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Wednesday, November 9, 2016-2018

 

Anti-prejudice women laws, or anti-prejudice gay and lesbian and transgender and transsexual laws, or open “Free Trade” markets, or Monopoly regulations, or EPA expansion, or universal free healthcare, or universal free Higher Education, or gun regulation laws, or anti-brutality police regulations and laws and anti-gun violence regulations and laws against black men and other minority citizens and civilians, or free childcare, or increase taxes on the wealthy 1%, or friendly environmental laws, or free early childhood classes, or free public school lunches, or ending this 16 year long warfare in the Middle East and redistributing funds to veterans’ welfare and educational infrastructure, or immigration reform, or rightly so turning corporations back into what corporations are which is institutions rather than lending a false identity to corporations as individuals, or no oil pipeline through the Midwest’s heartland, equal pay for equal work, single payer healthcare system, or raise the minimum wage to $21.00 (twenty-one American dollars) hourly rate per increase (“hike”) of annual inflation in the markets according to Mr. Bill Moyers’s information and research, or voter suppression laws, or free media without politicians’ threats or bullying or intimidation against the Free Press’s journalists’ or reporters’ lives who must get home in-time for supper and a bedtime story, or modern American infrastructure such as public libraries and public arboretums and public gardens and public sculpture gardens and public solariums and atriums and public planetariums and public graveyards as safe municipal services to all American private citizens and civilians or, or, or…etc.

 

          Literary Disclaimer: Writing is creative literary arts. Writing isn’t real. Writing isn’t any type of psychological test. Writing isn’t conversation. Writing isn’t spoken word. Writing isn’t speech giving. Writing isn’t lectures. Writing isn’t talking. Writing isn’t actions. Writing is thoughts written down to convey logic and reason. Writing isn’t “witchcraft.” Writing is letters, punctuation and grammar.

 

          “Constructive criticism” feedback is for when in person or for critical papers written in school or for newspaper critics whose jobs are to write critiques about the culinary arts or the arts or films and for “writing workshops’” roundtables. Content is creative writing. Writing isn’t erratic since writing isn’t a person. Writing is ideas and thoughts and opinions. Writing is consistency to practice writing. Writing is work. Writing English is a task de jour.

 

          My main Literary Goals:

 

          To write with the Queen’s English.

 

          To write as closely as possibly to “Dead White Males” otherwise writing isn’t considered any good.

 

Writing isn’t Speaking

 

          Modern speech is modern.

 

          Modern speech is authentically empathetic.

 

          Speaking isn’t writing.

 

          Talking isn’t writing.

 

          Discussion isn’t writing.

 

          Conversation isn’t writing.

 

          Creative writing is creative in nature.

 

          Mother Nature is cruel at best.

 

          Writing is after the fact.

 

          Writing isn’t any crime.

 

          Writing’s any discipline.

 

Friday, April 20, 2018

 

“‘Love thy neighbor as yourself’ is the great principal of the Torah.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Oscillation (a swinging back and forth)

 

The Oscillation of the pendulum pleased the people.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Four Twenty

 

Disclaimer(s)

 

          Yes, “drug dealers” deserve to live.

 

          Yes, “drug dealers” are business people with families.

 

          Yes, “drug distributors” are business people with families.

 

          Yes, pharmaceutical companies deserve to live.

 

          Yes, 50% of “white” Americans smoke recreational marijuana.

 

          Yes, 50% of “black” Americans smoke recreational marijuana.

 

          Yes, in 2017 recreational marijuana became a $10 billion dollar industry.

 

          Yes, recreational marijuana exists in Maine, Massachusetts, California, Oregon and Colorado.

 

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Disclaimer I

 

          No, I’m not any type of “drug dealer” or “drug distributor” of any type.

 

          No, I’m not any type of medical doctor nor do I pretend to be.

 

          No, I wouldn’t have a clue as to how to move any type of “heroin capsule” drug merchandise or sell merchandise in the form of pharmaceutical “heroin capsules.”

 

          No, I wouldn’t have a clue as to how to move any type of “heroin powder”.

 

          How does one sell “heroin capsule” drugs? One doesn’t.

 

          Does one get a medical license to prescribe and sell “heroin capsules”? Yes.

 

          Does one sell “heroin capsules” on street corners? No.

 

          How does one sell “heroin powder”? One doesn’t.

 

          Yes, usually “drug distributers” don’t ever touch or take their product(s) or merchandise and mostly “drug distributers” aren’t under the influence of any “heroin opioid capsules.”

 

          Yes, the “pharmaceutical opioid capsule crises” is prescribed “heroin pills.”

 

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Disclaimer II

 

          Who injects heroin anymore?

 

          Nobody injects heroin.

 

          After the 1980’s and 1990’s HIV and AIDS epidemic “pharmaceutical heroin opioid capsule” addicts know not to ever as much as share any needles much less inject any type of “liquid heroin” or anything else into one’s veins and bloodstream since one’s prescribed “heroin capsules” one doesn’t require to snort any type of “heroin powder” either.

 

          “Heroin capsules” are easy to swallow.

 

          Heroin in the form of one capsule is ten times easier to swallow than to either “inject” straight “heroin liquid” into the bloodstream through the veins or snort “heroin powder” through the nose directly into the brain.

 

          The past five years of modern articles and statistics prove to show Americans 13 to 17 years of age are the largest demographics in the purchase of “heroin stamps” which are supposedly packets filled with “heroin powder” the size of one regular standard stamp which the “heroin powder” is then snorted through the nose for maximum impact straight to the brain since there’s no odor when heroin is in powder form.

 

          Most youth ages 13 through 17 prefer to snort “heroin powder” since there’s no odor at all and no one suspects anything.

 

          “Heroin powder” must be heated to transform into “heroin liquid” however I don’t know what heated “heroin liquid” smells like.

 

          What’s the going rate for a “heroin stamp”? I don’t know.

 

          No, I have no idea what a “heroin stamp” even looks like.

 

          No, I’m not any type of “drug distributor.”

 

          No, I’m not personally any type of “drug dealer”.

 

          No, I’m not personally any type of “marijuana dealer.”

 

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Legalize and Tax Prostitution

Legalize and Tax All Drugs

 

          No, I’m not personally involved or know anything about human sex-trafficking.

 

          Personally, I come from a generation of peers who believe in the legalization of all drugs for recreational use or purpose or intent and mostly for any type of painkillers to alleviate any “physical pain” from “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses”.

 

          A Generation of peers for who believes in the legalization and taxation of “prostitution” and legalization and taxation of “cocaine” and legalization and taxation of “heroin” and legalization and taxation of “marijuana” and legalization and taxation of “methamphetamines.”

         

          Supposedly, “pharmaceutical opioid capsule pills” are the “poor man’s heroin” standard of downgrade heroin therefore youth ages 13 through 17 do purchase pure “heroin powder” which is high quality or higher grade of heroin than “heroin capsules”.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may get fair wages and be able to care for their families.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers who happen to be single moms may be able to afford safe child-care as well as be taxed for sexual acts and services rendered.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may be able to afford great healthcare specifically in terms of “sexually transmitted diseases.”

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may be able to afford to be independent contractors rather than managed by possibly violent or manipulative pimps.

 

          Yes, there ought to be advocates and lobbyists advancing the cause to legalize and tax prostitution therefore sex-workers may be able to afford to be independent contractors and bring in profits or extra revenue into their households and be taxed to go directly towards public schools and public education especially public school food programs which feeds all public education school children and youth all three meals per day. Yes.

 

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April 20, 1997

The “T” Line

 

New England, Massachusetts

Boston, Massachusetts

 

          A week earlier a group of New England, Massachusetts friends called up and calmly asked if I was at all interested to take the day off on “4/20” from any of my work as an “international studies” tutor or studies in general and go on a specific train ride with them into Boston and stay the entire day then we’d take the train back to New England by no later than dark.

 

          Usually and mostly throughout the previous 1996-1997 year we’d seen each other with our heads down and hard at work at our studies and daily responsibilities and follow through with our responsible young adult lives as we usually do to this mature day whenever we catch up and read any emails from each other over the decades.

 

          On the late morning of April 20th, 1997 we met up at a train station and while on the train platform my New England friends asked direct and kind and poignant questions about the train ride.

 

          Did I know what day it was? Yes, April 20th, 1997.

 

          Did I know the significance of “4/20”? No.

 

          Did I know anything about the train ride? Yes, the ride went into Boston.

 

          Did I know I didn’t have to pay anything for the train ride? No, I didn’t know.

 

          Did I realize the train ride was free to all and any passengers for the entire day? No, I didn’t know.

 

          Did I know why the train ride was free on such a particular day? No I didn’t know.

 

          Did I know the significance of “4/20”? No, I didn’t know.

 

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A Train Ride

The Purple Line

 

          At noon we climbed a particular train platform then when the train approached and completely stopped we climbed on board and entered the train compartment in which it appeared many of the train seats were removed to make room for hundreds and hundreds of passengers headed into Boston which peacefully stood as the train made its way into the city.

 

          We took our places and rode all the way into Boston while people were jolly and enjoyable and didn’t scream or yell and were docile and calm and having a real great time in unison.

 

          The cabin of the train was completely filled with marijuana smoke and smelled better than tobacco smoke in any small compartment.

 

          Suddenly, a person next to me purposely interrupted and asked me, “Do you know anything about this train ride?” I shook my head and smiled. We smiled at each other. I had no idea what was happening yet there was no cause for alarm.

 

          We calmly and joyfully and peacefully and quietly rode the train into Boston as we had many other hundreds of times throughout the years.

 

          None of my peers who I traveled with smoked any marijuana.

 

          Not once did I smoke marijuana on the train since none was passed along or shared and I wasn’t about to ask any stranger(s) for any marijuana yet there I stood and held on to the train’s bar railing and watched people enjoy themselves as the friendly conductor went back and forth a few more times before we arrived into Boston’s Fleet Center.

 

          Throughout the train ride my friends would occasionally look up at me and smile and I would smile back then we’d discuss the legalization of recreational marijuana.

 

          From Fleet Center we attended a rather low key and peaceful annual marijuana festival with different booths and signs set up to sign petitions specifically in the passing of the legalization and taxation of recreational marijuana.

 

          Throughout the day I didn’t smoke marijuana once since I didn’t know where to get any marijuana to smoke therefore as I made my rounds of different tables and informational booths I signed as many petitions as possible throughout one entire festival day in the circuit.

 

          Not ever had I read more pamphlets or heard more information about the legalization of recreational marijuana then at any other time before since marijuana is hardly ever talked about however for the past twenty years marijuana is smoked in nearly every type of wealthy or low-income neighborhood since marijuana isn’t physically addictive.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,571

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,938 + 1,532 = 3,470 + 1,571 = 5,041

 

Thursday, April 19, 2018

 

“Once an error is learned, it is hard to unlearn.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Vicarious (suffered or enjoyed by one person on behalf of another)

 

She experienced a vicarious joy in her friend’s success.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Correction from “patient” to “patience.”

 

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          Social Media:

 

          No, I don’t ever “look up” or online research anyone from our mutual past history unless someone else specifically mentions any particular individual(s) to my attention otherwise the years or decades continue and all’s well, nothing to say or report here.

         

          The coolest aspect about “social media” is hardly ever finding anyone’s “online footprint.”

 

          To leave very little “carbon footprint” is one thing.

 

          Another thing is to have very little “online footprint”.

 

          Yes, my goal as any private citizen is to leave very little personal or private “online footprint” as well as to leave very little “carbon footprint.”

 

          Yes, if I were ever to look up anyone over online “social media” from our past mutual history mainly this would be done to confirm such individuals are indeed “professionals” in their field of work or to factually discover they’re “alive” with pictures of gorgeous children and pictures of beautiful natural scenery and pictures of beautiful pregnant women.

 

          Yes, usually I believe most people are alive and mostly living and doing well enough throughout the decades.

 

          No, I hardly ever think about hundreds or thousands of people I’ve met since mature adult lifestyle is to move forward and to meet daily responsibilities.

 

          “There’re a million and one things to get done in one day.”

 

          “Text” is for upcoming events or logistics or to meet in person immediately within five minutes or within the hour or week.

 

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“Social Media” Nudes

 

          Nevertheless, “social media” is one structure in which people have purposely or by accident or by mistake posted embarrassingly personal nude photographs of themselves or by accident posted nudes of beloveds’ photographs’ due to bad information or bad judgment or photographers’ discretion or not.

 

          To post nudes of others’ only with written consent or verbal permission to record or post any private nude photographs on digital media over “social media”.

 

          Yes, “text” digital media is one structure in which people have purposely or by accident or by mistake posted embarrassingly personal nude photographs of themselves or by accident posted nudes of beloveds’ photographs’ due to bad information or bad judgment or photographers’ discretion or not.

 

          Yes, I’m extremely private about “social media” which in my life “social media” takes modern form of “text” media.

 

          For about one decade and a half (15 years) “social media” was conducted over e-mail, however.

 

          Cell phone’s “text’s” quicker mode of communications.

 

          Yes, in my late twenties and early thirties I held many different types of “social media” accounts then I forgot passwords and didn’t ever return to the accounts or sites.

 

          Yes, I held a “Facebook” account from 2007-2013.

 

          Only when others bring up any one specific name then I may possibly go and look up the name of the individual(s) mentioned otherwise daily responsibilities.

 

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Ovaries are the same as Testicles

 

Ovaries and Ovulation

As Subject Matter

         

          Yes, the last subject matter for which I’d rather not address is the subject of “ovaries” or the subject of “ovulation”, however, “women’s health” is vitally important to understand.

 

          Well, let’s address “women’s health.”

 

          Yes, any woman may live with one ovary and still have the actual and literal symptoms of monthly menstrual cycles in which the factual formed egg no longer travels through two fallopian tubes to drop into the one uterus for fertilization thus the egg dissolves behind the belly button whenever there’s no more uterus or two fallopian tubes.                                                    

 

          Yes, in August of 2017 I had a “partial” hysterectomy which factually and literal laparoscopic surgery removed one uterus and two fallopian tubes.

 

          Yes, by December 2017 all “night sweats” or nightly “hot flashes” completely stopped and went away.

 

          Since January 2018 I’ve begun to once again literally menstruate and drop an egg since two ovaries are in perfectly good working order.

 

          Yes, the two fallopian tubes are the first place in the female reproductive organs to which women develop “ovarian cancer.”

 

          “Ovarian cancer” is more apt to first develop in the two fallopian tubes than in the two ovaries.

 

          A “partial” hysterectomy is when one or both ovaries are left in place or one or two ovaries are left intact.

 

          A “full” hysterectomy is when two ovaries and one uterus and two fallopian tubes are laparoscopic surgically removed through the belly button.

 

          After “partial” hysterectomy then one single ovary alone creates literal monthly menstruation cycles in which an egg is dropped and when two fallopian tubes have been surgically removed then the eggs dissolve behind the belly button and no longer in the uterus since there’s no uterus.

 

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Damn if you do and Damn if you don’t

 

          Yes, I have two female ovaries in the male equivalency of two male testicles.

 

          Yes, there’s a small cyst in one ovary.

 

          Yes, one must wait for ovarian cysts to grow larger before one can surgically remove large ovarian cysts which large ovarian cysts may grow as large as “grapefruits” then run the high risk to rupture or if small and hardened ovarian cysts then may possibly become high risk to turn into “ovarian cancer.”

 

          Yes, when one has at least one literal ovary then one still fully ovulates or monthly menstruates or gets periods or gets one menstrual monthly cycle’s symptoms without any shed of blood.

 

          Yes, all one needs is to have one ovary to ovulate.

 

          Yes, “partial” hysterectomies are the latest procedure.

 

          Yes, at least one or two ovaries are kept rather than to remove.

 

          Yes, at least one or two ovaries are left in place in order for women to continue to ovulate and keep their estrogen hormones rather than surgery and lifelong estrogen hormone therapy.

 

          Yes, oddly enough one may still get pregnant with one ovary except there’s no place or no womb or no uterus for the fetus to grow therefore the egg dissolves behind the belly button.

 

          Yes, one’s eggs are still vital and good and ready to go and may grow into a healthy fetus at any time.

 

          Yes, egg freezing is considered scientific fraudulent practice.

 

          Yes, two weeks out of each month women with at least one ovary go through literal menstruation cycles and symptoms.

 

          Yes, one’s eggs are still good to fertilize and create any human.

 

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Ovaries vs. No Ovaries

 

          One desires and wants to keep one’s ovaries for as long as possible.

 

          When one has “partial” hysterectomy then within five years span of time one or two ovaries may stop producing eggs to 50% of the time for female population while 90% of women without any hysterectomies won’t have menopausal symptoms until the age of fifty (50).

 

          Ovaries are hormone control and hormone regulation.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles with bloat, cravings and pelvic pain or possibly at times mood swings or not.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles without one single vaginal drop of blood and only other hormonal symptoms such as bloat without the physical bloody mess.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles in which one gets cravings as strong as when one’s pregnant.

 

          One ovary creates literal menstruation cycles in which one may or may not feel as though one’s being kicked behind the belly button in the same manner and fashion as with difficult menstrual cycles.

 

          Yes, one ovary can create such ruckus as #7 pain scale directly behind the belly button and right pelvic region and pain in the ovaries themselves every two weeks per each month.

 

          Yes, the awesome aspect to keeping the ovaries is to continue to ovulate and be sterile and healthy and strong enough to ovulate as strongly as always while keeping menopause at bay.

 

          Yes, menopause must be kept back until the age of 50 then women don’t suffer huge hormonal differences from sterile to menopause until the age of 50.

 

          Yes, menopause may or may not cause or create thick protein buildup in the brain possibly causing to develop dementia or Alzheimer’s.

 

          Yes, monthly menstrual cycles and menstrual symptoms keep any percent of possible dementia away from women.

 

          It’s the ovaries which control ovulation and one must continue to ovulate for as long as possible, however.

 

          The unbearable physical pain behind the belly button when one ovulates without one uterus or two fallopian tubes is real pain.

 

          One would think when one’s uterus and two fallopian tubes are surgically removed then one would feel absolutely no physical pain of any type since one no longer vaginally menstruates or vaginally bleeds any longer.

 

          In March of 2012 (correction on date) I was told by international doctors the reason why I have acne is because of the ovaries.

 

          Yes, the ovaries appear to be the reproductive organs for which fluctuate or calibrate liquid hormones to stay in constant balance otherwise minimal acne to hopefully minimize acne to zero which can be done with methamphetamines which is more or less a form of “speed” and clears up acne.

 

          Acne seems to be mainly in the ovaries.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,532

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,938 + 1,532 = 3,470

 

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

 

“Money adds no more to the wise than clothes do to the beautiful.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Ostensible (avowed; professed, apparent)

 

His ostensible motives concealed his real ones.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Happy Wednesday!

 

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          Phone Calls:

 

          No, my friends don’t have to “get in line and wait” for me to reply back to them over text especially with phone calls.

 

          Yes, my friends have patience with me in getting back to one another since my friends also take anywhere from one year to ten years to respond back unless it’s an emergency then we’re on the horn within seconds or a matter of minutes.

 

          Or I do immediately text with close friends when they convey they’re ready to meet over tea.

 

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          Correction from “roll” to “role”

 

          “Role” as in characterization or personification to “roll” as in a piece of flour dough or a piece of bread or to roll around or to roll over or to roll forward

 

          The more spelling errors then the quicker writer(s) write to be done then go relax outdoors or go and finish some domestic project(s).

 

          The more misspellings the faster one writes out full ideas complete with concrete examples.

 

          Misspellings are hilarious!

 

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          Sounds and Noises:

 

          Yes, I love the sounds of peaceful children constructive at play.

 

          Who doesn’t love the sounds of healthy and happy children?

 

          Yes, I’ve written at coffee shops and restaurants and bars and discos and public outdoor sitting areas.

 

          Yes, I can literally write anywhere in public as well on any busses with chickens or on any plane or train or mass transit. It doesn’t matter to me.

 

          Yes, I can write with music and television around me or not.

 

          At the age of fourteen in 1991 I began to volunteer as a “Youth Worker” assisting children in “low-income housing” to constructively play and learn skills to do “positive conflict resolution” through role-play on a stage or through “constructive play” in conflict.

 

          (1991-2004) 13 years in the specific role as “Youth Worker”

 

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          Excessive Barks: Week #2:

 

          “Quiet” is any perfectly good general command to teach dogs.

 

          When one disciplines any dogs not to excessively bark then one must not utter any single word in verbal command or speech only teach by silent example to dogs to stop excessive barks throughout the years.

 

          Yes, I finally stepped up to the responsibility to silently teach any dog not to excessively bark.

 

          (2013-2018) for five years I’ve utilized verbal speech with English words over any dog’s loud barks now I silently discipline without any single word other than for the verbal command “quiet”.

 

          Yes, on Sunday I witnessed and saw two little boys get bitten by their very own dog.

 

          Both bites drew blood and I was beside myself to see any such dog take such literal liberties with two little children who tried to catch the children’s dog for over an hour in waist deep snow.

 

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          After five years of dog training recently I’ve learned to teach any dog(s) how not ever excessively bark for hours on end anywhere from three to five straight hours of barks down to no daily barks.

 

          The only available solution is to follow the latest written articles and periodicals about how to literally close curtains whenever any dog excessively barks looking out windows.

 

          The articles and periodicals state for one to tell any dog to get away from the window and go and find any comfortable laying down space for the dog or pooches to wait for any break in computer work or otherwise.

 

          Or the only other real solution is to keep any dog(s) in the same room with the door closed to learn how to conduct as any work dog(s) do, or discipline “patience” (correction) in any “work dog” rather than an excessive barker at something as simple as leaves or squirrels.

 

          Week #2 in dog discipline is actually proven effective.

 

          It appears an excessive barker must be kept fully enclosed in the same room as any caretaker goes about their computer work and domestic tasks.

 

          Yes, on Monday I misspoke to dog(s) to stop excessive barks, however, whenever humans utilize verbal words to tell dogs to “stop barking” then dogs seem to believe or think the humans are also barking along with excessive barkers thus humans must be quiet in the training of excessive barking dogs.                       

 

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Food as a Drug

As Subject Matter

 

Sugar as a Drug

 

“Fluff”

(A white marshmallow sweet substance)

 

          To quit eating “sugar” seems to be ten times more difficult to do than to quit “Oxycodone” or alcohol or beer or 100% tobacco.

 

          Aside from the fact “sugar” is difficult to quit.

 

          Sugar comes in many different forms especially in baked goods and ice creams and chocolates.

 

          Since 2004, a move to the Midwest I miss “fluff.”

 

          Personally, I believe in the daily nutritional intake or consumption of fruits and vegetables especially in variety and color from blueberries to bananas to apples throughout the years.

 

          No, I’m not able to add any white table sugar to either coffee or tea since refined white table sugar is straight up any strong drug in and of itself and as capable of early mortality as heroin or cocaine.

 

          The difficulty I’m having as of late is to quit eating “blueberry cake” in syrup or petite or small “orange cranberry scones” in cranberry sauce or toasted bagels drenched in butter and syrup.

 

          As of the last year I’ve been eating in the same fashion as Midwesterners eat which is to practically inhale one’s meals down within five to ten minutes in a short span of time.

 

          More or less ever since February 2018 I quit eating “fast food” in hopes to turn food into “medicine” rather than simply and only food perceived as fuel.

 

          Ever since early last week I craved a Sneakers chocolate bar until finally yesterday I sat down and purposely ate an entire Sneakers chocolate bar for the first time in months and months and months.  

 

          Usually, I consume 2 or 3 small chocolate squares (35 calories per square) of a larger dark chocolate bar which 10% of the proceeds and/or profits go towards endangered species.

 

          As a weekly snack I like to dip 1 teaspoon of peanut butter with 2 or 3 squares of dark chocolate.

 

          As of 9:00am this morning I’m neither able to stop thinking about eating one cake donut without any frosting on top nor inner sugar filling.

 

          No, I don’t like extra frosting on top of my donuts due to extra calories.

 

          No, I don’t like extra frosting on top of my fair-trade non-GMO Pop-tarts.

 

          However, I love to toast my one slice of non-frosted Pop-tarts in the toaster then drench the one slice of Pop-tart with butter.

 

          Mainly and mostly I’ll allow for weeks to go by before I satisfy any “sweet tooth” craving.

 

          If after two or three weeks, cravings don’t go away then I simply satisfy the food cravings which happen to be the same throughout the years.

 

          Mostly orange and cranberry is a combination of foods for which I crave and like to eat throughout the years.

 

          Yes, I miss living near any co-op. I truly miss a co-op more than coffee shops.

 

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Endangered Species

 

          Articles and periodicals explain how people smoke 100% tobacco or smoke cigarettes simply mostly smokers crave chocolate which in turn implies one craves red meat protein.

 

          Articles and periodicals explain how people smoke 100% tobacco or smoke cigarettes simply mostly cigarette smokers crave coffee which one daily cup of coffee is an excellent antioxidant for the body.

 

          As of late I want to eat tuna or swordfish or cod or shrimp except fish are an endangered species and I haven’t had tuna or swordfish or cod in about fourteen years therefore there’s no point in starting now.

 

          Tuna is an endangered species and I don’t seem to be able to bring myself to eat tuna when tuna’s days are numbered.

 

          Swordfish is an endangered species and I don’t seem to be able to bring myself to eat swordfish when swordfishes’ days are numbered.

 

          Yes, I’ve eaten enough swordfish in my day to know I’m satisfied and could go for the rest of my life without another single bite of swordfish.

 

          Yes, I’ve had calamari (squid) or octopus (different than squid), however, neither squid (calamari) nor octopus are anywhere near close to my favorite therefore I stay away from octopus and/or squid (calamari).

 

          Oysters are a food I’d eat nearly anywhere and any place especially by the side of the road at some fish shack.

 

          No, I don’t like scallops. No, thank you. Scallops have to be well cooked yet not over cooked.

 

          Yes, finally about one year ago I had to purchase some basic supermarket caviar and quench the thirst for caviar even though the supermarket caviar was quite tasty I’ll be satisfied with caviar in general for the next twenty years.

 

          Yes, finally about one year ago I had to purchase some basic supermarket sushi and quench the thirst for sushi even though the supermarket sushi was quite tasty I’ll be satisfied with sushi in general for the next twenty years, since I’d love to specifically eat or intake supermarket sushi each and every week for the next two decades.

         

          Who doesn’t love supermarket sushi since one hardly ever becomes ill from supermarket sushi?

 

          Personally, all caviar tastes the same to me, extremely salty.

 

          Anchovies and artichoke hearts and goose pate are constantly on my mind throughout the years.

 

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Quit Eating Red Meat

 

          Well, I’m dealing with a strong influx of neck and chin acne.

 

          It’s best advised for one to quit eating all red meats or white bleached flour or white bleached breads or any types of brown or white table sugars or anymore than two cups of coffee or quit sugar chocolate rather than dark chocolate.

 

          Mainly, all one can eat when one has acne seems to be eggs and whole wheat tortillas and little bits of block marbled cheese or bagels with butter or tomatoes and avocadoes and nothing much else.

 

          Recently, I had salmon and enjoyed each and every single moment of it.

 

          As far as living an acne free life then I must not ever touch any type of sweets or sugars therefore I’m in constant search for wholesome ice creams with less than three to five ingredients and definitely no types of antibiotics or hormones in the milks or ingredients.

 

          As far as living an acne free life then I must not ever touch any types of sweets or sugars therefore I’m in constant search for agave sweets as a substitute to sugar(s) or I’m in search of whole wheat rather than refined bleached white flour or refine bleached white sugars.

 

          Constantly I’m in search for ice cream chocolate sauce with very few calories and non-MGO’s and antioxidants.

 

          No, I don’t drink any types of commercial sodas.

 

          Weekly whenever I do drink soda then I choose the more expensive choice which is vegan soda with no chemicals of any type.

 

          As of the last two months mainly what I crave is avocadoes and the fat content in the natural avocadoes.

 

          Constantly I crave dry steak, juicy steak, medium cooked steak, well-done steak, any type of steak, however red meat activates acne.

 

          Western medicine believes “physical illnesses” are all imaginary therefore I’m working on thinking away acne or coping with minimal stress to alleviate any types of acne, however no luck since November 2017 even though I do visualization meditation to visualize or think away the acne.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,938

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,938

 

Friday, April 13, 2018

 

“When a wise man is angry, he is no longer wise.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Roseate (rosy, bright, promising)

 

His remarks of present condition were indicative of a roseate future.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Physical Form:

 

          Yes, I’ve begun to grow out my eyebrows in hopes to see how healthy and full the eyebrows can grow no matter how wild.

 

          Yes, dealing with unmanageable wild hair.

 

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          Text 2018:

 

          The best mature adult rule is not to ever have any expectations of anybody or anyone.

 

          Yes, “text” comes with some definite rules and social guidelines for boundaries in communications.            

 

          Yes, “texts” may be returned days and days later or never.

 

          Yes, “text” is quick communications without sentences or paragraphs.

 

          No, “text” isn’t any type of discussion about one’s personal life or full conversations.

 

          No, “text” isn’t about getting personal.

 

          Yes, it’s rude to ask personal questions over “text” or at any time in life in general.

 

          Yes, “text” is about logistics.

 

          No, “text” isn’t a conversation or discussion.

 

          Yes, “text” is quick communications with people one’s about to see or encounter face-to-face and in person.

 

          No, “text” isn’t “Facetime” or “Skype”.

 

          No, I don’t ever “Skype” unless it’s a specific teleconference.

 

          Yes, weekly I “text” with people I meet and encounter and sit down in person and drink tea with or share in multi-cultural communications about any subject matter no matter what the topic we’re open minded or we drink our tea in peaceful silence and regularly smile at each other when we look up.

 

          Yes, when one has sentences to write then write an email or letter rather than “text.”

 

          No, there’s no expectation to ever return any call or any voicemail since each is out of date by about twenty years.

 

          No, “text” isn’t for daily or weekly or monthly checkup or babysitting sessions. People’s time is quite valuable and not to be wasted.

 

          Yes, mature adults work throughout their days and “text” is for when one has down time not during work hours unless one has a need to communicate something quite specific otherwise there’s no need to waste another persons’ valuable time and it’s most certainly quite rude to ask any personal questions about other peoples’ lives especially when others don’t directly share then don’t at any time probe.

 

          Yes, one must always consider other mature parties are alive and doing well unless otherwise officially informed others are in the hospital or dead otherwise most people peacefully live year in and year out and do the best with what they have without people taking up, too, much unnecessary time from others simply due to boredom or need for attention or constant reassurance or to fill time.

 

          Yes, technology’s at one’s earliest convenience.

 

          Technology is to make one’s life easier rather than busy for the sake of busy or to keep company over the lonely.

 

          The days in which no one needs anything are good days.

 

          Yes, whenever one “texts” in some shape or form or manner then one does solely and only because one has needs or requires some type of attention from another person therefore it’s best not to be any timewaster especially when people work and aren’t retired.

 

          Over “text” state one’s business. What does one need?

 

          What does one want?

 

          In modern speech: “What do you want?”

 

          Yes, over “text” one must make communications quick and state what one needs or what one wants or what one requires from the other mature parties otherwise live one’s life and don’t be an “alarmist” about other peoples’ especially when people live with physical diseases then mature adults must first and foremost constantly take care of one’s health rather than constantly “text” others to reassure bonds or relations.

 

          People don’t like to be bothered or interrupted for no reason. It’s quite rude.

 

          “Text” pertains to close proximity when making plans otherwise there’s not much reason to “text.”

 

          “Text” is fun in the sense “text” is an extremely informal mode of communications and doesn’t get, too, deep or, too, heady or, too, intense or, too, long winded or seeks any attention from anyone except a quick “hi” without any expectations to have to tell anyone anything personal or to even have to return the text at all.

 

          Yes, over “text” it’s rude to ask people personal questions about others’ lives while people are hard at work during the weekdays and don’t make time to get into long winded sentences about their lives especially not over “text.”

 

          Yes, mature adults don’t have to “check-in” with anyone ever other than with the people they live with under the same roof and even then it’s not necessary to send daily or weekly or monthly “texts.”

 

          The workweek is for work and self care and prepare meals and lifestyle chores and this and the other, responsibilities and downtime.

 

          Yes, calls are either for emergencies or logistical plans or for needy people who require much time and energy and/or direct attention in the moment for specific direct quick communications about where to meet someone for any public event within the week’s schedule and planner.

 

          No, calls aren’t made to take up two or three hours of someone’s life.

 

          It’s unfair and rude to talk to anyone over the phone for anymore than fifteen minutes or to hold up someone’s time for as long or as little as two to three hours over telephone conversations or discussions in person no more than one hour over lunch or coffee because people have much to do and accomplish in one single day rather than to entertain other individuals with exhaustive longwinded communications unless people are incredibly naturally funny and natural storytellers rather than constant bragging or gloating or need for attention to be recognized as some type of “role” (correction) or label.

 

          Yes, close friends tell me to “stand my ground” about how little or how much I care to communicate with other people who are longwinded or have much deeper emotional needs than I do.

 

          Personally, I hardly like to share much of my personal life with anyone except with real close friends otherwise I keep my mouth shut and responsibly and peacefully go about my life as any quiet and mature adult.

 

          Yes, my close friends know me to be kind and direct and not any type of timewaster or expect other people to constantly respond to my communications.

 

          Yes, anyone who knows me well knows it takes me months to return one single email.

 

          Yes, close friends know I put together care-packages and it takes me nearly five years to send off the care-packages yet I eventually get around to it.

 

          Yes, close friends know it takes me either five to eighteen years to write a handwritten letter, however, when I do then it’s pages of pages upon pages of tongue and cheek expressions.

 

          Yes, close friends know when I do write handwritten letters then I don’t ever expect such letters to be read since handwritten letters are from the 20th century and archaic and dusty and old form of communications yet hilarious.

 

          Yes, close friends know when I do write handwritten letters to editors then I think of handwritten letters as “messages in a bottle” hardly ever read therefore I take liberties with tongue and cheek language.

 

          Yes, close friends know if I don’t call or write or “text” then I’m alive and doing well and hard at work on some domestic project or other.

 

          Yes, close friends know I constantly procrastinate when it comes to returned emails or calls or voicemails or “text.”

 

          If one were to get a personal call from me in a decade then one’s lucky because talking to people over the phone is time and one isn’t able to make out facial expressions then there’s no point in phone conversations unless yet again quick calls about logistics with arrival or departure times or what date to get together over social visits.

 

          Yes, close friends know to patiently wait and peacefully live and I’ll get back to them in about a year to ten years unless they “text” emergency or ‘how’s it going?’ then I’m right there for them within minutes or seconds I’ll “text” right back and they know I do my best to hold back from asking a million and one questions first with “how are you?”

 

          Yes, my close friends know me to be a person who can make communications quick especially in person and they don’t ever take anything personally since they know I’m always around and if I were to die from old age or natural causes then not to worry people will hear about it until then we’re relaxed and don’t have any need to “check-in” except when we care to get together for tea once a week.

 

          No, we didn’t grow up with cell phones or email or “text” or social media until we were eighteen years of age and now we simply and only “text” for fast and efficient communications otherwise the rest is filler and sound and mainly noise.

 

          Communications and social media is for extracurricular activities and not work or lifestyle in which there’s food preparation and hygiene and health and weekly chores take up time and energy.

 

          Making time for oneself in the field of self care and overall health is nearly more important than constantly reassuring needy people one sees them and acknowledges them.

 

          When one’s physically ill then one rejoices and gives thanks and praise to be alive each and every single day.

 

          Life’s awesome.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,596

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,686 + 2,262 = 3,948 + 1,596 = 5,544

 

Thursday, April 12, 2018

 

“A proud man never praises anyone.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Focalization (bringing to a focus, point)

 

Focalization is important in adjusting lenses.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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“Oxycodone”

As Subject Matter

 

          Yes, practically any prescribed pharmaceutical opioid drugs are highly addictive and nothing to be ashamed of or feel guilty about especially whenever any medical doctor(s) prescribe substances as strong as “heroin” or “methamphetamine” base properties in capsule form over long periods of time especially over a period of three or more years prescription for certain physical illnesses or physical diseases such as uterine tumor pain and continual tumor re-growth and re-occurring surgeries to surgically remove uterine tumors.

 

          No, there’s nothing to be ashamed of when one possibly becomes addicted to “Oxycodone” pharmaceutical opioid heroin drugs in capsule form medically prescribed over the course of many years.

 

          The point is this: The only reason “Oxycodone” pharmaceutically prescribed capsule painkillers were difficult to take is only since the main properties of heroin in the “Oxycodone” feels incredibly physically painful during the aftermath and after affects of “Oxycodone” as the painkiller capsules wore off while…

 

          While hormonal imbalance fetal liquids inundates the entire body for eight years (March-April 2009-September 2017) each hour-on-the-hour for fifteen minutes of strong physical pain of #10 on the “pain scale,” and all one can do is to lay down and wait for fifteen minutes to pass each hour of the day, one learns to control the anatomy from wreathing in physical pain and breathe through physical pain.

 

          Until after four years of a combination of wreathing and breathing days (March 2009-May 2013) one decides to get up and out of bed and live through the wreathing physical pain no matter how cantankerous in speech or in tone since physical pain from physical diseases or physical illnesses is actual symptoms of physical pain.

 

          In other words: hormonal imbalance fetal liquids inundate the entire body and each hour on the hour throughout eight years the nerve ending pain one goes through is the same as the aftermath and after effect when one “comes down” from “Oxycodone” heroin base capsule painkiller opioid drugs.

 

          Whenever “Oxycodone” wears off then all one can do is to grip a pillow or the edge of a mattress and hang on and wait for the initial wave of shock of intense physical pain to pass over the entire body and bones and muscles and nerve endings and skin then when the wreathing is over, the worse is over and done with until the wreathing physical pain returns once more since to “kick the habit” of “Oxycodone” takes about one straight week of having to repeatedly lay down and allow for the continual “Oxycodone’s” convulsions to stop and seize all completely.

 

          When “Oxycodone” wears off then one’s entire body feels as though one’s being whipped all over one’s skin and one slightly wreaths with physical pain.

 

          When hormonal imbalance fetal liquids inundate the entire body causing the body to bloat and swell up then one’s entire body feels as though one’s being whipped all over one’s skin and one slightly wreaths in physical pain.

 

          The “high” of “Oxycodone” is nearly immediately present in the bloodstream, however, when the “Oxycodone” wears off then the entire body and muscles and bone and skin hurts all over, and all at once, and all one can do is bite down hard on something and lay down and wreath in silent physical pain while one overcomes fifteen minute intervals of uncontrollable physical pain for about a week straight around the clock whenever one stops the prescription of any “Oxycodone” no matter how low the dosage may be.

 

          The incredibly painful after affects of “Oxycodone” as a prescription painkiller capsules is the same as heroin withdrawals.

 

          When one withdraws from “Oxycodone” then the wreathing and slight convulsions occurs for one straight week and all one can do is “kick the habit” of relying on “Oxycodone” by clearing the “Oxycodone” out of the body and bloodstream.

 

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Physical Illness vs. Opioid Withdrawal

 

          After three years of continual refills of pharmaceutical prescription painkiller capsule drugs of “Oxycodone” for uterine tumor physical pain one makes a decision to no longer go on living with the same reoccurring intense withdrawal symptoms of “Oxycodone” otherwise either one must continually keep oneself “up” and take the 4-6 prescribed capsules each and every 4 to 6 hours or the wreathing physical pain returns and is nearly impossible to go through withdrawal each time the “Oxycodone” wears off which nearly brings one to near blindness with physical pain.

         

          The withdrawal physical pain from “Oxycodone” must be some type of short circuiting of brain synapses in the neurotransmitters for the cerebral pain region back and forth in communication which electrical firing of nerve endings at times sends no neurotransmitter signals to distorted nerve endings causing the nerve endings to misfire in the nerve endings’ wiring system send the skin to wreath in physical pain.

 

          Who willingly gets addicted to heroin when heroin is more painful to overcome such physical pain than hemorrhaging pain or pressing tumor pain right behind the abdomen or miscarriage pain?

 

          Why heroin is as prevalent or as popular a drug as heroin is only a mystery to me because if one doesn’t continually take the “Oxycodone” then one’s body hurts as though one has the most terrible flu like symptoms of their lives for one continual week while complete withdrawal symptoms take place to clear out the bloodstream and repair nerve endings and their firing signals of pain.

 

           Ultimately, one will choose repeated opioid withdrawal physical pain or the regular and continual symptoms of uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body and “fibromyalgia” like symptoms to which one hurts to the touch.

 

          The ultimate point I’m trying to make is this: uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body and “fibromyalgia” like symptoms in which one hurts to touch skin is the same as withdrawal from “Oxycodone.”

 

          Ultimately one must either choose to live with a physical illness of uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body as well as and at the same time one deals with continual withdrawal “Oxycodone” symptoms or one only deals with the uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation of swelling of the body and nerve ending physical pain.

 

          Most likely one will choose to live with only one type of torture which is the uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation which feels as though nerve endings are split open and apart and one’s being electrically shocked by one’s own nervous central system.

 

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Opioid

         

          Hardly ever does any medical doctor or surgeon ever tell their patients how physically painful withdrawal symptoms from “Oxycodone” will be on nerve endings.

 

          Hardly ever does any medical doctor or surgeon ever tell their patients how physically painful uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation will be on nerve endings.

 

          Whatever affects take place in the body when the body swells with fetal liquid hormones to 100% full capacity and bloat then there’s no more room for anything much else and the body feels as though one might be experiencing electric shock from nerve endings firing off at rapid and convulsive intense voltage.

 

          The body is made up mainly of liquids as well as electricity and the body’s greatest masterpiece is the ability to keep electricity and liquid in fine form and shape.

 

          The actual physical illness of nerve endings firing on the wrong cylinder is the same as an entire collective system of minor electric sparks and electric shocks which creates one huge debilitating physical pain.

 

          In eight years of living (2009-2017) through uterine fibroid tumors did I hardly ever become bothered by the continual pressing pain in my lumbar or lower back or the pressing of inner organs such as and specifically the colon or the bladder or abdomen each time I sat down or bent over to put on shoes or to pick something up and easily lost my breath from the sharp and immediate pain of feeling as though someone kicked the abdomen then one becomes bent over for a good three hours or thus.

 

          In eight years of living (2009-2017) through uterine fibroid tumors hardly ever did I become bothered by the continual hemorrhaging of gushing blood which would last as long as a month to three months each day on the hour rotating feminine products without having to hopefully bathe anymore than five times per day.

 

          The only real excruciating physical pain which is suffered through uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation is the pain of one massive “electric shock” from the misfiring of nerve endings gone awry.

 

          No one ever tells patients with uterine fibroid tumors about how the physical illness patients will face is one in the same manner and affect as “Oxycodone” withdrawal symptoms which is the same as heroin withdrawal except uterine fibroid fetal liquid lasts for years each hour of the day as a physical disease with very little relief of pain except major surgery of reproductive organs.

 

          Not ever and not once do patients with uterine fibroid tumors realize the types of physical pain patients will go through such a torturous physical disease which probably has something to do with the lapse of nerve ending neurotransmitters in the synapses of sending electrical firing signals back and forth to the pain region of the brain which most likely either fires incorrectly or, too, strongly.

 

          If only “Oxycodone” would’ve been able to get rid of uterine hormonal imbalance fetal liquid inundation swelling physical pain then the physical disease would’ve been bearable except when nerve ending pain is applied to hemorrhaging and internal organ pain then game over since nerve pain will always win and hurt the most.

 

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Nerve Endings

 

          When one learns to effectively deal with hemorrhaging and abdominal and internal organ physical pain from the tightness of compression and growth and enlargement of tumors then one learns to overcome certain aspects of real physical pain.

 

          However, there’s much to be said about the nervous central system and nerve endings and the firing or misfiring of neurotransmitters sending signals to and fro the pain region of the brain.

 

          There’s nothing as painful as nerve ending pain except a migraine which in many ways is possibly some of the same physical painful cerebral attributes in the misfiring of nerve endings.

 

          What is it about nerve endings which hardly anyone ever does warn patients with uterine fibroid tumors about how excruciatingly painful the entire process is to live and deal with something as simple and complex as nerve ending physical pain.

 

          Personally, I’m stupefied about how in the year 2018 there isn’t any painkiller drug over the market which eases the specific pain of nerve endings rather than “Oxycodone” which all the prescription pills do is to make the brain drunk rather than to actually take away real pressing physical symptoms of central nervous system pain.

 

          What is it about the mystery of certain pain neurotransmitters in the cerebral regions of the brain which can’t be completely quieted down and made to feel calm and without any discomfort?

 

          Five years of thyroid tumor physical pain is a continual numbing pain at the base of the throat which doesn’t exactly hurt except for a deep constant numbing whenever one eats or whenever one turns one’s head, too, far over to either side of one’s shoulders or when one slightly as ever touches any region of the neck with one’s fingers or if one were to sleep wrong or drink, too, fast or drink wrong.

 

          The main concern with thyroid tumor numbing pain is not to allow for the numbing pain to cut off the neurotransmitter signals to the brain when food is trapped in the wind pipe because somehow the throat is in constant and perpetual state of numb while a small pocket or subsection in the back of the throat is created in the form in which even a slight bit of saliva may nearly choke the patient to death if one isn’t careful about how to correctly breathe or to correctly eat without killing oneself which life is relaxed, however.

 

          With thyroid tumors formed on either side of the thyroid then the best one can do is to throw back the head and close off the throat therefore food crumbs won’t go down the wrong way and cause one to begin to loudly choke and cough then nearly suffocate the patient(s).

 

          The main aspect to thyroid tumors is to beat a slight sack or slight pocket in which either food or oxygen or water or saliva gets trapped in the back of the throat then game over.

 

          Once begins a major loud coughing fit until one either dislodges the obstruction or one waits for saliva or water to clear from a tiny little pocket which forms when thyroid tumors form and change the windpipe.

 

          There’s no need to take “Oxycodone” for numbing thyroid throat tumor pain since the pain is mainly numbed yet highly risky for pain to be numbed whenever one gets anything trapped in the back of the windpipe especially while one sleeps.

 

          Even as much as water from the shower head pressing against the throat can cause anyone with thyroid tumors to harshly choke and loudly cough and cough and cough until the physical pain subsides.

 

          Tumors may not be a big deal to people who don’t have them since mostly tumors are hardened masses which obstruct other organs.

 

         

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 2,262

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,686 + 2,262 = 3,948

 

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

 

“Pride is a mask for faults.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Dogma (set of ideas or some belief)

 

A dogma must be accepted by those who profess Christianity.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          No Platitudes (“Clichés”) Here:

 

          No, I neither participate, nor am, nor acquaint with any member(s) of “anonymous.”

 

          No, not once have I ever participated, nor been acquainted with any member(s) of the incredibly peaceful social movement “Occupy Wall Street.”

 

          No, not once have I ever participated, nor been acquainted with any member(s) of the incredibly peaceful social movement “#MeToo”.

 

          No, I haven’t ever personally marched in any peaceful demonstrations.

 

          No, I’m not on any social media. We text.

 

          No, I don’t subscribe to any online “chat rooms.”

 

          Yes, I read some “chat rooms” however don’t ever contribute.

 

          If I were to ever contribute and write anything then I write my name with anything as basic as an online review for other customers to know they’re not alone in the size and fit of apparel or such anything valuable to contribute to any conversation about commercial products.

 

          Yes, I read factual articles and periodicals about current events, factual sciences, modern medicine, the arts and mathematics and astrophysics and quantum physics which for any layperson it’s any wonder to ponder such capabilities in the universe.

 

          No, I don’t participate in any online social media anonymous accounts of any type. We text.

 

          No, we don’t call or talk on the phone unless it’s an emergency otherwise we text.

 

          No, we don’t ever call and leave messages over voice mail unless it’s urgent or an emergency or an invite or…

 

          Working on not texting full sentences and paragraphs and novels. Lost in translation.

 

          Yes, I stopped watching the “stock market” since there’s empirical proof the stock market isn’t the monetary index to watch.

 

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Plagiarism

 

          Yes, there’s five or more articles with evidence about how MLK “plagiarist” MLK’s doctorate dissertation no less from another peer three years apart in age while at Boston University to say the least. (Not because I say so because the knowledge and historical facts are there.)

 

          Yes, I must find three or more legitimate factual articles or periodicals with empirical (practical and sensible) evidence and proof to justify any type of writing and I do find three reputable articles or more.

 

          Yes, I do believe in the initial moon landing and always have.

 

          Three articles or periodicals from three reputable sources are print media therefore fodder for discussion or mutually agreed upon debate or not or topic of conversation or not.

 

          No, there’s no such thing as “semi” public figures.

 

          Either one’s “a” public figure or one doesn’t make headlines.

 

          No, I don’t celebrate MLK anything since I’m not in college or university or academics and no type of funding comes from academia therefore I don’t have to sell anyone on anything.

 

          Yes, Muslim Americans weathered the April 3rd “Punish a Muslim day” for which celebrated violence against Muslims. Muslim children were kept home.

 

          No, please don’t ever touch the “Hijab” of any girl or woman covering her hair.

 

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Plagiarism is Thievery

 

          No, I haven’t ever plagiarist.

 

          No, the world doesn’t revolve around any one particular individual(s).

 

          Could one imagine if I were ever to plagiarize?

 

          Then I would be figuratively “proverbially” lynched.

 

          Yes, I’ve always either used quotation marks (“”) or “italicized” since such specific method of writing is how I was taught to write for white educational standards to signify the utilization of others’ words or general phrases or vernacular speech.

 

          Yes, I’m reading about certain celebrities only since Americans seem to want to discuss some hip-hop artists and actors. I don’t know.

 

          In order to contribute to any conversation I must first learn the correct spelling of names and music of a one Mr. “Gucci” rapper and movies of a one Mr. Tom Cruise which I don’t know anything about any such entertainers nor do I go out of my way to meet either men.

         

          No, I don’t go out of my way to meet anyone famous or celebrities much less know where either man comes from and will research basic public information to hold conversation with some Muslim Americans about the analysis of “hype” since the subject is what Muslim Americans seem to want to talk about right now.

 

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Opioid Drugs

As Subject Matter

 

          Ok, nothing’s personally about me.

 

          Ok, nothing’s personally about any one party(s.)

 

          This here is writing which is reflection.

 

          Writing is thought and “thoughts aren’t real” according to 1994 psychology.

 

          Writing’s memory.

 

          Let’s address “Oxycodone.” (Correctly spelled.)

 

          “Oxycodone” is known as “poor man’s heroin” or also known as pharmaceutical prescription opioid painkiller capsules.

 

          No, I personally haven’t been prescribed “Oxycodone” since August 2010 through October 2013.

 

          Yes, I personally celebrate five years of sobriety from “Oxycodone.”

 

          Yes, it’s been five years since I’ve purposely been prescribed and took “Oxycodone” for uterine tumor physical pain.

 

          Yes, when I was prescribed “Oxycodone” then I was prescribed 4-6 capsules each-and-every 4 to 6 hours for three years for tumor pain until I personally chose to stop taking “Oxycodone” in October of 2013 and continued to live with physical uterine tumor pain until September of 2017 post surgery of a hysterectomy and the last of three sets of three to five uterine tumors removed forever.

 

          No, no matter how much or little “physical pain” I’m in today which is five years (2013-2018) with slight throat #3 or #4 physical pain from thyroid tumors I refuse to take any “Oxycodone” mainly since “Oxycodone” is heroin and incredibly super addictive to say the least.

 

          No, I don’t ever talk about my thyroid throat physical pain to anyone except close personal Muslim American friends and surrogate family.

 

          Yes, if it were up to me and I were retired to do nothing and sit around and relax and play then I would most definitely sit around and take “Oxycodone” however under the influence of “Oxycodone” physical movement is difficult to decipher one’s “center of balance” or “center of gravity” as well as speech patterns turn for the worse and one feels as though one’s floating under water as well as speech feels as though one were completely immersed under water or incredibly intoxicated in the same way in which drinking, too, much whiskey or hard liquor except a deeper and slower stupor of oblivion with new daily topical bruises since “depth of field” is difficult to measure distance or “peripheral view” difficult to decipher which is naturally difficult for women in general, anyway.

 

          Ok, never mind. I wouldn’t neither spend my retirement drinking hard liquor or alcohol to get drunk since I like my “center of balance” nor would I much less choose to take prescribed “Oxycodone” since I like my bones and nerve endings intact and not in constant “physical pain.”

 

          The main and only reason why I wouldn’t much less ever purposely take prescribed “Oxycodone” is because the bone structure and skeletal aspects of the body hurt more intensely than any hormonal imbalance of fibroid uterine tumors which the uterine tumors press against the uterus like a mock fetus and each time the body hurts is because of the inundation in a strong surge of pregnancy hormones like a tidal wave each hour-on-the-hour there’s no fetus to feed nutrients to centered in the uterus only uterine tumors attached to the uterine wall to wash over the uterine tumors rather than to feed fetuses in the womb therefore the body’s composition swells and nerve endings excruciatingly ache and the skin physically hurts “to the touch” in ways one doesn’t believe "physical pain" possible to have one’s entire body once again ache and hurt in the same manner as childhood physical “growing pains” except more intense than “growing pains.”

 

          Such hormonal imbalance liquid physical pain is torture in the same manner as “coming down” from “Oxycodone” is torture to the physical touch of the skin and nerve endings.

 

          The problem with “Oxycodone” is when one immediately begins to “come down” from the affects of the pharmaceutical drug then nerve endings and bone structure begin to radically physically hurt and all one can do is to horizontally lie down and wreath in physical pain for about fifteen minutes each hour-on-the-hour and wreath in horrific physical pain all over the body and skin and bone structure.

 

          The point is: Both nerve ending pain is the same as “coming down” from “Oxycodone” and hormonal imbalance liquid nerve ending pain therefore there’s no point in taking “Oxycodone” when the physical pain of the physical hormonal imbalance illness is the same in pain scale and pain measure as the “low” affects of “Oxycodone” therefore why hurt twice rather than only hurt once from a hormonal liquid imbalance.

 

           Nope, “Oxycodone” isn’t for me since the after affects of the prescription pharmaceutical capsules leaves one’s body in more “physical pain” than actual literal uterine tumor mass pain which is excruciating “physical pain” right behind the belly button and colon and bladder pressing against the walls of the uterus with the expanding of tumors and fully extending out the belly in continual bloat mirroring the look of mock pregnancy.

 

           No, a fetus feels nothing like uterine tumor pain does.

 

          Uterine tumor liquid pain is each hour of the day for about fifteen minutes through eight years with a suppressing surge of hormonal uterine tidal waves of liquid imbalanced hormones which causes something as closely as what’s been explained as “fibromyalgia” and a kick to the abdomen.

 

          The problem with “Oxycodone” is the prescription drug doesn’t completely ever get rid of nerve ending pain and the lows of the effect of “Oxycodone” contributes to specific and highly “physically painful” bone and muscle ache as well as nerve ending pain on top of an already painful uterine hormonal nerve ending pain and tightness and swelling of the body filled with hormonal fetal liquids. It’s awful. It’s terrible.

 

          Ever since September 2017 I have absolutely no more “Carpal Tunnel Syndrome.”

 

          The “Carpal Tunnel Syndrome” pain has completely gone away with the surgery of a hysterectomy.

 

          Ever since September 2017 I no longer hemorrhage.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,686

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,686

 

Friday, April 6, 2018

 

“Prejudice is a sickness in the brain.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Duplicity (double dealing, deception)

 

Honesty and duplicity are impossible companions.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Stop the Press:

 

          No, my close Muslim friends aren’t “Polygamists.” Nope.

 

          No polygamists here.

 

          Yes, as an “intellectual exercise” and for the sake of smart discussion or conversation my close Muslim friends and I have respectfully and kindly discussed how “polygamy” in general is a Middle Eastern Muslim social practice throughout the Middle East, 2018.

 

          However, my close Muslim friends are American citizens and know the laws such as “polygamy” is illegal in America or the United States of America.

 

          Personally neither or any of us believes in “polygamy” however Middle Eastern Muslims do adhere to “polygamy” and we don’t personally condone Middle Eastern “polygamy” since we don’t live in the Middle East and American laws say “polygamy” is illegal and we also think so. Ok.

 

          Why do white Evangelicals fear American Muslim citizens?

 

          Muslim American Citizens are Americans.

 

          Muslim American Citizens are American Citizens.

 

          Muslim American Citizens aren’t Middle Eastern Citizens.

 

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          Western Ideology: “Broken Hearted”

 

          Let’s briefly address the subject matter of “broken hearted.”

 

          Well, mainly Western culture teaches people are or can become “broken” like plates or dishes.

 

          Mostly, people are composed of chemicals and liquid compounds and hormones and wet or moist which is bodily function and bodily condition.

 

          Humans aren’t solids.

 

          Humans are mostly warm and oily and moist and made of bodily functions therefore humans are resilient and get through any difficult situation with passage of time.             

 

          In Western medicine there’s such a condition as “broken hearted” who die from deep sadness.

 

          The American expression: “it broke my heart” is common vernacular usage for a deep disappointment however literally one’s heart isn’t broken since the heart continually pumps blood to keep humans alive.

 

          Humans are resilient. It’s the beauty of humanity.

 

          Even though in past journal entries I’ve written the common American expression: “it broke my heart” I haven’t literally had my heart broken since I didn’t have any type of cardiac arrest and die.

 

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          “Adam Ruins Everything” (TV series.) Thank you.

 

          “Murder, She Wrote” (TV series.) Thank you.

 

          “Not Going Out” (TV series.) Thank you.

 

          “Gotham” (TV series.) Thank you. Still in “Season II”

 

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Religious Neighborhood Control

As Subject Matter

 

          The best social modern policy is to always be respectfully courageous enough to directly and kindly walk over to one’s next door neighbors’ door and ring the door bell and calmly speak to one’s direct next door mature neighbor adults about any situation or general grievance otherwise to call the police on one’s next door neighbors or directly across the street neighbors is an act of aggression and idealistic ignorance and misplaced need for control unless one’s given wrong advice to continually call the police over neighborly lifestyles such as monthly cars having to harshly place on the breaks and for a long duration of time put on the horn for white children in the middle of the streets to safely step aside and unto sidewalks and away from moving vehicles.

 

          The white children nearly get run over by an inch of their lives and the car drivers rightly get angry at almost nearly having missed killing white children wandering aimlessly by themselves without any supervision month after month after month.

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods which have any personal difficulty with Muslim Americans in the neighborhood while the Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors’ white children nearly get hit while unsupervised in the streets by cars which such cars skid and nearly by an inch miss the white children on a monthly basis?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty minding their business rather than waste time in ridiculing or discriminating against Muslim Americans who pray five times per day?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty picking up their own front yard litter yet discriminate against Muslims who are American citizens doing the best they can with the very little they have?

         

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with “intellectually astute conversations” Muslim Americans openly talk about or discuss such as Middle Eastern “polygamy” not at all like American culture?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans existence in which men and women don’t touch at all, ever?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who are incredibly quiet while white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors scream and yell at their children while white Evangelicals raise their young ones?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who must abstain from any form of liquor or beer or drugs or sex?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who must follow strict kosher food restrictions which white Evangelicals eat pork and no one calls the police on white Evangelicals for being pork eaters?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans who are Allah fearing individuals and quite disciplined and moral and ethical and kind due to the religious Muslim American values while white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors are vindictive and mean spirited and two-faced and passive-aggressive and micro-aggressive and racially discriminatory?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans’ large sized families and extensive family units and family members who watch out and babysit each others’ children unlike white Evangelical family units for which must pay for babysitters?

 

          What is it about white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods for which have a difficulty with Muslim Americans’ homemade foods and spices and kitchen smells when mostly smashed fast food containers get thrown out on the curve next to the sidewalks of white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighborhoods which white Evangelicals complain about ethnic Muslim smells and ethnic homemade foods?

 

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Hardly ever…

                                                                        Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless a complain call has been placed.

 

          Complain calls get placed on any complainer’s list.

 

          Continuous complain calls become any repetitious pattern then the complain calls say more about the complainers than the complaint about.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one “particular” door unless “a” specific call has been placed about a “specific” matter or circumstance or situation otherwise it’s “here say” to call police about any situation for which one doesn’t know any information especially when one doesn’t know who’s taking care of white minors who wander unsupervised in the middle of streets without any type of or “a” single clue about how traffic’s on their heels with a near miss.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors across the street make calls to the police about complaints about the Muslim American children who neatly tend to their afternoon homework and learn Arabic and quietly and peacefully the Muslim children are respectful individuals well looked after by adults while the white Evangelical children scream and yell and throw garbage on their front yard and streets month after month after month.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors across the street make calls to the police about complaints about Muslim American children who tend Mosque on Friday nights and follow Ramadan.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors across the street make calls to the police about complaints about the Muslim American children whose adult legal guardians and babysitters shovel and mow and weekly bring in their garbage bins from the curve while white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors come home drunk in the middle of the nights and scream in the middle of their driveways.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors make calls to the police about complaints about the peaceful Muslim Americans who mind their own business and pray to Allah.

 

          Hardly ever do police knock on any one particular door unless controlling white Evangelical marijuana smoking neighbors make calls to the police with complaints about the Muslim Americans who refuse to have their Muslim children join quasi-religious Evangelical neighborhood youth groups.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,437

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,016 + 1,672 = 3,688 + 1,437 = 5,125

 

Thursday, April 5, 2018

 

“If you are a man of the sword, you can’t claim to be a man of the book; and if you are a man of the book, you will not be a man of the sword.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Dual (of two; having or composed of two parts; double; twofold)

 

Vehicles intended for operator instruction are usually equipped with dual controls.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Correction from “poop” to “fecal matter.”

 

          Correction from “literacy rate” to “illiteracy rate.” Ha.

 

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          Harsh Discipline for Students of Color:

 

          Yes, the science and research is out about the subject matter of how students of color are more harshly disciplined than any other students.

 

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          2018 Statistics about Police Murders:

 

          Why the staggering 2018 statistics about African American citizens murdered by “police state”?

 

          Why murder our very own American citizens? Why?

 

          Our citizens are important contributing members of society and taxpayers in some form or another.

 

          “The Washington Post” by “Amazon” (public company) keeps factual statistics for 2018 “police state’s” murders of American citizens specifically black demographics or African American demographics or people of color in general.

 

          Why an epidemic of “police state” murders?

 

          When will modern police be retrained to deescalate rather than to escalate hormonally?

 

          When will modern police learn Ti’-Chi’?

 

          When will modern police learn to breathe?

 

          When will police learn not to take anything personally?

 

          When will police re-learn to speak to citizens and question rather than accuse and murder American citizens in our very own streets?

 

          When will modern police learn about their own profession and learn about the psychology of chronic stress.

 

          Continual Immediate daily stress “to” professionally deal with possibly daily “detrimental” situations isn’t real life since other professions don’t call for such emergency approach to daily work since supposedly stress is imaginary and created by the individual.

 

          One either learns how to distress or stress about anything in life and hormonally change the composition of one’s body liquids and neurology.

 

          “Thoughts aren’t real.”

 

          Either one learns to control one’s own “thought patterns” and regulate hormones to keep smart about how to approach anyone else in direct communication without any conflict of any type or without assuming anything.

 

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1990’s Police Professionals

 

          In the 1990’s police were taught to be observant yet smart and cool and collected and level headed whenever police approached any situation especially on the streets of America since streets are public areas and mostly anyone always witnesses something or video records police encounters or police brutality.

 

          1990’s police were taught important protocol in how to respectfully speak with citizens before ever drawing any weapon of any type to commit cold blooded murder upon our very own American citizens.

         

          1990’s police were taught not to be reactionary as today’s police are reactionary since modern police seem to “serve and protect” as Authoritarian and Totalitarian regimes in constant fear to lose control when it’s citizens who self-govern and peacefully go about their way to and fro.

 

          1990’s police didn’t assume police knew “everything” about any situation which according to science, it’s nearly impossible to know what ever occurs in any situation unless one’s in the situation and even then most people don’t ever recollect the same scenario the same way as events took place, anyway.

 

          2018 numbers and statistics show and prove a “police state” of murder.

 

          When these “police state” times are over then there’s always a hearing at the end of mass murders and a pattern of genocide and the “Geneva Convention” always wins to restore reparations and restitution to any peoples’ with great loss at the murderous hand of any institutions or states or federal governments such as any wrong systems to overlook the safety of their citizens as a complete body of governance for safety and prosperity rather than brutality and force and murder.

 

          Peaceful multi-racial states are the most successful states.

 

          No, citizens don’t believe in revenge.

 

          What about these fascist times?

 

          Why ever choose fascism?

 

          Why ever choose to murder American citizens?

 

          What’s there to gain by the murders of American citizens?

 

          What will change if anything institutions are lead by present leaders with wrong ideals no matter how well intended to draw any weapon on anyone is still considered extreme by modern cultural standards.

 

          Only 3% of the American population is gun owners.

 

          The rest of Americans don’t own guns because guns are expensive and dangerous and deadly.

 

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Sexuality

As Subject Matter

 

          From a layperson’s point of view there isn’t much to say about sexuality except to be direct whenever in communications about “consent sexual intercourse” and stay safe and be well sexually protected and make sure people have one’s best interest at heart otherwise one simply gets utilized like a tool for consent sexual intercourse.

 

          Personally, most of my young twenties occurred between 1996 and 2000.

 

          In 1996 I was 19, and by 2000 I was 23.

 

          By May of 2001 I was 24.

 

          For those of us who lived through the 1990’s we had come off of an era of the 1980’s in which the AIDS epidemic had an onslaught of high death rate and mortality primarily amongst gay men.

 

          By the late 1990’s it was primarily young children born with AIDS who bore the brunt of the deadly disease.

 

          Many of us watched our peers’ parents pass away from AIDS.

 

          For us the AIDS epidemic was as real as homosexual brutality and high rates of suicide amongst young homosexuals.

 

          For us “consent sexual intercourse” is definitely an act with direct possibly harmful bodily consequences therefore we did our best to abstain from “consent sexual intercourse” for as long as we did and when we did make the decision to mutually participate in “consent sexual intercourse” then we protected ourselves with condoms or female condoms.

 

          In our young era of hormones and sex and desire “consented sexual intercourse” is an act we did our best to choose the best “sexual partners” who did prove to be worthy of our bodily exchange since our partner(s) had been tested for “sexually transmitted diseases” and “consented sexual intercourse” meant a condom was most necessary otherwise no sex was involved in dating.

 

          Early on as young people we were taught it was okay to ask any potential “consenting sexual partner” to have blood tests done to learn more about their health and about potential “sexually transmitted diseases” before embarking in something as bodily as sex.

 

          Ours is a generation in which we directly asked our consent sexual partners if and when was the last time they’d been tested for “sexually transmitted diseases.”

 

          Ours is a generation in which we were taught each and every single “sexual partner” we would ever hold sexual intercourse with then meant their previous or multiple partners would also become our sexual partners by sexual association.

 

          Ours is a generation which isn’t scared or frightened to openly speak or address the subject matter of “consent sexual intercourse” since our generation and upbringing made sure we understood the dire consequences of getting or being involved with any “consented sexual partners” of any type with possible “sexually transmitted diseases.”

 

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The Aftermath

 

          As someone who’s been physically ill with benign tumors throughout the past eight years and continually has blood tests drawn, I’ve learned the value of overall health.

 

          As someone in their forties I’m glad to write even though I live with constant benign thyroid tumors I count my blessings not to have to deal with vaginal herpes or HIV or AIDS or gonorrhea or syphilis which are considered “sexually transmitted diseases” which can drive people insane or mad due to the core value or strain of the disease.

 

           At the wise age of forty I’m glad to test out of “sexually transmitted diseases” as a way of life and upkeep.

 

          Personally, my heart does go out to friends and others who did contract herpes or HIV or developed AIDS from some form of blood transfusions or from sexual bodily exchange.

 

          As someone who’s spent the last eight years with a low immune system due to late adoption at the age of ten without the development of some enzymes to properly break down American commercial foods and most likely awaiting to be properly diagnosed with some form of thyroid condition or autoimmune disease I can only imagine how grieved others must be to persistently live and stay on top of “sexually transmitted diseases” such as genital herpes which is for life.

 

          One of the main statements made by older men: is if men were younger than men are now then men would have more sex except this is an age and era in which the world became smaller due to the internet and “sexually transmitted diseases” are real and supposedly painful.

 

          Look, I’m not a prude about anything anyone else does.

 

          When I was a documentary filmmaker for fifteen years other people came to me for over a decade and shared their stories of rape and former underage sex with their teachers and sexual coercion and sexual desires and sexual encounters and extramarital affairs and unprotected sex and “sexually transmitted diseases” and I am no one to judge therefore I didn’t and I don’t.

 

          What appeared to me is people didn’t regret their lives, however, mainly people regretted the “sexually transmitted diseases” they lived with and would live with for life.

 

          People were smart and understood the dire situations and consequences to their vital health, however, what people didn’t regret was having consented sexual intercourse, only regret was to have to deal with the “sexually transmitted diseases” of any type.

 

          Yes, perhaps when I’m old I’ll regret how little sex I’ve had throughout the course of my adult life, however. I’ve made the best choices I did at the time and I find a life without “sexually transmitted diseases” is an easier endeavor than life would be if I had not taken care of myself as a woman.

 

          No, I can’t imagine what it would be like to live with a low immune system then also deal with any “sexually transmitted disease” and an already low immune system.

 

          Yes, I count my lucky stars acne is the worst topical bacteria I deal with.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,672

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,016 + 1,672 = 3,688

 

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

 

“Whoever profits from learning will be punished.”

 

“It is worse to learn nothing than to know nothing.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Sporadic (occurring occasionally, irregular)

 

He made sporadic attempts at studying, but never succeeded in these attempts.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Correction from “forth grade” to “fourth grade” “illiteracy rate”. Ha.

 

          English is a difficult language to write and speak.

         

          To sound out words isn’t the same as to spell English words.

 

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          Cough and Phlegm:

 

          Any real constant cough is constant and rare for one to cough “all” the time otherwise one can give oneself any hernia and possible death.

 

          Constant cough can give oneself some serious intestinal tear and possible death.

 

          Whenever one tears particular internal organs begin to leak out some acids or bacteria and pollute the bloodstream.

 

          Raging fits of cough is uncontrollable and nearly unstoppable and messy and convulsive and not pretty yet real and momentarily will pass with deep breaths after no more than hopefully within less than ten minutes.

 

          “Whooping cough” is constant and doesn’t seize even in sleep.

 

          An occasional cough with phlegm only gets spit out when the upper lungs lean up against any couch or occasionally when one actually smokes 100% tobacco cigarettes.

 

          The phlegm is directly behind the nose and throat.

 

          Phlegm doesn’t come up from the lungs rather phlegm is directly behind the nose which is literally thick “snot”.

 

          No, thankfully my occasional cough isn’t constant.

 

          My occasional cough is to literally spit out thick mucus through the mouth and tidy up.

 

          One good phlegm cough is a lot of work.

 

          To specifically stand at a bathroom sink to cough hard to spit out phlegm through the mouth takes incredible amount of obvious effort from the diaphragm to bring up air to spit out phlegm which the air makes a “high squeak” sound from the back of the throat when bringing up so much air all at once to only have to spit out phlegm occasionally with a high pitch whistle which is occasional and seldom cough which must be forced out and not through the nose either.

 

          My occasional cough is only when my upper lungs lean back on a couch or chair therefore I sit upright.

 

          A high stool with a low back is truly awesome.

         

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          Caretaker Duties: Shovel:

 

          As someone who smokes less than five 100% tobacco cigarettes yesterday I proved I can intermittently shovel up to three hours per one afternoon without a single cough.

 

          Although, by seven at night my muscles were shaky and weak yet I felt perfectly satisfied with the physical workout.

 

           As of my last medical checkup within the last three months my oxygen levels is 98 which is amazing for nonsmokers.

 

          Yes, thankfully I have better lung function and lung capacity than most nonsmokers although since March 2017 I occasionally spit out phlegm.

 

          People tell me to spit out phlegm therefore I do without the embarrassment or hesitation.

 

          Since 2009 I’ve dealt with dust and outdoor property maintenance and natural cleaning chemicals and paints and thankfully I don’t have any constant cough.

 

          As always I’m stunned to have 98 oxygen levels for any 100% tobacco smokers who smoke less than five 100% tobacco cigarettes per day since mostly whatever is said about commercial cigarette smoke is unhealthy yet not as unhealthy as say “obesity” or “alcoholism” or “heroin” or “crystal meth” or “cocaine” or anything which accelerates the rapid aging of cells.

 

          Supposedly “alcoholism” causes possible death when the liver malfunctions.

         

          No, I feel absolutely no pain in my lungs of any type of any kind at any time. Nope. I count my blessings.

 

          Yes, snow is heavy and one must be aware of heavy lifting and cardiac arrest.

 

          Yes, both literal actions such as “fainting” and “cardiac arrest” are conducted as silently deadly as “drowning.”

 

          “Drowning” is a deadly “silent” physical action.

 

          “Quiet” and “silence” aren’t the same definitions.

 

          “Silence” is no sound which is rare in general life.

 

          “Quietly” is peacefully and maturely conducting one’s own personal matters and private business as any “innocent bystanders” or citizens.

 

          “Silent” is rare in nature.

 

          Humans and animals make natural sounds which carries and others know others’ presence without a word.

 

          Last point: caretaker property duties: whenever shoveling near an outdoor pet area then one must repeatedly clean off the tip of the shovel in clean snow.

 

          Yesterday, I purposely shoveled and cleared off an outdoor pet area and before I had the chance to clean off the shovel, the ends of my long coat touched the tips of the shovel, I took off the coat and left it outdoors overnight since it was what it was.

 

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“Sexuality”

As Subject Matter

         

          Disclaimer:

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “incest.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved in “bestiality.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “prostitution.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been “a” “prostitute.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been sexual “with” a “prostitute.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “pornography.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved in any “orgies.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever murdered “any” animals or humans.

 

          No, I haven’t ever thrown and broke ceramic plates.

 

          No, I haven’t ever slapped much less punched anyone in the face.

 

          No, I haven’t ever sexually touched or been touched by my parents. Nope.

 

          No, I’m not personally any “polygamist.”

 

          No, I’m not personally into any type of “harem.”

 

          No, I don’t personally believe in polygamy as a personal choice.

 

          No, I don’t personally watch “pornography” even though my internet TV sometimes freezes and automatically reverts to pornography browsers.

 

          Yes, last week I saw thirty seconds of a white woman masturbating even though I did the best I could to change the frozen browser on the internet TV.

 

          Yes, I’ve seen and studied pornography in film school.

 

          Yes, I’ve written endless amounts of academic papers on pornography.

 

          No, I don’t get aroused by pornography -- especially not female pornography since film school more or less ruined cinema for me.

 

          No, I’m not into “obsessive masturbating” since humans mainly do orgasm each time humans dream.

 

          No, I’m not involved in any “sexual occults.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever been involved with “sadomasochism.”

 

          No, I don’t ever wish or desire to be “gagged” or “whipped” or “tied up” or “choked” or nearly “suffocate” from scarves during any sexual encounter.

 

          No, I don’t like “physical pain” of any type.

 

          No, I don’t like to conduct any type of pain upon another.

 

          No, I haven’t ever looked into “sexual role playing.”

 

          Yes, consented sex is difficult enough to navigate as it is especially for people with Episcopalian/Jewish upbringing and ideals about sexuality.

 

          Yes, most likely by modern standards I’m considered sexually dull, however.

 

          Fully intact in my ideals and steadfast believes about sexuality which is anyone’s personal consented desires.

 

          Life’s exciting enough as it is without having to enhance any type of sexual experience which personally I consider sexual intercourse to be incredibly private and complex and a spiritually heightened experience.

 

          Personally, I think women are much more complex than the “male gaze” or male sexual desire.

 

          Personally, I think women are much more complex than sexual novels or erotica literature mostly written by men.

 

          Personally, I think men don’t get women in general.

 

          Personally, I think men don’t understand women well enough to understand female sexuality.

 

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          As per general, it’s difficult to write what exactly is “average” sexuality when “polygamy” is one extreme which is favorably looked upon as well as also multiple consenting sexual partners is favorably looked upon within the last ten years and open relationships or open marriages.

 

          Mainly in an age and era in which smart humans understand it’s rather difficult for one person alone to meet “all” of the sexual needs of another partner or to fulfill most of the sexual expectations of another partner then mainstream America has become open minded about “open relationships” and “open marriages.”

 

          Marriage is truly no longer an option for modern people looking to be sexually fulfilled in more ways than one and by more than one lifetime partner is considered an outlandish notion except for some forms of religious marriages only between a man and a woman.

 

          Mostly, the ideal or notion there’s only one suitable lifetime partner for each individual is “debunked science” since most humans like most of nature requires multiple lifetime partners thus most modern Americans have learned to do away with the standardized marriage definition and now live in “open marriages.”

 

          As of modern times “polygamy” is considered “illegal” in America, however, in many other cultures across the world men are allowed and able to have more than one wife.

 

          If “polygamy” is ever made legal then hopefully the law will be equal opportunity in which women will also be able to have or to hold more than one male husband partner at a time.

 

          Even though “polygamy” isn’t my cup of tea I do find it necessary to be open minded about the sexual and physical relational needs and desires of others.

 

          My best friends who happen to be Muslim believe in the right to “polygamy” however they abhor the notion of same-sex sexuality.

 

          Personally, I don’t care if people are into “polygamy” or same-sex sexuality so long as I don’t have to personally participate or be a part or to partake in any of it.

 

          Furthermore, I do find it hypocritical for Muslims to be defenders of “polygamy” yet not same-sex marriage which is the law of the land.

 

          Also, one would think far-right Christians and Evangelicals would defend same-sex marriage since such demographics defends “polygamy” which is something American Evangelicals and American Muslims have in common.

 

          What more is there to say about sexuality?

 

          There isn’t much to be said about sexuality other than primarily sexuality is a closed door scenario in which mature adults may consent to participate in activities which are safe to each participant.

 

          There’s much to be covered about the “subject” of “sexuality,” however, not without psychological clichés or what makes people act or not or what doesn’t make people get “sexually aroused” or not.

 

          What might be a “sexual arousal” to one person could be a “sexual no” to another therefore it’s best to be direct whenever speaking about “sexual intercourse” otherwise if no words are used out loud then there’s no relationship.

 

          Personally, I’ve not ever wanted to be “urinated” upon.

 

          Personally, I’ve not ever wanted to have “a” feces or fecal matter or bowel movement passed upon me.

 

          However, I can bring myself to be extremely open minded about how others might get extremely “sexually aroused” by being urinated upon.

 

          Personally, I have a good sense of smell and fecal matter would be a “no, thank you.”

 

          Personally, I can bring myself to understand the appeal others have for being urinated upon.

 

          Our current president 2018 (new name) is a man who enjoys being urinated upon and this is understandable in some psychological sort of way.

 

          Even though I’m a complete sexual square I must be intellectually astute enough to understand the appeal of sexuality for other people no matter how much one might cringe at the thought of such things such as to eat the feces of another sexual partner. I guess one can’t get anymore close to another sexual partner than to digest their feces and enjoy it even though it would be my last resort.

 

          Oh, yes, as for “anal sex” this isn’t my cup of tea either however I must maintain open minded enough as a modern citizen to understand why this can be quite pleasurable to others since anal sex is supposedly wonderful, however.

 

          Fecal matter still comes out of the anus and if at all possible the vagina still works wonders vs. the anus.

 

          The whole point to sexuality is to be open minded and direct with one’s partner otherwise thoughts are only inside people’s heads and don’t exist.

 

          The entire point to sexuality is be mature enough to be open minded about others’ orientation and preferences and experiences and desires even if one isn’t personally involved and doesn’t care to be.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 2,016

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,016

 

Friday, March 30, 2018

 

“Learning is a lifelong occupation.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Ductile (capable of being easily bent, drawn thin from ease)

 

The ductile strength of the material can be tested.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Happy Friday!

 

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          Video Channel:

 

          No, my goal hasn’t ever been to consider any type of video channel to be a host or presenter or interviewer or celebrity or act or to be a thespian for two main reasons:

 

A.    Yes, I’m a terrible actress.

B.    Yes, I have acne scars.

 

(No, I’m not insecure about acne scars since I don’t look at my acne scars and mostly I have soft skin.) (No, I’m not insecure about acne scars therefore I write about the subject matter for others to know they’re not alone.)

 

          People tell me there’re makeup artists now to help with video makeup.

 

          Video makeup is different than stage makeup.

 

          Nowadays with HD then almost each detail is viewed.

 

          As for stage makeup the last audience member on the last row must be able to catch some type of definition to the characters’ facial expressions therefore stage makeup is over exaggerated while HD makeup is refined.

 

          HD video hides almost absolutely nothing.

 

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          Okay, let’s get to the subject matter of “sexuality” even though I’ve been procrastinating about the subject of “sexuality” for the last two months.

 

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Sexuality

 

          The subject of “sexuality” is one difficult subject matter to address or write about mostly since basic social rules require to be spelled out as such:

 

          Mature “consenting” adult “sexual” relationships is when face-to-face or direct line of communications mature adults verbally state “yes” or “no” to “consenting” to anything remotely physically “sexual” in nature or “romantic” such as dinner as a “non-sexual date”.

 

          At work or any professional place of business always keep one’s hands to oneself.

 

          Mostly, in life it’s best to keep one’s hands to oneself especially when first meeting strangers or anyone new to one’s life as “nonsexual dates.”

 

          It’s rather “modern” for people to expect a “first date” (dinner, coffee, public outing) to automatically be interpreted as “sexual intercourse” at the end of the “first date” even though there’s still much of the meal to go yet and the rest of the evening when who knows what will happen?

 

          Let’s say as an example either parties involved in the “first date” suddenly begins to have “road rage” or screams or shouts or is rude or outright mean to other bystanders then automatically such misbehavior would be an indication of life with such individual(s) and hormones in the other parties would then change and dissipate and possibly the peaceful date changes their mind about “expected” “consented sexual intercourse” at the end of the evening which legally it’s okay for anyone (man or woman) to change their minds and not have “consented sexual intercourse” at all no matter what the social expectations at the end of a meal.

 

          Or let’s say as another basic example either parties involved in the “first date” allows themselves the liberty to eat off of or drink from the other parties dish or meal or glass or cup or plate automatically such misbehavior would be an indication of life with such individual(s) and hormones in the other parties would then change and dissipate and possibly the date changes their mind about “sexual intercourse” at the end of a long evening.

 

          Anything can happen at any time.

 

          Any one can change their mind about having “consented sexual intercourse” no matter what the social expectations.

 

          “First date” “consent sexual intercourse” sounds sudden and rushed and a lot of pressure to perform especially for the men.

 

          “Nonsexual dating” is literally to go and get a meal which doesn’t define or expects the parties involved to be pressured whatsoever to have any “consented sexual intercourse” unless mutually agreed upon however, a meal’s only a meal and not any serious long-term dating such as “exclusive” “boyfriend” or “girlfriend” or “partner” or “significant other.”

 

          No, “nonsexual dating” doesn’t mean one’s pressured to do anything “sexual.”

 

          “Consented sexual intercourse” is “consented sexual intercourse” and pressure to perform on the “first date” is absurd after some inexpensive meal or coffee.

 

          “Consented sexual intercourse” is extremely private business.

 

          Is modern “consent sexual intercourse” now the new currency for in exchange of purchasing a meal out on a date?

 

          No, I’m not matronly. (I skateboard for crying out loud. Skateboaring is a great way to know what the body can or cannot do.)

 

          Yes, I’m aware and acknowledge 2018 “first date” over a meal means automatic “consented sexual intercourse.”

 

          However, as the type of woman I am I don’t believe in the exchange of “consented sexual intercourse” for a “first date” meal.

 

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“Sexual Preferences” is in the mind

         

          Mainly, “sexual preference” is primarily many likes and dislikes which originate in childhood and are attributed to one’s parents.

 

          Whatever people like or dislike about anything sexual has to do with personal triggers or influences or learning early in childhood.

 

          As far as mutual and “consented sexual intercourse” is concerned there’s nothing discrete about the understanding for which any “sexual agreement” is mutual to undertake in “sexual consented intercourse.”

 

          Yes, one must give verbal consent of “yes” or “no” to undertake in “consent sexual intercourse” which is the mature way to approach “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          Mutually agreed upon “consent sexual intercourse” is a distinct physical act between parties involved.

 

          There’s very little left up to the imagination when parties openly and maturely discuss or agree upon mutually agreed upon “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          There’s very little subtlety when parties openly and maturely agree upon mutual “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          Even though verbal agreement to say “yes” or “no” to “consent sexual intercourse” is indeed brave and courageous and direct verbal communications there’s something rather uniquely wonderful and necessary to the mature ability to directly verbally confirm or deny any agreement to embark upon mutual “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          Simply, the direct verbal agreement to say “yes” or “no” to any mutual kisses is direct enough in the communicative intensions made to want to consent to mutual kissing which must first be verbally agreed upon.

 

          “Sexual personal preference” is in the mind however, actual mutual consented “sexual touch” (on any reproductive anatomy) between parties is an action and must first be directly agreed upon.

 

          To assume one may take the liberty to so much as “sexually” or “sensually” touch another person is assumptions made.

 

          Mostly humans are made of liquid chemicals and compounds and proteins which mainly must be maintained balanced and kept in harmony therefore with any outside factors such as something as basic as room temperature or lighting or smells can completely change the chemistry in the human anatomy to less “sexually aroused.”

 

          Anything can happen at any moment and people instantaneously become less “sexually aroused” therefore it is okay and legally justifiable for anyone to change their minds about being any type of “physical sexual being” whenever one is not in the mood or expected to be.             

          There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be “sexual” towards someone else, however. One must first have permission to be “sexually explicit.”

 

          Asking someone out on a “nonsexual date” over a meal or drink isn’t “sexual harassment” since most people will either say “yes” or “no” to conversation over a meal.

 

          A “nonsexual date” over a meal means people talk and see if they have anything in common other than “sexual desire” for each other.

 

          In an age and era in which people have “sexual intercourse” with each other on a “first date” then it’s only common place to be straight forward and direct about “consent sexual intercourse.”

 

          The ideal of how “sexual” somebody else might be, probably is not the same as actually meeting and getting to know someone well enough to know whether someone’s truly attracted to the other or not.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,315

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,836 + 1,875 = 3,711 + 1,315 = 5,026

 

Thursday, March 29, 2018

 

“A wise man is a greater asset to a nation than a King.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Dulcet (melodious, soft, smoothing)

 

The dulcet tones of the organ were most pleasing.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Hello. Hi.

 

Upload: 12:06pm CT

 

Happy Thursday!

 

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          “You Tube” Celebrities:

 

          Most Americans I’ve ever met or talked to or worked with or acquainted in conversation tell me to at least once I ought to look up the latest celebrities then I know what’s what.

 

          Most Americans advice to follow “You Tube” celebrities:

 

          No, I neither have ever known nor met nor do I feel emotionally close to any of the following celebrities.

 

          As of last week finally I looked up: One episode of 1990’s “Friends,” viewed one episode of 1990’s “Roseanne,” viewed one episode of 1990’s “Will and Grace,” viewed the inappropriate kiss between a one Ms. Katy Perry and a stunned contestant Benjamin Glaze, found a story about a person by the name of a one Mr. Justin Bieber who dropped trouser at Mayan pyramids, read an interview about a one Ms. Drew Barrymore who is now divorced, viewed online pictures as to how a one Mr. Justin Timberlake’s apartment’s design and interior decoration, looked up a story about a one Ms. Meghan Markle’s “stocking fiasco” and engaged to Prince Harry, also landed on an Instagram feed of pictures of “Susan” Mikula’s photographs who is a photographer who happens to be Ms. Rachel Maddow’s significant other, looked at an “unofficial” account of a one Mr. Bill Maher’s generic “Facebook” feed, read a negative literary review about a one Mr. Sean Penn’s book, found out Americans believe Oprah and Gail King are supposedly a lesbian couple, Jennifer Aniston’s second divorce. (Catching up as quickly as possible.) I think I got the information correct.

 

          Yes, “Seinfeld” is my favorite sitcom.

 

          Yes, “Shaun of the Dead” is my favorite movie.

 

          This is the most extensive celebrity search engine I’ve ever conducted. Whew. The search was lots of work simply to correctly spell the names of celebrities.

 

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“You Tube” Channels

 

          1970’s feminist American women were taught to resist the temptation of having their noses firmly planted in some “celebrity gossip” magazines since mostly it’s “dribble.”

 

          Factually, “You Tube” celebrities are more famous than thespians or actors or hip-hop artists.

 

          Over the past twenty years most Americans I’ve ever met or talked to or worked with or acquainted in conversation tell me such Americans will be “rich and famous” and I don’t doubt it.

 

          Over the past twenty years most Americans I’ve ever met or talked to or worked with or acquainted in conversation tell me “hip-hop” artists are more famous than TV actors.

 

          Americans may showcase their talents over the internet. (The audience decides.)

 

          Talent is found at the click of a button.

 

          Talent is democratic therefore America is the land where dreams do come true and anything is possible to achieve.

 

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#1 Rule in Writing:

Always sound more “stern” than one actually is

 

Then the audience or readership

Doesn’t get emotionally “dependent” upon writers

 

          No, personally I didn’t ever ask Allah for “fame” or “celebrity.”

 

          Yes, as a Central American Latina we’re taught writing is social change for social justice and peace and harsh criticism and expression.

 

          Yes, social change occurs through sociological change.

 

          Yes, anyone may become “famous.” Awesome! Good Luck!

 

          No, not “everyone” who’s famous is “rich.”

 

          No, online contributing citizens aren’t celebrities.

 

          Most middle income earners make a million dollars by the time they retire. In essence most American workers will be millionaires by the time they pass away. How fantastic.

 

          Yes, in 2000 I was warned documentary filmmaking made absolutely no money or fame. Okay.

 

          Documentary filmmaking is a love of labor.

 

          Writing is a love of labor.

 

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          90 is the new 60:

 

          No, I’m not any type of “vulnerable” adult.

 

          Personally, I had to go and look up the word “vulnerable.”

 

          Yes, resiliency is wisdom to peacefully co-exist.

 

          Life moves along which is “obvious.”

 

          The passing of time.

 

          Minnesota state law is: A “vulnerable” adult is anyone older than 18 years of age who has collected any type of monies for any assistance of any type from “government disability.”

 

          In general in America: Anyone over the age of “sixty” is considered any “vulnerable” adult. (The age has to change. 90 is the new 60.)

 

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          Corrections:

 

          Correction on the name of the 1930’s Holocaust Dr. “Mengele”.

 

          In history Dr. “Mengele” is precisely known as the Holocaust doctor who conducted “torture techniques” on twins as well as gas chambered “eleven” “million” factually murdered humans, the disabled, homosexuals, anyone with any “physical illnesses,” “obese” people, people who wore eye-glasses, artists, writers, teachers, professors, defenders or the Jewish faith, families, children and babies, men, the old and the young.

 

          Why on Earth are 2018 Europe and 2018 South America and 2018 far East Asia leaning towards Fascism or totalitarian regimes when the Holocaust isn’t even one hundred years ago?

 

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          Correction “Eleven” “million” humans were factually murdered in the 1930’s Holocaust.

         

          Correction “six” “million” human Jews were factually murdered in the 1930’s Holocaust.

 

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          Yes, I consider “discrimination” to be “stupid.”

 

          The number one rule is: “don’t assume anything.”

 

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Women’s Rights

As

Subject Matter

 

          Okay, let’s “beat this dead horse” for subject matter.

 

          2018 is now the present reality.

 

          2020 is the near soon to be future.

 

          2018 is forward thinking.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly men’s “physical pain” is “real” while women’s “physical pain” is “imaginary.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly women don’t feel or sense any literal “physical pain” since women “imagine” “physical pain.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly not even female doctors believe women patients literally feel or sense “physical pain.”

 

          Why do supposedly women feel no “physical pain?”

 

          What are nerve endings for, then?

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine female patients who wait to be seen at American Emergency hospitals on average “seven minutes” to “eleven minutes” longer than men since supposedly Western medicine teaches a culture of scientifically proven racially discriminatory white nurses and white doctors about how to think about women patients supposedly don’t feel any “physical pain” since only men’s “physical pain” is “real” and women’s “physical pain” is “imagined.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly “only” “Black and Latino patients are hysterical.”

 

          Scientifically proven racially discriminatory white nurses and white doctors hold extremely outdated ideals about modern science and up-to-date research about patient care.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly Jewish patients are “pushy” and loud.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly women with any types of “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” is imagined until actual proper diagnosis is found yet most proper diagnosis on average takes nearly fifteen years to discover.

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly considers “obese” people at fault for being “obese.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine supposedly teaches “obese” people “do it to themselves.”

 

          According to archaic and antiquated and dusty Mid-evil Western medicine teaches a culture of outdated idealisms about humans and the human anatomy.

 

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The Vagina

 

(Let’s not be coy)

The “Vagina Monologues” were already written

 

          From basic information: the worst types of “masses” or “bumps” or “nodules” or “tumors” is “polyps” simply and only “polyps” may instantaneously turn into deadly cancer.

 

           There are many different types of reproductive tumors which may take place on the cervix or uterus or the ovaries or the breasts.

 

          Men must stay on top of colonoscopies and prostate cancer.

 

          Women must stay on top of cervical cancer and ovarian cancer and breast cancer and uterine cancer.

 

          By anatomy women hold more reproductive body parts to acquire possible cancers.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of cancers are considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of tumors are considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of cervical polyps are considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of “physical pain” due to women’s health are in most cases considered imaginary.

 

          Most women’s reproductive symptoms of discomfort are considered imaginary.

 

          Finally, the science proves women’s monthly menstruation is the same as having a heart attack.

 

          Mostly women’s reproductive symptoms which women talk about are considered imaginary.

 

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What is it about Women’s Health?

 

          Why does Western medicine know as little as it does about the vagina or the cervix or the uterus or ovaries or breasts and mutant cells?

 

          Why does Western medicine know as little as it does about women’s reproductive hormonal imbalances?

 

          Why does Western medicine know as little as it does about women’s reproductive thyroid?

 

          What is it about Western medicine for which not even female doctors believe female patients live with women’s reproductive symptoms or pain?

 

          Why does Western medicine treat or idealizes or wrongfully teaches a culture of incorrect values and stereotypes and gender biases?

 

          How is any one woman in general to go up against an entire culture of wrongful stereotypical white Western medicine which accuses women patients of making up lies about “physical pain” or “reproductive illnesses” or actual literal physical reproductive symptoms?

 

           If women’s health or women’s reproductive symptoms are considered imaginary then how is medicine to ever progress forward and catch up with the present day of current study and modern medicine?

 

          What about women’s reproductive symptoms does Western medicine not understand?

 

          What about women’s reproductive tumors does Western medicine not understand?

 

          What about women’s reproductive polyps does Western medicine not understand?

 

          Why is Western medicine in the dark about women’s reproductive symptoms?

 

          Why is Western medicine not creatively able to sustain better values and arguments for modern ideals about women’s medicine?

 

          Why does Western medicine think of women patients as liars who imagine disease or illness unto themselves?

 

          Why doesn’t Western medicine understand most female patients neither ever wish to be hurt nor in pain much less do women ever care to see another person in pain?

 

          Why doesn’t Western medicine understand pain is not our human condition to be neurologically wired to want to live in pain isn’t an option, what’s difficult to understand?

 

          There has to be better answers then “explaining away” women’s pain or women’s reproductive symptoms as imaginary.

 

          Pervasive wrongful ideals and overall exaggerated bad values don’t make Western medicine right.

 

          Simply because most of Western medicine considers women’s reproductive symptoms and “physical illnesses” as imaginary, then truly medicine has “its head buried in the sand” not wanting to make any new further discoveries about women’s health and how to help out women patients with severe reproductive symptoms to women’s health.

 

          Mostly, white men believe and think women after the age of 30 are worthless without value and no reason to listen to women older than thirty.

 

          Mostly, white men believe and think only women under the age of 30 are worth listening to.

 

          America has a true dissociative disorder about the fact women of all types exist and each woman has her own voice.

 

          Women pass the age of forty have steady “buying power” therefore women pass forty do hold a voice and a say.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,875

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,836 + 1,875 = 3,711

 

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

 

“The Lord forbids revenge.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Spontaneous (acting from a natural impulse; produced within of its own energy)

 

When she had finished speaking, the applause was thundering and spontaneous.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Happy Wednesday!

 

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          About Writing:

 

          No, writers don’t write out of “fear.”

 

          As a matter of fact writers write out of courage.

 

          No, writers aren’t superheroes.

 

          No, writers aren’t vigilante.

 

          Mostly, writers sit at private desks and write.

 

          Writers are incredibly confident people no matter how “nervous” writers may get about any type of public audience or public readership or hate mail or love mail.

 

          Yes, writers write about any subject matter writers wish to research and chose to write about.

 

          Yes, writers are brave and courageous people.

 

          Yes, speakers are even more courageous than writers.

 

          Yes, constitutionally “freedom of speech” is indeed free.

 

          Yes, any American citizen may say or write anything they wish.

 

          Yes, we can be amused by words more so than guns or bullets.

 

          No, words aren’t action.

 

          No, words aren’t physical violence.

 

          No, words don’t literally cut or create wounds.

 

          No, words don’t kill.

 

          On average Americans read at a fourth grade reading level.

 

          Why do Americans take words ever as personally as they do?

 

          Why do Americans dish out insults?

 

          However, Americans are weak to receive insults.

 

          Americans are weaker to receive criticism.

 

          No, writing in general has absolutely nothing to do with any one personal reader(s).

 

          No, if writers and the main public or public readers haven’t ever met before then writers and readers don’t hold any type of relationship whatsoever no matter how close any reader(s) may feel towards writers.

 

          A relationship is two sided.

 

          If one hasn’t met writers then writers don’t hold any type of relationships with strangers or readers or audiences therefore if one feels closely connected to writers or one believes one knows “everything” there is to know about writers from the writing then one’s gravely mistaken.

 

          Writing’s only a sliver of life.

 

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          E-Cigarettes:

 

          Who smokes marijuana?

 

          Nobody smokes marijuana.

 

          In an age in which no one wants to die from any form of lung cancer much less any other types of cancers.

 

          Mostly quitting cigarettes is as difficult as it is.

 

          Personally, I’ve been informed to quit smoking cigarettes is more difficult than to quit snorting cocaine. (No, I don’t snort cocaine.) Nope.

 

          Cigarette smoke is rather addictive.

 

          However, “sugar” is more difficult to quit than any opioids or cigarettes or other foods or alcohol or speed in the form of antidepressants or methamphetamines in the form of antidepressants.

 

          Alcohol is sugar.

 

          Alcohol is yeast.

 

          Alcohol is fermentation.

 

          Finally, I bought an e-cigarette kit.

 

          Today, I gave into the e-cigarette craze ever since I begun to cough last March 2017.

 

          My goal is to quit smoking cigarettes.

 

          Yes, I deeply drag in and inhale hard like most 1990’s 100% tobacco cigarette smokers since we’ve been smoking 100% tobacco without any 1,001 chemicals in commercial cigarettes.

 

          Yes, when one smokes 100% tobacco then one may deeply inhale without the worry of 1,001 chemicals and sediment at the bottom of the colon.

 

          Yes, I only smoke 100% tobacco American Spirits and take in long hard drags and drink hot cocoa or vegan soda.

 

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          Okay, we have about 1,800 words to cover today. Roughly I write 500 words each half an hour therefore about an hour and forty-five minutes of writing to go and half an hour to edit.

 

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Women’s Rights

as

Subject Matter

 

          The disillusionment of modern Western medicine is hypocritical and a double standard in which according to today’s Western medicine only men feel “physical pain” while supposedly women don’t feel “physical pain” in the same manner as men do and whatever “physical pain” women do feel then women lie or make up the “physical pain” inside women’s minds as “figments of imagination” and women’s “physical pain” is considered “imaginary” therefore women are supposedly considered “mentally ill” when women live with any type of “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases.”

 

          What a discrepancy for any disillusioned modern Western medicine or discipline to discriminate against women and hold such discriminatory values and ideals about how only men feel pain and women imagine pain. What.

 

          Is anyone awake at the wheel?

         

          The disillusionment of modern Western medicine is hypocritical and a double standard in which according to today’s Western medicine only women who discuss any form or type of “physical pain” is to be prescribed “antipsychotics” for physical ailments since doctors don’t know how to diagnose any types of “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” unless the “physical illnesses” and “physical diseases” become “obvious” otherwise women are considered to be liars about their “physical pain” or “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases.” What.

         

          What a discrepancy for any disillusioned modern Western medicine or discipline to discriminate against women and hold such discriminatory values and ideals about how women who are actually “physically ill” with real “physical diseases” must be placed on “antipsychotics” since women are believed to imagine “physical illnesses” and “physical diseases.” What.

 

          Is anyone awake at the wheel?

 

          Is anyone at home?

 

          Is anyone awake?

 

          Is anyone there?

 

          All rhetorical questions.

 

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Let’s put it to bed…

Women hurt as much as Men do

 

          No, women don’t complain or talk or discuss “physical pain” unless absolutely necessary with professional medical doctors.

 

          Yes, women do feel as much or as little “physical pain” as men do.

 

          When women are pricked with needles then women’s skin does hurt no matter what anyone may have to say about it.

 

          No, the globe doesn’t need another Holocaust of illegal medical experimentation to know women do feel or sense as much or as little “physical pain” as men do.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when burned.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when cut.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when bruised.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when shot.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do when physically hurt.

 

          Yes, women hurt as much as men do whenever dealing with any “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” or “physical pain.”

 

          What insane Western medical standard upholds to the discriminatory ideal about how women don’t feel “physical pain” as much as men do?

 

          What?

 

          What.

 

          With such a discriminatory ideal such as women don’t feel or sense any “physical pain” then Western medicine can give itself an excuse “to look the other way” and not ever properly diagnose real “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” in women otherwise female patients will refuse to or won’t talk about their “physical pain” since “physical pain” is considered imaginary in women and women must be extremely careful as to how to speak to any doctor(s) or anyone about any “physical illnesses” or “physical diseases” or “physical pain.”

 

          Otherwise, by March 2018 Western medical supposed standards women lie about “physical pain” since according to Western medicine women don’t physically feel or sense any type of “physical pain” since “physical pain” is considered imaginary in women patients.

 

          The world doesn’t need German Holocaust “Dr. Mengele” (correction on the spelling of the name) to illegally experiment upon 6 million Jews whether gassed or not to know women do feel or sense literal “physical pain.”  

 

          Yes, by psychological modern standards: to speak to any talk-therapist is considered “mental illness” not to be able to find solutions to one’s own situations or challenges in life.

 

          If children or youth are considered “mentally ill” then it’s because the parents, too, are “mentally ill” unless children or youth are misdiagnosed and pumped full of pharmaceuticals rather than to properly raise children which is quite difficult and a lot of work to properly instill good behavior and good choice making into children or youth and prepare children or youth for mature adulthood which is the main goal to raising children and youth rather than selfish parenting.

 

          Why is Western medicine as dusty as 1883?

 

          “Come on!”

 

          “Keep up.”

 

          It’s 2018.

 

          This isn’t the 1930’s Holocaust in which illegal medical experimentations need to be conducted to know women physically hurt when burned or cut.

 

          What. I still don’t get the discriminatory concept about how women must be able to handle “physical pain” differently than men and pretend as though nothing hurts women.

 

          Why aren’t women allowed to feel or sense “physical pain” in the same manner and shape and form as men do?

 

          Why isn’t “physical pain” imaginary in men?

 

          Why is Western medicine as misogynist as all of it?

 

          Western medicine sure is discriminatory and about one hundred years out of date in ideals, values and culture.

 

          Western medicine is set upon the foundation of quick sand rather than actual scientific data and proof and information.

 

          Is Western medicine vocational? Yes.

 

          Since “all” “physical disease” and “physical illness” is considered “imaginary” then absolutely there’s no need for Western medicine or Western hospitals since the answer is no one knows anything about anything.

 

          Why is Western medicine as uneducated and outdated as the nation’s fourth grade illiteracy rate?

 

          Why is Western medicine allowed to function mainly upon the basis or racial discrimination and gender stereotypes?

 

          Why is any patient of color considered hysterical?

 

          Why is it white patients aren’t considered hysterical?

 

          Why do men feel pain when women’s pain is considered imaginary?

 

          Why the discrepancy?

 

          Why the double standard?

 

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When women get burned

then women feel nothing?

 

When men get burned

Then men feel pain.

 

          Who came up with the discriminatory idea about how women feel absolutely no “physical pain”?

 

          What a bunch of misogynists to believe or think women don’t feel any type of “physical pain” as men do.

 

          Why is Western medicine so far behind its teachings and research and culture?

 

          Why is Western medicine stuck in the 1950’s?

 

          Why is Western medicine not able to let go of their misinformation and racial stereotypes and gender biases?

 

          Why does Western medicine teach their white nurses and white doctors such deplorable ideals about women as patients about how women imagine physical pain?

 

          Why does Western medicine degrade women patients?

 

          Why is Western medicine utilized in the same form as fiction and lies?

 

          Why is Western medicine based upon stereotypes rather than concrete scientific proof?

 

          Why is Western medicine based upon racial stereotypes and gender discrimination which were disproven in the 1960’s, 1970’s and 1980’s and 1990’s and 2000’s, and 2010’s and 2018?

 

          Why is Western medicine frightened of patients of color as medicine proves to be?

 

          What will it take for Western medicine to develop and mature?

 

          What will it take for Western medicine to join the year 2018?

 

 

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          Well, who am I to say differently to an entire field of medicine except this:

 

          Tumor pain is real no matter how many times any type of surgeons express tumor pain is “psychosomatic” or imaginary. What.

 

          As a laywoman who lived through eight years of uterine Fibroid benign tumors well, “physical pain” is real and physical pain can be chronic no matter who says “physical pain” is imaginary.

 

         

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,836

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,836

 

Thursday, March 15, 2018-Tuesday March 27, 2018

 

          Spring Break 2018

 

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

 

“See how the people act, and that is the law.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Spurious (not genuine, counterfeit)

 

Spurious money is not easily detected by everyone.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          Corrections were made to dates.

 

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          Bygones are bygones.

 

          No, I don’t hold any types of grudges especially not about the yellow school bus. The yellow school bus was about 27 years ago. Who cares? I don’t.

 

          However, the yellow school bus was a place to assert oneself amongst neighborhood youth and makes for great examples in writing.

 

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          “Hold the Sun” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “Last Week Tonight with John Oliver” (TV Show) Thank you.

 

          “Superstore” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “Waiting for God” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “The Goldbergs” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “The Middle” (TV series) Thank you.

 

          “Fresh of the Boat” (TV series) Thank you.

 

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          Correction from “life threat” to “death threat”

 

          English as a Second Language: Truly.

 

          Ha, this entire time I thought the terminology was “life threat.”

 

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          Death Threats

 

          Yes, “death threats” are illegal to make in America.

 

          Yes, “death threats” are the “vernacular” (“common”) choice of words or speech for example, “‘we’ll throw something hot in your face and kill you,’” or “‘we’ll kill you.’”

 

          Yes, “death threats” are the choice of online “social media” human trolls and immature adult and juvenile bullies.

 

          Yes, “death threats” made under the influence of “intoxication” is only any made threat and not physical action against another.

 

          Yes, “death threats” made in “anger” are only threats and not physical action against another.

 

          Anything spoken under the influence of “intoxication” is in gesture and not through action.

 

          Anything spoken in “anger” is in gesture and not through action.

 

          Mostly for the past twenty-years American culture began to make “death threats” a mainstream “verbiage” or “speech” or “saying” ever since the internet turned into any successful technical mode of communication.

 

          No, don’t ever make any “death threats” otherwise one will be apologetic to have ever sounded as such any “fool.”

 

          Yes, “death threats” are common for American neighbors to make to other neighbors, although, illegal.

 

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          Public Nudity:

 

          Yes, it’s legal to go completely naked in the privacy of one’s own home and property.

 

          Yes, it’s completely legal to urinate or pass any type of bowel movement in one’s own private home and property.

 

          Yes, mostly people don’t get publically naked.

 

          Yes, when people do get publically naked usually it’s an unusual experience or circumstance or situation near an open body of water or through the middle of town.

 

          No, most people don’t get publically naked once per month for ten years under a full moon.

 

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Public Urination

 

          Yes, “public urination” is illegal in America.

 

          However, “public urination” is “common.”

 

          No, “public urination” isn’t the same as “public masturbation” or “indecent exposure.”

 

          Yes, both white men and white women who tend to spend much time in the rugged outdoors or camping do actually have a relaxed attitude about urban “public urination.”

 

          Yes, both urban men and urban women who frequent discos or clubs and bars tend to actually have a relaxed attitude about “public urination.”

 

          Personally, I haven’t ever “publically urinated” except in the deep woods while camping out.

 

          However, for the past twenty-years metro-sexual men and urban women have taken to “public urination” right after leaving clubs or bars.

 

          Mostly “public urination” has to do with emptying the bladder rather than to be any type of nuisance.

 

          Mostly “public urination” isn’t seen as any type of major legal crime.

 

          Mostly, open and deliberate “public urination” has to do with urban up-brining or the urbanization of peoples.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” isn’t considered anything to warrant detention or arrest.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” is a private matter and others ought not to “stare” or “point-out” the persons urinating as quickly as possible.

 

          Mostly, it’s best to leave “public urination” to people who most need to urinate.

 

          Mostly, people would rather others “publically urinate” rather than to urinate themselves.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” is done as discretely as possible or not.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” is done as quickly as possible.

 

          Mostly, people don’t like to be in such “vulnerable” position as to “publically urinate” yet “public urination” happens.

 

          Mostly, when people “publically urinate” people don’t mean any imposition of any type.

 

          Mostly, when people “publically urinate” they’re shy or sheepish about “public urination” yet couldn’t help themselves since the bladder demands immediate release.

 

          Mostly, people don’t want to “publically urinate.”

 

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Public Urination

Is

Mostly Acceptable

By

Modern America

 

          “Public urination” is illegal in America.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t the worst crime especially ever since the urbanization of “public urination.”

 

          “Public urination” isn’t considered the worst offense by most Americans since there’re worst crimes one can think of.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t an exact science.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t a meditative crime.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t usually planned.

 

          “Public urination” is more of a personal inconvenience.

 

          “Public urination” is a personal nuisance to the person.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t an act anyone wishes upon themselves.

 

          “Public urination” is common.

 

          “Public urination” is done amongst friends.

 

          “Public urination” is a platonic bond between friends.

 

          “Public urination” is comfort in one’s surroundings.

 

          “Public urination” is trust in the public.

 

          “Public urination” is vulnerable to be exposed.

 

          “Public urination” is an accident.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t planning ahead of schedule.

 

          “Public urination” is often a mistake and not malice.

 

          “Public urination” is often a mistake and not menace.

 

          “Public urination” is usually as “discrete” as possible.

 

          “Public urination” is accidental.

 

          “Public urination” is caring enough not to urinate all over oneself.

 

          “Public urination” is organic.

 

          “Public urination” is urinating in public.

 

          “Public urination” is the urgency to urinate.

 

          “Public urination” is apologetic.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t purposely done to inconvenience others within the vicinity.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to “stare” at.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to be “personally” offended by unless personally urinated upon.

 

          “Public urination” is widely accepted as a mistake.

 

          “Public urination” is widely accepted.

 

          “Public urination” in urban settings is widely accepted.

 

          “Public urination” is an intimate act to be as “discrete” as possible.

 

          “Public urination” is mainly bourgeois.

 

          “Public urination” is mainly modern.

 

          “Public urination” is mainly “rock ‘n’ roll.”

 

          “Public urination” is innocent rebelliousness.

 

          “Public urination” is easily disregarded.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t considered “public nuisance.”

 

          “Public urination” is reserved for a most desperate time.

 

          “Public urination” is easily forgiven.

 

          “Public urination” is personal.

 

          “Public urination” is.                   

 

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Imagination and Empathy

For others

 

          In an age and era of political disagreements and general American discontent with undermining political policies for some reason such misdemeanors such as “public urination” isn’t considered any big type of a deal to anyone modern except for the police.

 

          Mainly and mostly neighbors and pedestrians and bystanders and friends or strangers will literally ignore and look away from “public urination” since most people have the empathy and sympathy to understand and imagine what dire situation it must be to require to immediately urinate and not be able to empty out one’s bladder in the restroom except for in the street or aim into a public flower pot or behind an alleyway or behind dumpsters or behind any tree or behind bushes or in any private driveway.

 

          Modern urban people have made “public urination” acceptable mainly due out of necessity.

 

          The “urbanization” of “public urination” is acceptable through the mainstream culture of wealthy peoples.

 

          The “urbanization” of “public urination” is widely acceptable mainly due to and because of wealthy peoples who made “public urination” forgivable and widely acceptable.

 

          Hence, “public urination” became acceptable in 2000 then mostly a large sector of the population followed suit or example.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t perceived as “malice” since most people who “publically urinate” seem truly humanely comfortable conducting “public urination” as well as afterwards apologetic to urinate outdoors much less publically be seen emptying out one’s bladder.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to capture on video phone.

 

          “Public urination” is indeed a private act or private matter for which the person conducting “public urination” most likely only wished it hadn’t occurred at all.

 

          “Public urination” is minor in comparison to other aspects of culture.

 

          “Public urination” is to be conducted in private more or less, per se.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t any type of act to call the police.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to point and stare at.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to be recorded without permission.

 

          “Public urination” is absolutely common.

 

          “Public urination” isn’t anything to take personally.

 

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It’s best…

 

          Mostly, it’s best not to ever “publically urinate.”

 

          However, if one were to hypothetically find them-selves in a “pinch” or predicament and must “publically urinate” then hopefully one will have some type of cover or shelter from sheer public exposure.

 

          Mostly, if one finds themselves in the most unfortunate circumstance to “publically urinate” then the act ‘itself’ will hopefully be done and over with quickly and discretely as possible without many complications or attraction.

 

          Mostly, “public urination” comes without any toilet paper.

 

          Mostly what I know of “public urination” it’s done with or without strangers around or about the place.

 

          Yes, I can have a heart and patience with people who must “publically urinate” since the bladder is organic and the bladder must be obeyed.

 

          Yes, I can be quite sympathetic to “public urination.”

 

          Yes, I understand the laws behind “public urination.”

 

          However, I don’t form or formulate or shape culture.

 

          Culture shapes and forms and formulates itself, in its own humane ideals of what’s acceptable and what’s unacceptable.

 

          Laws are in place for a good reason.

 

          Laws are always susiptible to change.

 

          However, massive culture dictates what massive culture deems modern and acceptable and “public urination” is acceptable due to the sociable factor to release the bladder without much embarrassment for the act itself and more so for being seen.

 

          “Public urination” is in the spare of the moment.

 

          “Public urination” is poor planning.

 

          We can all agree to the mere fact people don’t like to urinate on themselves therefore people are more apt and willing to choose “public urination” over the alternative.

 

          Yes, even though “public urination” is illegal there’s absolutely nothing to be ashamed of or scared or guilty about “public urination” since “public urination” is now common and accidently happens to people.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,702

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,430 + 1,869 = 3,299 + 1,718 = 5,017

 

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

 

“Men’s shame is between his legs, a fool’s between his cheeks.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Squalid (mean, poor, dirty)

 

The authorities were told about the squalid conditions of the White House.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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#MeToo Movement

(Anyone May Share their Story)

         

          “Sex crimes” are about “power.”

 

          “Sex crimes” aren’t about sex.

 

          “Social media” is programmed on a “platform.”

 

          However, “social media” is “social” for a good reason.

 

          “Social media” is able set up an appointment to meet in person.

 

          “Social media” is interactive.

 

          “Mass media” is presentation, ideas and thoughts.

 

           When teachers are allowed to carry guns then will “sexual violence” in schools increase because teachers will be armed with guns and more readily capable to commit crimes against students?

 

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Social Movements are Social

 

          Aside from the “obvious” and “basic” protocol to follow with any sexual harassment allegations in the workplace: one must go through “Human Resources” and make a thorough report about actual and factual and provable “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Both mature men and women are encouraged and allowed to approach “Human Resources” and make a thorough report about actual and factual and provable “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Most women who report to the police about women’s “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” aren’t believed therefore there’s always the “#MeToo Movement” in which any person (man or woman) is capable and able to “speak up” about their terrible and defiling experiences.

 

          Most adult women don’t report any type of “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape to police for fear of not being believed and further traumatized.

 

          Most men and women who are “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped is done by someone they know rather than strangers.

 

          Most men and women who are “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped is done in the workplace especially female fieldwork scientists and journalists.

 

          Most children are “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped in the church or at school by any person the children know well or recognize.

 

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“Sexual Perpetrators”

 

          How “odd” to decide to “control” or “manipulate” another person through the very act of forceful sexual coercion with the naked genitalia involved.

 

          One would consider the subject of “power to control” to be associated with “self control” and “proper attire” or “proper clothes” and fully dressed rather than the very act of forceful sexual coercion with the naked genitalia.

 

          What do the naked genitalia have to do with “power?”

 

          “Power” is a made up idealism.

 

          One would think “sex” is about “pleasure” or “love” or “romance” or whatever “happy” emotions sex is usually associated with by modern cultural standards rather than to aggressively and without consent to overpower another with naked genitalia.

 

          The naked genitalia are an incredibly “vulnerable” aspect to human sexuality therefore one would think “sexual perpetrators” would find such self-exposure vulnerable and too difficult to accomplish such vulnerability especially when there’s expressed aggression through naked genitalia.

 

          Who takes off their clothes when “sexual perpetrators” want or desire or seek out “control” over others?

 

          Who exposes their naked genitalia when they want control?

 

          Nobody exposes their naked genitalia when they want control since exposing naked genitalia is an incredibly “vulnerable” position to be in.

 

          Supposedly, “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault,” and rape is rather psychological for the “sexual perpetrator,” however.

 

          Do “sexual perpetrators” not get “embarrassed” or “ashamed” or feel “guilty” about having to expose themselves or go naked in front of the perpetrated?

 

          Are “sexual perpetrators” underdeveloped therefore “sexual perpetrators” aren’t able to self-control and keep their hands to themselves?

 

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Please, By All Means

 

          In the same way “Occupy Wall Street” changed our worldview also the “#MeToo Movement” has changed our world yet once more.

 

          Please, remember and understand men and women get, “sexually harassed,” “sexual coerced,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped.

 

          “Sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape isn’t exclusive to women.

 

          Men also get “sexually harassed,” “sexually coerced,” “sexually exploited,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or raped.

 

          Please, by all means understand modern global culture is quite persistent in looking the other way when it comes to sex crimes.

 

          Please, by all means understand “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation” “sexual assault,” or rape is pervasive in an era of perverted religion gone awry.

 

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#MeToo Movement’s Message

 

          The “MeToo Movement’s” message is an important message mainly to allow for others to know and to understand the “sexually perpetrated” aren’t alone.

 

          Personally, I can’t think of a more powerful movement other than “Occupy Wall Street” movement in which citizens took to the streets and peacefully demonstrated against an unjust system about “income inequality” in the same way, shape and form in which the “#MeToo Movement” has moved the needle forward about the issues of “sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Usually modern cultures appear to straighten out sexual corruption or sexual molestation or sexual perversion against 50% of the world’s population which is women.

 

          It’s anybody’s guess as to why sexual coercion exists in a modern era of corporations when corporations seem to write many of the rules and regulations about how to best be “perceived” in front of partners, associates and co-workers and employees.

 

          Since sexual coercion is rather persistent in modern day culture then what’s kept men and women rather quiet about such a definitive modern topic such as “sexual harassment” in the workplace and in pedestrians on streets in general.

 

          There’s nothing to be ashamed of or to feel guilty about when one’s been the prey of “sexual perpetrators.”

 

          From the very little I know: mostly Caucasians are into incest and blacks are into brutalization.

 

          Why is incest as prevalent in modern culture as it is?

 

          Why is brutalization prevalent in modern culture as it is?

 

          Since “control” is the motivating factors behind “incest” and “brutalization” and “rape” then what about modern culture isn’t able to teach to “sexual perpetrators” to attain physical self-control?

 

          What or who allows for “sexual predators” to continue prey upon the innocent working populations of peoples?

 

          What is it about “sexual predators” for which “sexual predators” aren’t able to control the neurological pathways to stop themselves from victimizing others?

 

          What is it about modern culture which refuses to teach modern peoples to keep their hands to themselves especially in the workplace and places of education and learning or as innocent pedestrians going to-and-from?

 

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Hollywood

Spoke

 

          Personally, I’ve been told not to ever work for “Hollywood” since “Sexual harassment,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual exploitation,” “sexual molestation,” “sexual assault” and rape is persistent culture and a perverted culture to escape at all costs.

 

          Twenty-years ago I was informed not to ever work for “Hollywood” mainly because “Hollywood” has a pervasive culture in which there’s much child sexual exploitation and child sexual molestation and child rape and child pornography.

 

          Twenty-years ago I was informed not to ever work in the “music industry” mainly because the music industry is a pervasive culture of “devil worshipers” heavily into child pornography.

 

          Imagine the type of courage and sensitivity and responsibility it must take to be any “Hollywood” celebrity to speak about any type of sexual allegations since mostly anytime anybody makes any types of sexual allegations then one mainly looses one’s career.

 

          The “#MeToo Movement” changed a culture of silence of “Hollywood’s” hidden perversions to control and overpower men and women through “sexual harassment” and rape.

 

          The “#MeToo Movement” opened up a digital “safe space” for women and men alike to be able to speak up and communicate about one of the most difficult aspects to modern culture which is “sexual harassment” and rape in the workplace by people who are well known and supposedly leaders of their industries.

 

          How brave and courageous and sensitive and strong of both men and women to come forward and in detail speak up about the unspeakable topic of rape.

 

          How brave to speak up about the subject of rape therefore to keep innocent bystanders from having such defilement done to others.

 

          In an era in which Trump has 19 sexual allegations against him and nothing seems to “penetrate” (no pun intended) his armor or shield what is there to do other than for innocent bystanders to share their stories and allow for the world to see a more clear picture of our leaderless leaders.

 

          In an era in which Harvey Weinstein raped his employees and nothing seemed to “penetrate” (no pun intended) his fortress what is there to do other than for innocent bystanders to share their stories and allow for the world to see a more clear picture of our leaderless leaders.

 

          What is it about mal-adjusted men or women who are allowed to victimize and control women and others by sheer brute sexual force?

 

          What’s so important about guarding or shielding the violence of men against women or children?

 

          What’s so important about guarding or shielding the highly inappropriate sexual misconduct of men against women or children?

 

          Are sexually corrupt men more valuable and important than innocent bystanders or employees or students?

 

          Is money and wealth more important than the health of a nation?

 

          Is money and status more important than the health of nations?

 

          Why are “sexual perpetrators” considered valuable enough to shield in a modern age and era of the modern internet?

 

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Yes, it’s okay

To discuss

Any subject matter

         

          Yes, in the “Information Age” it’s more than alright to speak up and discuss and inform others of such vicious cycle of violence such as “sexual violence” or “sexual crimes.”

 

          There’s no shame or guilt in the development and advancement of equality.

 

          There’s nothing to be afraid of when one speaks one’s truth.

 

          There’s nothing to be afraid of when one speaks from the heart.

 

          The best way to get through some of these cultural defilements or “sexual crimes” is to address such important subject matter and directly deal with subject matter rather than to hide behind a cloak and dagger of silent oppression.

 

          Mainly, human sexuality is complex and subtle.

 

          There’s nothing “subtle” to rape and sexual violence.

 

          There’s nothing “cute” or “sexually appealing” to sexual crimes.

 

          In an age of so much information what keeps “sexual perpetrators” from “catching up” with the rest of current and modern culture of respect, dignity and more respect.

 

          What will it take to cure a nation of an illness of pervasive measures of “sexual crimes” and “sexual violence?”

 

          Yes, it’s more than okay to be a “survivor” of sexual crime.

 

          No, there’s nothing wrong with innocent bystanders who were forced and defiled through “sexual crimes” or “sexual violence.”

 

          No, there’s no reason to “commit suicide” due to others’ neurological incompetence and menace and hatred towards women and men and children.

 

           When teachers are allowed to carry guns then will “sexual violence” in schools increase because teachers will be armed with guns and more readily capable to commit crimes against students?

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,869

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,385 + 1,869 = 3,254

 

Monday, March 11, 2018

 

“A special place is reserved in Heaven for those who can weep, but not pray.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Ecstatic (overwhelming, overpowering)

 

The glorious victory brought with it ecstatic joy.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Death Threats

 

In the Era of the

Human Trolls and Adult Bullies

 

No, there’s no trouble here

 

All’s well on the home front

(As the American saying goes)

 

          Science and history both teach about the most intellectually well developed species in the form of humans are any violent species as any other species is or can become or can be.

 

          Humans are violent by nature.

 

          Humans believe to find one single peaceful leader.

 

          However, even Buddhists “in the name of their religion” war against Christians and Muslims alike.

 

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Background History

 

          September 1st, 2006-August 2007 a white couple lived upstairs and weekly or bi-weekly the white woman would scream and yell and would throw one single dish or more against the wall and the dish would shatter and break into pieces and the woman continued to yell and scream or wall plaster would be kicked in and immediately fixed.

 

          August 2007-August 2009 a white homosexual couple lived upstairs and weekly, each Sunday the men would begin to drink and become intoxicated and sing Karaoke at the top of their lungs then would get to argue and yell and scream then throw furniture around the space and throw each other against furniture then more screams and yells and more furniture thrown around until dinner time.

 

          August 2009-August 2011 a pair of roommates, white women would each week knock on the door and make silly demands thus and therefore when the white women weren’t complied with to help with their internet signal or help them wash their clothes then the women would go back upstairs and pound with their heels and continue to knock on the door for years at a time about the washing machine or whatever they needed help with.

 

          August 2011-August 2012 a pair of roommates, white men would each week knock on the door and make silly demands thus and therefore when the white men weren’t complied with to constantly continue to move the car to make room for more parking then the white men would go back upstairs and get on the phone and scream and yell and scream and yell into the early morning hours of the night and have one particular girlfriend over who would then begin to scream and yell to whichever man then there would be more screams and the woman would go and urinate in the front yard then the next morning blood smeared across the hallway walls and the back of the front door.

                                                             

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Physical Assault

 

          Personally, in an era of human trolls and adult bullies I don’t take “death threats” seriously unless there’s “physical assault” involved then I do take “death threats” seriously because physical action isn’t the same as words; most people would know the difference.

 

          “Physical assault” is when physical contact is made.

 

          After eighteen years of living in the Midwest I’ve found white people and black people to be extremely entitled to their commands and life threats.

 

          Personally, I don’t ever go out of my way to get involved with “physical violence” of any type.

 

          Personally, I don’t ever go out of my way to get involved with anyone else’s “personal business.”

 

          Personally, if the police have been called then it’s not me.

 

          Personally, I wouldn’t ever call the police ever again unless there’s actual gory death involved.

 

          As of fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: women of color are ten times in more serious threat of danger of “death threats” followed through upon women than men ever are.

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: if there’s no literal “cuts” or “wounds” or “physical contact” made then threats aren’t real.

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: white men are highly priced therefore any “death threats” against white men is considered dangerous, however, “death threats” against women of color are simply considered a “joke.”

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: only white people consider “death threats” serious danger since “death threats” are hardly ever made against white people.

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: only white people consider “death threats” serious to call the police while people of color know “death threats” are said “in the heat of the moment.”

 

          After fall 2017 women of color have explained to me: “death threats” made in anger are only in gesture and “death threats” made while under the influence of intoxication are only in gesture.

 

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Trolls and Bullies

 

          “Human trolls” are actual humans and people on the internet who through social media go about their way and find any direct cause or reason to either harshly judge or insult or embarrass or humiliate or hate on other humans’ opinions or statements.

 

          “Adult bullies” are actual humans and people in real life who go about their way and find any direct cause or reason to either harshly judge or insult or embarrass or humiliate or hate on other humans’ opinions or statements.

 

          No, I’m neither any type of “human troll” nor “adult bully.”

 

          No, I don’t personally go out of my way to control another person through any type of brutalization or threats or harm.

 

          No, personally I don’t care what other people do so long as absolutely no actual physical violence is caused or committed against by body or anybody else’s anatomy.

 

          Yes, I’ve had many “death threats” made against my person for simply existing or speaking up to please be left alone and in peace.

 

          No, I haven’t ever personally brutalized or hit or harmed another person no matter how angry I’ve been.

 

          Yes, I’ve once misspoke out in anger, however, the number one rule is to remember anything said in anger isn’t true.

 

          Anger isn’t real.

 

          Anger is a fleeting emotion.

 

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What is a threat?

                                                             

          A “threat” is “danger,” “risk,” “hazard,” “menace,” “peril.”

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” or threat against women of color than to men especially white men.

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” to ever express any types of personal opinions.

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” to speak up for one self.

 

          In contemporary times there’s far more “risk” to get involved with bullies than to keep quiet.

 

          In contemporary times people don’t call the police due to “death threats” otherwise one would call the police often since “death threats” are “vernacular” speech.

 

          In contemporary times people must clearly decipher what “death threats” are serious and what threats are simply threatening and muscle flexing or teeth grinning.

 

          In contemporary time in general “death threats” don’t mean much since “death threats” are often made when in conflict and also now a part of “vernacular” speech.

 

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What’s the point of threats?

 

          No matter how common or prevalent “death threats” are there’s not any point to make threats.

 

          Mostly threats are made when? I don’t know.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people come to the end of a road and see or find no alternatives to problem solving solutions.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people are beyond frustration and don’t seem to find other words or language for their frustration.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people find each other as adversaries.

 

          Mostly threats are made when others are considered any type of threat to one’s freedom.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people refuse to see eye-to-eye or “agree to disagree.”

 

          Mostly threats are made under anger and anger isn’t real.

 

          Mostly threats are made when anger heightened and people decide it’s easier to make threats then to work out conflict.

 

          Mostly threats are made when there’s very little positive conflict resolution.

 

          Mostly threats are made when hardly ever anything changes for the better.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people are uninspired.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people are uncreative.

 

          Mostly threats are made when people see no other choice or alternative to their pain and suffering.

 

          There’re no excuses to threats made.

 

          However, threats are the vernacular speech.

 

          Threats are modern speech without much thought or consequence to threats except threats made against white people.

 

          Threats are easier to utter than to accomplish.

 

          Peace is the only way.

 

          Peace is being well.

 

          Peace minds its own business.

 

          Peace is silence to observe.

 

          Peace isn’t a tattle-teller.

 

          Peace isn’t a know-it-all.

 

          Peace isn’t calculation.

 

          Peace is existence.

 

          Peace is.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,430

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,430

 

Thursday, March 8, 2018

 

“Righteous lips cover up hatred.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Edict (public notice issued by official authority)

 

The mayor published an edict concerning the disposal of trash.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Obvious Truths

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply feel “victimized.” Oh, no.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply “keel over and die.” Oh, no.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply “feel bad” about themselves.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply “feel” “less worthy” to be alive.

 

          How arrogant for any abuser to believe simply because abusers abuse then other parties will simply consider or think of themselves as “ugly.” Ha.

 

          No one has such low self-esteem.

 

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Who considers them-selves “ugly”?

Nobody considers them-selves “ugly”

 

          Simply because white people consider the Indigenous “ugly” this doesn’t mean the Indigenous consider them-selves “ugly.”

 

          How funny and arrogant for white culture to believe or think simply because such insults are hurled then one will automatically fall for falsehoods and believe such rude words.

 

          Simply because an abuser says something about another person or persons, the abusive words don’t make it true.

 

          How arrogant to think or believe women of color have “inferiority complexes” simply because women of color are born and exist.

 

          However white doctors teach: if women of color ever consider themselves “beautiful” or “smart” or “intelligent” then such women of color are considered “delusional” by modern standards therefore “mentally ill.”

 

          No, nobody goes around feeling “shame” or “guilt” or “bad” about themselves if one can help it.

 

          Yes, by white cultural modern standards one’s supposed to feel “shame” and “guilt” for being born of color however how tiresome to feel “shame” and “guilt” simply for being born of darker pigmentation.

 

          Being born of color is a natural circumstance and nothing to feel bad about.

 

          No, nobody considers themselves “idiots” or “stupid” simply because others utilize such derogatory words.

 

          Who thinks other people are weak enough to give up their self-worth for abusive spoken words?

 

          Simply because words are said it doesn’t make it true.

 

          The above is simple fourth grade psychology.

 

          Yes, I rode the yellow school bus.

 

          Early on, I learned not to take anything “personally” unless my underwear underneath my street clothes were physically “tugged” or “touched” or repeatedly pointed out then I took issue with being singled out of any group for wearing a brazier in the fifth grade and stood up for myself and asked to please not be touched.

 

          What does anyone take me for?

 

          Do people really and truly believe I think or see myself as a victim?

 

          Then women of color have news for all.

 

          Am I such a psychological weakling I’m supposed to fall apart at any sign of adversity? Not likely. I’m forty. I’ve lived a while. I’ve seen a bit of life.

 

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Obviously,

 

          Obviously, humans don’t make themselves out to be “victims” simply because others’ may “harass” or “victimize” or “terrorize” others.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t perceive themselves as “victims” of “racial inferiority” simply because others may “victimize” people of color.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t perceive themselves as “victims” of “gender inferiority” simply because others may “victimize” people of preferred gender distinctions or gender preferences.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t take anything “personally” unless one’s directly approached and personally addressed face-to-face and spoken to by another party or individual or individuals.

 

          Obviously, humans know “nothing has anything to do with them” unless directly approached and personally addressed face-to-face and spoken to by another party or individual or individuals.

 

          Obviously, humans understand there’s no point in “worrying” about anything since “space, time continuum” is out of humans’ control.

 

          Obviously, “all” humans are born with worth.

 

          Obviously, “all” women are born with worth.

 

          Obviously, no one is “worthless.”

 

          Obviously, “all” babies are born innocent and fabulous.

 

          Obviously, “all” men and women are born equal yet anatomically different.

 

          Obviously, no human is “ugly.”

 

          Obvious, women aren’t “B’s.”

 

          Obviously, women aren’t “C’s.”

 

          Obviously, women aren’t “N’s.”

 

          Obviously, no human internalizes “insults,” or “putdowns,” or “slurs,” or “biases,” or “swear words” since humans are taught “self-love.”

 

          Obviously, humans are hardwired to think “well-enough” of themselves and take good care of their bodies, minds and spirits.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t feel bad about others’ “jealousy” or “envy” or “hatred” since such emotions are fleeting and another’s problem to solve or “sort them-selves out”.

 

          Obviously, humans don’t “verbalize” their deepest “desires” or “dreams” or “life experiences,” however, writing about “life experiences” is about “moral tales” and lessons learned and mistakes made to better pave any path forward towards wisdom.

 

          Obviously, when humans are “victimized” then humans “rebound” and “adapt” and “adjust” and go “forward.”

 

          Obviously, when mature adults are “yelled at” or “scolded” or “treated like children” then such adult humans don’t “internalize” others’ relational weaknesses to give “due diligence” to adulthood.

 

          Obviously, when mature adults “converse” or “discuss” this is considered an “immediate” or “present” or “direct” mode of communications which isn’t at all writing in any recorded “cave painting” or diary or journal entry to reflect back on past events and circumstances to learn to do better.

 

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The Obvious

 

          No, I’m sure I don’t know why “obvious truths” aren’t evident.

 

          What’s difficult about “obvious truths?”

 

          Why in modern America do “the basics” constantly require to be “spelled out”?

 

          In 2018 modern America “the basics” require to be “spelled out” because “the national average” literacy rate is at a “fourth grade” reading level.

 

          In the 1990’s the “the national average” literacy rate was at a “tenth grade” reading level.

 

          If “obvious truths” aren’t constantly mentioned or reiterated then Americans seem “out of sorts.”

 

          Mainly modern America runs on “clichés” for a reason, however.

 

          The same “clichés” are basic and obvious.

 

          Yes, absolutely “the obvious” is important since “basics” are important, however, why does modern America get stuck on first gear?

 

          If “the obvious” isn’t stated then does it mean the obvious doesn’t exist?

 

          If “the obvious” isn’t reiterated then does it mean the obvious doesn’t exist?

 

          What is it about modern American culture which functions from the basis of “generalizations”?

 

          What is it about modern American culture which seems to only be able to function mainly based on rudimentary language or thoughts or concepts?

 

          What is it about modern American culture which if “the basics” aren’t mentioned then culture must constantly backtrack?

 

          Why in the Information Age is modern America’s attitude as though we’re living through the “Dark Ages”?

 

          What is it about modern American culture for which refuses to look past mentioning the basics and arrive at a larger picture?

 

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Humans are Resilient

Humans aren’t weaklings

         

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because someone calls them “derogatory names” or “swear words” or “demeaning insults.”

 

          No, humans don’t change their personal “self-outlook” or personal “self-esteem” simply because another is directly “abusive.”

 

          No, human “self-worth” doesn’t change simply because others are “cruel” or “unjust” or “wrong” about opinions.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others are unjustifiably “controlling.”

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others apply unjustifiable pressure to bend in their favor.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others hate what they’ve become.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others dislike their lives.

 

          No, human self-worth doesn’t change simply because others self-loathe.

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because due to general life’s “adversity.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others consider them “ugly.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others become “racially discriminatory.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others consider someone “bad.”

 

          No, humans don’t fall apart “at the drop of a hat” simply because others place “curses.” (Curses aren’t real.)

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

 

          No, creative writing isn’t “talk-therapy”

 

          “Talk-therapy” is paying to talk to a stranger about deeply emotional and private subject matter or not.

 

          No, writing isn’t “therapy.”

 

          Yes, there’s “art therapy” however such particular “therapy” is usually conducted by a “therapist” to walk the patients through the patients’ emotions and abilities to get to know them-selves better and to think differently than patients usually do to create new neurological pathways.

 

          If one were to need “therapy” then one may go to a therapist to have a therapist walk one through endless of paid sessions.

 

          Remember; the number one problem in the field of medicine and psychology is “sexual exploitation,” “sexual harassment,” “sexual abuse,” “sexual coercion,” “sexual molestation,” and rape of patients by therapists and psychologists.

 

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Creative Writing is a Legitimate

Discipline and Art Form

 

          The only reason I’ve ever attended “talk-therapy” is because white people who don’t agree with my opinions or viewpoints about lifestyle have told me to go to “talk-therapy” however I haven’t ever felt “compelled” or a “need” to talk to strangers about my deepest emotions or life events or situations.

 

          Life’s a private matter.

 

          Health’s a private matter.

 

          Yes, I’ve always felt intelligent enough and emotionally stable and strong to come up with constructive creative solutions to any challenges or problems or difficult situations no matter how pressing the situation or not.

 

          Yes, there’re always healthy choices to make or not.

 

          The only reason why white people believe I belong in “talk-therapy” is if I ever reject spending time with “white people” or don’t divulge or share my most and deepest inner private thoughts or private matters or private relationships.

 

          It’s funny when people get mad simply because one rejects their controlling needs.

 

          It’s funny when people get mad when one doesn’t go to others and shares private information.

 

          No, I don’t like to give up my “free time” or “down time” for anyone or anything or to others’ personal causes or to entertain people whose company I may not like or if I don’t enjoy spending time with certain people with bad habits such as “micro-aggression” or “controlling” personalities.

 

          Ha. Life sure is messy however manageable.

         

          There’re always “tools” and “coping skills” to get by unscathed.

 

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          Winter 2018:

 

“Hamish Macbeth” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Bliss” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Star Wars Rebels” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Drunk History” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“A Fine Romance” (TV Series) Thank you.

 

“Kolchak: The Night Stalker” (TV series) Thank you.

 

“Scorpion” (TV series) Thank you.

 

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          The Programs are Recorded:

 

          Purposely until I make time: Either one or both of the 2013 or 2015 Baseball World Series with the Boston Red Sox I have yet to watch. (I’ve got to look up the dates.) It’s on the list of viewing entertainment.

 

          Purposely until I make time: The 2017, 2018 Oscars I have yet to watch. (Yes, I know which film won 2018 “best picture.” No, I don’t know who won last year’s Oscars much less this year’s Oscars.)

 

          Purposely until I make time: The closing of the 2018 Olympic Games I have yet to watch.

 

          Purposely until I make time: The 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018 “The Bachelor” I have yet to watch. (Hopefully, I’ll watch within the next five years. No, I haven’t ever watched “The Bachelor” however I have this TV show recorded.)

 

          Yes, finally 2018 I’ve begun to make my way through 1980’s decade of TV and cinema.

 

          Yes, finally 2018 I’ve begun to make my way through 1980’s decade of music.

 

          Yes, mostly done with TV and cinema of 1890’s, 1900’s-1910’s, 1910’s-1920’s, 1920’s-1930’s, 1940’s-1950’s, 1960’s-1970’s, 1970’s into the early 1980’s.

 

          Yes, “shadow puppets” are some of the first films. (Film History or “Her-story”)

 

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          Daily Consumed Media:

 

          Mainly on the daily list are “national news” articles and global “current events” and “arts and science” articles and modern medicine articles.

 

          The only news consumed via “cable news” such as MSNBC.

 

          Local news is only reserved for weather.

 

          No, I don’t personally call Ms. Rachel Maddow “Big Sister Rachel.” “Big Sister Rachel” is a phrase first heard in 2013-2015 by Midwesterners.

 

          No, I don’t presume to give anyone any types of “nicknames” unless I directly speak “in person” to another human and convey exactly the “nickname” given and for what good reason(s) or purpose or intent.

 

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Word Count: 2,072

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,946 + 1,389 = 3,376 + 2,072 = 5,448

 

Wednesday, March 7, 2018

 

“A man should hate only his shortcomings.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Edification (improvement or instruction)

 

He did that for our edification, not our amusement.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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Happy Wednesday!

 

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Writers aren’t Victims

 

Women know women have value

(Obviously)

 

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Victimization

 

What’s victimization?

 

Women don’t emotionally fall apart

Because it’s expected of women

To fall apart

 

No, women aren’t vulnerable

 

          Victimization is “persecution,” “oppression,” “ill-treatment,” “unfair treatment,” “discrimination.”

 

          Well, the history of humanity is riddled with “victimization” of men, women and children and the elderly.

 

          No, women don’t “commit suicide” simply because men in general break up with women.

 

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Internalization

 

What’s internalization?

 

          No, women don’t “internalize” any “swear words” or “sexual innuendos” against women’s reproductive body parts or “sexual harassment” or “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          “Victimization” is about power over weaker demographics.

 

          Simply because someone states any “verbal insult” against another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone is or becomes “jealous” or “envious” of another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “taunts” or “persistently teases” or in general harasses another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “projects” their personal feelings unto another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone acts “racially discriminatorily” against another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “stalks” another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “exploits” another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “thieves” from another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

          Simply because someone “brain-washes” another person this doesn’t mean people automatically perceive themselves as “victims.”

 

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The brain is hardwired

To move forward

 

          Women don’t get stuck in one gear

Women aren’t bicycles

 

          Whenever “verbal abuse” or “emotional abuse” or “psychological abuse” occurs this doesn’t necessarily mean the “victimized” must “stay” or “act” or “feel” as “victims” forever.

 

          No, most people don’t ever want to be “victims” of anything.

 

          The brain is hardwired to forget memories.

 

          The brain is hardwired to move forward.

 

          The brain is hardwired to work today.

 

          The brain is hardwired to look forward to the future.

 

          The brain is hardwired to forget any bad experiences.

 

          The brain is hardwired to be content.

 

          The brain is hardwired to dislike suffering and pain.

 

          The brain is hardwired to like food.

 

          The brain is hardwired to heal itself.

 

          The brain is hardwired to forgive and forget.

 

          No, modern women don’t live in the past.

 

          No, modern women don’t continually live and re-live bad experiences.

 

          No, modern women don’t ever think about bad experiences.

 

          No, modern women don’t traumatize themselves.

 

          The human brain doesn’t like re-living difficult events.

 

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The Human Brain Works

 

          No, modern women aren’t “Damsels in Distress.”

 

          No, modern women aren’t sitting around waiting for “Prince in Shining Armor” or “Prince Charming” to appear.

 

          No, modern women aren’t “vulnerable adults” no matter how little money women earn.

 

          No, modern women don’t self-harm since women tend to be sensitive about any “physical pain.”                    

 

          No, modern women don’t “act sad” or “mope around” and feel bad about themselves if men don’t pay attention to women or if men socially reject women.

 

          No, modern women don’t make time to sit around and obsessively think about what went wrong in past experiences.

 

          No, modern women don’t make lists about their less attractive features or qualities or virtues.

 

          No, modern women don’t consider themselves “ugly” or “fat” or “inferior” to men or other animals.

 

          No, modern women don’t get heartbroken by idealisms or untruths or stereotypes about women.

 

          No, modern women aren’t inferior.

 

          No, modern women don’t see ourselves as less than men.

 

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Modern women Know

Women aren’t Inferior

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand when writers write or when writers reiterate life events or when writers reflect and writers look back on their lives, writers are only writing about .0001 percent from memory about writers’ already existent life story compared to the rest of any of which has already happened to one individual alone.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing isn’t in the present. The events already took place.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing is recalling specific events and transferring the memories into present thought then putting memories to page, however, the page isn’t a live event rather a recollection.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing isn’t reliving a trauma.

 

          Yes, modern women perfectly understand writing isn’t internalization of victimhood.

 

         

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

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Writers aren’t Victims

 

Women know women have value

(Obviously)

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand when writers write or when writers reiterate life events or when writers reflect and writers look back on their lives, writers are only writing about .0001 percent from memory about writers’ already existent life stories compared to the rest of any of which has already happened to one individual alone.

 

          In other words: it’s nearly impossible to make a record of all of one individual’s life events.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing isn’t in the present. The events already took place.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing is recalling specific events and transferring the memories into present thought then putting memories to page, however, the page isn’t a “live-event” rather a recollection.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing isn’t reliving trauma.

 

          Yes, modern humans perfectly understand writing isn’t internalization of victimhood.

 

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          Let’s “put it to bed

 

          No, “short hair” in women isn’t “mental illness” rather a manageable “fashion style.”

 

          No, to be “foreigners” isn’t “mental illness” rather humans from other lands or regions.

 

          No, male “dress wearing” isn’t “mental illness” rather “fashion style” or “personal preference” in attire.

 

          No, “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” isn’t “mental illness” rather conditions of the physical anatomy.

 

          No, “physical disabilities” isn’t “mental illness” rather any physical condition.

 

          No, “getting old” in and of itself isn’t “mental illness” rather wisdom, experience and personal preferences.

 

          No, “spitting on the ground” isn’t “mental illness” rather a habit to clear the lungs.

 

          No, “terminally ill” patients don’t purposely give themselves “terminal illnesses.”

 

          No, “cancer” patients don’t purposely give themselves “cancer.”

 

          No, “tumor” patients don’t purposely give themselves “tumors.”

 

          No, “obese” patients don’t purposely make themselves “obese.” (This is a myth.)

 

          No, “auto-immune” patients don’t purposely give themselves “auto-immune” diseases.

 

          No, “psoriases” isn’t “mental illness” rather any type of medical skin “condition” (“situation,” “incident,” “event,” “accident.”)

 

          No, “acne” isn’t “mental illness” rather any type of medical skin “condition” (“situation,” “incident,” “event,” “accident.”)

 

          No, “reproductive hormonal imbalances” aren’t “mental illness” rather a reproductive matter.

 

          No, “sexually revealing attire” isn’t “mental illness” rather a “fashion style.”

         

          No, “crying” isn’t “mental illness” rather releasing hormones.

 

          Yes, by any “modern standards” women may cry anywhere women wish to cry in public places and no one has anything to say about it. Ok.

 

          No, “divorce” isn’t “mental illness” rather relational.

         

          Yes, by “modern standards” “talk-therapy” is considered “mental illness” to not be able to find solutions to one’s own personal challenges, situations and relationships.

 

          Yes, by “modern standards” “dementia” is considered “mental illness” to not be able to remember basic functions.

 

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Public Underwear Movement

 

          Each year around early spring one global movement celebrates yet another year when “pacifist participants” ride public transportation to and from work in their “underwear” as one peaceful protest against “sexual harassment” or “sexual assault” or rape.

 

          Each year “pacifist participants” involved with this remarkable global movement will participate in public parades or publically go in their “underwear” and ride public transportation for a worthy cause such as to pass laws to institute safety for all and any citizens, workers and foreigners, tourists and children and elderly alike.

 

          “Public nudity” is illegal in America.

 

          “Public intoxication” is illegal in America.

 

          “Public urination” is illegal in America.

 

          Legally one may walk around “in the nude” upon one’s either indoor or outdoor American private property. (No, I don’t ever go “in the nude” around any property.)

 

          Legally “indoor” American nudity is. (No, I don’t ever go “in the nude” indoors.)

 

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Proper Attire Outdoors

Vs.

Proper Attire Indoors

 

          The proper modern American public “outdoor attire” to any “restaurant” or “shop” or “deli” or “market” or “square” or “plazas” or “museums” or “public spaces” is “pajamas” and “flip-flops” and “brazier tops” and “sheer tops” 2009-2018. Ok.

 

          The proper modern American public “indoor attire” around the home is whatever is comfortable or whatever one sleeps in or pajamas or “in the nude.”

 

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Word Count: 1,430

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,946 + 1,430 = 3,376

 

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

 

“The man who talks rashly is hated.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Staid (dignified, sober, sedate)

 

A staid old human seldom change their mind.

 

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated, King, Richardson & CO., Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

 

Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

The above passage is indeed correctly re-copied unto this page.

 

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          Corrections were made on dates.

 

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          Supposedly, “divorce” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          (50% of marriages end in divorce.)

 

          Supposedly, “talk-therapy” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “crying” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “psoriases” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “dementia” is considered “mental illness.”

 

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          On average it takes anywhere from ten to fifteen years to decipher or diagnose any type of “physical” symptoms in patients to treat “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” until any proper diagnosis is made by Western medicine.

 

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No One

Knows Anything

 

          The modern facts are no one knows anything for sure or exactly.

 

          No, “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” aren’t “mental illness.” (This has been an American myth since the 1970’s.)

 

          Yes, “Black and Latino Hysteria” is a stereotype by white doctors and white nurses, 2018.

 

          Yes, “pushy Jews” is a stereotype by white doctors and white nurses. 2017.

 

          Yes, “obese” patients make themselves “obsess” is a stereotype by white doctors and white nurses.

 

          Yes, “physical pain” is “psychosomatic.”

 

          Yes, patients are considered to invent imaginary “physical pain” since any and all matters of “physical pain” only exist in the mind according to medicine.

 

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No, don’t ever tell any patients,

Patients give themselves “cancer”

Not factually true.

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “cancer.”

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “terminal illnesses.”

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “tumors.”

 

          No, patients don’t imagine giving themselves “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          No, patients don’t ever want to live in any type of “physical pain” not if patients can help it or prevent it.

 

          {Yes, some forms of pressure on the organs such as tumor pressure does actually cause “physical pain” which is actually felt against the bladder and colon and stomach even though “physical pain” is only considered to be “in the mind” and not in the body therefore “tumor pain” is only thought of as “a figment of the imagination.”} Okay.

 

          Since all or any matter of form of “physical pain” is imaginary then there’s no need for any type of “opioids.” (Tongue in cheek.)

 

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Anatomy

 

The Study of the Human Body

 

          Out of seven (7) billion people on Earth only 6% of the global population has any education beyond the 12th grade, if that.

 

          As a layperson it’s difficult to consider any reasons as to for why any patients would ever imagine giving themselves any type of “physical pain?”

 

          No one ever wants to imagine or live in any “physical pain” or “physical discomfort” or any type of suffering, either.

                                                             

          “Chronic physical pain” is quite difficult to live with or contend with and not any type of matter or type of choice to make.

 

          Since “all” “physical pain” is “psychosomatic” then there’s no reason to complain or whine or talk about any type of “physical pain” since “physical pain” is considered imaginary. Okay.

 

          Nevertheless, “physical pain” is a great way for the body to send signals to the brain there’s something wrong with any particular matter.

 

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6% doesn’t know anything

         

          In order for patients to imagine giving themselves “cancer” then one must know the intricate and internal workings of the human body such as cellular structure and placement of organs and bloodstream and oxygen levels in oxygenated blood as well as know neurological brain functions and hormone liquids and neurological pathways and muscle content and this and the other thing.

 

          In order for patients to give themselves “terminal illnesses” then one must know the intricate and internal workings of the human body such as cellular structure and placement of organs and bloodstream and oxygen levels in oxygenated blood as well as know neurological brain functions and hormone liquids and neurological pathways and muscle content and this and the other thing. 

 

          In order for patients to give themselves “cancer” through “visualization techniques” or other forms of imaginary means then one must have an incredible understanding of the inner workings of anatomy and most patients don’t hold such knowledge.

 

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Medical Misconceptions

 

          Most people barely understand how breathing takes effect (outcome) on brain function and brain patterns.

 

          Most modern Chinese populations believe elephants’ tusks in the form of powders and potions heals “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          No, elephants’ tusks in the form of powders don’t heal “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          Most modern American populations believe “opioids” in the form of pills and pharmaceuticals heals “physical diseases” or “physical illness.”

 

          No, “opioids” don’t heal “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          Most modern American populations believe “facial creams” heals “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          No, “facial creams” don’t heal “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          Most modern American populations believe “imaginary thoughts” heals “cancer.”

 

          No, “imaginary thoughts” don’t heal “cancer.”

 

          Why would patients imagine “cancer” in their bodies?

 

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“Physical Diseases” are Hereditary

         

          “Physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are hereditary and depending on a combination of factors different types of cellular mutation can take hold in the body and manifest into a physical attribute therefore unlocking a particular aspect of cells which develop into “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses.”

 

          “Physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are the weakening of the immune system based on environmental factors or conditions such as “stressors” or contaminates such as bacteria gone awry.

 

          “Physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are environmental factors such as contaminated water.

 

          “Hereditary” “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” are already present within the written cellular structure.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most patients only hope to get well as soon as possible.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people prefer to live independently healthy lives.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people wish to be well without any “physical pain” or suffering of any form or matter.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people aren’t “martyrs” or “victims” simply in hopes of factually scientific cures.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people don’t know the inner workings of their bodies well enough to imagine “cancer” upon themselves.

 

          No, laywomen and laymen and patients in general don’t give themselves “terminal illnesses” as a form of attention or need to be looked after or to be cared for since most people don’t know different types of “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” until the symptoms show up and “physical diseases” takes anywhere from ten to fifteen years to decipher physical symptoms into a proper diagnosis until then one is poked with needles and tests which no one ever wants to spend any time in hospitals or clinics or medical facilities.

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

 

          “Winners” and “Losers” are Metaphors in Storylines:

 

          One knows there’s no such concept as “winners” or “losers” except in made-up fantasy books or “competition” and even in competition no one ever loses.

 

          “Competition” is for sports.

 

          In real life there’s no “winners” or “losers.”

 

          In real life there’s only organic life matter.

 

          The idealism of “winners” and “losers” is fantasy.

 

          There’s no such thing as “bad” people or “good” people.

 

          There’re only people who make choices and decisions to the best of their abilities.

 

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          Icons and Animations:

 

          No, I’m not any type of “hacker.”

 

          Yes, fall of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” to create icons of “smiley” faces.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Yes, in winter of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” for something as simple as any “stick figures” walk or any other animation more developed in the artistry.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Hypothetically, as an imaginary scenario: if anyone were “the last person in the world” and had the ability to “follow code to write code” for icons or animation then one would be able to read code and write code and leave any message as to what happened or “hack” into any system which (in real life) “hacking” is incredibly easy to detect the origin of location and since the “imaginary scenario” would be “the end of the world” there wouldn’t be any need for wealth or cash or money, anyway.

 

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          Ancient Maya vs. Modern Maya: 

 

          Ancient Maya did factually exist.

 

          Modern Maya do factually exist.

 

          Ancient Maya children began work at the age of five and became full adults at five (5) years of life.

 

          In 2010 modern Maya children became full adults at twenty-one (21) years of life.

 

          In 2014 modern Maya children became full adults at thirty-five (35) years of life.

 

          Neurological modern science and development proves the human brain isn’t fully hormonally done developing before the age of thirty-five (35) then hormonal adulthood begins unless…one’s unlucky enough to develop any type of “reproductive hormonal imbalance.”

 

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Personal

Literary

Note

 

“Hovering” as an Analogy

 

          Whenever I write I don’t personally or “literally” “hover” overhead and watch myself write. No.

 

          No, I don’t have “out-of-body” experiences.

 

          To write as though one feels as though one’s spirit “hovers” overhead whenever one writes about the emotion of writing is simply any “metaphor” or an “analogy” to describe the “natural rush” to write, however, one’s spirit doesn’t ever “literally” leave the body unless one’s about to die or dead.

 

          No, my “spirit” and intellect don’t ever “leave” my body for anything unless under the influence of 300mg of horse tranquilizer then one “trips balls” as the American saying goes.

 

          The “natural rush” of writing is the same “natural rush” as running long distance races through the woods.

 

          When one’s done running long distance races then one feels as though one’s elevated or hovers above and overhead, however, one’s firmly planted on Tierra firma with both feet on the ground.

 

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          Makeup is an Art Form:

 

          “Stage makeup” is a genre.

 

          “Stage makeup” is applied with the intent for people in the balcony seats to be able to distinguish or make-out actors’ facial features and expressions.

 

          “Victorian” makeup is for “costume” parties.

 

          “Cupid doll” makeup is for tea parties with the “mad hatter.”

 

          “Baby Jane” little-girl doll makeup is for horror flicks.

 

          “Heavy blush” is for the dead.

 

          A pound of “cake” makeup is for actors.

 

          A pound of “cake” of makeup is for clowns.

 

          Real life makeup is well done or not.

 

          Real life makeup is an art form.

 

          To do makeup well is to know how to apply makeup.

 

          Summer of 2004 I worked for an online shipping and receiving department and filled out orders for stage makeup.

 

          Free company manuals and reading materials could be read about the art of stage makeup and I read each and every manual or free reading material to get acquainted about answering online questions about the stage makeup product line.

 

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Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,946

 

Friday, March 2, 2018

 

“People usually hate what they don’t understand.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Paradox (a seeming contradiction)

 

Chesterton is noted for his use of paradox in his writings.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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Skepticism

Vs.

“Happy Thoughts”

 

          The factual research indicates “cultural forces have whipped up a frenzied pursuit of happiness.”

 

          The factual research indicates “in some situations, happiness carries far more serious risks.”

 

          The factual research indicates “happiness” “prevents us paying due attention to dangers such as binge drinking, overeating and unsafe sex.”

 

          The factual research indicates “though happiness is often thought of as intrinsically virtuous, the emotion brings no such benefits.”

 

          The factual research indicates “those in a continuous happy haze…” “…may be over-reliant on existing knowledge -- leaving them prone to serious errors of judgment.”

 

          The factual research indicates “those in a good mood were less able to think ‘sceptically’ and were significantly more gullible.”

 

          The factual research indicates “happiness” makes people “selfish” which seems to refuse to evenly share the spread of wealth for the benefit of all rather than a few political and economic elite.

 

          The factual research indicates “happiness” is associated with the “cuddle” hormone, oxytocin, “which a handful of studies have shown reduces our ability to identify threats.”

 

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Skepticism is Healthier

 

          The factual research indicates “anger,” sadness,” and “pessimism” “serve useful functions to help us thrive.”

 

          The factual research indicates “anger,” “sadness,” and “pessimism” isn’t “divine cruelty or sheer random bad luck.”

 

          The factual research indicates “skepticism” isn’t cynicism.

 

          The factual research indicates “skepticism” “is harsh, but fair.”

 

          The factual research indicates “the suppression” of anger can lead to “chronic” high blood pressure.

         

          The factual research indicates “anger” has no impact in “heart attacks” however the suppression of anger increases the chances of heart attack by three-fold.

 

          The factual research indicates “optimistic content” declines performance.

 

          The factual research indicates “optimistic thoughts” puts “the obese off losing weight and make smokers less likely to plan to quit.”

 

          The factual research indicates “positive speeches” at presidential inaugural addresses predict lower employment rate and GDP during term in office.

 

          The factual research indicates “defensive mechanism” is anticipating the worst, to be prepared when it actually happens.

 

          The factual research indicates “feeling slightly down enhances our awareness of social cues.”

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

          Post Notes:

 

          No, I’m not a “hacker”

 

          No, I’m not any type of “hacker” or “troll” or “bot.”

 

          Yes, in October 2006 (correction on date) professional broadcast engineers showed me how easy it is to get into any government server however, I haven’t ever personally “hacked” or gone into any private server by myself. I wouldn’t know how to. I’d have to be taught how to “hack” and “hacking” isn’t my skill set or forte or desire. Nope.

 

          No, I’m not any type of “hacker.”

 

          Yes, fall of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” to create icons of “smiley” faces.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Yes, in winter of 1991 we were taught how to “from scratch” “follow code to write code” for something as simple as any “stick figures” walk or any other animation more developed in the artistry.

 

          One has to follow instructions from the code manual then type in the code then with variations of several different “key commands” to create icons or animation.

 

          Hypothetically, as an imaginary scenario: if anyone were the last person in the world and had the ability to “follow code to write code” for icons or animation then one would be able to read code and write code and leave any message as to what happened or “hack” into any system which (in real life) “hacking” is incredibly easy to detect the origin of location and since the “imaginary scenario” would be “the end of the world” there wouldn’t be any need for wealth or cash or money, anyway.

 

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          “Special K” is known as horse tranquilizer

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “horse tranquilizer” in the form of anti-psychotics?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “crystal meth” and “speed” in the form of anti-depressants?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “heroin” in the form of opioids?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “morphine-like” in the form of opioids?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love “being drunk” in the form of opioids?

 

          Oh, who doesn’t love drugs?

 

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No, I’m not personally depressed,

Simply “skeptical”

 

          Oh, I love pharmaceuticals as much as any other person loves any other forms or strains or strands of black market drugs.

 

          Pharmaceuticals are pure rotted sugar candy for the “bones” (possibly the brain) still yet pharmaceuticals don’t change “personality” or “genetics” or “health” or “opinions.”

 

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Pre-menopausal

Acne

 

          Am I “depressed” about my pre-menopausal chin acne? No.

 

          No, one aspect in life for which I’m not ever “depressed” about is my weight or acne.

 

          Personally, I’ve been taught better self-esteem than such.

 

          Yes, I do “visualization techniques” to minimize acne however none of the “visualization techniques” have worked thus far.

 

          No, no one person is ever considered “ugly.”

 

          Yes, as a child I was taught no woman is ever “ugly.”

 

          “White culture” believes or thinks of people in terms of “ugly.”

 

          However, the Maya don’t believe women are “ugly.”

 

          “Ugliness” is any made up concept.

 

          “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.”

 

          Ancient Maya vs. Modern Maya: 

 

          Ancient Maya did factually exist.

 

          Modern Maya do factually exist.

 

          Ancient Maya children began work at the age of five and became full adults at five (5) years of life.

 

          In 2010 modern Maya children became full adults at twenty-one (21) years of life.

 

          In 2014 modern Maya children became full adults at thirty-five (35) years of life.

 

          Neurological modern science and development proves the human brain isn’t fully hormonally done developing before the age of thirty-five (35) then hormonal adulthood begins unless…one’s unlucky enough to develop any type of “reproductive hormonal imbalance.”

 

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Yes, my personal outlook is

“The glass is half empty”

 

          Since 1996 I’ve mainly known of well educated middle income earning “white” demographics love horse tranquilizer since horse tranquilizer is the best form of hallucinations and easy enough to get one’s hands on.

 

          Horse tranquilizer is one of the most highly sought after drugs on the black market after “heroin” and “adderall.”

 

          White people love horse tranquilizer since horse tranquilizer brings about the best visual hallucinations and keeps the patients calm while the patients hallucinate like “Alice in Wonderland.”

 

          No, I haven’t ever sold prescription pills or pharmaceuticals to anyone.

 

          “Special K” also known as horse tranquilizer in the black market and meant for animals, not humans.

 

          Horse tranquilizer feels like a heart attack.

 

          Electric shock is barbarian.

 

          Lobotomies are barbarian.

 

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          “Winners” and “Losers” are Metaphors in Storylines:

 

          One knows there’s no such concept as “winners” or “losers” except in made-up fantasy books or “competition” and even in competition no one ever loses.

 

          “Competition” is for sports.

 

          In real life there’s no “winners” or “losers.”

 

          In real life there’s only organic life matter.

 

          The idealism of “winners” and “losers” is fantasy.

 

          There’s no such thing as “bad” people or “good” people.

 

          There’re only people who make choices and decisions to the best of their abilities.

 

~~~

Personal

Literary

Note

 

“Hovering” as an Analogy

 

          Whenever I write I don’t personally or “literally” “hover” overhead and watch myself write. No.

 

          No, I don’t have “out-of-body” experiences.

 

          To write as though one feels as though one’s spirit “hovers” overhead whenever one writes about the emotion of writing is simply any “metaphor” or an “analogy” to describe the “natural rush” to write, however, one’s spirit doesn’t ever “literally” leave the body unless one’s about to die or dead.

 

          No, my “spirit” and intellect don’t ever “leave” my body for anything unless under the influence of 300mg of horse tranquilizer then one “trips balls” as the American saying goes.

 

          The “natural rush” of writing is the same “natural rush” as running long distance races through the woods.

 

          When one’s done running long distance races then one feels as though one’s elevated or hovers above and overhead, however, one’s firmly planted on Tierra firma with both feet on the ground.

 

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          Buddhism is a real religion:

 

          Yes, “Buddhism” is a real religion.

 

          No, I don’t personally practice “Buddhism” since I’m not a “Buddhist.”

 

          Yes, “Taoism” is a real religion.

 

          No, I don’t practice “Taoism” since I’m not a Taoist.

 

          Yes, I do “Chakra” alignments and Western medicine’s “visualization techniques” to stay healthy down to the cellular structure as well as “breathing exercises” for overall oxygen levels and mindfulness.

 

          No, I don’t pray to “Buddha.”

 

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          Alien Life Form:

 

          No, I’m sure I don’t know anything about aliens or extraterrestrial life form.

 

          Yes, I’m sure informed people know about aliens or extraterrestrial life form or not.

 

          No, I don’t ever “hear” or “see” any hallucinations. If I ever heard or saw any hallucination then I would probably “jump right out of my skin.”

 

          No, not ever have any alien or extraterrestrial life forms made contact with me.

 

          Yes, “new agers” believe “meditation” is a way to communicate through telepathy with aliens or extraterrestrial life form. I don’t know. I don’t meditate.

 

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          Makeup is an art form:

 

          “Stage makeup” is a genre.

 

          “Stage makeup” is applied with the intent for people in the balcony seats to be able to distinguish or make-out actors’ facial features and expressions.

 

          “Victorian” makeup is for “costume” parties.

 

          “Cupid doll” makeup is for tea parties with the “mad hatter.”

 

          “Baby Jane” little-girl doll makeup is for horror flicks.

 

          “Heavy blush” is for the dead.

 

          A pound of “cake” makeup is for actors.

 

          A pound of “cake” of makeup is for clowns.

 

          Real life makeup is well done or not.

 

          Real life makeup is an art form.

 

          To do makeup well is to know how to apply makeup.

 

          Summer of 2004 I worked for an online shipping and receiving department and filled out orders for Ben Nye stage makeup.

 

          Free company manuals and reading materials could be read about the art of stage makeup and I read each and every manual or free reading material to get acquainted about answering online questions about the stage makeup product line.

 

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          The best retailers are tattooed:

 

          The best adjusted modern Americans are people who work in retail and either are adorned with facial or neck tattoos.

 

          Such people seem to have a pulse on modern culture which 50% of women now wear tattoos.

 

          No, I don’t believe in giving myself any tattoos.

 

          However, well done tattoos on other people can be a work of art.

 

 

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Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 2,382 + 1,613 = 3,995 + 1,787 = 5,782

 

Thursday, March 1, 2018

 

“Hatred for insufficient reason is the greatest of sins.”

 

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

 

Modicum (a small quantity or portion)

 

Everyone wants a modicum of praise for the good deeds he does.

 

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Street Etiquette.

 

Shouting.

 

Chapter 9.

Page 136

 

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

 

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          Any foreigners are considered “mentally ill?”

 

          Is America alright?

 

          Immigration is America.

 

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          Queen Elizabeth I is “Shakespeare.” Okay.

 

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Medicine vs. Myths

“The Dark Ages”

Is Medicine at a standstill?

 

          Supposedly, “all” “physical disease” or “physical illness” is considered to originate in the mind.

 

          Supposedly, “all” “physical pain” is considered to originate in the mind.

 

          Supposedly, “all” “physical disease” or “physical illness” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “visualization techniques” cures “all” and “any” “physical disease” and “physical illness” therefore “visualization techniques” cure “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly “cancer” patients give themselves “cancer.”

 

          Supposedly, patients must now learn how to cure themselves through “visualization techniques.”

 

          Supposedly, patients with “terminal illnesses” now cure themselves through “visualization techniques.”

 

          Supposedly, patients who believe “racial discrimination” exists are “mentally ill.”

 

          Supposedly, patients who only think “happy thoughts” cure themselves of “terminal illnesses” or “physical pain.”

 

          Supposedly, “food is medicine.”

 

          Supposedly, people who eat fast food give themselves cancer.

 

          Supposedly, “stress” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “greed” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “laziness” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, “insecurity” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, being born any “women of color” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, being any “foreigner” is considered “mental illness.”

 

          Supposedly, patients of color are not to be believed about any of their medical conditions.

 

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Biologically there’s no “racism.”

Correct.

 

          Humans are one species no matter what color pigmentation.

          Correct.

 

          No, “racism” doesn’t exist however, “racial discrimination” does exist. Correct.

 

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What is “racism?”

 

          Racism is: “racial discrimination,” “discrimination,” “prejudice,” “bigotry,” “intolerance.”

 

          Okay, we’re all caught up to here: biologically there’s no such idea as “racism.” Ok.

 

          According to scientific research “white doctors” and “white nurses” conduct their practitioner services from any “racial discriminatory” point of view or bias against patients of color.

 

          Why do white doctors and white nurses make racial distinctions and stereotypical categories about patients of color?

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “Black or Latino hysteria” (“panic,” “hysterics,” “frenzy,” “madness.”)

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “obese” people make themselves “obese.”

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “the moon’s gravity” causing crime whenever the moon’s full.

 

          False: No, there’s no such factual aspect as “homosexuality” being any type of “disease” or “illness.”

 

          True: Homosexuality is sexual orientation and preference.

 

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What type of person gives themselves cancer?

 

          Of course, no one gives themselves cancer.

 

          Not on purpose, anyway.

 

          Yes, most of the people we know who’ve ended up with any types of cancer are men and women who are well established married couples and happy and content and white working professionals of the community who ate nothing except organics and vegan.

 

          Yes, most of the people we know who’ve ended up with any types of cancer are men and women who are well established married couples and happy and content and white working professionals in the community who practice thirty years of “Yoga” and “Zen Buddhist Meditation” and “happy thoughts.”

 

          “Meditation” is considered to clear the mind and conduct telepathic “communications” with alien life form. (I don’t know. I don’t “meditate.” I don’t practice “Buddhism.” I do “Chakra stances” and “breathing exercises” and “visualization techniques.”)

 

          “Breathing exercises” is considered breathing from the diaphragm through repetitions of timed exercises.

 

          “Visualization techniques” is visualizing internal organs and the internal structure of the body as well as the cellular structures to look and see from the “mind’s eye” to shrink tumors or all completely do away with any internal physical illness or internal physical disease or physical pain. 

 

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Is medicine dead?

Is medicine at a standstill?

 

          Supposedly since “all” “physical disease” and “physical illness” and “physical pain” originates in the mind then are there no more “cures” to be discovered?

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” are “hereditary” (“inherited,” “heritable,” “traditional,” “family”.)

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” are cells for which mutated incorrectly.

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” is when the “immune system” attacks itself.

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” is bacteria gone awry.

 

          At the top of my head: “physical disease” and “physical illness” is environmental factors such as polluted water.

 

~~~

Why do the “grumpy” and “skeptical”

Live to be old?

 

          Supposedly, “all” “visualization techniques” cure “all” and “any” types of “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” and “physical pain” therefore simply all any patients have to do is to train the mind to visualize away and “wish away” any “physical disease” by doing “visualization techniques.”

 

          Why do the “Yoga” and “meditation” demographics get the breast cancers and prostate cancers?

 

          Obviously different types of cancers are found in different types of people of different skin color.

 

          How come cigarette smokers live longer than “Yoga” or “meditation” patients?

 

          Is “meditation” or “pharmaceuticals” or “surgery” all there is to modern medicine?

 

          Why are there many myths involved in medicine?

 

          Since medical “visualizing techniques” are one of three ways to cure “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” and “physical pain” then what?

 

          Is medicine at a standstill and lost inside a maze?

 

          Why is mythology used in medicine?

 

          When did “monotheism” become medicine?

 

          When did medicine become a religion or the occult?

 

          When did medicine turn into white culture only?

 

          Why is there only one type of believable white patient?

 

          Why does modern medicine only believe mostly anything said by Caucasian patients or whites?

 

          Why are women of color considered “mentally ill?”

 

          Why are women of color considered “mentally ill” simply for being born?

 

          Why do women of color get considered “mentally ill” simply for existing?

 

          Is modern medicine a “conspiracy theory?”

 

          Is modern medicine make-believe fantasy?

 

          Is modern medicine “witch-doctoring?”

 

          Is modern medicine “wishful thinking?”

 

          Is modern medicine racist? Yes.

 

          What causes modern medicine to begin from the premise “all” “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” and “physical pain” is considered “mental illness?”

 

          What happened to modern medicine and “wishful thinking?”

 

          What happened to modern medicine’s legitimacy?

 

          No wonder there’s a shortage of doctors in America.

 

          Nursing is vocational work.

 

          Policing is vocational work.

 

          Why is modern medicine so shallow?

 

          Why is modern medicine so “unhappily” racist when there’re no cures for diseases since all illness is considered mental and nothing to be done for any patients?

 

          Why does modern medicine exist when there’re no cures?

 

          Why is modern medicine so lucrative when there’re no cures?

 

          Why is modern medicine dismissive of patients of color?

 

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There needs to be

More substance to medicine

         

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “terminal illnesses” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “cancer” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “tumors” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “obese” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “diabetes” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone gives themselves “acne” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “mentally ill” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe “foreigners” are “mentally ill” simply because foreigners are foreigners otherwise how convenient to dismiss different points of view.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe “foreign adoptees” are “mentally ill” simply because “foreign adoptees” are foreign.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves see “hallucinations” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “insecure” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “paranoid” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone makes themselves “psychotic” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone brings upon themselves “racial discrimination” on purpose.

 

          Well, personally I don’t believe anyone who’s been a victim of “racial discrimination” is “mentally ill.”

 

~~~

Is that it?

 

          Modern medicine is going to leave patients to “visualizing exercises” or “meditation” and “happy thoughts” or pharmaceuticals to cure away any types of “physical diseases” or “physical illnesses” since “physical diseases” and “physical illnesses” are now considered to be “mental illness.”

 

          Has modern medicine come to the end of the road?

 

          Is modern medicine trapped inside maze’s dead end?

 

          Well, how come “physical disabilities” are also considered “mental illness?”

 

          By today’s standard who isn’t “mentally ill?”

 

          Are only rich Caucasians and white people considered “mentally healthy” and no one else?

 

          Are only rich Caucasians and white people “mentally healthy” because they’re the majority and have the money and hold all the power?

 

          Is Western modern medicine “mentally ill?”

 

          The description of “mental illness” is to do the same action without getting a different result.

 

          What’s Western modern medicine so bitter and angry about?

 

          Is Western modern medicine bitter and angry about how “physical disease” or “physical illness” stems from the mind and there’s nothing doctors can do for anyone therefore doctors are no different than the rest of us who know absolutely nothing about medicine?

 

          Is Western modern medicine bitter and angry no one has any real answers to cures? So what. At least tell the truth.

 

          Why is Western modern medicine bitter and angry when Western medicine lives for the mythology doctors are gods?

 

          Why is Western modern medicine bitter and angry to discover modern patients don’t think or believe of doctors as gods?

         

          Why so bitter and angry to discover the field of medicine is a racist one?

 

          Why is Western modern medicine bitter and angry to discover patients of color are dismissed and belittled and harmed with anti-psychotics rather than real medications for real physical conditions such as thyroidism?

 

          Why does Western modern medicine believe Blacks and Latinos are hysterical?

 

 

          Yours Truly;

 

          Gabriel

 

 

Word Count: 1,613

Word Count Goal for the week: 5,000

Word Count for this Week: 1,722 + 660 = 2,382 + 1,613 = 3,995

 

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