Saturday, May 30, 2020

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Hi. Hello.

Happy Saturday!

Bernie Sanders all the way!

(Please, write-in Bernie Sanders’s name into the ballot. Thanks!)

Bernie Sanders has my vote.

Ilhan Omar isn’t to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

Impeach Donald Trump.

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World, I’m present.

Here

Healthier than ever before in my life

~~~

500

National Guard

Hi, good evening.

Please, don’t harm

Our Citizens and Civilians

No, Peaceful Local Demonstrators

Aren’t militia groups

No, Locals aren’t rioting or looting

Please, understand

Locals sweep up the debris

As quickly as we can

Please, know

It’s not Twin Cities’

Civilians and Citizens

Looting or rioting.

No.

Peaceful Demonstrators and

Citizens and Civilians have been called

To go home by 8:00pm curfew

Please, comply or not.

No, we don’t

Personally peacefully demonstrate

Yes, we grocery shopped today.

Thanks!

Kowalski’s, Thanks!

Alde, Thanks!

National Guard, What May Come,

Please, don’t harm our local people

National Guard,

Today the only video for which

Brought me to tears

Was of New York City, NY

News coverage

A white man

Who forcibly threw down

Against the pavement

A petite young woman

Then she hit the back of her head

On the sidewalk

I almost vomited everywhere.

Hypothetically,

If there had been a group of women around

Then we would’ve taken off

Our high heels shoes and

Once taken turns

To hit the violent man

He would’ve had nothing to say

Seriously, what a fascist violent freak

Who is that man and arrest him

Also fire him from his job.

I couldn’t believe what my eyes saw.

I couldn’t.

National Guard,

You must caution

On the side of The People

Because here in MN

The Police Murder

Our Citizens and Civilians

National Guard,

No matter what garbage

Donald Trump spews,

Our Local and Peaceful

Citizens and Civilians

Come

First

No, I don’t like violence

As any other family

Yes, we abide by

The 8:00pm Curfew

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Obviously,

R.I.P.

George Floyd

Oh, our Twin Cities, MN

Community will definitely

Miss the presence of

Mr. George Floyd

No, I didn’t know

George Floyd

Entire Families are ruined

Due to police murders

The People have got this.

No, I don’t believe in

Any killing of any police

No, no more cruel graffiti

Look; the greatest volunteer organizers

And greatest peaceful demonstrators

Are the men, women and children

Who by day hours,

Cleaning up

The streets of Minneapolis/St. Paul

With

Their

Brooms

We love you.

Thursday was the most delightful

Sight of local peaceful

Citizens and Civilians with brooms

Well, what is there to say about George Floyd?

There’s nothing more to be said.

Really, I mean,

Another name

Personally, I’m tired of adding

Names to this blog

Personally, I’m tired of adding

The names of

Murdered

Black men and

Black women and

Black children

What more is there to be said?

Need I say more?

No.

~~~

Exactly

More later…

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Friday, May 29, 2020

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Happy Friday!

Bernie Sanders all the way!

(Please, write-in Bernie Sanders’s name into the ballot. Thanks!)

Bernie Sanders has my vote.

Ilhan Omar isn’t to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

Impeach Donald Trump.

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World, I’m present.

Here

Healthier than ever before in my life

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Military

Hi, Good morning.

Please, be ever so gentle with our

Incredible citizens and civilians

Here, on the ground

The Twin Cities

Has dealt with a lot

Of racism

And police murders

Please, be ever so careful with

The health and bodies of

Our babies, our adult rioters

And adult looters

Please, forgive them.

Now, the insurance companies

Will cover the loss

Military, please

Don’t worry about property damage.

Please, be concerned not to get anybody killed.

On our streets,

We have peaceful demonstrators

With looters and rioters,

However, distinctions must be made.

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Dating Rules 101:

Any female doesn’t pursue any man

Or automatically this takes her out of

The running for marriage

Since she comes across as a

“Gold digger” and a co-dependent childish fool

According to Muslim cultures

Yes, women are worth more than men

Yes, the man chooses the woman

Then she decides

If he is a good enough man or not

To be trust worthy of her

Respect, love and trust

Yes, the man

Usually is truly in love

With the love of his life;

Unless he disrespects

And continues

With 192 online

Subscribers over

Live sex-chat with couples

Within a five-mile radius

Of the neighborhood

Through

Online

Sex-chat rooms

In which in the nude

And on camera

And in real time

One gets

To see couples masturbate

To one’s husband’s

Masturbation session while he

Exposes himself

Naked to the neighborhood

Hahaha.

Kind of funny

Except when it’s happening to you

LOL

Two years ago;

As a monogamous couple

We agreed

We don’t personally socialize with

St. Thomas strippers/drug dealers

With the specific following

Cell digits:

“For a Good Time,

Call Mary”

(612) 558-321_

Yes, online

Live sex-chat rooms

Is cheating

Yes.

We’ve covered this for two years.

Yawn.

Two years ago;

As a monogamous couple

We agreed

We don’t personally socialize with

Central High School

Sexually abused

Alcoholic teenagers

With the specific following

Cell digits:

“For a Good Time,

Call May”

(812) 462-720_

What the hell is a 17 year-old

Desperate and horny

Alcoholic teenage child doing

Trying to text a 55 year-old married man?

Sex

Obviously

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Look:

Ladies, you’re not in competition

With me

No, I’m not a “mean girl.”

Look; I volunteer run the estate and companies

Thus I’m the “housewife”

Personally, I’ll call anybody “fat” to their face

Except I don’t.

However, I won’t allow for

My alcoholic husband

Who can barely walk

Straight most nights

To be seduced by

Mya, a 17 year old

Alcoholic sexually-abused

Horny teenager

Who pathetically

Throws herself

At a 55 year old married man

Who has yet to prove his

Playing skills at the drum,

As well as his

Truthfulness, respect and sincerity

To me

Look, Ladies, I was personally invited here.

No, I’m not “The” competition.

Yes, I arrived.

Yes, I’ve been here for two years.

Well, look;

“The cat’s out of the bag”

1. When my husband gets drunk

Then he likes to torture me

With all of the possibilities

Of women he

Directly tells me by name

He will fuck.

Then he sobers up and

Is completely disgusted by his choices

2. Yes, I’ve become happy.

3. Autonomy.

4. Oh, my dearest ladies,

There’re so many of you.

From Aldi

To the offices’ neighbors

To tenants

To neighbors

To parks women

To beaches women

To freak women,

To bar drunk women

To prostitute women and

Drug dealer women

And stripper women

So many of you

And only one of me

5. Ladies, you’re all in competition

With each other

Because I won this spot

Fair and square

If you’re mean to me

Then he notices

Without me saying anything

Yes, I’ve gone silent.

Yes, I got tired of being called derogatory names.

Yes, I got tired of all of the swearing, screaming and yelling

Thus I’ve gone quiet

6. Ladies, don’t put

So much focus on hating me

Because he actually loves me

However, pathological liars

Always lie and

Alcoholics always tell the

Honest to God brutal truth and

Strippers and prostitutes

Are in the business of seduction

As well as

Horny alcoholic teenage children

Are also in the business of seduction

Oh, ladies, don’t feel bad for me.

I was summoned and

Asked to be here and

Run the estates and empires.

Ladies, I haven’t ever cheated.

Ladies, whenever he

French kisses outside of the relationship

Then I end up with herpes of the lips.

Yes, ladies, I live with a low immune system

So whenever his robust immune system

Picks up an STD then

Immediately I show symptoms

Because I live with throat tumors

Yes, you all now can look forward to

The Herpes Simplex 1 of the facial lips

Yep.

My husband

Gave me Herpes of the facial lips

So now all other women

Will also have herpes of the lips

You’re welcome.

I know, I know.

I hate it.

I deal with it.

No biggie.

Yep.

Whenever men cheat

Then they bring home their diseases.

Yep.

Ladies, I don’t know why you

Pathetically throw yourselves

At my husband because

He will single-out

Exactly who

He wants to fuck

And

To your face

Tell you

Otherwise

Get in line

Because he flirts with everyone

Across the city

And nightly when he gets drunk

He reminds me of a list of

At least 50 women

He’s going to fuck.

For two years

I’ve been reminded

On a weekly basis.

Not okay.

Personally, I end up a happily married wealthy housewife.

You’re not special.

None of us are.

Cheers.

Let’s get happy.

Yes, I’m working on being dainty.

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Mya must not contact

Our family

Mya must get ready

To graduate high school

Please, get horny teenager child alcoholic

Mya a hobby, an age appropriate boyfriend

To go to the Prom with

And please for the love of God

Somebody love Mya

For more than her quick

Smile and over-sexualized demeanor

And constant need to be seductive

And noticed

And suck all of the air out of the room

Furthermore, Mya requires more discipline

Mya may not ask my husband

How serious our relationship is

Mya must not contact my husband

Because frankly Mya

From Central High School is

A child and must not have anything to do

With a grandfather figure

Unless Mya is a gold-digger

We’re mature adults.

We don’t like

Pathetic Little girls throwing themselves

Unto married men

No.

We get it:

Mary and Mya

You want to fuck my husband.

Not okay.

Go away.

Thanks.

Hi, Minnesota.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Thursday, May 28, 2020

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Happy Thursday!

Bernie Sanders all the way!

(Please, write-in Bernie Sanders’s name into the ballot. Thanks!)

Bernie Sanders has my vote.

Ilhan Omar isn’t to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

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World, I’m present

Stop the looting and riots

Thanks

Peace to the Police

Yes, today I peacefully waved at

Every single police car

While we biked the length of

Lake Street

No, I haven’t ever protested.

No, I haven’t ever demonstrated.

~~~

No Looting

No Riots

Thanks

Domestic Lifestyle

As Responsible Mature Adults

Adults are only seduced while drunk

Or intoxicated

Or under the influence of drugs

We still need to grocery shop.

Thanks

We bike.

We skateboard.

We walk.

We garden.

We paint.

We cook.

We clean.

We do chores.

We run errands.

We run an empire.

We break bread together.

We are loyal to each other.

We love.

Each day we make love.

Finally we respect each other.

We play together.

For seven straight days,

The fighting has now stopped.

Completely we have had the best

Seven days of our life

We made Costa Rican peace.

As a couple, we are one

~~~

“We’re Still Here”

Yes, Heterosexual Monogamous Exclusive

Seven straight days of bliss

No fights of any type

Yes

My dream came true.

Yes, “The Taming of the Shrew”

Is my favorite

William Shakespeare

Play with

Elizabeth Taylor

Which

My boyfriend/husband

Who calls me his “Wife”

Tells me I have the eyes of

Elizabeth Taylor.

Thanks.

Wow!

What a tremendous compliment.

And the face of a cratered moon.

HA!

I love it!

~~~

COVID-19 is factually a deadly virus

Yes, wear face masks

Thanks!

Yes, “The Spanish Flu II”

Yep.

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Peaceful Demonstration

Vs.

Looting and riots

“The Los Angeles Riots II”

We’ll rebuild.

We will.

Twin Cities, MN

Hey, we’re right here.

We’re not going anywhere.

We finally committed

To respect each other

In our marriage/relationship.

Yes, we live under the same roof

And in the same bed.

Yes.

Seriously, it’s been the best

And most quiet/peaceful/respectful

Seven days of our romantic relationship.

Whew!

I love it!

We made the peace.

We actually love and like each other.

Yes!

Peacefully, I won!

Costa Rican style.

Yes, I’m an intellectual artist.

Yes, we’re 43 and 55.

No, we don’t make friends with

Alcoholic teenage children

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Peaceful Demonstrations

Yes, I love the peaceful

“Occupy Wall Street Movement”

Of silently and organically

Walking in droves of

Peaceful and quiet

Citizens and Civilians

Peaceful demonstrators

Simply organically walk and

Occupy real estate to

Peacefully stop traffic.

Yes!

Oh, if I didn’t have throat tumors

Then possibly I would

Consider to participate in

Peaceful American demonstrations

Cheers.

~~~

Peace.

Please, don’t loot

Or Destroy

Our Twin Cities, MN

Yes, at 2:00pm,

We personally

Biked the entire

Length of Lake Street

Yes, we visited “The 3^rd Precinct”

Police Department

We saw.

Peaceful demonstrators were peaceful

Yes, the entire length

Of Lake Street, MN

Is destroyed.

Correct.

How do we know?

We were on the ground and

Witnessed and saw

For ourselves

We biked.

We know.

~~~

Yes, please seize destroying

Our gorgeous

Twin cities, MN

Thanks!

~~~

Watch out for bicyclists

~~~

No, I don’t ever call

Anybody

“Cunts,” “sluts” or “whores”

No.

Such derogatory language is

Male Chauvinistic male language

No, I don’t personally

Speak in such any derogatory manner

About women or men or children

Since I took

Women Liberation Courses

Yes, I’m a feminist,

Who dates and is married to

A male Chauvinist.

Yes, correct.

Finally, We famously get along.

~~~

Yes, We’re Still Here

~~~

Yes, we’re

Heterosexual Monogamous Exclusive

Yes, when alcoholics

Get drunk then alcoholics

Get mean and say cruel words

When alcoholics sober up

Then alcoholics get embarrassed

And absolutely don’t really

Have any infatuations, obsessions or

Crushes simply

One gets appalled

Whenever anybody

Has taken the liberty

To touch any alcoholics’ genitalia

Without consent

How am I supposed to feel

When my husband comes home

And tells me some idiot

Pushed themselves unto him

And grabbed his penis?

Really.

Most adults have boundaries

And don’t act victimized or let themselves

Get victimized

So boundaries

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Saturday, May 16, 2020

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Happy Saturday!

Bernie Sanders all the way!

(Please, write-in Bernie Sanders’s name into the ballot. Thanks!)

Bernie Sanders has my vote.

Ilhan Omar isn’t to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

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This is

Literary Exposé

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Present

I’m right here

World, I’m present

~~~

Back away!

My bully is mine.

Nobody beats up

Bully

Except

Self-defense

Yep.

~~~

How does one

Defend against one’s bully?

My dad and

All of my

Male friends

Inform me I’m

The Only One

Allowed

To Self Defend

Against

Bully,

By Informing,

My Bully, I’ve been

Granted

Permission

To Kick

Bully

In The

Testicles

Then

Run.

Yep.

Okay.

Except, I explained

Bully

I haven’t ever before

Kicked anyone

In the Testicles,

So I wouldn’t

Know how to.

Next Stop, Kickboxing.

My dad says I have the right

To self defense

As best as I see fit.

However, for any woman

To take on any man

Is a complete joke

Yep.

Unless...

A kick to the testicles

Even American women

Have told me

To throw

A kick

To the testicles

And

Run.

Okay.

I will.

Bully

Isn’t generally

Bully.

In general

Bully

A charmer

To strangers

And

Cruel

Me.

Yep.

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R-Rated

~~~

Nobody harms

Abuser

Because I’m actually

In love with my abuser

He’s got that going for him.

For as long as I am here

Then no harm shall pass.

After I’m discarded

Then we’ll

Teach the financial lesson

Of a lifetime

Because

Right now

My abuser

Is Watching

The Stock Market

Dwindle all of his money

While I have gone for

Nearly two years

Without pay

For 40 to 80/hour

Workweeks

And I watch myself

Get poorer

While my sadist

Justifies having me work

40 to 80/hour workweeks

Without Payroll

My dad knows all about

My endurance with

Intimate Partner Abuse.

We’ve got this.

My dad and I got this.

~~~

The

“Bongo Bob”

Life

Bully

Literally

Self-defend

What a Mind Fuck

People don’t beat themselves up

Purchasing alcohol

For minors

Is Illegal.

Anytime

Literal

St. Thomas

College

Prostitutes

Named

Mary

Any

Other

Augsburg

College

Prostitute

Named

Taylor

(Not a family friend)

Texts

My Spouse

With pictures

Then

For sure,

Within the same week,

I tend to receive

Any type of

Hair pulling,

Or dragged by the hair,

Or punched in the breasts,

Or kneed in ribs

Or slapped on the ears

Or a literal kick to the kidneys

Because

I’m

Not

Any

Type

Literal

Augsburg

College

Prostitute

Drug dealer

Named

Mary

Who

Hangs

Out

The Monument

Any

Prostitute

Named

Taylor

Who

Hangs

Out

Palmer’s Bar

Nope.

No, I’m not a literal prostitute

Paying my way through

Augsburg

College

Nope.

Hahaha

Graciously, I endure

The kicks, punches and slaps

To the best of my ability

Which is I raise hell and yell.

Anytime, I get punched

In the breast

Then the entire

Neighborhood

Knows I’ve

Literally been kicked or

Sucker punched

Because

An injustice here

Is an injustice every where

Nobody harms my abuser

Because I’m actually

In love with my abuser

What a consolation prize.

I love him

Even though he doesn’t respect me

My dad knows all about

My endurance with

Intimate Partner Abuse

We’ve got this.

My dad and I got this.

~~~

Intimate Partner Abuse

Personally, I don’t like to write about literal physical domestic violence abuse or Intimate Partner Abuse because literal physical violence is an extremely private matter, however.

Alcoholism is common and alcoholics are the easiest people to manipulate while under a state of intoxication because alcoholics like their egos inflated.

Alcoholics simply want toadies around to do their bidding.

Alcoholics like none-alcoholic enablers to serve hand-and-foot to alcoholics and work for alcoholics and clean up the alcoholic all the while sabotaging the relationship in relation to the enable or co-dependent by threatening to always end the relationship as a manipulative tactic or to traumatize their spouse by constantly locking a spouse out of a building all the while eroding away at trust through pathological lies, deceit and physical assault and constant accusations of cheating when there’s no evidence of any such type of malarkey only because the alcoholic abuser’s only quasi relationships are in relation to drug dealers, alcoholic teenagers, bar drunks and college prostitutes who don’t actually pay their way through college, prostitutes lay their way through college therefore any prostitutes’ degree is nil in the same token and manner in which Maya Angelou was a prostitute therefore her writings don’t count for anything.

To be a public writer then one must uphold to serious broadcast standards.

Alcoholics don’t ever like, want or can discuss alcoholism or Intimate Partner Abuse.

Alcoholics tend to go into waking rages of “black outs” and either as an excuse or as an excuse the raging alcoholic pretends not to remember kicking their spouse or the alcoholic lies and says the spouse kicked the alcoholic abuser except video evidence is King.

Alcoholics constantly lie about prostitutes and underage drinking.

Alcoholics constantly lie.

Alcoholics are pathological liars.

Alcoholics know very well what they do, however.

Alcoholism is a great way to excuse physical violence.

How does anybody know I’m not lying about getting beat up?

Well, the X-rays prove it. Hahaha. Funny.

Not really, however.

Yeah, real funny.

The X-rays prove broken bones and broken teeth. Bummer.

Actually, broken teeth aren’t a big deal.

Broken teeth don’t hurt.

Chipped teeth hurt a lot.

Cracked teeth hurt even worse.

Why are broken wrists so common in literal physical domestic violence abuse?

Intimate Partner Abuse is ever so prevalent and common in America and around the globe therefore punching, kicking, slapping, chocking, throwing and hair pulling doesn’t seem to be any big deal to anyone except when such physical assault happens once a week then one slowly watches one’s body deteriorate and one watches oneself slowly get murdered even if this type of abuse doesn’t or hardly ever effects the psychopath or the sadist or same thing or the alcoholic abuser isn’t ever effected actually the abuser lies and says they’re the victim which is the most weird phenomenon to watch unfold and repeatedly occur as a repetitious pattern of abuse.

In the 1990’s and 2000’s feminist liberation courses taught students about how people don’t cause their own rapes, people don’t cause their own beatings and people don’t bring about their own demise because the human condition is wired to survive and live through catastrophic famines, plagues, viruses and natural destructions.

As a public writer and a modern contemporary feminist woman of color, I, uphold to my ethical duties and moral obligations and force myself to publically write down correct sequence of events as they occur for the benefit of the women who will follow after me and hopefully we, as a society, may save the lives of women everywhere especially Indigenous women and Native American women since these are the two main demographics who get murdered in Intimate Partner Abuse.

Personally, I don’t like to ever point out I live with throat cancer much less neither do I like to have to spell out I have dealt with physical violence abuse, verbal abuse, psychological abuse, financial abuse and emotional abuse. Sigh.

Whew.

Yes, I’m a survivor of Intimate Partner abuse. I did it!

Yes, I’m a survivor of literal physical violence assault abuse.

Yes, I’m a cancer survivor! I’m doing it!

Yes, I live with throat cancer.

No, I’m not dying from cancer. I’m living with the darn disease.

Yes, any mishaps or minor injuries or bites for which I have incurred upon my bully then I have done so in literal self-defense while being thrown down a stairwell or slapped in the right ear because violence is so scary and by the time anyone’s literally punched my ankles eight times then my ankles are a literal punching bag then my ankles swell and walking/skateboarding becomes a painful task to endure as breathing difficult to endure after any sustained kicks above the left kidney and below the ribcage then the entire vertebrae goes out of alignment and the lumber has spasms.

Truly, this is physical violence described by nearly a master writer. I mean, what do I have to lose? A lot.

My brains is what I have to lose since I’m a writer and I’m in the business of letters then I have to keep my brain sharp and my wits intact as well as keep a strong intuition and strong sense of self and confident in what I write and say since I actually know what I’m talking about because I was extremely well brought up, well read and well educated and well experienced in computer arts and film arts and writing and mathematics as a broadcast engineer and all around unpaid tycoon.

Writers, we don’t take any beatings lying down.

No, Sir!

We sure don’t.

Although by the time any abuser punches anybody’s ankles eight times them this means the woman’s already down looking up and/or on the floor or on a couch fighting back with as many air-kicks as possible like doing “bicycle” ballet exercises on a Yoga mat.

~~~

No, I’m not a bully.

No, I don’t derive satisfaction

From someone else’s pain

Seriously, in self-defense, I’ve

Been quite lucky

To have my

Ancient Maya Ancestors

Watching over me

And guiding me

In natural

Self-defense

No, I don’t even kill spiders.

No, I don’t ever kill ants.

No, I haven’t ever

Kicked, slapped or punched

Any pet dog

No, I haven’t ever harmed

Children or Animals.

No, I don’t self harm.

Yes, I’m quite a lovely

43-year old public writer

And women of color

Walking around with

A fractured left wrist

Without a cast

Because I’m

Not able

To afford a cast

For my broken wrist

Since I volunteer work

Graphic design for free

Without health benefits

As a slave workforce

To Minnesota multi-millionaires

My Ancient Maya Ancestors

And the Episcopalian God

And Yahweh

Watch over me

Because each time

My Abuser

Abuses me and I self-defend

Then by mistake

My Abuser ends up hurt

Like this morning…

Yes, I did kick the door open, however.

Truly, it was a mistake.

Seriously, I thought the door was latched and then I went to kick the door open and the metal door swung open hard and immediately I was sorry for my brutish and insignificant ignoramus mistake.

Yes, I apologized because I know exactly what the experience of physical brutalization is therefore I know better than to delight from any form of violence abuse because I know very well what it’s like to get up the next morning and walk like a Zombie from muscle spasms and to slowly make coffee like one’s 115 years old and to barely be able to take-in a good breath of air because right underneath the ribcage in which my bones were kicked-in and even though the kick hit fatty tissue the ribcage is got kicked-in and the vertebrae misaligned therefore the vertebrae spasms for about 24 hours later after the initial kick to the upper left kidney and below the rib.

Only a bully knows right where to kick the victimized.

If one were to get kicked right on bone then one gets more severe bruising yet one’s able better to content with a direct impact straight to bone than to soft fatty tissue because soft fatty tissue doesn’t bruise as deeply, however.

When soft fatty tissue is kicked then the bruising is minimal yet the organs around the area are more greatly affected than when kicked to direct bone.

Yes, the problem with Intimate Partner Abuse is the very fact one’s watching oneself be slowly murdered while people around the couple mock the victimized, ridicule the victimized, disbelieve the victimized and dismiss the claims of getting kicked or dismiss the claims of getting slapped or dismiss the claims of getting punched or dismiss the claims of getting slapped some more.

Seriously, the reason why I haven’t left is because I don’t have any financial means to leave and even if I did I truly fell in love with my dream boat of a spouse alcoholic abuser so now what? Where does that leave me? Here and nowhere.

Personally, I don’t like to be away from my spouse unless he knows exactly where I am otherwise I might be able to skip a weekly beating.

My spouse is a pathological liar and only within the last five years has he begun to sneak off to hang out with alcoholic teenage children to purchase alcohol for the alcoholic teenagers then returns home to talk about all of the alcoholic teenagers my spouse would like to fuck which are many alcoholic teenagers he would like to bed and many alcoholic teenagers who tend to manipulate and use my spouse while he’s drunk and quite intoxicated by inflating his ego then he goes to purchase alcohol for the drunk teenage children and allows for alcoholic teenage children’s crushes, infatuations and obsessions only because he’s quite abusive and doesn’t know how to deal with his emotions of rage, disappointment, motherly emotional neglect, old age and certain natural dysfunctions for which begin to take hold on the body as fifty-five years of age sets in and one begins to deteriorate much quicker than earlier decades especially whenever daily alcoholism is introduced in large consumptions to daily lifestyle and living.

My spouse is one irresponsible person who is so needy as to require the infatuations, obsessions and crushes of alcoholic teenage children.

Yes! I feel bad for all of them because they all got into an abusive, using and manipulative situation with my spouse which as of recently within the last five years begun to be a habit of my spouse to hang out amongst alcoholic teenage children which is the saddest thing one will ever see a old middle-aged man do.

Yes, my spouse is an emotional philanderer because he’s an alcoholic.

When my spouse is sober then he swears up and down the street against getting drunk and he thinks the alcoholic teenagers are assholes and ugly over-sexualized horny cunt, sluts and whore, however.

Each night my spouse gets drunk and immediately seeks the attention and company of prostitute drug dealers and 25 year old raped drunks and alcoholic horny teenage children who tell my spouse they want to fuck him.

Gross.

Yes, my heart goes out to all of them because each time we encounter one of any of these demographics then I go home and either get my hair pulled hard or I get dragged by the hair the length of an entire building or I get punched or kicked like a dog.

Every time, I meet and speak my mind to any one of my spouse’s alcoholic teenage children public quasi acquaintances then that same night I get beaten.

For every drunk teenager or prostitute drug dealer I meet I remind them that each isn’t special and everywhere I go then my husband cares just as much about them as the next person to use to inflate his ego then I get beaten. Hahaha. Seriously, I don’t hold back my tongue. Why? I get beat up whether I speak or not. So I might as well put in my two cents before I get a kick to the ribs and kidneys and major internal organs.

Hahaha.

Ah, sigh.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Sunday, May 3rd, 2020

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Hi. Hello.

Happy Sunday!

Bernie Sanders all the way!

(Please, write-in Bernie Sanders’s name into the ballot. Thanks!)

Bernie Sanders has my vote.

Ilhan Omar isn’t to be trusted because any anti-Semitic speech is any anti-Semitic speech.

Impeach Donald Trump.

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This is

Literary Exposé

~~~

Present

I’m right here

World, I’m present

~~~

Back away!

My bully is mine.

~~~

PART I:

How does one

Defend against one’s bully?

My dad and

All of my

Male friends

Inform me I’m

The Only One

Allowed

To Self Defend

Against

Bully,

By Informing,

My Bully, I’ve been

Granted

Permission

To Kick

Bully

In The

Testicles

Then

Run.

Yep.

Okay.

Except, I explained

Bully

I haven’t ever before

Kicked anyone

In the Testicles,

So I wouldn’t

Know how to.

Next Stop, Kickboxing.

My dad says I have the right

To self defense

As best as I see fit.

However, for any woman

To take on any man

Is a complete joke

Yep.

Unless...

A kick to the testicles

Even American women

Have told me

To throw

A kick

To the testicles

And

Run.

Okay.

I will.

Bully

Isn’t generally

Bully.

In general

Bully

A charmer

To strangers

And

Cruel

Me.

Yep.

~~~

PART II:

My bully’s mine.

Nobody

Touches

Hurts

Injures

Bully

Because

Bully

Isn’t

Mentally Ill

Rather

Bully

Has

Personality Disorder

With alcohol drinking

So quite easily to

Seduce

Yet, tends to wake up in time

Not to Cheat.

Hooray.

Must not take advantage of

Alcoholics because

Alcoholics are considered

Temporarily mentally ill.

Yep.

Psychologists and my dad

And male friends

Have explained to me

It isn’t me.

Psychologists do inform me;

I’m not anything special

Bully

Will also verbally abuse,

Manipulate,

Gaslight,

And

Pathologically lie to

Their next victim

Fair enough.

Simply, right now

I’m keeping some other victim

From getting bullied.

Fair enough.

I willingly,

Undertake this task

And responsibility

For as long as I’m able to

Or get cheated on.

Yep.

Psychologists have told me

To expect cheating

Then go no contact

Because all Narcissists cheat.

I’ve been informed

Not to be delusional

About the

Personality Disorder

~~~

PART III:

SECTION I:

REMOTE GRAPHIC DESIGN:

Back away!

My bully is mine.

Everybody else hands off

Bully

Mind your own business

Because I’m always sober

While the neighbors laugh,

I’m starting to laugh, too,

Because I don’t hang out

Amongst drunk teenage children

Since my world

Is a mature adult world

In real life

Tuesday, April 28^th, 2020

My Graphic Design Skill

Got a periodical off to print and press

Remote Graphic Design department

Yes, I’m the boss

Because no one’s helping me out

Therefore I figure it out

I did it!

I alone,

Single handedly

Saved and

Professionally conducted

And ran and bossed

An entire remote

Graphic Design Department

Even though I was constantly

Told I was “garbage”

And I was texted

And told I didn’t know

What I was doing

Which I didn’t

Yet my Photoshop

Excellent proficiency

Carried me through

And I did quite well

~~~

SECTION II:

Lots of

Remote computer work.

Lots.

Remote work,

Graphic Design Advertisements

Everybody Else Hands Off

Bully

Mind your own business.

Because I’m always sober

While the neighbors laugh,

I’m starting to laugh, too,

Because I don’t hang out

Amongst drunk teenage children

Since my world

Is a mature adult world

Therefore I don’t have to

Always have the same discussion,

Conversation and argument

About hanging out amongst

Drunk infatuated horny teenage children

Or horny people in their

Twenties or horny people

In their thirties

Who haven’t ever or yet

Proven to

Have contributed anything

Of worthwhile

The world

As we already have

By Middle-age

As early as 19, I went down in history

For choreographic a modern ballet

Debuted at the Walker Arts Center

At this point, I have more than

Worthwhile contributed to the world

Something to talk about

And to be listened

About how I handle

My industry

In an era

Of remote

Computer graphics

And film work

~~~

SECTION III:

Yet, once again I’ve

Been thrown back into the

Business of film producing

As a 50%/50%

Business partner

Because I know what

I’m talking about

Certainly, I’m a classy woman

Even when daily I put

Bully

Their

Place

Because

I’m no Longer

And I don’t do well

With emotional, psychological or verbal

Incessant

I make awesome choices and decisions

As a well developed and mature adult woman

Right now, I’m in excellent health

While building a film studio

And remotely

Running an entire

Graphic Design Department

For which this week I alone

Did a graphic layout

Periodical for publication

Even though the boss

Undermined each step of my process

To get the periodical

Off to the printers

And ready for publication

~~~

SECTION IV:

Miscommunication with a Bully

Is often and frequent

Others’ Insecurities

And Perpetual

Self-Induced

Chaos,

Turmoil

And

Melodramatic

Screaming,

Swearing

And

Yelling

Bad

Theatrics

Miscommunication

Incredible

Watch

Unprofessional

Verbally abusive

Measures unfold

To Pressure any

Remote Graphic Designer Boss

To meet an immediate deadline

And a Final Draft

On the Bosses’ desk

One day before

The deadline is due

All the while

Swearing, screaming and yelling

Like in Newsrooms

One doesn’t do anything

Except cry

Because the

Enraged individual doesn’t

Know better

To do better

To communicate better with words

Rather than personal insults,

Belittling, undermining, patronizing,

Condescending,

Whispered epithets

And name-calling

Of continual one-to-three hours

Per day of being texted

Cunt, slut, whore

Sets my nerves on edge

And either I yell

Or I swear back

After three stupid hours

All the while

Doing

The Boss

A huge favor

He doesn’t know

How to do for himself

By the time I get

On the Horn (cell)

And I start

Screaming and crying

To please

Stop calling me

A cut, slut and whore

I don’t grovel.

Please, make the peace.

Please, don’t bring up past grievances

While I make The Boss Money

While I graphic design layout

An entire periodical for publication

And make a corporation

Sufficient money to

Donate to veterans

Which

My greatest and closest

Cause to my heart

Always has been,

Always will be

~~~

SECTION V:

Bully

A Narcissist

Emotional sadists

Narcissists are often

Into melodrama and bad theatrics.

Narcissist alcoholics are what they are.

Emotionally and verbally

Mean and cruel

Inclined towards

Bad theatrics

Towards

Public humiliation

To verbally insult

Or threaten to

Leave their spouse

At public places

Along with

Sexual deviance and perversions,

Constant pathological lying and

Manipulation to gaslight

Their monogamous

Heterosexual

Exclusive

Spouse

While

Continual

Belittling,

Name-calling,

Insults,

Threats to cheat,

Threats to end the relationship

Which psychologists

Have explained to me

Which sober or otherwise

An emotional sadist

Has to work hard

At not criticizing and gossiping

About their spouses

While constantly

Looking for their

Next victim

Because emotional sadists

Are toxic humans

Who are constantly

Miserable

Therefore

They will always criticize, belittle,

Undermine, Hate and hate some more.

Oh, well.

Same tune, different day.

Well, that’s all for now.

Hahaha.

What’s so cool about this experience

Is that finally

I learned I’m not low self esteem,

Don’t lack confidence and

I definitely am quite capable

As I have proven for the last

Eight weeks of

“Holding down the fort”

By remote means

To carry an entire

Graphic Design Department

Without pay except

For cigarettes and food

I also

Begun to construct an entire

Film studio for a

Particular company.

My budget:

$650,000.00

Locked-in contract

Because my architectural,

Priming, painting and vinyl flooring

Ideas are awesome

To work with a space

Dry as a bone

While foam insulation is

About to be applied

For $7,000.

Yes, I’m a silent business partner

Because I’m the sober one

And I’m 4-to-10 steps ahead

Of all of the business owners

Because I have a vision

And I can simultaneously build

A film studio

From scratch and

Remote boss

An entire

Graphic design department

By myself

While screamed at.

~~~

SECTION VI:

My bully’s mine.

Nobody

Touches

Hurts

Injures

Bully

Because

Bully

Isn’t

Mentally Ill

Rather

Bully

Has

Personality Disorder

And Is An Alcoholic.

Psychologists and my dad

And male friends

Have explained to me

It isn’t me.

No, I don’t drink alcohol.

No, I don’t use any drugs.

No, I don’t have a mental illness.

No, I don’t have a personality disorder.

No, I’m not immature.

Yes, I have a literary mouth on me

Thus and therefore I use it against

Any bully

Who dares call any woman

A cunt, slut or whore

Each day for hours

Simply to emotionally

Torture the woman

Until the woman starts

To call the emotional sadist

Cunt, slut and whore

Then the emotional sadist

Takes great offense

And gets easily insulted

And takes everything personally

And lashes out without any warning

Due to low-self esteem and lack of

Self worth.

Yes, I mean to be here.

For crying out loud

I’m an adult mature woman

Smart and sexy

Yes, I was invited to be here.

Yes.

Yes, I work myself to death

Even when being screamed at

While laying out an entire

North Dakota

Periodical

For publications

As my texts

Screamed and yelled I

Was a cunt, slut and whore

While I wept then finally

At the end of an hour

I pick up the phone

And I start yelling into

The horn at the other

End of the receiver

Because to layout

An entire remote

Periodical ready for publication

Without any help

Or any guidance

Is awesome.

One has to have nerves of steel

To layout an entire periodical

While being text-screamed at

And called a cunt, slut and whore.

I, alone, got the periodical publication out

For print and press

~~~

FOOTNOTE:

The secret about

My published periodical publication:

One entire advertisement

I reconstructed from

Graphic design text

And visual elements

And the editor

Didn’t notice

Therefore I

Didn’t say a word

Because there was

No original advertisement

So I went ahead and built

The advertisement

From scratch

From graphic elements

~~~

FOOTNOTE II:

Thank you to

Eighth grade

The Marshall High School

Graphic Computer Arts

For teaching me how to

Layout an electronic

Graphic layout

For periodical

And winning an award

For most correct

And well layout

Of the entire class

Chosen by my peers

By the eighth grade I

Was already taught

How to layout

A periodical

And correctly aligned

And scaled to

Template

Publish and circulate

Amongst my classmates

Who voted on best and correct

Graphics periodical layout.

I kept the award.

It’s been the best award I ever won.

It came to reality this week.

All of my eight grade skills came into play

Plus my Bradford College, Bradford MA

September 1996 - May 1998

Final Cut Pro

And

Photoshop

As well

As University of Iowa, Iowa City, IA

(The Rapi-est School)

September 1998 - August 2000

Final Cut Pro

And

Photoshop

For film non-linear editing

And

Classes in

“Graphic Arts”

In the department

Multi-media

Yes, after one semester

Of Graduate work

I dropped out.

Graduate school was too expensive

Yes, my senior year of college

I did all first year graduate work.

Yep, that’s why I can layout

An entire periodical all by myself

Hahaha

~~~

UPDATE:

Ok, not

The “Black Plague II”

Except, I can’t stop thinking

Of Shakespeare and his family

During “The Black Plague”

However, I love the sound of

“The Black Plague II”

Okay, “The Spanish Flu”

Which I know a lot about

The history of “The Spanish Flu”

We’re still reeling

From the changes and

Aftereffects of

“The Spanish Flu”

In lifestyle and socialization.

Yep.

Personally, I think

“Protesting”

In the era of COVID-19

Is foolish.

A gradual opening

Of businesses

Is Wisest.

Personally, I have found out

The only true way

To keep COVID-19 away

Is anti-bacterial soap.

That’s it.

Wash hands often.

However, don’t dry-out hands

So one doesn’t

Get cuts to contend with

A virus is nothing like cancer.

Thank God.

A little bit of

Soap and water

Goes a long way.

If you get COVID-19

Then one will know it!

It’s like the “Swine Flu”

Except ten times worse

Weekly, grocery shopping.

Daily walks at dusk.

Or skateboarding at dusk

To make it on time

To see

The sunset

Yet in time

Not to

Skateboard back

In the dark.

No night skateboarding

Unless with

Appropriate

And

Proper

Lighting, gear and helmet

~~~

Cheaters

Narcissists

Abusers

Sexual Deviants

Manipulators

Pathological Liars

Users

Intimate Partner Abuse

Sincerely, I hope women

Blow-out men’s eardrums

For all of the quietly spoken

Incensed Narcissistic

Emotionally sadist

Car commentary about

How men want to

Invite prostitutes over

To have sex

Under one’s roof and

In one’s home

In the age

Of COVID-19.

WTF!

WTF is right.

~~~

Personal Segway I

Yes, Einstein is in the house.

August 2017, Los Angeles, CA

Nicknamed me “Einstein”

Yes, Shakespeare is in the house.

As early as September 1996 to

November 1997

Bradford, MA locals

Begun to nickname me

“Shakespeare”

Yes, sober Hemmingway is in the house.

As early as August 2017

Uptown, Minneapolis, MN

And

Again October 2018

West Bank, Minneapolis, MN

Begun to nickname me

“Hemmingway”

Ok.

~~~

Personal Segway II

Plus, the entire world

Knows as an Empath

I’m deeply connected

And in love with

Dogs, Cats, Eagles,

Green Sea Tortoises, Parrots

Sloths and Penguins and Hamsters

And Cows, Goats, Roosters, Chickens

Donkeys and Mules

Plus, Alaskan Huskies

These animals chose me.

I didn’t choose the animals.

Personally, I’m talking

About a connection to animals

Such as “animal spirits”

From the Ojibwa point of view

Or any other Native American point of view

Simply because people have a

Connection to animals

And feel the safety of “Animal Spirits”

This doesn’t make people

Labeled insane

Just because white people think

It’s insane

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

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