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Quick Notes on Monday, February 1, 2016

Corrections:

She’s a “blonde.”

Her hair is dyed “blond.”

Quick Notes on Wednesday, January 27, 2016

“Wounded Warrior Project” is factually a proven scam.

Quick Notes on Monday, January 4, 2016

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2014 Census Bureau

According to the 2014 Census Bureau the “average” or median individual (one person) annual income of most “working professionals” “experts” and “masters” with 4-year B.A. “professional degrees” (Engineering for example) is factually $88,530 (eighty-eight thousand dollars.) Yes, correct.

Technically and factually by one 4-year college diploma B.A. degree Eric’s the only Broadcast Television Engineer at Eric’s boss’s company.

Eric’s boss swindles Eric by $40,000 (forty thousand dollars per yearly salary for thirty (30) years.)

Eric’s boss believes “vacation time” is the same as “sick time” thus our “vacation time” and “sick time” is all rolled into one. (Ha!) Quite illegal.

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Yes, Eric earns seventy thousand ($70,000) of his own money on “working professional” Engineering consulting work alone for which he works on weekends and at night.

No, not all of the money I make directly goes into our household.

Yes, we have many stocks and assets and financial capital ventures and charity and investments other than our home.

No, goodwill isn’t the same as investments. No. Correct.

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No, we don’t love celebrities or writers or directors or producers

Yes, we love shows

In no Particular order

We love any show with “Anthony Bourdain.” (Thank you.) (Our favorite)

We love the show “Two Fat Ladies.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “The X Files.” (2016.) Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Marvel Agent Carter.” (2015, 2016.) Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Scorpion.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Doc Martin.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Star Wars: Rebels.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Modern Family.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Superstore.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love “Mickey Shorts.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Agatha Christie’s Partner’s in Crime.” Thank you.

We love the show “Gadget Man.” (2015.) Thank you.

We love the show “Travel Man.” (2016.) Thank you.

We love any show with “Lucy Worsley.” Thank you.

We love any show with “Darren Brown.” Thank you.

We love the show “Graham Norton’s” red chair. Thank you.

We love the show “Downton Abbey.” Thank you.

We love the special “Sherlock: The Abominable Bride.” (2016.) Thank you.

We love the show “Tracey Ullman’s Show.” Thank you.

We love the show “Death in Paradise.” Thank you.

We love the show “Mozart in the Jungle.” Thank you.

We love the show “Da Vinci’s Demons.” Thank you.

We love the show “Game of Thrones.” Thank you.

(We finally viewed the entire last season. It is excellent. Getting through the first three episodes was a nightmare.)

We love the show “Real Time with Bill Maher.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Rachel Maddow Show.” Thank you.

We love the show “Alpha House.” Thank you.

We love the show “Fresh off the Boat.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Muppets.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Goldbergs.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Middle.” Thank you.

We love the show “Telenovela.” Thank you. (Eric will watch with me only because I’ve asked him to thus he does.)

I love the show “The Big Bang Theory.” Thank you.

I love the show “Last Man Standing.” Thank you.

We love the show “Little House on the Prairie.” (Thank you, Laura Ingalls Wilder.)

Friday, January 29, 2016

“Let us wage a moral and political war against the billionaires and corporate leaders, on Wall Street and elsewhere, whose policies and greed are destroying the middle class of America.” --- Bernie Sanders

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A book: “Manners Culture and Dress: of the Best American Society, including social, commercial and legal forms, Letter Writing, Invitations, &c., also valuable suggestions on Self Culture and Home Training” By Richard A. Wells, A.M., Illustrated,, King, Richardson & CO,. Publishers, Springfield, Mass., and De Moines, Iowa, 1891.

Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

Page 136

Never speak to your acquaintances from one side of the street to the other. Shouting is a certain sign of vulgarity. First approach, and then make your communication to your acquaintance or friend in a moderately loud tone of voice.

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President Bernie Sanders!

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See you on Monday, February 1, 2016.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Word Count Goal: 1,000 personal journals

Word Count:

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 5,981

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #3 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #66 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #11 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #285 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #706 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #137 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #46 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication challenges about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #7 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #67 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #28 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #14 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

*) Week #19 (09/03/15) on Anti-depressants one per day by mouth: “Escitalopram Oxalate 10 MG” To my personal chemistry and brains and mind this one single daily pill is exactly like three continuous cocktails “pumped” directly into my bloodstream 24/7. However, I’m not supposed to write about it thus I won’t. No, I don’t skip one single dosage. I’m addicted exactly as when any baby is addicted to sugar candy.

Thursday, January 28, 2016

“Leadership is a privilege to better the lives of others. It is not an opportunity to satisfy personal greed.” --- Mwai Kibaki

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Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

Page 136

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President Bernie Sanders!

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When did Mr. Bill Clinton and Chelsea Clinton sign up to run for president?

They don’t get it?

Do they?

The Millennials love to stare at the Clintons like a freak show.

While the Clintons simply freak out the Generation X.

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Bitter Writing is Difficult to Swallow

When one writes hamburger reviews then please be concise and clear otherwise one is lead to believe either one has a terrible editor or one’s a bad writer.

Too many jumbled words crunched together and the overuse of dashes and commas is a sign of insecurity in any writer therefore the writer overcompensates by showing off what turns out to be bad writing in general.

Whenever any writer isn’t understood by readers then the writer’s main purpose in their writings is to write for their ego and not to share their thoughts outside of their heads.

To write for one’s own ego is the same as to force the readers to watch any writer masturbate and get off on their writings while the rest of us have to clean up cum off of our faces.

To be wordy is to exclude the reader.

Writer’s Workshop 101.

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On-Camera Unprofessional Workers

No, I’m sure I don’t know why the corporate mass media’s on-camera unprofessional personnel aren’t respectful of their viewers.

We haven’t watched morning or evening news since December 2015. We don’t know about on-camera immature professional workers. We don’t know. Except what viewers complain about.

Morning and evening news seem like fear mongering and poison to the soul and a dagger to the spirit and murder to the mind therefore we don’t miss any of it.

We read Reuters and watch The Rachel Maddow show.

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Perhaps, on-camera unprofessional personnel portray what they think they can intrinsically hide from viewers which most likely is some type of deep seeded hatred for the viewers and self-loathing turned into campy caricatures of their fractured egos thus on-camera unprofessional workers are undisciplined haters and would rather “divide and conquer” with southern “ya’ all’s” and address their on-camera co-workers with an outdated 1992 “guys” rather than be respectful all around.

Who knows why on-camera unprofessional workers do seem to hate the world as much as they do when they make millions off of paid by sponsors.

(Oh, I could really get into the psychology as to why on-camera unprofessional personnel do come across as hateful especially when they act-out bubbly. Hidden aggression.)

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Personally, I think on-camera immature workers have some type of regression.

Most likely most television people quit learning anything valuable right after their senior year in High School thus the reason for why on-camera unprofessional workers do seem brain damaged is because they are brain damaged to a certain extend and aren’t able to mature into their full cerebral adulthood since they also live in a regressed bubble of television inadequacies and misinformation.

Most on-camera unprofessional workers come across as though they have no idea what’s been going on the ground through 16 year’s war therefore they like to sugarcoat life even though most “working stiffs” can barely afford the expensive bread sold in grocery stores.

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Please, turn off the tube and read headlines.

On-camera unprofessional workers are ever as out of tune and out of sync and out of date with the present times it’s uncomfortable to watch dinosaurs die a slow death especially when they’re twenty years old.

Unprofessional anybody is a dying dinosaur in an age in which respect and correct enunciation and pronunciation and even tone and smarts are all the rage and do matter since we’re uniting this country and not dividing it with inadequate needs to be noticed as authentic or “different” or “special” than the rest.

No, I don’t know why on-camera unprofessional workers require to be noticed as “special” since they’re already on television.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

P.S. Please don’t give too much attention to on-camera unprofessional workers since they don’t seem to respect anything about viewers. All they care about is ratings and money. They’re the walking dead. (Ha! I made a little joke.)

Word Count Goal: 1,000 personal journals

Word Count: 497

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 5,981

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #2 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #65 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #10 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #284 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #705 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #136 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #45 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #7 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #67 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #28 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #14 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

“A dead man is mourned for seven days, a fool is mourned for a lifetime.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Criterion (standard for judging, model)

We must set up some kind of criterion before we pass judgment.

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Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

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President Bernie Sanders!

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Where’s America going to get free universal health care and free tuition from?

America’s going to get its taxpayers’ taxes back from the Industrial War Complex.

Instead of having the taxpayers’ taxes go towards an endless Middle Eastern 16 year’s war rather taxpayers’ taxes will go towards free universal health care and free tuition.

Now there’s a novel idea politicians don’t ever come up with because war makes money for politicians while war starves taxpayers.

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Ms. Hillary Clinton shan’t be the first woman president of the United States of America since she seems indifferent to the real plights and debates going on the ground.

Ms. Hillary Clinton is a multimillionaire by more than one-hundred times over.

Don’t worry about the Clintons since they’ll eat and sleep well tonight and every other night for the rest of their lives while they climb into bed with the banks and Wall Street.

Stop this 16 year’s war!

Bring our troops home!

Why did the world pass by Ms. Hillary Clinton while Bernie Sanders is right on beat?

It’s a totally different world then it was in 1996.

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Groceries are Expensive 2016

Every 2 weeks we set aside $400.00 dollars for groceries.

However, $400.00 dollars every 2 weeks for our grocery budget doesn’t seem to be enough money per one household of 2 “working professional” adults and 1 twelve pound dog.

$400.00 every 2 weeks doesn’t seem to stretch far enough and I don’t eat out daily anymore.

On Sunday nights we order or pick-up or (takeaway) amazing cheese burgers (without onions) and “tatter tots” from Broadway Pizza otherwise our nutritional intake is practically vegetarian and we mainly love non-hormonally induced beef protein.

As of late 2016 groceries seem to be more expensive to purchase healthy foods than to eat fast food or to ‘eat on the run.’

If I cutout anymore of our grocery budget then all I’ll ever be able to serve is rice and beans and low-fat cottage cheese which is alright with me since rice and beans is all I ever grew up with for the first ten straight years of my life.

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Bi-weekly $400.00 Grocery Budget isn’t Enough

Yes, bi-weekly $400.00 dollars isn’t enough money for any type of decent grocery budget for a household of 2 “working professional” adults since good quality food is extremely expensive.

Yes, my 89 ‘years of life’ best-friend continues to tell me it’s not my imagination groceries are expensive since almost anything is quite expensive nowadays.

We’ve cutout all of the “extra fat” (no pun intended) in our grocery budget and we still seem to come under $150.00 dollars short which we cushion out of our own pockets.

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How are groceries ever as expensive as they are?

Weekly we purchase from CUB Foods 1 bag of Yukon potatoes, 1 bag of sweet potatoes, 1 large low-fat cottage cheese, 1 no-fat yogurt, 1 or 2 vegan non-GMO 6-packs of soda, 2 bags of “Crystal Farms” cheese sticks (since one of our best-friends knows the owner of “Crystal Farms then we’re loyal,) 2 cartons of cage-free non-GMO eggs, 2 Califia almond milks, 1 non-GMO peanut butter, 1 non-GMO blueberry jelly, 2 boxes of cereal, 2 boxes of “Culinary Circle” (correction on brand) crackers, 1 or 2 organic oatmeal boxes, 3 or 4 cans of organic “Wolfgang Puck” vegetable soups, 1 or 2 cans of black beans, 1 large bag of brown rice, 2 “Junior Mint” boxes, 1 small “Planters” mixed peanuts, 1 large bag of potato chips (no artificial preservatives) and no fruit or vegetables since we don’t like fruits or vegetables at this stage in our lives. We don’t.

Bi-weekly we purchase no-dye and no-perfume “Arm and Hammer” or “Seventh Generation” laundry soap as well as “Essential” no-perfume dryer sheets.

Bi-weekly we purchase 2 tubes of “Pepsodent” toothpaste plus 2 toothbrushes.

Bi-weekly we also purchase 2 tubes of “Colgate’s Optic White” toothpaste.

Monthly we purchase brown coffee filters as well as regular and decaf coffee.

Monthly we purchase 2 deodorants.

We don’t purchase any creamer since the calories add up.

Weekly we purchase (whenever we can find it) 1 large bamboo toilet paper, 2 rolls of free-trade paper towels and 1 large bag of free-trade napkins and four bathroom hand soaps and 1 “Seventh Generation” dish soap and my Neutrogena “acne” shower grapefruit face wash (I swear by this product for the past 10 years) and my Lubriderm (pink bottle only) body lotion, not face lotion.

If I wear anything other than the Lubriderm pink bottle lotion then my throat closes up and I swear I begin to go into slight anaphylactic shock.

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“Garden of Eden” is a Separate Budget

On average bi-weekly since September 2015 we’ve begun to purchase about $85.00 dollars from “Garden of Eden’s” conditioners and face lotion and hand lotions such as “Archipelago Botanicals” which happens to be one of the best lotions in the world.

However, “Garden of Eden’s” non-animal tested products are another household budget all together.

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“Market Food Place” is included in our Grocery Budget

Bi-weekly we budget $50.00 for “Market Food Place” “Kettle River Pizzas” which we bring home and store in our freezer.

Our freezer is average size therefore it’s not like we can purchase anything in bulk.

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By Choice No Fruits or Vegetables

We’re fully mature adults and nobody will make us eat fruits or vegetable unless we must otherwise forget it.

Many vegetables have deadly gasses I’m not able to down therefore I stay specifically away from asparagus, cauliflower and peas and broccoli.

Bananas are too fattening.

Apples are too much work.

Most fruit has lots of calories.

We know what we’re doing.

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Other Budgets

Eric’s bi-weekly lunch budget is a separate budget from our grocery budget.

Our liquor budget is separate from our grocery budget.

Our gas budget is separate from our grocery budget.

Our downtown monthly parking of $160.00 is separate from our grocery budget.

Our “Garden of Eden” bi-weekly lotion budget (average $85.00) is separate from our grocery budget.

Our bi-weekly Armani apparel online shopping is separate from our grocery budget.

Our bi-weekly 2016 travel budget is separate from our grocery budget.

Why are we coming up short $150.00 each month on our grocery budget?

We’re grateful to have a bit of a personal cushion to cover this ever expanding grocery budget which buys us barely anything.

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How do most Americans do it?

Yes, we’ve cutout shampoo, hair rubber bands, fair-trade green tea (stains teeth,) 100% non-hormone milk (too gassy,) and organic ice cream (sugar) and fair-trade chocolate (haven’t gotten around to eating it) and blocks of "Crystal Farms" "farmer cheese" (can’t find it in the Twin Cities) and non-GMO our favorite pancake mix (haven’t purchased it since “Byerly’s” is a bit out of our way) and fruit and vegetables (don’t like the taste of them or the calories in fruit right now.)

What more shall we need to cutout from our grocery budget?

We barely purchase anything as it is.

We purchase the bare essentials.

We’re still going $150.00 dollars over on our monthly grocery budget.

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Our Meager Retirement Savings

Yes, we’re going to leave the stock market and Wall Street alone since we don’t much like to do business with fools much less the greedy insane.

However, within the next month we’re going to take out $6,000 dollars from our retirement savings and put it into our savings account and wait until after taxes 2016.

The corporate mass media goes off half cocked about the stock market and Wall Street faltering.

However, nobody’s gone to jail yet for the stock market’s incompetence or Wall Street’s bailed out created crash of 2008-2009 when Americans lost each single penny of their retirement investments.

This time we’re opposed to getting ‘caught-up’ in the melodramatics of Wall Street and their bi-polar criminal governmental bailouts.

Unfortunately, we’ll have to take out money from our meager little retirement savings and hang on for dear life since the corporate mass media and Wall Street and the stock market don’t seem to ever be stable enough to follow it or rock steady about anything anymore.

When did the bi-polar Wall Street market and the inept corporate mass media become insane and we all go along with it?

Weird.

Creeps. Yes.

Perverts. Definitely.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 5,484

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #64 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #9 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #283 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #704 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #135 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #44 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #7 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #67 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #28 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #14 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Tuesday, January 26, 2016

“A fool if rich is treated like a lord.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Mutability (changeableness, tendency to change)

Mutability is characteristic of a living language.

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Street Etiquette.

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President Bernie Sanders!

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Correction from “Hilary” to “Hillary.”

Hillary has two “l’s.” I always get it wrong. I beg your pardon.

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Bernie Sanders for the Democratic Nominee 2016

No, I don’t know the reasons for why the established Democratic Party won’t get behind Bernie Sanders in support of the Democratic presidential nomination 2016?

It’s already been highly established Ms. Hillary Clinton has ‘too many ghosts in the closet’ to be trusted in any ‘way, shape or form’ with the highest honor ‘in the land’ for the position of president of the United States of America.

If Ms. Hillary Clinton truly believes the words she’s spoken on her presidential campaign trail then she would’ve already accomplished such tasks at least 10 years ago.

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Concerns about Ms. Hillary Clinton

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she's owned by SuperPacs.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton the world’s passed her by and she’s still deeply entrenched in the old way of conducting business.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she's made about 150 million dollars on speaking fees to the banks.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she's voted for the Iraq war.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she’s voted for NSA spying upon American Citizens and Civilians on American soil.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she’s kept her federally publically funded emails private.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she’s now an Oligarchy family (a country or business controlled by a small group of people.)

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she’s not very well liked abroad in foreign countries.

What concerns me about Ms. Hillary Clinton she’s not any type of trustworthy material for the presidential nomination 2016.

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No, Ms. Hillary Clinton

won’t be Voted

the First Woman President

A woman president would be grand.

Nevertheless, the first American woman president must be right and correct for the position.

America won’t go off half cocked since our jobs and comparable minimum wage to the rate of inflation and non-existent pensions and stolen retirements and meager paid vacations and non-existent sick-leave and murderously expensive “Affordable Health Care for American Act” and meager retirement savings and expensive pay for child care and to put a complete ‘stop’ to this Congressional 16 year’s war in the Middle East are all on the line in this presidential election 2016.

Americans have been greatly financially abused and lied to by greedy war mongering Congressional politicians through the past 16 year’s war.

Nothing much changed in the time in which Ms. Hillary Clinton sat in office.

Ms. Hillary Clinton made some awful choices for our nation and went against the overall well being of our country.

No, Ms. Hillary Clinton won’t be the first woman president of the United States of America since she’s proven to be anything other than trustworthy of such any great honor and tremendous responsibility.

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An Element of Greedy Danger

Even though the Democratic establishment and our current President (2016) and middle-aged Caucasian women’s groups and some workers’ unions and Congress women and men are behind Ms. Hillary Clinton the rest of our nation isn’t behind Ms. Hillary Clinton.

There seems to be an extreme measure of greed and hunger and desperation and anger and mean-spirited quiet rage behind Ms. Hillary Clinton’s eyes and our nation doesn’t want to ‘jump into bed’ with her and her Wall Street and SuperPacs and the thieving banking systems.

The one aspect the Democratic establishment and our current President (2016) and middle-aged Caucasian women’s groups and some workers’ unions and Congress women and men don’t seem to understand about Ms. Hillary Clinton she has an element of greedy danger to her therefore she’s extremely untrustworthy to The People.

While the rest of us have had to do without ever since the Clintons left the White House the Clintons became wealthier than even their greatest expectations in only one generation.

No matter how hard Ms. Hillary Clinton may try as she does she doesn’t have an air of kindness or trustworthiness about her thus she won’t be the next president of the United States of America even if she were to win the Democratic nomination 2016.

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Paycheck to Paycheck

Anybody may look great on paper and bend their record and work history to make them look good to an entire nation of “working stiffs” dying for a slice of bread and living paycheck to paycheck.

However, when it comes to entrusting any person with our presidency then such any type of American must hold true to our American values about how all men and women are equal under the sun as well as cherish our entire body of people close and dear to the president’s heart rather than only seemingly care about their pocket books or their grotesque hundreds of millions of dollars in their bank accounts or their popularity or ‘their’ “look” or their expensive wardrobes or shallow empty competition rather than get this country off of its broken legs and cutout kidneys and shot at frenzy of 16 year’s war and get our nation steadily working again with good paying jobs and pensions and free health care benefits and free education and paid 4-week August vacations and bathroom breaks and free child care and, and, and...

Yes, we’ll quietly go into the night.

However, no, we shan’t quietly go into the dark.

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Write-in Bernie Sanders

Yes, Eric and I are independent voters.

Yes, if (however unlikely) Ms. Hillary Clinton wins the Democratic Presidential nomination 2016 then Eric and I have discussed either writing-in Bernie Sanders or voting for Republican John Richard Kasich since it seems it’s the difference between ‘a lesser of two evils.’

Purposely, neither Eric nor I will elect nor will either of us help to place Ms. Hillary Clinton into office.

This presidential election 2016 is far from over.

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As for the Democratic establishment and especially to our current President (2016) and middle-aged Caucasian women’s groups and some workers’ unions they ought to look out of their windows and see a sea of people “from sea to shining sea” in one united coalition (partnership) much stronger and varied than the political movement of 2008.

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Work vs. Hope

We don’t “hope” for our country to get better.

We “work” for our country to get better.

Steadily for 16 years we work towards our country’s economic and social stabilization thus we won’t have to go it alone in the saddle as we have for the past decade.

Eric and I alone financially carry ten other families on our backs and it’s starting to take a toll.

It hasn’t been difficult until the “Affordable Health Care for America Act” kicked into full throttle and knocked us over.

We’re getting older.

We feel tired.

No, we’re not depressed.

We’d like to get ready for retirement.

However, we won’t leave people behind to starve.

We’re tired of politician’s lies and greed.

We’d like to be able to take at least one 3-week vacation for the first time in 6 years come this June 2016.

We’d like to consider having at least one child.

However, we don’t think we can afford to have one child.

We may afford to have one child.

Only not the way we pictured we’d like to raise one child with all of the “bells and whistles.”

We’d like to travel.

However, we donate our vacation money ($5,000 per year) since others need to eat more than we require travel since we both have already seen the world at least once.

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Our metaphorical backs hurt.

Our anecdotal backs are tired from carrying this heavy load.

We’re the last of the “middle income earners.”

Eric says, “we’re the last of our breed.”

When we die off then the country will be owned by 14 families.

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We’d like to unpack and take it easy for a little a long while.

However, it’s not possible to sit back and relax while hungry eyes stare back at us.

We thought surely by now the federal government would ease up the load of colleges’ and universities’ murderously expensive tuitions and make all schooling mandatorily free.

We put young people through colleges and universities since it’s our duty to educate our nation’s young adults since our government and institutions of higher learning refuse to do so.

However, donating towards others’ colleges and universities’ educations does sets us back by decades.

I, too, have put off my own student loans and student debt on minimal payment hold to donate to pay for young peoples’ colleges’ and universities’ murderously expensive educations.

Yes, I still owe about $14,000 (fourteen thousand) dollars to the Department of Education after 16 years out of college.

When will this economic instability end?

When will Bernie Sanders step into the presidency of the Oval Office and alleviate all of this social and economic overwhelming pressure?

When will there be real change in this country?

When?

When.

If not 2016 then when?

When will this bloody Congressional war mongering 16 year’s war be over?

When?

When.

When…

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Minority Women Win Presidential Elections

Let’s Go Sisters!

Vamonos Hermanas.

President Bernie Sanders

Yes, I’ve been taught minority women win presidential elections.

Si, Hermanas we decide who the president of the United States of America will be next.

Yes, I’m here to tell anybody Bernie Sanders is the next President of the United States of America.

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Why ought Bernie Sanders to be the next President of the United States of America?

Bernie Sanders ought to be the next President of the United States of America because Bernie Sanders’ economic priorities are stable and on the right side of the future.

Bernie Sanders ought to be the next President of the United States of America because Bernie Sanders’ wife is trustworthy.

Instead of constantly looking back why don’t we look forward to a more established and economically robust future with free colleges’ and universities’ tuition and free health care for all and a healthy minimum wage and income equality.

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Americans Must Learn to Economically Swim

People like Eric and I won’t be around forever and this country must learn to carry its own load.

The #1 rule to camping is:

“Whatever you bring you carry it.”

Eric and I are the last of the “middle income earners.”

This is it.

One’s looking at it -- up, close and personal.

We don’t personally require financial help.

However, our nation requires financial help thus we can go on to meet our retirement goals otherwise we’ll drown with a sea of economically drowning American victims.

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Remember whenever any “drowning victim” is drowning then the first thing they’ll do is to try and drown the person who’s saving them since the drowning victim is fighting for oxygen.

The only way to handle any “drowning victim” is to sternly handle them with care and with a firm grip by directly turning them around to have the “drowning victim” face the same direction one does then get a good hold of the drowning victim across their chest with one’s forearm and with the other arm one steadily swims their way back to shore and to further help.

We’re not drowning in any ‘way, shape or form.’

We’ve been helping out economically “drowning victims” through 16 year’s war.

We’ve gone without many luxuries since we’re strong and robust metaphorical swimmers.

However, enough is enough.

Teach the Americans to swim in a polite and strong tide of “middle income earners.”

Stop abusing the Americans and their hard earned money.

Americans can barely afford to feed their families.

Our Congressional government is a disgrace.

Enough abuse!

Let’s learn to be stronger swimmers!

Bernie Sanders for President!

Bernie Sanders’ lovely wife for First Lady!

(I didn’t mention Bernie Sanders’ wife by name since she’s still a private citizen and civilian.) She’s ever as lovely as can be.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #63 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #8 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #282 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #703 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #134 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #43 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #7 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #67 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #28 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #14 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Monday, January 25, 2016

“You can educate a fool but you can’t make him think.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Incumbent (one holding an office)

The incumbent has a good chance to be returned to office.

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One of my Best-Friends is 89 Years of Life

In April 2016 we’ll Celebrate Her 90^th

Why do people keep trying to put

my best-friend in the grave?

One of my best-friends happens to also be one of my “Elders.”

No, my “Elder” isn’t any of my other elderly relatives.

“Elderly” people are aged people without any if at all much of leadership or influence or power.

Nevertheless, “elderly” people are by default aged and closer to death.

“Elders” are people who are filled with wisdom and teachings and honor and truth and smarts and kindness and intelligence and respect for all ages and cultures and heritages and peoples.

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Yes, my “Elder” is an Ut-most trust-worthy friend and honorable and well-mannered and morally centered and good all around Caucasian 100% Finn woman and one of the best people I’ve ever met in my entire life.

Yes, my “Elder” happens to be my Mother-In-Law who is also the Matriarch of her family and she is a Great-Grandmother.

There isn’t anything bad I can say about my Mother-In-Law since she is an all around good respectful woman and has lived and experienced by far more life than I have.

My Mother-In-Law and I love each other very much especially when we get on each other’s nerves about how to wipe down a counter or how to perfectly iron a table cloth or what types of trash goes into what types of bags.

My Mother-In-Law knows I’m not any type of liar or thief or ignoramus or disingenuous or bad person or drunk or drug addict.

My Mother-In-Law knows me to be quite respectfully direct with her in conversations while we discuss any subject matter from hemorrhaging to castration to rapists and drug addicts to gardening and bird watching to politics and the environment and pollution and garbage and ‘our’ bad neighbors and some of our former disagreements between Eric and I and, and, and…

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We can absolutely and totally be ourselves around each other.

We adore each other very much.

My Mother-In-Law knows me to be obedient and well spoken and kind and willing to bend over backwards for her and her son and her family although with moderation and some set limitations primarily for Eric and I not to be taken advantage of by the rest of Eric’s side of our family since we’re not retired and we have very little time to give away to snarky comments.

Yes, for the most part my Mother-In-Law and I get on splendidly except for when she gets short with me if she happens to be low blood sugar then watch out!

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The only aspect to my Mother-In-Law’s personality which I don’t like is she’s a bit bossy and has to have things done “just so.”

In other words she’s a perfectionist and so am I thus we get on beautifully while Eric watches from a far behind a guise of video games yet Eric keeps an ear out for any emergencies which might arise in disagreements which happens to be hardly ever.

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Ever since 2008 when both Eric and I begun to visit my Mother-In-Law she’s put us to hard work around the farmhouse thus visiting the family farmhouse for which we own 1/3 of isn’t much fun since we’re more like free labor than guests.

Hard work doesn’t hurt anybody.

However, we work incredibly hard all week long.

We’re not retired like Eric’s brother is now retired.

We clean up after dead flies trapped in light fixtures or mice droppings on the upstairs bedding or change bedding or wash my Mother-In-Laws clothes and underwear and towels or clean windows or shovel snow or rake leaves or carry rocks to fill in holes or dig holes in the yard to cover up other holes in the garage from mice eating away at the siding to fixing the roof to gathering and combining full tall garbage bags to bring out to the garage to place inside sealed large plastic containers thus coyotes or black bear don’t get into the garbage to cleaning countertops filled with bread crumbs to grocery shop to vacuuming both the upstairs and downstairs to setting up the Christmas tree to taking down the Christmas tree for close to eight (8) years to filling up the dehumidifier with water to fixing broken chairs to cleaning out closets to dusting entire rooms to setting the table to washing dishes sure is tiresome work and worth the free labor on our part since our “Elder” requires our help even though I’d rather take long naps in the afternoon since I don’t feel well.

Yes, my Mother-In-Law pays a woman to come and clean once per week.

However, it’s difficult to know what effect the cleaning woman has on my Mother-In-Law’s home since we end up doing all of the cleaning on weekends.

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Age Doesn’t Mean Senile

Or Defective

Two Botched Knee Replacement Surgeries

One Broken Ankle

Third Knee Surgery is a Charm

On April 3, 2015 my Mother-In-Law went in for her first knee replacement surgery at St. Luke’s hospital.

My Mother-in-Law’s first knee replacement surgery was incorrectly done even though the surgeon won’t admit to it.

(However, my peeps are looking into it.)

Right after my Mother-In-Law’s first initial knee replacement surgery my Mother-In-Law very well realized there was something quite terribly wrong with her first botched knee replacement surgery since my Mother-In-Law was able to rotate her entire knee cap all the way to the one side of her leg. (I almost passed out.)

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After my Mother-In-Law discovered her first knee replacement surgery was botched she then quickly brought it up to her arrogant defiant and neglectful surgeon even though he denied any such claims still yet my Mother-In-Law’s knee required to be set correctly and attached straight thus another second knee replacement surgery took place.

The first botched knee replacement surgery was quite obvious and apparent there was something quite terribly wrong with my Mother-In-Law’s first botched knee replacement surgery therefore she went in for her second knee surgery and had her first botched knee replacement surgery corrected only to have her second knee surgery once more and once again botched for the second time. (Sigh.)

Subsequently in August 2015 my Mother-In-Law broke her right ankle due to the incorrect two prior knee replacement surgeries she then had to once again and once more go to a hospital and have another surgery done except this time it was surgery done on her ankle.

After my Mother-In-Law’s broken ankle healed from her ankle surgery then in early September 2015 she went back for a 3^rd knee replacement surgery which was a correction from the first and second incorrectly done knee replacement surgeries and the 3^rd time’s a charm.

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Yes, as of yesterday my Mother-In-Law is still in a leg brace and it’s now almost the end of January 2016.

Yes, my Mother-In-Law spent April 2015, May 2015, June 2015, July 2015, August 2015, September 2015 in-and-out of long durations of stay at Moose Lake’s Mercy Hospital for which lucky for the staff and nurses and doctors and surgeons they were ever as respectful and kind and helpful and good as they were to my Mother-In-Law.

Although my Mother-In-Law still complains the coffee was more often than not served cold and she likes her coffee hot. I tend to agree with her.

No, I wasn’t able to see much of my Mother-In-Law for most of spring 2015 or summer 2015 or fall 2015 since I’ve been dealing with my own health issues and nobody understands more than my Mother-In-Law.

We visited my Mother-In-Law in July 2015 at Moose Lake’s Mercy Hospital and we were allowed to bring our dog.

Often we sent flowers to each of her various rooms she stayed at.

Our Moose Lake, Minnesota and Kettle River, Minnesota extended family members who work at the hospital kept a close and watchful eye on our beloved while she recovered and healed from her surgical ordeals.

Eric drove back and forth from Moose Lake’s Mercy Hospital to the Twin Cities to check in on my Mother-In-Law while I stayed home and menstrual hemorrhaged most of spring 2015 and summer 2015 and fall 2015.

2015 was one of our most difficult of years.

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Wits Intact 2016

My Mother-In-Law does have all of her wits intact.

My Mother-In-Law is one of the most intellectually sharp people we know.

My Mother-In-Law is smarter than both Eric and I combined.

My Mother-In-Law remembers almost anything there’s to be remembered since she was about two years of age.

My Mother-In-Law is way cooler than any coward who constantly says she’s faltering in her mental agility because she isn’t.

Eric and I mentally test our Mother-In-Law and she’s smarter than most people with advanced degrees of the highest forms.

My Mother-In-Law keeps up with the latest news, politics and weather.

My Mother-In-Law is a sharp tack.

My Mother-In-Law is cooler than anybody who wants to bury her six feet under because they’re sick and tired of her being older and wiser and better than all the rest.

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Our Elders will inform us

when it’s their Time to go

Eric and I get sick and tired of hearing neglectful doctors and mean-spirited and snarky family members talk about my Mother-In-Law as though she’s half dead when she’s one of the most vitally strong people we both know.

My Mother-In-Law passes with all straight A’s.

Would one be able to go through two botched knee surgeries and one broken ankle surgery due to the two botched knee surgeries and still go back for a third corrected knee surgery all in the same year?

My Mother-In-Law is a true hero to both Eric and I.

Not only has my Mother-In-Law conducted herself graciously and respectfully and beautifully while nurses dressed her and undressed her and washed her and saw her almost every private part of her body.

Furthermore, my Mother-In-Law in good cheer accepted her ordeal and in good defiant nature whole heartedly laughed most of her way through it.

Yes, I love my Mother-In-Law more than I’ve ever loved another woman except for my East Coast Grandmother.

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Neglectful Doctors or Surgeons 2015

The reason why Eric thinks some of my Mother-In-Law’s doctors or surgeons kept neglecting my Mother-In-Law’s medical needs is because the doctors or surgeons figured she’s “an old woman” and the sooner she dies off then the less work doctors or surgeons have to do.

However, my Mother-In-Law is anything but “an old woman.”

My Mother-In-Law is one of the youngest and most vitally strong and beautiful of persons I’ve ever encountered.

My Mother-In-Law is now 89 years of life.

My Mother-In-Law holds the heart and soul and spirit of a 35 year old woman and the body of a 65 year old babe.

My Mother-In-Law is healthy as a horse and I’m not making it up.

It’s quite rude to put anybody in the grave before it’s their time. Rude.

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Watch out Finland!

Here she comes!

My Mother-In-Law is visiting Finland in 2016

April 2015 we buried my Roseville, Minnesota cousin’s Grandmother who lived to be 96 years of life and was quite healthy except she’d lost most of her hearing about a decade earlier thus conversations with her were indeed difficult.

We’re hoping my Mother-In-Law will make it to the young and vitally strong age of 96 since age has nothing to do with death.

Bad health has to do with death.

Good health has to do with life and living well.

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Why do Americans wish they could bury their Elders before their time?

It’s our Elders who tell us when it’s their time to go.

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My Mother-In-Law had to forego her trip to Finland in 2015.

Nevertheless, my Mother-In-Law still plans to go to Finland 2016.

My Mother-In-Law will surely be ready and healthy and strong to take such a miracle trip to see her family’s 400 year old farm still yet in the family. Wow!

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #62 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #7 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #281 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #702 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #133 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #42 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #7 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #67 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #28 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #14 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Friday, January 22, 2016

“Fools, like weeds, flourish without rain.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Exotic (foreign, strange)

Exotic plants are found in greenhouses.

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Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #59 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #4 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #278 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #699 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #130 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #39 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #6 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #66 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #27 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #13 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

*) Week #18 (09/03/15) on Anti-depressants one per day by mouth: “Escitalopram Oxalate 10 MG” To my personal chemistry and brains and mind this one single daily pill is exactly like three continuous cocktails “pumped” directly into my bloodstream 24/7. However, I’m not supposed to write about it thus I won’t. No, I don’t skip one single dosage. I’m addicted exactly as when any baby is addicted to sugar candy.

Thursday, January 21, 2016

“You’ll find sense in a fool when you see an ass mount a ladder.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Exorcised (freed from evil spirits)

The person haunted by evil spirits was exorcised.

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Health and Wellness 2016

Unfortunately during our 7^th and 8^th grade “Health and Wellness” classes I didn’t understand much of our textbook English since I’d only had 3 prior years of courses as an English as a Second Language student when I entered the 7^th grade.

Yes, during our 7^th grade year my English reading and writing skills were as good as any 3^rd graders yet I was 13 years of life and felt 13 and thought as any 13 year old foreigner does.

Yes, I day dreamed my life away during our 7^th and 8^th grade “Health and Wellness” classes since our private school teacher spoke fast and furious English.

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Yes, I was lost from the start thus all I could do was quietly sit and observe human nature without being too obvious about it and daydream my life away which my teacher commented about yet he had no clue what complex language barriers I faced and managed on any given daily basis.

My brain was constantly exhausted in the days of old when English was freshly new to me at the age of 10 through 28. (My first 18 years of English.)

To this day English still exhausts me.

Spanish and other romantic languages are ten times easier to maneuver than English ever is or probably ever will be.

No, I don’t like to think or speak in English.

Yes, I love to write and read in English yet it’s a lot of work.

The English language makes me tired since English is one of the most complex and difficult of all of the languages aside from Russian or Japanese or Mandarin or Hebrew or German or Dutch or Arabic or Swahili.

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Daily Mathematics

Yes, we (Eric and I) utilize mathematics and factual modern science each and every single day of our lives. (I don’t know one single day of my life in which I have ever not-not done mathematics. I’ve always done mathematics.)

We’re grateful mathematics and factual modern science are universal languages.

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Whenever Eric and I truly don’t see eye-to-eye or don’t seem to get on or get along about house chores then we draw up equations and solve them thus we may be united in one common language of love which happens to be mathematics.

We like being on the same page or on the same footing thus we look to mathematics and factual modern science to guide our marriage otherwise we’d be in really serious trouble.

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Most weekdays by 8:00pm I’m exhausted by English.

By dinner time Spanish easily begins to roll off my tongue.

Eric keeps up as well as he does which he does quite well at Spanish.

Eric understands Spanish better than I do Finn.

Most of Eric’s family’s elderly or Elders are fluent in Finn since they do fluently read Finn and write Finn I do my best to follow along as best as I can.

(I’m at a Kindergarten reading level in the Finn language. I’m reading through a series of children’s books in Finn. Finn is exactly like Spanish reading. Each vowel is the same sound one reads off of the text.)

If Eric and I truly do have trouble with miscommunication then we try Spanish first then Finn second. If we have any further annoyances in miscommunication about house chores then we go for literal equations since mathematics is the language we both have most in common.

English is not our common language of love in our marriage.

English is quite difficult for me to express since English is a language of murder and bloodshed and war and constant utterly empty competition without any goals.

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Yes, I’m terrible at mathematics.

However, the cool thing about me is I can always show my work and follow a path of logic and reason in my mathematical skills and thus is the reason as to why nobody bamboozles me.

Yes, I actually have to get out paper and pencil and a calculator and do actual mathematical logical work on paper.

Yes, I get my mathematics correct each and every single time.

Eric can do mathematics in his head while I can’t.

Eric’s faster thinking on his feet yet we both arrive at the same answers thus is why we get on in life as two best-friends since Eric’s kind and smart and intelligent enough to give me all of the time in the world to work out my equations while he plays Mickey video games or watches fun British shows while I pound away at the calculator.

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It’s of Vital Importance

to Partner up with a Kind Person

Intelligence isn’t overrated.

Intelligence is the main component to any successful future.

Intelligence is smarts and kindness combined.

People do tend to confuse intelligence for arrogance and manipulation.

Kindness is the key to all and any intelligent life.

Moderation is definitely the key to success.

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It’s important to marry someone who is intelligent.

There’re many different forms and types of intelligence.

The most important form of intelligence is genuine kindness without allowing for anybody to take advantage of the good self.

Being a push over isn’t the same as being kind.

Being a push over is getting used in the process of miscommunication in relationships.

Kindness is the strongest form of intelligence.

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Kindness suits Eric quite well to be ever as understanding and gentle with me while I’ve been trapped inside a disease of fake-pregnancy hormones since Spring of 2009-2016.

Eric and I met August of 2006.

We moved in together December of 2006.

We were married April 2009.

We miscarried April 2010.

Here we are 10 years later.

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The first 3 years of our relationship I didn’t have uterine fibroids.

Eric and I did get on splendidly until I begun to go through menstrual hemorrhaging every six months and our lives changed.

Eric’s more than triumphant in our marriage since Eric continually upholds to his intelligence rather than his emotions.

Since Eric truly understands I’m held hostage by fake-pregnancy hormones Eric goes about his business and is quite good to himself while my fake-pregnancy hormones attacks my body and immune system on all fronts.

Eric also knows 2017 is my deadline for this illness or drastic measures must be taken.

If by the end of 2017 I’m neither literally nine months pregnant nor had a C-section birth or if I don’t feel any better then it’s time to throw in the towel and get a hysterectomy.

We’ve had enough of bad health.

Bad health is a lot of difficult word.

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Hormonally Balanced Partners are Fantastic

Yes, I’m grateful to have married a mentally strong and sane and kind and smart and intelligent and wonderfully hormonally balanced man.

If it hadn’t been for Eric then I would’ve checked myself into a mental ward and called it a day.

Yes, I literally thought I was going insane until we discovered I was fake-hormonally pregnant 24/7.

Thankfully my overall health is intact and I’m strong.

This illness has chipped away at my health.

However, I’m not licked yet.

No, I’m not dead.

Yes, I’m quite alive and kicking every step of the way.

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Mental and Physical Health is Essential to Life

Yes, it’s of vital essence to partner up with someone who is mentally stable and physically healthy.

When we married I didn’t know I was about to get as ill as I am today.

We had no idea I would be struck with some weird disease.

We said our marriage vows and one month later I begun to menstrual hemorrhage for my life.

Eric’s watched me and seen me go through severe pain.

The types of pain all one can do are curl up into the fetal position and go through it.

Not even painkillers could keep me from the suffering of benign tumor pain pushing and kicking the back of my spine and bladder and colon.

Painkillers stupefied me and that’s that. (Summers 2010, 2012)

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Even though we’ve had many shouting matches and at times we’ve hurt each other’s feelings a long time ago we promised each other to keep coming back to the negotiating table thus we do.

We continue to negotiate our marriage because we married for love against all odds and against half of my family’s request and wishes.

We married even though some of our friends dropped us like flies because they didn’t agree with our age differences or the fact Eric was on his way out of his marriage when we first met.

No, I had nothing to do with the breakup of Eric’s previous or prior 16 year marriage.

Eric and he’s first wife of 16 years were already separated and on their way to either divorce court or...I don’t know.

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Partner up for Love and only for Love

Eric and I married for love.

Eric and I stay married for love.

Eric and I moved in together and neither of us had a single stitch or article of furniture thus we know we married for love and not for monetary riches or wealth.

Eric and I make a successful and beautiful life together through hard work and understanding and love and kindness and maturity and moderation and logic and reason and laughter.

We’re still married since we believe in our contractual commitment to each other.

We’re still married because when I finally do get a hysterectomy then we finally get my life back. I’m not done for. I get to live and go on and have a fulfilled life.

No, we shan’t ever forget how life challenged us and threw us the biggest curve ball spring of 2009.

We’re winners!

We win!

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We’re smart and healthy and mentally strong and stable and able and willing to work at our marriage even though I have constant fake-pregnancy hormones and no children thus far.

We’re doing well.

Even though I grow 3 thumbnail size uterine fibroids at this moment I’m healthy.

On January 5, 2016 our OB/GYN gave us the green light to go ahead and conceive.

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No, I haven’t ever wanted children until the age of 40.

Yes, I’ll turn 39 May 2016.

Ever since I was 27 years in 2006 Eric’s known I was neither ready nor prepared to have children until I turned the age of 40.

Eric’s respected my wishes.

Now, I face one of the most difficult decisions of my life.

Nevertheless, no matter what happens Eric and I have each other’s back.

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Eric and I have been together for one straight decade.

Ten years (10) means something wonderful.

A decade is a long time to be together especially through 6 years of dire illness.

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The average statistics show men leave their wives when wives get ill or face an ongoing disease.

The average statistics show women don’t leave their husbands when husbands get ill or face an ongoing disease.

Especially, after 6 years of fake-pregnancy hormones.

We’re not getting any younger.

If we decide to conceive then we’ll be the coolest old parents.

If we do decide to have children then we’ll make great and amazing old parents.

Yes, I still feel young even though the last 6 years my body has taken a daily beating form fake-pregnancy hormones.

Yes, I’m now 38 and Eric’s 52. Wow!

We’re old and beautiful and cool and wonderful.

Not once in the 7^th grade did I ever daydream my life would turn out this way or in this manner.

What a great and incredible life this is.

Marrying well is essential in life even when one doesn’t like one’s pushy busy-body In-Laws, In-Laws.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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Word Count: 1,984

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 5,503

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #58 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #3 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #277 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #698 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #129 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #38 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #6 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #66 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #27 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #13 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

“Dare not do business with fools.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Exiguous (scanty in amount, small, little)

The exiguous growth on the mountain side resulted from the lack of rain.

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Yes, “Planned Parenthood” is part of the establishment since “Planned Parenthood” is federally funded.

There’s nothing more established than the federal government or Wall Street.

It’s not as much the principle of the matter.

It’s more about following the trail of money.

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Why does Sarah Palin not ever make any sense whenever she publically speaks?

Is Sarah Palin on illegal drugs?

Does Sarah Palin smoke meth before she speaks?

Why does Sarah Palin speak gibberish garbage?

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Awesome Products 2015

Late at night in mid December of 2015 I drove three hours northbound from the Twin Cities to help out our friend in need.

On such a windy night I packed up our car with as much outdoor warm gear as I could remember to take with me and soberly left our home at around 11:15pm CT.

Yes, I arrived in northern Minnesota at around 2:00 in the morning and sat up with our friend for two hours and discussed what ought to be done with their crises at hand.

At around 4:00 in the morning I retired to our other friends’ vacant home for the winter.

Mistakenly I thought I had misplaced our friends’ house key thus I resorted to wait in the car in their driveway until our friends’ returned my call from many states away.

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Due to lack of sleep I didn’t realize until much later I had our friends’ house key on me the entire time.

Due to my mix-up and state of exhausted confusion I sat up in our car for four hours (4:30am-8:30am) and waited for our friends to text or call me back.

As soon as our friends awoke and checked their texts right away our friends texted me back at around 8:30am.

Soon after they were immediately on the horn with me and wanted to know if I was alright which I was.

Our friends told me where their other hidden house keys were only to discover I had their house keys in my pocket.

No, I didn’t drive back to the Twin Cities on the same morning due to lack of sleep. I was afraid I was more dangerous than a drunk driver since I hadn’t slept in 24 hours on the particular night mentioned.

No, I didn’t sleep in the car since Eric told me not to and I promised Eric I wouldn’t since it’s illegal to sleep in cars.

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UGG “BEARPAW” Boots

Patagonia’s “Alpine Climbing Regular Fit”

Men’s (correct) “Hi-Loft Down Sweater Hoody”

“100% Traceable Goose Down 800 Fill”

Within the first hour of sitting up in our car I begun to shiver uncontrollably thus quickly I changed from my painfully narrow tennis shoes purchased September 9, 2015 (correction on date) into the most comfortable and warmest of UGG “BEARPAW” boots purchased January 2015.

No, I didn’t like the look or style or cut of my UGGs until I discovered how warm and comfortable UGGs truly are.

Within the first hour of sitting up in our car I took out my Armani wool coat purchased December 2014 as well as unrolled one of our sleeping bags and placed both over my lap.

For some reason I couldn’t warm my legs. I wore wool socks and after I changed into UGGs then my feet kept warm the remainder of my time sitting up in our car waiting for our friends to return my texts which they did.

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On my torso I wore an Armani t-shirt purchased late spring 2015 and my Patagonia’s “Alpine Climbing Regular Fit” Women’s R3 jacket purchased October 2014 for exactly $189.00. (Eric has one except it’s a Men’s R2 since Eric easily gets warm and I don’t.)

Over my Women’s R3 I wore my Patagonia’s “Alpine Climbing Regular Fit” Men’s (correct) “Hi-Loft Down Sweater Hoody” “100% traceable goose down 800 fill” purchased summer 2015 for exactly $349.00. (Eric has one except in 600 count since Eric easily gets warm and I don’t.)

If it had not been for my Patagonia’s gear then I would most likely have ended up in the hospital with hyperthermia on such a cold and windy morning I sat up in our car for four hours.

Literally on such a morning Patagonia’s outdoor gear saved my life. (Thank you, Patagonia!)

My UGGs also saved my feet from literally freezing through my ordeal.

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A Wool Scarf was a Mistake

The only non-mistake mistake I made on such a morning of my ordeal was I mistakenly placed a wool scarf over my entire face for four hours while I sat up in our car.

The wool scarf kept my face toasty warm. I loved it!

However, it wasn’t until much later in the day after I let myself into our friends’ beautiful summer home and took a posh shower and went to bed and awoke 6 hours later to discover my face hurt as though I had some type of degree of burn.

My face hurt for an entire week afterwards.

Yes, I literally burned my face.

Thus, January 2016 I purchased one Patagonia’s Women’s “Reclaimed Down Scarf” for exactly $119.00. (I’ve yet to see how my Patagonia’s scarf holds up in cold weather while we hunt at the farm.)

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December 18, 2015 @ 10:55 AM

DSW

Knollwood Mall

“Pumas”

2015

“Spring Step”

2015

On December 18, 2015 we purchased one pair of fantastic Women’s “Puma” tennis shoes on discount for $49.65, originally for $59.94.

“Puma,” “8.5, Made in Vietnam, Factory FTWMC/FVNMC, ART. NO. 360978 01 0815 C002063B0025365.” (Thank you, “Puma” tennis shoes Made in Vietnam.)

On December 18, 2015 we purchased one pair of fantastic Women’s “Spring Step” shoes on discount for $53.81, originally for $64.95.

“Spring Step,” “8.5, Made in China, Winfrey Butterfly Work Clog.” (Thank you “Spring Step” clogs Made in China.)

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No, I’m not any type of slob. Not by any means.

Yes, I’m one of the most fashionable people my friends know (or at least they tell me I am) since I’m preppy at heart and I love expensive shoes and apparel at cost since I know exactly how much it costs to make apparel in third world sweatshops, pennies on the dollar.

No, I neither think “open-toe” nor “open-heel” clogs are fashionable or suitable for the workplace much less professional.

However, a completely ‘closed’ clog for which mainly represents more of a suitable and fashionable and fully-closed shoe is indeed stylish and comfort at its best.

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Personally, there’s much needed color in my wardrobe therefore 2015 I purchased one bright green Patagonia’s (“84901 TMBG S 0214” barcode: 8 87187 72669 1” copyright 2013) down coat as well as purchased brightly colored completely closed-shoe clogs with bright patterns of butterfly wings and cocoons.

Both purchases make me quite happy since I refuse to look like the Caliphate dressed in all black ready for a death march or genocide or slaughter of girls and women.

Yes, I’d wear black each day of my life for the rest of my life since I do find black to be the height of sophistication and culture.

However, black gets old fast because I look more ready for a funeral parlor than ready for a social occasion. (I don’t care, I love jet black like my natural hair is now.)

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Yes, I find myself craving a bit of bright colors. Not too much.

Yes, for the first time in my life I’m actually wearing chic bright colors for a bit of accent.

Nevertheless, bright colors can go out of style quite quickly therefore one must be careful to choose which types of bright colors for accent and for what specific aspects of dress.

2015 I made the bold choice to choose bright colors.

Nonetheless, the main body of my wardrobe is still mainly all black because black is easy to dress thus I match with almost nearly every piece of Armani article of clothing I own without having to think too hard about what goes with what.

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Target’s Wallet 2015

On December 25, 2015 we purchased one “Women’s Merona Double Zipper Wallet” for $16.99.

“Item # 17121578, DPCI# 024-04-822, Description, ME Wallet Pink, UPC 490240408221.”

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This is the best wallet I’ve ever owned in my entire life.

We’ll see how well this wallet holds up in 2016 since we’ll be travelling often and we run many errands throughout the weekends.

Yes, for over one decade (10 years or more) I’ve been looking for a feminine and soft double zipper wallet in which I could also carry my cell phone in the front pocket without mixing my change and coins or other miscellaneous items.

Not once and not ever in my life did I ever think I’d like to wear a wristlet wallet.

However, wristlets do come in handy since one is able to hang onto one’s wallet without having to think too hard about where the wallet is at all times.

The wallet’s handle wraps around my wrist. Wonderful!

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I was going to make the point about how awful it would be to permanently live out of a car.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Word Count Goal: 1,400

Word Count: 1,545

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 3,519

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #57 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #2 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #276 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #697 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #128 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #37 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #6 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #66 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #27 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #13 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

“One fool makes many fools.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Inculcate (to teach or impress by frequent repetition)

He tried to inculcate a sense of loyalty upon the class.

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No, I’m not any type of entertainer.

No, I’m not here to entertain.

Yes, I’m here to write.

No, our 3 million blog readers don’t pay one red cent to read my works.

No, there aren’t any type of subscriptions here.

No, I’m not any type of politician.

No, these writings aren’t paid for by SuperPacs.

No, I’m not a Television or radio host.

No, these writings aren’t paid for by advertisers.

Yes, this Nonfiction blog comes directly out of our pockets.

No, I’m not persuaded by anybody’s purse strings.

Yes, I’m one free-thinking American writer.

Yes, this Nonfiction blog written by an expert is indeed worth tens of millions of dollars.

Yes, what we’re doing here is indeed extraordinary.

The American writer stands by The People.

When it comes to the serious business of writing then the American writer isn’t any type of ‘used car sales man.’

‘Let’s get our heads in the game.’

‘Let’s get our thinking caps on.’

Writing and reading aren’t supposed to be easy.

Let’s get started for the week.

Shall we?

Yes, let’s.

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Hygiene and Self Care 2016

Yes, December of 2014 I purchased a type of commercial shampoo which did indeed detangle my long curly hair.

However, in the process of utilizing an inexpensive shampoo thoroughly throughout the year 2015 I burned my scalp.

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No More Shampoo

Yes, as of January 2016 I’ve quit utilizing all and any forms of shampoo of any type. I’ve given up on shampoo because shampoo seems to strip my hair of all and any natural oils.

Yes, I figure I don’t need shampoo in my life.

However, I must have soft and gentle conditioner.

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The Burn of Bleach

Yes, in the fall of 1997 (sophomore year of college) I bleached and dyed my hair blond and through such a process I practically burned off my scalp.

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Burned Scalp 2015

Yes, I spent the year 2015 with a burned scalp in the same manner in which one does when one bleaches and dyes one’s hair.

The reason why I didn’t stop using the 2015 cheap shampoo is because I thought perhaps it was me. Wrong.

The other reason why I didn’t stop using the cheap shampoo is because the cheap shampoo really did detangle my long curly hair at the ends thus I suffered in silence.

The last reason why I didn’t stop using the cheap shampoo is because I truly wanted to give the cheap shampoo a good run for its money and make sure I wasn’t being bias about the cheap shampoo.

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Cheap Commercial Products into the Waste Basket

January of 2016 I’ve thrown out my former cheap shampoo and cheap conditioner and “antiperspirant” (not ever again) and toothpaste.

“Antiperspirant” didn’t ever keep me from sweating. I sweat buckets through ten years of utilizing “antiperspirant.” I quit.

My cheap conditioner is also made by the same maker as the cheap shampoo.

The cheap conditioner also burned my scalp.

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The Burn of Commercial Toothpaste

Yes, for an entire decade (10 years) my toothpaste burned my gums and tongue. I put up with it simply because my former cigarette smoking breath smelled amazing yet my gums and tongue constantly hurt from the toothpaste’s burn of toxic chemicals.

Yes, as of January 2016 we’ve switched over to “original flavor” “Pepsodent” toothpaste because “Pepsodent” is gentle on the gums and mouth and tongue.

Thus far we love it!

We’re grateful such a product exists. (Thank you.)

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“Antiperspirant” didn’t Work

For one decade (10 years) the “antiperspirant” I utilized left my t-shirts with white spots on the armpits all the while I continued to sweat right through my t-shirts as though I ‘were’ Niagara Falls.

Personally, I couldn’t stand a decade of arm pitted t-shirts.

Yes, I’ve put my foot down and I’ve thrown out my cheap and terrible commercial products.

No, I’m not looking back.

No, I still haven’t found a good manual toothbrush.

We figure most of America still brushes their gums with manual toothbrushes therefore we do also since we’re in the economically household budget trenches with the rest of America.

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No more arm pitted t-shirts

Yes, I went back to my former love “Tom’s of Maine” straight-up deodorant (no antiperspirant ever again) since “Tom’s of Maine” doesn’t contain any aluminum in it.

Yes, I grew up with “Tom’s of Maine.”

The reason why I quit utilizing “Tom’s of Maine” about ten years ago is because originally I didn’t like the smell of “Tom’s of Maine.”

However, Eric came home with “fresh apricot” and I enjoy it! There are no white stains or arm pitted out t-shirts any longer.

Believe it or not within 3 weeks of quitting my former “antiperspirant” my Armani t-shirts are once again black as new. I didn’t even have to purchase new t-shirts.

In the wash the t-shirts’ arm pits returned back to black all on their own. Wow!

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Cheap Rubber Bands

Yes, my hair is now long enough I’m able to coil a ballerina’s bun directly on top of my head without the help of any barrettes or rubber bands.

Yes, my former commercial rubber bands were remarkably well made from about the years 2006-2013. I was loyal to the product until about 2014.

In 2014 and definitely in 2015 my former remarkably well made commercial hair rubber bands changed all completely to a cheaper model and make.

The cheaper make of the same hair rubber bands begun to literally pull out my hair.

Enough! I’ve had enough of commercial products’ abuse thus as of January 2016 I’ve started out the year on a new tune.

Yes, I’m marching to the same old tune of continued independent health and wellness without any abuse or pain from cheap commercial products made in China.

No, I’m not any type of Hippie. No, absolutely not.

However, I like good inexpensive products which don’t harm the planet or animals or humans.

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A wool scarf took off the first layer of my face

Yes, wool requires any type of soft lining.

Yes, in mid December 2015 I mistakenly wore a wool scarf without a soft lining.

Afterwards I looked as though someone had scrubbed off my face with sand paper.

Yes, I looked as though I face planted myself into pavement.

Yes, I looked as though I had road rash on my face.

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Yes, my face burned for about one week.

No, please don’t be mad at me. I still believe wool is the warmest of all of the materials out there.

However, wool comes at a costly price.

Yes, I’m still healing my face from mid December 2015.

Please, don’t be mad at me. I learned my harsh lesson.

Would I ever again wear wool?

Not ever.

No, I wouldn’t ever again wear wool unless I went on a Nordic expedition although being outside in the cold isn’t our extracurricular activity unless we literally hunt and shoot squirrels out at the farm.

Yes, we hunt.

No, we don’t ever wear our hunting gear in public.

Hunting gear isn’t pedestrian clothing.

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Mohair is Scratchy

Yes, January 2015 I purchased two beautifully cropped “empire waist” mohair sweaters.

The two beautifully cropped “empire waist” mohair sweaters are as close as I can get to wearing anything similarly resembling Jane Austen’s characters without ever looking out of time or out of modern date.

Yes, I like to wear long tank tops underneath any cropped tops since I’m ‘a’ beautiful modern mature woman who isn’t going to give anything away for free.

Yes, I still do enjoy the fit and the cut and the make and the style and the look of the two mohair sweaters except for the feel and touch of the sweaters is scratchy.

Both mohair sweaters are probably my favorite sweaters collecting dust right now.

The only exception to mohair is mohair is scratchy to the feel and touch and uncomfortable to wear throughout an entire workday.

Yes, I wore a thin long sleeved shirt under my two beautifully cropped “empire waist” mohair sweaters otherwise I would’ve scratched my arms all day long if I hadn’t worn a think long-sleeved shirt underneath the mohair sweaters.

Mohair can get extremely hot thus a thin long sleeved shirt helps instead of a long john top for example.

The problem wasn’t my upper body itched.

My problem with the mohair sweaters was my chin.

At any time I looked down to write anything or type then my chin caught a slight touch of the mohair and by the end of any workday my chin was red and raw.

No more mohair for me.

Except mohair is extremely warm and I love to be warm.

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Faux Fur Sheds

Yes, in October of 2015 I purchased one of the most feminine “trapper’s” styles of hats ever designed or made for women, retail $60.00.

Yes, my hat even comes with a little bit of salmon pink for accented trim.

Yes, I purchased my feminine “trapper” style of hat from one of my favorite major commercial outdoor designer clothiers.

Yes, I love the ultra warmth of my feminine “trapper” hat with ear flaps although I can’t hear much whenever the flaps are down.

My feminine “trapper” hat is one of the best made hats I’ve ever purchased except faux fur sheds almost nearly anywhere.

Yes, I find faux fur on my dark wool coats and dark blue and black jeans and black shirts and black t-shirts.

No, I’m not able to cope with faux fur since faux fur has become far more work than it’s worth with the roller.

No, I don’t want to purchase real fur.

Although, I’ve been ‘window shopping’ for real rabbit fur hats.

For once in my life I’d like to purchase at least one feminine yet extremely warm and sturdy hat for which doesn’t fall forward on my forehead or doesn’t shed faux fur unto my other clothes or a hat for which stays put on my top of my head while I’m winter hunting or walking in the woods of Kettle River, Minnesota to take pictures of Big Foot (only a little joke) or while I take winter pictures of birds at the bird feeder or deer feeding amongst the deep snow or snowmobilers passing by on the main roads or coyotes howling their sad songs or eagles flying directly over head or black bear eating the siding off of the farmhouse and fixing it.

For once in my life I’d like a warm hat which is as active as we are without having to work too hard at what we do.

Having to constantly push my hat back on top of my head or away from my forehead is too much work for me when I’m holding a shotgun and aiming at squirrels or working with tools in cold weather about 20 degrees above zero or colder.

Yes, when will women’s hats be well made?

When will women’s hats not ride forward unto our foreheads?

This weather is the difference between life and death.

Women can’t afford to finagle with clothes when we’re outside doing serious outdoor work around the farmhouse on weekends.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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Word Count: 1,889

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 1,889

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #56 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #1 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #275 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #696 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #127 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #36 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #6 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #66 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #27 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #13 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Monday, January 18, 2016

From Biography.com website:

Synopsis

Born on January 18, 1856, in Hollidaysburg, Pennsylvania, Daniel Hale Williams pursued a pioneering career in medicine. An African-American doctor, in 1893 Williams opened Provident Hospital, the first medical facility to have an interracial staff. He was also one of the first physicians to successfully complete pericardial surgery on a patient. Williams later became chief surgeon of the Freedmen’s Hospital.

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See you on Tuesday, January 19, 2016.

No, I’m not an empty vessel. Is one insane?

Only uneducated black and white Americans like to perpetuate the lie about plagiarist (“closely imitating the language and thoughts of another author without authorization”) Martin Luther King, Jr. since he’s the only black historical figure they know.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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Word Count:

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count:

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #55 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #1 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #274 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #695 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #126 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #35 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #6 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #66 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #27 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #13 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Friday, January 15, 2016

“A drunkard is one thing, and a temperate man is quite another.” --- Arthur Keith

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See you on Tuesday, January 19, 2016.

No, we don’t celebrate Martin Luther King, Jr. “day” since Martin Luther King, Jr. did factually plagiarize (used another man’s words) in his college papers which proves Martin Luther King, Jr. wasn’t as smart as he pretended to be.

Martin Luther King, Jr. is now on Maya record as a plagiarist and nobody will ever change how he will go down in history which is now on the wrong side of history no matter how many prostitutes sing lyrical quasi-poetry about “how the caged bird sings.”

To be a plagiarist is a third worst offense besides rape and murder.

Martin Luther King, Jr. was indeed not a leader.

However, black Americans don’t know enough about black historical figures or black literature or black history in general to know any better thus black Americans like to celebrate a lie in Martin Luther King, Jr.

The ignorant don’t inherit the Earth.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Health Care Notes

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The “Affordable Health Care for America Act” isn’t at all affordable for our family.

In 2015 The “Affordable Health Care for America Act” almost financially drowned our family.

Thank goodness we know how to ‘manhandle’ drowning victims or we would’ve been financially drowned by the “Affordable Health Care for America Act.”

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If we’d known our family would be forced to carry the rest of the nation on our backs then we would’ve made sure the “Affordable Health Care for America Act” would neither have become a law nor active.

Millionaires don’t carry the “Affordable Health Care for America Act” as our “middle income earning” family does.

Typical, during a 20 year span of time I’ve paid for our millionaire friends’ lunches and meals when we go out.

However, our millionaire friends have only picked up the bill once (1 time) in 20 years.

We don’t care what politicians promise about health care so long as Americans may automatically have it and may afford it at pennies on the dollar.

Health care in America is terrible and costly.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

P.S. If the “Affordable Health Care for America Act” continues to be costly then I’ll personally dismantle the entire law because Eric and I did get stuck paying the bill.

P.S.S. I didn’t know New Yorkers were ever as thin skinned as Minnesotans who take almost anything personally. Ha!

Word Count Goal: 1,000 personal journals

Word Count: 468

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 5,983

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #52 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #5 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #271 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #692 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #123 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #32 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #5 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #65 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #26 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #12 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

*) Week #17 (09/03/15) on Anti-depressants one per day by mouth: “Escitalopram Oxalate 10 MG” To my personal chemistry and brains and mind this one single daily pill is exactly like three continuous cocktails “pumped” directly into my bloodstream 24/7. However, I’m not supposed to write about it thus I won’t. No, I don’t skip one single dosage. I’m addicted exactly as when any baby is addicted to sugar candy.

Thursday, January 14, 2016

“There is no remedy for a fool.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Incubus (burden borne within, something that oppresses)

He suffered under an incubus of parental alcoholic dry-drunkard inferiority.

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Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

Page 136

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No, we’re not anybody’s heroes. No.

Yes, I wrote we’re “domestic budget heroes.” Yes.

However, I didn’t write we’re the readers’ heroes. NO.

Let’s get our act together. Please.

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Yes, Dr. Mona is indeed my hero as also is Wendy Davis.

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To Rise to Anger

is to allow for abusers

to use the Self as a tool

The problem with alcoholic dry-drunkards is alcoholic dry-drunkards don’t seem to respect anybody else’s boundaries no matter how clearly or well defined the boundaries are set for alcoholic dry-drunkards.

~~~

No, neither of our adoptive parents economically sustained any aspect of my life for the past 16 years (2000-2016.)

No, neither of our adoptive parents pays for anything of mine since I’ve been 23 in the year 2000. I’m about to turn 39 in May 2016.

No, our adoptive parents don’t have anything to say about one decade of our married finances or our lifestyle together (Eric and I) since my parents don’t pay for us to live. NO.

No, my adoptive parents haven’t given me one single penny since my senior year of college in the year 2000 with the exception of one house warming gift for the exact amount of $1,000 from my dad and his wonderful wife (my step-mother) when Eric and I purchased our homestead in August 2012 otherwise my adoptive parents don’t ever give us any money for any reason under any circumstances.

My alcoholic sister on the other hand…

My parents don’t get any say in our married life since our parents don’t pay for any of the cost of our living expenses. NO.

~~~

Yes, I attended psychological therapy for twenty (20) years (1994-2014) straight and most of it was paid out of my own pocket.

Yes, I attended psychological therapy for twenty (20) years (1994-2014) because our adoptive parents continually and repetitiously told me there was something incredibly psychologically wrong with me only to have me test-out of all of the psychological tests on December 2014.

Yes, I paid tens-of-thousands of dollars out of my own pocket for my own psychological therapy from the years 2000-2014 only because our adoptive parents insisted I ought to go to psychological therapy and demanded to have me discover what was psychologically wrong with me when in actuality there isn’t anything factually psychologically wrong with me at all.

Enough adoptive parental abuse accomplished.

~~~

The final and factual psychological professional expert analysis is I don’t ever have to go back to psychological therapy unless it’s court mandated by a judge. Yes!

(What did I win? I won my life back! I won! I won! I won! I did all of the difficult work on my own. I prove my sanity to our insane alcoholic dry-drunkard parents and to the world at large. My word is good as golden while our parents’ words don’t mean anything.)

There’s nothing psychologically wrong with me except our adoptive parents are cruel alcoholic dry-drunkards and mean liars.

There’s nothing psychologically wrong with me except our parents continually abuse me and tell me there’s something psychologically wrong with me when there isn’t anything factually psychologically wrong with me.

~~~

Our adoptive parents take cheap shots at me to create an imbalance in the force.

Our parents continually want me to be weaker than them both thus our parents feel better about themselves because our adoptive parents feel terrible about their parental failures.

Our parents continually want me to be weaker than them both because our parents don’t seem able to accept the reasons as to why I don’t like either of them in general.

No, in general I don’t like our adoptive parents because not once have either one of them ever proven to be respectful towards me or done anything with fairness and equal value.

~~~

Yes, we grew up with our adoptive-mother physically cornering us while she pushed her literal 250 pounds around and screamed at us we were “ugly” and “fat” and “sluts” and “cunts” and we weren’t any of it.

In 1995 our father abandoned his adoptive daughters and ran away to hang out in local coffee shops with Hippies while he left us to deal with one major abusive narcissist alcoholic dry-drunkard bi-polar witch.

Yes, literally our adoptive-mother is a witch.

Yes, I wrote a literal witch.

Yes, our mother and her 15-30 Caucasian female friends would gather at our home or at each of their homes and they would run around naked in our backyard and howl at the moon.

Yes, I was terrified out of my wits since the Maya refuse to go run around naked and howl at the moon.

To howl at the moon means one’s lonely.

Yes, the wife of a well known local newspaper writer columnist and school teachers and social workers would gather at our home and run around buck naked and do their witch rituals.

To this day witches scare me in the deepest and most profound of ways.

No, I’m neither any type of practicing black or white magic witch.

No, I’m neither any type of witch nor any type of shaman nor do I even pretend to be either of such two crazy positions in life. NO.

~~~

We we’re sold (adopted) to completely insane people.

Our parents don’t seem able to face the bare naked truth about how deeply hurt I am about the abuse our parents created against us when we we’re innocent bystanders in a train wrecked marriage and into present times.

Our parents don’t seem able to face the bare naked truth about how I don’t like either one of them because they’re both mean and cruel people and constantly in search of an emotional manipulative high.

Our parents don’t seem able to face the bare naked truth about how in general I think both of them are a real emotional “turn off.”

Our parents don’t seem able to face the bare naked truth about how I think they’re both time-wasters.

Our parents waste our time therefore I’ve learned from my younger sibling not to give away any of my free time to anybody especially not our crazy insecure and mean-spirited alcoholic dry-drunkard parents who lie to themselves and us and the world.

Our parents don’t seem able to face the bare naked truth about how I think they’re both too old to be immature.

Our parents don’t seem able to face the bare naked truth about how they both have regression and must mature before they get too old and die off and forgotten forever.

~~~

At the age of fifteen our adoptive-mother begun to plant the seed inside my head about the idea she thought I was schizophrenic which factually I’m not schizophrenic.

Who wishes for their child to be schizophrenic?

Only real insane people do.

We’ve gone through more psychological abuse then I have time to write it all down.

Yes, my sister and I are strong and beautiful as we are because we’ve been ‘put through the wringer’ and back again by both our adoptive parents.

No, what almost does kill anybody doesn’t make them stronger.

What almost does kill anybody almost nearly kills them and weakens the body.

Only abusers use the line: “If it doesn’t kill you then it makes you stronger.” It’s a good and great line for abusers to get away with abuse.

What makes anybody stronger is the moral spirit inside the soul inside their carcass body.

It’s the spirit for which makes the soul strong and the body is as it always is: food for worms.

~~~

Don’t allow stress in: imagined or real.

Don’t allow for anger to guide thee.

Anger is stress and stress is the biggest factual killer in Americans.

Forget all about love.

Respect is the real key to good and great established relationships and an overall healthy lifestyle.

Don’t be a sucker like me.

Yes, I get angry whenever our adoptive parents ignore my boundaries and are disrespectful since both of them pretend not to hear me or notice anything about what I’ve strictly established between us.

Yes, our adoptive parents disrespect me since they think very little of themselves then in turn they think very little of me.

Yes, I’m an afterthought to our parents yet their pride makes them out to be fools.

The only reason why our parents require and need my approval is because they both know I don’t like them and I’m now an adult and can actually see right through their emotional manipulations.

~~~

This past weekend for the first time in my life our father hung up the phone on me because I told him he needs a remedial writing course and until then he will continue to write gibberish.

Our father feigned injury.

Our father knows he writes complete gibberish and he’s said it before in the past.

Most people who know our father’s writing very well know he writes complete gibberish.

Our father isn’t truly insulted I told him the truth about his incomprehensive writing skills.

Our father’s real problem is I don’t consult him before I pass a bowel movement.

It greatly bothers my father I really don’t care what he has to say about our marriage or lifestyle in general since my father doesn’t really know me and has kept me trapped at the age of 17 when he left home and fled without his daughters.

~~~

Our father accused me of not caring about him because I do tend to set strict boundaries and limitations on how much of my time he may waste.

Our father bragged about what a great writer he is and how the entire world loves his writing.

He bragged to me about how he’s written depositions and, blah, blah, blah…

However, I’ve kept every single email from our father to me ever since college and most of his writings are stupid and nonsensical.

Thus he asked me if I couldn’t decipher the words “I love you.”

Then write “I love you” and be done with it instead of going on for 2 pages about moronic nonsense structured in manure.

~~~

“Don’t bother me. I’m thinking.”

Most of our father’s writings are moronic writings therefore I pointed out he was a bragger yet he treated me like an afterthought.

If his writings are good then prove it to me.

Except our father can’t prove he can write a decent sentence without the help from a professional editor because either he has dyslexia and won’t tell me about it or his brains are too fried from too many years under the influence of LSD.

Over the phone our father dared make an analogy about me as his wife and I understood his level of perverseness.

Indeed I was deeply troubled and grossed out by my dad’s analogy for making any type of example about me as his hypothetical wife when I’m his daughter.

Freudian slip. My dad thought of me in sexual terms. Gross.

Our father is lucky I didn’t outright call him a pervert rather than tell him his writings are “gibberish.”

Our adoptive parents like to make mole hills out of mountains thus afterwards our parents can go and complain about us to other people as angry as they both are.

Our adoptive parents love to play victims and martyrs yet they’re both perverts in their own right.

Finally, I’m unto our parents.

The more our parents squeeze me then the more I run the other direction.

Eric and I refuse to give my parents much time since they’re abusive to both Eric and I.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

P.S. I can’t wait to burn all of my dad’s writings as a prayer to the Maya Gods.

Word Count Goal: 1,200

Word Count: 1,975

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 5,613

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #51 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #4 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #270 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #691 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #122 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #31 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #5 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #65 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #26 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #12 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

“The worst fool is clever for himself.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Excruciating (torturing, painful, distressing)

He suffered excruciating pain as a result of his alcoholic dry-drunkard parents’ denial about themselves as cruel people.

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Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

Page 136

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Be Wise

Not to Rise to Anger

It’s taken me two decades to understand the alcoholic dry-drunkard dynamics in our adopted family.

In 1987 I was adopted at the age of ten years of life.

The reason why I neither have alcoholic tendencies nor crave alcohol nor am I an alcoholic dry-drunkard is because alcohol is not an “abused substance” in ‘my’ Mayan lineage or heritage as it was only two generations ago with our Grandmother and Grandfather on our father’s side of the family and three generations ago with our Great-grandmother and Great-grandfather on my Grandfather’s side of our adoptive-mother’s side of the family.

For the most part our family is one cruel and mean bunch.

For the most part our family is one emotionally manipulative bunch.

For the most part our family has a strong alcoholic dry-drunkard cerebral itch they don’t seem to be able to fully scratch.

For the most part our family is one of the Ut-most unhappiest of families one will ever meet.

For the most part our family looks great on the surface and on paper.

However, when one truly gets to know our family members’ alcoholic dry-drunkard ulterior motives and their cruel dispositions then one gets to understand the true definition of alcoholic dry-drunkards.

Yes, I literally grew up with our cousins either physically beaten or emotionally or psychologically abused and scarred for life by an entire generation of baby boomers who hate our entire clan of offspring with a strong sincere and rage filled passion.

The lack of hatred isn’t what I can’t get passed.

It was the lack of love I’m still hung up over.

Nevertheless, I’m getting over our tragic situation.

Yes, I’m getting over myself and why we weren’t loved.

Yes, I’ve become one good parent to myself.

Yes, I self-love.

Yes, I self-care.

Yes, I now place myself above all others since nobody else would in our family.

~~~

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while our adoptive-mother worked herself to death to get nowhere in life other than to covertly brag about all of the places in the world she gets to travel to all alone by herself whiles she works off her travels rather than enjoy her travels.

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while our adoptive-mother won’t ever stop bragging about herself and her accomplishments.

It’s as though our adoptive-mother has not ever learned her worth enough to sit back and relax and take in the scenery.

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while our adoptive-mother poisoned her joy and stuffed her sorrows with food and ate herself almost to death nearly each night after work for over two straight decades.

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while at night after supper our father sat emotionally distant from us and read for hours into the nights without ever looking up until our father went in search of Hippie friends to anger our adoptive-mother.

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy and rather than talk-out their problems and miscommunication for years our parents chose to scream and yell at each other at the top of their lungs even though probably neither one of them would admit to it now.

However, as children and teenagers we went through sheer agony with our parents fighting about money even though they were “rich.”

Our parents weren’t really wealthy since all our parents ever did was fight about money thus our parents were only ‘rich.’

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while our parents constantly ‘fished’ for compliments from their children and teenagers who went without much love or attention or shoes or clothes or at times we even went without food or our parents forgot to pick us up from practices or hardly ever showed up to anything we participated in.

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while our parents were a generation of baby boomers who seemed only interested in their careers and getting ahead at any cost especially at the cost to their family.

No, I’m not sure why our parents were emotionally needy while our parents “sold out” as marijuana smoking and marijuana selling and jail convicted Hippies who turned Yuppies.

Yes, at one point in her teens our adoptive-mother was one of the biggest marijuana dealers in the Bay of Boston.

Yes, in his thirties our father went to jail for dealing marijuana and not for activism. I recently found out the truth this past summer 2015.

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No, we ought not to have been even so much as allowed or able to be adopted by our adoptive parents since our adoptive parents are degenerative parents and failures at best.

Yes, our father only calls me when he’s bored or needs time to burn or there isn’t anybody around for him to socialize with.

Yes, I know the truth about our father even though he thinks I’m too much of a moron to know anything about him or his failures as a man.

Yes, our father thinks I’m here to entertain him. Wrong.

Yes, I continually tell our father he tends to waste my time with melodrama and concocted hormone estrogen imbalances since he gets my life and marriage as wrong as anybody can be about any subject matter.

Yes, whenever our father is bored he likes to come and find me and stir up emotional trouble and blame it on me.

However, I’m not anybody to trifle with since I am important and do have essential work to conduct on any daily basis.

Yes, our parents tend to think I don’t have a vitally important life thus and therefore our parents treat me like an afterthought and tend to waste my time with melodramas and temper tantrums and emotional manipulations.

Yes, our parents are a “turn off” since our parents tend to see me only through the prism of their acute baby boomer experiences.

Yes, our parents are trivial and angry and mean.

No, our parents didn’t amount to much ever since our sister was caught by her Junior High School for smoking marijuana in the ‘girl’s bathroom’ at the age of 14 in the eighth grade.

No, our parents didn’t amount to much ever since our sister took to the stripping pole at the age of 18 and barely survived her trials and tribulations as a heroin addict homeless womyn in the streets of Miami, Florida the winter of 2003-2004.

~~~

Yes, over the phone this past weekend our father told me I’d make the worst mother in the world since I’m now on antidepressants except our father assumed too much and thought I was on Anti-depressants since he assumed I’m a depressive and rather than ask questions little did he know I tested out for depression December 2014.

Simply, I mentioned to our father I’ve finally begun to consider having children. No, we’re not pregnant.

Yes, I corrected the record about fake-pregnancy hormones and wanting to throw child-like temper tantrums rather than having my father further confuse himself and think I’m a depressive.

Who tells their adult daughter they’ll make the worst mother in the world?

Only a real hurt and passive-aggressive alcoholic dry-drunkard tells their adult daughter she’ll make the worst mother in the world. What a confused man.

Yes, afterwards for an hour I cried about my father’s insults directed at me. Yet once again, I was ever so hurt and heartbroken.

When Eric and I first became engaged in January of 2009 at the time our adoptive-mother told me not to marry Eric because Eric was too “fat.” Oh, my goodness!

Who says gross words as such?

We’re talking about the love of my life.

Our parents ruin their relationships with their adult children because our adoptive parents are insecure and mean and cruel and inconsiderate and say terrible words to us to throw us off balance and make us feel as insecure as they are.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Word Count Goal: 1,300

Word Count: 1,364

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 3,638

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #50 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #3 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #269 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #690 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #121 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #30 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership challenges about who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #5 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #65 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #26 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #12 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

“From a fool, what do you get? Trouble.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Amorphous (shapeless, with no special form)

The potter begins his work with a piece of amorphous clay.

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Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

Page 136

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Happy State of the Union address!

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In my defense about “Cirque Dreams Holidaze” By Neil Goldberg December 12, 2015 at 2:00pm CT at the Orpheum Theatre in Minneapolis, Minnesota such any subpar acrobatic show is neither any type of theatre nor cinema thus I don’t have to give it any type of review at all much less a bad review since it would be considered any waste of any writer’s time.

Yes, we rightly did walk out.

Gabriel

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Cruel Dry-Drunk Alcoholic Parents

To their Adult Children

Emotional Manipulators

2016

More often than not “emotional manipulators” will leave one feeling terrible about the self by telling direct lies and justifying mean-and-cruel fighting words which aren’t even true.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” twist around the facts and truth to benefit themselves in debate or verbal or written miscommunication or disagreement between parties.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” will make empty and shallow apologies.

However, emotional manipulators won’t ever be specific about what exactly emotional manipulators apologize for and/or about therefore emotional manipulators won’t really have to take any responsibility for their injustices or wrong doings to another party.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” write or speak gibberish then emotional manipulators won’t really have to be responsible for what emotional manipulators write or speak to another party.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” are foolish and/or fools.

Emotional manipulators seem to know deep down inside the folds of their weak unintelligible hearts their empty and shallow causes are lost since nobody ever believes much of anything emotional manipulators say or write.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” feel terribly insecure about themselves and must constantly look for approval from their beloved ones by punishing emotional manipulators’ beloved ones into submission through bribes or ultimatums or terms and conditions.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” don’t ever give gifts from the bottom of their hearts. No.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” give gifts only to place themselves in any positions of power amongst family members or friends or colleagues or communities.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” give gifts only to be noticed since emotional manipulators seem to feel invisible to the world at large and mainly it’s because emotional manipulators are invisible to the world at large.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” “verbally abuse” or “emotionally abuse” or “psychologically abuse” their beloved ones by “name-calling” or belittlement or constant negative criticism or dehumanization or objectification since emotional manipulators seem to act as if emotional manipulators aren’t worth anything thus emotional manipulators must constantly prove they’re alive.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” will ‘twist around’ one’s words and say it’s one’s fault.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” continuously throughout their lives play the “victim card” or “martyr card.”

More often than not “emotional manipulators” rarely take responsibility for their words or actions.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” don’t seem to do well by themselves when they’re literally alone.

Nevertheless, most of the time emotional manipulators seem terribly lonely and lonesome people thus emotional manipulators harass their beloved ones into shaky and unfounded one-sided quasi-relationships.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” waste people’s vitally important time since emotional manipulators don’t think anybody else’s time is important.

Emotional manipulators don’t seem to be any type of friends to themselves thus emotional manipulators don’t know how to fill-up their own time thus emotional manipulators cause melodrama by being time wasters to their beloved ones.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” are ever the loneliest and some of the most bored people thus emotional manipulators tend to stir up melodrama without any just cause or reason for their loneliness or unbalanced hormones or madness.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” seem to ‘go around looking for a fight’ to make themselves feel emotions.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” seem to feel as though emotional manipulators are invisible thus emotional manipulators must constantly put themselves “out there” because emotional manipulators seem to feel as though they’ll be forgotten and emotional manipulators will be forgotten and thus is life.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” go around gossiping about people and their beloved ones.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” make trouble for innocent bystanders.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” purposely enjoy destroying good reputations.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” are liars.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” are cruel since emotional manipulators don’t seem to know how to feel emotions unless they’re constantly in some type of slump or melodramatic crisis or heartbroken situation.

More often than not “emotional manipulators” are anecdotally “Munchhausen Syndrome” patients who constantly talk behind people’s backs and complain about their beloved ones.

Emotional manipulators don’t seem to be able to share healthy or equally established relationships since emotional manipulators are constantly looking to control their beloved ones either through abuse or forceful ultimatums.

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Personally, my greatest weakness pertaining to “emotional manipulators” is emotional manipulators tend to get the best of my patience and temper since emotional manipulators tend to twist my words around and make lies out of my words.

Yes, I’m a true writer who doesn’t write “gibberish.”

Yes, I’m a true writer who doesn’t write nonsense.

Yes, for the most part I make contextual sense even when I have one misspelled word here or there.

Yes, I’m one true writer and nobody will twist or manipulate my words around. I’ve made it my business to study languages for the past two decades.

Words are my business.

Yes, I might not know much.

However, I do know words.

Nothing bothers me more than emotional manipulators who consider me their “toy” therefore emotional manipulators seem to believe they can play me like a child’s game.

However, I’m one deadly metaphorical hoof.

Anecdotally I kick to kill.

“Don’t bother me. I’m thinking.”

Yes, I have much life and work and more work and more life and more play to conduct and not much time to do it in.

Don’t waste my time with trivialities.

Nothing bothers me more than a fool who considers themselves clever.

Nothing bothers me more than fools who believe their beloved ones don’t see right through emotional manipulators’ silliness.

No, I’m not someone who likes to make a donkey’s rear end out of myself thus I keep to myself and am for the most part quiet and quite emotionally fulfilled since I do healthily entertain myself and am capable of keeping myself busy with a million and one projects and responsibilities.

No, I don’t go around creating melodrama for anybody since melodrama tends to find me then I have to dispel it.

Yes, I’m powerful even though emotional manipulators treat me without any power or fairness.

Yes, emotional manipulators tend to want to emotionally use me thus emotional manipulators passively-aggressively utilize me as their tool towards their own emotional fulfillment since emotional manipulators seem to be numb people who can’t feel much emotion on their own terms or by themselves.

Since emotional manipulators don’t seem to be able to manifest or muster up their own emotions of beautification or poetry then emotional manipulators tend to want to create confusion and hatred and cruelty in my life thus emotional manipulators may call themselves “victims” or “martyrs” to my slow brewing bad temper which soon passes by whenever emotional manipulators try my patience.

Yes, I’m slow to rise to anger. (I’m a Taurus. However, once I’m angry then I’m truly angry and then the storm is quickly over.)

No, I don’t ever stay angry for long.

Nevertheless, whenever emotional manipulators cause trouble then my bite is stronger than my bark.

Yes, I do quickly put emotional manipulators in their place and call them out for the lies and the liars they are.

Yes, I’m one force to reckon with and stay well clear of whenever one’s any type of liar.

Yes, I’m not somebody to emotionally manipulate since I know the face of mathematics and rhetoric and grammar and language and linguistics and documentation and data entry and numbers and facts and time and placement and record keeping and chess and factual modern science and myself.

Yes, whenever manipulated then I’m one deadly opponent because no matter how terrible I might be ‘on my feet’ I will eventually figure out the truth for myself. I will ‘connect the dots’ and there’s nothing more powerful than the truth.

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My goal for 2016 is not to rise to the manipulations of emotional dry-drunk alcoholic parental units who are cruel to their adult children since I’m hemorrhaging half-way to death almost each month.

The loss of blood is tremendous. I don’t have time for time-wasters or their emotional empty and shallow needs to take out their anger on me. I shan’t any longer be a tool since I’m about to turn forty (40) in about a year or so after this May 2016.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Yes, I’m hemorrhaging thus I must crawl back into bed.

See you tomorrow.

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This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 2,274

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #49 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #2 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #268 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #689 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #120 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #29 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #5 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #65 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #26 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #12 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Monday, January 11, 2016

“Early to bed and early to rise makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise.”

--- Benjamin Franklin

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No, I don’t have Munchhausen Syndrome.

No, I’m neither a depressive nor do I ever consider suicide.

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Yes, on 09/03/15 I personally volunteered to take Anti-depressants because ever since April 2009 I’ve lived with uterine fibroids which cause much disturbance in the force.

Ever since April 2010 after our first and ever pregnancy and first and ever miscarriage of our seven week old fetus I begun to hemorrhage every six months until the beginning of the year 2015 when I begun to hemorrhage every three months.

The hemorrhaging episodes last for as little as 3 weeks to 8 weeks or 12 weeks then I quickly recuperate only to go through the process all over again.

Yes, I personally volunteered to be on Anti-depressants because my fake-pregnancy hormones “trick” my body to believe my body is fake-pregnant which my body isn’t at all pregnant and hasn’t been pregnant since April 2010.

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Yes, my fake-pregnancy hormones make me want to throw childish “temper tantrums” in the same manner pregnant women do thus the Anti-depressants keep me even-keel and steady.

No, I’m not psychologically depressed since I tested out for depression on December 2014.

Simply I’m exhausted of living with fake-pregnancy hormones which literally tend to kick me hard on the spine or colon or bladder or uterus.

Literally the pain of living with benign uterine fibroids is tremendous.

Yes, my body has fake-pregnancy hormones running throughout my body 24/7.

Yes, my mind and intellect know they aren’t fake-pregnant.

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Yes, I’m tremendously hemorrhaging.

The loss of blood is too much for me today.

Yes, ever since August 2014 I’ve refused our many several doctors to conduct any type of blood transfusions.

We’ll commence tomorrow.

No, I’m not at all feeling well today.

Not only do I feel as though I’m being kicked in the uterus and spine I’m also watching myself excessively bleed from my vagina.

Yes, I spell it out in an era of so much medical confusion and Dark Ages and ignorance and arrogance.

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Yes, as of now I literally live with three small uterine fibroids the size of my thumb nail.

Not to worry.

No, I’m not looking for pity. I’m simply informing the readers about my quite legally personal and private medical condition. I refuse to take medications for which help the hemorrhaging.

However, such medications hold a 99% chance to cause blood clots.

No, I’m not an idiot.

No, doctors aren’t always right even if doctors consider themselves to be divine figures of intervention.

I thank you for your patience.

Truly I wish you all great health.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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Canadian Ted Cruz isn’t legally eligible for an American presidential candidacy.

Yes, I’m an adoptee first generation immigrant.

Yes, I’m a national born of Costa Rica.

Yes, I’m a legal citizen of the United States of America.

No, I’m neither legally considered nor eligible to run for the American presidency since I wasn’t born on American soil.

If Canadian Ted Cruz who was factually born in Calgary, Canada were ever legally eligible for presidential candidacy in the 2016 presidential elections then I, too, am legally eligible to run for the 2020 presidential candidacy and nobody has anything to say about it.

Yes, I’d hypothetically win the presidential election.

No, I don’t want to be a politician.

The American People are on my side.

Be careful.

Lawsuits. Lawsuits. Lawsuits.

Gabriel

P.S. No, Hillary Clinton won’t win the presidency 2016 since America isn’t ready for any woman president much less any woman presidential candidate supported by any SuperPac since SuperPacs are thieves.

“Generation X” has neither ever approved of former President Mr. Clinton or his daughter Chelsea Clinton since almost an entire generation finds them both to be creepy since the Clintons stole an entire fortune in 2 generations.

The American People haven’t ever taken to the Clintons and The People won’t take to the Clintons now especially when economics matter more than ever through politicians’ 16 year’s war.

Former Secretary of State Hillary Clinton’s immediate family members ruin her presidential candidacy more than they help her.

Except Ms. Clinton’s political aids and experts won’t let Ms. Clinton know what’s going on in the trenches.

The People don’t like Ms. Clinton or her immediate family members since they’re considered to be thieves. Yes. Correct.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

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This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 748

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #48 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #1 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #267 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #688 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #119 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #28 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #5 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #65 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #26 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #12 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Friday, January 8, 2016

“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.” - Albert Einstein

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2016

(When we lived in Uptown, Minnesota

we continually kept seeing the words

“hope sick”

“tagged” as badly written graffiti

on our garbage cans and garage door.

Weekly for 6 years

we cleaned up the graffiti.

How annoying!)

“Hope” (expect, trust, anticipate, wish, look forward to)

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Personally, I don’t ever like to make usage of the word “hope” since our present President (2016) (He Who Shall Not Be Named) ran upon any such basic yet fundamental human established need and want and desire as the word “hope.”

Ever since our current President (2016) made the word “hope” any type of political slogan upon the basis of his political campaign then I haven’t been able to swallow the word “hope” very well.

No, I don’t like to write the word “hope” much less speak the word “hope” because in modern times the word “hope” seems “hopeless” and empty and shallow.

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It’s any wonder why our current President (2016) places so much stock on giving speeches about the future of “kids” when American adults have had an Ut-most difficult and tough journey through 16 year’s war.

Children will not succeed or eat when adults secretly starve themselves for their children’s benefit when the cost of cheese is astronomically expensive and it’s cheaper to purchase cigarettes to keep the adults from feeling their hunger pangs while parents look on with empty stares as their children eat the little bit of grub parents can muster for daily food.

Politicians don’t know the history of what takes place here on the ground through politicians’ 16 year’s war.

Politicians don’t know anything unless politicians aren’t bought by huge SuperPacs or personal grotesque independent wealth.

Children are resilient.

My heart goes out to our American adults who’ve suffered great losses through 16 year’s war.

It’s the American adults who deserve a respectful speech from our current President (2016) and not the “mentally ill” children.

If our current President’s speech makers won’t deliver a good adult speech then I will because I hold the power to do so.

“Power to The People!”

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What I love to do to express real power is raise my right arm straight up into the air with a closed fist and say, “Power to The People.” I do it anytime I mean it.

No, I don’t pump my arm up and down or wave my fist about. I hold my arm straight up with a closed fist as any compass holds steady to its course through the power of stirring any vessel through any rough waters.

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Our current President (2016) took America into deeper and further war in December of 2015.

When in December of 2014 our current President (2016) promised he’d bring most of our American troops home.

Nevertheless, it was all a hopeless lie.

Ever since our current President (2016) lied to the American People about this blood thirsty on-going maddening raging Middle Eastern 16 year’s war then I truly haven’t been able to use the word “hope” for anything at all.

Yes, I must force myself to write the word “hope” even though the word “hope” is the last word I want to make usage of in the English language.

As a matter of fact I can’t stand the word “hope” since the word “hope” reminds me of continual 16 year’s war.

Americans are exhausted of a maddening war in the Middle East.

However, our American Congress is greedy and hopeless, too.

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Through 16 year’s war there were times when the price of bacon was murderously expensive and since our neighbors went without any bacon then we, too, went without bacon.

Through 16 year’s war there were times when the price of gasoline was murderously expensive and since our neighbors went without any gasoline thus we, too, went without any gasoline for five (5) years and walked four miles to work or took mass transit.

Through 16 year’s war apparel and clothing is murderously expensive and our neighbors have gone without any new clothes thus we, too, went without any new clothes for close to one decade until January 2015 we did purchase new clothes because our former clothes were worn out and ripped and filled with sewn up holes.

We lead by fiercely quiet and strong leadership example because it’s the moral and just and right and correct decision and course of action to take.

We, too, make tremendous sacrifices for our country.

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No, I’m not quite sure what exactly the word “hope” means in the English language even though I’ve looked up the meaning of “hope” about one-hundred (100) times.

Yes, I’ve heard the word “hope” overused by political figures and shallow leader types when such any type of persons run out of subject matter or true policies to address in their political campaigns.

No, I’m not “hope sick” since I don’t even know what the word “hope” means.

No, I don’t live my life by “hope” since I’m a “workaholic” (not literally) and I live in the present and look forward to the future and continue to intellectually challenge and ask complex difficult questions for which I think are fun to answer.

No, I’m not here to cuddle an entire nation of Americans.

Yes, I’m here to lead by any strong quiet leadership example.

Yes, we work hard and barely reap any of the economic fruits of our labor.

No, we’re neither bitter nor resentful about any of it.

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If anything we’re happy to have a little bit of Non-GMO, organic flour and “Free Trade” ingredients on our table through 16 year’s war.

We’re happy to be together and married after witnessing the economic devastation of 16 year’s war here at home.

In 2008-2009 we lost all of our savings in the stock market.

We were wiped clean and had to start all over again.

We started out for the second time in our marriage without a single penny in our pockets.

We know how difficult this 16 year’s war are stressful upon the American People.

We know our politicians and the top 14 wealthiest Oligarchy families won’t give Americans a break since they seem set out on breaking the American People’s backs.

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We know we live in Oligarchy Fascist times.

We know this to be WWII Germany. We know.

Even though as intellectuals and engineers and thinkers and one legally monogamous married couple for sure life has pitched us ‘curve balls’ we’ve risen to our time’s challenges.

We thrive in the face of national adversity.

Ever since September 2006-2016 we’ve been picking up garbage near and around our local neighborhood.

We haven’t given up.

No matter how much life gives us one hard beating we still rise each day and we have a list of a million and one things to get accomplished and we get to it and we get it correctly done.

We’re ordinary daily domestic and professional heroes.

Our bed gets correctly made each day.

We’re American.

We know how to work hard and how to play even harder.

We’ve been laughing in the face of adversity through 16 year’s war and lying politicians.

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The reason why we’re not bitter is because when we give and donate to charity our hearts lighten up with joy and we give thanks and praise.

No, we don’t have any difficulty contributing to America even though our American Congress is lazy and war mongers and starves our people.

“We’re Still Married.”

We’re still here.

We’re still standing.

We’re strong.

We beat as one heart.

We respect.

We eat well.

We sleep well.

We appreciate each other.

We live!

Come on America.

Walk with us.

Sit with us.

Be with us.

Break bread with us.

From one contemporary American writer to our country’s People.

With All of My Respect;

With All of My Love;

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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Word Count: 1,327

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 2,044

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #45 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #18 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #264 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #685 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #116 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #25 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #4 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #64 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #25 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #11 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

*) Week #16 (09/03/15) on Anti-depressants one per day by mouth: “Escitalopram Oxalate 10 MG” To my personal chemistry and brains and mind this one single daily pill is exactly like three continuous cocktails “pumped” directly into my bloodstream 24/7. However, I’m not supposed to write about it thus I won’t. No, I don’t skip one single dosage. I’m addicted exactly as when any baby is addicted to sugar candy.

Thursday, January 7, 2016

“Let your hopes, not your hurts, shape your future.” - Robert H. Schuller

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See you next year on Friday, January 8, 2016.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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Word Count:

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 707

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #44 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #17 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #263 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #684 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #115 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #24 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #4 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #64 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #25 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #11 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

“Hope is like peace. It is not a gift from God. It is a gift only we can give one another.” - Elie Wiesel

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Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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This Week’s Total Word Count: 707

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #43 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #16 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #262 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #683 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #114 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #23 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #4 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #64 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #25 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #11 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

“Tomorrow hopes we have learned something from yesterday.” - John Wayne

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Quick Notes on 01/05/16

Modern Hippies are Liars and Thieves

Be careful mostly anything or “anybody” labeled ‘‘wanna-be’’ “Hippie” is usually any closeted multi-millionaire who pretends to be poor or in dire financial need or ‘wanna-be’ “Hippies” use innocent bystanders and others’ money by pretending as though ‘wanna-be’ “Hippies” have nothing which is any complete lie.

Mostly anything or “anybody” labeled “Hippie” is usually unwashed sexual perverts who mostly sexually assault innocent bystanders when ‘wanna-be’ “Hippies” doesn’t get their way.

Usually ‘wanna-be’ “Hippies” are drug-addicts without any real perspective or analytical skills, only, selfish stupid ulterior dangerous motives even if it means physically harming or injuring or sexually assaulting another when ‘wanna-be’ “Hippies” don’t get financial contributions from innocent bystanders.

Mostly anything or “anybody” labeled ‘wanna-be’ “Hippie” is usually “anybody” who uses people for personal gain or selfish purposes whether it were legal or illegal.

Mostly anything or “anybody” labeled ‘wanna-be’ “Hippie” is usually liars and thieves.

‘Wanna-be’ “Hippies” are the lowest of the lowest form of social interaction.

Anyway, ‘all’ of the real “Hippies” are now dead.

“Nobody” ever grows up to want to be ‘wanna-be’ “Hippies” unless literally “mentally ill” or “brain damaged.”

“Nobody” ever grows up to want to be a “modern Hippie.” No.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Word Count Goal: Holiday 2016!

Word Count: 242

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 707

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #42 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #15 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #261 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #682 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #113 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #22 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #4 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #64 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #25 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #11 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Monday, January 4, 2016

“Hope will never be silent.” - Harvey Milk

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Quick Notes on 01/04/16

2014 Census Bureau

Technically and factually by one diploma 4-year college B.A. degree Eric’s the only Broadcast Television Engineer at Eric’s boss’s company.

Eric’s boss swindles Eric by $40,000 (forty thousand dollars per yearly salary for thirty (30) years.)

Eric’s boss believes “vacation time” is the same as “sick time” thus our “vacation time” and “sick time” is all rolled into one. (Ha!) Quite illegal.

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Yes, Eric earns seventy thousand ($70,000) of his own money on “working professional” Engineering consulting work alone for which he works on weekends and at night.

No, not all of the money I make directly goes into our household.

Yes, we have many stocks and assets and financial capital ventures and charity and investments other than our home.

No, goodwill isn’t the same as investments. No. Correct.

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Why is KBJR news director David Jensch doing commercials?

It’s factually fraudulent for any news director to do any type of commercials since it’s any huge breach of public trust and theft.

Conflict of interest.

One cannot have their cake and eat it, too.

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Why is KBJR running “crawls” for “Kwik Trip” stores?

Has KBJR lost their minds? Apparently yes.

“Crawls” are only meant for emergency weather or latest or breaking news.

Get it professionally together or go home and stay there.

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To have KBJR’s news director David Jensch do commercials is the same as to hold any hypothetical public contest and to purposely rig the contest to have KBJR news director David Jensch’s KBJR news staff steal the prizes away from the public. Yes. Correct analogy and metaphor.

Be careful.

Lawsuits. Lawsuits. Lawsuits.

Kettle River, Minnesota is our 2016 home away from home.

On weekends we keep an eye on small town news, hospitals and doctors and politics and commerce.

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(Apostrophe “s”)

Wrong: “Happy New Years’”

Wrong: “Happy New Years”

Wrong: “Happy New Year”

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“Blue Collar”/“Working Class”

(Manufactory/Professional Workers)

(No, not “Working Professionals”)

“Average”/“Median”

Annual (yearly)

Household (4 persons)

Income is factually $54,000

(Fifty-four thousand dollars per year)

Let’s put it to bed

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According to the 2014 Census Bureau the “average” or median household (4 persons) income is $54,000 dollars (fifty-four thousand dollars) which is “Blue Collar”/“Working Class” or “factory workers, manufactory workers, garbage collecting personnel, office professional workers and “anybody” without any type of 4-year college degree etc., etc, etc.,…

According to the 2014 Census Bureau the “average” or median annual income of most doctors (working professionals, “middle income earners”) is $60,000 (sixty-thousand dollars.)

(“Middle Class” is any derogatory term as well as “Working Class” is also derogatory.)

According to WCCO’s August 2014 broadcast reports the “average” or median income household (4 persons) (2013-2014) in the Twin Cities earns $38,000 dollars (thirty-eight thousand dollars.)

According to the 2014 Census Bureau the “average” or median household (4 persons) income of Asians is $74,000 (seventy-four thousand dollars.)

According to the 2014 Census Bureau the “average” or median household (4 persons) income of African (black) Americans is $35,000 (thirty-five thousand dollars.)

According to 2015 tax standards the “average” or median household (4 persons) income of $20,000 (twenty-thousand dollars) or below is considered the poverty line as well as poverty.

According to 2015 tax standards the “average” or median household (4 persons) income of $250,000 (two-hundred and fifty-thousand dollars) is “lower-upper class.”

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No, we don’t love celebrities or writers or directors or producers

Yes, we love shows

We love the show “Scorpion.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Doc Martin.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Star Wars: Rebels.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Modern Family.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Superstore.” Thank you. (Our favorite)

We love the show “Gadget Man.” Thank you.

We love the show “Travel Man.” Thank you.

We love any show with “Lucy Worsley.” Thank you.

We love the show “Death in Paradise.” Thank you.

We love the show “Mozart in the Jungle.” Thank you.

We love the show “Da Vinci’s Demons.” Thank you.

We love the show “Game of Thrones.” Thank you.

We love the show “Graham Norton’s” red chair. Thank you.

We love the show “Downton Abbey.” Thank you.

We love the special “Sherlock: The Abominable Bride.” (2016) Thank you.

We love the show “Real Time with Bill Maher.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Rachel Maddow Show.” Thank you.

We love the show “Fresh off the Boat.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Muppets.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Goldbergs.” Thank you.

We love the show “The Middle.” Thank you.

I love the show “Telenovela.” Thank you.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Word Count Goal: Holiday 2016!

Word Count: 465

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count: 465

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #41 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #14 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #260 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #681 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #112 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #21 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #4 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #64 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #19 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #25 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #11 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

Friday, January 1, 2016

“For if you suffer your people to be ill-educated, and their manners to be corrupted from their infancy, and then punish them for those crimes to which their first education disposed them, what else is to be concluded from this, but that you first make thieves and then punish them.”

― Thomas More, Utopia

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Street Etiquette.

Shouting.

Chapter 9.

Page 136

The above passage is indeed correctly copied unto this page.

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Happy Holidays 2016!

See you next year on Friday, January 8, 2016.

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New Years isn’t only about New York City.

New Years is about the entire of America.

After 15 years war, let’s be inclusive rather than exclusive.

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

Word Count Goal: Holiday!

Word Count:

This Week’s Total Word Count Goal: 5,000

This Week’s Total Word Count:

One Year Health Goal for each of the following Items:

*) Day #1 of no talking during any shared programming while watching enjoyable DVR commercial-free entertainment.

*) Day #38 without disciplining neighborhood children. One-year vow of silence. I owe it to myself. I love it.

*) Day #11 without verbal swear words. I like it.

*) Day #257 without organic sugar cane ice cream. It’s alright.

*) Day #678 without white or brown sugar: It’s alright. I like it.

*) Day #109 without a cigarette: I like it.

*) Day #18 without yells or screams or shrieks at Eric. I love it. No, we don’t have “marital problems.” We have miscommunication problems about “distribution of labor” and equal domestic partnership and who’s going to sweep or cook or do laundry or once per week give our doggie a bath or vacuum or shake out rugs or clean windows or dust shelves or change out the bedding or grocery shop, or, or, or… etc., etc., etc… How Annoying!

*) Week #3 without stress: We owe it to ourselves. I love it.

*) Week #63 work on 245 cholesterol (new #) as of June 2015. I love inexpensive vegan food.

*) Month #18 BMI is “overweight.” I love a twenty-three and a half (23 ½”) natural inch high waist without a corset. Yes!

*) Week #24 of higher dosage of birth control pill: “Zovia 1/50E (28) 1-50 MG-MCG”

*) Week #10 of one sleeping pill per night by mouth: “Zolpidem Tartrate 10 MG”

*) Week #15 on Anti-depressants one per day by mouth: “Escitalopram Oxalate 10 MG” To my personal chemistry and brains and mind this one single daily pill is exactly like three continuous cocktails “pumped” directly into my bloodstream 24/7. However, I’m not supposed to write about it thus I won’t. No, I don’t skip one single dosage. I’m addicted exactly as when any baby is addicted to sugar candy.

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