.

 

††††††††† No, I donít make any excuses or lies about when or if Iíve had anything alcoholic to drink since most of my family and friends all know I seldom drink and if I do drink alcohol then usually it takes me about three hours to get through one Margarita drink.

 

††††††††† Oh, my bodyís sore and tremendously hurts and aches and Iím not able to make this dull ache go away.

 

††††††††† Seriously, I donít feel well.

 

††††††††† Seriously, I feel slightly dizzy.

††††††††† Strangulation makes one slightly dizzy and heavy.

 

††††††††† Nothing makes one dizzy for days on end like strangulation.

 

††††††††† One shot of booze is nothing compared to the pain in my spine.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve been called an alcoholic for having one medicinal shot of tequila.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not drunk.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím in too much pain to be drunk.

 

††††††††† Yes, I only wish Iíd had two or three shots rather than only one.

 

††††††††† Yes, I wish I wasnít accused of kissing strange men at the MN State Fair because I didnít kiss any strange men at the MN State Fair. Fact.

 

††††††††† Personally, I needed the medicinal shot of tequila and now I only regret not taking two or three shots while I had the chance.

 

††††††††† Ouch!

 

††††††††† My spine hurts deep to the core of the vertebrae.

 

††††††††† Simply, I need time to recuperate my body.

 

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Womenís Homeless Shelter

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because I accept the mature adult fact Iím a mature adult woman and my parents donít afford or pay for anything of mine since the responsibility doesnít lay upon my parents to afford or pay my way through the world or through life neither or both of my parents have afforded nor paid my way through life since August 2000 at the age of 23 and today Iím 42.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because I must find a taxable paying job since working in the home or working as a housewife or working for sweat equity and no pay or to work for commission or to work as a volunteer operations manager is slave wages therefore I must get smart about paying into social security otherwise elderly years could be miserable and hungry thus and therefore women must work outside of the home and not ever become dependent upon men to financially support women when women are housewives and clean and are caretakers to minors and the elderly and this specific type of work is ten times more difficult to do than any other type of work on the planet yet the housewives and caretakers are the most undervalued and disrespected and discarded women Iíve ever met because a woman who works in home is isolated and forgotten and usually constantly working for no pay therefore easily taken for granted since moneyís out of the equation however washing dirty shorts is a love of labor and unappreciated and taken for granted and often disrespected or belittled.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve become a staunch and strict feminist who doesnít believe men have the right to belittle women or disrespect women or talk down to women or lay one single hand on women especially not in public at the Minnesota State Fair or take advantage of women or abuse women or manipulate women or have anything badly to say to women about womenís looks, body weight or worth.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because I need to recuperate the aches deep in my muscle tissue.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because I feel exhausted in the prime of my life I constantly feel a need for deep sleep even though Iím not talking about depression, Iím simply talking about recuperating and restoring deep muscle tissue.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve wanted to attend a Christian church for the past 13 years and I havenít ever gotten the chance to do so because mainly Iíve been in romantic relationships for which each Sunday morning nothing happens no matter how motivated I am and I get up and get ready by 7:00am somehow the miracle is no one ever has the time or need or want to attend church with me while church and structure outside of work and more unpaid slave work is what I crave even though Iím more psychologically spiritual than religions.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve wanted none sexual and healthy and kind and smart and intelligent and non cruel or none manipulative or none dismissive girlfriends since May 2004 who donít want me to pretend to be their maid or their childrenís nannies yet accept Iím a woman of color and I donít have to pretend to be a maid or nanny to be a friend to white women otherwise Iím treated sub-human in friendships and I thought friendships were about love and tender care.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve always wanted to convert into Judaism without marrying into the religion or without having to become a slave to the religion.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because I need to heal, make money and set a plan of action to afford my own lifestyle and get happy about not dating or having much to do with men for an entire year.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve traveled the globe with a backpack and a skateboard and nothing much else.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womanís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve sailed all of the Great Lakes, the Hudson River and the Atlantic Ocean and caught my own blue crab in the waters of the Delaware.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womanís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve portaged my own canoe through the Boundary Waters Canoe Area as well as sailed the Apostle Islands.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve run and skateboarded miles of pavement across the world and even into Gary, Indiana for the filming of a documentary to the unpaved roads of South, Chicago to the unpaved roads of Dominical, Costa Rica.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because Iíve trekked and rock climbed therefore I shanít ever undertake such tasks unless in dire situations, however, no one can get me out of the city limits not even out to the ocean for a day because truly Iím all about the core of cities only due to the fact city living is less racist.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womenís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because the blog goes with me anywhere I go so this means Iíll record anything for which happens to me therefore please leave me peacefully alone because Iím thinking about how to get a paying job and how to save money to afford to run Grandmaís Marathon 2021.

 

††††††††† Yes, both of my parents have advised me to go to a womanís homeless shelter thus and therefore Iím prepared because my body aches all of the time and I donít seem to be able to quit smoking cigarettes simply because my nerves are shot.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

 

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Strangulation

 

Yes, Iím 1980ís and 1990ís

New York City, New York

 

New York City Women

Donít Ever Allow for Men to Disrespect Women

 

Personally, after Iíve either been called a

ďCuntĒ for an hour

Or strangulated

Then I donít Care who hears me on the street

Because

1) Iím a volunteer writer/blogger

1.5) Iím constructing intelligent sentences

2) Iím angry as the dickens to have been strangulated

3) Iím angry as the dickens to have been so disrespected

4) I donít care who knows because strangulation is near homicide

5) Strangulationís a felony therefore one keeps oneís hands off others

6) I have the right to be angry about strangulation no matter where I am

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve lived with thyroid tumors of the throat ever since October 2013.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be choked or strangulated.

 

††††††††† Strangulation doesnít mean death.

 

††††††††† Strangulation means to have oneís throat squeezed or choked so hard the Adamís apple is sore the following day and one has difficulty even swallowing oneís own saliva.

 

††††††††† Why donít I call the police?

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít call the police because I donít see strangulation as an immediate matter of life and death even though with strangulation persons may die two or three days later.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít call the police because I protect another at the detriment of my bodyís health. Period.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít call the police because Iím a woman of color and Iíll be the one to get in trouble therefore I simply cope to the best of my intellectual ability which is to make use of loud and clear verbiage and well spoken and angry sentences if need be while walking down the street saying, ďNo, I donít owe you anything because you strangulated me!Ē or ďNo, I donít have to allow you to hug it out because you have a need to feel better because you strangulated me!Ē or ďNo, nowhere in the humanitarian rule book does it say strangulationís part of human relations!Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít make physical violence a secret while out in public because verbal abuse is mental torture and because Iím a writer and Iím able to speak up for me in public or private and say to anyone, ďNo, donít call me a Ďcuntí! Itís been an hour of being called a Ďcuntí and this must stop!Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít care who hears my loud thyroid tumor voice say, ďNo, donít tell me to go fuck other cocks!Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíll put anyone in their place whenever anyone thinks or believes they can get away with public humiliation or public bullying even if they whisper sexual harassment in my ear or even if they whisper sexual harassing and demeaning words in a quiet or low tone to tell me to ďgo fuck cocks!Ē

 

††††††††† All hell breaks loose when anyone tells me to ďgo fuck cocksĒ then Iíve got some serious and thyroid tumor voiced words for any man who so much as dares to sexually harass me in public because Iíll command him to stand down and donít so much as believe I may be spoken to like a whore, not in private and especially not in public.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíll put anyone in their place when anyone threatens to leave me literally stranded at any place they invited me to as my hosts or literally threaten to have me walk home because I already proved Iíll walk home any time of day or night.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím serious as a heart attack. As I walk down the street while Iím followed with apologies then I have the right to state why I continuously walk away from any perpetrator if they be so immature or calloused or insincere or manipulative as to follow me down the street after strangulation because Iím going to go ahead and poignantly spell out the very reason for why being angry in public while trying to flee on foot because none of it is a game at that point, because I very well understand the dire gravitas of the matter even if or when others donít understand strangulationís mostly life or death.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít call the police because I believe and I hope our misbehaviors and miscommunications will change and rather than being angry or anxious or upset or angry I pray and I believe weíll peacefully eventually communicate and peacefully live and peacefully co-habitat and peacefully be and peacefully break bread together and peacefully keep the peace forever.

 

††††††††† Peaceful communications seems to be a challenge.

 

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††††††††† Since January 2019 Iíve violently been strangulated five times.

 

††††††††† Yesterday at 9:45am I was being strangulated.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not just some woman of color. No.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve put in the time to hone my literary skills and communications skills well enough to come to this literary table and convey something highly cognitively important to pass bills into laws effectively yesterday since Americaís lagging behind on domestic matters of civil and civic vote.

 

††††††††† No, this blog isnít about me, simply the content is about nonfiction events, times and places, however, Iím a person with feelings and emotions and intelligent logic and reason to write well enough to place thoughts into ideas and ideas into writing and be perfectly well understood.

 

††††††††† Why do I put up with physical violence abuse and emotional violence abuse and psychological violence abuse and economical violence abuse and verbal violence abuse?

 

††††††††† Well, I put up with physical violence abuse and emotional violence abuse and psychological violence abuse and economical violence abuse and verbal violence abuse because I truly believe we can be civilized and all of this melodrama will seize and stop forevermore.

 

††††††††† However, in order for any and/or all types of violence to stop then I sincerely have to keep my mouth shut and take verbal and manipulative emotional abuse to constantly be spoken to as though Iím worthless and thank goodness I have intellectual coping skills to override such malarkey of insults because the problem as it stands is Iím worth more than the other therefore Iíve begun to do some serious analysis and research and study into jealousy, self loathing, insecurities and anger and alcoholism and enmeshed familial ties or neglect by families as well as research on Narcissism.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Sunday, August 25, 2019

 

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(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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Exclusion

Friday Night I was Stood Up

Yep.

(Hahaha)

 

Mature Adults gracefully deal with Rejection

 

No spouse ever goes out to the bar

Without their mate

 

Especially not

On a Friday or Saturday night

No spouse stays out past 10:00pm

And ignores their Friday night date or Saturday night date

Because a hot monogamous babe

Is difficult to come by

 

No spouse ever dates themselves at bars

Because bars are promiscuous places

To sexually get picked up

By other people

 

When oneís drunk

Then oneís inhibitions lower

And anyone can sexually take advantage

 

Personally, I beautifully deal with rejection

 

Personally, I go on.

Yep.

To meet my own needs, hopes, desires and expectations

For Self Respect and Self Love

 

Personally, once more Iíve become a staunch runner

Saturday morning,

Between 9:11am and 10:30am

Continuously I pounded

Six miles of pavement

In Skinny Jeans because I refuse

To run six miles while

Holding my cell phone

Rather my jeans have pockets

 

Nothing Strengthens the Mind

Like Long Distance Running

Because correct form runningís torture

Like Balletís beautiful torture

 

Look; the more I long distance run

Or rather for slang:

ďPound PavementĒ

Then the more I Champion

(The above sentence is correctly written)

 

††††††††† When I get stood up or Iím blatantly rejected then I begin to do awesome things for myself such as take myself out for errands or take six mile long runs because I feel good doing awesome activities to make my heart, mind, soul and body feel better.

 

††††††††† Nearly every day my partner breaks up with me and throws me out of the house then profusely apologizes for the verbal and emotional abuse which the pattern of rejection is irritating because the rejection is a control tactic not to allow for me to ever leave the house in the day time by myself otherwise if I were to go out by myself then Iím directly informed Iím a ďslutĒ for long distance running or running errands.

 

††††††††† If I were so much as to go out by myself in the day time or go out with female friends then Iím called a ďslutĒ for hours upon hours thus and therefore I choose not to go out because well, hanging out at bars isnít my social scene, although I can go anywhere in town and anyone quickly realizes Iím not there for sex or flirting simply I like to platonically relax in public without any sexual advances of any type.

 

††††††††† If Iím in a public place then the entire room knows Iím simply having a glass of water or a coffee or tea while being in the middle of social interactions and in a civilized manner I get to relax and enjoy all of the energy in the air with very little effort to lift a finger to wash any dishes, change out the linen, vacuum, fold clothes or clean toilets at home or at the office or work as private secretary to write legal letters.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím satisfied to go out and do very little or Iím satisfied to exert very little energy in public and not say much and enjoy the atmosphere without any hassle or flirtation or bullying because Iím a mature woman.

 

††††††††† If youíve ever shared a public space with me then you know Iím respectful, peaceful and keep harmony and safety at all cost, however, this doesnít preclude me from utilizing a booming thyroid tumor filled vocal chords or a booming voice for which can carry like a General and sing along with Whitney Houston without me ever shouting out the lyrics any longer.

†††††††††

††††††††† If someone threatens to be mean or lewd or crass or belittle me or anything negative then for certain one will hear an even toned and loud and powerful voice say: ďPlease, donít verbally harassing me! Thank you!Ē

 

††††††††† And anyone will know the smooth velvet and soothing and powerfully annoyed words are mine.

 

††††††††† Beware of publically bullying me because I donít yell like a lunatic rather Iím using intelligent words in sentences such as, ďPlease, stop the car,Ē or ďPlease, donít verbally harass me,Ē or ďPlease, donít bully me.Ē

 

††††††††† Seriously, Iím an intelligent writer and by the time Iím verbally shouting or verbally screaming ďEnough!Ē ďEnough!Ē Enough!Ē itís because Iíve maturely taken eleven (11) hours of hearing and being told to ďgo fuck a cockĒ or being called a ďfucking slutĒ which insinuates Iím some type of a whore or prostitute which Iím not a prostitute nor have I ever been any type of a prostitute.

 

††††††††† My partner will continuously and constantly leave the house without me and tell me heís going to go and date other women thus my partner likes to bully me and tear me down and threaten the relationship while Iím not allowed to leave the house or Iím called a ďslut,Ē ďcunt,Ē ďwhoreĒ or ďbitchĒ for hours if I so much as entertain the thought to run errands.

 

~~~

 

††††††††† Friday night I got stood up which I have awesome coping skills since Iím one cool woman who can fill up my time doing cool things for and by myself.

 

††††††††† Now, in public thereíll most certainly be men who will sexually look at me and/or stare at me with sexual interest and I wonít ever pursue anything.

 

††††††††† The entire world knows I donít ever pursue men even though I get accused of such malarkey and even though I wasnít at the bar on Friday night while my partner stood me up, my partner still came home to accuse me of imaginary cheating and put the blame on me that some stranger was staring at me two weeks ago thus and therefore I was insulted and verbally abused for eleven hours on Saturday day and told to ďgo fuck a cockĒ repeatedly while for eleven hours I said, ďPlease, donít sexually harass me.Ē

 

††††††††† For eleven hours I repeated myself by saying, ďPlease, stop sexually harassing me.Ē

 

††††††††† My partner gets real drunk before he leaves the house then goes to the bar and gets more drunk then comes home and takes out his insecurities, frustrations and anger and aggression on me by continuously hurling epitaphs and insults at me and my person.

 

††††††††† On Saturday day for eleven continuous hours my partner told me to ďgo fuck a cockĒ because he makes up imaginary scenarios about me supposedly being a ďwhore.Ē

 

††††††††† On Saturday for eleven continuous hours I told my partner that he had ďno right to verbally abuse me or to sexually harass me.Ē

 

††††††††† On Saturday I took the entire continuous eleven hours of verbal abuse as Iím literally right now taking verbal abuse as my partner stands over me while I type and he calls me a ďfucking slutĒ and a ďfucking whoreĒ for choosing to go for a run no matter how much I get called a ďslutĒ Iím still going for a run today and Iím still going to blog even though my partner wastes my time and days by continuously insulting me like a bipolar paranoid schizophrenic.

 

††††††††† My partnerís telling that Iím a ďfucking slut.Ē

 

††††††††† Oh, my god!

 

††††††††† Itís like an arrow shot right through the heart.

 

††††††††† This has been going on for an hour now.

 

††††††††† Continuously I respond by saying, ďPlease, donít bully me.Ē

 

††††††††† ďPlease, donít verbally harass me.Ē

 

††††††††† Nothing works.

 

††††††††† Nope, Iím starting to wonder if my partnerís mentally ill.

 

††††††††† My partnerís constantly verbally abusing me by telling me to go ďfuck other cocksĒ and all I can do is defend myself by reminding my partner he has no right to speak to me in such a manner, however, itís been since 9:00am today on Sunday that Iím called a ďfucking whoreĒ and itís now 4:00pm in the afternoon and I havenít insulted my partner. I havenít sworn at my partner, I havenít made any threats to my partner. I havenít done anything other than to stand up for my rights to be respected as a mature adult woman.

 

††††††††† No one in their right mind speaks to their partner in such a despicable way to any partner.

 

††††††††† No matter how strong or respectful or kind or confident I am at stating to my partner to please not speak to me in such a vulgar tone, my partner continues for hours to verbally abuse me by talking about how my vaginaís stretched out and Iím a ďcuntĒ and I ought to get raped and gang banged.

 

††††††††† Yes, last night at 12:30am at the kitchen sink finally I yelled and screamed the intelligent words ďEnough!Ē ďEnough!Ē Enough!Ē

 

††††††††† No matter how much self-respect I uphold for myself or no matter how much I ask to please not be verbally abused the verbal abuse continues.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím about to go out for a long run. I need it. My nerves are shot.

 

††††††††† Sometimes, I feel like Iím having a heart attack after an hour of being called a ďcunt.Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít ever break up with my boyfriend because I do love him and he needs me.

 

††††††††† Why my partner puts me through mental torture or mental anguish is beyond my comprehension.

 

††††††††† My partner likes to whine and complain about me to anyone like heís the victim except behind closed doors and in front of his mom he likes to mentally torture me no matter how much I ask him to stop.

 

††††††††† For nearly a year now on a weekly basis at the dinner table Iíve been hearing my partner call his mom a ďcuntĒ or a ďbitchĒ and Iím shocked every time.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Wednesday, August 21, 2019

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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††††††††† Happy Wednesday!

 

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††††††††† Yes, the first six months of dating I dropped ten-thousand dollars on my date.

 

††††††††† Since June 2019 my date is rightfully treated me to Friday and Saturday night dinner dates otherwise the rest of our dates are standing outside of concerts and listening to music outside the gates, as well as free bike rides and free walks and free cliff climbing.

 

††††††††† Since June 2019 my date has been putting our Friday and Saturday night dinners on their business card since we tend to spend our romantic dinners talking about business therefore my dateís Friday and Saturday night dinners are a business right off.

 

††††††††† My date refuses to spend any money on me.

 

††††††††† My dateís stingy.

 

Contrived

 

††††††††† Okay, letís address double standards.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít find myself charming.

 

††††††††† Yes, I do find myself gregarious.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not someone who purposely draws attention to my person since the entire room already knows Iím peacefully here.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve been taught to draw as little attention to oneself since mature adults donít require attention since mature adults know anything can go wrong at anytime therefore mature adults are relaxed and truly peaceful since the alternative is violence and we canít have any violence for any reason under any circumstance.

 

††††††††† Now, all I truly want to write about is this: (StallingÖ)

 

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Double Standards

 

††††††††† Now, the rules are as the rules stand:

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve been given my chauvinist directives by another aside from me therefore I follow my chauvinist directives to the best of my ability to be able to keep the peace and harmony between all parties involved.

 

††††††††† Now, I personally donít require the spotlight, however. I must keep busy rather than sit around waiting for something to happen to me unless.

 

††††††††† Thereís live music.

 

††††††††† Then anyone can sit back and enjoy good or decent live music.

 

††††††††† Well, the conundrum is this:

 

††††††††† My directives are to not ever look at anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to look around at other people because Iím a strict and staunch 1980ís and 1990ís New Yorker, Manhattan, NYC who will directly ďtell anyone off to their faceĒ since personal space is the most sacred of all spaces.

 

††††††††† Now, I do my very best by the rude Midwesterners and I allow for rude Midwesterners to warmly hug or embrace me, however.

 

††††††††† Nonetheless, after Iím embraced by anyone of the opposite sex then I must find a way to politely and respectfully and directly tell the hugging persons to please understand Iím not personally Muslim yet I practice as Muslims do which is men and women donít ever physically touch therefore I do my ought best to explain to anyone especially the opposite sex about how I practice the same as Muslims do, however, Iím not Muslim.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to ever start any conversations with anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to ever hold any conversations with anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to ever flirt with anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to ever get any telephone numbers from the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to ever text with anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to ever go anywhere with anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to even so much as even look in the same direction of anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, if anyone from the opposite sex ever so much as approaches me then Iím to directly tell the opposite sex to please not interact with me since I donít purposely interact with anyone of the opposite sex for which I donít know unless directly introduced through our mutual acquaintances or family friends and even then Iím not to ever have dinner conversations with anyone of the opposite sex therefore Iím quite limited in which direction I can look or rest my eyes therefore I gaze at the walls or I can keep typing then none of my eyeballs will by any chance catch any type of color or stripes or anything other than television monitors otherwise if I ever directly look at anyone of the opposite sex in the eye then Iím supposedly acting insubordinate therefore I must always act like Iím restricted in my actions and physical movements and I must at all times be contrived and socially removed unless women folk and I interact.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím to be completely isolated in life and Iím not to have anything to say to anyone at anytime unless acquaintances or friends approach me in a platonic manner.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím to be an island unto my own which is nearly impossible.

 

††††††††† Now, the only people for which Iím allowed to interact with are women therefore I stay quiet or I gravitate towards the respectful and harmonious womenfolk since I like to keep the peace and have people truly be their Ut-most beautiful.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not to seek out any type of platonic friendships with anyone of the opposite sex. Done.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím allowed to keep my West Bank male business partner, however.

††††††††† We no longer hug.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím allowed to keep my West Bank male business partner, however. Weíre not to ever meet alone in person for as long as we live unless chaperoned and in a public setting.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím allowed to keep my West Bank male business partner, however. I require five musical pieces to complete the McKnight Grant.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím looking for funding for many different artists and business people even though I make my living on sweat equity since Iím Indigenous and I know for certain when my body leaves this Earth then Iím not going to be taking anything with me to the Mayan afterlife therefore Iíve trained myself to be someone who doesnít place much emphasis to wealth or monetary means or material value.

 

††††††††† Now, the only real currency anybody has is the ability to be discerning about foods and be able to have such a tremendous wealth as to break bread with me while I weekly wash the toilets, the bathroom floors, launder the bed sheets and daily make the beds and daily wash the dishes and bi-daily run the dish washer and mow and prune and bi-daily take out the garbage and the recycling.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím here.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím present.

 

††††††††† Now, I account for since I was chosen to be here.

 

††††††††† Now, Iíve been asked to be here.

 

††††††††† Now, none of this is by mistake since my past brings me to the present moment.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not shy.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not boring even though I must pretend to be boring.

 

††††††††† Now, since I have many rules to think about how to contort my body and where I may or may not look and what I may or may not say and to whom I may or may not be able to communicate with then I find myself wasting precious energy being quite careful not to break any of the rules otherwise the outcome can be catastrophic for me.

 

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Double Standards

 

††††††††† Well, sporting (growing out and wearing) a beard is no reason for any stranger to speak to any person about their person.

 

††††††††† Well, thereís really no reason to ever talk to any strangers for any reason unless one desires to be noticed and to get attention from any particular strangers.

 

††††††††† Well, needing constant sexual attention from strangers is a way to not ever be accountable for oneís own maturity or oneís own responsibilities to be a mature sociable mature person because one doesnít force another to pay attention to oneself by breaking up a groupís vive to flirt or breaking up the social activities amongst a group to flirt or breaking up a date between a couple to be noticed to flirt since immaturity breeds self absorption whenever people must be noticed especially by people minding their own business in public who happen to share the same common space.

 

††††††††† Well, constantly giving accolades or paying compliments or ďsinglingĒ out only one mature adult person or ďsinglingĒ out any mature adult person who happens to play any instrument outdoors is about overt or blatant signs of sexual propositions especially when the one mature adult constantly reports back that they have no idea who any of the strangers are or any of the people are since heís mostly already drunk by the time he plays outdoors then heís drunk and thus and therefore wishes to be left alone except people constantly interrupt his playing outdoors which makes it difficult to continuously play without young women constantly coming to stand right next to him.

 

††††††††† To single out one mature adult while they play outdoors is inappropriate since other mature playing adults also play instruments outdoors rather than only ďsinglingĒ out one mature adult simply because thereíre also other musicians who get ignored by the populous yet the one musician whoís continuously sexually pursued for playing becomes overly paranoid thus all public outdoor music players must also be sexually pursued and not only single out one musician to pursue since sexual advances are considered sexual harassment if someone doesnít want or isnít looking for the sexual advancements.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím one sexy and gorgeous woman who has a serious and strict set of rules by which to abide therefore I find it hilarious to watch young women throw themselves at someone who complains and gossips about how gross such women are.

 

††††††††† Sincerely,

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Wednesday, August 14, 2019

 

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††††††††† Hi. Hello.

 

††††††††† Happy Wednesday!

 

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††††††††† Dearest Hong Kong:

 

††††††††† Hong Kong, Americaís right here for you.

 

††††††††† Hong Kong, youíre our beloved brothers and sisters in the East.

 

††††††††† Hong Kong, America loves you, dearest brothers and sisters

 

††††††††† Oh, Hong Kong.

 

††††††††† The American People arenít impeachable such as a one Mr. Donald Trump.

 

††††††††† Conducting business with the Kremlin. Ooh. Ah. Iíd be terrified to be a one Mr. Donald Trump.

 

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††††††††† Yes, Americans are Free to vote for the Republican ticket:

 

††††††††† Personally, here in Minnesota our citizens and civilians voted for a one Mr. Donald Trump and none of any mature Minnesotans hate such any personal and private choice as to vote for the Republican ticket.

 

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††††††††† Personally, I donít develop crushes:

 

††††††††† Well, when one lives with thyroid tumors then oneís health is priority to keep stress levels low and to minimize conflict and chaos and miscommunication as much as possible.

 

††††††††† Personally, what I love about business is this:

 

††††††††† Business is a lot of paper work therefore paperwork must be kept neatly organized and in correct order to best know whatís what.

 

††††††††† Personally, I love writing any type of letters to anyone simply because the very words are written down on paper and no one misunderstands exactly what Iíve conveyed at the time as any intelligent and smart and kind adult.

 

††††††††† Crushes are for the birds.

 

††††††††† Loveís for mature adulthood.

 

††††††††† Crushes are lack of impulse control.

 

††††††††† Loveís slowly developed over a long period of time.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve been informed Iím alive and therefore an intelligent being of the human species therefore I can conduct myself as I best see fit since Iím considered a remarkably well versed and quiet introverted life of the party relaxing after a long days work.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím direct and to the point because I respect other mature and immature adults.

 

††††††††† Personally, I easily let go and forgive and forget and move on forward thus and therefore I live with low stress levels otherwise the alternative is disastrous.

 

††††††††† No, I donít touch men no matter what since Iím a mature adult.

 

††††††††† Yes, people allow themselves to develop crushes, however, crushes are a choice to develop thus one doesnít develop crushes and even if one were to develop crushes then mainly smell has mostly to do with any crush which smell has nothing to do with anything of real consequence such as character, integrity and self respect.

 

††††††††† Smellís smell.

 

††††††††† Smell isnít self worth.

 

††††††††† Smell isnít truth.

 

††††††††† Smell isnít intelligent.

 

††††††††† Smellís biochemistry and chemical compounds for which secret from glands nothing more and nothing less.

 

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America the Beautiful

 

~~~

Quit it!

America, letís get to it!

America, letís set the ego aside!

 

America, are you okay?

America, Iím right here

Alongside you

 

America, Iím right here and present for work.

America, letís go!

We have business to conduct

No matter how many unorganized papers across my desk

Ready to neatly be organized and placed in correct order

 

Now, seize all mass public shootings and murders

Simply because Americaís

Starting to look like a filthy outdoor toilet

And uncivilized, uncultured and uncouth

 

Stop shooting violence!

Stop Now!

 

West Bank, Minneapolis, MN letís go!

Downtown, Minneapolis, MN, letís go!

Peace at all cost.

 

Please, respect the fact

Locals want to peacefully hang out

Guard the tourists.

Guard the locals.

Guard the respectful citizens and civilians

Who shop and go across the Twin Cities

 

No other country in the world has as many

Mass public shootings and murders as America

 

America the land of the free,

Must work hard to become a nation of pacifists

Like the Costa Ricans

 

Stop the desperate measures to get attention

Stop the desperation because weíre Champions

 

Look; I donít make any money.

Look; I donít own any property.

 

Look: I have nothing,

Except smarts, intelligence and kindness

Therefore join me

In being wholesome and direct and real

 

Faking anything wonít get you anywhere

Faking anything makes people look like ignoramuses

Faking anything makes someone come across as insecure

Faking anything makes someone look like fools

Faking anything can get someone killed

 

The Secret to America:

To pretty much fight for the belief

To make it to stay alive, survive and thrive

Fight for the belief hard work will get you someplace

 

Fight for the belief in all for which is good and wholesome

 

Fight for the belief thereís a place for each of us

 

Fight for the belief we all have something to contribute

No matter how large or small

 

Fight for the belief to develop oneís intellect

And get trained in an industry, field or profession

 

Fight in the belief to speak in correct modern English

Without profanity

 

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Any mature and prolific artists or writers

Hold more power

Than the President of the United States

Simply because we take the time

To be prolific thinkers and writers

To see this culture peacefully through

With democratic logic and democratic reason

 

Look; Iím not here by mistake.

Look; Iíve been here for ten years

Because I take the time to write

 

Look; why me?

Well, I was chosen for this tremendous responsibility

To write and to get it right

 

Why me?

Well, because I come with some serious set of intellectual skills.

 

Why me?

Me, because I take the time to study, research and learn

And correctly apply

 

Why me?

 

Me, because I havenít wasted away my life in bars

And even if I were

To hypothetically

To choose

To waste my life away at bars

I would still bring a laptop and write

And the owners and bartenders all know me

By excellent reputation

As a peaceful paying citizen

And respectful paying civilian,

To be an upstanding and respectful

Woman of color

At the bar with the laptop

Minding my own business

Yep.

 

The Twin Citiesí workers

Know me

And I know them

Very well

Thus weíve got each otherís backs

 

This Twin Cities of mature working adults

Know very well

Iím strict and serious and respectful

Because anything can go wrong at any time

 

This town knows Iím not a poser

Therefore my wordís as good as gold

Simply because I write therefore

By the laws of the Cosmos I

Have to tell the truth

As correctly as I perceive truth to be

As clearly as daylight

For others to understand

Or not

 

Look; I very rarely get anything wrong.

 

Especially,

Sequence of events

Or verbatim quotes,

Time, place, where, how and what and why

Only because for twenty years

Of telling sequence of events

Others have praised me for getting

The sequence of events and facts

Correctly

In a correct order and matter of fact

Especially people love I can quote them verbatim

In the correct order of events

Thank you

 

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Why me?

Why not me?

If anyone were ever to hypothetically meet me

Then one knows I have some serious

Communications skills down

Therefore I simply content hanging out

 

Why me?

Why not me?

Seriously, are you going to get off the couch?

And put in this much energy to write?

 

Seriously, after ten years of blogging, I wouldnít ever again blog.

Then June 2020, I begin a podcast and Iím telling readers;

Impromptu talkingís ten times easier than blogging/writing.

 

Americaís the place where dreams become reality

With hard work, intelligence, smarts and kindness

We succeed in our chosen endeavors

Because this America is the land

Of remorse and forgiveness

 

Americaís the land for which dreams are real.

The cool thing about America is

We can make our dreams come true

Without a dictator

Saying what we can or canít do

With our free time and our energy

 

No one pays me to write.

Simply, I volunteer my time and energy

 

Seriously, Iím a woman of color who

Became a broadcast engineer

Then I designed and constructed a website

And ten years later Iím still here

Volunteering my time to write this blog therefore

I can share something

Of these Mayan scripts with the world in

More or less real time

 

††††††††† Now, since I can forgive nearly anything except for the seven deadly sins then well, letís get to it and tackle whatís eating away at the soul of America.

 

††††††††† No, I donít believe in murder.

 

††††††††† No, I donít believe in suicide.

 

††††††††† No, I donít believe in any violence of any type.

 

††††††††† No, I donít believe in any violence of any type primarily because my brainís wired for the first ten years of pacifist living in Costa Rica.

 

††††††††† Look; no matter how passionate or no matter how strong my literary voice then all I have to say is this: Iím a Costa Rican woman brought up in the 1980ís in Costa Rica and we donít war no matter what and if the war is brought to us then good luck because as Costa Ricans weíll shun you until you think the very life has escaped thy body. (Hahaha.)


††††††††† Side Note: I write in old English simply and only because Iím English as a Second Language therefore I find it incredibly funny to write out old English.

 

††††††††† Yes, old English can be used in modern speech, however, one, better know in what context and in what form to go ahead and make use of the language otherwise the Old English sounds absolutely stupid for which one doesnít know how to utilize Old English.

 

††††††††† Continuing on, anywayÖ

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

††††††††† Now, eventually all recreational guns will be banned and there wonít be any more fatalities due to unnecessary gun murder and gun en mass public homicides since other civilized cultures and countries ban all guns completely from any public arenas or public settings with families and innocent bystanders or innocent citizens and innocent civilians shopping and relaxing and hanging out like Costa Ricans do.

 

Tuesday, August 13, 2019

 

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No, I donít like to make a fool of myself

No, I donít like to be made a fool of

 

No, I donít like public humiliation

 

Yes, I scream like a baby

Whenever I get terrified of

Potential physical violence abuse

Even if the threat isnít completely real

 

The continual verbal abuse

Shocks my central nervous system

And I become scared like a child

Thus I scream

Bloody murder

After an hour of continual verbal abuse

 

Verbal abuse assaults

My system

On all fronts

 

Being kept captive inside a moving vehicle

While getting verbally abused

Makes me feel

Like Iím having a heart attack

 

Somehow,

Driving around in a car

With continual verbal abuse

Makes me feel like Iím drowning

And suffocating

 

Okay, the police have been notified again

Thank you

Itís not longer necessary

 

From now on,

Iíll take it like a man

And stay quiet

 

Yes, as of last night

At 5:00pm I have stopped

Screaming bloody murder

Even when Iíve asked three times

To please stop the car and let me out

Because I think Iím having a heart attack

From the assault of perpetual verbal abuse

 

Personally, I can only take one hour of being called a ďcunt,Ē

Then my nerves get shot

and I literally have to create distance from the word

 

††††††††† First and foremost, whenever any mature human asks three times to please stop the car at three different stop signs because one canít handle the torture of verbal abuse then one stops the car and allows for the passenger to peacefully get out and walk home.

 

††††††††† Now, personally I think verbal abuse is ten times more painful to hear than quick and fast physical violence abuse.

 

††††††††† Physical violence happens in a matter of seconds even though for the abused, time nearly stands still (not totally) and time suspends in the air and the physical violence abuse feels like an eternity until one wakes up to oneís own bodyís pain and one must get up off of the floor and get a hold of a stick or broom and wave it about to create distance then thus one doesnít potentially die or one doesnít get so physically injured thus the consequences can be dire.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find verbal abuse ten times more difficult to solve then physical violence abuse.

 

††††††††† Personally, one has to have many awesome coping skills or courage or stupidity or luck or power or a strong self awareness or maturity and love and kindness and forgiveness and intelligence to intrinsically know one isnít any of the words oneís called.

 

††††††††† Personally, after an hour of being called a ďcunt,Ē ďslut,Ē or ďwhoreĒ I feel somehow slowly tortured to death and the stress begins to manifest into real fear of a physical threat of harm to my body and my person.

 

††††††††† Yes, weíre still here.

 

††††††††† We love.

 

††††††††† We will respect starting now!

 

††††††††† Yours Truly,

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Thursday, August 8, 2019

 

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How Does One Keep A Company Running?

 

††††††††† Professionally, I ought to know.

 

††††††††† However, I donít know.

 

††††††††† Simply, I find myself asking how to save one advertising company as long as I can bring in an awesome staff of workers who are willing to work on commission as I do on commission phone sales.

 

††††††††† Personally, I wonder when Iíll find the great personnel Iím looking for.

 

††††††††† Thereíre many personnel to be hired, however.

 

††††††††† However, I donít exactly know how to hire such personnel without a budget.

 

††††††††† The mare difficulty about hiring people who can do commission phone sales is this: such candidates must be able to multi-task well without mistakes on both email and phone calls as well as keep accounts organized and know when to call which customers in the great and awesome representation of any client or organization.

 

††††††††† Seriously, this phone sales has taught me one has to be nearly perfect as workers at being able to do any type of successful commission phone sales and survive or sustain an added income.

 

††††††††† Now, to do phone sales then one has to be nearly a genius as well as intelligent at keeping all types of information correctly organized all at once.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not looking for geniuses, however. Iím looking for people who can think like geniuses and be able to go forth and be independent as well as self sufficient.

 

††††††††† For whatever reasons when it comes to hiringÖ

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Tuesday, August 6, 2019

 

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Public Plazas are for Respectful Citizens and Civilians

Drunken Intoxication is for Home

 

††††††††† Okay; Iím not in any favor of being around drunken teenage children especially not around any drunken and over sexualized teenage children who overtly make passes at 40 and 50 year olds.

 

††††††††† Personally, I feel terrible for infatuated drunken teenage children.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím starting to think no one loves their drunken teenagers of Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN.

 

††††††††† How can no one love the drunken teenage children of Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN?

 

††††††††† Personally, I think it would be real easy to snatch or kidnap or rape any of these little drunken teenage children running about in public places and public parks making sexual passes at 40 and 50 year old men and women.

 

††††††††† The drunken teenage children say a lot about their parentsí lack of parenting.

 

††††††††† As any mature adult and as a fully contributing civilian and citizen I find it my duty to be an excellent mature adult at drawing boundaries and lines in the sand especially while out in public since this is a time for which America calls for us to be civil and Kosher with all organic matter from plant life to humans to animals.

 

††††††††† Now, is a time for forgiveness and ability to communicate clearly and directly as most mature people do in any mature civilized cultures and societies for which understand the difference between fully mature and immature.

 

††††††††† Who doesnít love genuine Costa Rican laughter?

 

††††††††† Seriously, who doesnít love the genuine laughter of people in an outdoor wilderness plaza for which people are immensely proper and well mannered simply because any mature adult doesnít ever impose upon another mature adult no matter whatís occurring with peoplesí needs and wants.

 

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††††††††† Side Note:

 

††††††††† (Oh, Iím losing the day lightÖ)

 

††††††††† Right now Iím racing against the light because Iím losing the daylight to write by the light of dusk.

 

††††††††† Look; Iíd rather write about how this Saint Paul, MNís light looks exactly like Costa Ricaís natural light primarily due to the fact Costa Rica and Saint Paul, MN must fall under the same longitude lines therefore I find it imperative for some type of doctorate paper or thesis to be conducted or written about the spectacular views of the Mississippi River for which reminds me of the splendor of Costa Ricaís Pacific coast.

 

††††††††† Now, the thing about the blog entry Iíve been putting off or stalling to write has been about the color type and/or the color fuse the same as that of Dominical, Costa Rica

 

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††††††††† Now, aside from what happens between two mature adult people in a committed monogamous heterosexual relationship is between them and nothingís to be assumed or presumed by anybody outside of the relationship since modern psychology teaches us: the only two people who know anything about any matters in their relationship are the two people in the relationship and even the two people in the relationship donít exactly know what exactly takes place other than their bias opinions.

 

††††††††† Now, the reason as to why I hold this literary public platform is because writers must abide by two rules: A) Logic. B) Reason.

 

††††††††† Now, if people donít know anything about the hard work of staying in any real mature adult relationship then it is this: People have to work extremely hard to make any relationship look easy to communicate or not.

 

††††††††† Now, Iíve been offered 50% partnership and ok. Alright! (Like an Italian.)

 

††††††††† The sensible aspect to mature adulthood is not to ever impose upon another human soul unless another person is in a position to render a service for pay or donations or charity otherwise mature adults donít purposely seek out the sexual attention of other mature adults.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím not here by charity because only Lord knows I work from sun up until sun down.

 

††††††††† Okay, back to more time waste to have to spell out as to why adults and drunken teen children donít hang out together without their teen parents is because and now) you embarrass me as a writer to have to spell it out.

 

††††††††† Okay, I donít like to have to spell it out, however.

 

††††††††† Here it goes: when drunken teen childrenís minds get drunk then nearly all of the drunken teensí movements are exaggerated and nearly mainly sexual hormonal outbursts are common as well as swear words are common usage of language as well as uncertainty is common as well as lack the confidence to be able to go ahead and practice safety.

 

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††††††††† Another Side Note:

 

††††††††† Now, literally; a drunken teenage minor child just had their hand punctured and thereís blood or something. No, Iím not eaves dropping, however, here it is in front of my face.

 

††††††††† Well, all I can say is this: Iím grateful to be a real mature adult and make adult distinctions and divides simply because all thereís to be said is: to make sure minors are safe.

 

††††††††† Look, weíve got a drunken teen child bleeding here and Iím not going to call the police because I donít have anything to do with such bloody drunken children teens therefore I must hold my ground and do as my partner or spouse does which is to continue to sit together and/or hang out at the plaza without flinching a muscle even though the child bleeds from their punctured wound.

 

††††††††† Since my partner and spouse doesnít flinch about a hand wound of a drunken minor then I donít either flinch since this doesnít seem to be our responsibility or our concern, weíre two adults out on a date in the park where drunken teens frequent and drink beyond their capacity.

 

††††††††† Now, I believe the reason why drunken teen children are NOT to be allowed to be out beyond 9:00pm is because well after 9:00m nothing good happens to teens especially drunken teen children as the one we have here in front of us bleeding from a hand wound and I donít legally have to lend any assistance since a 23 year old is standing there with the wounded hand.

 

††††††††† Thereíre are two 21 year old blondes standing around looking pretty, however, no oneís rushing in to assist since the two 21 year old blondes want the attention of my spouse therefore they arch their backs just a little bit more than itís comfortable and flick their long blonde hair back and donít seem to stop smiling at my spouse even though their drunken teenage friend bleeds all over the place.

 

††††††††† Well, I donít want to spell it out: except when peoplesí brains arenít well developed or fully developed then what happens is this: drunken children are quite susceptible of being easily influenced by horny adults while drunk then well, minors movements arenít secure in their body mechanics.

 

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††††††††† Is there no one under the age of 35 in the state of Minnesota who doesnít have their vaginas hanging out of their short shorts?

 

††††††††† Canít anybody ever respect the sanctity of couples?

 

††††††††† Why are twenty-something year olds always intervening themselves in mature 40 and 50 year old dates between couples?

 

††††††††† Why do twenty-something year olds act like drunken teenagers.

 

††††††††† Why do twenty-something year olds hang out with teenagers?

 

††††††††† Why do people go out of their way to flirt with people who are out on a date?

 

††††††††† Why are people under the age so mentally insane?

 

††††††††† Why is there no decorum or respect in the lives of twenty-something year olds and drunken teens.

 

††††††††† Why must twenty-something year olds and drunken teens always question is our relationship is solid and if their can get their wet vaginas into our relationship.

 

††††††††† Yes, I felt terrible about how insane the twenty-something year olds were to look pretty while their drunken teenage friend bleed from a hand wound.

 

††††††††† No, I didnít see how the wound was made, however, I heard the agony and the pain of the drunken child hanging out with twenty-something year olds who couldnít stop talking about the clubs they whore themselves at while the drunken child bleed.

 

††††††††† Yes, I felt sick to my stomach at how little the twenty-something year olds cared about their wounded drunken teenage friend yet the two blonde twenty-something year olds wanted sexual attention from my spouse while they ignored the crises in front of them.

 

††††††††† Why are people under 35 so shallow all they care about is their looks and who they can attract even if it means going out of their way to talk to strangers or to hang onto another womanís date?

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít get it.

 

††††††††† Why donít young adults mind their own business rather than making my spouse the object of their affection.

 

††††††††† No one genuinely cared about the drunken wounded child and neither did my spouse therefore I held my ground and didnít twitch a muscle or move to help out the wounded drunken child. I felt horrible about how no one cared for the drunken child because all anyone cared about was bragging about the bars and constantly adjusting themselves to look pretty while the drunken child bled.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Tuesday, August 6, 2019

 

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The Monument

Drunken overly sexualized teenagers

 

Mia, 16-year old from Central High School

Is immediately required to stop being a drunken teenage fool

Who throws herself at my boyfriend

(Hahaha)

A drunken teen child making a spectacle of herself

Amongst 50 year olds

 

Mia, Love,

Iím starting to think

Someone in your family raped you early on

Mia, Love,

Weíre not in a love triangle

Mia, Love,

We all know you probably have STDís

Mia, Love,

We all know youíre promiscuous.

Mia, Love,

My boyfriend complains about you all the time

Mia, Love,

You make my 54-year old boyfriend utterly uncomfortable

Mia, Love,

We laugh at your drunken overly sexualized flirting

Mia, Love,

We laugh at your foolishness.

Oh, Mia.

Poor Fool of a Took, Mia.

 

††††††††† My boyfriend comes home complaining about how drunken teens constantly make sexual advances upon him.

 

††††††††† My boyfriendís constantly complaining about the grossness of drunken overly sexualized teens, however, my boyfriendís constantly placing himself amongst drunks in precarious situations therefore precarious people tend to want to sexually advance upon him.

 

††††††††† My boyfriend doesnít correct the misbehavior of drunken teenagers because he says he doesnít want to embarrass drunken teenagers.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why my boyfriend stands like a statue or gets coy or embarrassed by the overly sexualized misbehavior or drunken teenager children who constantly ask about our lives and our mature adult relationship.

 

††††††††† We donít know a single person who doesnít want to split us up.

 

††††††††† Now, down at The Monument I have a bad reputation for not putting up with sexual advances from drunken teenagers or drunken adults who are high as a kite.

 

††††††††† My boyfriend only hangs out amongst drunken teens when heís high and drunk and beats on a drum then he feels invincible to the world until he comes down from his high then he feels guilty and remorseful to make such terrible decisions as to go and get sexually harassed by drunken teenagers.

 

††††††††† My boyfriend doesnít know how to act like a mature adult of 54 with drunken teenagers who come and stand real close to him and offer up their wet vaginas.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít understand why everyone who is a stranger or a drunken acquaintance all want to break up our relationship simply because my boyfriends no longer there to amuse them for free.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why every bar drunk and drunken teenager want to put their two cents about our relationship.

 

††††††††† Personally, I canít believe drunken teenagers have the gull to ask my boyfriend if heís serious about our relationship or if he is serious about me because then thereís drunken STD ridden vagina right there for the taking.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why every drunken stranger and acquaintance tries to break up our relationship since Iím the one who clean the toilets and runs the daily operations.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why drunken teenagers go out of their way to give my boyfriend marijuana when heís already drunk at the Monument.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why drunken teenagers get so close to my boyfriend as an intimidating tactic.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why drunken teenagers offer my boyfriend gifts of potato chips and expect to be the most beautiful wet vaginas in town.

 

††††††††† Personally, I think any drunken teenager who sexually throws themselves at a 54 year old man is any teen who has had already either been raped by adults or sexually fondled by adults.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím waiting for one woman in the world not to make a drunken fool of themselves.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd love it if I heard about healthy acquaintances and strangers rather than constantly hearing about the sexual advances of drunken teenagers.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to warm the heart of my boyfriend because Iím the one who picks up fecal matter off of the bathroom floor. Yep.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím waiting for Minnesota drunken strangers and acquaintances to act like mature adults and mature teen children rather than constantly seeing what they can get away when my boyfriendís drunk and high on marijuana.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriela

 

Monday, August 5, 2019

 

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Veterans of Foreign Wars

National Guard

American Legion

 

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Phone Sales

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím terrible at phone sales simply because I donít know how to close the deal.

 

††††††††† Nonetheless, Iíve learned phone sales arenít anything to be taken personal.

 

††††††††† Now, Iím an intellectual simply because Iím told I am therefore I must stand up to the responsibility of being an intellectual who happens to write for a hobby this ten year long nonfiction blog and also a rational thinker with logic and reason and a person who renders my intellectual Ferber and services for free to simply to become wiser with age.

 

††††††††† Phone sales are for people who are excellent with being detailed oriented and can actually multitask well without mistakes.

 

††††††††† Now, if one has ever done business to business phone sales then one actually has three things down: 1) selling 2) diction 3) genius to think like a genius

 

††††††††† Now, aside from being an operations manager who cleans the office toilets and takes out the weekly trash and I train in accounts receivable and billing as well as security systems and hire, train and fire as well as implement a 21st century secure emailing and texting systems.

 

††††††††† Furthermore, to be able to do phone sales is primarily a skill set and a well developed talent for which will take any one throughout life.

 

††††††††† If you ever want to make it in the world then one thing one must be able to do well enough to support oneself on commissions phone sales because then it means one has the art of the deal down, however, donít just sale womenís shoes or T.V. trays, no!, sale ad copy space in athletic programs for the VFW and the National Guard and the National Legion.

 

††††††††† Have your advertisements ever paid for the health care of our men and women in uniform? No. I didnít think so.

 

††††††††† Yes, I got into this advertising executive primarily to heal the environmental physical space of the office as well as learn the business in case anyone decide to all get up and quit then I can single handedly run the business by myself.

 

††††††††† However, not likely thus and therefore people must train to know nearly all of the positions of any company and do it better than mostly all of the employees.

 

††††††††† Yes, I find I have to know most parts to the whole thus Iíll be able to lead in any company otherwise one isnít a leader unless one knows how all of the jobs are done and does it better than anyone else consistently over a long duration of time.

 

††††††††† Now, I have great diction, pacing, dictation for the pitch as well as deliverance of the pitch and ability to multi task and keep about forty customer accounts going all at once right in front of my face on card ledgers between emails and calls.

 

††††††††† Now Iím not afraid of the hard work phone sales entails.

 

††††††††† Simply, I want to be able to sale which means making the sale.

 

††††††††† Once I make the sale then I would like to be able to do the best I can for the American Legion and the VFW and the National Guard since my sales in advertising goes directly to such organizations because I believe they ought to get all of the money except for the printing costs. Yep.

 

††††††††† For whatever reasons Iím not able to close the deal simply due to the fact for which I find myself in a position for which being all too, Costa Rican and to willing to be overly polite which doesnít favor me or the sale in the closing of the sale for the donation to the reputable institutions.

 

††††††††† Personally, I didnít get into the advertising business to make money since I work on commission and I still havenít made enough money to purchase toothpaste, shampoo or deodorant.

 

††††††††† Now, truly, Iím a human who makes many stupid mistakes especially when first starting out, however, give me time to build up some muscle memory then I take off like a champion.

 

††††††††† For me the light bulbs mostly always on except for the first hour after I wake up then my blood pressureís trying to get up to par and my low blood sugar tries not to faint.

 

††††††††† Now, I live with 90/70 blood pressure therefore I mean to say Iím always hungry and Iím always slightly lightheaded.

 

††††††††† Now I donít like phone sales because I donít know how to close the deal.

 

††††††††† Yes, I do actually like speaking with all sorts of marketing executives across a five state region because depending on how a marketing executive reacts or treats me as an advertiser for the American Legion and the VFW and the National Guard then everybody knows they ought to ease up and realize all of the money goes directly back into the pockets of our service men and service women.

 

††††††††† Now, yes, Iím acting as Operations Manager in hopes to find a manager who can handle accounts receivable as well as billing and hire and maintain phone salesí staff and other administrators and share holders.

 

††††††††† Now, the basement of the advertising agency requires some serious repairs for which a water pipe broke out at the front of the building and the basement flooded thus the basement has some breathing issues.

 

††††††††† Yeah, seriously, the building sweats and the bricks perspire and sweat some more.

 

††††††††† For real, Iím trying to figure out how to bring healing to the building without a budget.

 

††††††††† Now, as acting operations manager I find it my duty to hire some excellent phone sales staff for which can bring in sales while I physically tear apart the basement and clean it out and go ahead and institute a private child day care center for the advertising staff because at one point the company employed about 15 advertisement phone sales representatives and all were mainly retired Jewish women from Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN.

 

††††††††† Look; Highland Park, not only is there no staff here, also thereís a building barely hanging on and one sales person who brought in forty-six thousand in sales in three weeks which entails to about twenty-thousand calls and so many calls for one person is too much toll on their health as well as their well being.

 

††††††††† Twenty-thousand calls made by one person guarantees their near soon retirement thus and therefore Iíll have to be the one to be able to make twenty-thousand sales calls in three weeks to keep the sales going and the donations made because aside from heartfelt monogamous heterosexual love and familial love and agape non sexual friendship love I do believe in the health care and medical and educational well being of our service men and service women being that such a demographics is continuously and constantly overlooked therefore I put my money where my mouth is and I make as many phone calls as I possibly can to sale ad space to marketing executives to advertise their companies in our awesomely printed and beautifully graphic designed programs Iím absolutely proud to call our own.

 

††††††††† You see, I, too, have dreams of what the advertisement buildingís entire structure and overall health environment ought to be since daily I smell pool in our cement building and even though the basementís locked up and off limits to the public, well, the black mold oozing out of the walls makes me believe I have to get in there and place my hands on the space and do some renovating even if it means shee-rocking (however, itís spelled) and do some serious environmental reconstruction of the interior walls of the building.

 

††††††††† At this point Iím in this position for the love of those around me and their properties since the properties require some serious renovations and Iím not allotted any funds therefore most of the work has to be done by the sweat of my brow which means not killing myself in the process of reconstructing a residential home and an office space, however.

 

††††††††† Nonetheless and nevertheless about a month ago I saw a CBS morning show for which a fellow owned either a recording studio or a commercial studio and he reconstructed the entire famous studio himself therefore I have enough confidence and intelligence and know-how to bring in some folks who can help me recuperate and renovate the basement into a child care as well as Iíd like to be able to hire service men and service women with families who can attend work and have a childcare facility and free to their disposal.

 

††††††††† Now, I call this really changing the world as a leader from one small advertising office space and a hobby blog for which is constantly changing the trajectory of the world because thus is writing.

 

††††††††† Power has nothing to do with money.

 

††††††††† Power is power generated from oneís own guts, intuition and intelligence.

 

††††††††† Money is acquired through money.

 

††††††††† Money makes money, however, money doesnít generate power.

 

††††††††† Power generates equality.

 

††††††††† Money begets money, however, most money is locked up and stagnant.

 

††††††††† Real money is scarce. Cash.

 

††††††††† Real money is in the stock market and stock market money isnít real.

 

††††††††† Now, donations are real.

 

††††††††† Now, peopleís salaries are real.

 

††††††††† Peopleís salaries are for real because people have to sweat for their labor.

 

††††††††† Retirement is real because people have to sweat for their labor.

 

††††††††† Hourly wage is real because people have to sweat for their labor.

 

††††††††† Thereís no shame in flipping burgers because such an activity is a labor of love since making food is the highest form of commerce and exchange of health while everything else is fluff.

 

††††††††† The only real aspects to life are good nutritious foods, clean water, humanitarian medical attention and affordable shelter and leisure thus anything else is manmade or manufactured or layered or produced or over thought.

 

††††††††† Yes, I can start all over again and I choose to be here therefore choose to be here with me, too.

 

††††††††† Rather than constantly complain about my mistakes or complain about how Iím sober, strict and serious then take into consideration Iím doing my very best to be able to save one advertising company and thatís more than being a horny drunken teenager or a drunkard or a liar or a horny bar depressive or a prostitute or a drug dealer.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím actually working for you while you complain about me to anyone who will listen.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, instead of always putting me in a bad light for caring too much and actually going out on a limb -- how about not complaining to me to drunken strangers about how Iím strict and mean since Iím strict and fair and I do give credence to all who are fair and straight and direct with me because Iím not any type of thief.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, you keep telling me Iím ugly, stupid, dumb and talentless and worthless except you forgot to mention: gorgeous, creative without any budgets, assertive to stand up to cruelty and more than deserving to be here even if everybody else is getting drunk and Iím working away to save one advertisement company for the sake of service men and service women in all five Midwestern states.

 

††††††††† Minnesota tell me, Iím not so stupid after all.

 

††††††††† Yep.

 

††††††††† Cheers.

 

††††††††† No, I donít believe in suicide.

 

††††††††† However, the stress of being a tycoon without money may just put me in an early grave.

 

††††††††† While all of the drunken strangers and bar depressives rudely keep asking why me?

 

††††††††† Why Gabriel?

 

††††††††† Why not me?

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve been here for twenty years helping out companies and this is one of my greatest challenges yet.

 

††††††††† While all of the drunks keep asking why Iím in this position -- because Iím not afraid of hard work especially when it comes to taking out the trash and training in accounting.

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

††††††††† P.S. Only at 42 I think my eyesightís begun to change again and even though I have a new prescription I still feel like my sight has gotten a little bit blurry.

 

Saturday, July 27, 2019

 

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Minnesota, Iím not going anywhere

 

Minnesota, letís get our act together

 

Minnesota, I fired everyone

Letís go!

 

American Legion, VFW and the National Guard

please donít let go of my hand.

 

Babies, Iím right here.

 

American Legion and VFW,

I need you to believe in me.

I believe in you.

 

††††††††† Okay, letís get some clear mature adult issues out of the way:

 

††††††††† 51% of the shareholders have sent me back here to either peacefully bury, fire or let go of any abusive co-workers, staff or personnel.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve cleaned house.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve personally let go or fired nearly anyone who so much as looks at their co-workers with menacing looks or screams, yells or swears or gossips about other hardworking co-workers.

 

††††††††† Yes, I fired closeted prostitutes.

 

††††††††† Yes, I fired liars.

 

††††††††† Yes, I fired con artists.

 

††††††††† Now, VFW, American Legion and Ladies Auxiliary I need military service men and women to come and work for me at the publications offices specifically for phone sales for ad copies in our programs.

 

††††††††† Now, all of the ad copy money goes directly to the American Legion, the VFW and Ladies Auxiliary except for the printing costs.

 

††††††††† Yes, believe it or not: the work I do as an executive and advertiser/telemarketer is of Ut-most importance because all of the money goes back to the Veterans of Foreign Wars and the American Legion.

 

††††††††† Yes, Midwest marketing executives, please open up your pocketbooks and start purchasing ad copies from me as well as donating to these great organizations for which Iím doing well by the entire Midwest no matter how angry marketing executives get with me for calling ten times per day.

 

††††††††† Look: itís my job to call and call and exhaust each and every avenue to get money into the pockets of the American Legion and VFW.

 

††††††††† Look: I really believe in the work I do as a ďgreenĒ executive director to a publications company simply because weíre not selling flip flops or lipstick rather weíre selling ad copies so the money goes back directly to each American Legion location and VFW Post to help with medical costs and needs for our soldiers of all wars.

 

††††††††† Yes, soldiers are deeply embedded in my heart and Iím doing my very best by them because I put my money where my mouth is.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím disgusted and disappointed by the Midwestern ďlip serviceĒ about how the Midwest believes in supporting our troops yet I have to ďpull teethĒ or waste my time calling marketing executives back simply because our servicemen and servicewomen are still fighting and dying abroad in the Midwest or committing suicide here at home therefore it is of the Ut-most importance to buy ads from me no matter how much people hate my inexperience with phone sales because this ad copy money will save the lives of our servicemen and servicewomen.

 

††††††††† Midwest, what part of my job as an executive director or phone sales marketer do you not understand?

 

††††††††† Now, Iím terrible at phone sales yet it is in my job description for which Iím to fulfill my responsibilities to the best of my abilities.

 

††††††††† Furthermore, it is in my job contract not to wear a brazier ever again. Done! My back pain is now gone. Thank you.

 

††††††††† 10 million dollar contract per 10 years.

 

††††††††† On average weíve made sixty thousand ($60,000) per month for these organizations mentioned above.

 

††††††††† Yes, the Midwestís marketing executives have proven to be a bunch of cheap misers who donít want to either donate or purchase ads for the VFW or American Legion thus and therefore I wonder what the hell Minnesota, Iowa, Michigan, North Dakota and South Dakota are up to when most businesses close off their pocket books to our servicemen and servicewomen from helping out with medical bills and social functions.

 

††††††††† Look; the service to sale ads for the VFW or American Legion programs is deeply profound since our servicemen and servicewomen have so little financial support when they return home from war.

 

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††††††††† Minnesota, I nearly fired everyone or some employees died and some quit.

 

††††††††† Whew!

 

††††††††† Minnesota, as a tycoon without a cent to my name: Iíve cleared house.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím here to fire the boss and take over the company because the boss hasnít had one single vacation in eighteen years therefore I think the bosses (plural) have gone insane from being overworked.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, I was handpicked by the 51% shareholders and chosen to be here to fire the boss and take over.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, no oneís on my side therefore Iím taking names and kicking ass.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím no longer afraid of you.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, no matter how much Iím personally publically humiliated Iím to keep my mouth shut since I have executive power to fire the boss.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iíve had enough abuse.

†††††††††

††††††††† Minnesota, you most certainly donít have to like me, however, you must respect me.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím on your side especially when I stand up for the rights of all women especially women of color.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím not some token object.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iím The Boss.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, I have still yet to learn entry level work, however, Iím gaining some ground and traction.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, even if I end up destitute or homeless or dead I still walk away with a lifetime of experience and more awesome than ever before because if you havenít ever literally seen me out for a six mile run then you donít understand that form creates function.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Iíve had enough of the cruelty.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, I didnít choose to be a tycoon. I was placed here.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, pony up.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, letís invest in the future of the VFW and the American Legion by buying ads from me, yours truly because I actually give the money over to these organizations and the accountants know this to be true.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, Letís Go!

 

††††††††† With All of My Love;

†††††††††

††††††††† Gabriela

 

Tuesday, July 23, 2019

 

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††††††††† Physical violence abuse happens quickly and swiftly.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be continuously physically abused.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be controlled.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like being held to a different standard than everybody else.

 

††††††††† Personally, I think most people have a breaking point then simply one wants to leave the negative and physically abusive situation.

 

††††††††† Personally, I can take a lot of abuse except the uncertainty of not having permanent housing or permanent stability does make me quite nervous.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be worked to death for no money.

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††††††††† Personally, I believe in many state laws for which guarantee lunch breaks and morning and afternoon breaks.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to get used until thereís nothing left of me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be anybodyís sounding board.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be sworn at or constantly have to take a verbal or emotional or psychological beating.

 

††††††††† Personally, I wonder why Iím considered inferior to my Caucasian counterparts simply because if I were ever to make any minor mistake then Iím told Iím not equip to lead anything which is wrong.

 

††††††††† Personally, I wonder why Iím considered a ďloserĒ when I make minor mistakes while my Caucasian counterparts make the same type of mistakes and nothing is said to them to make them feel terrible about themselves.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like it when people put pressure on me to exceed expectations when Iím thrown to the wolves with barely any training.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Caucasians only offer love for output.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Caucasians only offer respect for output.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Iím not considered lovable unless I do everybody else favors.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím not rich therefore Iím not in any place or position to hand out favors.

 

††††††††† Personally, I work myself to death yet if I make one tiny mistake then my entire existence becomes that one mistake.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Iím so harshly criticized more so than others.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know what about me makes others hate me so much other than I have a great deal of self respect and people seem to hate my self-respect.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Iím so unlikable when all I do is my very best to maintain safe measures-in-place for all around.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Iím considered a failure when all people ever want out of me is free work.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why I have to go without basic resources when all I do is slave away for no money.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve run out of basic resources such as toothpaste, soap and mouth wash and none of it will ever be replaced no matter how hard I work.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím tired of working long days and long weeks and long months with very little gratitude and a lot of criticism.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to think there are genuinely kinder people elsewhere in the world other than Minnesotaís manipulative narcissists.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to be treated with basic respect and kindness without someone wanting something out of me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I do wonder when Iíll begin to be respected in Minnesota.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím tired of working for free.

 

††††††††† Personally, I get tired of lack of sleep and all work and no play.

 

††††††††† Personally, I get tired of having to work ever so hard yet be harshly criticized for every little mistake.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate to communicate with know-it-alls.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate to deal with perfectionists who believe their bowl movements donít stink.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate being threatened to be thrown out of my housing situation each and every single day for eight months.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate being used as an emotional punching bag.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate it when people donít deal with their own stress thus they put it on somebody else, me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate dealing with people who have so many more resources than me yet such individuals are stingy misers.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to be recognized as a whole human rather than an object.

 

††††††††† Personally, I need a professional hair cut yet Iím told my hair ought to grow out naturally because itís so pretty, however, I still need a professional hair cut.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate being a sucker.

 

††††††††† Personally, I hate getting used because Iím a sucker.

 

††††††††† Personally, for some reason all of the work I do isnít considered ďrealĒ work yet I slave away from 7:00am to 12:00am each day.

 

††††††††† Personally, I wish love wasnít conditional.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd love to have others be genuinely interested in my needs other than what I can do for them for free.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to be heard and seen as an entire human being rather than be objectified.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to be considered worthy of this life.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to have mistakes pointed out without having anyone attack my character or my work ethic.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít like to be taken for granted.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to be able to be trusted to be better than othersí negative ideals of me.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd like to be thought of as better than a ďwhore,Ē ďslut,Ē or ďcuntĒ or ďugly.Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd love it if I wasnít ever called a ďwhore,Ē ďcunt,Ē or ďslut.Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, I think beat downs are for cowards.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why people want to take me down when I barely take up any space in the world.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why Iím considered an ďidiot,Ē ďstupid,Ē or ďincompetentĒ when I slave away for free.

 

††††††††† Sincerely,

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Saturday, July 13, 2019

 

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Gaslight

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím dealing with being gas lit.

 

††††††††† ďGaslightísĒ a term for when usually a man blatantly lies to manipulate and distort reality for their female romantic partner.

 

††††††††† Now, since Iím a writer I know exactly when Iím being gas lit because no one can tell me I make up things I hear since I donít.

 

††††††††† On Wednesday we went to a chicken restaurant to pick up an order and my chauvinist said to me in public, ďWe were having a good day until you brought up the blondie.Ē

 

††††††††† At the time I was at the pick-up counter looking for our order when I heard my chauvinist explicitly tell me, ďWe were having such a good day until you brought up the blondie.Ē

 

††††††††† The entire kitchen staff looked up at my chauvinist while my back was at him and the look on my face was priceless because I looked mortified while facing the kitchen staff.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist keeps telling me that he said this to me in private in the car, however. I know better than to know when someoneís stonewalling me or gas lighting me.

 

††††††††† For some reason my chauvinist likes to lie and say Iím the one who lies.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† For some reason my chauvinist loves to publically humiliate me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† For some reason my chauvinist makes up a strict set of rules for me such as Iím not allowed to ever leave the property in case I go for a run I might hypothetically have imaginary sex with strangers in the bushes.

 

††††††††† For some reason my chauvinist thinks very little of me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† Since the beginning of our relationship my chauvinist has been commanding me to literally and quote: ďGo fuck some cocks.Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís constantly telling me if I go for a run by myself then this means I want to go and fuck strange men.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist tends to lie about his whereabouts at the bar.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a blatantly liar because heís always in search of strangers making him feel better about himself even though my chauvinist tends to place himself in precarious situations with bar depressives, drug dealers and prostitutes.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist believes heís famous and special even though heís not.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist likes to tell me Iím ďstupidĒ and ďidiotĒ and ďincompetentĒ yet he requires for me to work for him for free.

 

††††††††† Personally, I find this type of psychological misbehavior incredibly distressing.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a class A narcissist and control freak as well as manipulate and a liar therefore we donít often get along because Iím a free thinker with free will and I donít like to be manipulated because I can see loopholes a mile away.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís always setting up a double standard by demanding me to stay home while he likes to go and socialize with drunken teens or bar depressives, hookers, prostitutes and pimps.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís every need must be looked after while my needs go unmet.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist isolates me yet heís free to go anywhere he likes and wants.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist lies about his whereabouts.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist constantly has crushes on strangers and constantly has a wandering eye.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist likes to scream and yell and swear at me thus I scream and yell and swear back, however, Iím a woman of color without any finances therefore I end up looking bad, although, itís my chauvinist who gets off when publically humiliating me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why my chauvinist believes or seems to think or tells me Iím constantly ready to ďfuck other cocks.Ē

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why my chauvinist gets mean with me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I have to walk on pins and needles and I have walk on eggshells constantly otherwise my chauvinist ends up screaming at me at the top of his lungs.

 

††††††††† Personally, I wonder if my chauvinist has some type of mental defect or some type of brain damage.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís constantly demanding my time, resources and energy otherwise Iím ďstupidĒ as a woman.

 

††††††††† If I ever stand up for myself with great and clear rhetoric then my chauvinist calls me ďinsaneĒ and ďcrazyĒ and ďstupid.Ē

 

††††††††† My chauvinist gets to go out and hang out amongst bar whores and bar depressives, however, if I were to ever join him and if any man talks to me then for the rest of the night Iím called a ďcunt,Ē ďwhoreĒ and ďbitchĒ for so much as responding to anyone with so much as directions or common speech or common courtesies.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist wishes I paid for everything because my chauvinist has explained to me he likes to be treated to everything and have everyone pay for him and be treated real well except my chauvinistís extremely stingy and unfair and since Iím not able to afford to take my chauvinist out then I must slave away at house chores and office work for free.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís cruel to me because my chauvinist self-loathes.

 

††††††††† Ultimately, my chauvinist hates himself and in turn he hates me and he hates everybody else.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist is one of the cruelest men Iíve ever met who wants to be taken care of like a child yet he makes no reassurances to make me feel secure in our relationship because my chauvinistís constantly looking and seeking the sexual attention of strangers.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist confided in me about how when my chauvinist was ten he used to literally anally fuck the other little neighborhood boys as young as three years old and heíd listen to their screams.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a narcissist and a gas lighter and Iím unto his game.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist wants sex with me, however, constantly on the lookout for whose next in line to date.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a hater of his friends, acquaintances, and anyone who he deems lesser than him for whom practically anyone is lesser than my chauvinist unless women flirt with him then he thinks theyíre wonderful and whores at the same time, catch 22.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist demands attention like a little kid.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a pathological liar and a verbal abuser.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís misbehavior reminds me of an old bitter woman.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a charmer in public and extremely cruel at home.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist really hates me yet wants to control me.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís constantly breaking up with me and kicking me out.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís told me Iím ďugly.Ē

 

††††††††† My chauvinist requires to be completely ignored by all women for the rest of his life because my chauvinist leads with his genital Chakra because he feels unfulfilled therefore he thinks having strangers pay attention to his looks or his sexuality will make him feel better except he always seems so defeated and sad to be used and considered a little whore by anyone who comes in contact with him.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís not a very nice man to me or much less to others.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís constantly threatening to leave me at home to clean and to be forced to date his geriatric 87 year old mom while he lies about his whereabouts.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís an impetuous child.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a tyrant.

 

††††††††† Personally, I canít say or do anything otherwise Iím constantly berated or accused of being a cheater except my chauvinistís already cheated on me and he likes to claim heís constantly sexually harassed except he isnít.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist acts like a loser with me to be mean and manipulative to me.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist doesnít realize I see right through his misbehavior.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist likes for me to routinely clean, sexual intercourse, work at the office and mandatory family dinners otherwise Iím not allowed to get a job outside of the home or the family business because then Iím accused of wanting to go and fuck strangers.

 

††††††††† The only option I have in life is to go to a homeless shelter or ward off the misconduct and misbehavior of a narcissist who likes to gaslight me.

 

††††††††† Personally, I consider narcissists to be the most boring people on Earth.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím treated quite badly by a chauvinist who likes to pretend to be the victim yet Iím constantly verbally or psychologically abused and Iíve been told by the womenís domestic violence abuse hotline that such misbehavior wonít ever end or seize.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíd love to spend 24 hours without hearing about bar whores or bar depressives or bar anything.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist only ever talks about is how good strangers who compliment him make him feel. Poor soul.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís low self-esteem therefore he constantly puts me down to bring himself up.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve love it if I could go a day without hearing about drunk stories or marijuana stories or drunk bar stories or about other women who he deems whores.

 

††††††††† Please, anywhere we go, blatantly ignore my chauvinist because his narcissistic personality only craves sexual attention from strangers otherwise he doesnít seem to function quite well if there isnít someone constantly paying attention to him.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís a geriatric narcissist. Poor fellow.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not a narcissist.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím simply bitter to have been handed such a weird lot in life.

 

††††††††† Yes, I can handle the long hours and the hatred and manipulations and lies, however, I canít handle being called derogatory names or constantly listening to sarcastic remarks and comments which arenít funny yet are said to harm me or to belittle me or to get me upset.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist seriously disrespects me and I continually keep standing up for myself, however, then I get more punishment.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís really into punishing me by excluding me from social activities thus and therefore I live with a narcissist whose only goal is to eat away at my soul because narcissists must have complete attention on them at all times.

 

††††††††† Yes, I eat, breathe and live for my chauvinistís world yet my needs go unmet since I havenít run in seven months.

 

††††††††† Yes, finally Iíve begun to read again after a seven month hiatus.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís archaic and overworked lifestyle keeps me from any time for myself therefore self-care and reading and writing are done when everyoneís asleep otherwise I live as a slave and indentured servant to one man and his entire world.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Monday, July 8, 2019

 

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Why are physical violence abusers charmers?

 

Female co-worker physical violence abuse

 

Oh, ďdomestic violence abuseĒ is terminology for couples.

Ok, I got the terminology wrong.

 

Is domestic violence abuse terminology for co-workers?

 

Ok, Iím talking about physical violence abuse

at the office and not at home.

 

To be specific: Iím writing about,

ďPhysical violence abuseĒ amongst female co-workers

 

Yes, I have more than one perpetrator in my life.

 

††††††††† Now, the biggest secret about my perpetrators is this: Iím not the only woman who gets physical violence abuse against my person since my perpetrators also like to perpetrate against another woman.

 

††††††††† Well, well, well.

 

††††††††† Minnesota, this state is made of cowards and haters and abusers.

 

††††††††† Now, my physical violence abuser(s) and perpetrator(s) have no respect for me, however, my perpetrator(s) like to go around and be charmers in public then literally if or whenever I donít agree with my perpetrators about anything in particular then I must deescalate any situation except Iím stubborn and I donít want to be disrespected in the first place therefore I call people out on their disrespect.

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††††††††† My charming physical violence abuser(s) and perpetrator(s) love to be seduced by drunks, drug dealers and prostitutes and bar depressives.

 

††††††††† My perpetrator(s) are pathetic.

 

††††††††† My perpetrators are really out of control with their lives and lifestyle.

 

††††††††† My perpetrators like to threaten my livelihood.

 

††††††††† My perpetrators like to compliment other women on their looks rather than the work.

 

††††††††† My perpetrators are haters.

 

††††††††† Yes, I actually do believe my perpetrators are brain damaged due to alcohol thus theyíre not able to make friends of either of their own age or be included amongst same age peers in their fifties and sixties.

 

††††††††† My perpetrators socially seek out drunken derelicts because my perpetrators are low self-esteem otherwise they wouldnít go out of their way to be enticed or seduced by alcohol and drunken derelicts.

 

††††††††† No, I donít kiss the touchť of my perpetrators.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít know why perpetrators who beat up women are so charming amongst strangers while such abusive perpetrators wail on women folk at the office.

 

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††††††††† Now, I donít have a penny to my name.

 

††††††††† In my March 2019 my ex-husband got the house, the dog, retirement and everything else because I wasnít able to afford legal counsel thus and therefore I received nothing since I was too scared to represent myself in court.

 

††††††††† Okay, I have not a red cent to my name and I donít care because I work 80-hour weeks for the past seven months therefore Iím not lazy rather economically abused.

 

††††††††† Yes, I slave myself for my office co-worker perpetrators who use me and treat me in quite a manipulative manner and are unreal and bitter, hateful old people who believe they own the world because they believe they do which they donít.

 

††††††††† Now, since Iím economically abused then Iím not able to have any type of life of my own and Iím not allowed or able to afford anything therefore Iím at the mercy of my sweat equity which is more than plenty of physical and office work for room and board.

 

††††††††† Now, my entire life is all about my perpetrator otherwise I get chastised, criticized or threatened to be fired on a daily basis.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not having a good time because my co-workers are abusers.

 

††††††††† Now, my perpetrators like to stonewall by telling me I lie except itís my perpetrators who lie about their misconduct and abuse.

 

††††††††† Personally, I feel stronger today than I have in seven months because on Saturday I got up the courage to tell my dad I get called derogatory names on a daily basis and my dad told me if I didnít leave then by the age of 80 Iíd go insane of being called derogatory names.

 

††††††††† Now, I have a sprained wrist and no one ever volunteers to pay for my sprained wrist for which Iíve made tens of thousands of dollars in sweat equity for the past seven months and I earned the right to have my medical bills paid for.

 

††††††††† Yes, our secret is this: both of us as women get physically abused by the same perpetrators and one of the perpetrators is a Caucasian woman and we keep quiet about it because weíre afraid of our female perpetrators who beat up women.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Saturday, July 6, 2019

 

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Mature People in Romantic Relationships

Donít Talk to Bar Depressives about their Romantic Relationship

 

My chauvinist only wants to be with me.

Okay, itís a start.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iíve been taught as a mature adult not to ever talk to anyone about oneís own private romantic relationship otherwise one makes the relationship weak and vulnerable especially amongst bar scum or drug dealers or prostitutes who are constantly looking for an angle or a way to destroy families or make the family structure weak.

 

††††††††† Yes, last evening my chauvinist ran away to an undisclosed location with Palmerís locals on Colfax in South Minneapolis to go get high and gossip about his marital problems with a 21-year old black woman and her chauvinist.

 

††††††††† Now, my chauvinist has told me about how the 21-year old black woman has constantly sexually picked him up or sexually made advances upon him thus and therefore my chauvinist chose to go and tell this particular black woman about our marital difficulties in miscommunications with each other.

 

††††††††† The golden rule is: no one talks about their romantic relationship with their sexual spouse other than with oneís partner otherwise one goes around slandering and bad mouthing and gossiping the character of oneís partner without oneís partner being able to defend themselves.

 

††††††††† Yes, my chauvinist likes pity from anyone who will hear him out.

 

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††††††††† On Friday, June 6th, 2019 at around 4:45pm I told my chauvinist I wasnít going to help him cut branches and to please have a nice date with the branches.

 

††††††††† At about 5:20pm my chauvinist rushed into our downstairs family room and complained, ďIím doing all the work.Ē

 

††††††††† ďYou volunteered yourself.Ē I said.

 

††††††††† Personally, I work for free and I volunteer myself to do 80-hour work weeks for my chauvinist, however, last night after a long weekís work I wanted to sit down and comb my hair and get ready for dinner out instead of cutting branches simply because there was fifteen minutes to spare.

 

††††††††† Verbally, I told my chauvinist I wasnít going to help out with one specific chore and that specific chore for which I refused to do was the mere fact I wasnít going to help cut down tree branches.

 

††††††††† After my chauvinist ever so rudely came in and proclaimed and announced he was doing all of the work of cutting down branches then I reminded him that it was he who volunteered himself to cut down the branches then my chauvinist demanded I go outside and help him with the tree branches and to ďshut upĒ thus I made it a point to keep talking because once I make a good set of points then why stop talking.

 

††††††††† On a daily basis my chauvinist likes to humiliate me and break up with me and throw me out of the house because itís the only power my chauvinist has therefore he wills it nonstop.

 

††††††††† On a daily basis if I donít agree with my chauvinist then Iím called a ďslut,Ē ďwhore,Ē and ďcuntĒ which Iím neither of those things.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist likes to pretend like heís the victim and doesnít hold fifty percent of the relationshipís responsibility.

 

††††††††† Yes, I absolutely donít handle domestic violence abuse very well because by the time someoneís called me a ďbitch,Ē ďcunt,Ē or ďwhoreĒ then I do yell and swear because being called a ďcuntĒ is the equivalent of being slapped.

 

††††††††† Yes, I do have a set of pipes on me and Iíll scream anytime anyone takes the liberty to follow me around the house, the office or the yard and call me a ďslut,Ē ďcunt,Ē and a ďwhore.Ē

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíd rather be kicked once a week rather than be called a ďslut,Ē ďcunt,Ē and a ďwhoreĒ by an abusive chauvinist.

 

††††††††† Yes, the more Iím called a ďcunt,Ē ďslut,Ē and a ďwhoreĒ then I raise my voice and continually tell the perpetrator to ďplease, donít call me a Ďcunt,í Ďslut,í or ĎwhoreíĒ then I do raise my voice simply and especially when Iím not heard then I can make use of my lungs because each time oneís called a ďslut,Ē ďcunt,Ē and a ďwhoreĒ then oneís soul dies just a little bit thus one must put up a fight for oneís soul and not allow any asshole to call any woman such atrocities.

 

††††††††† Yes, being called a ďslut,Ē ďcuntĒ and a ďwhoreĒ is considered domestic violence abuse in the same measures as being physically slapped and Iíve been physically slapped across the face just one short month ago and I didnít know the head bops side to side whenever slapped and continuously slapped on both sides of the face.

 

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The Office is different than Home

Co-workers will beat up other co-workers.

 

††††††††† A month ago when I was slapped on both sides of the face, I woke up to my life and got a hold of a mop and began to swing the mop handle around as hard as I could and banged the mop handle on a countertop to make a lot of sound and noise to snap my perpetrator to an alive state of consciousness.

 

††††††††† Now, by the time any perpetrator takes the liberty to beat up their victim then I donít think the physical violence will ever stop because I think the perpetrator likes the physical and emotional violence, too, much.

 

††††††††† Personally, I donít think the abuse is ever going to stop.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve been in a physically violence abuse situation at work with one female co-worker and what Iíve learned is thereíre absolutely not any repercussions for Caucasian men or Caucasian women when such men or women insult or emotionally and psychologically or physically abuse their female co-workers or anyone else for such matters.

 

††††††††† No, thereís no one here to advocate for me other than all of the other countless of domestic violence abuse victims and physically abused co-workers.

 

††††††††† Not once and not ever in my life did I ever think any co-workers in their right minds would ever take seven months out of their lives to bi-weekly kick me, choke me, strangle me, hold me face down against my will, slap me, drag me across the floor by my hair or punch me in the ribs or punch me in the breasts or strangulation without consent.

 

††††††††† The problem with strangulation is strangulation doesnít leave any marks therefore one isnít ever able to go to the police and tell the police about how oneís held down or chokehold to the point one thinks oneís drowning.

 

††††††††† For the past seven months, each time Iíve been strangled at the office then I feel as though Iím being drowned.

 

††††††††† Strangulation is very much like drowning in the sense strangulation is quiet and one isnít able to scream out for help or one isnít able to call out and one seriously feels oneís windpipe nearly collapsing under the pressure of so much trauma and force to the windpipe.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíve been told by co-workers Iíll be murdered or killed if I stay.

††††††††† Why canít people just quit rather than threaten death by blunt force?

 

††††††††† Forewarned is forearmed.

 

††††††††† Okay, letís play ball.

††††††††† Whether people like it or not; Iím an executive.

 

††††††††† The reason this blog exists is to ensure my safety as a woman of color.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iíll stay on this line for as long as I can to ensure I havenít been murdered or killed by the hands of my perpetrators (more than one) which I know my co-workers all too well to be charmers and kinder to anyone else other than me.

 

††††††††† This is all Iím going to tell anyone: Iím winning because I donít go out of my way to lay hands on anyone while I continually take a beating every other week.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím starting to metaphorically become the biggest feminist militant admiral around since I now realize women everywhere are used, beaten, sexually harassed and literally dragged by their hair until the perpetrator(s) feels satisfied.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím winning because I donít lay hands on anyone while I choose to take the physical beatings except for today since I took a beating outside in the yard (my perpetrator(s) getting sloppy) and the neighbors at the office now know I get beaten by co-workers because while I was held down against my will right afterwards I screamed and said, ďIím being beaten!Ē

 

††††††††† The thing for which occurs whenever oneís mouth is covered at the same time oneís nose is severely pinched then one also feels as though oneís drowning.

 

††††††††† Drowning is a silent death and so is physical violence abuse.

 

††††††††† Oh, I donít care who believes me.

††††††††† My bodyís taken the brunt of the brute force.

 

††††††††† The neighbors at the office know I get beaten.

††††††††† The whole world knows I get beaten by several charmers (plural as in more than one person.)

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Friday, July 5, 2019

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

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††††††††† ďThe War on DrugsĒ is a tremendously awesome band.

 

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††††††††† America believes in treating our immigrants with respect, decency and medical care.

 

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Happy Belated Fourth of July

Happy Belated Birthday to Freeway

 

††††††††† Yes, yesterday was my poochís birthday.

 

††††††††† Well, Iím here to tell anyone the most difficult aspect to divorce is the loss of oneís pet.

 

††††††††† No one ever tells you losing a pet in divorce will be more difficult than the divorce itself.

 

††††††††† Yes, I wish I could still sleep with Freeway.

 

††††††††† Yes, I miss petting Freeway as well as cuddling up with Freeway and simply hanging out with Freeway.

 

††††††††† Since July 4th, 2013 through November 2018, Freeway and I spent each and every single day together for close to six years.

 

††††††††† Yes, Freeway was and is one of the best friends Iíve ever had.

 

††††††††† Ultimately, the difficult aspect to Freeway was this: Freeway barked for about on average five hours per day thus and therefore doing chores or writing was nearly impossible with Freeway around, however, I love Freeway and putting Freeway out eight times per day was no big deal.

 

††††††††† Yes, I miss the company of Freeway.

 

††††††††† Yes, I miss the smell of Freeway.

 

††††††††† Yes, I miss taking lunch breaks with Freeway.

 

††††††††† Yes, I miss Freewayís male testosterone.

 

††††††††† Yes, I miss Freeway.

 

††††††††† Personally, I do my best not to think of Freeway too often otherwise a small tear wells in my eyes and I get hot all over my chest.

 

††††††††† Well, my life turned out perfectly good, however, once youíve had a dog in your life for your best friend then lifeís not ever the same again.

 

††††††††† No, Iím not allowed to see Freeway because my new living condition has asked me not to look back and not to have any contact with Freeway thus I donít.

 

††††††††† However, I would love to run over to Ewing Avenue and spring the door open and with wide open arms have Freeway climb onto my arms and lap and have the two of us catch up and sit down for a good hour in each otherís company while we catch up in each otherís presence.

 

††††††††† Freeway knows me better than anyone else.

 

††††††††† Freeway loves me unconditionally and I love Freeway unconditionally.

 

††††††††† Yes, moving forward means not looking back, however, I truly thought Iíd get to see freeway, however, I shanít therefore I must carry Freeway around with me in my heart.

 

††††††††† Oh, the pain of letting go of a pet is the pain of the death of a canine child.

 

††††††††† Oh, I miss Freeway more than Iíve ever missed anyone in my entire life.

 

††††††††† The thing about Freeway is that heís still alive yet I must treat his existence as though he has passed on since and most likely I shanít ever get to see Freeway ever again.

 

††††††††† Of course, my ex-husband will allow for me to see Freeway, however, I must move forward as an executive and not dwell on the loss of Freeway even though the loss of Freewayís still quite tender in my heart.

 

††††††††† Freeway, I love you.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriel

 

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

 

ď.Ē

 

(Leo Rostenís Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

 

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A book: ďManners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home TrainingĒ By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Dress Etiquette.

 

Dress.

 

Chapter 26.

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The Immigrant Life

Is a Miserable Life

In America

 

††††††††† For the past thirteen years I was a suburban housewife to a broadcast engineer and financially ďeverythingĒ we could or did afford was taken care of for me since I slaved to keep our properties well repaired, organized, clean and neat on a constant daily basis.

 

††††††††† Yes, my ex-husband provided cigarettes because I wasnít asking his permission, I was working just as hard as he was and he understood the maturity in providing cigarettes to someone who labored hard.

 

††††††††† Now, my ex-husbandís first wife of sixteen years truly set us financially behind with about one-hundred thousand dollars worth of debt thus and therefore I wasnít able to afford to go back to school and get a masters degree or I wasnít able to afford professional haircuts for about eleven years hence I gave myself home haircuts which is the worst thing any woman can do for her looks.

 

††††††††† On my birthdayís I did receive a $1,000 gift each year for thirteen years.

††††††††† Boy, I miss a birthday payout or birthday bonus.

 

††††††††† This birthday I received $200.00 in prescription glasses, thus was my birthday present for which was incredibly unromantic and most women would agree a necessity isnít a present or a gift.

 

††††††††† Now, I love my prescription glasses, however, this isnít a birthday gift.

 

††††††††† Prescription glasses are more of a necessity rather than a birthday gift.

 

††††††††† A birthday gift is something you really want for which is a luxury or adornment rather than socks and underwear or necessities.

 

††††††††† Oh, this birthday I really missed receiving one thousand dollars ($1,000) to take care of myself, my hair and personal needs, wardrobe and clothes.

 

††††††††† This birthday, my chauvinist snuck off while we were in the middle of my birthday dinner, he chose to go off and get drunk and stoned with strangers down by the Mississippi River. What a loser thing to do. Really. Seriously.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís always more interested in having complete strangers boost his ego rather than be a true family man.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís delusional and tells me heís famous except he lives in outdated squalor and isnít ever willing to buy anything new and he seems to bring up his mom while completely naked and during sex every single week for seven months.

 

††††††††† Yes, I get scared for a manís psychology who likes to talk about his mom while his penis is deeply inserted into my vagina. Yep.

 

††††††††† Thereís nothing more disgusting than hearing a man talk about his mom while heís penis is deeply inserted.

 

††††††††† All one can do is take oneís legs and immediately push the man out of place and remove oneself from the room.

 

††††††††† Most birthdays Iíve gone and gotten a real great haircut.

 

††††††††† This birthday I couldnít afford a haircut while my chauvinist went and got himself a $7.99 haircut and didnít even so much as extend the offer to get me a haircut while I paid $20.00 for his last haircut.

 

††††††††† My chauvinistís told me he likes to be pampered and have everything paid for and be treated all the time thus and therefore my chauvinistís more like a vain woman than a man.

 

††††††††† My chauvinist doesnít ever want to pay for anything of mine unless Iíve worked myself to the bone which gets me two free meals out on Fridays and Saturdays except such days are date nights and my chauvinist ought to pay for dinner since all my chauvinist does is check out other women thus and therefore my Friday and Saturday night dates ought to be paid for.

 

††††††††† Personally, I work all day and Iím still not considered anyone worth or worthy to be here as an equal partner since I get thrown out of my housing every week thus and therefore my housing isnít ever stable since Iíve been thrown out of my housing situation every week for the past seven months thus I have no idea if I have a home or not.

 

††††††††† My situation is quite manipulative without pay and tons of labor for which Iím told goes towards my room and board except I labor beyond a team of five men.

 

††††††††† In this new world for which I work like an indentured servant 80-hour work weeks without pay and Iím not ever financially compensated except for family dinners (mandatory Sundays, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursday, I clean up) and since we donít eat breakfast and I make the lunches then Iím not properly compensated and my feminine needs are overworked and I get used like a work horse since one of my bosses believes housework, cleaning and chores arenít considered ďreal work.Ē

 

††††††††† When I first came here, my bosses were living in complete chaos, squalor and disaster and a mice infestation and my bosses know it to be the truth.

 

††††††††† My bosses allowed for their properties to go into disrepair since neither of the two bosses lifted a finger to do anything about it thus and therefore.

 

††††††††† Once again we have a mouse infestation and one of the bosses is dragging their feet primarily because itís going to cost about $100.00 to have rodent control back out to the residence once again.

 

††††††††† Yes, last time I paid the rodent control bill to have rodent control come out in December 2018 and this week the one boss drags her feet while the mice take over the house by way of the drop ceilings I can see the mice scamper and I see their feet while the mice run across the drop ceilingís lights. I almost begin to weep. Iím thoroughly grossed out.

 

††††††††† Now, in those thirteen years as a suburban housewife I took care of our multiple properties and not once and not ever was I ever constantly criticized about any water drops on the floor while cleaning the dishes or how much soap I utilized to wash the clothes or the way in which I folded clothes or how I eat or how much I eat or when I eat.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím exhausted to constantly be criticized without any praise other than for sex or to literally be pet-on-the-head which is so ridiculous on so many levels.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím exhausted to hear nothing other than criticisms or called ďugly,Ē or ďfat,Ē ďbig girlĒ while I must constantly be support staff and emotional staff and always upbeat with a smile otherwise Iím considered ďincompetentĒ if I donít smile through harsh criticisms about the most mundane and boring things in the world for which is domestic household chores.

 

††††††††† Personally, Iím not able to talk about chores or work all the time otherwise I turn into a mental midget.

 

††††††††† Now, my male spouse doesnít ever want to share any of the responsibilities to our household chores therefore I must get up at 6:00am or 7:00am to get the household chores done then make it to an 8:00am meeting then at 9:00am continue to clean until about 9:45am then off to the office at 9:50am, work all day and go home to mandatory family dinners, clean up, water the plants and entertain my host (ďmovie datesĒ) otherwise I hear about how Iím ignoring his needs except I need a real man to help me clean the house rather than being stuck in the attic or basement by myself cleaning up mouse crap while my spouse constantly complains about how his squalor home isnít perfect and since thereís only one of me then thereís only so much I can do with on top of everything else I must clean or all I hear is a barrage of criticism about how much I suck as a housewife and how his momís the most amazing woman, although she hasnít cleaned her house in about a decade and itís obvious.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím held up to the most bizarre set of misbehaviors which are double standards and old and dusty idealisms about a woman who used to be nothing except a housewife and quite bitter and lonely and now is old and talks about her glory days as a housewife like such glory days are occurring now for which they arenít.

 

††††††††† Yes, I work for ďsweat equityĒ which sweat equity is mild weekly household chores such as daily after supper clean-up of dishes into the dishwasher and wash, rinse and dry pots and pans by hand, every other day run grocery errands which take about an hour because itís mandatory to go to three different stores, each work night make two lunches exactly as specified otherwise criticized, every other day water plants and flowering pots, every day make three beds, every day draw open and draw close shades in bedrooms and the basement, every week clean the one upstairs toilet and the basement toilet and every week vacuum the upstairs 2nd floor and the basement apartment, every week change bedding to three different beds, every week wash bedding and towels and personal clothes at 6:00am to minimize criticism, every week dust 2nd floor and basement furniture and each week sweep and mop the kitchen floor as well as in the winter snow shovel as well as in the summer cut the lawn plus on a continuous basis keep entire living quarters clean and neatly organized otherwise Iím constantly harassed or criticized or scolded or lectured which is irritating since everybody else has more leisure time while I work all day and all night long without much respite or breaks.

 

††††††††† My Antonia.

 

††††††††† Yes, I eat my lunch at my desk and I take a 20 minute walk (near the office, otherwise, Iím not allowed to walk alone in Highland Park neighborhood where we live because supposedly Iíll go and fuck my way in the bushes or behind trees) otherwise I wouldnít ever get outside or otherwise I wouldnít ever get a break.

 

††††††††† Yes, the above list consists in exchange for ďroom and board,Ē however, even snow shoveling is a bit more than necessary when it comes to room and board since the wear and tear on my body is by far more considerable than the room and board is.

 

††††††††† Seriously, I cost about $50.00 for food per week plus my room costs barely anything since my room hasnít been furnished since 1972 thus Iím the one who takes care of the entire house by myself without much help, however, Iím also supposed to be entertainment, companion, caretaker, friend and wife and best friend and not ever allowed to leave the property not even for a four block walk around or near the residential property.

 

††††††††† Yes, in the day time I also work at the office and even though I havenít sold many ads, Iím still six weeks into the hiring process and holding interviews, vetting Resumes, hire, fire and train new employees.

 

††††††††† Since the office doesnít or isnít willing to afford janitorial maintenance or janitorial services then Iím the one who literally paints offices, changes light bulbs, cleans out the kitchen, washes interior and exterior windows, weekly vacuums the entire office, cleans the womenís bathrooms, collect all recycling cans and brings garbage outdoors.

 

††††††††† Now, for some reason, simply because I donít sell ads this doesnít mean Iím sitting on my touchť simply because I donít have a ďsugar daddyĒ and all there is here is work and more work and tons of work yet zero pay because my employers donít think or believe I ought to get paid to train to do billing or I ought not to get paid to train to do monthís day learning or I ought not to get paid to vet Resumes or to interview or hire candidates.

 

††††††††† Seriously, Iím not sure why my work is considered unworthy of pay since Iím doing the work of about ten men.

 

††††††††† Seriously, I donít get paid therefore I donít know how Iím going to purchase clothes and shoes or shampoo or anything personal since I work 80-hour weeks without compensation thus and therefore since I do yard work then my clothes have begun to get used, however, no one believes I ought to be compensated thus and therefore I work with my own resources I brought here with me.

 

††††††††† Yes, Iím worried as to how Iím going to replace my tennis shoes for yard work.

 

††††††††† Will I have to do yard work barefoot? Possibly.

 

††††††††† No, Iím neither secure nor taken care of because all I do is take care of others who donít believe I have a heart or donít seem to believe Iím human thus and therefore they use me to no avail.

 

††††††††† Yours Truly;

 

††††††††† Gabriela

 

 

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