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Wednesday, November 9, 2016-2018

 

Anti-prejudice women laws, or anti-prejudice gay and lesbian and transgender and transsexual laws, or open “Free Trade” markets, or Monopoly regulations, or EPA expansion, or universal free healthcare, or universal free Higher Education, or gun regulation laws, or anti-brutality police regulations and laws and anti-gun violence regulations and laws against black men and other minority citizens and civilians, or free childcare, or increase taxes on the wealthy 1%, or friendly environmental laws, or free early childhood classes, or free public school lunches, or ending this 16 year long warfare in the Middle East and redistributing funds to veterans’ welfare and educational infrastructure, or immigration reform, or rightly so turning corporations back into what corporations are which is institutions rather than lending a false identity to corporations as individuals, or no oil pipeline through the Midwest’s heartland, equal pay for equal work, single payer healthcare system, or raise the minimum wage to $21.00 (twenty-one American dollars) hourly rate per increase (“hike”) of annual inflation in the markets according to Mr. Bill Moyers’s information and research, or voter suppression laws, or free media without politicians’ threats or bullying or intimidation against the Free Press’s journalists’ or reporters’ lives who must get home in-time for supper and a bedtime story, or modern American infrastructure such as public libraries and public arboretums and public gardens and public sculpture gardens and public solariums and atriums and public planetariums and public graveyards as safe municipal services to all American private citizens and civilians or, or, or…etc.

 

          Literary Disclaimer: Writing is creative literary arts. Writing isn’t real. Writing isn’t any type of psychological test. Writing isn’t conversation. Writing isn’t spoken word. Writing isn’t speech giving. Writing isn’t lectures. Writing isn’t talking. Writing isn’t actions. Writing is thoughts written down to convey logic and reason. Writing isn’t “witchcraft.” Writing is letters, punctuation and grammar.

 

          “Constructive criticism” feedback is for when in person or for critical papers written in school or for newspaper critics whose jobs are to write critiques about the culinary arts or the arts or films and for “writing workshops’” roundtables. Content is creative writing. Writing isn’t erratic since writing isn’t a person. Writing is ideas and thoughts and opinions. Writing is consistency to practice writing. Writing is work. Writing English is a task de jour.

 

          My main Literary Goals:

 

          To write with the Queen’s English.

 

          To write as closely as possibly to “Dead White Males” otherwise writing isn’t considered any good.

 

Writing isn’t Speaking

 

          Modern speech is modern.

 

          Modern speech is authentically empathetic.

 

          Speaking isn’t writing.

 

          Talking isn’t writing.

 

          Discussion isn’t writing.

 

          Conversation isn’t writing.

 

          Creative writing is creative in nature.

 

          Mother Nature is cruel at best.

 

          Writing is after the fact.

 

          Writing isn’t any crime.

 

          Writing’s any discipline.

 

Thursday, May 31, 2018- Friday June 1, 2018

 

“The tongue is more dangerous than a dagger.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)


Herbivorous (grass eating, living on plants)

 

Cows are herbivorous animals.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Graduation

2018

 

          Let’s get to it.

 

          Let’s jump right in and make sense.

 

          What great advice am I able to give to any graduates? I don’t know.

 

          The only bit of advice I have is to trust oneself.

         

          The Indigenous are taught we’re born to know all we need to know.

          The Indigenous are taught we know all we’ll ever need to know.

 

          Stress isn’t any pathology unless one adopts stress as any pathology.

 

          Stress is imaginary therefore don’t ever be reactive or reactionary to any Narcissists or greedy or immature or power hungry or arrogant or hateful or self-loathing or controlling or abusive peoples especially peoples who aren’t emotionally stable no matter how monetarily successful they are or no matter how good they look or no matter how expensive their clothes or no matter how many higher learning degrees acquired or no matter how much stamina or charisma.

 

          Goodness is intrinsic from the inside out.

 

          If one looks good on the outside yet feels awful inside then there’s no vitality or health.

 

          If one looks decent outside yet feels wonderful inside then there’s much vitality and health.

 

          Health and wellness are from the inside out.

 

          Makeup doesn’t cover up how awful people feel about themselves.

 

          People who tend to go out of their way to purposely or intentionally to emotionally or psychologically harm others especially anyone in relationship to the dysfunctional parties involved then such lost and emotionally volatile peoples are such people who are misaligned and must be ignored at all cost no matter how much they rant and rave or demand to be socially honored.

 

          Alignment is good.

 

          Usually, the best types of people on Earth are humble and healthy and kind and don’t easily get offended or aren’t easily uprooted and understand life’s complex yet able to directly speak with anyone in communications about anything.

 

          Any one of any gender who is 220 pounds plus isn’t healthy no matter what anyone may say or think.

 

          Anyone 230 pounds plus doesn’t get a say in healthy power to set the tone for the next one hundred years to a thousand years.

 

          230 pounds is an out of control cycle of euphoria and depression.

 

          After 230 pounds people are more or less a distortion of themselves.

 

          We’re born with deep intelligence and intuition and the ability to think through situations and be able to figure out what’s going on within our bodies is mainly simple listening skills.

 

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Two Brains

 

          Humans are wired to know what’s going on around us.

 

          The best way to know what’s going on inside of our human body is either through the basic steps of visualization meditation or Yoga and holistic medicinal medicines or local healthy organic vegan foods.

 

          Please, keep in mind according to the Indigenous the first brain is in the stomach and the second brain is the cerebral brain inside the head.

 

          People first process information with one’s stomach brain then one thinks through with their head brain second.

 

          One’s entire center of balance and extensive capacity for intuition is all in the stomach.

 

          The head brain is cerebral and tends to be capable to “second guess” many decisions.

 

          Usually the first gut reaction is correct.

 

          Anything beyond first gut reactions is usually over thinking it.

 

          Furthermore, please keep in mind when one’s physically ill or when one continually lives with an enduring physical disease such as reoccurring benign tumors then most likely local healthy organic vegan foods are the only real and true medicine there is on planet Earth.

 

          Western medicine is about abundance of pharmaceuticals which constipates patients while one waits to get on the “butcher’s block” for further surgical procedures to literally be cut open and have vital organs removed because Western medicine knows absolutely nothing about tumors or polyps or cysts or nodules or growths.

 

          Holistic medicine knows better than to cut open and cut up humans who are sacred beings.

 

          Please remember, healthy local vegan organic food isn’t enough.

 

          More precisely it’s the chemical combinations which produce certain chemical compounds inside the body which is what’s truly healthy about local vegan organic foods’ outcome ready tailored for one’s specific and individual system which is what’s important to genetically stay on top of one’s weaknesses and to further develop strengths.

 

          To keep healthy the only real preventative medicine is healthy local organic vegan foods and clean filtered water and eight hours of sleep and either one hour of meditation per day or one hour of Yoga per day.

 

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Weight

 

          What on Earth would I say to make anyone’s lives better? I don’t know. I’m truly not the person to ask simply because no one really ever knows anything about anyone else’s trials and tribulations or the internal workings of others’ bodies or internal working order in general.

 

          The only bit of advice is to stay healthy and eat well and love and respect and be joyful about sunsets and the smell of flowers and good weather and the simple joys of life.

 

          It’s best to eat smaller amounts of food than to gorge or stuff one’s face on any types of foods.

 

          It’s best to chew each bite of food at least 28 times (no more) or at least and at minimum chew 10 times (no less.)

 

          It’s best to take at least twenty minutes to half an hour to sit down to eat and be grateful for the food also be mindful of what one eats and where the food comes from and how far the food traveled to one’s table.

 

          The best advice is to not ever gain anymore than 20 pounds beyond the age of eighteen years of age.

 

          For example if one weighs 120 pounds at the age of eighteen then by the age of 41 one must not exceed anymore than the twenty pound rule much less exceed beyond the 140 pounds.

 

          The best way to stay healthy is to sleep eight hours per night and to drink about three to five filtered glasses of water and to realize thoughts aren’t real according to early 1990’s psychology.

 

          Remember, one’s best friends are more important than one’s family members or one’s spouse primarily parents will die off about thirty years before their offspring and friends are more important due to the fact friends are usually within the same generational bracket and understand each other.

 

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What No One Ever Tells You

 

          No one gets married much anymore.

 

          No one ever tells you about how in general any dysfunctional marriage partner is able to call the police on the other physically diseased partner mainly out of spite or hate or vengeance.

 

          Yes, it’s quite common for one partner to call the police mainly out of spite or hate or vengeance. I didn’t know.

 

          No one ever tells you any immature dysfunctional partner deals with control issues and are willingly capable  to punish the other partner yet the dysfunctional partner is hardly ever willing to listen to the physically diseased partner who takes care of most of the domestic responsibilities and overall health of the relationship.

 

          No one ever tells you if one were to marry a Caucasian then Caucasians will always hold all the power and when the police are called in then the police will look at both partners and always legally or illegally detain the partner of color while the Caucasian partner will get scotch free without any consequences.

 

          No one ever tells you Caucasians hold all the power especially when the police are called in.

 

          No one ever tells you how oppressive and demeaning and humiliating suburban Caucasian fast food garbage is to any marriage.

 

          No one ever tells you the possibility one’s partner wants to control and oppress and diminish the other partner for no other reason than one’s able to have power over another.

 

          No one ever tells you the difference between purpose vs. arrogance. 

 

          No one ever tells you hence when the one dysfunctional partner calls the police then the functioning partner will require to set aside an entire year to show the proper authorities proof of innocence.

 

          No one ever tells you any dysfunctional partner may freeze assets from the functioning partner causing one partner to starve in the relationship or to go without the basic necessities.

 

          No one ever tells you most marriages are miserable unless any partner is truly willing to learn and share and grow with their other partner.

 

          No one ever tells you if one’s partner doesn’t respect the other partner’s healthy lifestyle choices then the healthy partner will be ridiculed and made fun of for years or a decade or more.

 

          No one ever tells you an unhealthy partner who happens to be a know-it-all in the relationship is usually obnoxious and annoying to share a life with.

 

          No one ever tells you any dysfunctional partner stops growing or learning or developing.   

 

          No one ever tells you any dysfunctional partner eats with reckless abandonment as though they have a death wish.

 

          No one ever tells you marriage isn’t a union about love rather about assets.

 

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“Love’s got nothing to do with it…”

 

          Relationships are about love, however.

 

          In America people don’t usually get married for love rather for assets. Thanks for letting me know.

         

          Marriage’s only to secure assets and property.

 

          Marriage’s a shabby modern status symbol without many perks especially for the domestic partner who works from home.

 

          Marriage is a patriarchal outdated system.

         

          Matrimony is inconvenient.

 

          Marriage is usually only one person’s say.

 

          In marriage the person who controls the money usually controls the decisions made even if the decisions are harmful to the other partner.

 

          Mostly marriage is chains and shackles.

 

          Mostly, no one ever tells you if you get married then it’s incredibly difficult to get out of any marriage.

 

          In most marriages there’s usually one spoilt brat child while the other partner is the adult and takes care of the day-to-day operations especially the stuff no one wants to do such as preparing meals, cooking and cleaning and properly raising children or taking care of elderly or watching over pets.

 

          Usually marital lifestyle choices are made by the pushiest and laziest of the two partners such as the consumption of fast food garbage and excessive television watching as any precedence over any human interaction.

 

          Usually the partner who makes all of the decisions will go ahead and make all of the decisions whether they care about how such decisions truly affects the emotional and psychological health of the other partner.

 

          If one’s partner wants to live in the racist suburbs and another partner doesn’t then usually with quietly abusive partnerships then the abusive partner wins since they’ll most likely do whatever they want no matter what.

 

          When one partner wants to dedicate their lives to local healthy organics and the other partner doesn’t then usually the more quietly abusive partner wins since they’ll most likely do whatever they want no matter what.

 

          Marriage isn’t equal opportunity employment.

 

          Marriage is work on top of more work.

 

          Marriage is a nightmare.

 

          Marriage to the wrong person is a nightmare

 

          Marriage is a complete lie.

 

          No one ever tells you it’s best to have a career than a marriage.

 

          No one ever tells you marriage is inconvenient.

 

          No one ever tells you the only way to get out of any marriage is only if one’s being abused or hit.

 

          No one ever tells you marriage is a joke.

          And a most cruel joke at that.

 

 

          Sincerely,

 

          Gabriel

 

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Wednesday, May 30, 2018

 

“Better one word in time than two ill-timed.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Vacillating (fluctuating, wavering, changing around)

 

It was hard for them to make a healthy decision because of their vacillating mind.

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Sweat Equity Blog:

 

          No, not once and not ever have I ever received payment in any currency to write eight years of blogging.

 

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          Global Bloggers in Political Danger:

 

          Yes, nearly all over the world bloggers are either murdered or incarcerated or detained against their will simply for writing about what bloggers know.

 

          Blogging is a true honor and privilege and responsibility and sacrifice.

 

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          Usage of Names:

 

          Yes, I’m able to make usage of first and last names when first and last names make any print media or news articles then names may be utilized.

 

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          Caucasian Communications:

 

          Yes, I leave the Caucasians to speak Caucasian to each other.

 

          Yes, I leave the Caucasians to speak Caucasian business together.

 

          No, I don’t wish or desire to speak Caucasian or Caucasian business if I don’t ever have to. Nope.

 

          Yes, as far as business is concerned I know the rules therefore I break the rules by being extremely relaxed and Indigenous and this bothers mostly anyone considered Caucasian.

 

          No, I personally don’t like to speak to Caucasians about business therefore I leave it to smarter people who have a better harness of the English language and can authentically be themselves as well as be professional and Caucasian and share in organic vegan foods and “break bread” together.

 

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          General Happiness:

 

          Ok. I miswrote. Yes, for the most part I’m always content.

 

          The only time I’m ever unhappy or frustrated or angry is when I’ve ever personally been emotionally or psychologically or physically abused as most people do get unhappy when this happens to them.

 

          No, not once have I ever thought of myself as a victim otherwise I wouldn’t talk or write about my life.

 

          Yes, quite often it’s Caucasian people who tell me I’m a victim.

 

          No, no victim here.

 

          Yes, it’s only Caucasians who tell me I ought to feel victimized.

 

          No, I don’t ever feel victimized.

 

          For some reason I’m supposed to be or feel like a weakling.

 

          When one’s smart then one hardly ever feels like a weakling.

 

          When Caucasians find out I’m resilient and emotionally and psychologically strong then Caucasians get mad or angry or irrational with me simply because I refuse to communicate like a Caucasian.

 

          Yes, local organic vegan foods exist someplace in the world and I’m happy simply because local organic vegan foods exist. It takes very little to make me happy.

 

          Yes, I’m unhappy whenever and directly and continually I have to deal with micro-aggression or racial discrimination or physical violence or emotional or psychological abuse.

 

          The only time I ever truly get angry is when I have to repeat myself again and again without any understanding to please not be harmed or I set strict boundaries which aren’t kept because for some reason Caucasian people don’t seriously take my spoken voice to be important as to what exactly I communicate.

 

          Yes, Caucasians don’t ever like to be uncomfortable in communications.

 

          However, the secret amongst the rest of the globe is mostly life’s uncomfortable and there within lies the adventure to communicate without any power issues or control issues or power struggles or daft communications or aggressive manner in tone.

 

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Boundaries, Please

 

          If I say, “Please, I don’t wish to talk about XYZ” then it’s not honored.

 

          If I say, “please, after six straight years of eating fast food I can no longer eat such empty calories because I sometimes feel like I’m going to have a heart attack” then it’s not honored.

 

          If I say, “Please, don’t call me derogatory names or purposely put me down or waste my time” then it’s not honored.

 

          If I say, “please don’t waste my time” then it’s not honored.

 

          Otherwise, truly I’m “Ferdinand the Bull” smelling the flowers.

 

          Yes, the multi-cultural implants from New England tell me not once and not ever have they ever had as much difficulty shopping and being in public than in Minnesota. I agree.

 

          Minnesota simply emotionally and psychologically beats down people of color who happen to be customers until people of color are supposedly supposed to go home and not ever show their faces anywhere in public ever again. It’s not going to happen.

 

          Racial discrimination is true to form.

 

          Most of New England is about 99.7% Caucasian yet the Caucasians of New England are quite comfortable conducting business with people of color who happen to be customers.

 

          In New England there’s an open mind to multi-cultures.

 

          In Minnesota there’s a closed mind to multi-cultures.

 

          Minnesota has to get its racially discriminatory house in order.

 

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As Kindly as Possible

 

          No matter how much money or how little money I’ve ever had I’ve always and mostly spent my money on local vegan foods.

 

          Over two decades ago the Native Americans told me “food is medicine” and only food elongates life expectancy for which people live a long healthy time or not. Ok.

 

          Over two decades ago the Native Americans told me not to be afraid to smoke 100% tobacco cigarettes since burning tobacco is a prayer to the gods and burning tobacco has been a practice over thousands of years. Ok.

 

          Over two decades ago the Native Americans told me if I were to healthily live a long life then only healthy foods would help me towards such endeavors. Ok.

 

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6 Years an Organic Vegan

Vs.

6 Years a Fast Food Eater

 

          Yes, one ought to always be a little hungry rather than full or stuffed.

 

          Yes, the human stomach is no bigger than the human fist.

 

          All the stomach can fit is food the quantity or the size of the human fist then stop. When once more hungry then again enjoy a healthy small snack or another healthy meal.

 

           Well, with my spoken consent and given permission I’ve spent the last six years of my life eating commercial fast food garbage from August 2012 through May 14, 2018.

 

          Primarily, I ate commercial fast food garbage since I was ill with uterine fibroid benign tumors and pharmaceuticals for which don’t allow regular bowels therefore one must force soft foods through the system to keep regular.

 

          Yes, on-and-off I’ve also eaten commercial vegan fast food garbage from September 2006-August 2012.

 

          Yes, I was a vegan for six straight years and love every minute of it even though not once did I ever lose a pound.

 

          Yes, from August 1987 through May 2004 our family or on my own purchased organic bulk foods from either directly local organic farmers or local Co-Ops.

 

          Yes, I love anything vegan and organic and non-GMO and grass fed and cage-free and no hormones added or no antibiotics added and fair trade.

 

          Yes, I’ve come to the end of this road.

 

          Yes, after six straight years of eating commercial fast food garbage I’m here to tell anyone, the outcome is unhealthy.

 

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6 Straight Years of Fast Food

         

          After twelve years of personally analyses and data and record keeping and food diaries and reoccurring patterns:

 

          As of the month of May 2018 I chose organic pesticides any day over hardened arteries from fast food garbage.

 

          Forget, the documentary “Super Size It” made by the director who spent one month of fast food daily intake.

 

          Please, don’t ever try six years of fast food garbage because at the end of six straight years of fast food garbage experimentation then one can barely catch one’s breath and one feels heavy in one’s body and at times nearly one feels as though one’s about to have a heart attack, however, one doesn’t.

 

          For some reason with fast food garbage one’s always on the verge of feeling like the heart’s about to explode and pharmaceuticals somehow enhance the deterioration of muscle tissue and bone density along with fast food garbage makes for a deadly combination.

 

          Personally, I’m “addicted” to pharmaceutical methamphetamines or anti-depressants or pharmaceutical “speed” because such chemistry keeps my body thin and the acne completely goes away otherwise status quo.

 

          Personally, I’d take pharmaceutical methamphetamines for the rest of my life except one constantly feels like on the edge of a heart attack and one doesn’t breathe well or breathes deeply.

 

          After six straight years of fast food garbage I still love the immense instant gratification I get from fast food garbage, however, not once and not ever have I ever liked the “plastic” after taste which stays in one’s mouth for hours afterwards.

 

          After six straight years of fast food garbage then all of one’s bowel movements smells exactly like fried foods.

 

          After six straight years of fast food garbage then I do slightly feel as though my heart may or can or might give out, however, my heart is strong yet enough’s enough.

 

          After six straight years of fast food garbage then it’s any surprise I’m not 300 pounds. I got lucky.

 

          However, petite or small or thin or skinny doesn’t mean healthy.

 

          Healthy is about nutrition.

 

          Skinny or thin is about less quantity of food.

 

          After six straight years of fast food garbage it’s any wonder I’m not dead since the Indigenous don’t create enzymes or have gut bacteria to process fast food garbage.

 

          Yes, fast food garbage is a great and excellent way to slowly kill oneself which as of May 14, 2018 I’ve stopped eating fast food garbage in order to live to be 110.

 

          After six straight years of fast food garbage I’m surprised I haven’t stroked out.

 

          Yes, the Maya gods watch over us.

 

          Yes, the only commercial fast foods I’m ever willing to eat ever again are fruits and vegetables and fair trade non-GMO and no-hormones and no antibiotics and cage-free and grass fed only.

 

          Yes, the only sweeteners I’m willing to consume are raw honey or “Zevia” vegan sodas or “endangered species” dark chocolates or agave.

 

          Yes, with fast food garbage one doesn’t realize how much one’s starving while the waist line increases.

 

          Yes, I was meant to be here and live through this, however, no more. I can barely breathe.

 

          Sugar is complete poison to my body.

 

          No more. I can’t consume ice cream or sugar. I feel like I’m going to die and it’s no such exaggeration.

 

          Yes, I’d rather fast then eat fast food garbage.

 

          Yes, the only reason why I didn’t die in the last six years is because I have low-blood pressure otherwise I’d be dead from six straight years of fast food garbage.

 

          Only cruel enemies wish for others to die young.                              

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

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Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,917 +

 

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

 

“A man devoid of sympathy is not a man but a monster.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Precedent (something that went before so as to serve as an example for a subsequent act)

 

Their request was approved because she did wish to set a precedent.

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          Ramadan 2018:

 

          Yes, one tends to gain weight during the Muslim month long fast of Ramadan.

 

          Yes, at 4:14pm CT today I broke Ramadan because I didn’t have breakfast. I almost made it to sundown.

 

          Yes, tomorrow I’ll pick up Ramadan again for the next two weeks of fasting.

 

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          Communications:

 

          No, I don’t ever “stalk” anyone.

 

          Most people know text communications may take me anywhere from a year to a decade to respond back over text. “No news is good news.”

 

          For the past decade my text patterns have been a known fact to hundreds or possibly thousands of peoples.

 

          No, I don’t have any social media.

 

          Yes, I know exactly what social media is and how the programs run.

 

          Usually, I show up on peoples’ online metrics, what? Once per decade? Or every other three years, however, seldom.

 

          No, I truly don’t make the time to look up peoples’ digital footprints unless parties get talked about and their specific names come up in conversation or direct email or official business records require to be summarized to other parties who directly ask about specific individual parties then I get back to inquiring parties with correct information by looking up the URL then copying over for others to look over and to have for their own records.

 

          Yes, summer 2017 I went four weeks without a cell phone since my cell phone disappeared in Duluth, MN therefore I’ve been gathering phone numbers here and there even though some parties refuse to please text back some of my best friends’ phone numbers therefore there’re best friends I’ve been trying to reach and speak to about certain situations since their intelligence and specific expertise is what I personally require most.

 

          Yes, in 2006 my computer’s list of professional and personal roster of contacts disappeared therefore I’ve been gathering contacts over the past decade even though some parties refuse to please allow me to directly email some of my best friends’ emails therefore there’re former co-workers and some best friends I’ve been trying to reach and speak to about certain situations since their intelligence and specific expertise is what I personally require most.

 

          Yes, people know who I am since we’ve either worked together or broke bread together or held interesting conversations over the telephone or in person relaxed and sat back and smoked 100% American Spirits cigarettes after a long hard day’s work.

 

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          Do Not Try This At Home:

 

          One must be taught and given guidance:

 

          Yes, either slowly or fast or medium pace the Maya are taught to run 100 miles barefoot, if ever needed to pass any type of dire and important message or communications. Yes, barefoot running is almost the best way to go even on tarp or pavement. Barefoot running has awesome grip right below the toes on the feet pads. Barefoot running, one doesn’t run on one’s heels. There’s nothing lighter than to run barefoot. Plus, one clocks in better personal times while barefoot running than with any type of technological running shoe. Running shoes are all about technology.

 

          Who doesn’t love technologically advanced tennis shoes or running shoes? Yes, as a viewer of sports I truly like to watch track-and-field and marathons. No, I don’t have the body for running. Absolutely not. My Indigenous body’s made to rear children. Running events are some of my favorite sports to watch even though I run as slowly as any turtle I watch running events because it’s truly a feat of heroism. Yep. Our peeps know I’m a slow runner unless I’m inspired by organic healthy vegan foods, however, I’ve proven I can run 100 miles through the forests and woods. One starts training with 50 mile runs then compete (or not) in 100 mile run marathons to be approved to become a professional musher with sled dogs. Yep. It was a test.

 

          Side Excerpt: No, not once have I ever personally ripped or cut the bottoms of my feet while running especially not through forests or the woods or on pavement. The only time I’ve ever burned my feet is on hot sand or frozen sand. No, not once have I ever even slightly burned the bottoms of my feet while walking across hot coals which in 1998 Middle Eastern Muslim male friends taught me how to walk on and across hot coals which unburned feet are considered a sign in which one tells the truth when one walks across hot coals and one’s feet don’t burn at all therefore on-and-off for about twenty years I’ve walked across hot coals without once or ever even slightly burning any skin of any type. The coals felt more like warm baby blankets or any warm bath. Yes, I’ve been put to the rigorous test by men across the globe and I’m dainty and don’t like to camp anymore or ever again or canoe or water boating or swimming. The last time I solo camped on private woods and private property was in 2010. The End.

 

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          Stalling… I must get this right.

 

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Introductions All Around

 

          Yes, even with “All Access” backstage passes I’m still personally not able to get back stage anywhere therefore our Executive Producers will take it from here, our people will take it away and speak business Caucasian to other business Caucasians without me in the picture. Ok.

 

          Yes, anyone with any type of professional talent I’ll make introductions all around without ever having to meet with me.

 

          Yes, once introductions are made then take it away and run with it.

 

          Yes, one of my best friends told me summer 2017: Our parents not only made sure we made friends, however, the “right” type of friends. Ok.

 

          Personally, to me there’s no such thing as the “right” type of peoples. To me: humans are human.

 

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Dearest Entertainment Industry Personnel

         

          Dearest Entertainment Industry Personnel; please allow free access and safe passage to all and any of the specific famous peoples and celebrities and bosses and Executive Producers I require assistance in making direct contact with each specific party to personally introduce peoples I believe leaders ought to personally meet and know and have fun together since in 2006 my computer’s personal and private roster of contacts went missing by a quasi Minneapolis, MN documentary executive producer I fired for incompetency while face-to-face.

 

          Yes, summer of 2018 through the “front door” there’ll arrive by post hand written letters by my hand to specific bosses and famous peoples and celebrities to make direct contact with our peoples since such bosses and Executive Producers and celebrities and famous people already either worked with me or received hand written letters from me or spoken over the phone with me about my former documentary film career or are either neighbors or best friends of my New England, Harvard family in Rockport, MA or our friends in Cambridge, MA.

 

          Status quo. Personally, I don’t seek for anything for myself.

 

          No, I don’t want anything.

          No, I don’t need anything.

 

          Hollywood knows I’ll probably be seen in the same stitched up t-shirts and clothes for the next three years.

 

          Hollywood knows I refuse to take a single penny from Hollywood until I specifically go to Hollywood with an itemized budget primarily about sustainable organic vegan foods and preparation and budgets for fulltime writing.

 

          If any Entertainment Industry Personnel is thoughtful enough or kind enough and willing enough then please take the envelop with my name “Gabriela Long” (nee) in the Twin Cities of Minnesota then you’ll get my undivided gratitude and tons of gushing over the blog back here in September 2018.

 

          Let’s do this:

 

          Let’s rock ‘n’ roll.

 

          Cheers.

 

~~~

No, not a Newspaper Add

Rather a Massive Call

You know:

When a Call Goes Out in Hollywood

Looking for Talent

 

          Okay, let’s start at the very beginning.

 

          Please, pass on the word. Thanks.

 

~~~

Sarah Green

Executive Producer

 

          One of my dearest and most beloved and respectful none sexual uncles on the Elwell side of the family in Rockport, MA is a man who grew up and is best friends with an excellent Executive Producer by the name of Sarah Green who in the year 2000 spoke to me at length about how to get a digital documentary film company off the ground and hold 100% copyright to my feature films. Sarah told me I could call her anytime, however, I haven’t had Sarah’s personal phone number since 2006 therefore by post I’ll mail her at her NYC offices.

 

          Yes, Sarah Green is a personal friend of our New England family and I have someone quite talented here on the line who I believe requires an introduction from me to Sarah Green to them. No, I don’t need to be any part of any negotiations unless directly asked otherwise I keep my nose clean and out of others’ business.

 

          My main question is: I wonder if Sarah Green conducts business with Emmy award winning Executive Producers who happen to be Caucasian women? No, not me.

 

~~~

Jennifer Bloom

Executive Producer

 

          One of my former and most respectful and respected none sexual co-workers is now Executive Producer Jennifer Bloom (on the set of Session 9) who’s been to Costa Rica and once she found out I’m from Costa Rica then we began to understand and trust each other on a deeper level since she knew money and fame were the last things on my mind.

 

          Once Jennifer found out I’m from Costa Rica then she began to demand for me to go first in line and in front of her even though I’d been taught to not ever eat anything from catering before any 1st Director or 2nd Director ate.

 

          Jennifer “Jen Bloom” would take my elbow and nudge me to get into the catering line before her and eat because she saw the well written signs all over my face about how healthy foods is the only thing I live for aside from the obvious such as love and respect and art.

 

          Jennifer had a terrible cold at the end of filming Session 9 and I wanted to give her holistic medicinal medicines for her cold, however, I didn’t want her to be scared of me as someone who believes in holistic healing therefore I kept my mouth shut.

 

          Yes, Jennifer Bloom, I wept the second to the last day of filming because I found mutilated animals in the woods and I got scared and wept and cried then the last day of the shoot I took off and went skateboarding.

 

          Guess what, Jennifer Bloom, on the set of Session 9 I discovered records of my great-grandmother on my grandfather’s side and she’d spent time at Danvers State Hospital and no one in our family had discussed or ever talked about it to this day. OMG. I almost fell over.

 

          Once I discovered the New England familial records then I couldn’t stop excusing myself to go up to the records room to continue to look over patients’ forgotten records strewn all over the floor to continue to find more clues about great-grandmother’s whereabouts since I knew my family wouldn’t ever talk about her due to their New England upper stiff lips.

 

          Jennifer Bloom always understood my Indigenous ways and sentiments. Jennifer Bloom understood me as well as Hollywood understands me.

 

          Yes, Jennifer Bloom is a respectful and smart and intelligent and kind woman and I have someone quite talented here on the line who I believe requires an introduction from me to Jennifer Bloom to them. No, I don’t need to be any part of any negotiations unless directly asked otherwise I keep my nose clean and out of others’ business.

 

          My main question is: I wonder if Jennifer Bloom conducts business with Emmy award winning respectful Executive Producers who happen to be Caucasian women? No, not me.

 

~~~

Peter Mullen

Scottish Actor

 

          One of my former and most respectful and respected none sexual co-workers is actor Peter Mullen (on the set of Session 9) who’s danced a platonic jig with me and knows my face, smell and name and handwritten letters and many times we’ve broken bread together and platonically partied.

 

          Yes, I do owe Peter Mullen an overdue letter by about 18 years, however. I don’t ever know what to write therefore I don’t. Only once in 2016 I did sit down to write the overdue letter, however, there wasn’t anything for me to say.

 

          Yes, Peter Mullen it was me who ever so quietly whispered your name to you and scared you half to death, however, you became ever so taken aback which the look on your face scared me therefore I stayed silent and didn’t say a word. No, it wasn’t a ghost. It was me. I backed up and walked off the set since I didn’t want to add anymore confusion to the mix.

 

          Yes, Peter Mullen I wept the second to the last day of filming because I found mutilated animals in the woods and I got scared and wept and cried then the last day of the shoot I took off and went skateboarding.

 

          Yes, Peter Mullen is a respectful and smart and intelligent and kind man and I have someone quite talented here on the line who I believe requires an introduction from me to Peter Mullen to them. No, I don’t need to be any part of any negotiations unless directly asked otherwise I keep my nose clean and out of others’ business.

 

          My main question is: I wonder if Peter Mullen conducts business with Emmy award winning respectful Executive Producers who happen to be Caucasian women? No, not me.

 

~~~

Sarah Jessica Parker

Actor, Executive Producer

 

          Supposedly, Sarah Jessica Parker is a long distant cousin of ours on the Elwell side from Rockport, MA. Okay. I don’t know. I don’t care. Since there’re hundreds of us in our direct branch of the family then I don’t ever go out of my way to get in contact with anyone much less long distant relatives.

 

          However, let’s put it to the test.

 

          If truly, we’re related and we do actually have any access to each other through Executive Producer Sarah Green then I have someone quite talented right here on the line who I believe requires an introduction from me to Sarah Jessica Parker to them. No, I don’t need to be any part of any negotiations unless directly asked otherwise I keep my nose clean and out of others’ business.

 

          My main question is: I wonder if Sara Jessica Parker conducts business with Emmy award winning respectful Executive Producers who happen to be Caucasian women? No, not me.

 

~~~

Brad Anderson

Director

 

          One of my former and most respectful and respected none sexual co-workers is Director Brad Anderson (on the set of Session 9) who’s quite serious and quiet and doesn’t ever flinch and is direct in communications and to the point and doesn’t laugh or smile while directing a film. Not once did I ever see director Brand Anderson crack a smile.

 

          Yes, Brad Anderson I wept the second to the last day of filming because I found mutilated animals in the woods and I got scared and wept and cried then the last day of the shoot I took off and went skateboarding.

 

          Yes, Brad Anderson is a respectful and smart and intelligent and kind man and I have someone quite talented here on the line who I believe requires an introduction from me to Brad Anderson to them. No, I don’t need to be any part of any negotiations unless directly asked otherwise I keep my nose clean and out of others’ business.

 

          My main question is: I wonder if Brad Anderson conducts business with Emmy award winning respectful Executive Producers who happen to be Caucasian women? No, not me.

 

~~~

Brendan Sexton the III

American Actor

 

          One of my former and most respectful and respected none sexual co-workers is actor Brendan Sexton the III (on the set of Session 9) who is a method actor and a jokester and a prankster and quick to smile and laugh and capable to respectfully speak to any woman of the crew on set.

 

          Yes, Brendan Sexton the III I wept the second to the last day of filming because I found mutilated animals in the woods and I got scared and wept and cried then the last day of the shoot I took off and went skateboarding.

 

          Yes, Brendan Sexton the III is a respectful and smart and intelligent and kind man and I have someone quite talented here on the line who I believe requires an introduction from me to Brandon Sexton the III to them. No, I don’t need to be any part of any negotiations unless directly asked otherwise I keep my nose clean and out of others’ business.

 

          My main question is: I wonder if Brendan Sexton the III conducts business with Emmy award winning respectful Executive Producers who happen to be Caucasian women? No, not me.

 

~~~

Ms. Cyndi Lauper’s

Public Relations Executive Producer

Is and Always will be my Friend

We Platonically Love Each Other

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

~~~

Eric Stoltz’s

Friends from “Fort McCoy”

Are some of my Friends

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

~~~

Carson Daly

My Respectful Former Boss

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

Word Count: 2,917

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,917

 

Friday, May 25, 2018

 

“Dowries and legacies bring no luck.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Balmy (soothing, refreshing, mild)

 

There are many balmy days in spring.

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          No, the direct and peaceful Portland, Maine Muslim Americans and I don’t live in any “compound.”

 

          Yes, the direct and peaceful Portland, Maine Muslim Americans and I live on a seven block radius suburban Muslim American neighborhood. Thank you.

 

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          Mindfulness, Purpose, Intension:

 

          About Text Introductions: Relax, intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans.

 

          Intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans are as obnoxious as ever with their inflated egos and superiority complexes to only understand and demand to only be communicated in rigid “Caucasian English” otherwise such individuals seem to fall apart and complain about the tiniest little things rather than be flattered anyone cares about what Caucasians have to say at all since most people of color are over racist discrimination in communications, people actually do have accents.

 

          Most people of color ignore Caucasians.

 

          Most families of color ignore Caucasians like the plague.

 

          “Healing of the Whole System.” Ok.

 

          As an English as a Second Language adult supposedly I’m “terrible” at texting according only to intellectual Caucasian Midwesterners, especially intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans and intellectual Caucasian people from Iowa. Whatever.

 

          All I ever want to say to such egotistical people is to please “get over yourself.”

 

          However, in Minnesota as a person of color one must always stay quiet and move slowly and not ever make any sudden movements or feed cookies to intellectual Caucasian peoples and pet them on the head otherwise intellectual Caucasian peoples’ Narcissistic tendencies flare up and Caucasian people become destructive and punishing towards peoples of color whenever Caucasian people aren’t exactly catered to in Caucasian communications.

 

          Intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans communicate like plantation owners who require for people of color to be “whipped into shape” otherwise the intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans destroy the reputations of peoples of color who don’t think or feel the same way as “The Caucasian Way.”

 

          The intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans get incredibly irritated and frustrated and angry with my texts while anyone else across the globe thinks my texts are hilarious. Thanks.

 

          No, I don’t ever expect or wait for anyone to text me back. Absolutely not. We’re all busy with life and with healthy lifestyle choices and work and this and the other and making money.

 

          Technology’s at one’s earliest convenience and not a demand.

 

          People know I don’t care about money.

 

          People know time’s far more valuable than money.

 

          Nothing’s, too, serious to ever laugh about.

 

          Yes, with the Maya there’s purpose and intent with anything.

 

          Yes, overall I’m a happy human who sees the large picture.

 

          No, I don’t do random.

 

          Random and I don’t get on.

 

          No, I don’t do manic.

 

          Manic and I don’t get on.

 

          Eight hours of practiced nightly sleep through two straight decades. I sleep like a “rock.”

 

          Regular and disciplined nightly sleep and I are best friends.

 

          Yes, for over a decade once per year on the month of my birthday if I were to stay up to text then either Hong Kong’s on the line or I’m writing relaxed and direct and straight forward lengthy text introductions to people across the globe because it’ll be another year before I make further introductions.

 

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Personally, I don’t get easily offended

 

          Personally, I don’t have anything to hide.

 

          Personally, I read like an “open book.” It’s obvious I read like an open book therefore I’m extremely direct with my intensions and feelings and emotions and the intellectual Caucasians allow for my written content because my sentences make logical and rational sense, however intellectual Midwestern Caucasian Minnesotans hate how long my texts read and intellectual Midwestern Caucasian Minnesotans wish I would write outlines, however, text is completely relaxed in tone.

 

          Personally, I think intellectual Midwestern Caucasians are insecure or egocentric or angry or power hungry whenever spoken to or communicated in any other fashion other than “Caucasian” fast spoken English communications.

 

          Over text I don’t write term papers.

 

          Texting isn’t for business.

 

          Texting’s like wearing flip flops at the beach.

 

          Email’s for business.

 

          Email’s like wearing a suit jacket at the office.

 

          Personally, in good weather I like to go barefoot especially on safe and vegan and peaceful private properties and laugh amongst others or learn or discover at a moderate meandering pace since healthy lifestyle’s long distance running as an anecdote.

 

          Yes, either slowly or fast or medium pace the Maya are taught to run 100 miles barefoot, if ever needed to pass any type of dire and important message or communications. Yes, barefoot running is almost the best way to go even on tarp or pavement. Barefoot running has awesome grip right below the toes on the feet pads. Barefoot running, one doesn’t run on one’s heels. There’s nothing lighter than to run barefoot. Plus, one clocks in better personal times while barefoot running than with any type of technological running shoe. Running shoes are all about technology.

 

          Yes, on my birthday month no matter how much I may annoy the intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans I do purposely text introductions and introduce people to each other to connect and go on and participate without me involved and with me completely “radio silence” for years or decades because intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans don’t ever trust what I have to say therefore intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans will go on and make tens of millions of dollars together and not worry to ever have any of us cross any specific paths especially not with me for any reason since my direct speech patterns seem to be vinegar to intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans.

 

          Personally, I was taught vinegar is truly healthy.

 

          Vinegar’s healthier than honey.

 

          The properties of vinegar are healthier than honey.

 

          Honey’s still sugar.

 

          Yes, for about a decade in the month of May I’ve been doing extremely private text phone introductions for all and any parties to meet and hopefully become great friends and partner up in healthy and equal opportunity capitalist and business ventures and respectfully and monetary succeed without having to directly communicate with me at all because the intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans don’t seem to trust I’m real and I have a heart and I’m naturally sweet natured and don’t lie unless I put myself on the line for others’ reputations and get more nervous by the second and make the lie worse which is obvious whenever I lie therefore I don’t lie. I don’t.

         

          Telling lies is one of my weaknesses.

 

          English enunciation of terminology is one of my weaknesses.

 

          Yes, I know what the words mean.

 

          Navigating by car is one of my weaknesses.

 

          Yes, I’m extremely direct in speech and conversation.

 

          Yes, I’m a terrible text speller and terrible text writer.

 

          Yes, I leave the intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans to get “filthy rich” together as well as wealthy to donate to sciences, mathematics and art and music education and nutritional vegan education and organic education in the public school systems.

 

          The past isn’t real.

          The past no longer exists.

 

          Thoughts aren’t real.

          Thoughts are liquid.

 

          No, I’m not a hopeless romantic.

 

          Yes, people tell me I’m more of a “hopeful romantic.”

          Is there such a thing?

 

          No, in life I don’t daydream.

 

          Yes, I have a million and one responsibilities each day.

 

          No, I’m not a god therefore I’m not a prankster.

 

          Yes, I’m “cheeky”.

 

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Directness in Direct Communications

Direct Communications is for

Brave and Intelligent and Humble Humans

 

          Yes, my direct speech style makes intellectual Caucasian Minnesotans extremely uncomfortable.

 

          Oh, well.

 

          The rest of the world doesn’t seem to get bent out of shape whenever they’re uncomfortable since being uncomfortable is part of the human experience.

 

          Please, get over being uncomfortable.

 

          Only first world citizens believe it’s their right not to ever be uncomfortable. Newsflash.

 

          My speaking voice is quite different from my “writer’s voice.”

 

          My writer’s voice is highly critical.

 

          My text voice is like my speaking voice which as a speaker I love to and tend to gush about other people.

 

          Yes, whenever I conduct text introductions to several parties at once then text’s done on purpose and with intent and mindfulness to speak truthfully and then completely let go and allow for others to make their own independent connections. Have fun. Cheers.

 

          No, I’m not jealous or envious of anyone. I’m not.

 

          No, I don’t personally consider myself “ugly” or anything derogatory.

 

          Yes, I’m extremely Indigenous in direct speech.

 

          Yes, my closest friends know I have “nerves of steel” and abundance in patience except around certain incredibly great smelling Caucasian men then I tend to lose my “train of thought” and trip over my own two feet (which rarely happens) therefore I stay away and will continue to do. Personally, I don’t need or want anything. Status Quo.

 

          Yes, whether people like each other or agree or disagree, it’s best to peacefully and calmly do positive conflict resolution.

 

          No, the text introductions aren’t about me.

 

          The text introductions are back story for all parties to be aware of not getting “lost in translation” then they can meet and have fun and get wealthy together and drink, eat and be merry and retire together in vegan organic communal living and bring about affordable food, medicine and housing to the rest of the country.

 

          Yes, my intellectual Caucasian Minnesota brothers are my intellectual Caucasian Minnesota brothers and not once have we ever talked about having consented sexual intercourse with each other much less ever French kissed or held hands or anything.

 

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Yes, I’m Incredibly Direct in Communications

 

          Yes, since 2005 my intellectual Caucasian Minnesota brothers have been angry at me for directly sitting down with them in front of each other and at the same meeting and by name directly addressed each and every male present to please directly consider marriage to me without being sexually attracted to me or I attracted towards the men and primarily to marry me for my safety as a woman of color. They said “no” and we continue with our friendships. Ok. “Water under the bridge.” “That ship has sailed.”

 

          No, I’m not manipulative.

 

          Yes, I’m thoughtful and extremely forward.

 

          Yes, thinking is the hardest work there is to do to learn, change, grow and if needed then shift gears to get back on the path we’re all chosen to be tailored to our specific lives for each individual.

 

          Yes, above all types of love I believe in platonic agape love.

 

          No, at this very moment I don’t hold a crush on anyone.

 

          Yes, I love the looks of men however I don’t seek any romantic relationships.

 

          No, most people don’t ever sexually arouse me.

 

          No, at this moment I’m not in love with anyone much less anything to consider moving across country.

 

          Yes, the Twin Cities, MN is where I reside and will most likely reside for life, unless...

 

          Yes, I’d like to be able to work out of Los Angeles at least one full month per year.

 

          Yes, I’ve already been invited to work in Los Angeles for the entire month of January 2019 however I don’t believe I’ll be able to get away.

 

          Yes, multi-culturalism is my set destination.

 

          Yes, my intellectual Minnesota Caucasian friends have visited and stayed as guests with my New England, MA Harvard family as well as Minnesotans have visited other New England, MA friends.

 

          Yes, Minnesota and Massachusetts know each other.

 

          Yes, my Harvard New England, MA families know my blue blooded Harvard group of male friends.

 

          Yes, Harvard’s graciously gone home with me to New England.

 

          Yes, the blue blooded Harvard gentlemen do exist.

         

          Yes, vegan and organic New England, MA born and raised blue blooded Harvard men and I none sexually dated and got to know each other well over the study of organic farming and Holistic medicinal medicine in the year of 2000.

 

          Yeah, Minnesota and Harvard and Massachusetts go way back two decades. Peeps know each other well. Extremely well.

 

          Yes, some of my best friends over the past twenty five years are Ivy League born and raised Japanese who live in Japan.

 

         

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          Yes.                                             

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

Word Count: 2,027

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,518 + 1,202 = 3,720 + 2,027 = 5,747

 

Thursday, May 24, 2018

 

“Better suffer an injustice than commit one.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Perspicacity (keen judgment, ability to see through)

 

He is noted for his perspicacity in analyzing a problem.

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          The United States of America’s Anthem:

 

          As of this morning I have it on good authority one isn’t ever required to stand up for the American National Anthem. Ok. Thanks.

 

          The American flag has nothing to do with the military or troops.

 

          The National Anthem has nothing to do with the military or troops.

 

          The National Anthem is about the American citizens and civilians.

 

          Yes, correct legally and by law as American citizens and civilians we may burn the American flag and no one may get fired from their jobs. Ok. Cool. Thanks.

 

          Yes, correct legally and by law as American citizens or civilians we may burn the American flag and no one goes to jail. Ok. Cool. Thanks. What a Republic democratic socialist country!

 

          By law it’s Americans’ legal right to burn down the American flag. Ok.

 

          One can sit or kneel or stand or not when the National Anthem is present. Ok. Thanks.

 

          For the next decade I’ll personally kneel whenever the National Anthem is present.

 

          The only purpose for which I’ll kneel whenever the National Anthem is present is due to “black” men murdered by police personnel.

 

          Yes, in August 2017 as a woman of color I was fortunate enough not to be murdered or raped by suburban Caucasian police who “snatched” or kidnapped me therefore I know the law isn’t on my side therefore for the next decade I’ll kneel for the National Anthem in solidarity against racial discrimination specifically done by the hand of police personnel.

 

          Unfortunately, as an adult of 41, I still consider police personnel our friends rather than a “police state.” Ok.

 

          Yes, each and every time I’ll kneel in solidarity for the very lives of “black” or “African American” men, I can only hope “black” men Americans won’t forget women of color and the brutality women of color face with police personnel. Thanks.

 

          Yes, for the past four years the black Muslim Americans have been followed and stopped and frisked or searched without any probable cause here in the suburbs of the Twin Cities therefore for the next decade I’ll kneel for the National Anthem.

 

          America’s “a” dangerous place to live or shop or run errands or publically and peacefully hang out especially when one’s any persons of color.

 

          America’s persons of color live through “The Reign of Terror II.”

 

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The Mayan Afterlife

7-9 Houses of the Underworld

 

          Yes, only in Mayan prayer form: have I ever burned many books with blatant told lies such as the book “Three Cups of Tea” or any plagiarists’ speeches such as “Last Lady’s 2018” copied speeches from former First Lady’s previous 2016 speeches Ms. Michelle Obama or Martin Luther King Jr.’s plagiarized Boston University’s doctorate dissertation as well as many plagiarist public speeches throughout his career (sigh) or H.G. Wells entirely word per word plagiarist novel.

 

          Imagine: If I were to plagiarize then I’d be hanged by the nearest lamp post right here in my own home state of Minnesota.

 

          The greatest aspect of Massachusetts is no matter what I write I shan’t be burned at the stake. Thank you!

 

          Wow. Personally, I thought the NFL had more power and pull than one ignoramus and hateful man such as president 2018 who squawks like ill mannered chickens.

 

          To be a woman is one thing.

 

          To be a man is another.

 

          Personally, I think president 2018’s hormones are off and most likely president 2018’s mind and brain secretes, too, much estrogen (female hormones).

 

          “The reign of terror II” by president 2018 is almost and nearly over.

 

          President 2018 is here only through the “blink of an eye.”

 

          President 2018 knows quite well when president 2018 “transitions” (Death, passes away) then president 2018 will be going straight into the Mayan underworld to answer to the Mayan gods for all of president 2018’s “familial corporate thievery.”

 

          Yes, president 2018 must seek out the correct and legitimate Maya Shaman doctors to learn how to get through the seven to nine houses of the Mayan underworld because the Mayan gods are pranksters and love to prank humans.

 

          Personally, I think president 2018 won’t make it beyond the Jaguar house or the Fire house of the Mayan underworld.

 

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          Suburban Hate Crimes against the Muslim Americans:

 

          The Muslim Americans are my surrogate family.

 

          The specific Muslim Americans have adopted me and I’ve adopted them. The Portland, Maine Muslim Americans from Somalia aren’t ever “getting rid of me.”

 

          As of this week Monday the Muslim Americans had our trampoline slashed with a knife right across the jumping mat.

 

          The Muslim Americans believe the hate crime perpetrators are the neighbors directly behind our familial properties.

 

          Personally, I don’t know who destroyed the Muslim Americans’ children’s trampoline.

 

          No, there were no eye witnesses therefore no one knows anything.

 

          Forget the trampoline. It’s not about the trampoline. It’s about safety for our Muslim American children.

 

          If anyone thinks or believes they can commit hate crimes then most likely such perpetrators believe they can commit bodily harm which we won’t allow for bodily harm. Property damage is one thing and direct bodily harm is another.

 

          Yes, the Muslim Americans called the suburban police and a case number has been administered to this particular hate crime. The neighborhood crime’s on record.

 

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          Quiet Food Rebellion and Social Change:

 

          Yes, America’s on the cusp of natural change.

 

          Yes, the best way to quietly and socially rebel against corporations and this 2018 White House Administration is to purchase organics, vegan, fair trade, non-GMO, cage free, grass fed, no hormones and bamboo made clothing.

 

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President 2018

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 self-loathes.

 

          No, I have no idea why president 2018 is such a brute without a soul.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 hates Mexican American children and their beautiful parents.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 hates military families and their beautiful children.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 hates transgender military troop members.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 hates any Republic’s democratic socialism.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is obese while the Muslim Americans and Mexican Americans and Caucasian low-income Americans make sure their children eat first while the adults go with very little food.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is guided by dark forces.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is terrible at business.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is an ignoramus about global diplomacy.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 doesn’t speak or enunciate proper English.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 makes use of hate speech.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is corrupt.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 thinks civics is business.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 doesn’t have an extensive vocabulary.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 doesn’t respect political opponents.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is a male chauvinist.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is a hater.

 

          No, I don’t know why president 2018 is.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

Word Count: 1,202

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,518 + 1,202 = 3,720

 

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

 

“The richest inheritance can become a burden.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Vantage (favorable spot or condition, advantage)

 

From my vantage point I could see all that was going on.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Aldi’s isn’t Nutrition:

 

          Aldi’s is mainly “garbage” food.

 

          Yes, I eat “garbage” food from Aldi’s whenever I’ve absolutely no money or there’re no other food stores around for miles.

 

          In the Twin Cities I don’t afford mass transit (expensive) therefore I walk, skateboard or drive.

 

          Aldi’s is for when one’s low-income and hungry and starving and “food insecure.”

 

          Aldi’s is the German company’s expired and leftover foods.

 

          Aldi’s meat is best not to ever be eaten at all for any reason.

 

          Aldi’s meat tastes like complete “garbage.”

 

          Aldi’s meat is the last food I’d eat on Earth unless starved.

 

          Yes, I’d rather fast (go with only water or tea) than eat Aldi’s food, any day.

 

          Aldi’s food and drink is expired drink and food.

 

          When will north, Minneapolis open up an affordable Co-Op?

 

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          Back Story:

 

          Hollywood’s Executive Producers Green Light:

         

          Graciously, I’m ever as grateful to get Hollywood’s Executive Producers permission and the “green light” to go ahead and write about Hollywood’s Maoris Peoples from New Zealand. Thank you.

 

          Hollywood, I’ll tell you anything you wish to know.

 

          Hollywood, I hold no grudges.

 

          Hollywood doesn’t want my film scripts.

 

          Hollywood wants my books. Ok.

 

          Hollywood and I’ve been best friends for exactly twenty-five years.

 

          Hollywood and I weren’t on speaking terms for the past seven years.

 

          Hollywood knows for the past thirteen years I’ve purposely kept my distance from Los Angeles.

 

          Hollywood wants me to think of safe business ideas. Ok.

 

          One week ago Hollywood and I got on the horn.

 

          One week ago Hollywood peacefully approached me and we’ve already “broken bread” over excellent and expensive and clean “junk food” local vegan foods in St. Paul, MN.

 

          Yes, there’s such a thing as vegan junk food.

 

          Mostly anything fried’s junk food.

 

          Summit Avenue and William Mitchell Hamline School of Law: Thanks.

 

          As of last week my stomping grounds are St. Paul, MN.

 

          Yes, I’m able to peacefully run errands at local vegan and organic Co-Ops and shop in St. Paul without any racial discrimination or sexual harassment. Thanks.

 

          Victoria Street’s remarkable.

 

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Local Vegan Organic Meals is the New Golf

Yes, Food’s Medicine

Yes, Time’s worth More than Money

Yes, Experiences are worth more than Money

 

No one shuns Hollywood

 

          Yes, since 2010 the modern socially posh and affordable kind humanitarian experience in business is to peacefully share in healthy vegan local foods rather than in golf.

 

          Yes, I spent over twenty years in some of the most exclusive and private country golf clubs in New England, MA and for decades I was in the restaurant. No, I don’t golf if I can help it however, I love to watch golf.

 

          Vegan food’s more complex than golf.

 

          Yes, for the past fifty years the multimillionaire Americans invest in local vegan and organics and non-GMOs and fair trade and no hormones and cage free and grass fed only meats or kosher, no pork, no pig.

 

          No, not once did I ever think I’d go back into business at all much less especially not with Hollywood.

 

          Personally, I thought once my documentary filmmaking career was over (2011) then not ever again would I go back into business especially not the entertainment business as a 50/50 percent silent partner with Hollywood.

 

          Golf’s fine, however.

 

          Hollywood’s got anyone who’s anyone in their back pocket.

 

          No one shuns Hollywood except me due to very good circumstances and reasons and logic.

 

          Hollywood’s free to be modern Hollywood since Hollywood’s Caucasian and white educated specifically in medicinal foods and holistic healing bodywork.

 

          No, I don’t personally care for Chinese medicinal herbs.

 

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No one Shuns Hollywood

Hollywood knows mostly anyone

 

          With the internet the new 21st century economic currency is social currency and Hollywood’s got the crčme de la crčme.

 

          No, personally I don’t ask to specifically meet or communicate with anyone other than Hollywood’s executive producers whose platonic smells I adore and already know and trust and wait to be given the green light or not.

 

          Hollywood knows I don’t send “fan letters” because to write is to be an intelligent being and I haven’t ever wanted to waste my words.

 

          If I were to write any types of letters (by post) then it’s only because I’m compelled to do so yet who writes letters?

 

          No one writes letters.

 

          Letter writing is considered a joke since the practice no longer exists. Plus, no one reads letters. I don’t, especially when hundreds of written letters did come in (2007-2008).

 

          We used to throw away strangers’ letters. The only time I ever sat down to read any letters is if the letters were written by Indigenous or Native American writers then the letters were worth reading otherwise people did send my former documentary film company their pictures and phone numbers.

 

          Care packages usually don’t go out with letters much less to strangers unless it’s the troops overseas.

 

          Hollywood knows I test the entire system by being a bit “cheeky.” Nothing’s too serious for laughter.

 

          Pranks can cause Caucasian people to either get insecure or direct or dismissive. I like to learn about Caucasians without having to actually interact with them since Caucasians don’t seem to understand the “struggle.”

 

          No, Mayan writers aren’t ever going to take the time to sit down and write any letters unless there’s something for which must be said and mostly who wants to say anything unless it’s worth saying such as clean water action.

 

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Vegan Food’s the new Golf

 

          To platonically gather over local healthy vegan foods or non-GMO or organic foods or fair trade tasty organic coffees is the future of platonic business meetings and none sexually harassing dating.

 

          When one sits down to any vegan or organic meal with another then one sees much about the others gracious enjoyment for the most vitally important aspects to life: excellent healthy affordable local vegan and organic foods and drink.

 

          Golf vs. Vegan food for business transactions, well, vegan food wins each and every time. Why?

 

          Who doesn’t love to eat excellent healthy local vegan foods?

 

          People rather eat affordable local vegan foods than play golf which golf takes decades to do well.

 

          Yes, I’d rather share in any healthy vegan meal than golf.

 

          Yes, Hollywood conducts platonic business with pleasure over local vegan foods since Hollywood wants to live to see 110 years of age. Ok.

 

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Hollywood only eats Organic or Local Vegan

          All Hollywood knows is Healthy Foods and Drink

Yes, I agree Vegan or Organic is the only way

 

          Hollywood wants my intuition and smarts and ideas and thoughts and business mind as a storyteller which storytelling’s obviously my path.

 

          No, I’m not a Holistic healer.

 

          No, I’m not a Holistic Shaman.

 

          Yes, I’m a storyteller.

 

          Yes, in Indigenous cultures storytellers are esteemed higher than Shamans or holistic medicinal healers since stories is what peoples listen to heal themselves.

         

          Thoughts aren’t real.

 

          Hollywood will establish goals to minimize sexual offenses in film and television production workplaces as well as aim for the goal to zero casualties of sexual offenses in any vegan establishments especially volunteers.

 

          In the near future vegan foods will be paid by American taxpayers’ taxes to freely feed any American children, youth and students on American soil three square vegan local meals per day or organics or non-GMO or no sugar or no hormone or grass fed only animals or cage free animals or fair trade foods and fair trade produce and fair trade vegan organic local drinks.

 

          In the near future vegan foods and drink will be paid by American taxpayers’ taxes to freely feed any American child or adult.

 

          Please, begin the 2018 process to pass local memorandums to pass bills into laws to set aside budgets to feed all children, youth and students three decent square vegan local meals per day. Costa Rica does it. Why not the United State of America? Yes.

 

          Costa Rican children, youth and students get three vegan square meals per day such as rice and beans and vegetables and fruits which is practically local vegan daily nutritional intake.

 

          The near future will be more like “Star Trek” in which peoples or workers or citizens or civilians won’t get paid to do work since mostly peoples will know how to program code therefore money won’t matter since money doesn’t matter anyway other than for shelter and food.

 

          Artificial intelligence will change income inequality.

 

          The first two-decades of this century are almost over.

 

          We’re in “The Digital Revolution.”

 

          Holistic America must do well by large masses of populations and not only by the multimillionaires or people who purposely choose to afford expensive local vegan organic foods and drink.

 

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Affordable Local Vegan Organic Foods and Drink

Ought to be Affordable to All Populations

 

          Hollywood knows very well food’s medicine since medicine comes from plants.

 

          Plants are more or less free for anyone to gather or hunt.

 

          Hollywood knows very well vegan organic local foods must be open to the free market and affordable to all and any citizens and civilians to purchase or preferably for free since Bit coin is begun to change the stock market exchange.

 

          Hollywood knows it best to legalize prostitution.

 

          Hollywood knows it best to nationalize organic vegan foods.

 

          Hollywood’s known it best to eradicate beauty pageants.

 

          Hollywood’s known it best to eradicate obesity.

 

          Hollywood’s known it best to eradicate stress.

 

          Hollywood’s known it best to eradicate football and soccer therefore zero head injuries.

 

          Hollywood’s known it best to nationalize free vegan organics and make local vegan organics mainstream.

 

          It’s already 2018.

 

          America’s fallen behind due to greed.

 

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Affordable Nationalized Vegan Organic Foods

No Hormones/Non-GMOs

All Grass Fed Meats

Cage Free

Fair Trade

Kosher

 

          In the near future when nationalized vegan organic local foods are free (cost zero to local citizens and civilians) then the local populations will be free to have time to think of better ways to improve our civics, voting, mathematics and sciences and architecture and free market economy and the arts and crime will be at a standstill as well as diminish racial discrimination.

 

          The reason why there’s petty crime is because peoples and families go hungry or go “food insecure” or consume vegan fast food garbage or commercial fast food garbage.

 

          American families with children make the least amount of income in America, 2018.

 

          American families with children don’t have any retirement.

 

          American families with children don’t have any savings.

 

          The near future will be more like “Star Trek” in which workers won’t get paid to work for money rather for free local vegan food and environmentally friendly shelter with clean water since the internet and computer program coding and innovative scientific advancements and creative progressive smart thinking will eradicate the need for money since taxes will pay for healthy vegan local foods and drink and there won’t be any need to purchase foods due to the fact work will be more about innovation and the arts and music and storytelling and “food as medicine” rather than grind away in any field for low wages.

 

          America has to make great change in order to heal.

 

          The entire structure of how workers work and free environmental housing and free vegan local food is possible to change through memorandums and local votes to allocate tax funds towards the education of healthy vegan organic local nutrition rather than “garbage” fried potatoes and empty calories without nutrition and hormone filled meats in school cafeterias.

 

          Food must have nutrients otherwise it’s a waste of time to eat.

 

          The exchange for taxpayers’ taxed future vegan organic local foods will redefine men and women and children and youth and students and future workers won’t have to get naked or undress or perform any sexual acts for bosses or other co-workers since food will be freely provided at school or places of work which holistic vegan organic foods ought to be free and open to all citizens and civilians such as in Costa Rica there’s no army therefore every child, youth and student has a right to eat three square vegan meals per day which the government budgets from taxpayers’ taxes.

 

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          Stalling… I want to get this right.

 

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Hollywood’s Maoris Peoples

of New Zealand

 

“Papa Joe” (Deceased)

Atarangi or Ata

Is the Daughter of “Papa Joe”

 

http://www.maorihealers.com

 

          Western medicine considers medicine a business. Ok.

 

          Let’s go with it.

 

          Medicine is for profit. Ok.

 

          The only way to begin this social movement and organic vegan revolution is through social change from Hollywood’s very own legitimate Maori Holistic healers and legitimate Shaman and legitimate Holistic doctors who only practice in the United States twice per year.

 

          If one ever needs to then please make it to the Maoris.

 

          Hollywood’s legitimate Holistic Maori healers have the answers when it comes to Holistic healing and Holistic medicine.

 

          Only look to Hollywood’s Maori and get direct references to seek American Holistic Shaman or Holistic healers connected through Hollywood’s Maori because there’re many charlatans.

 

          Hollywood’s Maori will be paid in currency. Yes.

 

          Hollywood’s Maori have proven to be true to form.

 

          We’ll begin with the trust of each other:

 

          Yes, this is the modern world therefore the legitimate Holistic medicinal Shaman and Holistic medicinal healers will enter the free stock market exchange and make holistic medicine mainstream since medicine’s been around for fifty thousand years and no one’s got a claim to medicine since medicine is a field and not property.

 

          Knowledge is free.

 

          Holistic treatment is now paid for with currency then the healers can made a decent living wage.

 

          One must be well versed and studied in deep tissue massage as well as combinations of foods for medicinal purposes.

 

          Yes, as of today the free stock market will shift over to affordable mainstream organic vegan local foods and affordable Holistic medicinal healthcare and healthy affordable “Kombucha” drink as well as free clean water for all American citizens and civilians, children, youth and students and workers and elderly.

 

          Yes, affordable organic vegan local foods are now the new mainstream since Americans like preventative medicine.

 

          Yes, affordable organic vegan local foods are now the new mainstream since Americans don’t seem to afford last century’s Western opioid pharmaceutical medications or mediocre racially discriminatory national Western healthcare.

 

          Holistic mainstream vegan organic food will once again become medicine rather than pay for overpriced pharmaceuticals opioids which opioids cause patients to go constipated.

 

          This is a new century.

 

          As of today we’ll begin to nationalize organic vegan foods through local referendums up for vote.

 

          By Western standards medicine is considered a business. Ok.

 

          Yes, from today forth each and any local legitimate Holistic medicinal Shaman or legitimate Healer will be paid in currency to do their vitally important medicinal work to make a suitable and sustainable living.

 

          Yes, I’ve been researching Shamans and healers and Holistic doctors for about 25 years.

 

          Yes, legitimate Shaman and healers will get paid in currency in the same way or manner as pharmaceutical Western doctors get a paycheck since mainly Western doctors are known to be bad at their chosen fields of expertise.

 

          Yes, legitimate Holistic medicinal Shaman work or healer work will be monetarily paid with currency preferably in dollars or local foreign currencies therefore legitimate Shamans and healers may make a decent and fair living wage in exchange for their quite necessary Holistic services.

 

          Yes, I reiterated.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

Word Count: 2,518

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,518

 

Friday, May 18, 2018

 

“Better a pushcart with your own money than a store with someone else’s.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Pedantic (making a show of learning, being formal or precise)

 

He is pedantic in all his actions.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Stolen Healthcare Benefits:

 

          Yes, there’s an entire multimillion dollar communications small private company in downtown, Minneapolis, MN full of “white collar” workers suffering as of Tuesday this week when the employees learned the miser accountant masterminded to steal and take away all of the employees’ husbands and wives and domestic partners and children’s healthcare benefits. OMG.

 

          The private communications company’s miser owner and miser accountant are stealing all of the employees’ healthcare benefits to save the company money then the owner may continue to illegally spend the private company’s money on terribly overpriced and ugly and unattractive menopausal commercial quasi art rather than strengthen the employees who bring in tens of millions of dollars in revenue for the company.

 

          Malfeasance.

 

          Instead of thanking the employees rather the company has given the employees a kick in the stomach.

 

          When terrible and inhumane decisions such as these are made then such business owners and their toadies go straight to hell in the afterlife.

 

          The Mayan gods will await these two Caucasian rich women to get their buttocks burned off in the first house of the underworld.

 

          Yes, in the first house of the afterlife if one takes a seat then the seats are made of hot burning fire.

 

          Yes, Mayan gods are pranksters. 

 

          No, I don’t mind going on national healthcare.

 

          What I do mind is little babies and children having their posh health care stolen and taken from them by two rich Caucasian women.

 

          Minnesota families suffer this week.

 

          What’s wrong with Minnesota rich?

 

          Minnesota rich are greedy.

 

          Minnesota rich love to watch others starve.

 

          Minnesota rich are stupid leaderless cowards.

 

          Minnesota rich make stupid decisions.

 

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          Hollywood’s Here:

 

          Hollywood knows I’m incredibly direct in communications and Hollywood doesn’t take any offense as to how incredibly direct I am.

 

          Yes, Hollywood knows I’m extremely “unpopular” in Minnesota due to extreme Indigenous racism therefore I’m to be a complete silent business partner and no one’s to find out I’m the silent partner.

 

          Hollywood knows my dream has always been to live in a respectful and intelligent and vegan or organic or wholesome creative and artistic commune or community living without ever having to take my clothes off or be made to feel like a prostitute or feel pressured to have sex with anyone in exchange for vegan food or recyclable and biodegradable shelter.

 

          Yes, I pray to Allah and the Mayan gods to bring immense and good financial fortune to Hollywood here in MN then I can make revenue and profits “behind the scenes” as a quiet business partner to donate.

 

          Muslim Americans have ideas about setting up Autistic medical care facilities in Somalia.

 

          After nine months of looking for communications work in Minnesota and applying for jobs to clean toilets as a “domestic worker,” Hollywood got fed up and called.

 

          Hollywood knows the Indigenous don’t do “isolation.”

 

          Hollywood knows the Indigenous are communal.

 

          Hollywood’s called, babe.

 

          Well, I’m not allowed to leave and find work in Hollywood.

 

          Therefore Hollywood came to me and/or us.

 

          Yes, I have absolutely no money of any type.

 

          Yes, Hollywood knows I have absolutely no money.

 

          Yes, Hollywood knows I don’t pretend to have any money.

 

          Yes, Hollywood doesn’t want my money. Thanks.

 

          Yes, Hollywood knows I work as a butler.

 

          However, Hollywood knows I have content and content is king.

 

          Yes, as of Wednesday this week Hollywood approached me to become 50/50 business partners.

 

          Yes, Hollywood wants my film scripts, however.

 

          More precisely Hollywood wants to partner up as a business partner therefore I have.

 

          Hollywood wants to be 50/50. Ok.

 

          Hollywood’s not greedy.

 

          Hollywood won’t steal my work.

 

          Hollywood won’t leave me penniless.

 

          Hollywood will platonically share vegan snacks with me.

 

          Hollywood’s known me for twenty years.

 

          Hollywood knows I keep my distance until now.

 

          Hollywood and I aren’t grudge-ful or revengeful.

 

          Hollywood and I are best friends.

 

          Hollywood wants me to make immense amounts of money.

 

          Hollywood knows I’m Indigenous and Mayan.

 

          Hollywood doesn’t want other Mayans.

 

          Hollywood wants this Mayan.

 

          Yes, I need Hollywood and Hollywood wants me.

 

          Okay, Hollywood, let’s make tens of millions of dollars.

 

          Yes, Hollywood knows I’m a “King Maker.”

 

          Yes, Hollywood knows I’m not able to make any money for myself. However, I can make others rich and famous.

 

          Let’s go. I’m sick and tired of watching the Minnesotan’s children starve or go “food insecure.”

 

          As of Monday I don’t know what happened?

 

          As of Monday the Cosmic toxic sludge waste changed and bright skies opened up.

 

          As of Monday “everyone” and their grandma have come out of the woodwork (text) and stand strong beside me. Ok.

 

          Well, Hollywood I’ll do my best by you.

 

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St. Paul Producer Faux Pas

 

          Yes, December 2017 I took the wrong advice from “Caucasian” Minnesotan males and learned Indigenous aren’t able to approach “Caucasians” in the same manner as “Caucasians” approach each other.

 

          Yes, summer of 2009 I was a volunteer apprentice for a company titled “Lost Staging” in north, Minneapolis, MN. (Great skateboarding.)

 

          Yes, I was literally the second in charge after the boss.

 

          Yes, I ran the books and business and private emails.

 

          Yes, I did scheduling and distributed payroll.

 

          Yes, I watched and worked as a volunteer apprentice then quickly became a true and tried friend to the boss since I wasn’t there for exchange of money or connections rather wisdom, knowledge and know-how about stage building while the boss had less than one year to live and pass from prostate cancer.

 

          Yes, with a seasonal staff of fifty smart and intelligent and capable crew and artisans and contract workers such brilliant individuals built the best and most secure stages in the world (from ground up to the roof.)

 

          Since the mortality rate was zero therefore I was specifically sent there and learn to build the best stages from the best and help run the best Midwestern stage company (in the world) as a seasonal “volunteer apprentice.”

 

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Faux Pas Happen I

 

          Yes, summer 2009 I was offered to do a photography shoot with a band called or named “Dave Matthews Band” and Mr. Darius Rucker (sp, terrible at spelling any names) however when I showed up at the HD digital video studio and waited for 15 minutes at “Studio A” then no one showed up therefore I simply took the afternoon off and skateboarded.

 

          Yes, I’ve been made responsible and been the last one to check all of the men’s crews’ stage work for national acts (especially the roof and beams) and be the one to give the green light to go or not to the boss.

 

          Yes, summer of 2009 I was offered to meet a one Mr. Prince at some Island? I don’t know. It might not even be an island. Is “Harriet Island” an Island here in the Twin Cities? I must have it totally wrong. I have to look it up. I don’t even know if it’s in Minneapolis or St. Paul.

 

          Anyway, something about a local musician not liking the way I looked as a volunteer apprentice therefore I was told to go and sit down by the Mississippi water front and I did for about four hours when a crane came to me and flew over and I did some of the best nature photography in my life.

 

          Yes, summer 2009 I was offered to do mass media photography at the press box with newspaper photographers therefore I went to the ticket booth and was told I wasn’t “on the list” even with full back stage pass access as crew and always serious instructions to go and climb to the roof’s side beams and be the last one responsible to rapidly check the work of the rest of the crew and be back to the “house” or main floor where the “sound board” and sound equipment is run.

 

          Yes, I’ve climbed spotlight stands more than I would ever care to again.

 

          Yes, I set up entire sound boards.

 

          No, for the “Dave Matthews Band” concert I wasn’t granted access to be able to do my volunteer apprentice therefore I video recoded interviews of the working staff and left and drove back four hours to the Twin Cities.

 

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Faux Pas Happen II

 

          Yes, summer of 2010 I was a volunteer apprentice for a master welder who was fulltime employee at the Guthrie Theatre (spelling) as well as part time employee as stage builder and welder for large national musical venues.

 

          Yes, at a private and undisclosed location in south, Minneapolis, MN in the Seward neighborhood for an entire summer 2010 as a respectful volunteer apprentice I refurbished and welded an entire former Guthrie stage and volunteered at a private organic garden and volunteered to schedule contract crews to stage projects and contracts in general as well as privately volunteer to look over the blueprints of stage setups for maximum safety.

 

          Yes, I was the second to the boss.

 

          Yes, summer of 2010 I was offered to meet a one band named or titled as “U2” however the backstage passes didn’t ever arrive on time therefore I didn’t bother to show up at the ticket window to be rejected therefore I wrote/blogged about how expensive the “U2” tickets were.

 

          In late summer of 2010 the welding master and his best friends at the Guthrie gave me a free ticket to some theatre awards show here in Minneapolis in September of 2010.

 

          Yes, I skipped out on the awards show and went in search of French fries and instead was asked to please platonically accompany a renown sound engineer to his home on a tour bus and ended up silently sipping on a natural beer while a child dined on midnight dinner with her nanny’s assistance and I waited for the sound engineer to change shirt and apply deodorant before we headed backstage for “Alice in Chains” at First Ave. I had no idea. I didn’t care. I didn’t know. I still don’t know. I still don’t care.

 

          Yes, I and an entire crew of a one Ms. “Ani DiFranco” (wrong spelling of the name) invited me to a Bloody Mary at the crew’s hotel rooms to none sexually and maturely hang out and talk mass media digital engineering.

 

          Nonetheless, the entire crew directly told me to my face because of whom I am, I wasn’t allowed to meet their boss even though the crew could make it happen at any time.

 

          The crew explained I wasn’t allowed to meet their boss because I was, too, kind even though extremely direct.

 

          The crew members told me they were “doing me a favor” not to get verbally abused.

 

          Most crew members tell me this even though I don’t ever ask to meet their bosses. I don’t care.

 

          Yes, I’m not at complete liberty to say exactly why, however.

 

          The crew explained it to me in direct and full detail and I warmly smiled at them and they understood I didn’t care so long as we got to talk about digital sound technology.

 

          Yes, some famous people have directly asked to meet me, however, the crews won’t allow for it. Okay. Thanks. Cheers.

 

 

          Yours Truly,

 

          Gabriel

 

Word Count: 1,886

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,065 + 1,862 = 3,927 + 1,886 = 5,813

 

Thursday, May 17, 2018

 

“He who needs the fire must fan it.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Abrogated (called off, annulled, nullified)

 

The treaty was abrogated by the invaders.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Hello. Hi.

 

Upload: 6:46pm CT

 

Happy Thursday!

 

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          Israel: May 1989-2018:

 

          Yes, “Hamas” is a terrorist organization or terrorist group.

 

          My only concern with May, 14, 2018’s Palestinian (69?) death count is the fact one-thousand or more innocent and peaceful Palestinian bystanders and peaceful workers and peaceful demonstrators and peaceful students and peaceful women and peaceful men and peaceful children were in the crowds at the border between Israel and Palestine.

 

          In other words: It wasn’t only “Hamas’s implants” in the crowd.

 

          Genuinely, on May 14, 2018 there were innocent bystanders.

 

          There must be other peaceful solutions.

 

          There must be another way to resolve conflict without having to ever shoot military bullets into any crowd of peoples of anywhere.

 

          Oh, I can only imagine military shooting bullets into any public crowd must be any horrific experience defending fence borders.

 

          No, I don’t have anything to say about how Israel chooses to defend the border between Israel and Palestine although for thirty years I’ve been informed Israel is run by orthodox “Zionist” Jews who in the streets publically and verbally shame little Jewish children if the children aren’t fully covered in full religious attire.

 

          Zionists supposedly are misogynists.

 

          Zionists supposedly are chauvinists.

 

          As for Palestine it would be appropriate not to shut off the lights or the water on the mainly Muslim civilian populations.

 

          As for Palestine it would be best to stay clear of any physical violence of any type.

 

          As for Palestine it would be best for Palestinian peoples to peacefully demonstrate without any weapons and to peacefully gather and peacefully assemble and peacefully march for their basic human rights such as electricity and water and food.

 

           As for Palestine it would be best for Palestinian peoples to peacefully create commerce (business) for their own benefit such as legitimately legally private business ventures to make revenue and profits to put into Palestinian educational public budgets and three free square meals for all children and students.

 

          The West Bank is in Israel.

 

          The Gaza Strip is in Palestine.

 

          Yes, in general throughout the world “Hamas” is considered hostile terrorism.

 

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          Hamas are considered human terrorist groups:

 

          “Hamas.” No, not “hummus.” Yep.

 

          “Hummus” is a dip or type of food. Yep.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans.

 

          Ok. Hamas.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans as a group for which is like most any other physically violent extremist religious sectors anywhere in the world.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans who may operate from anyplace, however in this instance more specifically about Palestine, 2018.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans who reside or work or commute in the Gaza Strip of Palestine.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans who either tend to bomb or destroy the fence between the border of Israel and Palestine without any guns in sight.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans who in general volunteer to be “suicide bombers” or such ridiculous ideas.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans who destroy rather than create.

 

          “Hamas” are/is mostly a physically violent extremist religious sector of humans who may utilize men or women with children to do physically harmful acts of public bombings as volunteer suicide bombers.

 

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          ZTE:

 

          ZTE cell phones are awesome.

 

          Most certainly I’d have to do in-depth research.

 

          Something about some type of business violations and president 2018.

 

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          Fashion Faux Pas Announcement 2011-2018:

 

          Ever since Thanksgiving 2011 “baby boomers” continually bring up the fact the zippers on either men’s or women’s jeans slide down. Ok.

 

          Modern times is a time in which zippers on jeans slide down and all generations across the board understand this therefore Americans wear undergarments or “underwear” in which throughout the day publically or suddenly adult Americans check for our specific jeans’ zippers to secure and make sure the zippers up. Ok.

 

          Dysfunctional modern fashion.

 

          No matter how expensive or inexpensive most jeans may cost mostly for the past seven years Americans are empathetic to difficult zippers on any type of new jeans, designer or not.

 

          Moving on.

 

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          Ella Fitzgerald:

 

          Ella Fitzgerald was a diarist and her story’s nothing similar as the depictions of any television series or films. 

 

          Yes, I love to read anything autobiographically written in the first person and from the person’s very own voice.

 

          Otherwise, who knows what a “biographer” will write about anyone, really.

 

          Yes, accurate autobiographies are awesome.

 

          Yes, accurate autobiographies make for fast reads even when the books written within historical factual context are about 800 pages.

 

          Yes, I’d like to spend my retirement reading autobiographies.

 

          Although, nothing beats a good short novel.

 

          The novel is the epitome of literary aptitude.

 

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          Stalling…

 

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“Juntas” were in El Salvador

 

“Sandinistas” were in Nicaragua

 

          What? I’m not supposed to know who I am.

 

          Au contraire.

 

          No, I’m not some “fantasized” ideal woman.

 

          No, I’m not perfect.

 

          No, I don’t care about “perfection” otherwise I wouldn’t ever write or blog with spelling errors and such.

 

          Yes, I know perfectly well who I am.

 

          Yes, I know perfectly well where I came from and where I’ve been and where I am and where I’m going.

 

          Yes, my Costa Rican Harvard Elders sent me back to Minneapolis, MN.

 

          No, I wasn’t sent back to the suburbs of the Twin Cities.

 

          Yes, I was meant to only stay in Minneapolis, MN primarily for the extensive community gardens and green spaces and private gardens and skateboarding and multi-cultural demographics and affordable housing and communal living and racial safety and general subway public transportation and culture and the arts amongst entrepreneurs and venture capitalists and attorneys no matter how much Caucasian Minnesota men tend to wrongly believe women past the age of thirty (30) don’t have any say or power in Minnesota.

 

          According to Minnesota “Caucasian” men, mainly Minnesota women under the age of thirty are considered more or less “sexually easy” or women under thirty are at men’s sexual disposal.

 

          Supposedly, the only power women under thirty have is sex and after thirty women have absolutely no power of any type. Ha.

 

          Yes, as early as 2006 my Duluth, Minnesota high school friends have visited me in Costa Rica and met my family and friends and platonic surfing brothers. Yep.

 

          People know each other.

 

          Yep, Minnesota people know pitch dark when the sun goes down while remarkably good guests in surfing villages amongst wonderful locals.

 

          Yes, the Minnesotans know my jungle/beach village.

 

          Yes, the Minnesotans know my jungle/beach peeps.

 

          Yes, in 2013 my six best friends from upstate New York forgave the very fact I’d ethically told on them to the private college’s chancellor in December of 1997 (correction on date) about the fact we had all contracted “scabies” and were placed in Quarantine for one straight month.

 

          Yes, I told on my upstate New York best friends since my friends had played campus god as Florence Nightingale and tried to heal their off campus “Springfield, MA” friends with scabies.

 

          Noble, however. I don’t believe in the endangerment of larger populations.

 

          As recently as 2013 we found our way back to each other and laugh at how funny it all was. Who cares? Nobody cares. We got over it.

 

          Mostly now my Upstate New York friends (Buffalo) have children and are incredible people doing incredible things in the world.

 

          Yes, my New England, MA friends have visited me in the Midwest and have met family and friends.

 

          Yes, my extended LA family of friends who work in Hollywood cinema know I didn’t get a hold of anyone when I was in Los Angeles, 2017 since most people were dealing with deaths and work and this and the other.

 

          Yes, most of my best friends of thirty years live in either San Francisco or in Barcelona and not once have I ventured out to vacation and possibly safely skateboard San Francisco, if at all possible.

 

          Most likely San Fran’s steep hills are quite dangerous to skateboard. I’m certain of it.

 

          Yes, every single friend I adore either lives in Duluth, Minnesota or in San Francisco or New England or Boston or Manhattan or Soho or Barcelona or Costa Rica or Los Angeles or Somalia. (As of right now one of my best male friends is in Somalia.)

 

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Birth Facts

 

          Yes, my birth father’s name is Victor Estrada from El Salvador.

 

          Yes, my birth mother’s name is Guadalupe Estrada from El Salvador.

 

          Yes, my birth grandmother’s name is Concha.

 

          Yes, there ought to be factual records as to when Concha worked at the “Venezuelan” consulate as a cook according to my adopted parents from Duluth, MN and Rockport, MA who learned according to Costa Rican orphanage.

 

          Yes, there ought to be factual records of Guadalupe Estrada who flew into Costa Rica in April of 1977.

 

          Yes, Guadalupe Estrada left El Salvador in 1977 after she took a bullet to the head and obviously lived and survived.

 

          Guadalupe Estrada left three Salvadorian children and one Salvadorian husband behind in El Salvador to take a plane flight to Costa Rica while eight months pregnant.

 

          Yes, factually Guadalupe Estrada flew into Costa Rica in 1977 according to adopted parents and orphanage.

 

          Yes, even though I’ve spent 18 years looking for records there must be records someplace.

 

          Yes, Guadalupe Estrada was factually married to Victor Estrada in El Salvador according to the orphanage.

 

          Yes, factually there ought to be records of Victor Estrada who was considered a Mayan peasant “freedom fighter” in the mountains of El Salvador according to adopted parents and orphanage.

 

          Yes, the orphanage told all of this information to adopted parents.

 

          Yes, they’re three older birth siblings in El Salvador.

 

          Yes, there’s one birth brother in Costa Rica.

 

          Yes, our younger birth brother in Costa Rica also lived in the same orphanage as we did only years apart after we were already adopted.

 

          Yes, we’ve been trying to get the three Salvadorian siblings out of El Salvador for nearly 18 years.

 

          No, I’m not allowed to set foot in El Salvador.

 

          If I were to set foot in El Salvador then there might be dire consequences…

 

          Yes, only once in 2017 I did considered a weak plan to have my Central American friends drive me into El Salvador as most of my friends and family drive or walk or private plane or public transit with me into foreign countries without anyone ever knowing I’m not a local since I look Central American and speak fluent Spanish and no one ever asks or checks my passport.

 

          No, sometimes I haven’t known I’d crossed into foreign countries until my friends or family have told me much later. Ok.

 

          No, I won’t venture into El Salvador.

 

          No, I have no business in El Salvador.

 

          Yes, I know about El Salvador.

 

          Yes, my birth father and birth mother are both 100% Mayan Salvadorian.

 

 

          Yours Truly,

 

          Gabriel

 

Word Count: 2,065

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,065 + 1,862 = 3,927

 

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

 

“The suspense is often worse than the ordeal.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Blithe (joyous, gay, merry)

 

Shelley called the skylark a blithe spirit.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Hello. Hi.

 

Upload: 4:31pm CT

 

Happy Tuesday!

 

Happy Ramadan!

 

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          No, I’m not scheduled to go to Duluth, MN for another 9 years.

 

          Yes, Duluth, MN is still one of the most racially dangerous places on Earth for me to visit.

 

          Yes, anyone who resides in Minnesota and looks anything remotely Indigenous or Native American must be extremely careful to live in great and grave danger of physical violence or racial hate or hate crimes or racial crimes.

 

          Yes, mostly Minnesotans are haters of the Indigenous.

 

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          A one Mr. Banksy:

 

          No, I neither go out of my way to meet a one Mr. Banksy nor do I pretend to know a one Mr. Banksy nor do I know the sound of a one Mr. Banksy’s voice nor would I know a one Mr. Banksy’s general smell nor penmanship.

 

          No, I don’t have a crush on a one Mr. Banksy.

 

          Yes, according to the written articles about a one Mr. Banksy is indeed and in fact male.

 

          Yes, a one Mr. Banksy’s art work is my favorite art work in the entire world.

 

          Yes, Mala Rodriguez’s work is also my favorite.

 

          No, I don’t have a crush on Mala since we don’t know each other from anything.

 

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Monday, May 14, 2018

 

          My 41st Birthday was the best birthday of my life.

 

          Yesterday, at 4:00pm I upheld my psychiatric appointment with a revered and wise and well respected and smart Minneapolis, MN eighty years of age psychiatrist at a private practice who on November 2017 implored to take me off of 5mg of the anti-psychotic drug known as Olanzapine.

 

          In November of 2017 as respectfully as I could I implored my psychiatrist to please allow for me to stay on the 5mg of the anti-psychotic Olanzapine until May 14, 2018 primarily for me to prove to myself I was either semi-psychotic or not.

 

          Well, my psychiatrist first knew in November of 2017 what I later came to find out and confirm on my own in May of 2018 which is I’m not at all psychotic or mentally ill therefore I don’t require any medications, however.

 

          As of May 14, 2018 at 4:30pm I’ve taken and transferred all of my medical healthcare business out of the racist suburban healthcare system and will place my healthcare in the hands of multi-cultural Minneapolis doctors and nurses especially for thyroid tumors.

 

          Yes, I found out if one isn’t psychotic or bipolar and takes anti-psychotic drugs then one faints and fainting “ain’t pretty.”

 

          With fainting one hits the ground hard and the falls hurt each and every single time.

 

          When one takes anti-psychotic drugs and one isn’t psychotic or bipolar then one begins to exhibit familiar signs of deadly and quiet cardiac arrest symptoms.

 

          After eight years (2009-2017) of hemorrhaging not once did I ever pass out or faint from the heavy loss of continual blood.

 

          No, I no longer hemorrhage at all since August 2017.                                

 

          Even though I don’t require any drugs, on May 14th, 2018 I implored my psychiatrist to please place me back on 10mg of Escitalopram (methamphetamines, speed) for neck and chin acne and slight #3 numb thyroid neck pain and weight loss for the thyroid’s sluggish metabolism and this and the other and temperature control.

 

          My doctor told me I wasn’t semi-psychotic on August 2017.

 

          On August 2017 I was suffering from “withdrawal” symptoms of 20mg of Escilatopram to nothing.

 

          On June 2017, I took it upon myself to quit all completely and on my own without the knowledge or medical direction I was supposed to reduce the dosage rather than completely stop. Who knew? Definitely not me. I’m not a medical doctor at all.

 

          For the third time, my psychiatrist informs me I was “snatched” by the white racist suburban police without having my rights read or without taking me to jail for verbally self-defending myself when I stupidly and extremely remorsefully made an immature “death threat” in gesture to threaten to kill my domestic partner who has 100 pounds on me by saying, “Oh, if I were to kill you then I’d put a knife in your back.” I couldn’t help myself. I’m a writer and have colorful language.

 

          No, not once and not ever did I make an attempt to get any knife of any type.

 

          Immediately I left the premise and placed distance between us except the mistake I made was to return half an hour from the neighbors to get a sweater and the racist police were at the front door. I became scared and peacefully declined to speak with the racist police then all hell broke loose and almost and nearly a year later I finished dealing with such an ordeal as of this week.

 

          No, I wasn’t detained rather I was “snatched” according to the psychiatrist.

 

          Yes, I do wonder what “snatch” means.

 

          Yes, I’ll have to look up the word “snatched.”

 

          Yes, it’s been made quite clear to me the only way to get a divorce in Minnesota is if women are physically beaten.

 

          Yes, a threat has been made quite clear to me I’m not to leave the Twin Cities for any reason otherwise three Caucasian family members will most likely do their best to have me placed in a mental institution for a prolonged amount of time even though I’m cleared and passed my nine month psych evaluations from August 2017 through May 2018.

 

          Yes, a threat has been made quite clear to me I’m not to leave the state of Minnesota otherwise three Caucasian family members will most likely do their best to have me placed in a mental institution for an extended amount of time even though I’m cleared and passed my nine month psych evaluations.

 

          Yes, for five years since October 2013 I’ve lived with the knowledge of having thyroid tumors and await further medical instructions.

 

          Yes, thyroid is most often than not misdiagnosed as bipolar, however, I’m not bipolar and I proved I’m not.

 

          Yes, I won my life.

 

          No, not once have I ever considered or tried to physically harm myself even though my half blooded adopted sister from the same birth mother and different fathers did attempt suicide three times in her teens.

 

          No, murder isn’t my cup of tea.

 

          No, pre-meditative murder isn’t my cup of tea.

 

          Yes, I love animals and dogs.

 

          Yes, summer of 2010 I spent the entire summer learning how to organic garden without killing a single worm.

 

         

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Script:

 

          Happy Ramadan 2018:

 

          Last week the Muslim Americans and I had terrible sinus colds.

 

          For one entire week we were legitimately ill from our ear, nose and throat.

 

          Today, the Muslim Americans and I (neither am I a believer of the Islam faith nor do I pretend to be Muslim) begun to fast from sunup to sundown for the next month then at sundown each day we feast and always have something small to eat before the sunrise.

 

          As of today there’s no “Shedan” “devil” here (most likely incorrect spelling.)

 

          As of today one’s own sinful deeds are totally upon the individual’s responsibility until the end of Ramadan.

 

          One must refrain from all sinful or hurtful deeds and murder happens to be on the list of most sins therefore we say Muslim prayers and daily fast for one continuous month.

 

          As of tomorrow and for the rest of my natural life, I’ll once more attempt to cut out all table top refined sugar and candy bars and any sugar sodas except for dark chocolates and natural fruits and agave.

 

          We fast.

 

          We fast for a month.

 

          Palestine: Monday, May 14, 2018:

 

          No, I didn’t expect to get sentimental and silently weep one single tear as the newsfeed showed video of Palestinian youth and students and workers murdered and attacked by one of the best trained armies in the world, the Israeli army.

 

          As for peaceful negotiations and a Two-State Solution between Palestine and Jerusalem as direct next door neighbors, peace would be awesome to see in one’s lifetime.

 

          Dearest peaceful friends and friends’ families as of this moment on the ground in Somalia, Ethiopia, Sierra Leone, Tanzania, South Africa, the Republic of Congo, Kenya, North Sudan and South Sudan, Egypt, Liberia, Lebanon, Yemen, Qatar, Dubai, Saudi Arabia, Iran, Turkey, Israel, Afghanistan, Pakistan and Israel and Palestine and any other nation I’ve forgotten where our friends and their families reside:

 

          Dearest peaceful and amazing peoples’ of Africa and the Middle East; the “real” American citizens and civilians who annually make an yearly income of $38,000 (dollars) per families of four mouths to feed and clothe per each household does indeed watch and read the news about overseas and abroad since our friends and their relatives and our American troops are on the ground in Africa and the politically turbulent Middle East and obviously many other parts of the world such as South East Asia:

 

          American citizens and civilians keep count of American troops’ annual suicide rate and death toll or death count and statistics as well as air drone strikes of local deaths in the damning collateral damage of 16 continuous year’s war.

 

          As the “real” Americans whose wages haven’t risen since 1954 alongside the rise in cost of living and the rise in cost of housing as taxpaying mature American adults we make sure the children always eat first before the adults do even though some of us have gained weight primarily only since I lived on high carbohydrate bagels and butter most of this past winter (2017-2018.)

 

          The Muslim Americans get thinner and thinner over the years.

 

          Unlike most Muslim Americans personally I bulked up this winter in case of injury throughout a long and bitter cold winter of shoveling snow which shoveling snow is the number one cause for heart attack due to the heavy lifting in which most Americans aren’t able to afford the recently badly revised National Healthcare Act’s costly premiums which are too expensive for “real” Americans as well as medication is quite expensive for most “real” Americans who live on $38,000 per yearly income per households of four with two fulltime working adults and 2.5 children.

 

          Here in America we keep an eye peeled for good news about the American government making sound global decisions rather than have our “president 2018” openly conduct “collision” and “obstruction” and “corrupt” business deals to line his personal pockets and the pockets of his already immensely grotesquely rich (not wealthy) family who utilizes the American government to negotiate illegal bankrolling deals rather than institute diplomacy and peaceful negotiations amongst any and all nations willing to participate in a peaceful state of ONE united globe or ONE united world.

 

          Dearest Palestinian Peoples; the American people conduct a moment of silence in your name and ask for the Palestinian people to please understand Americans aren’t okay with any type of presidential “corruption” overseas or abroad especially not Plutocratic systems or familial Oligarchs who eat out of the palm of the White House and who steal from the mouths of American babes in their mothers’ arms here in America and while on the ground families struggle while mainly our Mexican family refugee mothers and their children and immigrant mothers and their children of Central and South American origins get forcibly separated and “snatched” at the border from each others’ arms in the same manner as the Holocaust of 1938 in which 6 million murdered Jews were murdered by Hitler and Hitler’s Totalitarian Fascist Regime while the Jewish children were separated from their Mothers and Fathers.

 

          Americans understand Russian cyberspace attacks and Russian robot farms and Russian cyberspace trolls stole the American citizens’ and civilians’ election of 2016 and through corruption and “collision” and “obstruction” Russia “crowned” “president 2018” still withstanding “president elect” who has yet to be prove and be cleared of many illegal and corrupt acts by way of “collision” of general American elections and conspiracy to act upon the best interest of Russian foreign entities or foreign bodies.                                      

 

          Palestinian peoples; please keep the working “food insecure” Muslim Americans in your Ramadan prayers as we keep the Palestinian peoples in our Ramadan prayers throughout a month long fast.

 

          The Americans, we send our respect.

 

          Americans look to peace.

 

 

Word Count: 2,065

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,065

 

Friday, May 11, 2018

 

          Hello, all.

 

          Where have I been for the past two days?

 

          Out.

 

          Dealing with a major sinus cold and been in pajamas for the past two days.

 

          A winter cold is one thing.

 

          A summer cold is somehow worse than a winter cold.

 

          Well, wishing all an amazing weekend.

 

          See you next week for 5,000 words.

 

          Climbed into a cozy pile of blankets and am watching “Northern Exposure.”

 

          As of this spring, many Native American and Mayan arts have come my way.

 

          Sincerely,

 

          Gabriel

 

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

 

“Men become more brotherly during prosperity.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Bourgeois (belonging to the middle rank in society)

 

In Marxism the bourgeois population are the land owners.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Uptown, Minneapolis, MN

May 2018

 

Gang Physical Violence

 

          Within the past 24 hours Uptown, Minneapolis, MN gang violence has been brought to my direct and personal attention face-to-face.

 

          Yes, Uptown, Minnesota is near and close to my heart.

 

          No, I’m not personally able to afford to live or frequent Uptown, Minneapolis, MN since Uptown is “expensive” in the words of…

 

          Personally, I don’t know any local or national or international gang members.

 

          Nevertheless, I do know north, Minneapolis, MN prostitutes and “pimps” when I worked and did documentary film work in downtown, Minneapolis, MN and north, Minneapolis, MN the spring and summer of 2011.

 

          Yes, non-sexual field research work took place for one continuous year to conduct as far as downtown, Minneapolis tourism (clubs and hotels and bars) and prostitution according to interviewees and their own personal opinions on the subject matter of north, Minneapolis prostitution and the legalization of prostitution 2011 as well as taxed revenue specifically and only towards public education to offer free meals and free education for all citizens and civilians.

 

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Uptown, Minneapolis, MN

 

          Let me think…

 

          It’s been six years (2004-2012) since I’ve lived in Uptown, Minneapolis, MN.

 

          Yes, I do miss Uptown, Minneapolis, MN since Uptown is “my home away from home.”

 

          If I were to go anywhere in the world then it’s the local watering hole in which we all feel safe and comfortably peaceful amongst the local clientele who are mature and laidback and know how to have a good time and relax in public with a drink or two.

 

          Writing’s about good memory.

 

          No, I haven’t been to Uptown since August 2017.

 

          When I lived in Uptown, Minneapolis, MN from September 2004 through August 2012 in August of 2012 I was indeed followed through the streets of the very neighborhood I lived and frequented and participated as any mature and peaceful pedestrian directly walked right into the Co-Op while on my heels and approached the ATM directly behind me and the 5’4”, 240 pound man stood right over my right shoulder in which I could feel his hot breath on my neck and to the beloved Mayan gods my account had absolutely no cash to withdraw and in disgust the black man directly walked out of the store and continued down the street in a silent huff.

 

          For about a block the black man had been on my heels and decided to stay afoot of my heels directly to the ATM. I went about my business since I didn’t ever imagine the black man would rob me from inside any store in the middle of daylight rush especially not while in front of hundreds of people for witnesses with store cameras all around.

 

          The Mayan gods are incredible. I’m lucky there was absolutely not one single penny to withdraw from my bank account on August of 2012. I was hoping I’d have twenty dollars. However, I didn’t have any amount to withdraw from.

 

          Yes, according to some tribal North American Native American teachings the person who has nothing for wealth is indeed the richest person in the world.

 

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Periphery

 

          In the eight years (2004-2012) of living in Uptown, Minneapolis, MN there had been three local newspaper accounts of one murder and three different circumstances in which tourists were held at gun point and completely robbed across the street from “Calhoun Square” back behind by the parking lot car entrance and ticket booth, each time.

 

          Even though my flat was on 28th and Dupont Avenue locals hardly ever ventured as far as the 12 blocks to “Calhoun Square” unless to attend the cinema and not anymore beyond the 8 blocks from the former “Rainbow” which Uptown locals tell me is now a “Cub Foods.”

 

          In 2009 (I’d have to look up dates) I was followed for about five blocks by a 6’0”, 310 pound Native American man. I was walking back from the former grocery store (“The Rainbow”) with heavy paper bags filled with groceries and definitely and absolutely no cash in any of my pockets since all of the money went towards food.

 

          Neighbors and locals mostly didn’t ever venture beyond the UPS store on Hennepin or “Kinhdo” Vietnamese restaurant or the ACE Hardware store.

                    Mainly nothing bad ever occurred throughout eight years of Uptown living.

 

          Yes, I did take it upon myself to bi-annually frequent a former shop called “Heartbreaker” which carried some of the most beautiful and inexpensive brand new fine knit sweaters from a line of clothes called “Divine” which the affordable store used to stand down the street from Calhoun Square and the clothing store is no longer there. I always wanted to get up the courage to apply and work there since I adored the clothes which were well chosen by the store’s buyer(s).

 

          When the clothes were no longer in season then the sweaters went on sale for no more than $5.99 and the quality of the clothes were excellent and the styles and fashions were modern and outdoor rugged ultra-feminine blouses and dresses and sheer tops with tank-top under-layers and correct amount of ruffles and dainty materials with strong durability which could be thrown in the washing machine and no rips.

 

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Female Bicyclists

 

          In 2010 (I’d have to look up dates) I’d a gun pointed directly at me by a 5’5, 110 pound Native American man while I walked on the walk/bike path lane on Hennepin directly across the street from the Walker Museum’s offices on Groveland.

 

          Yes, I spent four years (August 2006-fall 2010) walking 4 miles per day yet I weighed nearly 173 pounds and didn’t ever take off any of the weight because I ate granola and one cup of granola has 800 calories according to the New England Journal of Medicine.

 

           Mostly from August 2006-fall 2010 I averaged about 4 miles of daily and workweek walks straight through the middle of “Loring Park” around 7:00pm by way of behind the Hyatt Hotel and across the street from the Caribou Coffee and Target Head Quarters and the IDS building.

 

          Uptown is awesome yet as early as 2004 many female bicyclists had been purposely hit by car drivers or female bicyclists’ purses or bags would be pulled off of their physical person by passengers in cars.

 

          The Uptown women bicyclists had deep and large bruises and marks and cuts to show the physical violence against the rugged and feminine female bicyclists whose only year round mode of transportation was/is their bicycles.

 

          As pedestrian women and bicyclists we looked out for each other.

 

          As pedestrian neighbors and pedestrian acquaintances we looked out for each other.

 

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No Prostitution Here

 

          Personally, on early summer mornings I was constantly asked if I was a prostitute and asked how much I cost.

 

          No, I haven’t ever been a prostitute nor am I one now.

 

          Even dressed in my rugged corduroys or rugged jeans and feminine pink flannels or graphic skateboarding t-shirts and skateboarding Puma sneakers as I went out-and-about early in the mornings in search of awesome local hot straight up black coffee while on transit on my skateboard no more than two miles away from my flat then mostly middle-aged white men or middle-aged Greek looking men in their outdated jaguars would slow down and drive right alongside me while I walked or skateboarded on the sidewalk and “alluded” (who knows how this word is spelled?) as to how much I cost without any hesitation to be direct. I usually placed flowers in the passenger car seat and walked off without a word.

 

          As it has been explained to me: in Minnesota Latinas are mostly considered or women of color are mostly considered automatically prostitutes.

 

          There’s no way to consider Latinas as writers or broadcast engineers or skateboarders.

 

          As far as I understand it, mostly Minnesotans believe Latinas or women of color are “all” prostitutes and therefore treated as such. Whatever.

 

          No, I couldn’t walk from my flat to get coffee on the corner of Hennepin and Lyndale without being solicited for sex.

 

          Automatically in Minneapolis my darker skin pigmentation supposedly says I’m a prostitute except for the locals know I’m pretty straight and narrow and a square in search of incredible drink and food for snacks rather than large meals.

 

          Fair trade pastries and coffee are my weakness.

 

          Mostly, while living an Uptown existence constantly while at stores I was asked to clean up messes or to take out the garbage or to help customers or I was completely ignored or given the “evil eye” by female waitresses or female hostesses whenever I went out specifically in search of Italian sodas which are some of my favorite, however, I haven’t had an Italian soda since summer of 2012.

 

          Uptown, Minneapolis, MN is the only place where I’ve ever purchased Italian sodas on the menus anywhere in the state of Minnesota.

 

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Uptown Street Art

 

          Yes, in many ways I gave up on frequenting Uptown cafes and restaurants, however, I did make a commitment to live in Uptown because I love the creativity of intelligent local artists who over the decades ride their bikes and wear gorgeous bright tights with skirts and also wear remarkably beautiful one-of-a-kind earrings.

 

          Yes, I made a serious eight year commitment to Uptown because the creative artistic street stickers on metal posts by local artists were remarkably political and talented.

 

          Yes, the street art and creative street stickers of Uptown, Minneapolis and the West Bank of Minneapolis is phenomenal pieces of intelligent creative work which inspire me to be further creative.

 

          The Uptown intelligent stickers and sprayed stencil creative street art is a modern phenomenon and one closely linked in the style of a one Mr. “Banksy’s” work.

 

          Yes, “Banksy’s” work is my favorite art work in the entire world. Yes, how remarkable to stay anonymous (unknown artist) all these decades.

 

          No, I neither go out of my way to meet a one Mr. Banksy nor do I pretend to know him nor the sound of his voice nor his general smell nor penmanship.

 

          Yes, according to the written articles about a one Mr. Banksy is indeed and in fact male.

 

          Yes, I wish I did anonymous visual art work, however.

 

          In writing workshops we were taught we had to put our name to any literary arts or to any writing whatsoever. Ok.

 

          Yes, Uptown sprayed stencil creative street art reminds me of a one Mr. “Banksy” and rather than relocate to London I revel in the incredibly beautiful pieces of local creative sprayed stencil street art work which brings a smile to anyone’s face with witty and intelligent visual art work and words or not.

 

          Yes, Uptown was a bit, too, physically violent and racially discriminatory for my taste.

 

          However, Uptown is a jewel of a place to be kept reasonably priced and adored and kept well and kept running by the locals and tourists since Uptown is the beating pulse of the Twin Cities simply because the artists live and work from there.

         

          Uptown is where it’s at even though the artists and middle income workers barely can afford the rise of lifestyle cost or expensive housing which is wrong to squeeze out the artists like hotdogs and intellectuals and workers when Uptown is the only home some professional artists known for more than five decades as well recognized artists, socialites and painters represented in TIME Magazine.

 

          Uptown no longer has affordable housing in which a studio apartment ought to cost no more than $500.00 per month with all utilities included since limited space is limited space and cramped living quarters no matter what the layout of a studio apartment.

 

          A one bedroom ought to go for no more than $650.00 per month to $730.00 per month with all utilities included otherwise its highway robbery.

 

          Wages haven’t gone up since 1954 therefore affordable housing ought to be an American right such as healthcare is a right.

 

          Discretely, as always I’ll ask around about Uptown.

         

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

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Word Count for this Week: 2,029

 

Friday, May 4, 2018

 

“Even the birds in the air despise a miser.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Vapid (empty, insipid, spiritless)

 

His vapid remarks had no influence on the people.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Parental Permission vs. Disney Movies:

 

          Yes, throughout the years, the Muslim Americans and I discuss Disney films.

 

          No, the Muslim Americans’ children aren’t allowed to watch any Disney films.

 

          Most black Americans or African Americans or Muslim Americans I’ve ever met since 2009 don’t allow for their children to watch any Disney films.

 

          Yes, mostly black American parents express their concerns about constant “happy endings” or specifically about how “no one lives like that.”

 

          If I’d been blessed with children then I wouldn’t have allowed for children to watch Disney films until much older rather than in their formative years.

 

          The Muslim American women guarantee non-parents also get a say about the public behavior or conduct of children in general since most adults pay property taxes which such taxes go towards public schools.

 

          As a property caretaker I don’t seem to bring myself to pick up children’s small doll’s head because the story of how the doll’s head appeared there must be an awesome story.

 

          As a property caretaker for two days I didn’t seem to bring myself to pick up children’s dropped laundry because the story of how the children’s clothes appeared there must be an awesome story.

 

          The children dropped clothes for an entire length of a block.

 

          It’s windy country.

 

          The only real clean place in the Midwest is downtown, Minneapolis since the “Goodwill Ambassadors” clean up downtown.

 

          As for the rest of the windy Midwest we do the best to keep up with property garbage even though wind is wind.

 

          Windy is windy.

 

          No, I no longer volunteer to pickup any block neighborhood garbage, (2002-2016).

 

          Yes, garbage says, “we’re here.”

          Personally, I fell in love with “children’s garbage”.

 

          One can tell exactly where the children have been. Ha.

 

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Peaceful Lifestyle

 

          Yesterday, for the first time in about nine years (2009-2018) I completely blocked out a child who screamed for about five seconds and stood about 15 feet away from me.

 

          We stood and soaked in the sun and smiled at one another.

 

          We greeted each other.

 

          The Muslim American women tell their children not to scream.

 

          The Muslim American women’s children immediately obey.

 

          Oh, my regular hormones are finally mine once again. I give thanks and praise.

 

          The “Buddhist Sanskrit meditation” sitting in the “Lotus Position” must be working or otherwise I’m once again myself happy-go-lucky fulfilling responsibilities without a care in the world and nearly and almost completely blocking anyone or anything out since mostly potentially nothing is to be taken personally unless directly in communications with another face-to-face.

 

          Yes! My hormones are quiet.

 

          Yes! I won this terrible disease of uterine fibroid tumors through eight years (2009-2017) of continual growth of uterine tumors and surgeries.

 

          For women who have calm pregnancies then mostly the pregnancy hormones go towards the nourishment of the literal fetus.

 

          For women who aren’t at all pregnant yet pregnancy hormone liquids excrete (emit, send out, expel, ooze, leak) or secrete (exude, ooze, emit, produce, squirt) when massive uterine tumors press against the walls of the uterus signaling the body there’s mass inside the uterus therefore such mass must be nourished, however and still yet there’s no fetus to support or feed or nourish only tumors which healthily live and thrive therefore the fetus pregnancy liquid hormones go all over the body rather than directly to the womb and the pregnancy liquid hormones continue to circulate throughout circulatory system of the body making the body bloated and swollen and inflamed with serious nerve ending pain which I doubt pregnant women get severe nerve ending pain. When I was pregnant I felt no nerve ending pain.

         

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“Quiet the Mind” Meditation

In the “Lotus Position”

 

          Let’s cover the basics:

 

          There’s only one singular “inner voice” which sounds very much the same as our verbally out loud speaking voice to another person.

 

          There’s only one singular “inner voice” which sounds very much the same as our speaking voice into a recording device.

 

          Usually most people write the way they speak.

 

          In life one doesn’t hold anymore than one speaking voice.

 

          How do I explain?

 

          When one speaks then there’s no possibility of multiple different voices coming out of one’s mouth.

 

          Only one vocal voice speaks per one mouth at a time.

 

          No, neither do most people nor I ever see lights or “streaks of colors of lights” when we listen to music.

 

          If I were to literally see invisible sound suddenly turn color then I’d probably fall over.

 

          If I were to see different “streaks of colors of lights” when musical sound plays then it’s only imagined in “my mind’s eye.”

 

          Whenever I imagine I see musical sounds in color then it’s only because one musical theory exercise we were taught to think differently about musical sound such as in color even though not once in my life have I ever literally seen the breath of any musician turn color.

 

          Mainly, I can imagine the “color wheel” of hot or cool musical sounds as an imaginary analogy to sound waves.

 

          Breath is clear and sound is mostly invisible unless seen through sound waves.

 

          However, when I hear music I hear musical sounds and I can either picture or think of musical notes written on sheet music.

 

          When one sings then suddenly two different types of sounds don’t all at once come out of one mouth.

 

          Verbal speech or song is usually only one singular voice unless one’s an extraterrestrial of some type.

 

          Finally, I’m average intelligence.

 

          My thoughts think one word at a time in the same way in which I speak.

 

          No, there’re no ramblings in my mind otherwise truly I wouldn’t be able to concentrate to write with logic and reason.

 

          Writing’s all about logic and reason.

 

          No, there’re no jumbled thoughts here.

 

          It’s obvious I think one word at a time.

 

          No, there’s no screams or shouts in my mind otherwise the thought process would be incredibly obnoxious to do.

 

          No, there’s no screams or shouts in my mind otherwise truly I wouldn’t be able to concentrate to write anything down.

 

          No, most people don’t hear two or more “inner voices” otherwise please consult a medical professional.

 

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One Voice

         

          Writing about “Buddhist Sanskrit meditation” specifically sitting in the “Lotus Position” is quite difficult to write about since such a subject requires much definition and terminology and description and basic outliers for most readers to land on the same page.

 

          Okay, no matter how smug Caucasian Westerners get about “meditation” then one must know one’s singular “inner voice” will peacefully guide one through meditation and mostly the singular “inner voice” is one voice for which keeps lists and thinks of things as mundane such as “what to prepare for dinner?”

 

          The singular “inner voice” is quite basic and doesn’t hold any grudges or judgments since the singular “inner voice” is more concerned with finishing tasks or keeping track of basic time or responsibilities.

 

          Mostly the singular “inner voice” isn’t smug or careless or cruel or mean.

 

          Mostly the singular “inner voice” is caring and significantly wise with thoughts of basic timing or scheduling of lifestyle and events or passage of immediate time and thinking about passage of near immediate life as life unfolds over time.

 

          Mostly the singular “inner voice” doesn’t think about aging or death or anything morbid.

 

          Mostly to go completely silent in one’s mind would either be a feat of heroism or insanity not to hear one’s “inner voice.”

 

          When we’re quiet is when we mainly hear our singular “inner voice” thus the singular “inner voice” must be trained to be kind and an excellent friend to the self or the id.

 

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Meditation is Work

 

          Sitting meditation in the “Lotus Position” neither completely silences the mind nor silences thought process.

 

          One continually thinks unless we’re dead or asleep.

 

          Can one imagine a silent vacuum of no sound in one’s mind or in one’s surroundings? One would be asleep.

 

          The whole point to sitting meditation is to concentrate on one’s breathing and one’s posture.

 

          The entire point to sitting meditation is to quiet one’s singular “inner voice” and to not notice whatever is in the background for environmental sounds and to slow down the breathing and heart rate.

 

          No, sitting meditation doesn’t take away one’s problems.

 

          No, sitting meditation doesn’t create any vacuum of silence especially when a dog licks one’s feet.

 

          No, there’s no absolute silence anywhere in the world when the wind blows or traffic sounds or the furnace or this or the other.

 

          The whole point is to quiet the “inner voice” and do nothing except take some awesome time for the self to learn to practice purposeful breathing and purposeful posture in the “Lotus Position.”

 

          No, sitting meditation doesn’t make someone richer, or more attractive or famous, not for which I know, anyway.

 

          No, sitting meditation is to mainly be verbally quiet and find inner quiet to be mindful about posture and breathing.

 

          No, there’s no an immediate answers as well as problems don’t solve themselves through sitting meditation, however, there’s a quiet calm over the entire body when one slows down the circulatory system and breathes and sits in straight rod posture as the central nervous system reconfigures new fired off neurons transmitting signals to change.

 

          Yes, Buddhist monks are regular people and within recent modern times taken to prostitution and alcoholism.

 

          Yes, even Western Caucasians who do sitting meditations can be extremely angry individuals and scream and shout when they communicate face to face.

 

          Yes, even Caucasians who do sitting meditation can be extremely conniving or manipulative about the practice of Buddhism.

 

          Yes, sitting meditation is personal and one doesn’t have to share anything about one’s personal sitting meditations with others.

 

          Yes, sitting meditation is a breathing prayer.

 

          Yes, sitting meditation is a dance prayer.

 

          Yes, sitting meditation is another extracurricular activity.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

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Word Count for this Week: 1,654 + 1,790 = 3,444 + 1,679 = 5,123

 

Thursday, May 3, 2018

 

“The fault-finder will complain that the bride is too pretty.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Plausible (seemingly true, reasonable, trustworthy)

 

His excuse for being late was acceptable as plausible.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Correction from “fare” to “fair.”

 

          Ah, English. English mainly sounds the same as many other different words yet the spelling is completely different.

 

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          Corrections on dates were made.

 

          Corrections and main basic edits or misspellings were made.

 

          English as a Second Language adult.

 

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          Literary Thoughts:

 

          Art is the sophistication to civilize any wild beasts.

 

          Well, Indigenous Central American female life expectancy is 68.

 

          However, I hope to live to see 80.

 

          By the time one turns 40 then there’s no reason to ever “take one’s life” in general therefore one must go forward and age with grace and see what wisdom life has to offer.

 

          As far as wealth is concerned, one doesn’t generally take their wealth with them when one seizes to exist. Ha. What a cruel joke.

 

          Aside from the basics of “placing a roof over one’s head” and “putting food on the table” there’s also the joyous celebration to be creative and create art with canvas and oils or musical instruments or computer graphics or writing or dance or theatre or media.

 

          Aside from the toil of life’s work most humans enjoy the ability to intelligently think for themselves and “step outside the box” and produce any type of creative disciplinary creations within the main basic disciplinary art structures.

 

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Finance vs. Charity

 

          “Self discovery” is a weeklong spa.

 

          “Self discovery” is a three weeklong quiet retreat.

 

          “Self discovery” is taking up a drumming class.

 

          “Self discovery” is learning how to make homemade hummus.

 

          “Self discovery” is spending time in the great wilderness.

 

          Art is disciplinary mediums.

 

          Art is weekly discipline.

 

          Disciplinary is art work.

 

          Art work is work.

 

          One can age with the passage of time, however, not get feeble.

 

          Yes, I can see myself as a writer until the end of my days.

 

          Once one is given a talent or a skill or ability then one doesn’t squander skill away.

 

          Yes, it’ll be awesome to be done writing a weekly private citizen’s blog for public read.

 

          No, I don’t hate blogging.

 

          No, I don’t hate writing.

 

          Personally, I don’t like to publically write.

 

          However.

 

          Nonetheless, my good reasons for writing a blog or good reasons to take self portraits as a photography series to get better at digital photography which mainly has to do more so with a strong Indigenous spiritual belief system to portray Indigenous women in some type of intelligent literary and visual medium in communications form.

 

          Especially when Indigenous women in the arts don’t make much or any money unless involved in big budget projects or philanthropically financially invested in Indigenous female art which is rare for most or any female artists to have any financial support or financial backing yet Indigenous female artists will create with financial support or not because creation is of the highest form of grace or highest form of sophistication whether anyone likes or agrees with artistic license.

 

          “500 Years” is a documentary about Guatemalan Maya genocide in 1982. I carry the film around close to my heart.

 

          “Mayan Hands” is a company by Guatemalan Mayan women who create beautiful fashion accessories. I carry the beautifully embroidered goods close to my heart.

 

          Hoping and waiting for “affordable” production of fashion design of Salvadorian Mayan clothes.

 

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Financing Produced Art

 

          Indigenous female artists don’t look for charity.

 

          Indigenous female artists look for stable finance as any male artist does.

 

          Indigenous female artists look to sell their work no differently than male artists to carve out a decent wage or decent living and career and profession for themselves.

 

          The creative work of any Indigenous female artist is always bigger than herself.

 

          The creative art work of any Indigenous female artist isn’t about herself rather about the times for which she lives in.

 

          The major contribution of any Indigenous female artist is to record the times and place for which she’s born into.

 

          The public creative or artistic work of any Indigenous female artist is a major contribution to selflessly share any ideas or thoughts with others.

 

          Art isn’t ever selfish.

 

          Art is a contributor to further civilization.

 

          Art isn’t ever a “people pleaser.”

 

          The creative art work Indigenous female artists create is important since art isn’t about the artist rather art is about the art work or the creative mediums in which female artists practice.

 

          Most female artists go along and create at their kitchen tables or screened-in back porches or any little nook of any room female artists may find to call their own space for their “work spaces”.

 

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2000-2018

Indigenous Female Artists

 

          In 2000 when I professionally started out in the entertainment industry there were hardly ever any Indigenous female faces to be seen.

 

          As a trained writer and photographer I found it my responsibility to intelligently create through artistic mediums even when no one would pay or purchase the literary or visual art or creations as a Maya Indigenous female artist creator of words and pictures I have a responsibility to represent.

 

          My purpose as a writer and as a creative human is about exposure to different ideas and cultures which the most successful cultures are cultures with high levels of multi-cultural demographics.

 

          Yes, my ultimate goal is to privately write and publically publish novels (ages 43-53) for a decade then for another decade write film manuscripts (ages 53-63) then publically publish books of poetry (ages 63-73).

 

          One can write about one novel per year.

 

          Most novels aren’t any more than 250 total finished pages.

 

          Personally, I like 150 pages to a novel and not much more.

 

          Also most film scripts are about 120 pages.

 

          How many film scripts is it when one averages about five pages of writing per day?

 

          5 pages X’s 5 days = 25 pages.

 

          25 pages X’s 4 weeks = 100 pages.

 

          About 5 weeks to complete one film script.

 

          Plus another week to do any major edits or rewrites.

 

          6 weeks total to write 120 pages.

 

          365 days per year - 30 days - 30 days - 30 days (summers off) = 275 days of writing divided by 42 days (6 weeks) of writing one single film script = 6.5 film scripts per year X’s ten years = 65 film scripts.

 

          One Haiku or one stanza poem per day per five days per week per month per ten years. Ha.

 

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“Quiet the Mind” Meditation

In the “Lotus Position”

 

          Well, on-and-off since approximately 1992 (eighth grade) and 1994 (tenth grade) I’ve been practicing either relaxation breathing techniques and exercises or Ti-Chi movements or sitting “Buddhist Sanskrit Meditation” to quiet the mind.

 

          No, my mind doesn’t ever race.

 

          Only Caucasian people tell me supposedly my mind races, however, my mind doesn’t race. I’m constantly present. What else is there to life? Typing takes concentration and rhythm and moderate speed.

 

          Yes, I like to get plenty of sleep.

 

          Yes, I’m well disciplined in the hygiene of sleep.

 

          No, I don’t stay up and create art unless one a decade I have a large enough space in which I may explore possible modern dance movements without being stared at otherwise the decades go by and most of the creative work I do is sitting down at a computer even choreography gets written out on the computer rather than actually dancing-out the steps to choreography.

 

          Whenever I seldom dance then such any dance isn’t about my vagina or sexuality rather dancing is about releasing energy or saying prayers and expressing spirituality to the Gods.

 

          Dance is like jazzercise classes.

 

          One gets to sweat out a prayer similar to “sweat lodge”.

 

          No dancing isn’t the same activity as consensual sexual intercourse.

 

          Yes, I’m average intelligence to have one single thought at a time.

 

          Two thoughts at once? Impossible.

 

          Really, some humans hold more than one “inner voice” (the same as one’s speaking voice) then please consult a medical professional.

 

          Doing “Lotus Position” Buddhist meditation is hard work on the body.

 

          No, I’m not a Buddhist American.

 

          No, I don’t practice Buddhism.

 

          Yes, I practice Sanskrit Buddhist sitting meditation techniques and breathing exercises in the “Lotus Position.”

 

          No, not any type of sitting meditation completely creates a vacuum of silence.

 

          Complete silence isn’t natural.

 

          No thoughts or no ideas are rather unnatural.

 

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One Inner Voice

 

          The singular “inner voice” is continuously at work to make lists or this or the other thing.

 

          No, the “inner voice” isn’t destructive.

 

          Yes, my “inner voice” speaks in the same manner as to which I actually verbally out loud directly speak to another person.

 

          No, I’m not into manic episodes to doing anything.

 

          My body doesn’t do manic.

 

          My body likes to pace itself like a long distance runner unless literally I publically walk then I walk NYC style.

 

          No more than one hour of meditation is necessary per day.

 

          Mainly, “Buddhist Sanskrit Meditation” occurs in the “Lotus Position” with arms out and forefinger and thumb touching.

 

          Now, I don’t want anyone to be disappointed at how difficult it is to quiet our one single “inner voice.”

 

          The whole point to any type of sitting meditation is to sit in complete silence yet the purpose isn’t to “silence” the “inner voice” since such any feat of heroism is nearly impossible.

 

          The entire point to practicing “Quiet the Mind” sitting meditation is to focus on one’s breathing and to hold good posture while seated in the “Lotus Position” for nearly up to an hour.

 

          Most non-extra terrestrial meditation is geared towards the focus of breathing and posture and nothing much more else.

 

          Most breathing and posture meditation has nothing to do with making contact with extraterrestrials. 

 

          Yes, it’s been explained to me the reason why Westerners do sitting meditations is to get in contact with extraterrestrial life form.

 

          No, I don’t do sitting meditation to make contact with any extraterrestrial life form.

 

          The reason why I choose to do sitting meditation is to keep a conscious or mindful attitude about my breathing and “Lotus Position” posture which is quite a lot of work to maintain great “Lotus Position” posture.

 

          Mainly, the reason why I began to once again do sitting meditation is to “Quiet the Mind” and to sharpen the mental skills to not ever allow for anything or anyone to bother me which nothing much bothers me now.

 

          The main purpose to do “Quiet the Mind” meditation is to practice mindfulness by holding good posture and breathing.

 

          The reason why I do sitting meditation through posture and breathing is to work on my terrible posture and flexibility.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

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Word Count for this Week: 1,654 + 1,790 = 3,444

 

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

 

“God used the principles of nature to create language, and the principles of language to create Man.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Orthopedics (science dealing with prevention or correction of deformities in the skeletal system)

 

Some physicians specialize in orthopedics.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

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          Clean Heroin Needles:

 

          Please, for the love of anything humane dispense free and new and clean needles to any heroin addicts and don’t ever judge what heroin addicts go through because it seems like torture.

 

          Yes, the government ought to set aside budgets for which new and clean needles ought to be dispensed as any respectable and wise public service to the demographics at large.

 

          One needle exchange between parties is enough to contract HIV and develop into AIDs and there’s no need for another AIDs epidemic.

 

          Safe than sorry.

 

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          E-cig:

 

          Two days after I began to consume e-cigs I had to stop because the pain directly behind the belly button was a bit much.

 

          Yes, I’m back to smoking 1 to 3 American Spirit 100% tobacco cigarettes without any preservatives.

 

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          Stand-up Desk:

 

          Personally, ever since April 2018 I’ve once again begun to sit down on a high chair stool rather than to stand on average five hours per day at a stand-up desk while at computer work or typing.

 

          The latest research shows how standing for long periods of time over the years is incredibly bad for the heart and standing can lead to cause heart attack therefore I’m once again sitting down to do computer work. Ah. Wonderful.

 

          Since February 2013-April 2018 I stood for five years and I love being able to sit down once more.

 

          Since I no longer have any signs of Carpal Tunnel Syndrome then there’s no need to ever again stand for any reason I can think of.

 

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          Non-Muslim American:

 

          No, I’m not any type of Muslim American convert nor do I have any plans to convert to Islam anytime soon.

 

          No, I don’t ever feel any type of pressure to turn Muslim or to convert to Islam.

 

          Yes, Muslim Americans do have more Civil Rights and Civil Liberties than Middle Eastern Muslims.

 

          No, I’m not Muslim American.

 

          No, I’m not Jewish American.

 

          Yes, I’m Mayan American.

 

          No, I’m not “Atheist.”

 

          It’s been brought to my direct and personal attention I have the wrong English terminology.

 

          “Atheism” believes one is one’s own God.

 

          No, I don’t believe I’m any type of God(s).

 

          Yes, I’m considered “agnostic”.

 

          Yes, as an “agnostic” American each August since 2010-August 2017 I’ve made annual verbally out spoken Mayan prayers except this year I’ll silently pray in the same manner as one decade of weekly “visualization meditation” sessions to quietly sit in the “Lotus Position” and think-away physical disease or think-away physical pain or to think-away thyroid tumors.

 

          No, as any mature adult I shan’t ever again for as long as I live verbally out loud verbalize any type of Mayan prayers to create vibrations. The time has now come and gone. The time is now over. I fulfilled seven years of out loud Maya prayers. My “catechism” is now done.

 

          Evangelicals are also taught to say out loud forms of prayers.

 

          Personally, I don’t like to have to say any verbally out loud spoken prayers (August 2010-August 2017) since spoken prayers are an art form to say any decent prayer takes practice and years and years of conditioning. I’m terrible at saying beautiful prayers. I mainly speak what’s on my mind in the moment in the same way or form or manner in general “Buddhist Sanskrit meditation” is random thoughts about anything one thinks about without any delusions simply, random thoughts which come to the forefront of the mind.

 

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Seldom Practice

 

          Yes, my favorite prayer is “The Lord’s Prayer.”

 

          Mainly, because I grew up in the Episcopal church and attended church from 1987-2006.

 

          Personally, I don’t like to weep in public unless occasionally drunk (once a decade) from hard liquor which the last time I publically wept was in 2004 with a large group of women at a watering hole.

 

          Personally, I don’t like to cry in public unless under the influence of “Oxy-Contin” (August 2010-October 2013) (correction on date) (once while driving wept on November 15, 2012) or under the influence of horse tranquiller (August, 2017) otherwise crying in general especially in public isn’t any type of activity I’ve ever liked to do.

 

          Yes, since spring 2002 I learned about how professional women wept at work specifically newsrooms or production news rooms mainly cried out of frustration and crying is allowed and not anything to be, too, alarmed about since modern culture accepts public forms of weeping or crying or even wailing when the most unexpected truths reveal themselves…  

 

          Although, I’ve cried in public and by modern standards public crying is reasonable standards.

 

          Public crying isn’t “my cup of tea” to weep or wail or cry in public.

 

          If I were to reasonably loudly weep then it’s in my bed under the covers with muffled sounds and only for no more than an hour then deeply fall asleep exhausted of weeping or crying.

 

          The last time I cried or wept or wailed was August 2017.

 

          No, I don’t have any need to cry.

 

          For the most part, I only have one private cry in bed about once every two to five years unless by mistake I happen to see any video in the mistreatment of animals especially dogs then I’ll cry a subtle and silent and quiet single private tear.

 

          Whenever I’ve publically cried I’ve cried with other women drinking alcohol or specifically three times in my lifetime I’ve nearly wailed in the Salvadorian Mayan fashion (September 2000, December 2003, August 2017) otherwise happy-go-lucky one goes about one’s life fulfilling mature health and hygiene and responsibilities and relaxation.

 

          The first and last time I ever dry-heaved was January 2002.

 

          The first and last time I ever “puked” (upchucked, became ill, vomited) onions through my nose was in November of 1998.

 

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Extracurricular Activities

 

          It’s been brought to my direct and personal attention I’m not utilizing “terminology” correctly. I believe there’s some type of “divinity” in the universe(s) for which isn’t ever born or ages or dies and is, therefore I’m “agnostic.” Okay.

 

          Yes, it took me about twenty years of personal laywoman independent studies and research about religion to learn I didn’t want to be either “Buddhist” or “Taoist” or “Christian” or “Muslim” or any other religion since attending Mosques or Temples or Churches or Monasteries seems another extracurricular activity in which one pays for membership to attend services or social activities.

 

          Yes, I’ve attended all of the four religious gathering spaces mentioned above.

 

          Yes, in my twenties I was engaged to a Muslim American man.

 

          Yes, some of my closest friends are Muslim Americans.

 

          Yes, I live amongst the Muslim Americans.

 

          We get along beautifully since we respect and abide by Muslim traditions such as men and women don’t hardly ever touch at all and peace is key-and-center and no one ever screams or shouts at each other during conversations and there’s no criticism and there’s no judgment about religion or lifestyle choices or physical diseases or physical illnesses or physical pain.

 

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What do I think?

 

          Mostly conversation with Muslim Americans is quite relaxed and laidback, however.

 

          Conversation with Muslim Americans is full of wisdom and knowledge and discoveries.

 

          The Muslim Americans desire for me to learn as much as possible about current famous (2018) hip hop and rap artists and to hold a conversation with Muslim Americans about the “hype” of hip hop and rap.

 

          The Muslim Americans wait to speak to me about the sensationalism of hip hop or rap music videos.

 

          The Muslim Americans wish to address the corruption of hip hop and rap.

 

          The Muslim Americans wait to address and talk about the politics and comedy of a one Mr. Bill Maher for whom I don’t know nor do I pretend to know.

 

          The Muslim Americans know I don’t pretend to know anyone I haven’t ever much met or talked to or smelled.

 

          Yes, in Minnesota a one Mr. Bill Maher’s politics is mentioned in conversation at least once per week. No, I don’t ever bring up any shows I watch.

 

          Usually, I get around to watching “Real Time” on a Saturday or a Monday and by then people are “chomping at the bit” to discuss the weekly political issues on the show over coffee or tea.

         

          The Muslim Americans wish to discuss HBO which I don’t pretend to know anyone there.

 

          The Muslim Americans wish to know about celebrities since the Muslim Americans keep up with all types of mass media for which I don’t.

 

          The Muslim Americans are into Netflix and binge watch and so do I.

 

          The Muslim Americans wish to talk to me about “West World” even though I don’t ever go out of my way to get in touch or in contact with anyone from the show.

 

          The Muslim Americans wish to discuss Artificial Intelligence with me.

 

          The Muslim Americans don’t want to discuss any actors in the show “West World” rather the Muslim Americans wish to discuss Artificial Intelligence.

 

          The Muslim Americans wish to discuss the “iphone 10” cell phone since they know I’m in love with tech.

 

          This morning the Muslim Americans showed me the “iphone 10”. Wow. Slick as ice and dainty, too.

 

          Personally, I don’t afford an iphone even though the Muslim Americans tell me I’m definitely someone who ought to invest in an iphone.

 

          Personally, I think I’d have to handle a dainty iphone with much care or most likely I’d fracture the screen.

 

          Personally, I think the “iphone 10” is slick as ice.

 

          When I write “we”: it’s the Muslim Americans and me.

 

          There’re hundreds of Muslim Americans and only one me.

 

          The Muslim Americans are patient with me.

 

          The Muslim Americans know it takes me weeks to text back even though we see each other each day.

         

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

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Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,654

 

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

 

“When there’s no meat, one must pick the bones.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Haggard (having a wild, wasted, worn look; gaunt, drawn)

 

The smooth features of his youth had turned haggard face of a worn-out old man.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          For the week of April 23 through April 27, 2018.

 

          Self Portraits

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          The Muslims:

 

          Yes, I live amongst the surrogate family of Muslim Americans who are kind and direct and dedicated to Allah.

 

          Yes, the Muslim Americans know and have seen me hard at computer work on average five hours per day at job hunting.

 

          Yes, weekly for nearly six months the Muslim Americans and I talk about job search and leads and where to send digital Resumes.

 

          Yes, the Muslim Americans remind me not to ever drop off any Resume in person and only over digital online email Resumes.

 

          Yes, the Muslim Americans know the letters of rejection are a mile long. We don’t take such letters seriously at all.

 

          Each week new Resumes are sent out and on average every two weeks about three letters of rejection return.

 

          Yes, the Muslim Americans also see me hard at work as a caretaker of properties in which an hour of shoveling snow equals $50.00 per hour or in sweat equity exchange rate in value. 

 

          Yes, the Muslim Americans see me do weekly vacuum and launder and collect garbage and recycling and bring bins to the curve and bathe any domesticated dog and prepare meals and cook meals and stay healthy and vibrant and happy as we all are with what little we have we give thanks and praise.

 

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          Public Vocalizations:

 

          Yes, I do make my way rather quietly while in public.

 

          No, I don’t shout or yell or scream out of excitement.

 

          Yes, I politely clap without anyone knowing I’m in the building.

 

          Yes, I’m more or less quiet and am able to maturely speak with anyone if ever need be otherwise observant and relaxed.

 

          Yes, from the years 2011 through 2017 I would roll my “R’s” in the Mexican style of vocalization as a reminder of the more than fifty-thousand Mexican citizens murdered in the cross fire of Mexican drug cartels.

 

          No, Costa Ricans don’t have a habit of rolling their “R’s” in celebration form.

 

          Yes, for six years I rolled the Mexican “Rrrrrrrrrrr” in solidarity with our Mexican citizens and all Mexicans suffered.

 

          Yes, I would (not anymore) roll the Mexican “Rrrrrrrrrrrr” after church services, after film screenings, at the theatre and at concerts and now I go silent and only clap.

 

          No, no whooping or loud cheers.

 

          Oh, I could go for a Guatemalan tamale right about now.

 

          Yes, from 1998 through 2018 I’ve been invited to do public African vocalization with Muslim American women in the form of “Ayayayayayayaiii, Ayayayayayayaiii, Ayayayayayayaiii, Ayayayayayayaiii.”

 

          Personally, I don’t like to attract any type of physical notice towards myself unless I’m directly communicating with others otherwise communications is a lot of work.

 

          A pedestrian male stepped forward while I stepped out onto the sidewalk.

 

          He didn’t hear me and I didn’t hear him either.

 

          Skateboard in hand, I turned to go and he turned around and said, “I didn’t hear you at all!” I thought the same about him and smiled back at him.

 

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          Public Spaces:

 

          Yes, for over a week I meant to get to some cemetery and didn’t find the time.

 

          Yes, I was invited otherwise I wouldn’t know anything about anything and wouldn’t go to any cemetery unless to visit direct dead relatives.

 

          Yes, it takes me years or decades to get back to places I meant to get back to.

 

          No, not once have I ever even thought about taking a tour of Paramount Studios. I didn’t know people could take tours. I didn’t think it was a thing. I don’t care. No, tourist tours aren’t my thing.

 

          Yes, many a times I rode my skateboard by Paramount Studios, to and fro to find a post office or Laundromat or running errands to the store or looking for milk or soda or skin lotion or laundry soap.

 

          However, the only time I ever wanted one single picture of Paramount Studios was when I skateboarded by and happened to look through barred windows and saw some of Paramount Studio’s workers rode and parked their antique bikes right inside the gates.

 

          The bicycles made for a million dollar picture of simple beauty of a baby blue 1950’s bicycle through the barred window next to the guard’s station.

 

          No, Paramount Studios isn’t glamorous.

 

          Paramount Studios is like a large walled prison and it’s meant to be therefore no one notices or pays any attention to the large wall much like the Mexican border.

 

          No, not once have I ever sent off any manuscripts or screenplays to anyone in Hollywood.

 

          Yes, Hollywood has sent me screenplays with non-disclosure agreements to read and look over the manuscripts.

 

          No, I haven’t ever entered any screenplay or manuscript into any contest.

 

          Yes, I privately write manuscripts and screenplays and eventually when I decide to publish any novels then hopefully a publisher will make profit from the novels as will I, too, if the novels are any good and the public purchases.

 

          Yes, the novels will be written for the purpose to be published in my lifetime otherwise what’s the point of writing?

 

          Otherwise, the novels can sit in an archive or vault and collect dust.

 

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          No, I’m not presently seeking out an agent or any publisher.

 

          As of now I barely hold back the laughter at being denied through rejection letters to work as a custodian since I don’t have hazardous waste material experience or to work retail since I don’t have recent retail experience or recent café experience or recent restaurant experience since I don’t have much in-depth or recent experience other than to be a caretaker to properties.

 

          Thus and therefore I work as a property caretaker which one hour of vacuuming equals $50.00 or sweat equity in exchange value.

 

          Or one hour of tree cutting equals $100.00 or sweat equity in exchange value.

 

          Yes, I work as a property caretaker which one dog bath equals about $30.00 or sweat equity since physical labor is hard on the body yet healthy to keep moving.

 

          Yes, I work as a property caretaker which one cooked meal equals about $20.00 per plate in physical daily labor and attendance and nurturance towards one’s nutritional daily intake to stay and somewhat slim and healthy over the years and decades.

 

          Yes, someday domestic caretaker work will be compensated by the American government to pay “domestic caretakers” a decent modern wage since property work isn’t rocket science, however, labor intensive.

 

          Someday, there will be fair wages for “domestic caretaker” work such as in Norway.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

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Friday, April 20, 2018

 

“‘Love thy neighbor as yourself’ is the great principal of the Torah.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Oscillation (a swinging back and forth)

 

The Oscillation of the pendulum pleased the people.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

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Disclaimer(s)

 

          Yes, “drug dealers” deserve to live.

 

          Yes, “drug dealers” are business people with families.

 

          Yes, “drug distributors” are business people with families.

 

          Yes, pharmaceutical companies deserve to live.

 

          Yes, 50% of “white” Americans smoke “adult marijuana.”

 

          Yes, 50% of “black” Americans smoke “adult marijuana.”

 

          Yes, in 2017 “adult marijuana” became a $10 billion dollar industry.

 

          Yes, “adult marijuana” exists in Maine, Massachusetts, California, Oregon and Colorado.

 

          Yes, for the past five years, youngsters between the ages of 13-17 are most apt to snort “heroin powder” over smoking cigarettes or over inhaling e-cigarettes or over any other type of drug.

 

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Disclaimer I

 

          No, I’m not any type of “drug dealer” or “drug distributor” of any type.

 

          No, I’m not any type of medical doctor nor do I pretend to be.

 

          No, I wouldn’t have a clue as to how to move any type of “heroin capsule” drug merchandise or sell merchandise in the form of pharmaceutical “heroin capsules.”

 

          No, I wouldn’t have a clue as to how to move any type of “heroin powder”.

 

          How does one sell “heroin capsule” drugs? One doesn’t.

 

          Does one get a medical license to prescribe and sell “heroin capsules”? Yes.

 

          Does one sell “heroin capsules” on street corners? No.

 

          How does one sell “heroin powder”? One doesn’t.

 

          Yes, usually “drug distributers” don’t ever touch or take their product(s) or merchandise and mostly “drug distributers” aren’t under the influence of any “heroin opioid capsules.”

 

          Yes, the “pharmaceutical opioid capsule crises” is prescribed “heroin pills.”

 

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Disclaimer II

 

          Who injects heroin anymore?

 

          Nobody injects heroin.

 

          After the 1980’s and 1990’s HIV and AIDS epidemic “pharmaceutical heroin opioid capsule” addicts know not to ever as much as share any needles much less inject any type of “liquid heroin” or anything else into one’s veins and bloodstream hence one’s prescribed “heroin capsules” one doesn’t require to snort any type of “heroin powder” either.

 

          “Heroin capsules” are easy to swallow.

 

          Heroin in the form of one capsule is ten times easier to swallow than to either “inject” straight “heroin liquid” into the bloodstream through the veins or snort “heroin powder” through the nose directly into the brain.

 

          The past five years of modern articles and statistics prove to show Americans 13 to 17 years of age are the largest demographics in the purchase of “heroin stamps” which are supposedly packets filled with “heroin powder” the size of one regular standard stamp which the “heroin powder” is then snorted through the nose for maximum impact straight to the brain since there’s no odor when heroin is in powder form.

 

          Most youth ages 13 through 17 prefer to snort “heroin powder” since there’s no odor at all and no one suspects anything.

 

          “Heroin powder” must be heated to transform into “heroin liquid” however I don’t know what heated “heroin liquid” smells like.

 

          What’s the going rate for a “heroin stamp”? I don’t know.

 

          No, I have no idea what a “heroin stamp” even looks like.

 

          No, I’m not any type of “drug distributor.”

 

          No, I’m not personally any type of “drug dealer”.

 

          No, I’m not personally any type of “marijuana dealer.”

 

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Legalize and Tax Prostitution

Legalize and Tax All Drugs

 

          No, I’m not personally involved or know anything about human sex-trafficking.

 

          Personally, I come from a generation of peers who believe in the legalization of all drugs for adult use or adult purpose or adult intent and mostly for any type of painkillers to alleviate any “physical pain” from “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses”.

 

          A Generation of peers for who believes in the legalization and taxation of “prostitution” and legalization and taxation of “cocaine” and legalization and taxation of “heroin” and legalization and taxation of “marijuana” and legalization and taxation of “methamphetamines.”

         

          Supposedly, “pharmaceutical opioid capsule pills” are the “poor man’s heroin” standard of downgrade heroin therefore youth ages 13 through 17 do purchase pure “heroin powder” which is high quality or higher grade of heroin than “heroin capsules”.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may get fair wages and be able to care for their families.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers who happen to be single mothers may be able to afford safe child-care as well as be taxed for sexual acts and services rendered in a private and official business setting rather than any sex-workers’ personal homes where children or elderly may reside.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may be able to afford great healthcare specifically in terms of “sexually transmitted diseases.”

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may be able to afford to be independent contractors rather than managed by possibly violent or manipulative pimps.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may be able to afford to be independent contractors and bring in profits or extra revenue into their households and be taxed to go directly towards public schools and public education especially free public school food programs which feeds all public education school children and youth all three meals per day. Yes.

 

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April 20, 1997

The “T” Line

 

New England, Massachusetts

Boston, Massachusetts

 

          A week earlier a group of six “Straight Edge” (drew X’s with Sharpie pens across over the top of our hands to indicate a generational symbol of vegans and no drug use) New England, Massachusetts friends called up and calmly asked if I was at all interested to take the day off on “4/20” from any of my work as an “international studies” tutor or studies in general and go on a specific train ride with them into Boston and stay the entire day then we’d take the train back to New England by no later than dark.

 

          Usually and mostly throughout the previous 1996-1997 year we’d seen each other with our heads down and hard at work at our studies and daily responsibilities and follow through with our responsible young adult lives as we usually do to this mature day whenever we catch up and read any emails from each other over the decades.

 

          On the late morning of April 20th, 1997 we met up at a train station and while on the train platform my New England friends asked direct and kind and poignant questions about the train ride.

 

          Did I know what day it was? Yes, April 20th, 1997.

 

          Did I know the significance of “4/20”? No.

 

          Did I know anything about the train ride? Yes, the ride went into Boston.

 

          Did I know I didn’t have to pay anything for the train ride? No, I didn’t know.

 

          Did I realize the train ride was free to all and any passengers for the entire day? No, I didn’t know.

 

          Did I know why the train ride was free on such a particular day? No I didn’t know.

 

          Did I know the significance of “4/20”? No, I didn’t know.

 

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A Train Ride

The Purple Line

 

          At noon we climbed a particular train platform then when the train approached and completely stopped we climbed on board and entered the train compartment in which it appeared many of the train seats were removed to make room for hundreds and hundreds of passengers headed into Boston which peacefully stood as the train made its way into the city.

 

          We took our places and rode all the way into Boston while people were jolly and enjoyable and didn’t scream or yell and were docile and calm and having a real great time in unison.

 

          The cabin of the train was completely filled with marijuana smoke and smelled better than tobacco smoke in any small compartment.

 

          Suddenly, a person next to me purposely interrupted and asked me, “Do you know anything about this train ride?” I shook my head and smiled. We smiled at each other. I had no idea what was happening yet there was no cause for alarm.

 

          We calmly and joyfully and peacefully and quietly rode the train into Boston as we had many other hundreds or thousands of times throughout the years.

 

          None of my peers who I traveled with smoked any marijuana.

 

          Not once did I smoke marijuana on the train since none was passed along or shared and I wasn’t about to ask any stranger(s) for any marijuana yet there I stood and held on to the train’s hand railing and watched people enjoy themselves as the friendly conductor went back and forth a few more times before we arrived into Boston’s Fleet Center.

 

          Throughout the train ride my friends would occasionally look up at me and smile and I would smile back then we’d discuss the legalization of “adult marijuana.”

 

          From Fleet Center we attended a rather low key and peaceful annual marijuana festival with different signs and booths set up to sign petitions specifically in the legalization and taxation of “adult marijuana.”

 

          Throughout the day I didn’t smoke marijuana once since I didn’t know where to get any marijuana to smoke therefore as I made my rounds of different tables and informational booths I signed as many petitions as possible throughout one entire festival day in the circuit.

 

          Not ever had I read more pamphlets or heard more information about the legalization of “adult marijuana” then at any other time before since marijuana is hardly ever talked about however for the past twenty years marijuana is smoked in nearly every type of wealthy or middle class or low-income neighborhood since marijuana isn’t physically addictive.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,656

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,938 + 1,532 = 3,470 + 1,656 = 5,126

 

Thursday, April 19, 2018

 

“Once an error is learned, it is hard to unlearn.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Vicarious (suffered or enjoyed by one person on behalf of another)

 

She experienced a vicarious joy in her friend’s success.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          Correction from “patient” to “patience.”

 

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          Social Media:

 

          No, I don’t ever “look up” or online research anyone from our mutual past history unless someone else specifically mentions any particular individual(s) to my attention otherwise the years or decades continue and all’s well, nothing to say or report here.

         

          The coolest aspect about “social media” is hardly ever finding anyone’s “online footprint.”

 

          To leave very little “carbon footprint” is one thing.

 

          Another thing is to have very little “online footprint”.

 

          Yes, my goal as any private citizen is to leave very little personal or private “online footprint” as well as to leave very little “carbon footprint.”

 

          Yes, if I were ever to look up anyone over online “social media” from our past mutual history mainly this would be done to confirm such individuals are indeed “professionals” in their field of work or to factually discover they’re “alive” with pictures of gorgeous children and pictures of beautiful natural scenery and pictures of beautiful pregnant women.

 

          Yes, usually I believe most people are alive and mostly living and doing well enough throughout the decades.

 

          No, I hardly ever think about hundreds or thousands of people I’ve met since mature adult lifestyle is to move forward and to meet daily responsibilities.

 

          “There’re a million and one things to get done in one day.”

 

          “Text” is for upcoming events or logistics or to meet in person immediately within five minutes or within the hour or week.

 

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“Social Media” Nudes

 

          Nevertheless, “social media” is one structure in which people have purposely or by accident or by mistake posted embarrassingly personal nude photographs of themselves or by accident posted nudes of beloveds’ photographs’ due to bad information or bad judgment or photographers’ discretion or not.

 

          To post nudes of others’ only with written consent or verbal permission to record or post any private nude photographs on digital media over “social media”.

 

          Yes, “text” digital media is one structure in which people have purposely or by accident or by mistake posted embarrassingly personal nude photographs of themselves or by accident posted nudes of beloveds’ photographs’ due to bad information or bad judgment or photographers’ discretion or not.

 

          Yes, I’m extremely private about “social media” which in my life “social media” takes modern form of “text” media.

 

          For about one decade and a half (15 years) “social media” was conducted over e-mail, however.

 

          Cell phone’s “text’s” quicker mode of communications.

 

          Yes, in my late twenties and early thirties I held many different types of “social media” accounts then I forgot passwords and didn’t ever return to the accounts or sites.

 

          Yes, I held a “Facebook” account from 2007-2013.

 

          Only when others bring up any one specific name then I may possibly go and look up the name of the individual(s) mentioned otherwise daily responsibilities.

 

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Ovaries are the same as Testicles

 

Ovaries and Ovulation

As Subject Matter

         

          Yes, the last subject matter for which I’d rather not address is the subject of “ovaries” or the subject of “ovulation”, however, “women’s health” is vitally important to understand.

 

          Well, let’s address “women’s health.”

 

          Yes, any woman may live with one ovary and still have the actual and literal symptoms of monthly menstrual cycles in which the factual formed egg no longer travels through two fallopian tubes to drop into the one uterus for fertilization thus the egg dissolves behind the belly button whenever there’s no more uterus or two fallopian tubes.                                                    

 

          Yes, in August of 2017 I had a “partial” hysterectomy which factually and literal laparoscopic surgery removed one uterus and two fallopian tubes.

 

          Yes, by December 2017 all “night sweats” or nightly “hot flashes” completely stopped and went away.

 

          Since January 2018 I’ve begun to once again literally menstruate and drop an egg since two ovaries are in perfectly good working order.

 

          Yes, the two fallopian tubes are the first place in the female reproductive organs to which women develop “ovarian cancer.”

 

          “Ovarian cancer” is more apt to first develop in the two fallopian tubes than in the two ovaries.

 

          A “partial” hysterectomy is when one or both ovaries are left in place or one or two ovaries are left intact.

 

          A “full” hysterectomy is when two ovaries and one uterus and two fallopian tubes are laparoscopic surgically removed through the belly button.

 

          After “partial” hysterectomy then one single ovary alone creates literal monthly menstruation cycles in which an egg is dropped and when two fallopian tubes have been surgically removed then the eggs dissolve behind the belly button and no longer in the uterus since there’s no uterus.

 

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Damn if you do and Damn if you don’t

 

          Yes, I have two female ovaries in the male equivalency of two male testicles.

 

          Yes, there’s a small cyst in one ovary.

 

          Yes, one must wait for ovarian cysts to grow larger before one can surgically remove large ovarian cysts which large ovarian cysts may grow as large as “grapefruits” then run the high risk to rupture or if small and hardened ovarian cysts then may possibly become high risk to turn into “ovarian cancer.”

 

          Yes, when one has at least one literal ovary then one still fully ovulates or monthly menstruates or gets periods or gets one menstrual monthly cycle’s symptoms without any shed of blood.

 

          Yes, all one needs is to have one ovary to ovulate.

 

          Yes, “partial” hysterectomies are the latest procedure.

 

          Yes, at least one or two ovaries are kept rather than to remove.

 

          Yes, at least one or two ovaries are left in place in order for women to continue to ovulate and keep their estrogen hormones rather than surgery and lifelong estrogen hormone therapy.

 

          Yes, oddly enough one may still get pregnant with one ovary except there’s no place or no womb or no uterus for the fetus to grow therefore the egg dissolves behind the belly button.

 

          Yes, one’s eggs are still vital and good and ready to go and may grow into a healthy fetus at any time.

 

          Yes, egg freezing is considered scientific fraudulent practice.

 

          Yes, two weeks out of each month women with at least one ovary go through literal menstruation cycles and symptoms.

 

          Yes, one’s eggs are still good to fertilize and create any human.

 

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Ovaries vs. No Ovaries

 

          One desires and wants to keep one’s ovaries for as long as possible.

 

          When one has “partial” hysterectomy then within five years span of time one or two ovaries may stop producing eggs to 50% of the time for female population while 90% of women without any hysterectomies won’t have menopausal symptoms until the age of fifty (50).

 

          Ovaries are hormone control and hormone regulation.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles with bloat, cravings and pelvic pain or possibly at times mood swings or not.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles without one single vaginal drop of blood and only other hormonal symptoms such as bloat without the physical bloody mess.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles in which one gets cravings as strong as when one’s pregnant.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles in which one may or may not feel as though one’s being kicked behind the belly button in the same manner and fashion as with difficult menstrual cycles.

 

          Yes, one ovary can create such ruckus as #7 pain scale directly behind the belly button and right pelvic region and pain in the ovaries themselves every two weeks per each month.

 

          Yes, the awesome aspect to keeping the ovaries is to continue to ovulate and be sterile and healthy and strong enough to ovulate as strongly as always while keeping menopause at bay.

 

          Yes, menopause must be kept back until the age of 50 then women don’t suffer huge hormonal differences from sterile to menopause until the age of 50.

 

          Yes, menopause may or may not cause or create thick protein buildup in the brain possibly causing to develop dementia or Alzheimer’s.

 

          Yes, monthly menstrual cycles and menstrual symptoms keep any percent of possible dementia away from women.

 

          It’s the ovaries which control ovulation and one must continue to ovulate for as long as possible, however.

 

          The unbearable physical pain behind the belly button when one ovulates without one uterus or two fallopian tubes is real pain.

 

          One would think when one’s uterus and two fallopian tubes are surgically removed then one would feel absolutely no physical pain of any type since one no longer vaginally menstruates or vaginally bleeds any longer.

 

          In March of 2012 (correction on date) I was told by international doctors the reason why I have acne is because of the ovaries.

 

          Yes, the ovaries appear to be the reproductive organs for which fluctuate or calibrate liquid hormones to stay in constant balance otherwise minimal acne to hopefully minimize acne to zero which can be done with methamphetamines which is more or less a form of “speed” and clears up acne.

 

          Acne seems to be mainly in the ovaries.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,532

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,938 + 1,532 = 3,470

 

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

 

“Money adds no more to the wise than clothes do to the beautiful.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Ostensible (avowed; professed, apparent)

 

His ostensible motives concealed his real ones.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Phone Calls:

 

          No, my friends don’t have to “get in line and wait” for me to reply back to them over text especially with phone calls.

 

          Yes, my friends have patience with me in getting back to one another since my friends also take anywhere from one year to ten years to respond back unless it’s an emergency then we’re on the horn within seconds or a matter of minutes.

 

          Or I do immediately text with close friends when they convey they’re ready to meet over tea.

 

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          Correction from “roll” to “role”

 

          “Role” as in characterization or personification to “roll” as in a piece of flour dough or a piece of bread or to roll around or to roll over or to roll forward

 

          The more spelling errors then the quicker writer(s) write to be done then go relax outdoors or go and finish some domestic project(s).

 

          The more misspellings the faster one writes out full ideas complete with concrete examples.

 

          Misspellings are hilarious!

 

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          Sounds and Noises:

 

          Yes, I love the sounds of peaceful children constructive at play.

 

          Who doesn’t love the sounds of healthy and happy children?

 

          Yes, I’ve written at coffee shops and restaurants and bars and discos and public outdoor sitting areas.

 

          Yes, I can literally write anywhere in public as well on any busses with chickens or on any plane or train or mass transit. It doesn’t matter to me.

 

          Yes, I can write with music and television around me or not.

 

          At the age of fourteen in 1991 I began to volunteer as a “Youth Worker” assisting children in “low-income housing” to constructively play and learn skills to do “positive conflict resolution” through role-play on a stage or through “constructive play” in conflict.

 

          (1991-2004) 13 years in the specific role as “Youth Worker”

 

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          Excessive Barks: Week #2:

 

          “Quiet” is any perfectly good general command to teach dogs.

 

          When one disciplines any dogs not to excessively bark then one must not utter any single word in verbal command or speech only teach by silent example to dogs to stop excessive barks throughout the years.

 

          Yes, I finally stepped up to the responsibility to silently teach any dog not to excessively bark.

 

          (2013-2018) for five years I’ve utilized verbal speech with English words over any dog’s loud barks now I silently discipline without any single word other than for the verbal command “quiet”.

 

          Yes, on Sunday I witnessed and saw two little boys get bitten by their very own dog.

 

          Both bites drew blood and I was beside myself to see any such dog take such literal liberties with two little children who tried to catch the children’s dog for over an hour in waist deep snow.

 

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          After five years of dog training recently I’ve learned to teach any dog(s) how not ever excessively bark for hours on end anywhere from three to five straight hours of barks down to no daily barks.

 

          The only available solution is to follow the latest written articles and periodicals about how to literally close curtains whenever any dog excessively barks looking out windows.

 

          The articles and periodicals state for one to tell any dog to get away from the window and go and find any comfortable laying down space for the dog or pooches to wait for any break in computer work or otherwise.

 

          Or the only other real solution is to keep any dog(s) in the same room with the door closed to learn how to conduct as any work dog(s) do, or discipline “patience” (correction) in any “work dog” rather than an excessive barker at something as simple as leaves or squirrels.

 

          Week #2 in dog discipline is actually proven effective.

 

          It appears an excessive barker must be kept fully enclosed in the same room as any caretaker goes about their computer work and domestic tasks.

 

          Yes, on Monday I misspoke to dog(s) to stop excessive barks, however, whenever humans utilize verbal words to tell dogs to “stop barking” then dogs seem to believe or think the humans are also barking along with excessive barkers thus humans must be quiet in the training of excessive barking dogs.                       

 

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Food as a Drug

As Subject Matter

 

Sugar as a Drug

 

“Fluff”

(A white marshmallow sweet substance)

 

          To quit eating “sugar” seems to be ten times more difficult to do than to quit “Oxycodone” or alcohol or beer or 100% tobacco.

 

          Aside from the fact “sugar” is difficult to quit.

 

          Sugar comes in many different forms especially in baked goods and ice creams and chocolates.

 

          Since 2004, a move to the Midwest I miss “fluff.”

 

          Personally, I believe in the daily nutritional intake or consumption of fruits and vegetables especially in variety and color from blueberries to bananas to apples throughout the years.

 

          No, I’m not able to add any white table sugar to either coffee or tea since refined white table sugar is straight up any strong drug in and of itself and as capable of early mortality as heroin or cocaine.

 

          The difficulty I’m having as of late is to quit eating “blueberry cake” in syrup or petite or small “orange cranberry scones” in cranberry sauce or toasted bagels drenched in butter and syrup.

 

          As of the last year I’ve been eating in the same fashion as Midwesterners eat which is to practically inhale one’s meals down within five to ten minutes in a short span of time.

 

          More or less ever since February 2018 I quit eating “fast food” in hopes to turn food into “medicine” rather than simply and only food perceived as fuel.

 

          Ever since early last week I craved a Sneakers chocolate bar until finally yesterday I sat down and purposely ate an entire Sneakers chocolate bar for the first time in months and months and months.  

 

          Usually, I consume 2 or 3 small chocolate squares (35 calories per square) of a larger dark chocolate bar which 10% of the proceeds and/or profits go towards endangered species.

 

          As a weekly snack I like to dip 1 teaspoon of peanut butter with 2 or 3 squares of dark chocolate.

 

          As of 9:00am this morning I’m neither able to stop thinking about eating one cake donut without any frosting on top nor inner sugar filling.

 

          No, I don’t like extra frosting on top of my donuts due to extra calories.

 

          No, I don’t like extra frosting on top of my fair-trade non-GMO Pop-tarts.

 

          However, I love to toast my one slice of non-frosted Pop-tarts in the toaster then drench the one slice of Pop-tart with butter.

 

          Mainly and mostly I’ll allow for weeks to go by before I satisfy any “sweet tooth” craving.

 

          If after two or three weeks, cravings don’t go away then I simply satisfy the food cravings which happen to be the same throughout the years.

 

          Mostly orange and cranberry is a combination of foods for which I crave and like to eat throughout the years.

 

          Yes, I miss living near any co-op. I truly miss a co-op more than coffee shops.

 

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Endangered Species

 

          Articles and periodicals explain how people smoke 100% tobacco or smoke cigarettes simply mostly smokers crave chocolate which in turn implies one craves red meat protein.

 

          Articles and periodicals explain how people smoke 100% tobacco or smoke cigarettes simply mostly cigarette smokers crave coffee which one daily cup of coffee is an excellent antioxidant for the body.

 

          As of late I want to eat tuna or swordfish or cod or shrimp except fish are an endangered species and I haven’t had tuna or swordfish or cod in about fourteen years therefore there’s no point in starting now.

 

          Tuna is an endangered species and I don’t seem to be able to bring myself to eat tuna when tuna’s days are numbered.

 

          Swordfish is an endangered species and I don’t seem to be able to bring myself to eat swordfish when swordfishes’ days are numbered.

 

          Yes, I’ve eaten enough swordfish in my day to know I’m satisfied and could go for the rest of my life without another single bite of swordfish.

 

          Yes, I’ve had calamari (squid) or octopus (different than squid), however, neither squid (calamari) nor octopus are anywhere near close to my favorite therefore I stay away from octopus and/or squid (calamari).

 

          Oysters are a food I’d eat nearly anywhere and any place especially by the side of the road at some fish shack.

 

          No, I don’t like scallops. No, thank you. Scallops have to be well cooked yet not over cooked.

 

          Yes, finally about one year ago I had to purchase some basic supermarket caviar and quench the thirst for caviar even though the supermarket caviar was quite tasty I’ll be satisfied with caviar in general for the next twenty years.

 

          Yes, finally about one year ago I had to purchase some basic supermarket sushi and quench the thirst for sushi even though the supermarket sushi was quite tasty I’ll be satisfied with sushi in general for the next twenty years, since I’d love to specifically eat or intake supermarket sushi each and every week for the next two decades.

         

          Who doesn’t love supermarket sushi since one hardly ever becomes ill from supermarket sushi?

 

          Personally, all caviar tastes the same to me, extremely salty.

 

          Anchovies and artichoke hearts and goose pate are constantly on my mind throughout the years.

 

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Quit Eating Red Meat

 

          Well, I’m dealing with a strong influx of neck and chin acne.

 

          It’s best advised for one to quit eating all red meats or white bleached flour or white bleached breads or any types of brown or white table sugars or anymore than two cups of coffee or quit sugar chocolate rather than dark chocolate.

 

          Mainly, all one can eat when one has acne seems to be eggs and whole wheat tortillas and little bits of block marbled cheese or bagels with butter or tomatoes and avocadoes and nothing much else.

 

          Recently, I had salmon and enjoyed each and every single moment of it.

 

          As far as living an acne free life then I must not ever touch any type of sweets or sugars therefore I’m in constant search for wholesome ice creams with less than three to five ingredients and definitely no types of antibiotics or hormones in the milks or ingredients.

 

          As far as living an acne free life then I must not ever touch any types of sweets or sugars therefore I’m in constant search for agave sweets as a substitute to sugar(s) or I’m in search of whole wheat rather than refined bleached white flour or refine bleached white sugars.

 

          Constantly I’m in search for ice cream chocolate sauce with very few calories and non-MGO’s and antioxidants.

 

          No, I don’t drink any types of commercial sodas.

 

          Weekly whenever I do drink soda then I choose the more expensive choice which is vegan soda with no chemicals of any type.

 

          As of the last two months mainly what I crave is avocadoes and the fat content in the natural avocadoes.

 

          Constantly I crave dry steak, juicy steak, medium cooked steak, well-done steak, any type of steak, however red meat activates acne.

 

          Western medicine believes “physical illnesses” are all imaginary therefore I’m working on thinking away acne or coping with minimal stress to alleviate any types of acne, however no luck since November 2017 even though I do visualization meditation to visualize or think away the acne.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,938

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,938

 

Friday, April 13, 2018

 

“When a wise man is angry, he is no longer wise.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Roseate (rosy, bright, promising)

 

His remarks of present condition were indicative of a roseate future.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Happy Friday!

 

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          Physical Form:

 

          Yes, I’ve begun to grow out my eyebrows in hopes to see how healthy and full the eyebrows can grow no matter how wild.

 

          Yes, dealing with unmanageable wild hair.

 

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          Text 2018:

 

          The best mature adult rule is not to ever have any expectations of anybody or anyone.

 

          Yes, “text” comes with some definite rules and social guidelines for boundaries in communications.            

 

          Yes, “texts” may be returned days and days later or never.

 

          Yes, “text” is quick communications without sentences or paragraphs.

 

          No, “text” isn’t any type of discussion about one’s personal life or full conversations.

 

          No, “text” isn’t about getting personal.

 

          Yes, it’s rude to ask personal questions over “text” or at any time in life in general.

 

          Yes, “text” is about logistics.

 

          No, “text” isn’t a conversation or discussion.

 

          Yes, “text” is quick communications with people one’s about to see or encounter face-to-face and in person.

 

          No, “text” isn’t “Facetime” or “Skype”.

 

          No, I don’t ever “Skype” unless it’s a specific teleconference.

 

          Yes, weekly I “text” with people I meet and encounter and sit down in person and drink tea with or share in multi-cultural communications about any subject matter no matter what the topic we’re open minded or we drink our tea in peaceful silence and regularly smile at each other when we look up.

 

          Yes, when one has sentences to write then write an email or letter rather than “text.”

 

          No, there’s no expectation to ever return any call or any voicemail since each is out of date by about twenty years.

 

          No, “text” isn’t for daily or weekly or monthly checkup or babysitting sessions. People’s time is quite valuable and not to be wasted.

 

          Yes, mature adults work throughout their days and “text” is for when one has down time not during work hours unless one has a need to communicate something quite specific otherwise there’s no need to waste another persons’ valuable time and it’s most certainly quite rude to ask any personal questions about other peoples’ lives especially when others don’t directly share then don’t at any time probe.

 

          Yes, one must always consider other mature parties are alive and doing well unless otherwise officially informed others are in the hospital or dead otherwise most people peacefully live year in and year out and do the best with what they have without people taking up, too, much unnecessary time from others simply due to boredom or need for attention or constant reassurance or to fill time.

 

          Yes, technology’s at one’s earliest convenience.

 

          Technology is to make one’s life easier rather than busy for the sake of busy or to keep company over the lonely.

 

          The days in which no one needs anything are good days.

 

          Yes, whenever one “texts” in some shape or form or manner then one does solely and only because one has needs or requires some type of attention from another person therefore it’s best not to be any timewaster especially when people work and aren’t retired.

 

          Over “text” state one’s business. What does one need?

 

          What does one want?

 

          In modern speech: “What do you want?”

 

          Yes, over “text” one must make communications quick and state what one needs or what one wants or what one requires from the other mature parties otherwise live one’s life and don’t be an “alarmist” about other peoples’ especially when people live with physical diseases then mature adults must first and foremost constantly take care of one’s health rather than constantly “text” others to reassure bonds or relations.

 

          People don’t like to be bothered or interrupted for no reason. It’s quite rude.

 

          “Text” pertains to close proximity when making plans otherwise there’s not much reason to “text.”

 

          “Text” is fun in the sense “text” is an extremely informal mode of communications and doesn’t get, too, deep or, too, heady or, too, intense or, too, long winded or seeks any attention from anyone except a quick “hi” without any expectations to have to tell anyone anything personal or to even have to return the text at all.

 

          Yes, over “text” it’s rude to ask people personal questions about others’ lives while people are hard at work during the weekdays and don’t make time to get into long winded sentences about their lives especially not over “text.”

 

          Yes, mature adults don’t have to “check-in” with anyone ever other than with the people they live with under the same roof and even then it’s not necessary to send daily or weekly or monthly “texts.”

 

          The workweek is for work and self care and prepare meals and lifestyle chores and this and the other, responsibilities and downtime.

 

          Yes, calls are either for emergencies or logistical plans or for needy people who require much time and energy and/or direct attention in the moment for specific direct quick communications about where to meet someone for any public event within the week’s schedule and planner.

 

          No, calls aren’t made to take up two or three hours of someone’s life.

 

          It’s unfair and rude to talk to anyone over the phone for anymore than fifteen minutes or to hold up someone’s time for as long or as little as two to three hours over telephone conversations or discussions in person no more than one hour over lunch or coffee because people have much to do and accomplish in one single day rather than to entertain other individuals with exhaustive longwinded communications unless people are incredibly naturally funny and natural storytellers rather than constant bragging or gloating or need for attention to be recognized as some type of “role” (correction) or label.

 

          Yes, close friends tell me to “stand my ground” about how little or how much I care to communicate with other people who are longwinded or have much deeper emotional needs than I do.

 

          Personally, I hardly like to share much of my personal life with anyone except with real close friends otherwise I keep my mouth shut and responsibly and peacefully go about my life as any quiet and mature adult.

 

          Yes, my close friends know me to be kind and direct and not any type of timewaster or expect other people to constantly respond to my communications.

 

          Yes, anyone who knows me well knows it takes me months to return one single email.

 

          Yes, close friends know I put together care-packages and it takes me nearly five years to send off the care-packages yet I eventually get around to it.

 

          Yes, close friends know it takes me either five to eighteen years to write a handwritten letter, however, when I do then it’s pages of pages upon pages of tongue and cheek expressions.

 

          Yes, close friends know when I do write handwritten letters then I don’t ever expect such letters to be read since handwritten letters are from the 20th century and archaic and dusty and old form of communications yet hilarious.

 

          Yes, close friends know when I do write handwritten letters to editors then I think of handwritten letters as “messages in a bottle” hardly ever read therefore I take liberties with tongue and cheek language.

 

          Yes, close friends know if I don’t call or write or “text” then I’m alive and doing well and hard at work on some domestic project or other.

 

          Yes, close friends know I constantly procrastinate when it comes to returned emails or calls or voicemails or “text.”

 

          If one were to get a personal call from me in a decade then one’s lucky because talking to people over the phone is time and one isn’t able to make out facial expressions then there’s no point in phone conversations unless yet again quick calls about logistics with arrival or departure times or what date to get together over social visits.

 

          Yes, close friends know to patiently wait and peacefully live and I’ll get back to them in about a year to ten years unless they “text” emergency or ‘how’s it going?’ then I’m right there for them within minutes or seconds I’ll “text” right back and they know I do my best to hold back from asking a million and one questions first with “how are you?”

 

          Yes, my close friends know me to be a person who can make communications quick especially in person and they don’t ever take anything personally since they know I’m always around and if I were to die from old age or natural causes then not to worry people will hear about it until then we’re relaxed and don’t have any need to “check-in” except when we care to get together for tea once a week.

 

          No, we didn’t grow up with cell phones or email or “text” or social media until we were eighteen years of age and now we simply and only “text” for fast and efficient communications otherwise the rest is filler and sound and mainly noise.

 

          Communications and social media is for extracurricular activities and not work or lifestyle in which there’s food preparation and hygiene and health and weekly chores take up time and energy.

 

          Making time for oneself in the field of self care and overall health is nearly more important than constantly reassuring needy people one sees them and acknowledges them.

 

          When one’s physically ill then one rejoices and gives thanks and praise to be alive each and every single day.

 

          Life’s awesome.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,596

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,686 + 2,262 = 3,948 + 1,596 = 5,544

 

Thursday, April 12, 2018

 

“A proud man never praises anyone.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Focalization (bringing to a focus, point)

 

Focalization is important in adjusting lenses.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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“Oxycodone”

As Subject Matter

 

          Yes, practically any prescribed pharmaceutical opioid drugs are highly addictive and nothing to be ashamed of or feel guilty about especially whenever any medical doctor(s) prescribe substances as strong as “heroin” or “methamphetamine” base properties in capsule form over long periods of time especially over a period of three or more years prescription for certain physical illnesses or physical diseases such as uterine tumor pain and continual tumor re-growth and re-occurring surgeries to surgically remove uterine tumors.

 

          No, there’s nothing to be ashamed of when one possibly becomes addicted to “Oxycodone” pharmaceutical opioid heroin drugs in capsule form medically prescribed over the course of many years.

 

          The point is this: The only reason “Oxycodone” pharmaceutically prescribed capsule painkillers were difficult to take is only since the main properties of heroin in the “Oxycodone” feels incredibly physically painful during the aftermath and after affects of “Oxycodone” as the painkiller capsules wore off while…

 

          While hormonal imbalance fetal liquids inundates the entire body for eight years (March-April 2009-September 2017) each hour-on-the-hour for fifteen minutes of strong physical pain of #10 on the “pain scale,” and all one can do is to lay down and wait for fifteen minutes to pass each hour of the day, one learns to control the anatomy from wreathing in physical pain and breathe through physical pain.

 

          Until after four years of a combination of wreathing and breathing days (March 2009-May 2013) one decides to get up and out of bed and live through the wreathing physical pain no matter how cantankerous in speech or in tone since physical pain from physical diseases or physical illnesses is actual symptoms of physical pain.

 

          In other words: hormonal imbalance fetal liquids inundate the entire body and each hour on the hour throughout eight years the nerve ending pain one goes through is the same as the aftermath and after effect when one “comes down” from “Oxycodone” heroin base capsule painkiller opioid drugs.

 

          Whenever “Oxycodone” wears off then all one can do is to grip a pillow or the edge of a mattress and hang on and wait for the initial wave of shock of intense physical pain to pass over the entire body and bones and muscles and nerve endings and skin then when the wreathing is over, the worse is over and done with until the wreathing physical pain returns once more since to “kick the habit” of “Oxycodone” takes about one straight week of having to repeatedly lay down and allow for the continual “Oxycodone’s” convulsions to stop and seize all completely.

 

          When “Oxycodone” wears off then one’s entire body feels as though one’s being whipped all over one’s skin and one slightly wreaths with physical pain.

 

          When hormonal imbalance fetal liquids inundate the entire body causing the body to bloat and swell up then one’s entire body feels as though one’s being whipped all over one’s skin and one slightly wreaths in physical pain.

 

          The “high” of “Oxycodone” is nearly immediately present in the bloodstream, however, when the “Oxycodone” wears off then the entire body and muscles and bone and skin hurts all over, and all at once, and all one can do is bite down hard on something and lay down and wreath in silent physical pain while one overcomes fifteen minute intervals of uncontrollable physical pain for about a week straight around the clock whenever one stops the prescription of any “Oxycodone” no matter how low the dosage may be.

 

          The incredibly painful after affects of “Oxycodone” as a prescription painkiller capsules is the same as heroin withdrawals.

 

          When one withdraws from “Oxycodone” then the wreathing and slight convulsions occurs for one straight week and all one can do is “kick the habit” of relying on “Oxycodone” by clearing the “Oxycodone” out of the body and bloodstream.

 

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Physical Illness vs. Opioid Withdrawal

 

          After three years of continual refills of pharmaceutical prescription painkiller capsule drugs of “Oxycodone” for uterine tumor physical pain one makes a decision to no longer go on living with the same reoccurring intense withdrawal symptoms of “Oxycodone” otherwise either one must continually keep oneself “up” and take the 4-6 prescribed capsules each and every 4 to 6 hours or the wreathing physical pain returns and is nearly impossible to go through withdrawal each time the “Oxycodone” wears off which nearly brings one to near blindness with physical pain.

         

          The withdrawal physical pain from “Oxycodone” must be some type of short circuiting of brain synapses in the neurotransmitters for the cerebral pain region back and forth in communication which electrical firing of nerve endings at times sends no neurotransmitter signals to distorted nerve endings causing the nerve endings to misfire in the nerve endings’ wiring system send the skin to wreath in physical pain.

 

          Who willingly gets addicted to heroin when heroin is more painful to overcome such physical pain than hemorrhaging pain or pressing tumor pain right behind the abdomen or miscarriage pain?

 

          Why heroin is as prevalent or as popular a drug as heroin is only a mystery to me because if one doesn’t continually take the “Oxycodone” then one’s body hurts as though one has the most terrible flu like symptoms of their lives for one continual week while complete withdrawal symptoms take place to clear out the bloodstream and repair nerve endings and their firing signals of pain.

 

           Ultimately, one will choose repeated opioid withdrawal physical pain or the regular and continual symptoms of uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body and “fibromyalgia” like symptoms to which one hurts to the touch.

 

          The ultimate point I’m trying to make is this: uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body and “fibromyalgia” like symptoms in which one hurts to touch skin is the same as withdrawal from “Oxycodone.”

 

          Ultimately one must either choose to live with a physical illness of uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body as well as and at the same time one deals with continual withdrawal “Oxycodone” symptoms or one only deals with the uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body and nerve ending physical pain.

 

          Most likely one will choose to live with only one type of torture which is the uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation which feels as though nerve endings are split open and apart and one’s being electrically shocked by one’s own nervous central system.

 

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Opioid

         

          Hardly ever does any medical doctor or surgeon ever tell their patients how physically painful withdrawal symptoms from “Oxycodone” will be on nerve endings.

 

          Hardly ever does any medical doctor or surgeon ever tell their patients how physically painful uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation will be on nerve endings.

 

          Whatever affects take place in the body when the body swells with fetal liquid hormones to 100% full capacity and bloat then there’s no more room for anything much else and the body feels as though one might be experiencing electric shock from nerve endings firing off at rapid and convulsive intense voltage.

 

          The body is made up mainly of liquids as well as electricity and the body’s greatest masterpiece is the ability to keep electricity and liquid in fine form and shape.

 

          The actual physical illness of nerve endings firing on the wrong cylinder is the same as an entire collective system of minor electric sparks and electric shocks which creates one huge debilitating physical pain.

 

          In eight years of living (2009-2017) through uterine fibroid tumors did I hardly ever become bothered by the continual pressing pain in my lumbar or lower back or the pressing of inner organs such as and specifically the colon or the bladder or abdomen each time I sat down or bent over to put on shoes or to pick something up and easily lost my breath from the sharp and immediate pain of feeling as though someone kicked the abdomen then one becomes bent over for a good three hours or thus.

 

          In eight years of living (2009-2017) through uterine fibroid tumors hardly ever did I become bothered by the continual hemorrhaging of gushing blood which would last as long as a month to three months each day on the hour rotating feminine products without having to hopefully bathe anymore than five times per day.

 

          The only real excruciating physical pain which is suffered through uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation is the pain of one massive “electric shock” from the misfiring of nerve endings gone awry.

 

          No one ever tells patients with uterine fibroid tumors about how the physical illness patients will face is one in the same manner and affect as “Oxycodone” withdrawal symptoms which is the same as heroin withdrawal except uterine fibroid fetal liquid lasts for years each hour of the day as a physical disease with very little relief of pain except major surgery of reproductive organs.

 

          Not ever and not once do patients with uterine fibroid tumors realize the types of physical pain patients will go through such a torturous physical disease which probably has something to do with the lapse of nerve ending neurotransmitters in the synapses of sending electrical firing signals back and forth to the pain region of the brain which most likely either fires incorrectly or, too, strongly.

 

          If only “Oxycodone” would’ve been able to get rid of uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation swelling physical pain then the physical disease would’ve been bearable except when nerve ending pain is applied to hemorrhaging and internal organ pain then game over since nerve pain will always win and hurt the most.

 

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Nerve Endings

 

          When one learns to effectively deal with hemorrhaging and abdominal and internal organ physical pain from the tightness of compression and growth and enlargement of tumors then one learns to overcome certain aspects of real physical pain.

 

          However, there’s much to be said about the nervous central system and nerve endings and the firing or misfiring of neurotransmitters sending signals to and fro the pain region of the brain.

 

          There’s nothing as painful as nerve ending pain except a migraine which in many ways is possibly some of the same physical painful cerebral attributes in the misfiring of nerve endings.

 

          What is it about nerve endings which hardly anyone ever does warn patients with uterine fibroid tumors about how excruciatingly painful the entire process is to live and deal with something as simple and complex as nerve ending physical pain.

 

          Personally, I’m stupefied about how in the year 2018 there isn’t any painkiller drug over the market which eases the specific pain of nerve endings rather than “Oxycodone” which all the prescription pills do is to make the brain drunk rather than to actually take away real pressing physical symptoms of central nervous system pain.

 

          What is it about the mystery of certain pain neurotransmitters in the cerebral regions of the brain which can’t be completely quieted down and made to feel calm and without any discomfort?

 

          Five years of thyroid tumor physical pain is a continual numbing pain at the base of the throat which doesn’t exactly hurt except for a deep constant numbing whenever one eats or whenever one turns one’s head, too, far over to either side of one’s shoulders or when one slightly as ever touches any region of the neck with one’s fingers or if one were to sleep wrong or drink, too, fast or drink wrong.

 

          The main concern with thyroid tumor numbing pain is not to allow for the numbing pain to cut off the neurotransmitter signals to the brain when food is trapped in the wind pipe because somehow the throat is in constant and perpetual state of numb while a small pocket or subsection in the back of the throat is created in the form in which even a slight bit of saliva may nearly choke the patient to death if one isn’t careful about how to correctly breathe or to correctly eat without killing oneself which life is relaxed, however.

 

          With thyroid tumors formed on either side of the thyroid then the best one can do is to throw back the head and close off the throat therefore food crumbs won’t go down the wrong way and cause one to begin to loudly choke and cough then nearly suffocate the patient(s).

 

          The main aspect to thyroid tumors is to beat a slight sack or slight pocket in which either food or oxygen or water or saliva gets trapped in the back of the throat then game over.

 

          Once begins a major loud coughing fit until one either dislodges the obstruction or one waits for saliva or water to clear from a tiny little pocket which forms when thyroid tumors form and change the windpipe.

 

          There’s no need to take “Oxycodone” for numbing thyroid throat tumor pain since the pain is mainly numbed yet highly risky for pain to be numbed whenever one gets anything trapped in the back of the windpipe especially while one sleeps.

 

          Even as much as water from the shower head pressing against the throat can cause anyone with thyroid tumors to harshly choke and loudly cough and cough and cough until the physical pain subsides.

 

          Tumors may not be a big deal to people who don’t have them since mostly tumors are hardened masses which obstruct other organs.

 

         

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 2,262

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,686 + 2,262 = 3,948

 

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

 

“Pride is a mask for faults.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Dogma (set of ideas or some belief)

 

A dogma must be accepted by those who profess Christianity.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          No Platitudes (“Clichés”) Here:

 

          No, I neither participate, nor am, nor acquaint with any member(s) of “anonymous.”

 

          No, not once have I ever participated, nor been acquainted with any member(s) of the incredibly peaceful social movement “Occupy Wall Street.”

 

          No, not once have I ever participated, nor been acquainted with any member(s) of the incredibly peaceful social movement “#MeToo”.

 

          No, I haven’t ever personally marched in any peaceful demonstrations.

 

          No, I’m not on any social media. We text.

 

          No, I don’t subscribe to any online “chat rooms.”

 

          Yes, I read some “chat rooms” however don’t ever contribute.

 

          If I were to ever contribute and write anything then I write my name with anything as basic as an online review for other customers to know they’re not alone in the size and fit of apparel or such anything valuable to contribute to any conversation about commercial products.

 

          Yes, I read factual articles and periodicals about current events, factual sciences, modern medicine, the arts and mathematics and astrophysics and quantum physics which for any layperson it’s any wonder to ponder such capabilities in the universe.

 

          No, I don’t participate in any online social media anonymous accounts of any type. We text.

 

          No, we don’t call or talk on the phone unless it’s an emergency otherwise we text.

 

          No, we don’t ever call and leave messages over voice mail unless it’s urgent or an emergency or an invite or…

 

          Working on not texting full sentences and paragraphs and novels. Lost in translation.

 

          Yes, I stopped watching the “stock market” since there’s empirical proof the stock market isn’t the monetary index to watch.

 

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Plagiarism

 

          Yes, there’s five or more articles with evidence about how MLK “plagiarist” MLK’s doctorate dissertation no less from another peer three years apart in age while at Boston University to say the least. (Not because I say so because the knowledge and historical facts are there.)

 

          Yes, I must find three or more legitimate factual articles or periodicals with empirical (practical and sensible) evidence and proof to justify any type of writing and I do find three reputable articles or more.

 

          Yes, I do believe in the initial moon landing and always have.

 

          Three articles or periodicals from three reputable sources are print media therefore fodder for discussion or mutually agreed upon debate or not or topic of conversation or not.

 

          No, there’s no such thing as “semi” public figures.

 

          Either one’s “a” public figure or one doesn’t make headlines.

 

          No, I don’t celebrate MLK anything since I’m not in college or university or academics and no type of funding comes from academia therefore I don’t have to sell anyone on anything.

 

          Yes, Muslim Americans weathered the April 3rd “Punish a Muslim day” for which celebrated violence against Muslims. Muslim children were kept home.

 

          No, please don’t ever touch the “Hijab” of any girl or woman covering her hair.

 

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Plagiarism is Thievery

 

          No, I haven’t ever plagiarist.

 

          No, the world doesn’t revolve around any one particular individual(s).

 

          Could one imagine if I were ever to plagiarize?

 

          Then I would be figuratively “proverbially” lynched.

 

          Yes, I’ve always either used quotation marks (“”) or “italicized” since such specific method of writing is how I was taught to write for white educational standards to signify the utilization of others’ words or general phrases or vernacular speech.

 

          Yes, I’m reading about certain celebrities only since Americans seem to want to discuss some hip-hop artists and actors. I don’t know.

 

          In order to contribute to any conversation I must first learn the correct spelling of names and music of a one Mr. “Gucci” rapper and movies of a one Mr. Tom Cruise which I don’t know anything about any such entertainers nor do I go out of my way to meet either men.

         

          No, I don’t go out of my way to meet anyone famous or celebrities much less know where either man comes from and will research basic public information to hold conversation with some Muslim Americans about the analysis of “hype” since the subject is what Muslim Americans seem to want to talk about right now.

 

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Opioid Drugs

As Subject Matter

 

          Ok, nothing’s personally about me.

 

          Ok, nothing’s personally about any one party(s.)

 

          This here is writing which is reflection.

 

          Writing is thought and “thoughts aren’t real” according to 1994 psychology.

 

          Writing’s memory.

 

          Let’s address “Oxycodone.” (Correctly spelled.)

 

          “Oxycodone” is known as “poor man’s heroin” or also known as pharmaceutical prescription opioid painkiller capsules.

 

          No, I personally haven’t been prescribed “Oxycodone” since August 2010 through October 2013.

 

          Yes, I personally celebrate five years of sobriety from “Oxycodone.”

 

          Yes, it’s been five years since I’ve purposely been prescribed and took “Oxycodone” for uterine tumor physical pain.

 

          Yes, when I was prescribed “Oxycodone” then I was prescribed 4-6 capsules each-and-every 4 to 6 hours for three years for tumor pain until I personally chose to stop taking “Oxycodone” in October of 2013 and continued to live with physical uterine tumor pain until September of 2017 post surgery of a hysterectomy and the last of three sets of three to five uterine tumors removed forever.

 

          No, no matter how much or little “physical pain” I’m in today which is five years (2013-2018) with slight throat #3 or #4 physical pain from thyroid tumors I refuse to take any “Oxycodone” mainly since “Oxycodone” is heroin and incredibly super addictive to say the least.

 

          No, I don’t ever talk about my thyroid throat physical pain to anyone except close personal Muslim American friends and surrogate family.

 

          Yes, if it were up to me and I were retired to do nothing and sit around and relax and play then I would most definitely sit around and take “Oxycodone” however under the influence of “Oxycodone” physical movement is difficult to decipher one’s “center of balance” or “center of gravity” as well as speech patterns turn for the worse and one feels as though one’s floating under water as well as speech feels as though one were completely immersed under water or incredibly intoxicated in the same way in which drinking, too, much whiskey or hard liquor except a deeper and slower stupor of oblivion with new daily topical bruises since “depth of field” is difficult to measure distance or “peripheral view” difficult to decipher which is naturally difficult for women in general, anyway.

 

          Ok, never mind. I wouldn’t neither spend my retirement drinking hard liquor or alcohol to get drunk since I like my “center of balance” nor would I much less choose to take prescribed “Oxycodone” since I like my bones and nerve endings intact and not in constant “physical pain.”

 

          The main and only reason why I wouldn’t much less ever purposely take prescribed “Oxycodone” is because the bone structure and skeletal aspects of the body hurt more intensely than any hormonal imbalance of fibroid uterine tumors which the uterine tumors press against the uterus like a mock fetus and each time the body hurts is because of the inundation in a strong surge of pregnancy hormones like a tidal wave each hour-on-the-hour there’s no fetus to feed nutrients to centered in the uterus only uterine tumors attached to the uterine wall to wash over the uterine tumors rather than to feed fetuses in the womb therefore the body’s composition swells and nerve endings excruciatingly ache and the skin physically hurts “to the touch” in ways one doesn’t believe "physical pain" possible to have one’s entire body once again ache and hurt in the same manner as childhood physical “growing pains” except more intense than “growing pains.”

 

          Such hormonal imbalance liquid physical pain is torture in the same manner as “coming down” from “Oxycodone” is torture to the physical touch of the skin and nerve endings.

 

          The problem with “Oxycodone” is when one immediately begins to “come down” from the affects of the pharmaceutical drug then nerve endings and bone structure begin to radically physically hurt and all one can do is to horizontally lie down and wreath in physical pain for about fifteen minutes each hour-on-the-hour and wreath in horrific physical pain all over the body and skin and bone structure.

 

          The point is: Both nerve ending pain is the same as “coming down” from “Oxycodone” and hormonal imbalance liquid nerve ending pain therefore there’s no point in taking “Oxycodone” when the physical pain of the physical hormonal imbalance illness is the same in pain scale and pain measure as the “low” affects of “Oxycodone” therefore why hurt twice rather than only hurt once from a hormonal liquid imbalance.

 

           Nope, “Oxycodone” isn’t for me since the after affects of the prescription pharmaceutical capsules leaves one’s body in more “physical pain” than actual literal uterine tumor mass pain which is excruciating “physical pain” right behind the belly button and colon and bladder pressing against the walls of the uterus with the expanding of tumors and fully extending out the belly in continual bloat mirroring the look of mock pregnancy.

 

           No, a fetus feels nothing like uterine tumor pain does.

 

          Uterine tumor liquid pain is each hour of the day for about fifteen minutes through eight years with a suppressing surge of hormonal uterine tidal waves of liquid imbalanced hormones which causes something as closely as what’s been explained as “fibromyalgia” and a kick to the abdomen.

 

          The problem with “Oxycodone” is the prescription drug doesn’t completely ever get rid of nerve ending pain and the lows of the effect of “Oxycodone” contributes to specific and highly “physically painful” bone and muscle ache as well as nerve ending pain on top of an already painful uterine hormonal nerve ending pain and tightness and swelling of the body filled with hormonal fetal liquids. It’s awful. It’s terrible.

 

          Ever since September 2017 I have absolutely no more “Carpal Tunnel Syndrome.”

 

          The “Carpal Tunnel Syndrome” pain has completely gone away with the surgery of a hysterectomy.

 

          Ever since September 2017 I no longer hemorrhage.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,686

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,686

 

Friday, April 6, 2018

 

“Prejudice is a sickness in the brain.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Duplicity (double dealing, deception)

 

Honesty and duplicity are impossible companions.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Stop the Press:

 

          No, my close Muslim friends aren’t “Polygamists.” Nope.

 

          No polygamists here.

 

          Yes, as an “intellectual exercise” and for the sake of smart discussion or conversation my close Muslim friends and I have respectfully and kindly discussed how “polygamy” in general is a Middle Eastern Muslim social practice throughout the Middle East, 2018.

 

          However, my close Muslim friends are American citizens and know the laws such as “polygamy” is illegal in America or the United States of America.

 

          Personally neither or any of us believes in “polygamy” however Middle Eastern Muslims do adhere to “polygamy” and we don’t personally condone Middle Eastern “polygamy” since we don’t live in the Middle East and American laws say “polygamy” is illegal and we also think so. Ok.

 

          Why do white Evangelicals fear American Muslim citizens?

 

          Muslim American Citizens are Americans.

 

          Muslim American Citizens are American Citizens.

 

          Muslim American Citizens aren’t Middle Eastern Citizens.

 

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          Western Ideology: “Broken Hearted”

 

          Let’s briefly address the subject matter of “broken hearted.”

 

          Well, mainly Western culture teaches people are or can become “broken” like plates or dishes.

 

          Mostly, people are composed of chemicals and liquid compounds and hormones and wet or moist which is bodily function and bodily condition.

 

          Humans aren’t solids.

 

          Humans are mostly warm and oily and moist and made of bodily functions therefore humans are resilient and get through any difficult situation with passage of time.             

 

          In Western medicine there’s such a condition as “broken hearted” who die from deep sadness.

 

          The American expression: “it broke my heart” is common vernacular usage for a deep disappointment however literally one’s heart isn’t broken since the heart continually pumps blood to keep humans alive.

 

          Humans are resilient. It’s the beauty of humanity.

 

          Even though in past journal entries I’ve written the common American expression: “it broke my heart” I haven’t literally had my heart broken since I didn’t have any type of cardiac arrest and die.

 

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          “Adam Ruins Everything” (TV series.) Thank you.

 

          “Murder, She Wrote” (TV series.) Thank you.

 

          “Not Going Out” (TV series.) Thank you.

 

          “Gotham” (TV series.) Thank you. Still in “Season II”

 

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Religious Neighborhood Control

As Subject Matter

 

          The best social modern policy is to always be respectfully courageous enough to directly and kindly walk over to one’s next door neighbors’ door and ring the door bell and calmly speak to one’s direct next door mature neighbor adults about any situation or general grievance otherwise to call the police on one’s next door neighbors or directly across the street neighbors is an act of aggression and idealistic ignorance and misplaced need for control unless one’s given wrong advice to continually call the police over neighborly lifestyles such as monthly cars having to harshly place on the breaks and for a long duration of time put on the horn for white children in the middle of the streets to safely step aside and unto sidewalks and away from moving vehicles.

 

          The white children nearly get run over by an inch of their lives and the car drivers rightly get angry at almost nearly having missed killing white children wandering aimlessly by themselves without any supervision month after month after month.

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods which have any personal difficulty with Muslim Americans in the neighborhood while the Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors’ white children nearly get hit while unsupervised in the streets by cars which such cars skid and nearly by an inch miss the white children on a monthly basis?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty minding their business rather than waste time in ridiculing or discriminating against Muslim Americans who pray five times per day?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty picking up their own front yard litter yet discriminate against Muslims who are American citizens doing the best they can with the very little they have?

         

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with “intellectually astute conversations” Muslim Americans openly talk about or discuss such as Middle Eastern “polygamy” not at all like American culture?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans existence in which men and women don’t touch at all, ever?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who are incredibly quiet while white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors scream and yell at their children while white Evangelicals raise their young ones?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who must abstain from any form of liquor or beer or drugs or sex?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who must follow strict kosher food restrictions which white Evangelicals eat pork and no one calls the police on white Evangelicals for being pork eaters?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who are Allah fearing individuals and quite disciplined and moral and ethical and kind due to the religious Muslim American values while white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors are vindictive and mean spirited and two-faced and passive-aggressive and micro-aggressive and racially discriminatory?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans’ large sized families and extensive family units and family members who watch out and babysit each others’ children unlike white Evangelical family units for which must pay for babysitters?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans’ homemade foods and spices and kitchen smells when mostly smashed fast food containers get thrown out on the curve next to the sidewalks of white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods which white Evangelicals complain about ethnic Muslim smells and ethnic homemade foods?

 

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Hardly ever…

                                                                        Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless a complain call has been placed.

 

          Complain calls get placed on any complainer’s list.

 

          Continuous complain calls become any repetitious pattern then the complain calls say more about the complainers than the complaint about.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one “particular” door unless “a” specific call has been placed about a “specific” matter or circumstance or situation otherwise it’s “here say” to call police about any situation for which one doesn’t know any information especially when one doesn’t know who’s taking care of white minors who wander unsupervised in the middle of streets without any type of or “a” single clue about how traffic’s on their heels with a near miss.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors across the street make calls to the police about complaints about the Muslim American children who neatly tend to their afternoon homework and learn Arabic and quietly and peacefully the Muslim children are respectful individuals well looked after by adults while the white Evangelical children scream and yell and throw garbage on their front yard and streets month after month after month.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors across the street make calls to the police about complaints about Muslim American children who tend Mosque on Friday nights and follow Ramadan.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors across the street make calls to the police about complaints about the Muslim American children whose adult legal guardians and babysitters shovel and mow and weekly bring in their garbage bins from the curve while white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors come home drunk in the middle of the nights and scream in the middle of their driveways.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors make calls to the police about complaints about the peaceful Muslim Americans who mind their own business and pray to Allah.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless controlling white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors make calls to the police with complaints about the Muslim Americans who refuse to have their Muslim children join quasi-religious Evangelical neighborhood youth groups.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,437

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,016 + 1,672 = 3,688 + 1,437 = 5,125

 

Thursday, April 5, 2018

 

“If you are a man of the sword, you can’t claim to be a man of the book; and if you are a man of the book, you will not be a man of the sword.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Dual (of two; having or composed of two parts; double; twofold)

 

Vehicles intended for operator instruction are usually equipped with dual controls.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Correction from “literacy rate” to “illiteracy rate.” Ha.

 

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          Harsh Discipline for Students of Color:

 

          Yes, the science and research is out about the subject matter of how students of color are more harshly disciplined than any other students.

 

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          2018 Statistics about Police Murders:

 

          Why the staggering 2018 statistics about African American citizens murdered by “police state”?

 

          Why murder our very own American citizens? Why?

 

          Our citizens are important contributing members of society and taxpayers in some form or another.

 

          “The Washington Post” by “Amazon” (public company) keeps factual statistics for 2018 “police state’s” murders of American citizens specifically black demographics or African American demographics or people of color in general.

 

          Why an epidemic of “police state” murders?

 

          When will modern police be retrained to deescalate rather than to escalate hormonally?

 

          When will modern police learn Ti’-Chi’?

 

          When will modern police learn to breathe?

 

          When will police learn not to take anything personally?

 

          When will police re-learn to speak to citizens and question rather than accuse and murder American citizens in our very own streets?

 

          When will modern police learn about their own profession and learn about the psychology of chronic stress.

 

          Continual Immediate daily stress “to” professionally deal with possibly daily “detrimental” situations isn’t real life since other professions don’t call for such emergency approach to daily work since supposedly stress is imaginary and created by the individual.

 

          One either learns how to distress or stress about anything in life and hormonally change the composition of one’s body liquids and neurology.

 

          “Thoughts aren’t real.”

 

          Either one learns to control one’s own “thought patterns” and regulate hormones to keep smart about how to approach anyone else in direct communication without any conflict of any type or without assuming anything.

 

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1990’s Police Professionals

 

          In the 1990’s police were taught to be observant yet smart and cool and collected and level headed whenever police approached any situation especially on the streets of America since streets are public areas and mostly anyone always witnesses something or video records police encounters or police brutality.

 

          1990’s police were taught important protocol in how to respectfully speak with citizens before ever drawing any weapon of any type to commit cold blooded murder upon our very own American citizens.

         

          1990’s police were taught not to be reactionary as today’s police are reactionary since modern police seem to “serve and protect” as Authoritarian and Totalitarian regimes in constant fear to lose control when it’s citizens who self-govern and peacefully go about their way to and fro.

 

          1990’s police didn’t assume police knew “everything” about any situation which according to science, it’s nearly impossible to know what ever occurs in any situation unless one’s in the situation and even then most people don’t ever recollect the same scenario the same way as events took place, anyway.

 

          2018 numbers and statistics show and prove a “police state” of murder.

 

          When these “police state” times are over then there’s always a hearing at the end of mass murders and a pattern of genocide and the “Geneva Convention” always wins to restore reparations and restitution to any peoples’ with great loss at the murderous hand of any institutions or states or federal governments such as any wrong systems to overlook the safety of their citizens as a complete body of governance for safety and prosperity rather than brutality and force and murder.

 

          Peaceful multi-racial states are the most successful states.

 

          No, citizens don’t believe in revenge.

 

          What about these fascist times?

 

          Why ever choose fascism?

 

          Why ever choose to murder American citizens?

 

          What’s there to gain by the murders of American citizens?

 

          What will change if anything institutions are lead by present leaders with wrong ideals no matter how well intended to draw any weapon on anyone is still considered extreme by modern cultural standards.

 

          Only 3% of the American population is gun owners.

 

          The rest of Americans don’t own guns because guns are expensive and dangerous and deadly.

 

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Sexuality

As Subject Matter

 

          From a layperson’s point of view there isn’t much to say about sexuality except to be direct whenever in communications about “consent sexual intercourse” and stay safe and be well sexually protected and make sure people have one’s best interest at heart otherwise one simply gets utilized like a tool for consent sexual intercourse.

 

          Personally, most of my young twenties occurred between 1996 and 2000.

 

          In 1996 I was 19, and by 2000 I was 23.

 

          By May of 2001 I was 24.

 

          For those of us who lived through the 1990’s we had come off of an era of the 1980’s in which the AIDS epidemic had an onslaught of high death rate and mortality primarily amongst gay men.

 

          By the late 1990’s it was primarily young children born with AIDS who bore the brunt of the deadly disease.

 

          Many of us watched our peers’ parents pass away from AIDS.

 

          For us the AIDS epidemic was as real as homosexual brutality and high rates of suicide amongst young homosexuals.

 

          For us “consent sexual intercourse” is definitely an act with direct possibly harmful bodily consequences therefore we did our best to abstain from “consent sexual intercourse” for as long as we did and when we did make the decision to mutually participate in “consent sexual intercourse” then we protected ourselves with condoms or female condoms.

 

          In our young era of hormones and sex and desire “consented sexual intercourse” is an act we did our best to choose the best “sexual partners” who did prove to be worthy of our bodily exchange since our partner(s) had been tested for “sexually transmitted diseases” and “consented sexual intercourse” meant a condom was most necessary otherwise no sex was involved in dating.

 

          Early on as young people we were taught it was okay to ask any potential “consenting sexual partner” to have blood tests done to learn more about their health and about potential “sexually transmitted diseases” before embarking in something as bodily as sex.

 

          Ours is a generation in which we directly asked our consent sexual partners if and when was the last time they’d been tested for “sexually transmitted diseases.”

 

          Ours is a generation in which we were taught each and every single “sexual partner” we would ever hold sexual intercourse with then meant their previous or multiple partners would also become our sexual partners by sexual association.

 

          Ours is a generation which isn’t scared or frightened to openly speak or address the subject matter of “consent sexual intercourse” since our generation and upbringing made sure we understood the dire consequences of getting or being involved with any “consented sexual partners” of any type with possible “sexually transmitted diseases.”

 

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The Aftermath

 

          As someone who’s been physically ill with benign tumors throughout the past eight years and continually has blood tests drawn, I’ve learned the value of overall health.

 

          As someone in their forties I’m glad to write even though I live with constant benign thyroid tumors I count my blessings not to have to deal with vaginal herpes or HIV or AIDS or gonorrhea or syphilis which are considered “sexually transmitted diseases” which can drive people insane or mad due to the core value or strain of the disease.

 

           At the wise age of forty I’m glad to test out of “sexually transmitted diseases” as a way of life and upkeep.

 

          Personally, my heart does go out to friends and others who did contract herpes or HIV or developed AIDS from some form of blood transfusions or from sexual bodily exchange.

 

          As someone who’s spent the last eight years with a low immune system due to late adoption at the age of ten without the development of some enzymes to properly break down American commercial foods and most likely awaiting to be properly diagnosed with some form of thyroid condition or autoimmune disease I can only imagine how grieved others must be to persistently live and stay on top of “sexually transmitted diseases” such as genital herpes which is for life.

 

          One of the main statements made by older men: is if men were younger than men are now then men would have more sex except this is an age and era in which the world became smaller due to the internet and “sexually transmitted diseases” are real and supposedly painful.

 

          Look, I’m not a prude about anything anyone else does.

 

          When I was a documentary filmmaker for fifteen years other people came to me for over a decade and shared their stories of rape and former underage sex with their teachers and sexual coercion and sexual desires and sexual encounters and extramarital affairs and unprotected sex and “sexually transmitted diseases” and I am no one to judge therefore I didn’t and I don’t.

 

          What appeared to me is people didn’t regret their lives, however, mainly people regretted the “sexually transmitted diseases” they lived with and would live with for life.

 

          People were smart and understood the dire situations and consequences to their vital health, however, what people didn’t regret was having consented sexual intercourse, only regret was to have to deal with the “sexually transmitted diseases” of any type.

 

          Yes, perhaps when I’m old I’ll regret how little sex I’ve had throughout the course of my adult life, however. I’ve made the best choices I did at the time and I find a life without “sexually transmitted diseases” is an easier endeavor than life would be if I had not taken care of myself as a woman.

 

          No, I can’t imagine what it would be like to live with a low immune system then also deal with any “sexually transmitted disease” and an already low immune system.

 

          Yes, I count my lucky stars acne is the worst topical bacteria I deal with.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,672

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,016 + 1,672 = 3,688

 

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

 

“Whoever profits from learning will be punished.”

 

“It is worse to learn nothing than to know nothing.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Sporadic (occurring occasionally, irregular)

 

He made sporadic attempts at studying, but never succeeded in these attempts.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Correction from “forth grade” to “fourth grade” “illiteracy rate”. Ha.

 

          English is a difficult language to write and speak.

         

          To sound out words isn’t the same as to spell English words.

 

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          Cough and Phlegm:

 

          Any real constant cough is constant and rare for one to cough “all” the time otherwise one can give oneself any hernia and possible death.

 

          Constant cough can give oneself some serious intestinal tear and possible death.

 

          Whenever one tears particular internal organs begin to leak out some acids or bacteria and pollute the bloodstream.

 

          Raging fits of cough is uncontrollable and nearly unstoppable and messy and convulsive and not pretty yet real and momentarily will pass with deep breaths after no more than hopefully within less than ten minutes.

 

          “Whooping cough” is constant and doesn’t seize even in sleep.

 

          An occasional cough with phlegm only gets spit out when the upper lungs lean up against any couch or occasionally when one actually smokes 100% tobacco cigarettes.

 

          The phlegm is directly behind the nose and throat.

 

          Phlegm doesn’t come up from the lungs rather phlegm is directly behind the nose which is literally thick “snot”.

 

          No, thankfully my occasional cough isn’t constant.

 

          My occasional cough is to literally spit out thick mucus through the mouth and tidy up.

 

          One good phlegm cough is a lot of work.

 

          To specifically stand at a bathroom sink to cough hard to spit out phlegm through the mouth takes incredible amount of obvious effort from the diaphragm to bring up air to spit out phlegm which the air makes a “high squeak” sound from the back of the throat when bringing up so much air all at once to only have to spit out phlegm occasionally with a high pitch whistle which is occasional and seldom cough which must be forced out and not through the nose either.

 

          My occasional cough is only when my upper lungs lean back on a couch or chair therefore I sit upright.

 

          A high stool with a low back is truly awesome.

         

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          Caretaker Duties: Shovel:

 

          As someone who smokes less than five 100% tobacco cigarettes yesterday I proved I can intermittently shovel up to three hours per one afternoon without a single cough.

 

          Although, by seven at night my muscles were shaky and weak yet I felt perfectly satisfied with the physical workout.

 

           As of my last medical checkup within the last three months my oxygen levels is 98 which is amazing for nonsmokers.

 

          Yes, thankfully I have better lung function and lung capacity than most nonsmokers although since March 2017 I occasionally spit out phlegm.

 

          People tell me to spit out phlegm therefore I do without the embarrassment or hesitation.

 

          Since 2009 I’ve dealt with dust and outdoor property maintenance and natural cleaning chemicals and paints and thankfully I don’t have any constant cough.

 

          As always I’m stunned to have 98 oxygen levels for any 100% tobacco smokers who smoke less than five 100% tobacco cigarettes per day since mostly whatever is said about commercial cigarette smoke is unhealthy yet not as unhealthy as say “obesity” or “alcoholism” or “heroin” or “crystal meth” or “cocaine” or anything which accelerates the rapid aging of cells.

 

          Supposedly “alcoholism” causes possible death when the liver malfunctions.

         

          No, I feel absolutely no pain in my lungs of any type of any kind at any time. Nope. I count my blessings.

 

          Yes, snow is heavy and one must be aware of heavy lifting and cardiac arrest.

 

          Yes, both literal actions such as “fainting” and “cardiac arrest” are conducted as silently deadly as “drowning.”

 

          “Drowning” is a deadly “silent” physical action.

 

          “Quiet” and “silence” aren’t the same definitions.

 

          “Silence” is no sound which is rare in general life.

 

          “Quietly” is peacefully and maturely conducting one’s own personal matters and private business as any “innocent bystanders” or citizens.

 

          “Silent” is rare in nature.

 

          Humans and animals make natural sounds which carries and others know others’ presence without a word.

 

          Last point: caretaker property duties: whenever shoveling near an outdoor pet area then one must repeatedly clean off the tip of the shovel in clean snow.

 

          Yesterday, I purposely shoveled and cleared off an outdoor pet area and before I had the chance to clean off the shovel, the ends of my long coat touched the tips of the shovel, I took off the coat and left it outdoors overnight since it was what it was.

 

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“Sexuality”

As Subject Matter

         

          Disclaimer:

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “incest.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved in “bestiality.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “prostitution.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been “a” “prostitute.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been sexual “with” a “prostitute.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “pornography.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved in any “orgies.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever murdered “any” animals or humans.

 

          No, I haven’t ever thrown and broke ceramic plates.

 

          No, I haven’t ever slapped much less punched anyone in the face.

 

          No, I haven’t ever sexually touched or been touched by my parents. Nope.

 

          No, I’m not personally any “polygamist.”

 

          No, I’m not personally into any type of “harem.”

 

          No, I don’t personally believe in polygamy as a personal choice.

 

          No, I don’t personally watch “pornography” even though my internet TV sometimes freezes and automatically reverts to pornography browsers.

 

          Yes, last week I saw thirty seconds of a white woman masturbating even though I did the best I could to change the frozen browser on the internet TV.

 

          Yes, I’ve seen and studied pornography in film school.

 

          Yes, I’ve written endless amounts of academic papers on pornography.

 

          No, I don’t get aroused by pornography -- especially not female pornography since film school more or less ruined cinema for me.

 

          No, I’m not into “obsessive masturbating” since humans mainly do orgasm each time humans dream.

 

          No, I’m not involved in any “sexual occults.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “sadomasochism.”

 

          No, I don’t ever wish or desire to be “gagged” or “whipped” or “tied up” or “choked” or nearly “suffocate” from scarves during any sexual encounter.

 

          No, I don’t like “physical pain” of any type.

 

          No, I don’t like to conduct any type of pain upon another.

 

          No, I haven’t ever looked into “sexual role playing.”

 

          Yes, consented sex is difficult enough to navigate as it is especially for people with Episcopalian/Jewish upbringing and ideals about sexuality.

 

          Yes, most likely by modern standards I’m considered sexually dull, however.

 

          Fully intact in my ideals and steadfast believes about sexuality which is anyone’s personal consented desires.

 

          Life’s exciting enough as it is without having to enhance any type of sexual experience which personally I consider sexual intercourse to be incredibly private and complex and a spiritually heightened experience.

 

          Personally, I think women are much more complex than the “male gaze” or male sexual desire.

 

          Personally, I think women are much more complex than sexual novels or erotica literature mostly written by men.

 

          Personally, I think men don’t get women in general.

 

          Personally, I think men don’t understand women well enough to understand female sexuality.

 

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          As per general, it’s difficult to write what exactly is “average” sexuality when “polygamy” is one extreme which is favorably looked upon as well as also multiple consenting sexual partners is favorably looked upon within the last ten years and open relationships or open marriages.

 

          Mainly in an age and era in which smart humans understand it’s rather difficult for one person alone to meet “all” of the sexual needs of another partner or to fulfill most of the sexual expectations of another partner then mainstream America has become open minded about “open relationships” and “open marriages.”

 

          Marriage is truly no longer an option for modern people looking to be sexually fulfilled in more ways than one and by more than one lifetime partner is considered an outlandish notion except for some forms of religious marriages only between a man and a woman.

 

          Mostly, the ideal or notion there’s only one suitable lifetime partner for each individual is “debunked science” since most humans like most of nature requires multiple lifetime partners thus most modern Americans have learned to do away with the standardized marriage definition and now live in “open marriages.”

 

          As of modern times “polygamy” is considered “illegal” in America, however, in many other cultures across the world men are allowed and able to have more than one wife.

 

          If “polygamy” is ever made legal then hopefully the law will be equal opportunity in which women will also be able to have or to hold more than one male husband partner at a time.

 

          Even though “polygamy” isn’t my cup of tea I do find it necessary to be open minded about the sexual and physical relational needs and desires of others.

 

          My best friends who happen to be Muslim believe in the right to “polygamy” however they abhor the notion of same-sex sexuality.

 

          Personally, I don’t care if people are into “polygamy” or same-sex sexuality so long as I don’t have to personally participate or be a part or to partake in any of it.

 

          Furthermore, I do find it hypocritical for Muslims to be defenders of “polygamy” yet not same-sex marriage which is the law of the land.

 

          Also, one would think far-right Christians and Evangelicals would defend same-sex marriage since such demographics defends “polygamy” which is something American Evangelicals and American Muslims have in common.

 

          What more is there to say about sexuality?

 

          There isn’t much to be said about sexuality other than primarily sexuality is a closed door scenario in which mature adults may consent to participate in activities which are safe to each participant.

 

          There’s much to be covered about the “subject” of “sexuality,” however, not without psychological clichés or what makes people act or not or what doesn’t make people get “sexually aroused” or not.

 

          What might be a “sexual arousal” to one person could be a “sexual no” to another therefore it’s best to be direct whenever speaking about “sexual intercourse” otherwise if no words are used out loud then there’s no relationship.

 

          Personally, I’ve not ever wanted to be “urinated” upon.

 

          Personally, I’ve not ever wanted to have “a” feces or fecal matter or bowel movement passed upon me.

 

          However, I can bring myself to be extremely open minded about how others might get extremely “sexually aroused” by being urinated upon.

 

          Personally, I have a good sense of smell and fecal matter would be a “no, thank you.”

 

          Personally, I can bring myself to understand the appeal others have for being urinated upon.

 

          Our current president 2018 (new name) is a man who enjoys being urinated upon and this is understandable in some psychological sort of way.

 

          Even though I’m a complete sexual square I must be intellectually astute enough to understand the appeal of sexuality for other people no matter how much one might cringe at the thought of such things such as to eat the feces of another sexual partner. I guess one can’t get anymore close to another sexual partner than to digest their feces and enjoy it even though it would be my last resort.

 

          Oh, yes, as for “anal sex” this isn’t my cup of tea either however I must maintain open minded enough as a modern citizen to understand why this can be quite pleasurable to others since anal sex is supposedly wonderful, however.

 

          Fecal matter still comes out of the anus and if at all possible the vagina still works wonders vs. the anus.

 

          The whole point to sexuality is to be open minded and direct with one’s partner otherwise thoughts are only inside people’s heads and don’t exist.

 

          The entire point to sexuality is be mature enough to be open minded about others’ orientation and preferences and experiences and desires even if one isn’t personally involved and doesn’t care to be.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 2,016

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,016

 

Friday, March 30, 2018

 

“Learning is a lifelong occupation.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Ductile (capable of being easily bent, drawn thin from ease)

 

The ductile strength of the material can be tested.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Video Channel:

 

          No, my goal hasn’t ever been to consider any type of video channel to be a host or presenter or interviewer or celebrity or act or to be a thespian for two main reasons:

 

A.    Yes, I’m a terrible actress.

B.    Yes, I have acne scars.

 

(No, I’m not insecure about acne scars since I don’t look at my acne scars and mostly I have soft skin.) (No, I’m not insecure about acne scars therefore I write about the subject matter for others to know they’re not alone.)

 

          People tell me there’re makeup artists now to help with video makeup.

 

          Video makeup is different than stage makeup.

 

          Nowadays with HD then almost each detail is viewed.

 

          As for stage makeup the last audience member on the last row must be able to catch some type of definition to the characters’ facial expressions therefore stage makeup is over exaggerated while HD makeup is refined.

 

          HD video hides almost absolutely nothing.

 

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          Okay, let’s get to the subject matter of “sexuality” even though I’ve been procrastinating about the subject of “sexuality” for the last two months.

 

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Sexuality

 

          The subject of “sexuality” is one difficult subject matter to address or write about mostly since basic social rules require to be spelled out as such:

 

          Mature “consenting” adult “sexual” relationships is when face-to-face or direct line of communications mature adults verbally state “yes” or “no” to “consenting” to anything remotely physically “sexual” in nature or “romantic” such as dinner as a “non-sexual date”.

 

          At work or any professional place of business always keep one’s hands to oneself.

 

          Mostly, in life it’s best to keep one’s hands to oneself especially when first meeting strangers or anyone new to one’s life as “nonsexual dates.”

 

          It’s rather “modern” for people to expect a “first date” (dinner, coffee, public outing) to automatically be interpreted as “sexual intercourse” at the end of the “first date” even though there’s still much of the meal to go yet and the rest of the evening when who knows what will happen?

 

          Let’s say as an example either parties involved in the “first date” suddenly begins to have “road rage” or screams or shouts or is rude or outright mean to other bystanders then automatically such misbehavior would be an indication of life with such individual(s) and hormones in the other parties would then change and dissipate and possibly the peaceful date changes their mind about “expected” “consented sexual intercourse” at the end of the evening which legally it’s okay for anyone (man or woman) to change their minds and not have “consented sexual intercourse” at all no matter what the social expectations at the end of a meal.

 

          Or let’s say as another basic example either parties involved in the “first date” allows themselves the liberty to eat off of or drink from the other parties dish or meal or glass or cup or plate automatically such misbehavior would be an indication of life with such individual(s) and hormones in the other parties would then change and dissipate and possibly the date changes their mind about “sexual intercourse” at the end of a long evening.

 

          Anything can happen at any time.

 

          Any one can change their mind about having “consented sexual intercourse” no matter what the social expectations.

 

          “First date” “consent sexual intercourse” sounds sudden and rushed and a lot of pressure to perform especially for the men.

 

          “Nonsexual dating” is literally to go and get a meal which doesn’t define or expects the parties involved to be pressured whatsoever to have any “consented sexual intercourse” unless mutually agreed upon however, a meal’s only a meal and not any serious long-term dating such as “exclusive” “boyfriend” or “girlfriend” or “partner” or “significant other.”

 

          No, “nonsexual dating” doesn’t mean one’s pressured to do anything “sexual.”

 

          “Consented sexual intercourse” is “consented sexual intercourse” and pressure to perform on the “first date” is absurd after some inexpensive meal or coffee.

 

          “Consented sexual intercourse” is extremely private business.

 

          Is modern “consent sexual intercourse” now the new currency for in exchange of purchasing a meal out on a date?

 

          No, I’m not matronly. (I skateboard for crying out loud. Skateboaring is a great way to know what the body can or cannot do.)

 

          Yes, I’m aware and acknowledge 2018 “first date” over a meal means automatic “consented sexual intercourse.”

 

          However, as the type of woman I am I don’t believe in the exchange of “consented sexual intercourse” for a “first date” meal.

 

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“Sexual Preferences” is in the mind

         

          Mainly, “sexual preference” is primarily many likes and dislikes which originate in childhood and are attributed to one’s parents.

 

          Whatever people like or dislike about anything sexual has to do with personal triggers or influences or learning early in childhood.

 

          As far as mutual and “consented sexual intercourse” is concerned there’s nothing discrete about the understanding for which any “sexual agreement” is mutual to undertake in “sexual consented intercourse.”

 

          Yes, one must give verbal consent of “yes” or “no” to undertake in “consent sexual intercourse” which is the mature way to approach “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          Mutually agreed upon “consent sexual intercourse” is a distinct physical act between parties involved.

 

          There’s very little left up to the imagination when parties openly and maturely discuss or agree upon mutually agreed upon “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          There’s very little subtlety when parties openly and maturely agree upon mutual “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          Even though verbal agreement to say “yes” or “no” to “consent sexual intercourse” is indeed brave and courageous and direct verbal communications there’s something rather uniquely wonderful and necessary to the mature ability to directly verbally confirm or deny any agreement to embark upon mutual “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          Simply, the direct verbal agreement to say “yes” or “no” to any mutual kisses is direct enough in the communicative intensions made to want to consent to mutual kissing which must first be verbally agreed upon.

 

          “Sexual personal preference” is in the mind however, actual mutual consented “sexual touch” (on any reproductive anatomy) between parties is an action and must first be directly agreed upon.

 

          To assume one may take the liberty to so much as “sexually” or “sensually” touch another person is assumptions made.

 

          Mostly humans are made of liquid chemicals and compounds and proteins which mainly must be maintained balanced and kept in harmony therefore with any outside factors such as something as basic as room temperature or lighting or smells can completely change the chemistry in the human anatomy to less “sexually aroused.”

 

          Anything can happen at any moment and people instantaneously become less “sexually aroused” therefore it is okay and legally justifiable for anyone to change their minds about being any type of “physical sexual being” whenever one is not in the mood or expected to be.             

          There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be “sexual” towards someone else, however. One must first have permission to be “sexually explicit.”

 

          Asking someone out on a “nonsexual date” over a meal or drink isn’t “sexual harassment” since most people will either say “yes” or “no” to conversation over a meal.

 

          A “nonsexual date” over a meal means people talk and see if they have anything in common other than “sexual desire” for each other.

 

          In an age and era in which people have “sexual intercourse” with each other on a “first date” then it’s only common place to be straight forward and direct about “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          The ideal of how “sexual” somebody else might be, probably is not the same as actually meeting and getting to know someone well enough to know whether someone’s truly attracted to the other or not.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,315

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,836 + 1,875 = 3,711 + 1,315 = 5,026

 

Thursday, March 29, 2018

 

“A wise man is a greater asset to a nation than a King.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Dulcet (melodious, soft, smoothing)

 

The dulcet tones of the organ were most pleasing.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          “You Tube” Celebrities:

 

          Most Americans I’ve ever met or talked to or worked with or acquainted in conversation tell me to at least once I ought to look up the latest celebrities then I know what’s what.

 

          Most Americans advice to follow “You Tube” celebrities:

 

          No, I neither have ever known nor met nor do I feel emotionally close to any of the following celebrities.

 

          As of last week finally I looked up: One episode of 1990’s “Friends,” viewed one episode of 1990’s “Roseanne,” viewed one episode of 1990’s “Will and Grace,” viewed the inappropriate kiss between a one Ms. Katy Perry and a stunned contestant Benjamin Glaze, found a story about a person by the name of a one Mr. Justin Bieber who dropped trouser at Mayan pyramids, read an interview about a one Ms. Drew Barrymore who is now divorced, viewed online pictures as to how a one Mr. Justin Timberlake’s apartment’s design and interior decoration, looked up a story about a one Ms. Meghan Markle’s “stocking fiasco” and engaged to Prince Harry, also landed on an Instagram feed of pictures of “Susan” Mikula’s photographs who is a photographer who happens to be Ms. Rachel Maddow’s significant other, looked at an “unofficial” account of a one Mr. Bill Maher’s generic “Facebook” feed, read a negative literary review about a one Mr. Sean Penn’s book, found out Americans believe Oprah and Gail King are supposedly a lesbian couple, Jennifer Aniston’s second divorce. (Catching up as quickly as possible.) I think I got the information correct.

 

          Yes, “Seinfeld” is my favorite sitcom.

 

          Yes, “Shaun of the Dead” is my favorite movie.

 

          This is the most extensive celebrity search engine I’ve ever conducted. Whew. The search was lots of work simply to correctly spell the names of celebrities.

 

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“You Tube” Channels

 

          1970’s feminist American women were taught to resist the temptation of having their noses firmly planted in some “celebrity gossip” magazines since mostly it’s “dribble.”

 

          Factually, “You Tube” celebrities are more famous than thespians or actors or hip-hop artists.

 

          Over the past twenty years most Americans I’ve ever met or talked to or worked with or acquainted in conversation tell me such Americans will be “rich and famous” and I don’t doubt it.

 

          Over the past twenty years most Americans I’ve ever met or talked to or worked with or acquainted in conversation tell me “hip-hop” artists are more famous than TV actors.

 

          Americans may showcase their talents over the internet. (The audience decides.)

 

          Talent is found at the click of a button.

 

          Talent is democratic therefore America is the land where dreams do come true and anything is possible to achieve.

 

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#1 Rule in Writing:

Always sound more “stern” than one actually is

 

Then the audience or readership

Doesn’t get emotionally “dependent” upon writers

 

          No, personally I didn’t ever ask Allah for “fame” or “celebrity.”

 

          Yes, as a Central American Latina we’re taught writing is social change for social justice and peace and harsh criticism and expression.

 

          Yes, social change occurs through sociological change.

 

          Yes, anyone may become “famous.” Awesome! Good Luck!

 

          No, not “everyone” who’s famous is “rich.”

 

          No, online contributing citizens aren’t celebrities.

 

          Most middle income earners make a million dollars by the time they retire. In essence most American workers will be millionaires by the time they pass away. How fantastic.

 

          Yes, in 2000 I was warned documentary filmmaking made absolutely no money or fame. Okay.

 

          Documentary filmmaking is a love of labor.

 

          Writing is a love of labor.

 

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          90 is the new 60:

 

          No, I’m not any type of “vulnerable” adult.

 

          Personally, I had to go and look up the word “vulnerable.”

 

          Yes, resiliency is wisdom to peacefully co-exist.

 

          Life moves along which is “obvious.”

 

          The passing of time.

 

          Minnesota state law is: A “vulnerable” adult is anyone older than 18 years of age who has collected any type of monies for any assistance of any type from “government disability.”

 

          In general in America: Anyone over the age of “sixty” is considered any “vulnerable” adult. (The age has to change. 90 is the new 60.)

 

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          Corrections:

 

          Correction on the name of the 1930’s Holocaust Dr. “Mengele”.

 

          In history Dr. “Mengele” is precisely known as the Holocaust doctor who conducted “torture techniques” on twins as well as gas chambered “eleven” “million” factually murdered humans, the disabled, homosexuals, anyone with any “physical illnesses,” “obese” people, people who wore eye-glasses, artists, writers, teachers, professors, defenders or the Jewish faith, families, children and babies, men, the old and the young.

 

          Why on Earth are 2018 Europe and 2018 South America and 2018 far East Asia leaning towards Fascism or totalitarian regimes when the Holocaust isn’t even one hundred years ago?

 

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          Correction “Eleven” “million” humans were factually murdered in the 1930’s Holocaust.

         

          Correction “six” “million” human Jews were factually murdered in the 1930’s Holocaust.

 

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          Yes, I consider “discrimination” to be “stupid.”

 

          The number one rule is: “don’t assume anything.”

 

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Women’s Rights

As

Subject Matter

 

          Okay, let’s “beat this dead horse” for subject matter.

 

          2018 is now the present reality.

 

          2020 is the near soon to be future.

 

          2018 is forward thinking.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly men’s “physical pain” is “real” while women’s “physical pain” is “imaginary.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly women don’t feel or sense any literal “physical pain” since women “imagine” “physical pain.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly not even female doctors believe women patients literally feel or sense “physical pain.”

 

          Why do supposedly women feel no “physical pain?”

 

          What are nerve endings for, then?

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine female patients who wait to be seen at American Emergency hospitals on average “seven minutes” to “eleven minutes” longer than men since supposedly Western medicine teaches a culture of scientifically proven racially discriminatory white nurses and white doctors about how to think about women patients supposedly don’t feel any “physical pain” since only men’s “physical pain” is “real” and women’s “physical pain” is “imagined.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly “only” “Black and Latino patients are hysterical.”

 

          Scientifically proven racially discriminatory white nurses and white doctors hold extremely outdated ideals about modern science and up-to-date research about patient care.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly Jewish patients are “pushy” and loud.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly women with any types of “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” is imagined until actual proper diagnosis is found yet most proper diagnosis on average takes nearly fifteen years to discover.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly considers “obese” people at fault for being “obese.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly teaches “obese” people “do it to themselves.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine teaches a culture of outdated idealisms about humans and the human anatomy.

 

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The Vagina

 

(Let’s not be coy)

The “Vagina Monologues” were already written

 

          From basic information: the worst types of “masses” or “bumps” or “nodules” or “tumors” is “polyps” simply and only “polyps” may instantaneously turn into deadly cancer.

 

           There are many different types of reproductive tumors which may take place on the cervix or uterus or the ovaries or the breasts.

 

          Men must stay on top of colonoscopies and prostate cancer.

 

          Women must stay on top of cervical cancer and ovarian cancer and breast cancer and uterine cancer.

 

          By anatomy women hold more reproductive body parts to acquire possible cancers.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of cancers are considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of tumors are considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of cervical polyps are considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of “physical pain” due to women’s health are in most cases considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of discomfort are considered imaginary.

 

          Finally, the science proves women’s monthly menstruation is the same as having a heart attack.

 

          Mostly women’s reproductive symptoms which women talk about are considered imaginary.

 

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What is it about Women’s Health?

 

          Why does Western medicine know as little as it does about the vagina or the cervix or the uterus or ovaries or breasts and mutant cells?

 

          Why does Western medicine know as little as it does about women’s reproductive hormonal imbalances?

 

          Why does Western medicine know as little as it does about women’s reproductive thyroid?

 

          What is it about Western medicine for which not even female doctors believe female patients live with women’s reproductive symptoms or pain?

 

          Why does Western medicine treat or idealizes or wrongfully teaches a culture of incorrect values and stereotypes and gender biases?

 

          How is any one woman in general to go up against an entire culture of wrongful stereotypical white Western medicine which accuses women patients of making up lies about “physical pain” or “reproductive illnesses” or actual literal physical reproductive symptoms?

 

           If women’s health or women’s reproductive symptoms are considered imaginary then how is medicine to ever progress forward and catch up with the present day of current study and modern medicine?

 

          What about women’s reproductive symptoms does Western medicine not understand?

 

          What about women’s reproductive tumors does Western medicine not understand?

 

          What about women’s reproductive polyps does Western medicine not understand?

 

          Why is Western medicine in the dark about women’s reproductive symptoms?

 

          Why is Western medicine not creatively able to sustain better values and arguments for modern ideals about women’s medicine?

 

          Why does Western medicine think of women patients as liars who imagine disease or illness unto themselves?

 

          Why doesn’t Western medicine understand most female patients neither ever wish to be hurt nor in pain much less do women ever care to see another person in pain?

 

          Why doesn’t Western medicine understand pain is not our human condition to be neurologically wired to want to live in pain isn’t an option, what’s difficult to understand?

 

          There has to be better answers then “explaining away” women’s pain or women’s reproductive symptoms as imaginary.

 

          Pervasive wrongful ideals and overall exaggerated bad values don’t make Western medicine right.

 

          Simply because most of Western medicine considers women’s reproductive symptoms and “physical illnesses” as imaginary, then truly medicine has “its head buried in the sand” not wanting to make any new further discoveries about women’s health and how to help out women patients with severe reproductive symptoms to women’s health.

 

          Mostly, white men believe and think women after the age of 30 are worthless without value and no reason to listen to women older than thirty.

 

          Mostly, white men believe and think only women under the age of 30 are worth listening to.

 

          America has a true dissociative disorder about the fact women of all types exist and each woman has her own voice.

 

          Women pass the age of forty have steady “buying power” therefore women pass forty do hold a voice and a say.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,875

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,836 + 1,875 = 3,711

 

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

 

“The Lord forbids revenge.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Spontaneous (acting from a natural impulse; produced within of its own energy)

 

When she had finished speaking, the applause was thundering and spontaneous.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          About Writing:

 

          No, writers don’t write out of “fear.”

 

          As a matter of fact writers write out of courage.

 

          No, writers aren’t superheroes.

 

          No, writers aren’t vigilante.

 

          Mostly, writers sit at private desks and write.

 

          Writers are incredibly confident people no matter how “nervous” writers may get about any type of public audience or public readership or hate mail or love mail.

 

          Yes, writers write about any subject matter writers wish to research and chose to write about.

 

          Yes, writers are brave and courageous people.

 

          Yes, speakers are even more courageous than writers.

 

          Yes, constitutionally “freedom of speech” is indeed free.

 

          Yes, any American citizen may say or write anything they wish.

 

          Yes, we can be amused by words more so than guns or bullets.

 

          No, words aren’t action.

 

          No, words aren’t physical violence.

 

          No, words don’t literally cut or create wounds.

 

          No, words don’t kill.

 

          On average Americans read at a fourth grade reading level.

 

          Why do Americans take words ever as personally as they do?

 

          Why do Americans dish out insults?

 

          However, Americans are weak to receive insults.

 

          Americans are weaker to receive criticism.

 

          No, writing in general has absolutely nothing to do with any one personal reader(s).

 

          No, if writers and the main public or public readers haven’t ever met before then writers and readers don’t hold any type of relationship whatsoever no matter how close any reader(s) may feel towards writers.

 

          A relationship is two sided.

 

          If one hasn’t met writers then writers don’t hold any type of relationships with strangers or readers or audiences therefore if one feels closely connected to writers or one believes one knows “everything” there is to know about writers from the writing then one’s gravely mistaken.

 

          Writing’s only a sliver of life.

 

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          E-Cigarettes:

 

          Who smokes marijuana?

 

          Nobody smokes marijuana.

 

          In an age in which no one wants to die from any form of lung cancer much less any other types of cancers.

 

          Mostly quitting cigarettes is as difficult as it is.

 

          Personally, I’ve been informed to quit smoking cigarettes is more difficult than to quit snorting cocaine. (No, I don’t snort cocaine.) Nope.

 

          Cigarette smoke is rather addictive.

 

          However, “sugar” is more difficult to quit than any opioids or cigarettes or other foods or alcohol or speed in the form of antidepressants or methamphetamines in the form of antidepressants.

 

          Alcohol is sugar.

 

          Alcohol is yeast.

 

          Alcohol is fermentation.

 

          Finally, I bought an e-cigarette kit.

 

          Today, I gave into the e-cigarette craze ever since I begun to cough last March 2017.

 

          My goal is to quit smoking cigarettes.

 

          Yes, I deeply drag in and inhale hard like most 1990’s 100% tobacco cigarette smokers since we’ve been smoking 100% tobacco without any 1,001 chemicals in commercial cigarettes.

 

          Yes, when one smokes 100% tobacco then one may deeply inhale without the worry of 1,001 chemicals and sediment at the bottom of the colon.

 

          Yes, I only smoke 100% tobacco American Spirits and take in long hard drags and drink hot cocoa or vegan soda.

 

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Women’s Rights

as

Subject Matter

 

          The disillusionment of modern Western medicine is hypocritical and a double standard in which according to today’s Western medicine only men feel “physical pain” while supposedly women don’t feel “physical pain” in the same manner as men do and whatever “physical pain” women do feel then women lie or make up the “physical pain” inside women’s minds as “figments of imagination” and women’s “physical pain” is considered “imaginary” therefore women are supposedly considered “mentally ill” when women live with any type of “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases.”

 

          What a discrepancy for any disillusioned modern Western medicine or discipline to discriminate against women and hold such discriminatory values and ideals about how only men feel pain and women imagine pain. What.

 

          Is anyone awake at the wheel?

         

          The disillusionment of modern Western medicine is hypocritical and a double standard in which according to today’s Western medicine only women who discuss any form or type of “physical pain” is to be prescribed “antipsychotics” for physical ailments since doctors don’t know how to diagnose any types of “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” unless the “physical illnesses” and “physical diseases” become “obvious” otherwise women are considered to be liars about their “physical pain” or “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases.” What.

         

          What a discrepancy for any disillusioned modern Western medicine or discipline to discriminate against women and hold such discriminatory values and ideals about how women who are actually “physically ill” with real “physical diseases” must be placed on “antipsychotics” since women are believed to imagine “physical illnesses” and “physical diseases.” What.

 

          Is anyone awake at the wheel?

 

          Is anyone at home?

 

          Is anyone awake?

 

          Is anyone there?

 

          All rhetorical questions.

 

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Let’s put it to bed…

Women hurt as much as Men do

 

          No, women don’t complain or talk or discuss “physical pain” unless absolutely necessary with professional medical doctors.

 

          Yes, women do feel as much or as little “physical pain” as men do.

 

          When women are pricked with needles then women’s skin does hurt no matter what anyone may have to say about it.

 

          No, the globe doesn’t need another Holocaust of illegal medical experimentation to know women do feel or sense as much or as little “physical pain” as men do.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when burned.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when cut.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when bruised.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when shot.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when physically hurt.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do whenever dealing with any “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” or “physical pain.”

 

          What insane Western medical standard upholds to the discriminatory ideal about how women don’t feel “physical pain” as much as men do?

 

          What?

 

          What.

 

          With such a discriminatory ideal such as women don’t feel or sense any “physical pain” then Western medicine can give itself an excuse “to look the other way” and not ever properly diagnose real “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” in women otherwise female patients will refuse to or won’t talk about their “physical pain” since “physical pain” is considered imaginary in women and women must be extremely careful as to how to speak to any doctor(s) or anyone about any “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” or “physical pain.”

 

          Otherwise, by March 2018 Western medical supposed standards women lie about “physical pain” since according to Western medicine women don’t physically feel or sense any type of “physical pain” since “physical pain” is considered imaginary in women patients.

 

          The world doesn’t need German Holocaust “Dr. Mengele” (correction on the spelling of the name) to illegally experiment upon 6 million Jews whether gassed or not to know women do feel or sense literal “physical pain.”  

 

          Yes, by psychological modern standards: to speak to any talk-therapist is considered “mental illness” not to be able to find solutions to one’s own situations or challenges in life.

 

          If children or youth are considered “mentally ill” then it’s because the parents, too, are “mentally ill” unless children or youth are misdiagnosed and pumped full of pharmaceuticals rather than to properly raise children which is quite difficult and a lot of work to properly instill good behavior and good choice making into children or youth and prepare children or youth for mature adulthood which is the main goal to raising children and youth rather than selfish parenting.

 

          Why is Western medicine as dusty as 1883?

 

          “Come on!”

 

          “Keep up.”

 

          It’s 2018.

 

          This isn’t the 1930’s Holocaust in which illegal medical experimentations need to be conducted to know women physically hurt when burned or cut.

 

          What. I still don’t get the discriminatory concept about how women must be able to handle “physical pain” differently than men and pretend as though nothing hurts women.

 

          Why aren’t women allowed to feel or sense “physical pain” in the same manner and shape and form as men do?

 

          Why isn’t “physical pain” imaginary in men?

 

          Why is Western medicine as misogynist as all of it?

 

          Western medicine sure is discriminatory and about one hundred years out of date in ideals, values and culture.

 

          Western medicine is set upon the foundation of quick sand rather than actual scientific data and proof and information.

 

          Is Western medicine vocational? Yes.

 

          Since “all” “physical disease” and “physical illness” is considered “imaginary” then absolutely there’s no need for Western medicine or Western hospitals since the answer is no one knows anything about anything.

 

          Why is Western medicine as uneducated and outdated as the nation’s fourth grade illiteracy rate?

 

          Why is Western medicine allowed to function mainly upon the basis or racial discrimination and gender stereotypes?

 

          Why is any patient of color considered hysterical?

 

          Why is it white patients aren’t considered hysterical?

 

          Why do men feel pain when women’s pain is considered imaginary?

 

          Why the discrepancy?

 

          Why the double standard?

 

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When women get burned

then women feel nothing?

 

When men get burned

Then men feel pain.

 

          Who came up with the discriminatory idea about how women feel absolutely no “physical pain”?

 

          What a bunch of misogynists to believe or think women don’t feel any type of “physical pain” as men do.

 

          Why is Western medicine so far behind its teachings and research and culture?

 

          Why is Western medicine stuck in the 1950’s?

 

          Why is Western medicine not able to let go of their misinformation and racial stereotypes and gender biases?

 

          Why does Western medicine teach their white nurses and white doctors such deplorable ideals about women as patients about how women imagine physical pain?

 

          Why does Western medicine degrade women patients?

 

          Why is Western medicine utilized in the same form as fiction and lies?

 

          Why is Western medicine based upon stereotypes rather than concrete scientific proof?

 

          Why is Western medicine based upon racial stereotypes and gender discrimination which were disproven in the 1960’s, 1970’s and 1980’s and 1990’s and 2000’s, and 2010’s and 2018?

 

          Why is Western medicine frightened of patients of color as medicine proves to be?

 

          What will it take for Western medicine to develop and mature?

 

          What will it take for Western medicine to join the year 2018?

 

 

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          Well, who am I to say differently to an entire field of medicine except this:

 

          Tumor pain is real no matter how many times any type of surgeons express tumor pain is “psychosomatic” or imaginary. What.

 

          As a laywoman who lived through eight years of uterine Fibroid benign tumors well, “physical pain” is real and physical pain can be chronic no matter who says “physical pain” is imaginary.

 

         

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,836

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,836

 

Thursday, March 15, 2018-Tuesday March 27, 2018

 

          Spring Break 2018

 

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

 

“See how the people act, and that is the law.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Spurious (not genuine, counterfeit)

 

Spurious money is not easily detected by everyone.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Happy Wednesday!

 

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          Corrections were made to dates.

 

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          Bygones are bygones.

 

          No, I don’t hold any types of grudges especially not about the yellow school bus. The yellow school bus was about 27 years ago. Who cares? I don’t.

 

          However, the yellow school bus was a place to assert oneself amongst neighborhood youth and makes for great examples in writing.

 

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          “Hold the Sun” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “Last Week Tonight with John Oliver” (TV Show) Thank you.

 

          “Superstore” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “Waiting for God” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “The Goldbergs” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “The Middle” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “Fresh of the Boat” (TV series) Thank you.

 

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          Correction from “life threat” to “death threat”

 

          English as a Second Language: Truly.

 

          Ha, this entire time I thought the terminology was “life threat.”

 

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          Death Threats

 

          Yes, “death threats” are illegal to make in America.

 

          Yes, “death threats” are the “vernacular” (“common”) choice of words or speech for example, “‘we’ll throw something hot in your face and kill you,’” or “‘we’ll kill you.’”

 

          Yes, “death threats” are the choice of online “social media” human trolls and immature adult and juvenile bullies.

 

          Yes, “death threats” made under the influence of “intoxication” is only any made threat and not physical action against another.

 

          Yes, “death threats” made in “anger” are only threats and not physical action against another.

 

          Anything spoken under the influence of “intoxication” is in gesture and not through action.

 

          Anything spoken in “anger” is in gesture and not through action.

 

          Mostly for the past twenty-years American culture began to make “death threats” a mainstream “verbiage” or “speech” or “saying” ever since the internet turned into any successful technical mode of communication.

 

          No, don’t ever make any “death threats” otherwise one will be apologetic to have ever sounded as such any “fool.”

 

          Yes, “death threats” are common for American neighbors to make to other neighbors, although, illegal.

 

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          Public Nudity:

 

          Yes, it’s legal to go completely naked in the privacy of one’s own home and property.

 

          Yes, it’s completely legal to urinate or pass any type of bowel movement in one’s own private home and property.

 

          Yes, mostly people don’t get publically naked.

 

          Yes, when people do get publically naked usually it’s an unusual experience or circumstance or situation near an open body of water or through the middle of town.

 

          No, most people don’t get publically naked once per month for ten years under a full moon.

 

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Public Urination

 

          Yes, “public urination” is illegal in America.

 

          However, “public urination” is “common.”

 

          No, “public urination” isn’t the same as “public masturbation” or “indecent exposure.”

 

          Yes, both white men and white women who tend to spend much time in the rugged outdoors or camping do actually have a relaxed attitude about urban “public urination.”

 

          Yes, both urban men and urban women who frequent discos or clubs and bars tend to actually have a relaxed attitude about “public urination.”

 

          Personally, I haven’t ever “publically urinated” except in the deep woods while camping out.

 

          However, for the past twenty-years metro-sexual men and urban women have taken to “public urination” right after leaving clubs or bars.

 

          Mostly “public urination” has to do with emptying the bladder rather than to be any type of nuisance.

 

          Mostly “public urination” isn’t seen as any type of major legal crime.

 

          Mostly, open and deliberate “public urination” has to do with urban up-brining or the urbanization of peoples.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” isn’t considered anything to warrant detention or arrest.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” is a private matter and others ought not to “stare” or “point-out” the persons urinating as quickly as possible.

 

          Mostly, it’s best to leave “public urination” to people who most need to urinate.

 

          Mostly, people would rather others “publically urinate” rather than to urinate themselves.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” is done as discretely as possible or not.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” is done as quickly as possible.

 

          Mostly, people don’t like to be in such “vulnerable” position as to “publically urinate” yet “public urination” happens.

 

          Mostly, when people “publically urinate” people don’t mean any imposition of any type.

 

          Mostly, when people “publically urinate” they’re shy or sheepish about “public urination” yet couldn’t help themselves since the bladder demands immediate release.

 

          Mostly, people don’t want to “publically urinate.”

 

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Public Urination

Is

Mostly Acceptable

By

Modern America

 

          “Public urination” is illegal in America.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t the worst crime especially ever since the urbanization of “public urination.”

 

          “Public urination” isn’t considered the worst offense by most Americans since there’re worst crimes one can think of.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t an exact science.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t a meditative crime.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t usually planned.

 

          “Public urination” is more of a personal inconvenience.

 

          “Public urination” is a personal nuisance to the person.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t an act anyone wishes upon themselves.

 

          “Public urination” is common.

 

          “Public urination” is done amongst friends.

 

          “Public urination” is a platonic bond between friends.

 

          “Public urination” is comfort in one’s surroundings.

 

          “Public urination” is trust in the public.

 

          “Public urination” is vulnerable to be exposed.

 

          “Public urination” is an accident.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t planning ahead of schedule.

 

          “Public urination” is often a mistake and not malice.

 

          “Public urination” is often a mistake and not menace.

 

          “Public urination” is usually as “discrete” as possible.

 

          “Public urination” is accidental.

 

          “Public urination” is caring enough not to urinate all over oneself.

 

          “Public urination” is organic.

 

          “Public urination” is urinating in public.

 

          “Public urination” is the urgency to urinate.

 

          “Public urination” is apologetic.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t purposely done to inconvenience others within the vicinity.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to “stare” at.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to be “personally” offended by unless personally urinated upon.

 

          “Public urination” is widely accepted as a mistake.

 

          “Public urination” is widely accepted.

 

          “Public urination” in urban settings is widely accepted.

 

          “Public urination” is an intimate act to be as “discrete” as possible.

 

          “Public urination” is mainly bourgeois.

 

          “Public urination” is mainly modern.

 

          “Public urination” is mainly “rock ‘n’ roll.”

 

          “Public urination” is innocent rebelliousness.

 

          “Public urination” is easily disregarded.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t considered “public nuisance.”

 

          “Public urination” is reserved for a most desperate time.

 

          “Public urination” is easily forgiven.

 

          “Public urination” is personal.

 

          “Public urination” is.                   

 

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Imagination and Empathy

For others

 

          In an age and era of political disagreements and general American discontent with undermining political policies for some reason such misdemeanors such as “public urination” isn’t considered any big type of a deal to anyone modern except for the police.

 

          Mainly and mostly neighbors and pedestrians and bystanders and friends or strangers will literally ignore and look away from “public urination” since most people have the empathy and sympathy to understand and imagine what dire situation it must be to require to immediately urinate and not be able to empty out one’s bladder in the restroom except for in the street or aim into a public flower pot or behind an alleyway or behind dumpsters or behind any tree or behind bushes or in any private driveway.

 

          Modern urban people have made “public urination” acceptable mainly due out of necessity.

 

          The “urbanization” of “public urination” is acceptable through the mainstream culture of wealthy peoples.

 

          The “urbanization” of “public urination” is widely acceptable mainly due to and because of wealthy peoples who made “public urination” forgivable and widely acceptable.

 

          Hence, “public urination” became acceptable in 2000 then mostly a large sector of the population followed suit or example.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t perceived as “malice” since most people who “publically urinate” seem truly humanely comfortable conducting “public urination” as well as afterwards apologetic to urinate outdoors much less publically be seen emptying out one’s bladder.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to capture on video phone.

 

          “Public urination” is indeed a private act or private matter for which the person conducting “public urination” most likely only wished it hadn’t occurred at all.

 

          “Public urination” is minor in comparison to other aspects of culture.

 

          “Public urination” is to be conducted in private more or less, per se.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t any type of act to call the police.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to point and stare at.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to be recorded without permission.

 

          “Public urination” is absolutely common.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to take personally.

 

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It’s best…

 

          Mostly, it’s best not to ever “publically urinate.”

 

          However, if one were to hypothetically find them-selves in a “pinch” or predicament and must “publically urinate” then hopefully one will have some type of cover or shelter from sheer public exposure.

 

          Mostly, if one finds themselves in the most unfortunate circumstance to “publically urinate” then the act ‘itself’ will hopefully be done and over with quickly and discretely as possible without many complications or attraction.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” comes without any toilet paper.

 

          Mostly what I know of “public urination” it’s done with or without strangers around or about the place.

 

          Yes, I can have a heart and patience with people who must “publically urinate” since the bladder is organic and the bladder must be obeyed.

 

          Yes, I can be quite sympathetic to “public urination.”

 

          Yes, I understand the laws behind “public urination.”

 

          However, I don’t form or formulate or shape culture.

 

          Culture shapes and forms and formulates itself, in its own humane ideals of what’s acceptable and what’s unacceptable.

 

          Laws are in place for a good reason.

 

          Laws are always susiptible to change.

 

          However, massive culture dictates what massive culture deems modern and acceptable and “public urination” is acceptable due to the sociable factor to release the bladder without much embarrassment for the act itself and more so for being seen.

 

          “Public urination” is in the spare of the moment.

 

          “Public urination” is poor planning.

 

          We can all agree to the mere fact people don’t like to urinate on themselves therefore people are more apt and willing to choose “public urination” over the alternative.

 

          Yes, even though “public urination” is illegal there’s absolutely nothing to be ashamed of or scared or guilty about “public urination” since “public urination” is now common and accidently happens to people.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,702

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,430 + 1,869 = 3,299 + 1,718 = 5,017

 

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

 

“Men’s shame is between his legs, a fool’s between his cheeks.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Squalid (mean, poor, dirty)

 

The authorities were told about the squalid conditions of the White House.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Hello. Hi.

 

Upload: 2:15pm CT

 

Happy Tuesday!

 

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          Corrections were made to dates.

 

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#MeToo Movement

(Anyone May Share their Story)

         

          “Sex crimes” are about “power.”

 

          “Sex crimes” aren’t about sex.

 

          “Social media” is programmed on a “platform.”

 

          However, “social media” is “social” for a good reason.

 

          “Social media” is able set up an appointment to meet in person.

 

          “Social media” is interactive.

 

          “Mass media” is presentation, ideas and thoughts.

 

           When teachers are allowed to carry guns then will “sexual violence” in schools increase because teachers will be armed with guns and more readily capable to commit crimes against students?

 

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Social Movements are Social

 

          Aside from the “obvious” and “basic” protocol to follow with any sexual harassment allegations in the workplace: one must go through “Human Resources” and make a thorough report about actual and factual and provable “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Both mature men and women are encouraged and allowed to approach “Human Resources” and make a thorough report about actual and factual and provable “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Most women who report to the police about women’s “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” aren’t believed therefore there’s always the “#MeToo Movement” in which any person (man or woman) is capable and able to “speak up” about their terrible and defiling experiences.

 

          Most adult women don’t report any type of “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape to police for fear of not being believed and further traumatized.

 

          Most men and women who are “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped is done by someone they know rather than strangers.

 

          Most men and women who are “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped is done in the workplace especially female fieldwork scientists and journalists.

 

          Most children are “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped in the church or at school by any person the children know well or recognize.

 

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“Sexual Perpetrators”

 

          How “odd” to decide to “control” or “manipulate” another person through the very act of forceful sexual coercion with the naked genitalia involved.

 

          One would consider the subject of “power to control” to be associated with “self control” and “proper attire” or “proper clothes” and fully dressed rather than the very act of forceful sexual coercion with the naked genitalia.

 

          What do the naked genitalia have to do with “power?”

 

          “Power” is a made up idealism.

 

          One would think “sex” is about “pleasure” or “love” or “romance” or whatever “happy” emotions sex is usually associated with by modern cultural standards rather than to aggressively and without consent to overpower another with naked genitalia.

 

          The naked genitalia are an incredibly “vulnerable” aspect to human sexuality therefore one would think “sexual perpetrators” would find such self-exposure vulnerable and too difficult to accomplish such vulnerability especially when there’s expressed aggression through naked genitalia.

 

          Who takes off their clothes when “sexual perpetrators” want or desire or seek out “control” over others?

 

          Who exposes their naked genitalia when they want control?

 

          Nobody exposes their naked genitalia when they want control since exposing naked genitalia is an incredibly “vulnerable” position to be in.

 

          Supposedly, “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault,” and rape is rather psychological for the “sexual perpetrator,” however.

 

          Do “sexual perpetrators” not get “embarrassed” or “ashamed” or feel “guilty” about having to expose themselves or go naked in front of the perpetrated?

 

          Are “sexual perpetrators” underdeveloped therefore “sexual perpetrators” aren’t able to self-control and keep their hands to themselves?

 

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Please, By All Means

 

          In the same way “Occupy Wall Street” changed our worldview also the “#MeToo Movement” has changed our world yet once more.

 

          Please, remember and understand men and women get, “sexually harassed,” “sexual coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped.

 

          “Sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape isn’t exclusive to women.

 

          Men also get “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexually exploited,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped.

 

          Please, by all means understand modern global culture is quite persistent in looking the other way when it comes to sex crimes.

 

          Please, by all means understand “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation” “sexual assault,” or rape is pervasive in an era of perverted religion gone awry.

 

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#MeToo Movement’s Message

 

          The “MeToo Movement’s” message is an important message mainly to allow for others to know and to understand the “sexually perpetrated” aren’t alone.

 

          Personally, I can’t think of a more powerful movement other than “Occupy Wall Street” movement in which citizens took to the streets and peacefully demonstrated against an unjust system about “income inequality” in the same way, shape and form in which the “#MeToo Movement” has moved the needle forward about the issues of “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Usually modern cultures appear to straighten out sexual corruption or sexual molestation or sexual perversion against 50% of the world’s population which is women.

 

          It’s anybody’s guess as to why sexual coercion exists in a modern era of corporations when corporations seem to write many of the rules and regulations about how to best be “perceived” in front of partners, associates and co-workers and employees.

 

          Since sexual coercion is rather persistent in modern day culture then what’s kept men and women rather quiet about such a definitive modern topic such as “sexual harassment” in the workplace and in pedestrians on streets in general.

 

          There’s nothing to be ashamed of or to feel guilty about when one’s been the prey of “sexual perpetrators.”

 

          From the very little I know: mostly Caucasians are into incest and blacks are into brutalization.

 

          Why is incest as prevalent in modern culture as it is?

 

          Why is brutalization prevalent in modern culture as it is?

 

          Since “control” is the motivating factors behind “incest” and “brutalization” and “rape” then what about modern culture isn’t able to teach to “sexual perpetrators” to attain physical self-control?

 

          What or who allows for “sexual predators” to continue prey upon the innocent working populations of peoples?

 

          What is it about “sexual predators” for which “sexual predators” aren’t able to control the neurological pathways to stop themselves from victimizing others?

 

          What is it about modern culture which refuses to teach modern peoples to keep their hands to themselves especially in the workplace and places of education and learning or as innocent pedestrians going to-and-from?

 

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Hollywood

Spoke

 

          Personally, I’ve been told not to ever work for “Hollywood” since “Sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” and rape is persistent culture and a perverted culture to escape at all costs.

 

          Twenty-years ago I was informed not to ever work for “Hollywood” mainly because “Hollywood” has a pervasive culture in which there’s much child sexual exploitation and child sexual molestation and child rape and child pornography.

 

          Twenty-years ago I was informed not to ever work in the “music industry” mainly because the music industry is a pervasive culture of “devil worshipers” heavily into child pornography.

 

          Imagine the type of courage and sensitivity and responsibility it must take to be any “Hollywood” celebrity to speak about any type of sexual allegations since mostly anytime anybody makes any types of sexual allegations then one mainly looses one’s career.

 

          The “#MeToo Movement” changed a culture of silence of “Hollywood’s” hidden perversions to control and overpower men and women through “sexual harassment” and rape.

 

          The “#MeToo Movement” opened up a digital “safe space” for women and men alike to be able to speak up and communicate about one of the most difficult aspects to modern culture which is “sexual harassment” and rape in the workplace by people who are well known and supposedly leaders of their industries.

 

          How brave and courageous and sensitive and strong of both men and women to come forward and in detail speak up about the unspeakable topic of rape.

 

          How brave to speak up about the subject of rape therefore to keep innocent bystanders from having such defilement done to others.

 

          In an era in which Trump has 19 sexual allegations against him and nothing seems to “penetrate” (no pun intended) his armor or shield what is there to do other than for innocent bystanders to share their stories and allow for the world to see a more clear picture of our leaderless leaders.

 

          In an era in which Harvey Weinstein raped his employees and nothing seemed to “penetrate” (no pun intended) his fortress what is there to do other than for innocent bystanders to share their stories and allow for the world to see a more clear picture of our leaderless leaders.

 

          What is it about mal-adjusted men or women who are allowed to victimize and control women and others by sheer brute sexual force?

 

          What’s so important about guarding or shielding the violence of men against women or children?

 

          What’s so important about guarding or shielding the highly inappropriate sexual misconduct of men against women or children?

 

          Are sexually corrupt men more valuable and important than innocent bystanders or employees or students?

 

          Is money and wealth more important than the health of a nation?

 

          Is money and status more important than the health of nations?

 

          Why are “sexual perpetrators” considered valuable enough to shield in a modern age and era of the modern internet?

 

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Yes, it’s okay

To discuss

Any subject matter

         

          Yes, in the “Information Age” it’s more than alright to speak up and discuss and inform others of such vicious cycle of violence such as “sexual violence” or “sexual crimes.”

 

          There’s no shame or guilt in the development and advancement of equality.

 

          There’s nothing to be afraid of when one speaks one’s truth.

 

          There’s nothing to be afraid of when one speaks from the heart.

 

          The best way to get through some of these cultural defilements or “sexual crimes” is to address such important subject matter and directly deal with subject matter rather than to hide behind a cloak and dagger of silent oppression.

 

          Mainly, human sexuality is complex and subtle.

 

          There’s nothing “subtle” to rape and sexual violence.

 

          There’s nothing “cute” or “sexually appealing” to sexual crimes.

 

          In an age of so much information what keeps “sexual perpetrators” from “catching up” with the rest of current and modern culture of respect, dignity and more respect.

 

          What will it take to cure a nation of an illness of pervasive measures of “sexual crimes” and “sexual violence?”

 

          Yes, it’s more than okay to be a “survivor” of sexual crime.

 

          No, there’s nothing wrong with innocent bystanders who were forced and defiled through “sexual crimes” or “sexual violence.”

 

          No, there’s no reason to “commit suicide” due to others’ neurological incompetence and menace and hatred towards women and men and children.

 

           When teachers are allowed to carry guns then will “sexual violence” in schools increase because teachers will be armed with guns and more readily capable to commit crimes against students?

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,869

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,385 + 1,869 = 3,254

 

Monday, March 11, 2018

 

“A special place is reserved in Heaven for those who can weep, but not pray.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Ecstatic (overwhelming, overpowering)

 

The glorious victory brought with it ecstatic joy.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Death Threats

 

In the Era of the

Human Trolls and Adult Bullies

 

No, there’s no trouble here

 

All’s well on the home front

(As the American saying goes)

 

          Science and history both teach about the most intellectually well developed species in the form of humans are any violent species as any other species is or can become or can be.

 

          Humans are violent by nature.

 

          Humans believe to find one single peaceful leader.

 

          However, even Buddhists “in the name of their religion” war against Christians and Muslims alike.

 

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Background History

 

          September 1st, 2006-August 2007 a white couple lived upstairs and weekly or bi-weekly the white woman would scream and yell and would throw one single dish or more against the wall and the dish would shatter and break into pieces and the woman continued to yell and scream or wall plaster would be kicked in and immediately fixed.

 

          August 2007-August 2009 a white homosexual couple lived upstairs and weekly, each Sunday the men would begin to drink and become intoxicated and sing Karaoke at the top of their lungs then would get to argue and yell and scream then throw furniture around the space and throw each other against furniture then more screams and yells and more furniture thrown around until dinner time.

 

          August 2009-August 2011 a pair of roommates, white women would each week knock on the door and make silly demands thus and therefore when the white women weren’t complied with to help with their internet signal or help them wash their clothes then the women would go back upstairs and pound with their heels and continue to knock on the door for years at a time about the washing machine or whatever they needed help with.

 

          August 2011-August 2012 a pair of roommates, white men would each week knock on the door and make silly demands thus and therefore when the white men weren’t complied with to constantly continue to move the car to make room for more parking then the white men would go back upstairs and get on the phone and scream and yell and scream and yell into the early morning hours of the night and have one particular girlfriend over who would then begin to scream and yell to whichever man then there would be more screams and the woman would go and urinate in the front yard then the next morning blood smeared across the hallway walls and the back of the front door.

                                                             

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Physical Assault

 

          Personally, in an era of human trolls and adult bullies I don’t take “death threats” seriously unless there’s “physical assault” involved then I do take “death threats” seriously because physical action isn’t the same as words; most people would know the difference.

 

          “Physical assault” is when physical contact is made.

 

          After eighteen years of living in the Midwest I’ve found white people and black people to be extremely entitled to their commands and life threats.

 

          Personally, I don’t ever go out of my way to get involved with “physical violence” of any type.

 

          Personally, I don’t ever go out of my way to get involved with anyone else’s “personal business.”

 

          Personally, if the police have been called then it’s not me.

 

          Personally, I wouldn’t ever call the police ever again unless there’s actual gory death involved.

 

          As of fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: women of color are ten times in more serious threat of danger of “death threats” followed through upon women than men ever are.

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: if there’s no literal “cuts” or “wounds” or “physical contact” made then threats aren’t real.

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: white men are highly priced therefore any “death threats” against white men is considered dangerous, however, “death threats” against women of color are simply considered a “joke.”

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: only white people consider “death threats” serious danger since “death threats” are hardly ever made against white people.

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: only white people consider “death threats” serious to call the police while people of color know “death threats” are said “in the heat of the moment.”

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: “death threats” made in anger are only in gesture and “death threats” made while under the influence of intoxication are only in gesture.

 

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Trolls and Bullies

 

          “Human trolls” are actual humans and people on the internet who through social media go about their way and find any direct cause or reason to either harshly judge or insult or embarrass or humiliate or hate on other humans’ opinions or statements.

 

          “Adult bullies” are actual humans and people in real life who go about their way and find any direct cause or reason to either harshly judge or insult or embarrass or humiliate or hate on other humans’ opinions or statements.

 

          No, I’m neither any type of “human troll” nor “adult bully.”

 

          No, I don’t personally go out of my way to control another person through any type of brutalization or threats or harm.

 

          No, personally I don’t care what other people do so long as absolutely no actual physical violence is caused or committed against by body or anybody else’s anatomy.

 

          Yes, I’ve had many “death threats” made against my person for simply existing or speaking up to please be left alone and in peace.

 

          No, I haven’t ever personally brutalized or hit or harmed another person no matter how angry I’ve been.

 

          Yes, I’ve once misspoke out in anger, however, the number one rule is to remember anything said in anger isn’t true.

 

          Anger isn’t real.

 

          Anger is a fleeting emotion.

 

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What is a threat?

                                                             

          A “threat” is “danger,” “risk,” “hazard,” “menace,” “peril.”

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” or threat against women of color than to men especially white men.

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” to ever express any types of personal opinions.

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” to speak up for one self.

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” to get involved with bullies than to keep quiet.

 

          In contemporary times people don’t call the police due to “death threats” otherwise one would call the police often since “death threats” are “vernacular” speech.

 

          In contemporary times people must clearly decipher what “death threats” are serious and what threats are simply threatening and muscle flexing or teeth grinning.

 

          In contemporary time in general “death threats” don’t mean much since “death threats” are often made when in conflict and also now a part of “vernacular” speech.

 

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What’s the point of threats?

 

          No matter how common or prevalent “death threats” are there’s not any point to make threats.

 

          Mostly threats are made when? I don’t know.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people come to the end of a road and see or find no alternatives to problem solving solutions.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people are beyond frustration and don’t seem to find other words or language for their frustration.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people find each other as adversaries.

 

          Mostly threats are made when others are considered any type of threat to one’s freedom.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people refuse to see eye-to-eye or “agree to disagree.”

 

          Mostly threats are made under anger and anger isn’t real.

 

          Mostly threats are made when anger heightened and people decide it’s easier to make threats then to work out conflict.

 

          Mostly threats are made when there’s very little positive conflict resolution.

 

          Mostly threats are made when hardly ever anything changes for the better.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people are uninspired.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people are uncreative.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people see no other choice or alternative to their pain and suffering.

 

          There’re no excuses to threats made.

 

          However, threats are the vernacular speech.

 

          Threats are modern speech without much thought or consequence to threats except threats made against white people.

 

          Threats are easier to utter than to accomplish.

 

          Peace is the only way.

 

          Peace is being well.

 

          Peace minds its own business.

 

          Peace is silence to observe.

 

          Peace isn’t a tattle-teller.

 

          Peace isn’t a know-it-all.

 

          Peace isn’t calculation.

 

          Peace is existence.

 

          Peace is.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,430

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,430

 

Thursday, March 8, 2018

 

“Righteous lips cover up hatred.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Edict (public notice issued by official authority)

 

The mayor published an edict concerning the disposal of trash.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Obvious Truths

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply feel “victimized.” Oh, no.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply “keel over and die.” Oh, no.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply “feel bad” about themselves.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply “feel” “less worthy” to be alive.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply consider or think of themselves as “ugly.” Ha.

 

          No one has such low self-esteem.

 

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Who considers them-selves “ugly”?

Nobody considers them-selves “ugly”

 

          Simply because white people consider the Indigenous “ugly” this doesn’t mean the Indigenous consider them-selves “ugly.”

 

          How funny and arrogant for white culture to believe or think simply because such insults are hurled then one will automatically fall for falsehoods and believe such rude words.

 

          Simply because an abuser says something about another person or persons, the abusive words don’t make it true.

 

          How arrogant to think or believe women of color have “inferiority complexes” simply because women of color are born and exist.

 

          However white doctors teach: if women of color ever consider themselves “beautiful” or “smart” or “intelligent” then such women of color are considered “delusional” by modern standards therefore “mentally ill.”

 

          No, nobody goes around feeling “shame” or “guilt” or “bad” about themselves if one can help it.

 

          Yes, by white cultural modern standards one’s supposed to feel “shame” and “guilt” for being born of color however how tiresome to feel “shame” and “guilt” simply for being born of darker pigmentation.

 

          Being born of color is a natural circumstance and nothing to feel bad about.

 

          No, nobody considers themselves “idiots” or “stupid” simply because others utilize such derogatory words.

 

          Who thinks other people are weak enough to give up their self-worth for abusive spoken words?

 

          Simply because words are said it doesn’t make it true.

 

          The above is simple fourth grade psychology.

 

          Yes, I rode the yellow school bus.

 

          Early on, I learned not to take anything “personally” unless my underwear underneath my street clothes were physically “tugged” or “touched” or repeatedly pointed out then I took issue with being singled out of any group for wearing a brazier in the fifth grade and stood up for myself and asked to please not be touched.

 

          What does anyone take me for?

 

          Do people really and truly believe I think or see myself as a victim?

 

          Then women of color have news for all.

 

          Am I such a psychological weakling I’m supposed to fall apart at any sign of adversity? Not likely. I’m forty. I’ve lived a while. I’ve seen a bit of life.

 

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Obviously,

 

          Obviously, humans don’t make themselves out to be “victims” simply because others’ may “harass” or “victimize” or “terrorize” others.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t perceive themselves as “victims” of “racial inferiority” simply because others may “victimize” people of color.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t perceive themselves as “victims” of “gender inferiority” simply because others may “victimize” people of preferred gender distinctions or gender preferences.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t take anything “personally” unless one’s directly approached and personally addressed face-to-face and spoken to by another party or individual or individuals.

 

          Obviously, humans know “nothing has anything to do with them” unless directly approached and personally addressed face-to-face and spoken to by another party or individual or individuals.

 

          Obviously, humans understand there’s no point in “worrying” about anything since “space, time continuum” is out of humans’ control.

 

          Obviously, “all” humans are born with worth.

 

          Obviously, “all” women are born with worth.

 

          Obviously, no one is “worthless.”

 

          Obviously, “all” babies are born innocent and fabulous.

 

          Obviously, “all” men and women are born equal yet anatomically different.

 

          Obviously, no human is “ugly.”

 

          Obvious, women aren’t “B’s.”

 

          Obviously, women aren’t “C’s.”

 

          Obviously, women aren’t “N’s.”

 

          Obviously, no human internalizes “insults,” or “putdowns,” or “slurs,” or “biases,” or “swear words” since humans are taught “self-love.”

 

          Obviously, humans are hardwired to think “well-enough” of themselves and take good care of their bodies, minds and spirits.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t feel bad about others’ “jealousy” or “envy” or “hatred” since such emotions are fleeting and another’s problem to solve or “sort them-selves out”.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t “verbalize” their deepest “desires” or “dreams” or “life experiences,” however, writing about “life experiences” is about “moral tales” and lessons learned and mistakes made to better pave any path forward towards wisdom.

 

          Obviously, when humans are “victimized” then humans “rebound” and “adapt” and “adjust” and go “forward.”

 

          Obviously, when mature adults are “yelled at” or “scolded” or “treated like children” then such adult humans don’t “internalize” others’ relational weaknesses to give “due diligence” to adulthood.

 

          Obviously, when mature adults “converse” or “discuss” this is considered an “immediate” or “present” or “direct” mode of communications which isn’t at all writing in any recorded “cave painting” or diary or journal entry to reflect back on past events and circumstances to learn to do better.

 

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The Obvious

 

          No, I’m sure I don’t know why “obvious truths” aren’t evident.

 

          What’s difficult about “obvious truths?”

 

          Why in modern America do “the basics” constantly require to be “spelled out”?

 

          In 2018 modern America “the basics” require to be “spelled out” because “the national average” literacy rate is at a “fourth grade” reading level.

 

          In the 1990’s the “the national average” literacy rate was at a “tenth grade” reading level.

 

          If “obvious truths” aren’t constantly mentioned or reiterated then Americans seem “out of sorts.”

 

          Mainly modern America runs on “clichés” for a reason, however.

 

          The same “clichés” are basic and obvious.

 

          Yes, absolutely “the obvious” is important since “basics” are important, however, why does modern America get stuck on first gear?

 

          If “the obvious” isn’t stated then does it mean the obvious doesn’t exist?

 

          If “the obvious” isn’t reiterated then does it mean the obvious doesn’t exist?

 

          What is it about modern American culture which functions from the basis of “generalizations”?

 

          What is it about modern American culture which seems to only be able to function mainly based on rudimentary language or thoughts or concepts?

 

          What is it about modern American culture which if “the basics” aren’t mentioned then culture must constantly backtrack?

 

          Why in the Information Age is modern America’s attitude as though we’re living through the “Dark Ages”?

 

          What is it about modern American culture for which refuses to look past mentioning the basics and arrive at a larger picture?

 

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Humans are Resilient

Humans aren’t weaklings

         

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because someone calls them “derogatory names” or “swear words” or “demeaning insults.”

 

          No, humans don’t change their personal “self-outlook” or personal “self-esteem” simply because another is directly “abusive.”

 

          No, human “self-worth” doesn’t change simply because others are “cruel” or “unjust” or “wrong” about opinions.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others are unjustifiably “controlling.”

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others apply unjustifiable pressure to bend in their favor.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others hate what they’ve become.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others dislike their lives.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others self-loathe.

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because due to general life’s “adversity.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others consider them “ugly.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others become “racially discriminatory.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others consider someone “bad.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others place “curses.” (Curses aren’t real.)

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

 

          No, creative writing isn’t “talk-therapy”

 

          “Talk-therapy” is paying to talk to a stranger about deeply emotional and private subject matter or not.

 

          No, writing isn’t “therapy.”

 

          Yes, there’s “art therapy” however such particular “therapy” is usually conducted by a “therapist” to walk the patients through the patients’ emotions and abilities to get to know them-selves better and to think differently than patients usually do to create new neurological pathways.

 

          If one were to need “therapy” then one may go to a therapist to have a therapist walk one through endless of paid sessions.

 

          Remember; the number one problem in the field of medicine and psychology is “sexual exploitation,” “sexual harassment,” “sexual abuse,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual molestation,” and rape of patients by therapists and psychologists.

 

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Creative Writing is a Legitimate

Discipline and Art Form

 

          The only reason I’ve ever attended “talk-therapy” is because white people who don’t agree with my opinions or viewpoints about lifestyle have told me to go to “talk-therapy” however I haven’t ever felt “compelled” or a “need” to talk to strangers about my deepest emotions or life events or situations.

 

          Life’s a private matter.

 

          Health’s a private matter.

 

          Yes, I’ve always felt intelligent enough and emotionally stable and strong to come up with constructive creative solutions to any challenges or problems or difficult situations no matter how pressing the situation or not.

 

          Yes, there’re always healthy choices to make or not.

 

          The only reason why white people believe I belong in “talk-therapy” is if I ever reject spending time with “white people” or don’t divulge or share my most and deepest inner private thoughts or private matters or private relationships.

 

          It’s funny when people get mad simply because one rejects their controlling needs.

 

          It’s funny when people get mad when one doesn’t go to others and shares private information.

 

          No, I don’t like to give up my “free time” or “down time” for anyone or anything or to others’ personal causes or to entertain people whose company I may not like or if I don’t enjoy spending time with certain people with bad habits such as “micro-aggression” or “controlling” personalities.

 

          Ha. Life sure is messy however manageable.

         

          There’re always “tools” and “coping skills” to get by unscathed.

 

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          Winter 2018:

 

“Hamish Macbeth” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Bliss” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Star Wars Rebels” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Drunk History” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“A Fine Romance” (TV Series) Thank you.

 

“Kolchak: The Night Stalker” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Scorpion” (TV series) Thank you.

 

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          The Programs are Recorded:

 

          Purposely until I make time: Either one or both of the 2013 or 2015 Baseball World Series with the Boston Red Sox I have yet to watch. (I’ve got to look up the dates.) It’s on the list of viewing entertainment.

 

          Purposely until I make time: The 2017, 2018 Oscars I have yet to watch. (Yes, I know which film won 2018 “best picture.” No, I don’t know who won last year’s Oscars much less this year’s Oscars.)

 

          Purposely until I make time: The closing of the 2018 Olympic Games I have yet to watch.

 

          Purposely until I make time: The 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018 “The Bachelor” I have yet to watch. (Hopefully, I’ll watch within the next five years. No, I haven’t ever watched “The Bachelor” however I have this TV show recorded.)

 

          Yes, finally 2018 I’ve begun to make my way through 1980’s decade of TV and cinema.

 

          Yes, finally 2018 I’ve begun to make my way through 1980’s decade of music.

 

          Yes, mostly done with TV and cinema of 1890’s, 1900’s-1910’s, 1910’s-1920’s, 1920’s-1930’s, 1940’s-1950’s, 1960’s-1970’s, 1970’s into the early 1980’s.

 

          Yes, “shadow puppets” are some of the first films. (Film History or “Her-story”)

 

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          Daily Consumed Media:

 

          Mainly on the daily list are “national news” articles and global “current events” and “arts and science” articles and modern medicine articles.

 

          The only news consumed via “cable news” such as MSNBC.

 

          Local news is only reserved for weather.

 

          No, I don’t personally call Ms. Rachel Maddow “Big Sister Rachel.” “Big Sister Rachel” is a phrase first heard in 2013-2015 by Midwesterners.

 

          No, I don’t presume to give anyone any types of “nicknames” unless I directly speak “in person” to another human and convey exactly the “nickname” given and for what good reason(s) or purpose or intent.

 

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Word Count: 2,072

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,946 + 1,389 = 3,376 + 2,072 = 5,448

 

Wednesday, March 7, 2018

 

“A man should hate only his shortcomings.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Edification (improvement or instruction)

 

He did that for our edification, not our amusement.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Writers aren’t Victims

 

Women know women have value

(Obviously)

 

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Victimization

 

What’s victimization?

 

Women don’t emotionally fall apart

Because it’s expected of women

To fall apart

 

No, women aren’t vulnerable

 

          Victimization is “persecution,” “oppression,” “ill-treatment,” “unfair treatment,” “discrimination.”

 

          Well, the history of humanity is riddled with “victimization” of men, women and children and the elderly.

 

          No, women don’t “commit suicide” simply because men in general break up with women.

 

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Internalization

 

What’s internalization?

 

          No, women don’t “internalize” any “swear words” or “sexual innuendos” against women’s reproductive body parts or “sexual harassment” or “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          “Victimization” is about power over weaker demographics.

 

          Simply because someone states any “verbal insult” against another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone is or becomes “jealous” or “envious” of another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “taunts” or “persistently teases” or in general harasses another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “projects” their personal feelings unto another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone acts “racially discriminatorily” against another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “stalks” another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “exploits” another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “thieves” from another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “brain-washes” another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

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The brain is hardwired

To move forward

 

          Women don’t get stuck in one gear

Women aren’t bicycles

 

          Whenever “verbal abuse” or “emotional abuse” or “psychological abuse” occurs this doesn’t necessarily mean the “victimized” must “stay” or “act” or “feel” as “victims” forever.

 

          No, most people don’t ever want to be “victims” of anything.

 

          The brain is hardwired to forget memories.

 

          The brain is hardwired to move forward.

 

          The brain is hardwired to work today.

 

          The brain is hardwired to look forward to the future.

 

          The brain is hardwired to forget any bad experiences.

 

          The brain is hardwired to be content.

 

          The brain is hardwired to dislike suffering and pain.

 

          The brain is hardwired to like food.

 

          The brain is hardwired to heal itself.

 

          The brain is hardwired to forgive and forget.

 

          No, modern women don’t live in the past.

 

          No, modern women don’t continually live and re-live bad experiences.

 

          No, modern women don’t ever think about bad experiences.

 

          No, modern women don’t traumatize themselves.

 

          The human brain doesn’t like re-living difficult events.

 

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The Human Brain Works

 

          No, modern women aren’t “Damsels in Distress.”

 

          No, modern women aren’t sitting around waiting for “Prince in Shining Armor” or “Prince Charming” to appear.

 

          No, modern women aren’t “vulnerable adults” no matter how little money women earn.

 

          No, modern women don’t self-harm since women tend to be sensitive about any “physical pain.”                    

 

          No, modern women don’t “act sad” or “mope around” and feel bad about themselves if men don’t pay attention to women or if men socially reject women.

 

          No, modern women don’t make time to sit around and obsessively think about what went wrong in past experiences.

 

          No, modern women don’t make lists about their less attractive features or qualities or virtues.

 

          No, modern women don’t consider themselves “ugly” or “fat” or “inferior” to men or other animals.

 

          No, modern women don’t get heartbroken by idealisms or untruths or stereotypes about women.

 

          No, modern women aren’t inferior.

 

          No, modern women don’t see ourselves as less than men.

 

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Modern women Know

Women aren’t Inferior

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand when writers write or when writers reiterate life events or when writers reflect and writers look back on their lives, writers are only writing about .0001 percent from memory about writers’ already existent life story compared to the rest of any of which has already happened to one individual alone.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing isn’t in the present. The events already took place.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing is recalling specific events and transferring the memories into present thought then putting memories to page, however, the page isn’t a live event rather a recollection.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing isn’t reliving a trauma.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing isn’t internalization of victimhood.

 

         

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

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Writers aren’t Victims

 

Women know women have value

(Obviously)

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand when writers write or when writers reiterate life events or when writers reflect and writers look back on their lives, writers are only writing about .0001 percent from memory about writers’ already existent life stories compared to the rest of any of which has already happened to one individual alone.

 

          In other words: it’s nearly impossible to make a record of all of one individual’s life events.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing isn’t in the present. The events already took place.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing is recalling specific events and transferring the memories into present thought then putting memories to page, however, the page isn’t a “live-event” rather a recollection.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing isn’t reliving trauma.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing isn’t internalization of victimhood.

 

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          Let’s “put it to bed

 

          No, “short hair” in women isn’t “mental illness” rather a manageable “fashion style.”

 

          No, to be “foreigners” isn’t “mental illness” rather humans from other lands or regions.

 

          No, male “dress wearing” isn’t “mental illness” rather “fashion style” or “personal preference” in attire.

 

          No, “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” isn’t “mental illness” rather conditions of the physical anatomy.

 

          No, “physical disabilities” isn’t “mental illness” rather any physical condition.

 

          No, “getting old” in and of itself isn’t “mental illness” rather wisdom, experience and personal preferences.

 

          No, “spitting on the ground” isn’t “mental illness” rather a habit to clear the lungs.

 

          No, “terminally ill” patients don’t purposely give themselves “terminal illnesses.”

 

          No, “cancer” patients don’t purposely give themselves “cancer.”

 

          No, “tumor” patients don’t purposely give themselves “tumors.”

 

          No, “obese” patients don’t purposely make themselves “obese.” (This is a myth.)

 

          No, “auto-immune” patients don’t purposely give themselves “auto-immune” diseases.

 

          No, “psoriases” isn’t “mental illness” rather any type of medical skin “condition” (“situation,” “incident,” “event,” “accident.”)

 

          No, “acne” isn’t “mental illness” rather any type of medical skin “condition” (“situation,” “incident,” “event,” “accident.”)

 

          No, “reproductive hormonal imbalances” aren’t “mental illness” rather a reproductive matter.

 

          No, “sexually revealing attire” isn’t “mental illness” rather a “fashion style.”

         

          No, “crying” isn’t “mental illness” rather releasing hormones.

 

          Yes, by any “modern standards” women may cry anywhere women wish to cry in public places and no one has anything to say about it. Ok.

 

          No, “divorce” isn’t “mental illness” rather relational.

         

          Yes, by “modern standards” “talk-therapy” is considered “mental illness” to not be able to find solutions to one’s own personal challenges, situations and relationships.

 

          Yes, by “modern standards” “dementia” is considered “mental illness” to not be able to remember basic functions.

 

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Public Underwear Movement

 

          Each year around early spring one global movement celebrates yet another year when “pacifist participants” ride public transportation to and from work in their “underwear” as one peaceful protest against “sexual harassment” or “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Each year “pacifist participants” involved with this remarkable global movement will participate in public parades or publically go in their “underwear” and ride public transportation for a worthy cause such as to pass laws to institute safety for all and any citizens, workers and foreigners, tourists and children and elderly alike.

 

          “Public nudity” is illegal in America.

 

          “Public intoxication” is illegal in America.

 

          “Public urination” is illegal in America.

 

          Legally one may walk around “in the nude” upon one’s either indoor or outdoor American private property. (No, I don’t ever go “in the nude” around any property.)

 

          Legally “indoor” American nudity is. (No, I don’t ever go “in the nude” indoors.)

 

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Proper Attire Outdoors

Vs.

Proper Attire Indoors

 

          The proper modern American public “outdoor attire” to any “restaurant” or “shop” or “deli” or “market” or “square” or “plazas” or “museums” or “public spaces” is “pajamas” and “flip-flops” and “brazier tops” and “sheer tops” 2009-2018. Ok.

 

          The proper modern American public “indoor attire” around the home is whatever is comfortable or whatever one sleeps in or pajamas or “in the nude.”

 

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Word Count: 1,430

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,946 + 1,430 = 3,376

 

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

 

“The man who talks rashly is hated.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Staid (dignified, sober, sedate)

 

A staid old human seldom change their mind.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Corrections were made on dates.

 

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          Supposedly, “divorce” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          (50% of marriages end in divorce.)

 

          Supposedly, “talk-therapy” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “crying” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “psoriases” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “dementia” is considered “mental illness.”

 

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          On average it takes anywhere from ten to fifteen years to decipher or diagnose any type of “physical” symptoms in patients to treat “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” until any proper diagnosis is made by Western medicine.

 

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No One

Knows Anything

 

          The modern facts are no one knows anything for sure or exactly.

 

          No, “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” aren’t “mental illness.” (This has been an American myth since the 1970’s.)

 

          Yes, “Black and Latino Hysteria” is a stereotype by white doctors and white nurses, 2018.

 

          Yes, “pushy Jews” is a stereotype by white doctors and white nurses. 2017.

 

          Yes, “obese” patients make themselves “obsess” is a stereotype by white doctors and white nurses.

 

          Yes, “physical pain” is “psychosomatic.”

 

          Yes, patients are considered to invent imaginary “physical pain” since any and all matters of “physical pain” only exist in the mind according to medicine.

 

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No, don’t ever tell any patients,

Patients give themselves “cancer”

Not factually true.

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “cancer.”

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “terminal illnesses.”

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “tumors.”

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          No, patients don’t ever want to live in any type of “physical pain” not if patients can help it or prevent it.

 

          {Yes, some forms of pressure on the organs such as tumor pressure does actually cause “physical pain” which is actually felt against the bladder and colon and stomach even though “physical pain” is only considered to be “in the mind” and not in the body therefore “tumor pain” is only thought of as “a figment of the imagination.”} Okay.

 

          Since all or any matter of form of “physical pain” is imaginary then there’s no need for any type of “opioids.” (Tongue in cheek.)

 

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Anatomy

 

The Study of the Human Body

 

          Out of seven (7) billion people on Earth only 6% of the global population has any education beyond the 12th grade, if that.

 

          As a layperson it’s difficult to consider any reasons as to for why any patients would ever imagine giving themselves any type of “physical pain?”

 

          No one ever wants to imagine or live in any “physical pain” or “physical discomfort” or any type of suffering, either.

                                                             

          “Chronic physical pain” is quite difficult to live with or contend with and not any type of matter or type of choice to make.

 

          Since “all” “physical pain” is “psychosomatic” then there’s no reason to complain or whine or talk about any type of “physical pain” since “physical pain” is considered imaginary. Okay.

 

          Nevertheless, “physical pain” is a great way for the body to send signals to the brain there’s something wrong with any particular matter.

 

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6% doesn’t know anything

         

          In order for patients to imagine giving themselves “cancer” then one must know the intricate and internal workings of the human body such as cellular structure and placement of organs and bloodstream and oxygen levels in oxygenated blood as well as know neurological brain functions and hormone liquids and neurological pathways and muscle content and this and the other thing.

 

          In order for patients to give themselves “terminal illnesses” then one must know the intricate and internal workings of the human body such as cellular structure and placement of organs and bloodstream and oxygen levels in oxygenated blood as well as know neurological brain functions and hormone liquids and neurological pathways and muscle content and this and the other thing. 

 

          In order for patients to give themselves “cancer” through “visualization techniques” or other forms of imaginary means then one must have an incredible understanding of the inner workings of anatomy and most patients don’t hold such knowledge.

 

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Medical Misconceptions

 

          Most people barely understand how breathing takes effect (outcome) on brain function and brain patterns.

 

          Most modern Chinese populations believe elephants’ tusks in the form of powders and potions heals “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          No, elephants’ tusks in the form of powders don’t heal “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          Most modern American populations believe “opioids” in the form of pills and pharmaceuticals heals “physical diseases” or “physical illness.”

 

          No, “opioids” don’t heal “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          Most modern American populations believe “facial creams” heals “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          No, “facial creams” don’t heal “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          Most modern American populations believe “imaginary thoughts” heals “cancer.”

 

          No, “imaginary thoughts” don’t heal “cancer.”

 

          Why would patients imagine “cancer” in their bodies?

 

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“Physical Diseases” are Hereditary

         

          “Physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are hereditary and depending on a combination of factors different types of cellular mutation can take hold in the body and manifest into a physical attribute therefore unlocking a particular aspect of cells which develop into “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          “Physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are the weakening of the immune system based on environmental factors or conditions such as “stressors” or contaminates such as bacteria gone awry.

 

          “Physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are environmental factors such as contaminated water.

 

          “Hereditary” “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are already present within the written cellular structure.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most patients only hope to get well as soon as possible.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people prefer to live independently healthy lives.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people wish to be well without any “physical pain” or suffering of any form or matter.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people aren’t “martyrs” or “victims” simply in hopes of factually scientific cures.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people don’t know the inner workings of their bodies well enough to imagine “cancer” upon themselves.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people don’t know different types of “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” until the symptoms show up and “physical diseases” takes anywhere from ten to fifteen years to decipher physical symptoms into a proper diagnosis until then one is poked with needles and tests which no one ever wants to spend any time in hospitals or clinics or medical facilities.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

 

          “Winners” and “Losers” are Metaphors in Storylines:

 

          One knows there’s no such concept as “winners” or “losers” except in made-up fantasy books or “competition” and even in competition no one ever loses.

 

          “Competition” is for sports.

 

          In real life there’s no “winners” or “losers.”

 

          In real life there’s only organic life matter.

 

          The idealism of “winners” and “losers” is fantasy.

 

          There’s no such thing as “bad” people or “good” people.

 

          There’re only people who make choices and decisions to the best of their abilities.

 

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          Icons and Animations:

 

          No, I’m not any type of “hacker.”

 

          Yes, fall of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” to create icons of “smiley” faces.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Yes, in winter of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” for something as simple as any “stick figures” walk or any other animation more developed in the artistry.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Hypothetically, as an imaginary scenario: if anyone were “the last person in the world” and had the ability to “follow code to write code” for icons or animation then one would be able to read code and write code and leave any message as to what happened or “hack” into any system which (in real life) “hacking” is incredibly easy to detect the origin of location and since the “imaginary scenario” would be “the end of the world” there wouldn’t be any need for wealth or cash or money, anyway.

 

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          Ancient Maya vs. Modern Maya: 

 

          Ancient Maya did factually exist.

 

          Modern Maya do factually exist.

 

          Ancient Maya children began work at the age of five and became full adults at five (5) years of life.

 

          In 2010 modern Maya children became full adults at twenty-one (21) years of life.

 

          In 2014 modern Maya children became full adults at thirty-five (35) years of life.

 

          Neurological modern science and development proves the human brain isn’t fully hormonally done developing before the age of thirty-five (35) then hormonal adulthood begins unless…one’s unlucky enough to develop any type of “reproductive hormonal imbalance.”

 

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Personal

Literary

Note

 

“Hovering” as an Analogy

 

          Whenever I write I don’t personally or “literally” “hover” overhead and watch myself write. No.

 

          No, I don’t have “out-of-body” experiences.

 

          To write as though one feels as though one’s spirit “hovers” overhead whenever one writes about the emotion of writing is simply any “metaphor” or an “analogy” to describe the “natural rush” to write, however, one’s spirit doesn’t ever “literally” leave the body unless one’s about to die or dead.

 

          No, my “spirit” and intellect don’t ever “leave” my body for anything unless under the influence of 300mg of horse tranquilizer then one “trips balls” as the American saying goes.

 

          The “natural rush” of writing is the same “natural rush” as running long distance races through the woods.

 

          When one’s done running long distance races then one feels as though one’s elevated or hovers above and overhead, however, one’s firmly planted on Tierra firma with both feet on the ground.

 

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          Makeup is an Art Form:

 

          “Stage makeup” is a genre.

 

          “Stage makeup” is applied with the intent for people in the balcony seats to be able to distinguish or make-out actors’ facial features and expressions.

 

          “Victorian” makeup is for “costume” parties.

 

          “Cupid doll” makeup is for tea parties with the “mad hatter.”

 

          “Baby Jane” little-girl doll makeup is for horror flicks.

 

          “Heavy blush” is for the dead.

 

          A pound of “cake” makeup is for actors.

 

          A pound of “cake” of makeup is for clowns.

 

          Real life makeup is well done or not.

 

          Real life makeup is an art form.

 

          To do makeup well is to know how to apply makeup.

 

          Summer of 2004 I worked for an online shipping and receiving department and filled out orders for stage makeup.

 

          Free company manuals and reading materials could be read about the art of stage makeup and I read each and every manual or free reading material to get acquainted about answering online questions about the stage makeup product line.

 

Word Count: 1,946

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,946

 

Friday, March 2, 2018

 

“People usually hate what they don’t understand.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Paradox (a seeming contradiction)

 

Chesterton is noted for his use of paradox in his writings.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Skepticism

Vs.

“Happy Thoughts”

 

          The factual research indicates “cultural forces have whipped up a frenzied pursuit of happiness.”

 

          The factual research indicates “in some situations, happiness carries far more serious risks.”

 

          The factual research indicates “happiness” “prevents us paying due attention to dangers such as binge drinking, overeating and unsafe sex.”

 

          The factual research indicates “though happiness is often thought of as intrinsically virtuous, the emotion brings no such benefits.”

 

          The factual research indicates “those in a continuous happy haze…” “…may be over-reliant on existing knowledge -- leaving them prone to serious errors of judgment.”

 

          The factual research indicates “those in a good mood were less able to think ‘sceptically’ and were significantly more gullible.”

 

          The factual research indicates “happiness” makes people “selfish” which seems to refuse to evenly share the spread of wealth for the benefit of all rather than a few political and economic elite.

 

          The factual research indicates “happiness” is associated with the “cuddle” hormone, oxytocin, “which a handful of studies have shown reduces our ability to identify threats.”

 

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Skepticism is Healthier

 

          The factual research indicates “anger,” sadness,” and “pessimism” “serve useful functions to help us thrive.”

 

          The factual research indicates “anger,” “sadness,” and “pessimism” isn’t “divine cruelty or sheer random bad luck.”

 

          The factual research indicates “skepticism” isn’t cynicism.

 

          The factual research indicates “skepticism” “is harsh, but fair.”

 

          The factual research indicates “the suppression” of anger can lead to “chronic” high blood pressure.

         

          The factual research indicates “anger” has no impact in “heart attacks” however the suppression of anger increases the chances of heart attack by three-fold.

 

          The factual research indicates “optimistic content” declines performance.

 

          The factual research indicates “optimistic thoughts” puts “the obese off losing weight and make smokers less likely to plan to quit.”

 

          The factual research indicates “positive speeches” at presidential inaugural addresses predict lower employment rate and GDP during term in office.

 

          The factual research indicates “defensive mechanism” is anticipating the worst, to be prepared when it actually happens.

 

          The factual research indicates “feeling slightly down enhances our awareness of social cues.”

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

 

          No, I’m not a “hacker”

 

          No, I’m not any type of “hacker” or “troll” or “bot.”

 

          Yes, in October 2006 (correction on date) professional broadcast engineers showed me how easy it is to get into any government server however, I haven’t ever personally “hacked” or gone into any private server by myself. I wouldn’t know how to. I’d have to be taught how to “hack” and “hacking” isn’t my skill set or forte or desire. Nope.

 

          No, I’m not any type of “hacker.”

 

          Yes, fall of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” to create icons of “smiley” faces.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Yes, in winter of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” for something as simple as any “stick figures” walk or any other animation more developed in the artistry.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Hypothetically, as an imaginary scenario: if anyone were the last person in the world and had the ability to “follow code to write code” for icons or animation then one would be able to read code and write code and leave any message as to what happened or “hack” into any system which (in real life) “hacking” is incredibly easy to detect the origin of location and since the “imaginary scenario” would be “the end of the world” there wouldn’t be any need for wealth or cash or money, anyway.

 

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          “Special K” is known as horse tranquilizer

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “horse tranquilizer” in the form of anti-psychotics?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “crystal meth” and “speed” in the form of anti-depressants?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “heroin” in the form of opioids?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “morphine-like” in the form of opioids?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “being drunk” in the form of opioids?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love drugs?

 

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No, I’m not personally depressed,

Simply “skeptical”

 

          Oh, I love pharmaceuticals as much as any other person loves any other forms or strains or strands of black market drugs.

 

          Pharmaceuticals are pure rotted sugar candy for the “bones” (possibly the brain) still yet pharmaceuticals don’t change “personality” or “genetics” or “health” or “opinions.”

 

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Pre-menopausal

Acne

 

          Am I “depressed” about my pre-menopausal chin acne? No.

 

          No, one aspect in life for which I’m not ever “depressed” about is my weight or acne.

 

          Personally, I’ve been taught better self-esteem than such.

 

          Yes, I do “visualization techniques” to minimize acne however none of the “visualization techniques” have worked thus far.

 

          No, no one person is ever considered “ugly.”

 

          Yes, as a child I was taught no woman is ever “ugly.”

 

          “White culture” believes or thinks of people in terms of “ugly.”

 

          However, the Maya don’t believe women are “ugly.”

 

          “Ugliness” is any made up concept.

 

          “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.”

 

          Ancient Maya vs. Modern Maya: 

 

          Ancient Maya did factually exist.

 

          Modern Maya do factually exist.

 

          Ancient Maya children began work at the age of five and became full adults at five (5) years of life.

 

          In 2010 modern Maya children became full adults at twenty-one (21) years of life.

 

          In 2014 modern Maya children became full adults at thirty-five (35) years of life.

 

          Neurological modern science and development proves the human brain isn’t fully hormonally done developing before the age of thirty-five (35) then hormonal adulthood begins unless…one’s unlucky enough to develop any type of “reproductive hormonal imbalance.”

 

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Yes, my personal outlook is

“The glass is half empty”

 

          Since 1996 I’ve mainly known of well educated middle income earning “white” demographics love horse tranquilizer since horse tranquilizer is the best form of hallucinations and easy enough to get one’s hands on.

 

          Horse tranquilizer is one of the most highly sought after drugs on the black market after “heroin” and “adderall.”

 

          White people love horse tranquilizer since horse tranquilizer brings about the best visual hallucinations and keeps the patients calm while the patients hallucinate like “Alice in Wonderland.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever sold prescription pills or pharmaceuticals to anyone.

 

          “Special K” also known as horse tranquilizer in the black market and meant for animals, not humans.

 

          Horse tranquilizer feels like a heart attack.

 

          Electric shock is barbarian.

 

          Lobotomies are barbarian.

 

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          “Winners” and “Losers” are Metaphors in Storylines:

 

          One knows there’s no such concept as “winners” or “losers” except in made-up fantasy books or “competition” and even in competition no one ever loses.

 

          “Competition” is for sports.

 

          In real life there’s no “winners” or “losers.”

 

          In real life there’s only organic life matter.

 

          The idealism of “winners” and “losers” is fantasy.

 

          There’s no such thing as “bad” people or “good” people.

 

          There’re only people who make choices and decisions to the best of their abilities.

 

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Personal

Literary

Note

 

“Hovering” as an Analogy

 

          Whenever I write I don’t personally or “literally” “hover” overhead and watch myself write. No.

 

          No, I don’t have “out-of-body” experiences.

 

          To write as though one feels as though one’s spirit “hovers” overhead whenever one writes about the emotion of writing is simply any “metaphor” or an “analogy” to describe the “natural rush” to write, however, one’s spirit doesn’t ever “literally” leave the body unless one’s about to die or dead.

 

          No, my “spirit” and intellect don’t ever “leave” my body for anything unless under the influence of 300mg of horse tranquilizer then one “trips balls” as the American saying goes.

 

          The “natural rush” of writing is the same “natural rush” as running long distance races through the woods.

 

          When one’s done running long distance races then one feels as though one’s elevated or hovers above and overhead, however, one’s firmly planted on Tierra firma with both feet on the ground.

 

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          Buddhism is a real religion:

 

          Yes, “Buddhism” is a real religion.

 

          No, I don’t personally practice “Buddhism” since I’m not a “Buddhist.”

 

          Yes, “Taoism” is a real religion.

 

          No, I don’t practice “Taoism” since I’m not a Taoist.

 

          Yes, I do “Chakra” alignments and Western medicine’s “visualization techniques” to stay healthy down to the cellular structure as well as “breathing exercises” for overall oxygen levels and mindfulness.

 

          No, I don’t pray to “Buddha.”

 

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          Alien Life Form:

 

          No, I’m sure I don’t know anything about aliens or extraterrestrial life form.

 

          Yes, I’m sure informed people know about aliens or extraterrestrial life form or not.

 

          No, I don’t ever “hear” or “see” any hallucinations. If I ever heard or saw any hallucination then I would probably “jump right out of my skin.”

 

          No, not ever have any alien or extraterrestrial life forms made contact with me.

 

          Yes, “new agers” believe “meditation” is a way to communicate through telepathy with aliens or extraterrestrial life form. I don’t know. I don’t meditate.

 

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          Makeup is an art form:

 

          “Stage makeup” is a genre.

 

          “Stage makeup” is applied with the intent for people in the balcony seats to be able to distinguish or make-out actors’ facial features and expressions.

 

          “Victorian” makeup is for “costume” parties.

 

          “Cupid doll” makeup is for tea parties with the “mad hatter.”

 

          “Baby Jane” little-girl doll makeup is for horror flicks.

 

          “Heavy blush” is for the dead.

 

          A pound of “cake” makeup is for actors.

 

          A pound of “cake” of makeup is for clowns.

 

          Real life makeup is well done or not.

 

          Real life makeup is an art form.

 

          To do makeup well is to know how to apply makeup.

 

          Summer of 2004 I worked for an online shipping and receiving department and filled out orders for Ben Nye stage makeup.

 

          Free company manuals and reading materials could be read about the art of stage makeup and I read each and every manual or free reading material to get acquainted about answering online questions about the stage makeup product line.

 

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          The best retailers are tattooed:

 

          The best adjusted modern Americans are people who work in retail and either are adorned with facial or neck tattoos.

 

          Such people seem to have a pulse on modern culture which 50% of women now wear tattoos.

 

          No, I don’t believe in giving myself any tattoos.

 

          However, well done tattoos on other people can be a work of art.

 

 

Word Count: 1,787

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,382 + 1,613 = 3,995 + 1,787 = 5,782

 

Thursday, March 1, 2018

 

“Hatred for insufficient reason is the greatest of sins.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Modicum (a small quantity or portion)

 

Everyone wants a modicum of praise for the good deeds he does.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Hello. Hi.

 

Upload: 1:29pm CT

 

Happy Thursday!

 

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          Any foreigners are considered “mentally ill?”

 

          Is America alright?

 

          Immigration is America.

 

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          Queen Elizabeth I is “Shakespeare.” Okay.

 

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Medicine vs. Myths

“The Dark Ages”

Is Medicine at a standstill?

 

          Supposedly, “all” “physical disease” or “physical illness” is considered to originate in the mind.

 

          Supposedly, “all” “physical pain” is considered to originate in the mind.

 

          Supposedly, “all” “physical disease” or “physical illness” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “visualization techniques” cures “all” and “any” “physical disease” and “physical illness” therefore “visualization techniques” cure “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly “cancer” patients give themselves “cancer.”

 

          Supposedly, patients must now learn how to cure themselves through “visualization techniques.”

 

          Supposedly, patients with “terminal illnesses” now cure themselves through “visualization techniques.”

 

          Supposedly, patients who believe “racial discrimination” exists are “mentally ill.”

 

          Supposedly, patients who only think “happy thoughts” cure themselves of “terminal illnesses” or “physical pain.”

 

          Supposedly, “food is medicine.”

 

          Supposedly, people who eat fast food give themselves cancer.

 

          Supposedly, “stress” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “greed” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “laziness” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “insecurity” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, being born any “women of color” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, being any “foreigner” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, patients of color are not to be believed about any of their medical conditions.

 

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Biologically there’s no “racism.”

Correct.

 

          Humans are one species no matter what color pigmentation.

          Correct.

 

          No, “racism” doesn’t exist however, “racial discrimination” does exist. Correct.

 

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What is “racism?”

 

          Racism is: “racial discrimination,” “discrimination,” “prejudice,” “bigotry,” “intolerance.”

 

          Okay, we’re all caught up to here: biologically there’s no such idea as “racism.” Ok.

 

          According to scientific research “white doctors” and “white nurses” conduct their practitioner services from any “racial discriminatory” point of view or bias against patients of color.

 

          Why do white doctors and white nurses make racial distinctions and stereotypical categories about patients of color?

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “Black or Latino hysteria” (“panic,” “hysterics,” “frenzy,” “madness.”)

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “obese” people make themselves “obese.”

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “the moon’s gravity” causing crime whenever the moon’s full.

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “homosexuality” being any type of “disease” or “illness.”

 

          True: Homosexuality is sexual orientation and preference.

 

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What type of person gives themselves cancer?

 

          Of course, no one gives themselves cancer.

 

          Not on purpose, anyway.

 

          Yes, most of the people we know who’ve ended up with any types of cancer are men and women who are well established married couples and happy and content and white working professionals of the community who ate nothing except organics and vegan.

 

          Yes, most of the people we know who’ve ended up with any types of cancer are men and women who are well established married couples and happy and content and white working professionals in the community who practice thirty years of “Yoga” and “Zen Buddhist Meditation” and “happy thoughts.”

 

          “Meditation” is considered to clear the mind and conduct telepathic “communications” with alien life form. (I don’t know. I don’t “meditate.” I don’t practice “Buddhism.” I do “Chakra stances” and “breathing exercises” and “visualization techniques.”)

 

          “Breathing exercises” is considered breathing from the diaphragm through repetitions of timed exercises.

 

          “Visualization techniques” is visualizing internal organs and the internal structure of the body as well as the cellular structures to look and see from the “mind’s eye” to shrink tumors or all completely do away with any internal physical illness or internal physical disease or physical pain. 

 

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Is medicine dead?

Is medicine at a standstill?

 

          Supposedly since “all” “physical disease” and “physical illness” and “physical pain” originates in the mind then are there no more “cures” to be discovered?

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” are “hereditary” (“inherited,” “heritable,” “traditional,” “family”.)

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” are cells for which mutated incorrectly.

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” is when the “immune system” attacks itself.

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” is bacteria gone awry.

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” is environmental factors such as polluted water.

 

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Why do the “grumpy” and “skeptical”

Live to be old?

 

          Supposedly, “all” “visualization techniques” cure “all” and “any” types of “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” and “physical pain” therefore simply all any patients have to do is to train the mind to visualize away and “wish away” any “physical disease” by doing “visualization techniques.”

 

          Why do the “Yoga” and “meditation” demographics get the breast cancers and prostate cancers?

 

          Obviously different types of cancers are found in different types of people of different skin color.

 

          How come cigarette smokers live longer than “Yoga” or “meditation” patients?

 

          Is “meditation” or “pharmaceuticals” or “surgery” all there is to modern medicine?

 

          Why are there many myths involved in medicine?

 

          Since medical “visualizing techniques” are one of three ways to cure “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” and “physical pain” then what?

 

          Is medicine at a standstill and lost inside a maze?

 

          Why is mythology used in medicine?

 

          When did “monotheism” become medicine?

 

          When did medicine become a religion or the occult?

 

          When did medicine turn into white culture only?

 

          Why is there only one type of believable white patient?

 

          Why does modern medicine only believe mostly anything said by Caucasian patients or whites?

 

          Why are women of color considered “mentally ill?”

 

          Why are women of color considered “mentally ill” simply for being born?

 

          Why do women of color get considered “mentally ill” simply for existing?

 

          Is modern medicine a “conspiracy theory?”

 

          Is modern medicine make-believe fantasy?

 

          Is modern medicine “witch-doctoring?”

 

          Is modern medicine “wishful thinking?”

 

          Is modern medicine racist? Yes.

 

          What causes modern medicine to begin from the premise “all” “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” and “physical pain” is considered “mental illness?”

 

          What happened to modern medicine and “wishful thinking?”

 

          What happened to modern medicine’s legitimacy?

 

          No wonder there’s a shortage of doctors in America.

 

          Nursing is vocational work.

 

          Policing is vocational work.

 

          Why is modern medicine so shallow?

 

          Why is modern medicine so “unhappily” racist when there’re no cures for diseases since all illness is considered mental and nothing to be done for any patients?

 

          Why does modern medicine exist when there’re no cures?

 

          Why is modern medicine so lucrative when there’re no cures?

 

          Why is modern medicine dismissive of patients of color?

 

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There needs to be

More substance to medicine

         

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “terminal illnesses” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “cancer” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “tumors” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “obese” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “diabetes” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “acne” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “mentally ill” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe “foreigners” are “mentally ill” simply because foreigners are foreigners otherwise how convenient to dismiss different points of view.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe “foreign adoptees” are “mentally ill” simply because “foreign adoptees” are foreign.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves see “hallucinations” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “insecure” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “paranoid” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “psychotic” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone brings upon themselves “racial discrimination” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone who’s been a victim of “racial discrimination” is “mentally ill.”

 

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Is that it?

 

          Modern medicine is going to leave patients to “visualizing exercises” or “meditation” and “happy thoughts” or pharmaceuticals to cure away any types of “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” since “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” are now considered to be “mental illness.”

 

          Has modern medicine come to the end of the road?

 

          Is modern medicine trapped inside maze’s dead end?

 

          Well, how come “physical disabilities” are also considered “mental illness?”

 

          By today’s standard who isn’t “mentally ill?”

 

          Are only rich Caucasians and white people considered “mentally healthy” and no one else?

 

          Are only rich Caucasians and white people “mentally healthy” because they’re the majority and have the money and hold all the power?

 

          Is Western modern medicine “mentally ill?”

 

          The description of “mental illness” is to do the same action without getting a different result.

 

          What’s Western modern medicine so bitter and angry about?

 

          Is Western modern medicine bitter and angry about how “physical disease” or “physical illness” stems from the mind and there’s nothing doctors can do for anyone therefore doctors are no different than the rest of us who know absolutely nothing about medicine?

 

          Is Western modern medicine bitter and angry no one has any real answers to cures? So what. At least tell the truth.

 

          Why is Western modern medicine bitter and angry when Western medicine lives for the mythology doctors are gods?

 

          Why is Western modern medicine bitter and angry to discover modern patients don’t think or believe of doctors as gods?

         

          Why so bitter and angry to discover the field of medicine is a racist one?

 

          Why is Western modern medicine bitter and angry to discover patients of color are dismissed and belittled and harmed with anti-psychotics rather than real medications for real physical conditions such as thyroidism?

 

          Why does Western modern medicine believe Blacks and Latinos are hysterical?

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,613

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,722 + 660 = 2,382 + 1,613 = 3,995

 

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