Thursday, October 31, 2019

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Happy Halloween 2019!

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Demoted as Volunteer Operations Manager

Tuesday, October 8^th, 2019

Promoted to Volunteer Executive Shareholder

Wednesday, October 30^th, 2019

Writing $500,000 grants is Volunteer Executive Level

(Yes, I get 50% of whatever funds I secure and acquire)

Personally, I don’t mind being demoted

From volunteer manager

To promoted to volunteer executive

Because now,

I hold absolutely

No operations responsibilities

For no pay

Note:

Janitorial services are difficult on the body

Because one ages quicker

Than from any other type of labor

Yes, I wasted an entire year without pay

(November 2018-November 2019)

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Personally, the only aspect I don’t like

About being demoted

Is that I found out

About my demotion in a cowardly manner

Yes, since May 2019 I’ve been looking

To hire an office manager

Yes, held many interviews for office manager

No sweat off my brow

Still, I hold office and rank

Without having to lift a finger

Overnight, I became a shareholder.

Ok, thanks.

Now, I’m quiet boss-boss

Until the day I die or whenever

My commercial ten-year contract is over

On April 28, 2029 then I hold

My very own private office in the building

Monday through Friday

10:00am-6:00pm

Yes, I get to tuck away in my office

And not be seen or heard from

The boss knows

Exactly where to find his executive volunteer

The boss gave me an office

To write grants,

Find philanthropists to grant funds to me personally,

For pay blog/write for other people

And secure and acquire funds and grants

For businesses and companies

And independent artists

(Laughter)

Cool

Yes, I won the career lottery.

Yes, as of yesterday,

Wednesday, October 30^th, 2019

I made my own position.

(Smart cookie)

No, I no longer sell ad copies

Although, I would like to get on the phone

Each week mainly because I’m told I have

A talent for selling ad copies and speaking with people

Thank you.

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Demoted On Tuesday, October 8^th, 2019

At 3:20pm

Finally, I’m over my demotion

Since yesterday I negotiated

A ten-year

Ten million dollar contract

With my very own office

And I no longer have to lift a finger

As volunteer operations manager

And I made my very own executive position

At the office

Starting with $500,000

Grants for building’s restorations

There’s no pressure for me to make any money

Finally, as of this morning I became quite

Concerned for the new female manager

Yes, I literally said a prayer

For the new female manager and her son

My position is secure for ten-years

Or ten million, first. Whichever.

On April 28^th, 2019 most certainly I didn’t make myself volunteer operations manager to a publications company since the boss directly offered me 3% to 5% for every new hire and trainee I personally hired.

Yes, from May 2019 through October 18^th, 2019 all of my staff of six trainees either and mainly were laid off either due to poor job performance or discrepancies in their Resumes or one trainee was wrongfully terminated (due to the sexual harassment in misconduct of the male graphic designer) therefore this means I laid off six people in a period of five short months because I was given my directive and orders to lay off my workers. I did. I did lay off my workers as graciously as I could.

Quick, short and to the point I laid-off six people.

Look; I’m a mature human adult woman and I can deal with work betrayal, blatant lies, manipulation and workplace sabotage directly by the hand of the boss since I’m not losing sleep over any of it or money other than as a business professional volunteer executive I don’t have any personal or private funds or monies therefore I don’t have any reason to lie to anyone for anything or about anything.

No, I don’t have any reason to manipulate or lie because I don’t.

The way I found out I was “demoted” was a on Tuesday, October 8^th,2019 when an overly flirtatious tall heavy white woman who is overly eager to volunteer free construction labor services came into the office for a casual interview to talk about anything other than selling ad copies for the publications company as well as was immediately offered managerial duties to hire a phone sales commission staff as well as sell commission phone sales ad copies herself as a standard of $1,000 per day in commission sales, however, the selling of ad copies as a main subject matter was completely skipped over the interview since I sat in the office next door while I single-handedly fixed the office computers’ servers and ports for free as IT help.

No, I don’t ever volunteer my time or services for free unless required.

Now, as someone who is blatantly lied to or manipulated about how I was supposedly not ever a volunteer operations manager, well, one doesn’t ever volunteer to vet candidates’ Resumes to take the time to call, set-up interviews and meet with tens of tens of people over the course of five months or takes on any janitorial duties or doesn’t ever take on any janitorial cleaning services to the building or tar the office flat roof, hire, train and lay off staff or continue for months to specifically vet and hire for potential managerial candidates or interviewees or conduct all of the managerial interviews to specifically look to hire for a well qualified manager except for one interview in which I was forced to sit-out the interview while my volunteer position as operations manager was given away to a heavy white woman willing to do just about anything except talk about the specific subject matter of publications business which is to sell ad copies which the new overly eager and manipulative manager has been hired to be the manager of commission phone ad copy sales in revenue in the upwards of a must $250,000 per year in revenue otherwise standardized failure.

Personally and single handedly I’d been looking for a manager all these months and I’m now only glad a woman is willing to volunteer her time and efforts to do free construction work and still meet her $250,000 per year revenue quota. No pressure.

Ultimately, the manager has to bring in $250,000 revenue from ad copy phone sales otherwise the manager is simply another volunteer operations manager like I was doing all the cleaning and building’s restorations yet not meeting the phone sales revenue quota.

The only reason why I was so upset about this particular interviewee coming in to interview for the manager position is because I wasn’t notified of her existence as well as the manager position specifically was right way offered to her on the spot when I was instructed to only offer manager candidates commission ad copy phone sales positions to begin with then work up into manager status thus and therefore I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t know such basic information about this mystery candidate when all I did all summer long was interview incredibly successful corporate managers whose Resumes and experience are ten times more qualified with Ph.D.’s rather than who is now whimsically hired to be free physical labor like male construction workers rather than sell ad copies.

The whole world knows I don’t want to be volunteer operations manager to any business because there’s no money for retirement in it for me to volunteer my life away.

Now, the new manager has to stop flirting and manipulating her way through life since she hasn’t shown how much she can sell in commission phone sales ad copy work.

Well, the best thing that ever happened to me and the company and my relationships is to be demoted to be promoted to the highest position in the land.

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Okay, I’ve over my animosity

I won.

What do I care.

I don’t.

Trivial aspects of life are trivial and irritating

Other than that who cares?

Since Tuesday, October 8^th, 2019 I’ve been speaking with other business women about my demotion and how the boss refused to tell the new manager I’m the boss’s one-year long live-in girlfriend and I’m the one who volunteers to tar the office flat roof.

Most of the women folk I received feedback from all of the women told me that the new female manager is manipulative and most likely the new female manager sensed and knows I’m the boss’s girlfriend and therefore the new female manager ought to be very respectful and quite kind to me because I’ll always be the ultimate boss’s boss.

Now, the women folk also informed me that my boyfriend was cowardly in not having the courage to directly tell me about my demotion with a mystery female manager he tends to call “fat ugly cow but nice” behind closed doors.

Seriously, as of this morning I’ve let go of all disappointment and anger and sadness or animosity about my demotion and I’m somehow a bit concerned for the new female manager because manipulation and blatant lies are easily spun in this world thus and therefore any previous raped victim and raped survivor with a ten-year old son must be quite and more cautious and acutely aware of what she enters into simply to manipulate or get something in exchange for over achievement with possibly no ability to directly talk about commission phone sales ad work rather than volunteer to patch the roof.

Seriously, my intuition has become alarmed and quite concerned for the ten-year old boy and son of the new manipulative female manager.

Furthermore, the managerial women folk I went to for advice also informed me since my boyfriend is my boss and he didn’t have the courage to bring up the fact I’m The boss’s Girlfriend to this new flirtatious female manager then to take the responsibility upon myself to make the new female manager uncomfortable by directly informing her to her face I’m The Girlfriend thus and therefore I did the right action and yesterday I told the new female manager to her face while my boss boyfriend cowardly panicked and literally ran after the female manager volunteer like she was a third wife and apologized to her for my brash and boorish communications, however, only women know how this manipulative game is truly played in the workplace.

No, I had no idea how tremendously well-off I would come off.

Now, the entire professional neighborhood of nearby offices and their commercial managers all know my predicament because I directly and personally and confidentially talk to other managers in the area here on the same block where our offices are located and other commercial business female managers all told me I was being manipulated by a manipulative woman therefore to put her in her place “right out of the gates” and announce to her I’m The Girlfriend then the female manager doesn’t go home and romanticize or obsess about taking over my position as The Girlfriend because the commercial managerial women folk all said our new female manager didn’t come by her new position fairly and the new female manager knows this to be perfectly well the truth and a tremendous contributing factor as to why none of us trust her because she plays at business by making herself a construction working volunteer and squanders her life away.

Yes, our female manager isn’t qualified for the position.

Yes, our female manager doesn’t even compare to our other more qualified managers who interviewed with me.

Yes, our manipulative female manager knows I can smell trouble a mile away and she’s not trust worthy because she’s outright manipulative and so is my boyfriend who wants to use her for free construction labor.

The other commercial female managers give our manipulative female manager two years before she most likely runs the company into the ground. I have to agree.

We hired the wrong person for the wrong reasons.

The more any staff brings in revenue to this table then the more I get to eat off the table therefore “Show me the money!”

“Money talks, bullshit walks.”

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

Wednesday, October 30, 2019

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Look; Minnesota. Peace. Yes.

Minnesota, I’m not any type of Enemy of the State. No.

Minnesota, I tape record my life

Specifically for safety reasons

Minnesota, I believe nearly any interaction

Ought to be tape recorded

Minnesota, I’m right here.

Minnesota, I don’t ever let go

Minnesota, I’m on this direct line

Minnesota, my life is real.

Minnesota, I’m an imperfect human.

Minnesota, my life’s time’s valuable.

Minnesota, my life’s not any type of melodrama. No.

Minnesota, I don’t concede physical violence

Minnesota, as a volunteer I don’t have a penny to my name.

Minnesota, as a 20-year

Volunteer executive producer of the arts,

No money.

Minnesota, I’m here before you - only -

Because as a volunteer public

Blogger/writer I must always,

“Tell the Truth

And nothing but the whole Truth

So Help Me God.”

Public bloggers/writers

Must make sense

Through logic and reason

The rhetoric of rhetoric

Minnesota, I’m not an enemy of any type.

Minnesota, I’m Your Costa Rican Adoptee Daughter.

Minnesota, I’m Yours, if, you want me.

Minnesota, I’m securing scholarships

Anyplace one can as an independent grant writer.

Minnesota, in twenty-years

Not once have I received a penny

For any other artists’ secured and acquired grants

Look; Minnesota;

As of today, I’m writing 7/$100,000 grants

For Minnesota Artists

Otherwise, I’ve begun to look at $500,000 grants

For start-up nonprofits

As well as building’s restorations grants

For small businesses

Look; Minnesota;

Out of necessity, I’ve:

“Thrown my hat in the ring”

As an independent grant writer

Specifically to Minnesota artists

And small business owners

Look; Minnesota, I’ve begun to look

For grants specifically for myself

Because the art work

And literary work I do is important

Minnesota, I’m in my artist mid-career

After twenty-years as a volunteer

Of the arts I would like

To finally be

Monetarily compensated for

My volunteer services

Simply because I’m disciplined to create art

Like any other public artists or writers

Thanks.

Minnesota, may I please cash in?

Thank you.

“Go Pass Go,”

And collect:

$2million dollars in grants

Yes, please.

Done.

Minnesota, my only difficulty

Is selling my own work

While writing grants

For other artists is easier to sell

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Segway

Look; Minnesota;

There won’t be any lawsuits.

No. None: Period.

Look; Minnesota;

“If” Minnesota throws me out or abandons me

Then I get to ‘ghost’ Minnesota. Yep.

Possibly: Forever.

Look; Minnesota;

Shall “We” get along?

Look; Minnesota; Look:

Minnesota, I humbly stand before you.

Look; Minnesota; I don’t have anything to lie about

Because I caught the last year on video

Look; Minnesota; finally, I’ve become my own advocate

Minnesota, Look; I can accept

Defeat, betrayal, gas-lighting and

Bare-bold lies, however, don’t ever

Make up lies of events

For which didn’t take place

And I was neither a part of nor aware of.

Look; Minnesota; I’m not Your native daughter, however,

Here before you; I’m an adopted daughter.

Look; Minnesota, what part of “peace,”

Don’t you understand?

Look; Minnesota, what part of

Patience, love, acceptance and respect

Does one not understand?

Look; Minnesota, what part of stay “back, back, back”

Doesn’t one understand?

Please, give me some room to breathe

Look: Minnesota, all I wanted was to find a

Respectful and mature adulthood public place to

Write and not lose my train of thought

Yet stop and intelligently and kindly and calmly

And smartly connect with humans

Which I do

Look; Minnesota, I’ve been writing you a love letter all these years

(A general metaphor or anecdote, not literally)

Look; Minnesota you’re my greatest Love

Minnesota, don’t mistreat me.

Minnesota, I’m only “a girl in the world.”

Minnesota, please be on my side.

Minnesota, choose me because I’m always the same,

Strict, fair and fair

Minnesota, I love you.

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

Tuesday, October 29, 2019

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HOPE

Is Important When it’s Real

Otherwise, Hope is Useless,

When Hope’s Fake or Manufactured

Yes, I get beaten up on a weekly basis for eight months, February 2019.

Eight months is a lot of time to waste to get beaten up by some asshole nobody.

Everyday I’m called a “cunt,” “slut,” and “whore.”

A male abuser is a bully who doesn’t realize other people can eventually get them raped or killed for being any type of physically violent abuser bully.

A bully doesn’t realize how cheap it is to take out a bully.

Personally, I don’t believe in rape or murder, however.

A bully has no clue how close they are to always being beaten up by others because everybody knows exactly who’s the bully in the room, no matter how publically charming a bully is to others then goes home intoxicated to punch or kick their girlfriend or wife in the stomach or head.

Yes, I’ve been offered to take out one free “hit” on my boyfriend and many times I’ve declined the offer because no matter how much I get beaten up I still don’t believe murder is legal.

Murder is illegal.

Murder is wrong.

No, I don’t believe in “hits” or murder although it’s not like I don’t know this is an option because men are “chomping at the bit” to beat the living crap out of my boyfriend.

The only reason why my boyfriend’s legs and arms aren’t broken and he’s not in a body cast for the rest of his eternal life is because I’ve asked people not to physically hurt my bully abuser, however, don’t give my abuser any preferential treatment because I still get beat up after the bar closes.

No matter what I say or don’t say I still get beat up even if one were to offer to give my boyfriend free ugly refrigerator magnets from “UAZIT” artist’s wife who likes to give away free refrigerator art magnets to males of her choosing.

“UAZit” this dysfunctional married couple sure and definitely are zits plus their art work isn’t good at all and they know it and I know it and the whole world knows it.

“UAZit” has to sell their ugly art in Indiana only and stop wasting our time in Minneapolis, MN.

“UAZit” isn’t good enough for Minneapolis art or taking away resources from Minneapolis artists.

Art isn’t for free otherwise one plays at business.

Free roofing and construction work isn’t for free otherwise one plays at business.

Socially and completely and totally ignore my bully abuser and please don’t flirt with an abuser bully otherwise he really beats me up for being a woman who speaks her mind and is mainly always right.

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I keep my bully safe

My bully doesn’t keep me safe

Yes, I keep my boyfriend alive and from getting raped or murdered by men who’d love to fly into Minnesota and put a bullet up my boyfriend’s rectum and let my boyfriend die in the streets like a dog. I know, I know.

Yes, I keep my boyfriend from having men brutalize him.

Yes, I keep my boyfriend from having men want to burn down his house.

Yes, I keep my boyfriend from getting raped.

Yes, my boyfriend’s safer with me than I am with my boyfriend.

Therefore, I uphold to civility and goodness.

When a male bully doesn’t ever shut up with their psychologically abusive words then it’s like dating a shallow and vain and stupid bitter old hag of a woman.

There, I said it.

An abusive male bully is like an old hag woman.

The most difficult aspect to physical violence abuse is having one’s abuser follow one around from room to room and have them whisper into one’s ear about how one’s a “cunt,” “slut,” or “whore” or “go fuck cocks,” or “get gang banged” for wanting to build up a roster of business partners to write grants for.

For whatever reasons, the most difficult aspect to physical violence abuse is being accused of supposedly fucking everyone when I don’t even make eye contact with anyone and I do my very best to socially isolate myself therefore my abuser doesn’t feel threatened in any way, shape or form then I can save myself from literally physically being beaten the moment I get into the car or arrive at the office or at home.

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If I end up murdered

Then the entire world will know

It was my boyfriend who murdered me

Then good luck to my boyfriend.

Checks and balances have been set in place.

My least favorite is literal kicks to the stomach or strangulation.

During strangulation one’s crying out to not be choked except not a single word comes out of one’s mouth, not even a whisper while one’s arms and legs flail.

This act of violence against my person is not my fault.

No, I don’t kick myself in the stomach like last Thursday night for losing a cooking pan I always set on top of the stove after washing and I think the mom misplaced the pan then I got blamed for the pan going missing thus and therefore supposedly I deserved a kick to the stomach. How tragic and horrendous.

Plus, the mom’s manipulative and cruel and tends to hide things then I get blamed for her hiding objects and eventually she confesses she’s the one who hid the objects in the first place, however, by then I’ve already been kicked or punched so, too, late, anyway.

No, I can’t imagine kicking a woman in the stomach or in the head.

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I hate St. Thomas Academy for Boys

St. Thomas Academy for boys develops drunk, alcoholic self-important men who like to manipulate and lie their way through the world and beat up women.

Yes, I have a personal “bone to pick” with the St. Thomas Academy for boys since all I know is the 55-year olds of St. Thomas Academy for boys and how despicably alcoholic everyone turned out to be.

What a disgrace.

What a waste of tuition fees and cost.

Look, whenever I get punched or kicked by anyone’s alumni then the whole world will know it. Too bad.

St. Thomas Academy for boys is nothing or no one. Really. Truly. I know.

Who kicks a woman in the stomach for a missing cooking pan? Nobody.

No, I don’t kick myself in the thighs.

No, I don’t kick or punch myself in the breasts.

No, I don’t punch myself in the ribcage.

No, I don’t kick myself in the left frontal lobe.

No, I don’t slap punch myself over my eyelids.

No, I don’t kick myself in the kidneys.

No, I don’t kick myself in the lumbar or buttocks.

No, I don’t grab my crutch in front of my boyfriend’s mom.

No, I don’t call myself a “slut,” “cunt,” or “whore” for eight straight hours of nonstop verbal, emotional and psychological abuse.

No, I don’t brutalize myself.

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Choose To Die At Home

The Other Is Exhausting

Now, I’ve made the difficult decision and choice to stay and possibly get murdered rather than go homeless and get raped and die in the Minnesota frozen snow.

Although, after severe beatings and constant threats to be thrown out, I have begun to imagine what my death would be like to die in the cold snow of winter because I don’t doubt it I’ll be quasi fired, broken up with and thrown out every day since I live under an abusive tyrannical force in nature plus I live with a paranoid, controlling and abusive and manipulative liar.

Why don’t I leave an abusive relationship? Money.

Mainly, I’m still quite committed to taking care of the other’s every need which leaves me no time for myself, hobbies or time off.

The stupid expectation for me to take care of the every need of the other is exhausting, ludicrous and more stupid.

The expectation I’m not ever allowed to text or talk to anyone is stupid.

The expectation I have to act as though I isolate myself for the emotional comfort of another is stupid.

The expectation I have to be at another’s beckon call is stupid.

The expectation I’m not allowed to leave the house alone is stupid.

The expectation I’m not allowed to go on literal three mile runs by myself for fear I might fuck a stranger in the woods is ludicrous.

The expectation I’m not allowed to make any contact with anyone is stupid.

The expectation I’m not allowed to have my own ideas, opinions or a voice is stupid.

The expectation I’m not allowed to rebuttal stupidity is stupid.

The expectation to go along with a manipulative liar is stupid.

The expectation to be someone’s toady is stupid.

The expectation to suck the very life force out of me is stupid.

The expectation to be really nice to an abuser is ludicrous.

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Bullies are the most boring people alive

“Bongo Bob” Literally Beats Me Up

Mainly, I’ve been a sucker and work for free for my boyfriend and his mom and their company therefore if I even so much as suggest working outside of the home then I’m threatened to be thrown out within an hour.

Mainly, when one doesn’t leave any abusive relationship then it has to do with financing.

Mainly, the most difficult aspect to physically abusive relationships is finances.

Mainly, an abuser wants their prey to be completely dependent upon the abuser thus and therefore my ultimate ultimatum is either I work as a free slave or I get thrown out and I’ve already had my clothes thrown all over the sidewalk of Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN therefore I don’t want to repeat the abuse of having the neighbors see my underwear all over the sidewalk as I humbly run down the street gathering my blown away socks, T-shirts and underwear.

Mainly, an abuser doesn’t love their prey because an abuser is only into control, manipulation and lies.

Mainly, I’m kept as eye-candy even though every week I’m called “ugly.”

Mainly, to be financially dependent to an abuser for a little bit of ice cream after dinner or a roof and safe shelter is compromising of the soul, body and spirit.

Mainly, to be financially dependent upon an abuser is a way to give up all autonomy and allow for the other to play mind games with one’s mind.

Mainly, an abuser isn’t ever in love with their prey.

An abuser likes to taunt and play with their prey.

Mainly, an abuser is always an abuser and picks away at their prey with precision.

Mainly, an abuser is a psychopath and delights in literally and physically beating up their prey.

Mainly, an abuser criticizes everything to the point where an abuser is monotonous and boring and tedious to contend with their verbal abuse.

Mainly, an abuser is a lonely and out-of-control raging nobody.

Mainly, an abuser is incredibly insecure.

Mainly, an abuser likes to manipulate their prey and have their prey believe the prey kicks themselves.

Mainly, an abuser likes to manipulate their prey and have their prey believe the prey is at fault for getting hit, beaten or strangled.

Mainly, an abuser likes to manipulate their prey and have their prey believe the prey hits themselves. Hahaha.

I’m so sick and tired of getting beat up except I have no money since I’ve been a volunteer for an entire year. What a waste of a year.

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

Friday, October 25, 2019

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Yes, tonight at dinner I wear a complete see-through dress without any brazier underneath. I’ll wear a t-shirt underneath.

No, no one may stare at my breasts even if I were to wear a low-cut down to my navel see-through chiffon dress.

As of this week I’ve: been called “ugly” with pimples and mock-parks. I know.

Not okay, however, I’m still a woman with feelings therefore from now on I dress as I best see fit and no one gets to call me “ugly” or a whore or a “slut” or a “cunt.”

No, I’m not a slut.

No, I’m not a whore.

No, I’m not a cunt. Stop calling me that. Stop it!

“Crave,” I’m flying in for a $200.00 dinner.

Calamari and shrimp with apple martinis in exchange for tarring the roof at the office.

Plus, I want to look at the dessert menu. Thanks.

What a terrible week.

Most weeks have been terrible since February 2019.

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Mature Adult Note:

If I were to get kicked in the stomach then for sure I think one’s “Euro-trash.”

Business, hands off.

Business, we go forward without a scratch on us.

Socially, shun an abuser.

Women hold all of the social power.

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Let’s Play Ball:

Yes, I sell ad copies to the entire state of Wisconsin. Yep.

Nobody destroys businesses, least of all not me, however.

Socially, women control the entire social scene of the world.

Yes, I just spoke with the entire state of Wisconsin and left awkward English as a Second Language messages or voicemails informing marketing executives that we’d had volunteer music students here and now their school term is nearly over then I’m personally once again in charge and responsible for the entire state of Wisconsin VFW ad copies for marketing and print media. Thank you.

Hi, Wisconsin.

HI, Minnesota.

Hi, North Dakota.

Hi, South Dakota.

Hi, Michigan.

Hi, Iowa.

Literally, I’m on the horn (phone) with the entire Midwest region.

Hi, Midwest.

Since April 28, 2019 I’ve only made $1,200 for paycheck selling ad copies.

Yes, I volunteer commission phone sales for ad copies for the VFW and I love it and everybody knows I love being on the phone with all of them even if sometimes it gets to be awkward English in a direct, blunt and boorish English as a Second Language mature adulthood communications with someone who’s really kind, intelligent and smart and this person happens to be me.

Oh, my! Only one marketing executive called me up and complained about the entire confusion about who is responsible to the accounts which is me.

What a confusion simply to say I don’t know which accounts the music students called and left messages therefore I left messages to all of the accounts saying I’m responsible for the entire state of Wisconsin VFW.

Hi, lovely veterans!

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Grant Writing Note:

Yes, right now even though I’m not working on my laptop, I’m still writing inside of my head four/$100,000 dollar grants while I solo chain smoke cigarettes and I get 35% to 50% depending on the business relationships and ownerships which my goal is to be hands off and I don’t want any ownership of any nonprofits or companies, simply I find the financial gifts and I get $35% to 50% of any financial gifts granted to my business partners.

For some reason I now have more business partners than I’ve ever had.

All I can do is find $100,000 per each capital venture for each independent qualifying party.

Peace.

Yes, do shun an abuser of beauty, art and love and respect.

Business, we go forward.

We make money together.

Nobody destroys our companies.

Nobody, no matter what gets a say other than ourselves.

Thank you.

Let’s go!

Forward.

No, I’m not boorish, simply direct.

Yes, I’m seeking $33million investor for a Hollywood movie.

Yes, I’m personally seeking a philanthropist corporation to lend my artistic and social justice work financial tax write-off financing. I need at least three million dollars to do digital political activism, art, mass media and mix media.

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Minnesota, don’t front with me.

I’m here on this line.

No, I don’t have my cell phone with me.

No, I don’t know where my cell phone is.

Business wise, this morning alone

I’ve talked with the entire state of Wisconsin for the VFW

Yes, I’m steadfast.

We had music student trainees

And I’ve been catching up with the accounts,

Calling and having the entire state

Of Wisconsin understand I’m on the accounts

Rather than the volunteer music students we had

Here for three weeks.

Yes, I’m making sense of the accounts

Because some notes say

That the music students

Called and left messages with “the pitches”

And some accounts possibly

Weren’t called and left messages

I don’t know?

Therefore, I took it upon myself to call the

Entire state of Wisconsin and let

The state of Wisconsin know that I’m on this

I’ve got this.

Sorry, about the confusion.

Thank you,

Gabriela Long

Saturday, October 19, 2019

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Sound Advice: Office Etiquette

Yes, around the office it’s highly inappropriate to talk about other peoples’ (plural) rape experiences and/or sexual assault experiences.

Usually, one waits for rape survivors to bring up their stories about rape crimes.

Rather than have anyone else much less the boss announce to an entire office about how rape survivors are a low grade of class of people. I don’t know. I don’t think so. I have to do research.

One doesn’t announce such intimate information such as the subject of rape to other staff or workers before the rape survivor(s) announces their very own rape stories or rape crimes first.

Yes, I’m excruciatingly hated by white males because no matter how much I hate manipulators and “conflict of interest” to either contract to fix the office roof or be on commission to sell ad copies, however.

Not both of either to fix the roof from leaking water or sell ads since “conflict of interest” is illegal like nepotism is illegal.

Now, it’s highly inappropriate to wear shorts to any office no matter how much one’s a rape survivor whore looking to climb any boss and the boss wants to manipulate the situation to see how much free carpentry work he can have done while announcing the female carpenter is a rape survivor who by fault of her own got herself raped. I don’t know.

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Only girlfriend’s cut their boyfriend’s hair or beard otherwise go to a professional hair solon or barber.

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Yes, I’m still here

Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN

Yep

Where else would I be.

(Rhetorical question)

For some reason,

It’s always been the Twin Cities, MN

Always

Yes, my secret is: I’m actually in love

With the Twin Cities, MN

My heart’s in Minnesota

Even though

My geographical calling

For one full year would be

To live in Los Angeles, CA

With my presently exclusive

Monogamous Heterosexual Partner

(Not swingers, not poly-amorous)

And My Significant Other

And Boyfriend

Since we’ve talked about it

And agreed upon

Such a specific agreement

(My bucket list)

Then we retire wherever

My significant other would like

In Europe

Until August 2017,

Not once had I ever wanted

To live in Los Angeles, CA

No way.

Why would I?

Nope.

Obediently, I return to MN

Even though

MN is one of the most

Dangerous places to live

For people of color

Of course, I’m here in the Twin Cities, MN

No, no one can get me to leave the city limits.

No way.

Directly, I’ve explained everything

Peacefully, Minnesota and I’ve broken bread together

San Diego, Cali someday we’ll meet

Yes, I purchased a plane ticket to San Diego, Cali

However, literally “manufacturers restart”

On my cell phone has once again

Left me without digital contacts or phone numbers

Bummer!

Once again, I’m cut off from the world

And flying blind.

There was no way I was going

To fly blind into San Diego, Cali

Without phone numbers.

Nope.

Barely can I maneuver the Twin Cities, MN

With no phone numbers

Much less San Diego, California

This is my fifth broken cell phone.

Broken cell phones get expensive to purchase.

The reason why I purchase so many new cell phones

Is because
No matter how shattered the cells

Indeed I forget the four digit password code

And the only way to get back into a cell phone

Is manufacturer restart, however.

One loses all contacts and phone numbers.

One thinks one’s going to have a heart attack

Then one doesn’t.

Whew!

It’s taken me a year

To recover barely ten Minnesota cell numbers.

Sigh.

Breathe.

Calm.

Gracefully.

By chance I came across

One of my best friend’s phone numbers

In Saint Paul, MN

Written out in my friend’s handwriting

On the pages of my old personal diary

His phone number

Seriously, I’m still in shock.

Seriously, I’m in awe.

Manufacturer Restart.

Seriously, hahaha.

What a turn of events.

‘Never,’ I thought

Yes, I had booked a flight for today at 3:30pm

However, Cali’s off the docket for now

What is there to say?

Nothing

Need I say more?

No.

Sincerely,

Gabriel

Monday, October 13, 2019

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Thank you for all of your feedback on what

An office whore is all about

The Highland Park Raped Whore

Free labor is not the same as a bone-fide volunteer.

Free labor is tits and ass on two legs willing to work or free to see how far she can get with the boss.

There’s nothing creepier than the combination of raped survivor whore. There isn’t.

The dichotomy of former raped girl and now office slut/whore is so at odds against each other yet mostly only white women who’ve ever been raped seem to go out of their way to dress and act like literal whores or sluts primarily because their literal brains and neurological pathways are fucked up thus such women will always be fucked up about getting raped mainly because the research shows rape has to do with getting drunk or intoxicated and men taking advantage of women who let themselves get intoxicated in coed mixed company.

Mature women don’t give men that type of power or control over their vaginas.

Thank you so much for writing-in and letting me know a previously raped white woman and now office slut/whore does show up at the office inappropriately dressed in short-shorts on a cold October day (today) with a frozen vagina and specifically only brings-in her few scraggily harvested homegrown garden tomatoes to offer the boss and doesn’t offer the rest of the office because ultimately her only ulterior motive as a previously raped victim/survivor is to see how far she can climb and fuck the boss and “everybody” knows it except her. Yep.

When one’s obvious then one’s obvious especially when one thinks they’re being sneaky and sickly sweet. A wet vagina is a wet vagina out to get the boss.

The boss thinks she’s fat and ugly, anyway.

Well, she’s got some things going for her. She’s ugly.

She’s got blubber to keep her warm in the cold winter days.

Its okay, the boss also thinks I’m ugly, too. I get it. I don’t take it personally.

The boss hired her because he thinks her ugly, and because she’s ugly then she won’t cause, too, much of a distraction plus the boss wants to get free carpentry labor out of “the raped girl” without ever having to pay her because she’s willing to put out for free. Hahaha.

Even if the raped office slut/whore is wet from her previously raped vagina and out to climb and fuck the boss, she’ll always carry the stigma as an ugly fat woman who looks like a man and will always carry the stigma of raped office whore because the boss calls her “the Highland Park raped girl” while he pities her for being the broken girl and sad pathetic loser who one night got herself, too, drunk and got raped or at least is what I’ve been told.

We’re supposed to be really nice to the raped whore because she was raped.

To the boss, he will always see her as “the poor raped girl” thus and therefore we’re also to view her as “the poor raped girl.” Okay.

The boss will always pity her and not take her seriously because ultimately she’s not seen as a whole woman, only as a raped vagina and now he views her as the office slut who wears inappropriate attire to make a quick office appearance and flirt and climb and supposedly fuck her way into the boss’s rectum. He knows. We all know. She’s so obvious.

We pity her because she doesn’t know the boss thinks she’s fat and ugly like he thinks the rest of us are fat and ugly. We know, thank you. The sentiment doesn’t crush us around the office.

No, I can’t imagine being “the Highland Park raped girl” as the boss calls her.

Yes, everybody knows she’s “the Highland Park raped girl” because the boss doesn’t keep any secrets therefore we all know to pity her and feel sorry for her since she’s “the Highland Park raped girl” and this is what we all know her as, nothing more and nothing less.

Yes, we’re supposed to pity her and be kind to her because the boss says she’s a raped survivor and broken. Okay. We’ll pity her because the boss says so.

The boss says “the raped girl” is only officially hired to be a phone sales personnel, however, “the raped girl” knows carpentry therefore we’re supposed to have her do free carpentry work because then we can get free labor out of her without the company having to pay her for her skill set and know-how of carpentry work because the boss knows no one works for free except a real bone-fide volunteer or a blood relative or a girlfriend or wife otherwise free pussy labor’s only there to see if she can get fucked by the boss except the boss already told us she’s fat and ugly like the rest of us.

No, I can’t imagine being “the Highland Park raped girl” who acts like an office whore and is inappropriately dressed in front of others simply because the only goods she’s got is free labor carpentry work sealing the roof with tar otherwise she has to actually prove she can sale $3,000 to $5,000 in phone sales in one single day and if she can’t then no amount of rape pity or short-shorts with cold air in her vagina will keep her from showing her true callers as manipulator and manipulator.

We all know when an office whore is out to sleep with the boss. We all know.

Even if the boss is more manipulative than others well, the rest of us know.

Thank you so much for writing-in and letting me know an office whore can also be a raped victim. Thanks.

Plus, the boss says the raped girl is not trust worthy of anyone because she’s just for show and not to take seriously because she’s out to fuck the boss.

The boss has seen it all before.

Now, I pity the raped girl.

Yes, I do.

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

Saturday, October 12, 2019

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Note #1: A volunteer isn’t a “victim”:

Yes, first and foremost I’m always safe.

Nearly, some days: “by the skin of my teeth.”

No, I’m not a “victim” because I work, too, hard as a volunteer to be a “victim.”

Yes, weekly I go above and beyond expectations or pressure to be “perfect.”

When one works for free for other peoples’ causes then one isn’t a “victim.”

Seriously, when one works for free and is an awesome volunteer at one’s duties and responsibilities then what more is there to say? Thank you. Thank you. Thank you, volunteer.

Seriously, I mean, what is there to say?

Nothing.

Need I say more?

No.

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Note #2: Run for Office:

Yes, for twenty years I’ve been asked to run for public office.

Yes, this past week the mature and wealthy taxpaying women and twenty-year female property owners of Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN asked me to literally uphold to the promise of “Yes, I promise to run for office.” Thank you.

Yes, I promise to run for office even though I have no intention to be any type of a career politician because I haven’t ever seriously considered politics until this week when the Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN women asked me to please promise to run for office. Okay. I don’t have any money or resources, however, ok.

The Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN women told me I’m the one to be in a position of leadership because I’m always monotone and respectful and truthful with people plus I’m not a brown noser therefore I’m not an embezzler. Thank you.

Yes, I can always spot a missing penny a mile away. Always.

Plus, I’ve been informed I can write my own speeches and this will serve me well in the long run. Thank you.

Women are giving me their vote and I’m not yet even running for office.

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Note #3: Yes, I write with logic and reason thus and therefore here I am:

For sure, I’m quite a mature adult woman because anything I say is tight sealed and sound proof logic and reason. Yep.

Being a writer is all rhetoric and psychology.

Being a writer is as close as one gets to being a judge in a court of law because one has to think about the outcome of the words and the judgment and sentence thereafter to follow.

No, I don’t scream like autistics and rave and rant about nothing or literally bang my head against the walls.

No, I don’t get paranoid and afraid like schizophrenics or marijuana smokers do.

No, I don’t get mean and cruel like drunks or alcoholics do.

Yes, I get afraid of direct “death threats” with the intent to bodily harm against me.

No, I don’t have mood swings like bi-polar people do.

No, I don’t put myself in bad moods unless someone literally hits me before going out to a meal in public or calls me a “cunt” for more than one straight hour then I look ugly and ‘sour grapes’ because my soul’s being kicked around.

No, I don’t go out of my way to put people “in their place” unless they’re manipulative, liars and downright insulting directly to me and/or at me.

Yes, if need be in public then I simply do go out of my way and state, “Please, don’t be cruel to me. Please, don’t break a Costa Rican’s heart. Please, don’t publically humiliate me. Please, don’t lie to me in public. Please, don’t grab my crutch in front of others especially not in front of your mom.” If need be then I repeat this again and again to protect my rights as a female American citizen and civilian.

For sure, I’m quite literal, sober, stern and fair when I speak while on the same token I’m quite relaxed until people seriously cross major social norms or social manners and miscommunications skills are conducted in a manipulative and cruel manner then I directly tell people “Be Appropriate,” especially when restaurant female workers are on the clock then female workers have to bring on their “A game” and not take liberties to squeeze the biceps of patrons while getting by doorways because this physical act of squeezing any male customers’ biceps is taking liberties to flirt with male customers and quite creepy.

The only reason as to why users, abusers, narcissists, overt flirts and manipulators and sex addicts and liars hate me is because I tell the truth and don’t blink twice while doing it.

“No, I don’t want to stay home Friday and Saturday nights to volunteer to take care of your dog and clean up after your dog.” I said in September 2006 then I came home and every stitch of furniture was gone with so much as a note telling me I was a “narcissists” for not volunteering to stay home on Fridays and Saturdays to take care of “Daisy” the pooch.

“No, I don’t want to work for free and volunteer all of my time to your causes because I can barely afford toothpaste or I barely take the time to go to the bathroom.” I said in September 2019.

You can lie to me, however.

You can’t lie to yourselves and your ulterior motives.

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Mature Adult Note #4: Nice vs. Kind:

“Nice” is for users and abusers and manipulators and liars.

“Kind” is a genetic makeup and genetic trait.

A natural high pitched voice is naturally high.

A taught high pitched voice forcing itself to sound “nice” is usually a “loose woman” in short shorts who brings the boss tomatoes to flirt her way through life.

No matter how “sickly sweet” one’s voice sounds in public any sadist or sociopath or psychopath or manipulator gives away themselves through their voice while sounding like the sweetest person on the planet Earth while being nice to anyone else except their prey until sickly sweet sounding sadists literally hit, kick or bodily harm or manipulate or blatantly lie or for about five-to-ten hours straight calls another lewd put-downs such as “stretched out pimply ugly cunt” (as an example) or constantly undermines the very existence and good nature of the other through verbal abuse and public humiliation.

{The above sentence is correctly grammatically written.} Yep.

Please, don’t break the heart of any Costa Rican. Thank you.

No, Minnesota, no.

Back, back, back, Minnesota.

Stay back.

“Devil, get behind me,” Said Jesus Christ.

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Note #5: Reminders about Commencement Speech:

Yes, finally I have the words for commencement speech May 2019.

Thank you for your patience. Oh, do I have a mother of a speech.

This blog exists only to keep me safe from bodily harm. Thank you to all of our engineers who stayed on as volunteers all of these decades later. Thank you.

The engineers give me the metrics to the site. I don’t dare look at the metrics because after year six the site took off even without any advertisement. Hahaha. Hilarious! I didn’t do anything and the whole world comes here to read what I write. Thank you. I’m safe because the world’s taken on this literary journey with me.

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Note #5.2: Sports:

Last Saturday over a flat screen for the first time ever I watched and saw what the New York Yankees look like. Thank you.

Yes, as quickly as I can I’m watching the New England Patriots. Thank you.

The Boston Red Sox are in my heart. Thank you.

Yes, I root for all Minnesota teams because I pay taxes to Minnesota.

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Lessons Learned #6: Death Threats:

No, I don’t know why Minnesotans literarily threaten to have me physically harmed or bodily harmed unless they’re downright bullies.

If you were to meet me then you know a few things: I’m genuinely kind therefore I’ll take the liberty to put any bully in their place especially with direct, frank and stern words.

Verbal Abuse and Bodily Threats to Cause Harm or Potential Murder:

Look: I’m safe.

Yes, I’m a mature adult woman of 42.

Yes, I get it: I’m the one who’s going to get murdered by several white Minnesota men. Not okay. Yes, several direct verbal death threats were made on Friday by different parties.

Now, if (hypothetically) I get murdered by the hand of the white Minnesotans then mostly significant financial institutions will pull out of the state of Minnesota because once the literary volunteer talent bloggers get murdered then there’s no reason to stick around Minnesota since we all know the truth about Minnesota brutality and murder of the Indigenous women. We know the score.

Now, if I get murdered then five major institutions will immediately shutdown without question. Thank you.

Most people find me to be a “safe” person because I am a safe person who follows strict laws and rules of conduct and socialization thus most people in general want to be near or around me, however.

Minnesota’s the least safe place for me to be as an Indigenous woman of color.

Now, it’s obvious I’m not the type of woman anyone rapes or sexually harasses since I’m vocal and loud as hell about my rights as an American woman.

Plus, I’m told I’m the marrying type. Okay. I am.

However, white Minnesota men like to bully me about how exactly they’re going to punch my teeth away from my face and pull my skin back.

Only perverts talk like that.

Now, it’s not self-defense when anyone threatens to tell me just exactly how they’ll brutalize and murder me because then such talk makes it a premeditative crime.

Self defense is reactionary and no one knows exactly how they’ll react.

Self defense isn’t license to murder me.

Plus, I run away from men and I don’t touch men unless they’re my best friends of ten or more years.

When any state, region or country have raw talent for which volunteers their time to write the truth then the world gravitates towards the volunteer raw talent bloggers because history’s/her story’s being written about and no one pays the volunteer writer therefore no one has to purchase or buy the truth. It’s right here in black ink on white paper to read. Yep.

This isn’t going down on our permanent record.

This is history being made.

Yes, I stay as far away as I possibly can from the several Minnesota white men who continuously threaten to murder me or at least they threaten as an excuse to cause bodily harm to break my teeth, cut open my lips, cut open my eyelids, cut open my eyes and break my nose. Fun! Just what the doctor ordered.

Why are Duluth, MN and Saint Paul, MN men such a bunch of misogynists?

Rhetorical question, please, don’t answer that.

On Friday, several Minnesota white men in their fifties and sixties made the verbal death threats to physically and bodily harm me or possibly murder me. Not okay.

Oh, yes, I’m terrified of being beaten into a bloody pulp. I am.

However, fear doesn’t stop my productivity as a volunteer.

Personally, I don’t know why white Minnesota men constantly threaten to beat my face-in. Gross.

Whenever any privileged white or black man gossips about any of their female co-working women then there’s only one of two options: Either the gossiping man who outright slanders his female co-workers is a homosexual or if he’s not a homosexual then he’s literally in love with his female co-workers because to gravely hate a woman is the antithesis to being madly in love with her even if she’s scared or terrified of being hit by the office bully or office abuser. Period.

If any man were to “bitch and moan” about any female co-workers or specifically the one mean male co-worker “has it out” for one specific female co-worker then the man wants power over his female co-worker or the male worker wants to break and crush the spirit of the female co-worker for no other reason than he can verbally harass the female co-worker(s).

On Friday, several white Minnesota men outright verbalized how each is going to beat my face-in and leave me for dead for the mere reason I simply with great rhetoric and logic and reason verbally stand up for myself and tell white men it’s not okay to verbally abuse me, manipulate me or harm me, dismiss me or sexually harass me or threaten to beat me up. NO.

Look: I get beat up all the time.

This morning I got kicked on the left forearm.

Yes, I know the threat of bodily harm is quite real to me because my body feels the physical attacks.

Twice this morning I was forcibly pushed over backwards unto a couch. I was gravely shocked. I was literally kicked in the left forearm then I went and treated my abuser guest to breakfast furthermore he looked around everywhere all over the room like a starved child and only looked at me to lecture me or only looked over at me when I paid the bill to thank me.

The only men who ever threaten to kill me or beat me up into a bloody pulp are white men in their fifties and sixties who have a difficultly with me so much as respectfully greeting men in the mornings or saying “thank you.”

Even with good manners on my side I know I can’t win thus I keep to myself because I’m terrified of being murdered by white privileged men who are moody and manipulative liars and controlling freaks with an immature attitude towards a path of self-loathing and self destruction.

The Gods will punish you for putting me through continual hell and verbal abuse and sexual harassment.

On my behalf the Gods will get even.

Yes, without having me “lift a finger” the Gods have closed down businesses, closed doors and put people in jail and even have had others lose everything just like my perpetrators and abusers have stolen careers from me. It’s not pretty.

When the Gods step in then the Gods wipe out my abusers.

Usually, it takes about three to five years and in the end I hear all about it through the grape vine about how everything is lost to my abusers and usually they’re left without “a pot to piss in.”

What the Gods do for me is remarkable because I see the return and the loss in my lifetime.

No one gets away with abuse and manipulation.

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Highland Park, online sex live-chat whores

Yes, I’m literally spoken for

Yes, I’m literally taken since November 2018

Yes, I’m in a monogamous heterosexual relationship.

No, we’re not swingers.

No, we’re not poly-amorous.

Yes, we’re exclusive.

Yes, I’m only monogamous heterosexual.

Thank you.

It’s not me.

Whew!

It’s Him.

Factually, he’s the cheater

Yes, I caught him red-handed

Yes, he admitted to the live-chat sex room cheating

Except he

Only cheats with out-of-town prostitutes

Yeah, right.

Don’t make me laugh that hard

Or I’ll think you’re pathetic

Plus, I surfed all of the websites

I know.

Once a batterer, always a batterer

Once a cheater, always a cheater

Once an abuser, always an abuser

I’m not the first one.

This has happened before.

It’s not me.

It’s Him.

No, I’m not the jealous type

Yes, I’m, too, good for my company

No, I don’t take off my clothes

And have online sex with strangers

Over live-chat sex rooms.

Yes, today I factually found out I’ve been

Cheated with online live-chat sex local whores

Bummer

No, I didn’t know the local online sex live-chat whores

And I were dating each other,

Until this morning

His darting eyes

Look about from side-to-side

For any online sex live-chat local whores

To see if whores enter rooms is obnoxious

No one anxiously looks about a room

Making every women into a sex object

Unless something’s wrong with their psyche

No one sexually checks out every woman

Like a piece of meat

Unless they’re a pervert.

Well, guess what?

For some odd reason,

As of this week

My best male friends circa 1990

Have been stepping into

The same public establishments

As I’m in,

And none of us even look

In the same direction as one another

We know we’re in the room.

The Men are In “The House!”

Thank you.

Well, I’m not any type of “cunt,” “whore,” or “slut.” Hahaha.

Well, I’m not the jealous type or the paranoid one.

It’s not me.

It’s him.

Yep.

Sigh.

Whew!

Oh, my! I haven’t ever seen so many stretched out vaginas and STD ridden pussies in my entire life other than this morning’s online live-chat sex rooms with local Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN whores while I researched and surfed online for the local live-chat whores and I’ve memorized the faces of hundreds of local Highland Park, St. Paul, MN online live-chat sex whores.

Yes, I studied hundreds of Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN local live-chat sex whores and I’ve committed them to memory thus now when the local Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN local whores walk into the room then I’ll know them by face. Yep.

Seriously, I’ve sensed whenever these local live-chat sex whores walk in the room because the entire chemistry and dynamic changes and eyes dart back and forth.

Now, it’s not the flirting waitresses who bother me even though in Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN female restaurant hostesses and waitress take the liberty to get, too, cozy and right in there with whichever male person I’m with. Gross.

Simply, because The Neighborhood Café’s inappropriate fifty-year old Spanish/Mexican hostess goes out of her way to take the liberty to find any excuse to squeeze the bicep of male customers and male strangers to let the male customers know her pussy is wet vagina and ready for the taking then she’s no different than the local online live-chat whores.

Plus, The Neighborhood Café’s food is garbage no matter how trendy or no matter how hipster the food is not Crave Restaurant.

There’s nothing more terrible than catching a male spouse in the lewd act of masturbating to an online live-chat pornography site with local area Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN whores who not only see each other online as well as catch glimpses of each other and look out for each other in public. Gross.

Now, the very fact any man can’t or won’t look you directly in the eye and only looks at you during a meal date when I pay the bill and constantly checks out every single woman in public to look out for the prettiest face in the room then this has nothing to do with me or my maturity level as an adult woman because Saturday night I dropped $167.00 on dinner at Crave and my date still looked about the room to check out women and no other man does this because no one else is doing live-chat sex room sex with local Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN whores.

Now, I’m not the jealous type.

Now, I don’t accuse anyone of cheating.

Now, I’m the one accused of cheating because the other cheats.

Now, I’m not the immature one.

Now, I don’t like to be gas lighted.

Now, I don’t like to be used and abused.

Now, I don’t like to constantly be barked orders and used like a maid or slave.

Now, I don’t like constant demands or commands or criticism about every little thing I do and how I do everything wrong otherwise the constant criticism is abusive and tiresome and monotonous and boring to withstand.

Now, I’m in-on the fact I’m disrespected with live-chat sex room whores and interactive whoring. I get it now. It’s not me. Really. It’s him and he was putting it on me. As if.

Now, whenever anyone has multiple online live-chat local whores to their disposal then this is considered cheating in monogamous heterosexual relationships.

The live-chat sex room whores are from the local Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN neighborhood therefore we run into the whores all the time. Bummer.

Now, when one doesn’t know one’s spouse takes off their clothes to do online interactive sexual lewd acts with local area whores then one doesn’t know why one gets verbally abused on a daily basis until one finds out which one’s always bound to find out the truth.

For months I wondered why I was angrily called a “slut,” a “whore” and a “cunt” only to find out it’s not me. I’m not the cheater. The other is the cheater. Hahaha.

Yes, I’m laughing because now I know for a fact I’m not the “crazy” girlfriend. I’ve been cheated upon for eleven months. Bummer.

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

It’s not me. Whew! Now I can breathe easy.

Wednesday, October 9, 2019

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Money

Minnesota White Women usually are Unprofessional

Minnesota White Men are quite professional

Unless Immature Men Hate Women

And purposely go out of their way

To make life a living misery for women

At the office,

Or any other place of work

Or any other professional institution

Professionalism is rare in Minnesota White Women

Usually and mostly

What White Women seem to be looking for is Husbands

Rather than Actually help Companies Succeed

Through professionalism, respect and more professionalism

Sex Does Not Sale

While

Because these are our modern times

Because the girlfriends and wives are the ones with the Say

About finances rather than

Staff, The Help or subordinates

The Best Thing in the World:

Non-flirting Male Staff

Thank you

Yes, I love having my food and drink

Served without a side of cleavage

Or tits and ass

Subtly swaying back and forth

The responsibilities of any volunteer are the same as any other paid position.

Why are the responsibilities of any volunteer the same as any other paid position?

The reasons as to why the responsibilities of any volunteer are the same as any other paid position is because the volunteer takes on the responsibilities of paid work and still does the work of any paid workers (correction) except for free because the volunteer believes in the cause and the effect of what happens to any company, corporation or financial institution.

Now the reason why volunteers are more valuable than any other paid position is because more often than not good, respectful, kind and intelligent volunteers usually stick around for decades because the main intention, purpose and direction is the success of any company, financial institution or corporation.

Now, the reason why no one brown noses or gets too friendly or flirts their way through any interview is because as easily as “the help” brown noses, they can just as easily be fired on the spot for being manipulative since interviews are mainly about business and not coffee hour or social hour.

Now, ultimately no matter how much the hire help offers to go over to the bosses house to do carpentry work or offers to bring fresh tomatoes for only the boss and not the rest of the office then the potential staff has ulterior motives and is probably more cruel than anyone male interviewee who talks money and what they can do for the company rather than offering free janitorial services.

Now, anytime I’ve personally interviewed male candidates for manager position we get down to the nitty-gritty and we get down to business and talk money, projections and how much money the male candidates can bring into the company rather than have the candidate butter me up with tomatoes or offer to come over to my house and take care of the mice infestation.

Now, whether women candidates realize how manipulative or overly sexualized they are the main aspect to psychology is this: a brown-noser has to be watched like a hawk because brown-nosers are more likely to be the embezzlers other than anyone else with a crabby or curmudgeonly or bitter disposition.

Now, no one is scarier than a brown-noser in any company because usually if it’s a white woman then she believes she can date the boss and take over the boss’s life by offering to volunteer work for free mending walls and changing ballasts and reconstructing the office which is fine except the heart of the matter is this:

Individually can any manager be hired to bring in as much as $5,000 in commission work in one single day in case the rest of the staff or personnel are out with sick children or sick in general or stuck in snow storms?

What can you do?

Now, I’m terrible at commission work while at the same time volunteer custodian, volunteer hire, train and fire, volunteer office personnel, volunteer researcher, volunteer…

More later,

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

Wednesday, October 2nd, 2019

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The Commercial Business

Learning Curve is Over

Yep, I professionally matured,

Grew up and am now a full adult

Wednesday, October 2, 2019, I made $610 dollars in one hour of volunteer commissions phone sales personnel work for the American Legion.

Personally, I like directly speaking with political State Representatives and directly speaking with Senators and pitch to them for ad copies and ad space for print ads and print media.

[Hi, Mr. Donald Trump. Yes, I’m quite aware and I’ve been informed Donald Trump is in the room when our calls come through and our calls immediately and directly get answered no matter what by Minnesota Senators. Yep.] Thank you.

Personally, I like directly speaking with small business owners.

Personally, I like directly speaking with marketing executives.

Furthermore, I’m in the office from 10am-5pm Monday-Friday mostly without any breaks or a lunch break other than at my desk since “time is money” and going out to lunch does bite into the workday, however. I’m constantly snacking throughout the day and keep my waistline at 135 pounds even though I eat like I’m a kid. I can eat nearly anything in sight and not gain a single pound. Remarkable!

Yes, I’m on the horn (phone) doing volunteer commission phone sales personnel work from 10:00am to 4:00pm plus looking over Resumes and vetting candidates and research to hire an office manager as well as conducting interviews furthermore conducting research for digital security data base systems as well as looking over building renovation costs for a basement to turn into a childcare for staff, personnel and employees especially as I get a children’s book division up and running within the next five years.

Yes, I’m locked into a commercial ten-year contract as an executive director to a publications company as well as daily operations manager. Thank you. Yes, I take out the trash and recycling. Yep.

Yes, in my commercial contract, it literally states I’m not allowed to wear a brazier. Okay.

Yes, I’d rather save up for retirement than wear a brazier.

Yes, I’m looking into purchasing real estate.

Please have patience with me, I don’t often check voicemail therefore I have 15 calls to get back to. Thank you.

Yes, I’m going to test drive a Tesla. Thank you. I’m humbled.

To the literal German Engineers, thanks for letting me test drive a Ferrari August 2017 in Los Angeles, CA. Thanks for taking me to Rodeo Drive and to hang out in Beverly Hills. Cheers. No one knew I was there. Hahaha.

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The Stock Market

No matter what anybody says: I Stewart volunteer-work (body, mind and soul) 80-hour workweeks in total to one specific Highland Park, MN property and Estate and no other property or Estate since I only sleep in one stationary place in exchange for sweat equity for room and board, (food and shelter, roof.)

Yes, I work as the volunteer Stewart to one specific Estate (cleaning, fixing-up and restoring interior and exterior edifices and buildings and structures, inside and outside.)

My work as a volunteer Stewart to one specific residential property and Estate is different from my work as a volunteer executive director to one commercial publications office.

Also and furthermore, Since April 28, 2019, I work 40-hours a week as volunteer executive director and volunteer office custodian and volunteer office staff and acting as volunteer operations manager and volunteer commission phone sales personnel to conduct respectful and proper and well mannered and strictly phone business specifically with authorized marketing executives (since only marketing executives are authorized to purchase ad copies for print ads or print media, yep) which the most difficult aspect to phone sales is the same challenge the stock market has and/or the stock market brokers have which is simply due to the mere fact marketing executives know phone sales is a “numbers game” as to how many calls are made in one single day much less every single minute of the day (not literally, however, really.) Whew. Sigh.

{The above sentence is grammatically correctly written.}

Seriously, I could be a Wall Street broker. Hahaha.

Anybody who does phone sales personnel work well can become a Wall Street broker.

Truly, I mean, why not?

Please, give me or grant me one full year April 28, 2019-April 28, 2020 as volunteer commission phone sales personnel and email personnel and I’ll make it worth our time. Thank you.

The reason why I call “commission work” “volunteer work” is because one day one may make five-thousand dollars in sales and the next day nothing. Yep.

Personally, I love numbers and mathematics thus and therefore this “number’s game” of how many hours per phone sales calls vs. the ratio to sales made is right up my alley and wheel house because I’m extremely organized especially as email personnel.

Now, the whole aspect to being one excellent commission phone sales personnel is to be able to work with averages rather than all or nothing.

Seriously, I like business more than I like creating art or writing.

Seriously, business is way easier than creating art or writing.

If one has ever created public art for a continuous twenty-year span of time then any full-time artist would make a tremendous asset to any corporate or commercial company since art is all about mathematics and more mathematics.

Art is math like nature is math.

Art is all about discipline and repetition and practice and self-starter attitude and self-organization and self-initiative to start projects, progress forward and finish projects therefore I truly believe humble and hardworking and direct artists are probably some of the best personnel for the commercial and corporate world minus the drugs and sex and delusions of grandeur.

Personally, I enjoy calling marketing executives because one can gauge where their fiscal year’s at and how they were raised or how and possibly where they were schooled to speak to other professionals in their industry or what truly is important to them which I can’t think of anything else being any more important than veterans since no one pays or cares or contributes to veterans except for commercial business and corporations and I’m proud and impressed in ways I haven’t ever been impressed in decades. Yep.

Now, what’s more cool than cool and more awesome than awesome is for which commercial work and/or corporate work is strong supporters of veterans’ causes rather than supporters of the army.

Yes, I’m learning. Thank you.

This has been a tremendous learning curve. I’m getting over the hump and I’m not too shabby as volunteer commission email personnel or volunteer commission phone sales personnel. Yep. I’m getting this down as quickly as I can.

Now, I always ask for one complete learning and training year then at the end of any year I can usually run any operations or any company or any branch or any franchise or any business construct or any business model because I’m not ever in it for the money as an Indigenous Maya woman due to the fact the only real currency in the world is in the culinary arts therefore anyone can nearly pay me with sea shells and I’d be happy with a collection of sea shells except the American currency is dollars therefore I collect American sea shell currency in the form of dollars to be able to pay off doctor’s bills. Yep.

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Money

Personally, I neither know Elon Musk nor do I go out of my way to get in contact or meet upon or happen upon a one Mr. Elon Musk. No. I don’t know Elon Musk nor do I pretend to know Elon Musk.

Seriously, I’m super private and don’t ever have any need to ask to be introduced or meet any celebrities or executives. No.

As a private five-year creative innovations business consultant: If executives were ever to want to consult with me or do analysis or simply talk business with me over the phone then they directly call and I let them know what my brains are thinking about their particular and specific business challenge or business model or what have you or whatever business thus and therefore consulting work is done by me who has already crashed-and-burned in documentary film business and I know exactly what I’m talking about when knowing how to run a documentary film company and dissolve the documentary film company vs. commercial or corporate work.

Seriously, one free consulting advice I give small business owners or entrepreneurs is to not ever take out any less than one-hundred thousand dollar bank loan yet one must have a sure reassurance and a sure guarantee to make revenue (surplus) to the bank loan or to the investors except most businesses don’t ever have a sure guarantee to succeed thus and therefore if one isn’t nearly 110% sure one’s future business plan or business model will succeed then don’t ever take out any business loan no matter how small twelve-thousand dollars may seem because it will take one decade to pay off a small business loan for which can set a human back a decade rather than set them on a forward momentum or forward trajectory.

Okay, I just gave you one free one-hundred thousand dollar consulting answer from a former small fifteen-year business owner who’s worked as a private consultant to multi-millionaires for the past twenty-years of volunteer service until five years ago then I made a private consulting digital firm out of my analysis, experience and expertise.

Even if no one applies my business consulting still yet I’ve been called upon to give my true constructive perspective because nothing succeeds like the study of business failure.

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Tesla

Now, I stand by anything Tesla Company does since I’m a huge fan of anything American.

Now, I stand by nearly anything Mr. Elon Musk does simply for signing a locked down ten-year contract as I’m also (was/am) locked down into a previous ten-year blog contract for which began May 2010 and ends May 2020 to finish up this specific blog then I’ve signed on to another ten-year contract which ends in May 2030 to begin a podcast this May 2020 through May 2030. Yep. Whew. Sigh.

Yes, two years ago I finished my blog writing quota by hundreds of thousands of words of blog writing practice, I surpassed the initial investor contract.

Yes, I’ve been done with my word quota for about two years ago.

Now, in my last ten-year contract to the initial corporate multi-million dollar investors, we parted ways because I choose to get a divorce March 2019.

Now in the future a divorce won’t be the end of any working relationship or the lack of funds to business-women and entrepreneurs.

Now, I stand by nearly anything electric since my ten-year contract requires for me to utilize as little carbon emissions as possible thus and therefore in May 2010 I undertook the task to acquire a digital online multimedia art portfolio with zero emissions. Yep.

My commercial work as a publisher is different than my independent work as a writer and multimedia artist.

More later…

Truly Yours;

Gabriel

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