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December 31, 2012

 

One must not trifle with love.” - Alfred de Musset

 

Happy Monday!

Aloha.

 

December 28, 2012

 

““Is it not by love alone that we succeed in penetrating to the very essence of being?” - Igor Stravinsky

 

Happy Friday!

Aloha.

 

December 27, 2012

 

I long for the raised voice, the howl of rage or love.- Leslie Fiedler

 

Happy Thursday!

Happy Birthday dearest friend.

Aloha.

 

December 26, 2012

 

True love is quiescent, except in the nascent moments of true humility.” - Bryant H. McGill

 

Happy Wednesday!

Aloha.

 

December 25, 2012

 

To love for the sake of being loved is human, but to love for the sake of loving is angelic.” - Alphonse de Lamartine

 

Happy Tuesday!

Happy Holidays!

Merry Christmas!

Aloha.

 

December 24, 2012

 

Ultimately love is everything.” - M. Scott Peck

 

Happy Monday!

Happy Christmas Eve.

Aloha.

 

December 21, 2012

 

To enlarge or illustrate this power and effect of love is to set a candle in the sun.- Robert Burton

 

Happy Friday!

Happy Maya New Year 2012 at sundown!

Happy celebrating and bringing in the next 5,125 years in peace!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes, indeed.

 

My tribal soul gives thanks for this life.

 

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Have faith and hope for our amazing futures.

 

December 20, 2012

 

Love is an energy which exists of itself. It is its own value.” - Thornton Wilder

 

Happy Thursday!

Aloha.

 

I’m conducting Maya prayers to the divine gods and to the four corners of the universe. Oh, our dearest American troops, hang in there, we’re doing everything possible in our power to bring you home as soon as we can. No, the end of 2014 is pitiful and wrong. Our troops should’ve returned home five years ago.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

December 19, 2012

 

With our love, we could save the world.- George Harrison

 

Happy Wednesday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes.

 

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Please keep your religion out of our politics. Thank you.

 

I do believe in concealing and carrying weapons (hand held guns) because the research has proven that violence and crime diminishes when citizens and civilians carry and conceal. It’s a fact. No, I don’t believe in military assault semi-automatic weapons. Why would I? Nope.

 

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I’ve fallen in love with George Noory’s broadcasts. I’m ever so grateful to have him here in the world of intellectual discovery, a search for the truth and overwhelming compassion. What a great man! I trust “Georgie” with my entire body, mind and soul. I do. I believe in this man who doesn’t lie to his listeners.

 

Last night’s “Coast to Coast A.M.” the topic was giants in the Americas. They were between eight and twelve feet tall, many had red hair and most had a second row of teeth. Fact.

 

The other two men that I find to be leaders of the free world are Graham Hancock and Whitley Strieber. These men are leaders of mass media leading the world towards the truth, one decade well into the 21st century. Thank you so very much.

 

I like “Big Sister” (Rachel Maddow) and trust her reporting as much as I do these men. Thank you so very much. The people trust her and thus I trust her also. I just learned about Ms. “Big Sister” Maddow in August of 2012 for the first time ever. Lovely.

 

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I ran out of time to share so many wonderful thoughts with you because I care.

 

Yes, it seems as though the latest propaganda is that the world today is better off than it’s ever been. It seems to be such a great misconception that we live in a rosy colored world. I’m here to tell you that 2012 was a most difficult year for the Americans. I saw it firsthand because I’m an anthropological documentary filmmaker on the ground who gets thousands upon thousands of e-mails from people all over the world telling me what they think and thus I learn from others how they feel about the world and the Americans suffer so although they keep their spirits up.

 

Yes, 2011-2012 were some of the most difficult years of my life.

 

I’m glad we’re on the homestretch and heading into the straight-a-way towards the finish line and ready to start 2013.

 

I wanted to tell you so many wonderful things.

I really did but I didn’t find my voice to do so.

 

I wanted to share with you that I’m considered a diamond by my elders.

 

I’m told that I’m a rock.

 

While most Americans consider me a pebble, an annoying little rock in their philosophical shoe, I guess, that I’m a huge diamond. (Not my words.)

 

I thought that I was a speck of dust; in awe and overwhelmed by the extraordinary beauty of the world.

 

I’ve never been here before and I won’t come through here again.

 

The gods know this to be the truth of the ages and so do I.

 

I don’t expect you to understand my viewpoint or to like it but you must respect it. I’m forced on a daily basis to consider the westerners’ point of view and thus all I can ask of you as intellectuals is to consider mine.

 

No, I’m not the key, nor the keyhole or the door.

 

I’m “the rock,” the diamond of diamonds and I’m not even a “diamond in the rough.”

 

I don’t think of myself as anything special because it’s been beaten into to me, psychologically, that I’m nothing therefore I’m happy considering myself as something as beautiful as a blade of grass or as essential as a deep breath of life but that’s about it.

 

Although, I can’t help but to feel as large and as immense as the universes when I look into the night skies and map out stars and their constellations; I’ve been told by the westerners that I’m supposed to feel as small as a speck of dust, but I’ve felt that way most of my life and it’s only when I look towards the heavens that I feel immense power, love, understanding and electricity running through my body. I can’t deny that at times I’ve felt guilty for feeling as large as the gods when looking at the heavens but I can’t help that emotion. I want to feel as small as everybody else describes it to be but it doesn’t come to me thus I feel large, grandiose and wonderful looking at the stars.

 

Clearly there’s something different about my DNA.

 

Yes, I have a second row of teeth; No, I’ve never had braces. I hold the balance of the gods in my body even though when I get nervous I tend to trip over my own two feet, I have the physical grace and the intellectual sharp edge of the snake, the convictions of the bull and the justice of an eagle.

 

I didn’t mean to come out extraordinary and for as much as I’ve been beaten down most of my existence I’m surprised that my spirit reigns supreme.

 

I know why the western world lost the ability to combine science and spirituality.

 

One, science, I believe has always been cold and analytical and that’s what draws me to the yang of my existence. Two, spirituality isn’t a wet vagina dripping on marble floors. Yes, spirituality is the counterpart of the analytical in constant search for the truth, even when others desire to make her out to be something malleable and forcing her to become an oversexed ape of the westerns’ ideals on spirituality.

 

I know why the westerns don’t know how to move five ton blocks through vibration-science and through psychokinesis. The reason as to why the western world has lost such scientific abilities is because the western world is taught not to believe in such sciences.

 

The beauty and grace between science and spirituality is that they trust each other implicitly however in a modern western world where westerns steal concepts and ideals about spirituality and make it their egocentric own, they stifle our very existence to move forward because the only things left in spirituality for the west is an over sexed drive and that’s it. How shallow, how boring and thus the westerns can’t move something as simple as a five ton block of stone on their own. Ha! That’s funny.

 

Spirituality got stripped down to her naked form and was made embarrassed by the very needy and gawking eyes of false shamans in the west who’re only in search of ‘fame and fortune.’

 

These sciences are waiting to be rediscovered.

 

With much respect;

Gabriel

 

December 18, 2012

 

I picked up the writing on the very day he died. It was the only consolation I could find.” - Wilfrid Sheed

 

Kiss me out of desire, but not consolation.” - Jeff Buckley

 

That is the consolation of a little mind; you have the fun of changing it without impeding the progress of mankind.” - Frank Moore Colby

 

Our system is the height of absurdity, since we treat the culprit both as a child, so as to have the right to punish him, and as an adult, in order to deny him consolation.” - Claude Levi-Strauss

 

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Word of the day: Taut (Tightly drawn, Tense)

 

His nerves were so taut he thought they would snap.

 

(Ha! That’s like our culture. It can’t sit back and relax while sipping on little coconut juice and enjoying the afternoon breeze on a hammock.)

 

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Happy Tuesday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes.

 

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*) No, placing guns in the hands of educators isn’t the answer to our gun violence and crime in America because most educators coming out of university don’t even know how to wipe their rear ends and that’s a fact.

 

Most educators are paid so badly that they’re quite angry and somewhat bitter about how badly the educational system abuses them. I would know firsthand because I worked in the elementary school system for a year 2001-2002 through Ameri-Corp and I was profoundly shocked at how angry teachers are behind closed doors away from their students about the injustices of their pay scale and how they have to provide educational materials out their own pockets for their students as well as babysit.

 

I would’ve been terrified to have known that some university snot nosed kid or angry educator ready to retire with a drinking habit was carrying and concealing a weapon. I would’ve found that type of an educator a high risk educator and the insurance premiums would’ve probably gone through the roof.

 

Do you really want our children getting injured and possibly killed at the hands of their educators who are imperfectly human and make many mistakes every single day? Nope.

 

Do you know how heated power struggles can get between students and educators sometimes? Quite.

 

All we need is for an angry educator to take out a gun, start waving it around and start shooting at their students because educators feel threatened by some mouthy kid. Nope.

 

Step back.

Regain some balance or you’ll surely run the risk of falling over the cliff with lemmings.

 

No, guns in the hands of educators, most definitely isn’t the answer. Guns in the hands of educators would be like a ticking time bomb waiting to go off each and every day. How creepy.

 

 

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*) Have our legislators gone insane? Yep. What a stupid proposal about guns in schools in the hands of our human educators who sometimes can barely cope with their own frustrations and anger.

 

 

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*) Leave Hollywood alone. Period.

 

No one’s going to take away creative freedoms from the filmmakers and filmmaking isn’t television commercial making. They’re night and day.

 

 

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*) What a bogus argument that Hollywood is the “boogieman” of violence when in reality it’s television commercial producers, their clients and their sub-par products that dehumanizes the very image of our children by selling the concept of innocence through the portrayal of television children without souls more so than selling their crappy products as it were.

 

Remember: television children don’t have souls like their greedy parents and television manipulative producers and corporate clients who hate America.

 

These demographic groups are emotionally-corrupt-television-commercial pedophiles in disguise and no one’s willing to stop them because someone’s in bed with the television commercial pedophiles and their clients with deep pockets. It keeps coming back to greed and money, doesn’t it? How shallow. I’m yawning over here I’m so bored by ethical violence and corruption.

 

You do realize who our legislators ought to go after, hardcore?

 

Our legislators ought to go after the FCC, hardcore.

 

Television commercial producers and their clients which, place creepy children in television commercials and uses such children to sell crappy advertised products are crippling the integrity, innocence and courageous strength of our nation while they’re going down with that ship and they know it.

 

Television commercial making with children for products is no different than the pedophiles of the catholic church and just as long as they pretend like they’re assuming a contributing role to culture and society, in reality those two demographics of social pedophiles don’t give a crap about you or your families they’re after one thing and one thing only; your money.

 

Emotionally abusive child-commercial-television pedophiles, Salvation Army commercial-television-donation-begging pedophiles and legislative bad-policy and wayward leadership pedophiles are all in bed with one another and they love it so long as the money just keeps rolling in.

 

They hate our children and that’s why they won’t get their sorry asses off of the airwaves because they hate us with all of their guts right down to the genetically modified foods that you eat.

 

I was only joking about the human-genetically-modified meats as an example because everyone knows that Monsanto is a plant based company that is into the genetic modification of corn; Monsanto’s pesticides automatically resists a lot of pests but their pesticides causes tumors in lab rats, like the Americans, hey!

 

No matter how healthy food may look in commercials since it’s secretively genetically modified then most likely you’re eating tumor-genetically-modified corn and we’ve now become cancerous lab rats because Monsanto and the government are in bed with each other. Gross. Talk about hating our children. Monsanto owns large portions of our lobbying government. Pity.

 

Why do you think that the Salvation Army gets away with airing crazy, insane and creepy commercials while they beg like little beggars over the television airwaves because the legislative pedophiles allow them to do so while the commercial pedophiles make their commercials and cash in on the assault of the nation’s integrity, innocence and justice.

 

The demise of our cultural and societal integrity is at stake which is all tied in with gun violence and crime and the very disrespect of our children.

 

The very images of our children selling crap for television commercial pedophiles, is the start of that gun violence and crime against our children because hatred looms there.

 

It’s all very psychological, have a psychologist explain it to you sometime. It’s all tied in together.

 

 

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*) Its commercialistic pedophiles that are killing the American dream.

 

Why it is that no one will go after the FCC, Monsanto and the NRA and “put their feet to the fire?”

 

For the very same reason that whomever is in bed with Monsanto won’t allow for the people to know how their foods are genetically modified.

 

You do know that scary crazy stuff is being done to our food, right?

 

Monsanto is playing god with the genetic-modification of our foods and they’re willing to pay an arm-and-a-leg to risk the health of our nation for their selfish and greedy needs to see how far they can manipulate our foods. Yikes. Whoever’s in bed with Monsanto must be sadists, pedophiles and insane. 

 

Why wouldn’t a company want to label their genetically-modified foods unless they have something to hide, right? Right.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

December 17, 2012

 

Corrections were made.

 

*) Correction; our military doesn’t spend 165 million building mosques along roadsides of the Middle East it spends 18.8 billion overall for all these projects which the budget was set in 2010. Fact. Period. Wow! I just couldn’t find a concrete number for about year and it was earmarked under the Bush administration. Finally, I found some concrete numbers for you guys. Thanks for your patience.

 

Correction: Further information shows us that: Target employees have to subsidize their income by moonlighting 62 hours for a mere $400.00 dollars.

 

*) It’s been brought to our attention that our beautiful and hardworking part time minimum-wage Target employees are having to moonlight 62 hours per week and are only paid $400.00 dollars for those hard hours of labor, away from their families this holiday season. Corporate creeps.

 

December 17, 2012

 

The greater the artist, the greater the doubt. Perfect confidence is granted to the less talented as a consolation prize.” - Robert Hughes

 

“It is from books that wise people derive consolation in the troubles of life.- Victor Hugo

 

The universe doesn't owe us condolence or consolation; it doesn't owe us a nice warm feeling inside.” - Richard Dawkins

 

“There was always the consolation that if I didn't like what I wrote I could throw it away or burn it.” - Carl Sandburg

 

When you're in the muck you can only see muck. If you somehow manage to float above it, you still see the muck but you see it from a different perspective. And you see other things too. That's the consolation of philosophy.” - David Cronenberg

 

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Word of the day: Tangible (Capable of being seen, Felt, Measured)

 

He expected to receive some tangible reward for his work.

 

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Happy Monday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes.

 

Yes, the earth is 4.5 billion years old. Fact.

Hip! Hip! Hooray for the earth!!!

 

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I don’t know where to begin.

 

Have hope for the future. Have real human hope. No, I’m not “hope sick” because hope seems to be more of a campaign and a slogan, something that’s been cheapened by the commercial machine, however hope is quite real and tangible. Hope is an inexhaustible resource that we must look towards that beacon of hope to walk in the light of the divine.

 

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I hold absolutely no negative emotions / feelings of hurt or hatred for those who’ve in the past laughed at me out of sheer ignorance, belligerence and fear. I don’t. Why would I? Nope. I was brought up to walk in the light of the gods not in the dark shadow of demons. I was taught how to forgive as well as reconcile with others. At the age of thirteen I was taught positive conflict resolution skills and they’ve served me well.

 

Yes, I got over it when I was laughed at the age of thirteen when I told a group of peers that what’s broken with the western world is our inner spirit, our connection to the divine. No, not the spirits of the dead from the beyond. Our spirit, our caring vibrations; our cultural soul for our immediate humanity, our brothers and sisters of the animal kingdom and Mother Nature.

 

Yes, I got over it when my peers laughed at me at the University of Iowa (1998) when I told them that yes, something else can travel faster than the speed of light and it’s now been factually proven that something else does indeed travel faster than at the speed of light. (I loved attending classes at the University of Iowa but it was one of the most racist places that I’ve ever lived through and the prejudices just almost broke my spirit having to contend with such racist and snot nosed “children of the corn” who’d never so much as left the state of Iowa. As a junior and senior in college I was already an old soul and I wasn’t prepared for the cultural disgrace and ignorance that I came across there. I was beside myself at the racial ignorance that I encountered amongst the student body.)

 

Yes, I get over it when others get mad at me when I point it out that adoption is a form of slavery in the modern world and that the Catholic Church places modern missionaries in third world countries to bank roll their operations rather than to teach self sufficiency to the natives, locals and others in so far as hygiene, irrigation and education are concerned.

 

Yes, I got over it when others got mad at me for defending the Iraqi-American and Afghanistan-American citizens and civilians after 911. The American public and its outrage was so severe in the following weeks and months after 911, that we; the people lost our social fundamental right to freedom of speech and everyone wanted to saunter off into the sunset and kill anyone remotely having anything to do with Islam. I stood by my viewpoints and convictions because I wouldn’t allow for any harm to come to our Middle Eastern-American brothers and sisters because that’s my duty as a leader and as a thinking human no matter how hurt I might’ve felt about 911, I forced myself to set aside my prejudices and to allow for the children of the Middle East to have as much of a right to life as our American children do.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that we should not have gone to war in Iraq and Afghanistan and any other parts of the Middle East because we’d get stuck there, treated like dogs and murdered at the hands of men who don’t believe in Allah, rather in their egos and they show it through their very actions. Our Islamic brothers have walked away from their fundamental religious idealisms on love, respect and the divine, so much so that they believe they can treat their women as slaves. Pity. What a shame.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me in 2001 when I brought it up that the minimum wage ought to be raised to $12.50 and health care should have be provided to all citizens of the United States of America. Oh, what a laugh that was! I even had to laugh myself because others thought it was the funniest thing that they’d ever heard. Funny indeed but quite serious because while inflation keeps rising so does the cost of living but not the minimum wage. Why is that? We all know why. Greed.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me for saying that the banks in their gracious bailout by the people ought to be tried as economic-criminals and sentenced for bringing our economy to its knees and crippling it while some bankers paid-themselves-out bonuses in the millions, billions even, while our American citizens lost their homes and went homeless.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me when I stated that the military / navy was conducting sonar experiments in our oceans and that was the reason as to why our dolphins were beaching themselves with ruptured ear drums and that our dolphins rather die upon the shores of New England than enter the oceans again. Yes, it’s now been factually proven that indeed the military is conducting sonar experiments that are causing our dolphins to beach themselves in the pursuit of suicide.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that the Maya are descendents from the gods. No, we don’t believe that we’re gods, but we sure are descendants from the gods. No, extraterrestrials aren’t gods because they smell as bad as human urine and feces and we can tell the differences between any flesh-and-blood life-form and the divine.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me when I stated that the Maya have known since the beginning of the humanity that extraterrestrials have been amongst us since the beginning of humanity, as our hybrid brothers and sisters. We know our history and we don’t forget the traditional oral storytelling format, just because the western culture went and cut itself off from its ancestors and developed amnesia that doesn’t mean that the Indigenous severed that historical umbilical chord.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that I do know for a fact that the earth is as old as 4.5 billion years.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me when I brought it up that cell phones do indeed cause cancer. Yes, it’s now been factually proven that cell phones do cause cancer therefore don’t carry them on your bodies.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me when I brought it up that the technologically illegally implanted chips inside merchandise and clothing as well as school age students’ tags / ID’s not only causes cancer (why would you wear a chip on your body, nope) but also that these cancerous illegal tracking devices for chips can also track your children wherever they go. Creepy. Are our American children dogs? We don’t think so. Is this the mark of 666? Most likely. Can you imagine illegally implanted chips inside our bodies to track us down anywhere we are on the planet? Talk about paranoid governments, leaders and power hungry idiots. We don’t think so. 666, “the mark of the beast” is fundamentally against the Americans’ constitutional rights. Fight for your rights…because our forbearers, our founding fathers would’ve fought this with all of their might. Americans aren’t lab rats. Step back and regain your balance. Thank you.

 

Yes, I get over it when others laugh at me that police cameras and drones are not constitutional by law yet they’ve become mandated by those in power because they seem to think that they can take away the people’s constitutional rights without a vote. I can accept drones and police cameras but it must first be put to a vote. A mandate without a vote or a referendum is no different than a Nazi regime because a mandate without a vote is sheer nonsense and quiet brutal force. If the people vote for public and police cameras, then great, but it must first be constitutionally put to a vote otherwise kiss your constitutional rights goodbye. Period.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that Homeland Security has overstepped their legal boundaries by frisking the American citizens at airports. Only the Nazis used such tactics of terrorism upon their people.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that there ought to be strict laws and reform on gun control.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that there ought to be immigration reform.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me in 2003 that the 1% ought to pay as little as 50% in taxes.

 

Yes, I got over it when others laughed at me that the people ought to enforce strict laws and regulations against any children in any T.V. commercials, who sell products for corporations that hates the people with more fervor and fury than demons.

 

Why would the westerns give their children over to a T.V. commercial monster that doesn’t respect them?

 

Why would we sell our children down the river and corrupt their developing minds about themselves, self worth and image?

 

Nope. Step back and regain your balance or you won’t be able to fight the urge to jump off cliffs with the lemmings that take that leap of faith and drown each and every time. Pity.

 

Parents who force or coax their children into selling products for corporations are no different than parents who sell their children into sex trafficking, slavery, premature marriages at ages as young as five years and as domestic slaves.

 

I know I know. I’ve heard it all before that I’m being a little bit too extreme in my viewpoints and beliefs; yet if television is such a powerful influential tool upon our culture then what makes you think that the very dehumanizing image of our children doesn’t mentally and spiritually enslave or corrupt that very idealism of themselves?

 

Imagine the hurt and the detrimental injury that we’re causing upon and against our American children to live-up to the expectations of stupid images of other children in commercials, who are directed to look overly sexy and sensual in order to sell products.

 

I know how this business works and it’s spiritually corrupt and mean-spirited because it doesn’t have to uphold to any standards of excellence since former president Ronald Reagan did away with any functional FCC regulations.

 

I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy to see their children in commercials because that would be a psychological toll upon those children for the rest of their lives.

 

Money is money and having our children sell products creates an unbalance of hatred in our world today.

 

You may mock me, however someday the people will get it together, come together and create laws against children selling any products for commercialism because the soul of our nation must regain its balance.

 

Yes, I do believe in the magnificence and the incredible Jesus Christ that you all talk so much about. I believe in this tremendous historical figure and most of all I love the little story you tell about “turn the other cheek” and thus I do, because as an intellectual it’s not my duty to convince you of anything, it’s my duty to conduct research, gather data and information and to make up my own mind as to what-is and what-isn’t in the best of our own interest, no matter how much someone may want to influence me with goodies. Ha! Money isn’t everything.

 

Yes, I’ll continue with my quest to point out what does and doesn’t work in society because I refuse to tell lies to my fellow man, fellow woman. For as much of a literary curmudgeon as I might be, I believe in life above all else, I love humanity in all of its mental deformities, stubborn attitudes and ignorance. I can’t help it that I was born thousands of years ahead of my time and no, I’m not bitter; I’m deeply concerned for our culture, our beloved humanity and our future. We must change course to avoid the huge ice floe of self hatred, destruction and desperation before us.

 

With love,

Gabriel

 

P.S. No, no witch hunts, now.

 

We’re all intelligent beings who can arrive at intelligent solutions. No witch hunts. Settle down. Why is it that most mass shooters are young, Caucasian males? What’s happened to these specific men in demographics? I bet you, I can answer that.

 

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Correction: Further information shows us that: Target employees have to subsidize their income by moonlighting 62 hours for a mere $400.00 dollars.

 

*) It’s been brought to our attention that our beautiful and hardworking part time minimum-wage Target employees are having to moonlight 62 hours per week and are only paid $400.00 dollars for those hard hours of labor, away from their families this holiday season. Corporate creeps.

 

Why do our corporations enslave our minimum-wage workers? Why do corporate wayward leaders hate our minimum-wage workers so much as to enslave them when we know that CEOs make millions per month while everybody else starves to make ends meet? What gives?

 

Boycott Black Friday 2013 because corporations are killing our very own beautiful American dream that we all deserve as a fundamental American right to life, liberty and in the pursuit of happiness.

 

Imagine if someone did that to you or your beloved ones, you’d be out in the streets peacefully demonstrating for the civil rights and liberties of others. Yes, indeed. What vulgarity to enslave others through the very sweat of their brow and minimum-wages.

 

*) Okay, I really don’t want to bring this up however for two years I’ve been looking for Hanes “Boxer-Briefs”, size never mind that, RN 15763, 90% cotton, 10% spandex, Made in India. Please bring those undergarments back because they’re well made and their contemporary counterparts are cheaply made and ride up while doing athletics. How annoying. Can anyone in corporate America at the Hanes Company give middle-income-earning women a great undergarment for our money? I bet you could, if you wanted to. I swear to you this is a great product that cannot be found anywhere and no, the contemporary model with one seam in the back isn’t anywhere remotely as good as the prototype with a great buttocks design with two seams in the back to hold everything in place as it ought to. I’ve researched it and no go; RN 15763 can’t be found. Pity, women love this undergarment because it works so well.

 

*) Correction; our military doesn’t spend 165 million building mosques along roadsides of the Middle East it spends 18.8 billion overall for all these projects which the budget was set in 2010. Fact. Period. Wow! I just couldn’t find a concrete number for about year and it was earmarked under the Bush administration. Finally, I found some concrete numbers for you guys. Thanks for your patience.

 

*) Please keep your religion out of our politics. Thank you very much!!!

 

December 14, 2012

 

Let not him who is houseless pull down the house of another, but let him work diligently and build one for himself, thus by example assuring that his own shall be safe from violence when built.- Abraham Lincoln

 

Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

I’m sorry, I don’t want to come across as weak but I was brought to silent tears just hearing about the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting in Newtown, Connecticut this morning that took place around 9:30 A.M. What a sad day for America. Oh, what heartbreak.

 

I can’t believe that someone would open fire upon our American babies ages 5-10.

 

We’re so shocked by the news. We’re as shocked as we were with the news of the shootings in Aurora, Columbine, Virginia Tech and elsewhere.

 

Our prayers are with the families, children, parents and teachers of Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown.

 

I’m stunned. I’m speechless by the gun violence in America.

 

I believe in our Second Amendment however I don’t believe in gun violence and crime.

 

I don’t believe that clinically diagnosed mentally ill people ought to be allowed to have gun permits and accessibility to guns or gun weapons. I don’t. The standards have to be raised because our citizens and innocent bystanders are getting murdered in America due to lax gun laws and bogus political debates siding with the NRA.

 

These types of school gun violence don’t happen in other countries, this type of violence just doesn’t happen elsewhere.

 

I don’t believe in the breach of doctor and patient confidentiality. I don’t. Nevertheless, there ought to be standards for stricter gun control laws and who can purchase and own guns. Absolutely!

 

Oh, this gun violence can’t continue any longer; why do our American people have to contend with mad men opening fire in our schools, public places and theatres.

 

We have to get a handle on this out-of-control American gun violence and crime. We must. What’s wrong with people? What’s wrong with people? What’s wrong with our culture? We pray. We breathe. How horrifying indeed.

 

Peace.

Gabriel

 

P.S. Like I’ve written before: you can feel however you wish; (yes, you can even feel hatred because emotions aren’t actions however the moment those emotions become actions then be very well prepared to deal with the legal consequences); about your parents and anyone else however and nevertheless you may not murder no matter what.

 

No, you may not murder your parents, siblings, family members, neighbors, coworkers, strangers or anyone else. No!

 

Now, if a stranger breaks and enters into your home to cause you and your beloved ones bodily harm then by constitutional rights you may take to arms and protect your beloved ones and yourself as I would, indeed. Yes, that’s your right under the Second Amendment however no going into public places and shooting others. No. No. No. No.

 

Yes, responsible gun owners are responsible for a reason. We take it very seriously as a responsibility and as farmers we want to keep our gun rights intact to warn off wildlife and wild dogs away from the farm.

 

My father keeps a gun and for that reason alone I feel that people are capable and able to keep guns as my father does and he’s not mentally ill by any means as a retired M.D. psychologist.

 

Start a support group, write a journal, design a new environmentally friendly motor engine, take up a sport, or come up with a cure for Aids, cancer or any other horrible diseases.

 

Take up a hobby but under no conditions or circumstances may you pick up a gun and gun down others. Complain all you want on an online journal, tell your friends your deepest woes, go for a walk, cross country ski, but no murdering.

 

No violent crimes whatsoever.

Express your emotions however you may not take to violent actions.

 

December 14, 2012

 

Demand excellence.” - Emmitt Smith

 

I want people to be inspired that I've always strived for excellence and I've always gone beyond what anybody ever thought I could do, what I thought I myself could do. And I've allowed myself to be inspired, kept my eyes open and my senses open to inspiration around me.” - Clara Hughes

 

If you want to achieve excellence, you can get there today. As of this second, quit doing less-than-excellent work.- Thomas J. Watson

 

Perfection has to do with the end product, but excellence has to do with the process.” - Jerry Moran

 

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Word of the day: Declivity (A downward slope or slopping, as of a hill)

 

Just ahead of us there is a pleasant declivity from which we may view the town.

 

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Happy Friday!

Aloha.

 

Yes, there are 365 days a year and 360 degrees in a circumference.

 

Shall we dance? Yes. Indeed.

 

Dancing is great for healthy brain function and so is reading, so keep up with current events and make sense out of them as best as you can because that’s your job as an intelligent human to do so.

 

There’s no such thing as too much honesty otherwise if someone prescribes to some other doctrine other than honesty then they’re either fools or liars and don’t you fall for it.

 

Go Kevin Love, go!

 

No matter how much of a negative outlook a leader might have upon his field if he speaks from his heart and tells the truth then the fans won’t feel disenfranchised. We want the truth because we want to learn from a leader as to what mistakes not to make in our own lives. Thank you.

 

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Plagiarism: The practice of taking someone else's work or ideas and passing them off as one's own.

 

You knew that I’d come back to this subject.

Quickly now: we’ve got a lot of ground to cover before the sun sets on us this day.

 

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First, there ought to be a zero tolerance policy when it comes to plagiarism, workplace discrimination, and unethical dysfunctional policies and misleading leaders in general. Period.

 

As an independent leader in my field, I don’t tolerate plagiarism, workplace discrimination and unethical dysfunctional policies and leaders. I don’t. Why would I? If I did then I’d be a fool, a sucker and a liar and that I refuse to become along with so many others. I’m not sheep.

 

I’m an intelligent and critical thinking human with a brain that the gods provided for me to use as a gift upon humanity.

 

Second, any wayward leadership that allows for their leaders to plagiarize, discriminate and use unethical action ought to be sacked on the spot. Why? Why ever not? Our nation is great and we ought to abide by standards of great ability.

 

Leadership comes with immense responsibility to do well by others by setting a high standard in excellence, honesty and action. If we; as the people allow for our leaders to fudge the line of ethics then imagine what else they’ll get away with because we let them?

 

Third, intellectuality is hard work and it comes with many rewards of knowing that deep down inside you’ve made the best and right decisions that you could with the best data and information available to you.

 

Four, Mike Daisey.

 

Not only would I’ve professionally reprimanded Mike Daisey but more so his misleading producers of “This American Life.”

 

Why? Why ever not? How dare the producers of “This American Life” throw Mr. Daisey “under the bus” and not take responsibility for fact checking his work.

 

Ultimately the fault lay with the producers and their team of staff for allowing Mike Daisey’s work to be displayed to the public as it were. I do believe that the producers owed the public more of an apology than Mr. Daisey did, although his playwright indiscretions don’t excuse his misbehavior in any way justifiable and he’ll be aware of that for the rest of his life.

 

Mr. Daisey will have to live with his conscious soul for the rest of his days and personally, I fear for his well being in that he’ll have to prove to the public that he’s not a complete liar for as long as he lives however and nevertheless that goes for his producers and their entire team of staff of “This American Life” as well. Period. Moving on. Next.

 

Five, Jon Flatland who was discovered to be a serial plagiarist for over a thirty year columnist career ought not, to have a career in writing for as long as he lives. Period.

 

What a disgrace to the field of writing in general.

 

Writing is harder than shoveling snow at Spirit Mountain for ten hours a day, harder than bussing dishes at Little Angie’s Cantina at the age of fifteen and much harder than working as a live-in coordinator at the Duluth Women’s Transitional Housing.

 

Writing isn’t for sissies and definitely not for plagiarists because in this digital age anyone can find out if and when another is plagiarizing and cheating. Moving on. Next.

 

Six, you may hate my writing but at least I don’t plagiarize.

 

I’ve got plenty more ideas of my own than I’ve got time to write.

 

Let’s get one thing straight: you may hate my topics of choice but I do come here with raw honesty from my bias human perspective and as bold and strong as I may get inside my writings at least I’m not copying someone else’s work and no one’s holding a gun to your heads to read. I’m the original thing and that’s what chaps your asses. I was taught to be authentic through hard work, discipline and excellence nothing more and nothing less.

 

Seven, Fareed Zakaria is indeed and in fact a plagiarist.

 

What a shame.

 

I was so stunned and bummed out by his wayward leadership behavior.

 

I really did like his reporting and have now quit reading and watching anything having to do remotely with Fareed Zakaria for the simple reason that he’s too educated and ought to have known better.

 

I don’t care how prolific he might be as a thinker, since he plagiarized then that’s the same as cheating in an examination and well, we’ll have none of that because if we; the people allow for such lost leaders to get away with plagiarism and cheating then what else will they pull off as leaders in their fields of the free world? Nope. Step back and regain your balance.

 

Can you imagine a medical doctorate student cheating upon their examinations? Nope.

 

What would happen when it came time for cheating students to conduct surgery upon their patients? They’d get people killed for cheating upon their examinations and that’s why there ought to be zero tolerance policies against plagiarism and cheating. Lives are at stake here.

 

It won’t do.

It cannot do.

It’s not good enough.

Get it out of here.

 

As a leader in my industry I wouldn’t touch Mr. Fareed Zakaria with a ten foot pole, because he’s a walking unethical time bomb to my field and he knows it. He, too, like Mr. Mike Daisey, Mr. Jon Flatland and Anderson Cooper as well as all of their producers will have to prove to the world that they’re not complete hacks until the day they die.

 

I had so many hopes and expectations for these men and their producers as well as their teams of staff. Too bad.

 

If my industry allows for such men to keep their leadership positions intact well, then do so at cautionary risk because it might take these men’s entire lives to regain any type of footing in our field, at best all they can really do is become mentors as an example of what not to become but I wouldn’t pay them for their intellectual services because we all know where that got them. Enough. You get the point. I’m so bummed out. Moving on. Next.

 

Eight, it’s been proven that CNN is considered “entertainment news” however and nevertheless that doesn’t give them any type of license to make up news such as war torn Syria and Iraq video. What a bummer.

 

Fraudulence is fraudulence any way you look at it.

 

Mr. Anderson Cooper, too, is fraudulent like the other men mentioned above and well, I would’ve fired him, his producers and their team of staff as fast as I can bat an eyelash. Why? Why ever not?

 

The integrity of our nation is at stake here. We must not allow for such wayward leaders to send us down the rabbit hole or we’ll surely be bound to drink the Kool-Aid and that’ll be the end of us as we know it.

 

Who to believe? Definitely none of these men, their producers and their staffs especially the networks who continue to uphold to such fraudulent behavior and condone it.

 

Wrong is wrong anyway you may try to justify it away for the sake of high stake careers.

 

Nine, this “gerrymandering” by the politicians is fraudulent and wrong. Period.

 

According to Wikipedia: In the process of setting electoral districts, gerrymandering is a practice that attempts to establish a political advantage for a particular party or group by manipulating geographic boundaries to create partisan or incumbent-protected districts.

 

We; the people must not allow for our wayward politicians to make-up stupid rules for the sake of their parties because that’s not in our best interest as a people. Our voices and votes will then be stolen from us; the people, through and by the means of fraudulence, lies and manipulation if we accept gerrymandering.

 

There ought to be non-politically affiliated groups who conduct the service of watchdogs for the better interest of the people.

 

I do believe that if and when any government public servant acts in accordance to fraudulence, cheating and corruption then they ought to be removed from public office immediately because such misguided misbehavior is wrong and causes destructive means for the people.

 

We; the people do in fact have a united voice even though our governmental public servants are trying to sneakily take away our voting rights and unions with as much underhanded political actions as possible.

 

We ought not to allow for such fraudulence. Step back. There are way more of the people than there are corrupt policy making public servants who are supposed to represent the people’s best interests but they don’t because they have queer notions about the world and policy setting.

 

Don’t let our politicians get away with taking away our unions, our freedoms and our voting rights as well as our voices.

 

Ten, I wish Mr. Wellstone were alive today.

 

Eleven, Rachel Cooper and Jessica Heid, the two Caucasian female students who dressed up in “black faces” on a You Tube video and used the word “nigger” as a form of derogatory and offensively racist language; from the University of Minnesota Duluth ought to be expelled from the school without any further notice. Period.

 

There ought to be a zero tolerance policy when it comes to such racist trash.

 

I was appalled and stunned at the ignorance, belligerence and racism from these two students who have a hole for brains. I would’ve expelled them so quickly that they wouldn’t have known what the hell hit their rear ends, my office door.

 

There are high standards for student conduct and if you can’t maintain such decent standards then you don’t deserve to be at a university setting until you learn a little bit about how harsh the world really is against minorities.

 

I hate their misbehavior in misconduct with the passion of the gods.

Those aren’t future workers of America those are swine in the mud.

 

These two women ought not to be allowed to become leaders in any field, ever.

 

What a disgrace. What repugnance. What trash. What. I was profoundly stunned by their misconduct. I don’t have anything more to say about trash.

 

Twelve, Duluth News Tribune by John Lundy: Published November 6th, 2012:

 

An effigy of President Obama with a noose around his neck was tied to an electronic billboard along one of Duluth’s busiest thoroughfares during the middle of the day on Election Day.

 

Let’s get one thing straight Duluth, Minnesota: The world’s watching and if you so much as pull off this type of communal crap then what’ll happen is that the world will lose interest each and every time that this misconduct takes place and any type of substantial funding will stop coming into such a disgrace for a port because as much as I may be a strong and bold writer (at times) you won’t see me going through the trouble of painting on a “black face” of racist hatred or making an effigy of the president to hang by a noose from a billboard.

 

No, picking up a gun and gunning down others. I can physically control my emotions and others must do so as well because that means being intelligent and in control of one’s impulses.

 

The FBI ought to be conducting an investigation because that’s a federal criminal offense as a threat against the president of the United States of America because such an effigy states that such a community is for the assassination of the president. Wrong, very wrong indeed, guys!!! You really screwed up this time.

 

Wow. That’s a lot of trouble to go through. You might as well be making crappy music than pulling off such crap. Obviously the Duluth community has made very little progress on racism since the 1960’s. What a disgrace, indeed. What are you teaching your community? Obviously you’re not teaching anything much of value by the looks of it.

 

I’ve not liked Duluth, MN much and I won’t pretend otherwise. I don’t believe that Duluth is worth funding because it can’t prove nor show through its actions that it can’t get over the Duluth lynching of three innocent African-American men accused of rape. Duluth, Minnesota is a racially unjust place and I would know it because I lived there for three years as an adult and I almost died from the racist poverty alone.

 

I’d implore for the world to tune out Duluth, Minnesota for the next decade so that they may get their racist house in order.

 

Duluth doesn’t seem to be worth much because they’re not a “united” community when it comes to fighting modern racism and combating discriminatory hatred. Nope. What a waste of breath. What posers begging for financial handouts. What more is there to write about nothing? Nothing.

 

Thirteen, Rod Raymond is making headlines again in the Duluth News Tribune except for this time it’s for sexual harassment allegations. (He made the newspaper, I didn’t.)

 

Well, well, well, that cat’s out of the bag finally.

 

I was told at the age of fourteen by private sources to never find myself alone in a room with this man. Okay, whatever you say. Yikes.

 

It’s amazing how communities such as Duluth place humans on high pedestals for quasi-leaders without so much as questioning their motives, their power hungry greed and their continual misconduct.

 

Duluth simply likes to do whatever it wants without any thought about consequences, hurt feelings and misjudgments. These aren’t global leaders and they’ve proven it to be so.

 

Duluth hated me as a young adult because I put its “feet to the fire.”

 

Duluth hated me because I’m a disciplinarian (like the character of aunt Hetty) but most of all Duluth hated me because I detested their wayward and cowardly leaders.

 

Not to mention that I rarely fell for their lying bulls*** while they like to sniff each other’s asses and tell each other how great they smell. I know what goes on in Duluth and I have since 1987. Ah, it’s so nice to know newspaper royalty all over this nation. Ha! Go on sniffing each other’s arses. What a disgrace. What more is there to be said about nothing? Nothing.

 

Fourteen, Little Falls, Minnesota: Haile Kifer and Nicholas Brady the two teens who were killed on Thanksgiving were indeed burglars, thieves and prescription drug addicts and that’s that. Talk about scaring the elderly half way to death and terrorizing an entire community. What cowards.

 

All I have to say is: Second Amendment.

 

That’s a fact. What a shame. They were after stealing prescription drugs from the elderly. I wouldn’t have killed the teens but I sure would’ve blown out their knee caps in the process if they so much as tried to burglarizing our home and we would’ve been within our rights to do so and yes, I would’ve immediately called the cops to come and pick up their bleeding sorry asses. What a disgrace. What a sham.

 

In conclusion: so you see. It’s not in our best interest as a nation to follow the cheating, lying and desperate measures of those who struggle for power, greed and empty notoriety.

 

Our leaders and citizens must conduct themselves with excellent standards in ethics, morality and justice otherwise they’ll throw us to the dogs and them with it.

 

Yes, I refuse to be put up on any pedestals and that’s my right because I’m a private citizen. Ha! Wonderful! If anything I’m not a role model and you know it because I don’t preach that I’m one nor do I try to reach for such carrot nonsense which I’m beginning to believe that public role models don’t exist. Sad, really.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

Yes, as a matter of fact the first man, woman and children of the African-Americans came to America as slaves in ships and it was a brutal journey for many and a history that ought not to be forgotten and it ought to be taught in schools, mass media and history books.

 

Yes, the first African-Americans were slaves and that’s how they arrived in America and there’s no two ways about that history. Get real and learn something of factual consequence.

 

December 13, 2012

 

Excellence is a process that should occupy all our days. - Ted W. Engstrom

 

Each honest calling, each walk of life, has its own elite, its own aristocracy based on excellence of performance.” - James Bryant Conant

 

Poetry is an art, and chief of the fine art; the easiest to dabble in, the hardest in which to reach true excellence.” - Edmund Clarence Stedman

 

I wanted the press to become something of a movement. Not a movement committed to a particular "ism," but a gathering together of writers with an aesthetic approach to literature and with a lust for excellence.- John Metcalf

 

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Word of the day: Indomitable (Cannot be overcome or subdued)

 

It was his indomitable spirit to win that carried him on to success. (Lovely!)

 

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Happy Thursday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Please.

 

I don’t bite, really.

 

Unless you strike at me first and then well, it’s as good a guess as any as to what I might do. Ha! I’m only kidding. It’s funny to me.

 

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Okay. The day is flying by quickly.

 

I don’t know what to tell you.

I’m just as stunned as you are about our political and current events around our world.

 

No, there’s no such thing as too much honesty.

 

Read a history book, will you?

 

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Today I spoke with my lovely father at length and we had a blast.

 

We laughed, we shared stories and we loved each other as we always do.

 

My father is one of the most amazing and loving men I know. He’s hardly ever judged me or criticized me in the twenty-five years that we’ve known each other. Yes, my father is a man and a most loving man because he’s so respectful of women and all other people. My father is anything but a bigot and I love having him for a role model. I got lucky to have such an amazing role model for a father in my life. Lucky!!!

 

I like laughing with my dad. He mentioned that he’s joined a “quiet sitting group.”

 

No, my father hasn’t joined a Buddhist meditational group, and definitely not a Zen meditational group or a Hindu meditational group because my father doesn’t believe in partaking in such practices. Believe it or not the Zen thing isn’t for my dad and he’s got some serious personal viewpoints about it.

 

I like that my dad is critical when it comes to deciding what-to or what-not-to participate in as a practice because he says that he’s time is valuable and that he doesn’t want to give away his time to practices that are sometimes badly conducted or run by supposed leaders.

 

What my father has begun to participate in is a quiet group of seven people who meet in a private home in Texas. No, they’re not trying to meditate they simply sit quietly. The group sits, are quiet for thirty minutes, every Thursday without any preaching, doctrine or storytelling. Complete silence.

 

Everyone goes in silently, sits silently and leaves silently and that’s the group. Remarkably brilliant!

 

So much of our American culture is about cluttered chatter.

 

I can get behind something that doesn’t preach, doesn’t want your money and only asks of you to sit quietly amongst others. Ha! Wonderful!

 

My father said that he had to be interviewed by the host whose home my father quietly attends and sits at just to make sure that my dad wasn’t some type of lunatic and my dad passed the interview, what a great honor for my father and his host.

 

I love my father for so many reasons but the main reason is because he’s incredibly open-minded and doesn’t fall for scams or con-artists even though he can make them feel incredibly comfortable over a meal without leading them on that he knows exactly who and what they are. Ha!

 

I like that my dad wears his critical thinking cap as well as carries an incredibly relaxed demeanor. I’ve learned that from my dad. I like being relaxed and chill yet I bring my critical thinking hat everywhere I go. My brain is constantly working because it’s a gorgeous processing complex networking system of thoughts, ideas and learning computing away at rapid pace. I learned it from my dad to lookout for how people give themselves away spiritually, psychologically and mentally.

 

I’ve met other young people who’ve wished that my dad was their dad, but I hate to burst that bubble because our father is our father and no one else’s. He’s made sure to let us know that he’ll be our father and only ours until the day he passes on no matter how many people may come and go. I’ve seen other needy young people wish that my father paid more attention to them and he might but the love that he has for us is tremendous and it’s a bond like no other. He knows that and we know that to be the truth. No one and I mean no one can place a wedge between us and our father because we’ve been to hell and back again.

 

Aside from Eric who’s the love of my life, my father is my favorite man to speak to about anything and I mean anything. I don’t keep secrets from my father or Eric because I’m quite open with them about what’s happening in my life and I want them to know me thus I share with them many silly little thoughts and they take them quite seriously because they know that by the time I open up my mouth to share with them then it’s taken me possibly months if not then years to get up the courage to say what I’ve come to say.

 

Both Eric and my father know that I give everything much consideration and thus if I speak then I’ve thought about it for a long time and if I take action then I’ve really thought about it for years and just now getting the courage to act. I’m slow at action but it doesn’t mean that my thoughts are slow, it’s just that…I’m Indigenous and for as much as I may come across as impulsive to some it takes me years to get up the courage to say many things much of the time because I lose the courage to speak quite quickly and often.

 

I spoke to my father today about how I’ve gained another little five pounds and how much it’s been bothering me however I can’t seem to get enough of salty and sugary foods at this time of year. I don’t want to exercise outside because I can’t stand the cold, so I spoke to my father about such wonderful silly things.

 

He listened with interest and told me that once fast food was introduced to the Japanese culture then they’ve had a terrible problem with child obesity more so than any other country in the world and that fast food is a terrible problem in the world today.

 

He spoke at length about taking soda and other vending machines out of schools; he spoke about how overweight people are made to pay for two seats in airplanes and how this is problematic to many demographic groups; he spoke about the Piñon Indigenous and how when some of them came down from the mountains to live in the lowlands amongst others they gained more weight in the course of twenty five years than they ever had in their entire history and they had horrible problems with diabetes; he spoke about people with diabetes and how they will continue to eat horrible fast foods for them even if it means losing their eye sight or limbs; and finally he spoke about how people are horribly overmedicated on “depression drugs” when in reality they ought to be prescribed forty minutes of exercise each day and that’s that.

 

Dada finally shared with me that if people exercised for forty minutes, five days a week then they’d lose twelve pounds per year and they’d be able to eat anything that they wanted with reasonable portions, of course. Also he mentioned that no other animal is quite as obese except for the human animal; not the snakes, the buffalo, the birds and other animals are obese except for domesticated animals and us. Pity. He asked me; “Can you imagine seeing an obese bird trying to take flight?” Wonderful. I tried to picture it and it seemed so weird to my mind’s eye.

 

I won’t brag but I do love being the daughter to this wise and kind soul.

 

I shared with Dada that one of the main reasons as to why I don’t want to exercise in the cold of the Twin Cities Metro Area is because there’s so much random and nonsensical violence in the Twin Cities and I don’t feel safe walking by myself even though that’s all that I wish to do is to be comfortable enough to get in four miles a day and to be happy with that.

 

I just don’t feel as safe here in the Twin Cities as I do In New York City or Boston.

 

I hate attending a gym. I’ve done it before and it’s no good. I feel like a gerbil in a cage. I love to exercise outdoors and now that we’re settled in our new home, I’d like to find an avenue to walk four miles per day, or play racket-ball, cycle, tennis, and I’m even considering golf once again. No, I’m horrible at golf however I do adore the sport.

 

Now, I’ll attend a gym. I’ll do it but I become incredibly unhappy inside doors.

 

I want to play racket ball so badly that I can visualize the movements. I adore tennis.

 

I’m an incredibly physical human and I love movement.

 

I thought about speedskating this winter but I frostbit my toes early on and it’s quite painful to be outdoors strapped to anything too tightly bound to my feet for too long, then my toes go white and I lose all feeling in them. It’s no good. I try each year to get outside in the winter time.

 

I want to be active but I want to be safe. I don’t want to pay an arm and a leg to be healthy and I don’t want to be cold because the cold shuts down everything about my happy demeanor in general. I want to be healthy. I don’t want people to talk at me and I don’t want to be sold crazy stupid crap. I want to be left alone to enjoy myself without meeting crazies.

 

Look, I’m a solitary animal and a loner but not lonely. I take great pride in having tremendous social graces and once in a great while truly I like to sit quietly in a mature and social room and take in the sounds of people, their energy without having to utter a single word to anyone. To me being incredibly social is to go some place social, grab a delicious adult drink and not have to work too hard at being social. Going out takes a great deal of energy thus just hanging out in public in-an-incredibly cool social room is being social to me. Get it?

 

I miss Boston for that reason, I could go and sit in an elegant private smoking room and write for an hour and the bartender could tell that I wasn’t there to get drunk. Usually I only drink half of my drink because I just want a little taste of great whisky or ooh, a well made White Russian. Ah, my mouth just watered.

 

No, I’m not lonely, I’m simply a loner and yes, I’ve got tons of people who I adore to socialize with but strangers, I don’t know, I don’t like talking to lonely people because they leave me with a creepy and desperate impression. I think you get the picture because my dad got it and he’s a retired M.D. psychologist.

 

He advised me on getting an exercise machine and that solution made me so happy. I’ve got to look into it and for now if you see me climbing the hill in our backyard for forty minutes a day well, I’m exercising as goofy as that may look and I don’t care what you think. I’d like to take off these five pounds before they become ten. Ha!

 

Cheers!

Peace.

Gabriel

 

December 12, 2012

 

Productivity is never an accident. It is always the result of a commitment to excellence, intelligent planning, and focused effort.” - Paul J. Myer

 

We need to internalize this idea of excellence. Not many folks spend a lot of time trying to be excellent.” - President Barack Obama

 

A common danger tends to concord. Communism is the exploitation of the strong by the weak. In Communism, inequality comes from placing mediocrity on a level with excellence.- Pierre-Joseph Proudhon

 

Those who attain any excellence, commonly spend life in one pursuit; for excellence is not often gained upon easier terms.” - Samuel Johnson

 

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Word of the day: Assuage (Appease, Satisfy, Lessen)

 

His kind words assuage the deep sorrow of his friend.

 

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Happy Wednesday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes.

 

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Hello. Where shall we begin?

 

Oh, yes.

 

Now, I’ve got the gods on my side and what I’ve come here to say is the opinion of one human being nothing more and nothing less.

 

My opinion is very much my own because I was forced scared into believing in a horrible and mean-spirited god that the Roman Catholic Church preaches and bestowed upon me as a child imprisoned in a third world orphanage for four years, then I was sold into modern cultural slavery also known as adoption by today’s standards.

 

I’ve paid my dues and I’m granted the safety of the American Constitutional Rights to say what I want to say about any subject matter without getting murdered by the Vatican (which I don’t fear because the Vatican ought to want me on its side more than anything else as a modern Indigenous) for practicing my American freedom of speech. Period.

 

Yes, I believe in the white man’s god however I believe neither in the white man’s ego nor in his commercial and religious practices and pursuits of collecting money from the poor because simply what the Roman Catholic Church has proven is that it loves to slaughter the Indigenous, rape little boys and collect money from its religious followers not to mention that it likes to guilt suckers into conversion so that they can collect more money from more poor suckers without the strength to question the lies. Period.

                                                                                         

(No, I didn’t create that travesty, which, the church does, they did it to themselves; and for those very reasons the Roman Catholic Church shall pay restitution going into the next five thousand years. The Roman Catholic Church has proven to be liars, pedophiles and murderers. I wouldn’t leave a child alone in the presence of any Catholic priests no matter what.)

 

No, don’t stop practicing the great aspects of that religion simply question everything that you’re taught otherwise, you’ll be jumping off cliffs in mass numbers like the little lemmings who leap off cliffs into the waters and they can’t seem to swim for as long they thought they could thus they drown. No, lemmings don’t commit suicide they just can’t seem to stop the temptation of taking that leap of faith without calculating the risks down below.

 

I do hold the Roman Catholic Church accountable for slaughtering and murdering the Indigenous not to mention that it loves to convert suckers for the purpose of getting money out of them, that’s it; you can now send me donations for telling you the truth (I’m making a joke).

 

I’ve been informed that the Catholic Church / the Vatican are one huge piggy bank. Suckers.

 

The church doesn’t give a damn about anybody except that they desire and need to continue to collect money to prove that god is on their side however I’m afraid that the white man’s god abandoned him a long time ago, the moment that he started slaughtering Indigenous men, women and children as well as stealing from the mouths of the poor and pretending like they can save souls; That must’ve been the moment that the Catholic Church was destined to be the cowards of the world by turning their followers into murderous sheep. Poor souls of the damned.

 

Get this through your thick skulls because it’s taken me my entire life to learn this lesson; no man can save another man from himself; only god(s) can do that.

 

The Catholic Church has a lot to prove to the world. The globe can’t seem to get those horrible images, of priests raping little boys, out of its head. See? The Catholic Church created that for themselves, not their god.

 

What god comes down from the heavens and justifies priestly pedophiles’ actions?

 

What lonely and horny Catholic priests. Poor souls of the damned.

 

No, I don’t believe that the church ought to be an enterprise. What a lie they conduct.

 

No, I don’t believe that the church ought to force their followers into giving away their money to a lost cause (the greedy church) instead shouldn’t the church be giving away their money to the poor, the sick and the needy? Yes, charity shouldn’t come in the form of a guilt trip wrapped up in a neat little bow in the form of a mocking gift but that doesn’t seem to be the case, is it now? Nope.

 

Charity ought not to come with a scripture and guilt otherwise it’s another sham like anything else, isn’t it? Yes. Welcome to the modern world. No preaching lies.

 

If you’re going to give then do it because you believe in it not because you want to get something out of it in return like converts. Gross.

 

Charity comes without any expectations.

 

No wonder Catholic youth are so screwed up when it comes to their religious practices. They hate yet they know that their supposed to love but they don’t know what unconditional giving means thus their love comes with ultimatums like old Jewish women. Ha! That apple didn’t fall very far from that tree.

 

If one is going to conduct charity then do so without preaching or the expectation of conversion because then it’s a scam like any other.

 

God doesn’t love humanity any less because its followers handed you a piece of bread. Please. You don’t owe anybody anything much less your religious beliefs in god.

 

Now, we the Indigenous don’t have amnesia as the white man’s ego does.

 

We know very well what’s happened to our people and we also know that the modern missionaries come into our towns and villages all in the name of conversion. The moment that one religion imposes themselves upon another then the very purity of cultures and those very histories, languages and ways of life are lost forever. What a shame.

 

To me; there’s no greater lie then a modern missionary.

 

If a missionary takes up work in a third world country then help in teaching self sufficiency but don’t go stealing the children of third world countries and selling them into modern slavery to financially substitute your religious projects. Gross.

 

How would the white man’s ego like it if the Indigenous came, stole and sold their children all in the name of Indigenous gods?

 

You wouldn’t like it one bit.

 

I know this for a fact because you don’t like double standards much less if it’s turned on its head and done unto you. Ha! Now, that’s funny.

 

The Roman Catholic Church can’t very well seem to leave alone the Indigenous because their own followers hates them thus their own kind has turned its back upon its religion and teachings. What a shame.

 

Yes, I hate nothing more than Salvation Army commercials that are creepy as hell, manipulative and sadistic.

 

Yes, I hate nothing more than modern missionaries who refuse to teach self sufficiency to third world countries because deep down inside they want and need to be needed by the locals to keep their cash cow operations running.

 

Yes, adoption is slavery because it’s a huge enterprise for the Roman Catholic Church.

 

The church preaches that children ought to be ripped apart from their motherlands and sold into the homes of lunatics such as the white devil who hates itself more than any other thus they’ll secretly hate the enslaved children of the Indigenous and other cultures all in the name of the Roman Catholic Church. What lost souls of the damned.

 

The Roman Catholic Church knows very well that its damnation is around the corner because what they teach is greed, self hatred, thievery, slavery and rape all in the name of an abandoned god.

 

I pity the Roman Catholic Church all dressed up in its sanctimonious ignorance.

 

I pity the Roman Catholic Church for forgetting about their people in search of new converts in the jungles of the world.

 

No, the Roman Catholic Church isn’t to be trusted because for as much as they preach strict doctrines on morals it can’t seem to be a leader of such teachings. It’s one thing to be a liar, but a hypocrite and a bigot at that. Oh my god!

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

I bite my thumb at thee.

 

Oh, what creepy little Salvation Army and cleft lip commercials begging for your money. Oh, those little philosophical pedophiles begging away. Yikes. Creeps.

 

*) Yes, extraterrestrials have been amongst us since… (Get over yourselves).

 

Just because the white man’s education doesn’t teach you anything of value much less how to learn how to read it doesn’t mean that the Indigenous are as ignorant as all that.

 

Yes, we hold the secrets to the universes inside of ourselves.

 

We don’t have amnesia because traditional oral storytelling formats have kept our histories alive. Traditional oral storytelling means having a long memory to be able to tell the origin story and that’s of the essence when humanity seems to go from trend to trend and it can’t seem to focus and sit in silence for one single moment.

 

Humanity has to speak for the sake of hearing itself talk and thus modern culture says nothing of importance because it likes to preach commercialism, marketing and cheaply made products that hold nothing of consequential value except to fill up landfills. 

 

No, don’t preach at me. I already know the truths of the universes and just because you refuse to open up your minds to possibility I refuse to be as ignorant as the modern world.

 

Yes, it’s my Indigenous right to believe as I do about the universes.

 

My cultural ideals belong to me and no one can take that away from me because you already sold me into slavery, once, in this lifetime. I don’t owe you anything and don’t you ever forget it.

 

December 11, 2012

 

Losing a game is heartbreaking. Losing your sense of excellence or worth is a tragedy.- Joe Paterno

 

The true spirit of delight, the exaltation, the sense of being more than Man, which is the touchstone of the highest excellence, is to be found in mathematics as surely as poetry.” - Bertrand Russell

 

“Excellence is a better teacher than mediocrity. The lessons of the ordinary are everywhere. Truly profound and original insights are to be found only in studying the exemplary.- Warren G. Bennis

 

If you are going to achieve excellence in big things, you develop the habit in little matters. Excellence is not an exception, it is a prevailing attitude.- Colin Powel

 

Simplicity in character, in manners, in style; in all things the supreme excellence is simplicity.” - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

 

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Word of the day: Cognomen (Name, Family Name)

 

That cognomen is a common one among early tribes.

 

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Happy Tuesday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes.

 

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Alright, shall we have it all out?

Come to blows and then go have a beer? Yes.

 

Yes, my writings have become bitter as time passes on.

There I said it and I’m not happy about it. Ha! That’s funny.

 

I’m going through “The Long, Dark Night of the Soul.” (Please have patience with me.)

 

When I came out of surgery the week after Thanksgiving 2011; I felt a lack of a presence.

 

I felt as though god (yes, the white man’s god) had vanished, gone silent and disappeared on me for the first time since I arrived at a refugee camp at the age of six.

 

At first I thought it was the Oxycodone that made me feel that way and as the pain killers wore off in the weeks that passed; still the presence of your divine god was missing from my life.

 

It’s been a little bit more than a year and your god has forsaken me. I feel terribly lonely without your god in my life. (No, I’m not lonely for humans I’m lonely for your god.)

 

Yes, I still feel the presence of my Mayan gods with me, but the white man’s god has vanished and abandoned me as so many of his people have a tendency of doing and thus I’ve become bitter in my writings. Are you happy? I spelled it out for you.

 

Do you know who’s presence I feel with me each and every day? The presence of my father-in-law who passed away thirty years ago. Tremendous!

 

No, don’t be so literal; I’m quite a happy little clam for as much of an existential crisis as I’m going through. I was born a happy human and believe it or not I’m quite gracious and kind in my everyday life because I was brought up well.

 

However and nevertheless, I continue to pray five times a day.

 

I continue to come to this place to write and before I even touch the keys I ask the gods of the world to enlighten me, to bring me peace, love, wisdom and kindness and day-after-day it’s become a struggle to do so.

 

The more I pray the more bitter the writing becomes and I mean to stop the train wreck before it happens but there it is, spilling all over the page and blowing up diesel engine fuels into explosions across my lovely stitching. Ah, so frustrating because I was a child who had to make perfect stitches on my embroidery patterns. I couldn’t stand a single imperfection except for that which I applied where I wanted it to be.

 

So you see I want to be very good for your sakes. I do.

 

Nevertheless this existential bitterness and anger calls to me each and every time I sit down to write and thus I’m riding it out like a tidal wave, like a brave little soldier.

 

It’s as though I’m in a trance and some aspect of my soul takes over and wants to destroy the world. I don’t mean to come across as such a mean human because I have tremendous love for myself, humanity and my fellow man even though that love gets challenged every single day.

 

Still yet; I don’t believe that humanity deserves to live with all of its imposed cruelties upon each other. No, I’m not some Hitler over here. I’ll continue to fight the good fight for the freedoms and liberties of humans and for the continuation of the human race however as I become older and more mature, I realize that humanity isn’t worth saving.

 

I realize that we’re not meant to be the stewards of the earth because almost every human I come across hates themselves which then in turn forces them to hate their fellow human through forced power struggles.

 

I’ve run out of literary grace for the human race.

 

I don’t think we’re worth our own bowel movements. I fell out of love with the human race and I can’t seem to fall back in love with it because humans hate, love-to-war and if you give them a chance then they love to murder and kill. I’m coming to terms with the belief that the human race ought to be wiped clean from the face of the earth by an asteroid yet a little piece of me hopes of hope.

 

I struggle everyday with wanting to have children because I don’t want them in this world full of hatred.

 

I don’t want to have children for another five years, not until the age of forty and still I think that’s bogus. I feel deep inside that I ought not to bring children into this world because they’ll be ostracized, discriminated, hurt, racially profiled, sexually preyed upon all in the name of love. I can’t bare that thought.

 

I can handle the hatred of humanity against me but the thought of you guys shitting upon my future children makes me want to lay down, say my last prayers to the gods to end humanity and go to sleep for all its worth.

 

No, I don’t believe in suicide. I’m a Maya and we don’t commit suicide.

 

The older I get the more I wish none of us existed because well, we’re not worth the chopped off hands of the gorillas that the Chinese cut off for medicine.

 

How can I not want to hate the Chinese for endangering our brothers and sisters of the animal Kingdom? Can you imagine it? It’s the year 2012 and the gorillas get their hands cut off by poachers in the Congo for their precious hands because the Chinese are so decrepitly ancient in their medicinal belief system. Oh, my gods! I thought we were over that. I’ve been studying the Congo gorilla for over twenty years and nothing much changes for them and their horrible lot in life. How can that be?

 

If that thought doesn’t sting just a little then nothing really matters.

 

Can you imagine the gorillas chopping off our hands and leaving us for dead in exchange for Chinese medicine? Nope.

 

I’ve come to the conclusion that the human animal is a blood thirsty one that desires to kill therefore we allow for genocide to take place.

 

Don’t think that I don’t keep up with what’s happening all over the world, because I have for the past twenty five years and this Syrian war is a shamble.

 

This Syrian genocide is a disgrace to all of the leaders of the world for letting it happen while the EU wins the noble peace price, what a disgrace to humanity. I can almost feel food coming up into the back of my throat with everything that’s happening to the European Union. Please. What a scam. When did governments start petting themselves on the back for doing the jobs that their meant to do and buying awards for letting their economies collapse and their neighbors get murdered, slaughtered all in the name of Allah.

 

We, the human race just love to watch our beautiful Syrian children get blown to pieces while CNN makes up lies for news; what. Our world leaders shouldn’t let it happen and because I’m one human, there isn’t much that I can do about it, except to write and say prayers to the gods in hopes that my whispers will reach them because even if you’re into your designer jeans, Botox and fake boobs what’s happening in Syria is quite serious and this travesty impacts all of us as humans.

 

No, handing out food, diapers, shampoo and lotion in third world countries by the roadsides isn’t the answer to ending world hunger, devastation and poverty. It’s not even a beginning, it’s a mockery. Actually handing out goodies by roadsides is pure hatred in mockery of what’s happening in the world today. It’s like saying; ‘look at me; I put a band-aid over the whole world and everything’s better now, is my makeup still perfect because I’m a little girl who has no clue as to the actualities of what’s happening in the world today?’ Get real and get honest.

 

I could go on but what’s the point.

 

The human race hates with more passion than it has compassion. Why not?

 

In an hour I might change my mind however I doubt it.

 

I don’t want to lie to you because I’m not like that.

 

I want to create hope but that seems to be a resource that’s overused and misunderstood all together and completely. A shallow resource and more like a slap in the face.

 

I think that the human race is ugly like tyrants, power hungry like the African-Americans of the Americas, rude like the Indians from India, racist, bigoted and stupid like the Roman Catholic Church. I could go on but you get my point. I think everything is pointless and I just got the memo that we don’t deserve to live. We don’t. You know it. I know it and everybody else knows it otherwise we’d care.

 

It’s so sad how the Americans fell for the gods of marketing, selling and commercialism. For as much as they say that they don’t take these fake idols for gods seriously, they seem to embody the very lies that they’ve been sold.

 

Americans in general can’t seem to be happy with what they have because they’re constantly wanting for more.

 

I’m happy with the rock collection that I started twenty years ago and that seems silly to most Americans who can’t seem to live without more than what they already have. Nothing’s ever good enough for them thus they go searching for fake gods to fulfill their lonely and sad existences. And it’s not only the Americans I’m constantly dealing with rude Indians, African-Americans and other minorities who if they could get away with murder then they would. Sad really.

 

So where does that leave us? Nowhere but up.

 

I’ve been recently informed that the offspring of the modern Roman Catholic Church in America are the heroin junkies, the great unwashed, the wanna-be hippies, the scam / con-artists of the spiritual world of today.

 

The Roman Catholic’s offspring adults in their forties decided to rebel against their religion, their god, their parents and their communities because they got religion crammed down their throats so now they’re train wrecks and creating havoc everywhere they go because in their spoiled pants they carry the hatred of their severed umbilical cords and with their dirty little hands they sell spirituality while they smoke away their marijuana joints, their heroin needles up their arms and their white powder smeared across their faces, living in literal dirt while pretending to solve the world’s problems by never contributing anything worthwhile except their make-believe fantasies. What a disgrace to humanity. What a sham.

 

Do you know what the kicker is? These are the offspring who run around preaching love yet they sexually prey upon anything on two walking legs because they don’t believe in Agape love they believe in sexual hedonism. Yikes, the Roman Catholic’s greatest gift to humanity.

 

I won’t give up on you because I believe in sticking it out till the bitter end if that’s what it takes, yet I’ve been shown the true face of America and well, it leaves much to be desired.

 

Humanity is its worse monster. Everything that they fear is who they are.

 

Don’t sell us lies. What about the dolphins washing up to shore with exploded ear drums because the military is conducting sonar experiments that drives the dolphins and other sea life to beach themselves into suicide. If that doesn’t reach into your souls then nothing much will.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

P.S. Don’t allow for the infant psychological field to tell you that introversion is neurotic while extroversion is normal.

 

What do they know? Nothing.

 

I’ve met more extroverts who create destruction than introverts. I like introverts. Yes, I can party and socialize with the best of them and I like people however I have to be in the mood to want to be around others. I’d rather be by myself, producing, creating and being happy as a clam nevertheless my field calls for me to be somewhat social and I do it with the grace of the gods, the beauty of flowers and the calmness of low tide. I don’t fear the human animal I fear their motives because they’re so needy and destructive. They can’t calmly observe a flower. No. They have to rip it from its vine and place it behind their ears because they think that maybe just maybe it’ll wash away their sins or make them special somehow.

 

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Can you swallow the bitterness that you create?

 

Artist Statement

The Maya New Year: December 21-23, 2012: We’re going to party like it was 1999!

We’ve got the champagne chilled and ready to go! Indeed.

I’m ever so happy to see this New Year! Wow -- I can barely believe it! How wonderful!

We get to witness the beginning of the 6th earth / cycle of the next 5,125 years.

I’m so overjoyed and happy to be alive for such a beautiful historical event.

Please, join the Maya in rejoicing because this is a tremendous and wonderful moment -- this moment above all in the history of humanity. Possibly this gorgeous moment in time will become something that you’ll be able to describe to your grandchildren with pride and honor or with childish fear and apocalyptic propaganda. Who knows?

Happy Maya New Year’s to you!!! Wow! Civilization as we know it made it!!! Congratulations! Extraordinary! Stupendous! Beautiful! Wonderful! Incredible! Rejoice!

Welcome to the next 5,125 years of intellectuality, enlightenment for the truth and returning to your ancestors’ memories of respect, grace, hope, love and community.

As much as I try to write with a loving voice -- very little gets through in this modern western civilization of greed, popular-apocalyptic-marketing culture, propaganda and pure hatred for mother earth.

No, the world isn’t ending. Period.

Yes, the world is now beginning. Period.

This isn’t a re-birth.

This is a birth.

As with all births it can be quite painful to transition into something real and honest.

I realize that the Mexican Mayans lied to the westerners and sold them on the concept of apocalypse, and, the westerners bought into it because they like to buy into anything that’s shiny and destructive.

The Maya of other Central American regions don’t believe that the apocalypse is coming on December 21st 2012, and neither do I, because we know better and we’ve studied our PopolVuh. It’s a great time to celebrate without fear or narcissistic neuroticism because we’re not selling you on anything and that ought to make you think twice about mocking such an extraordinary event to us even if it’s not your cultural beliefs or ideals about the world.

We, the Maya of Central America -- we’re people who’re grounded in our heart-felt religion, love for the earth, respect for the gods and of complete love-and-trust for our human brothers and sisters; even though they show us to be quite racist by turning us into toys and playthings for their amusement.

We understand the hatred of our western brothers and sisters towards the Maya because while you prepare to die we’re preparing to live.

For the past decade, our beautiful and intelligent Maya culture has been made into a foolish marketing tool to sell a shallow ideal in concept of the apocalypse because there’s no greater hatred than mockery, misunderstanding and dismissal. The more we tell you that there won’t be an apocalypse than the more the marketing machine sells it with fervor because it hates the truth, and to hate the truth is to hate, cultural exchange, humanity and hope for a beautiful and optimistic future.

The marketing machine likes to sell the westerners many things like a made-up concept of Yoga for the westerners appeasement in the 1960’s because the marketing machine has money behind it, but that’s it -- and we all know that money doesn’t equal power, so that’s why so many westerners feel empty and shallow inside because they follow hedonistic tendencies and not their ancestors’ guidance, love and respect.

No matter how much our Maya people of the Central American regions informed our western brothers and sisters, that the world isn’t ending on December 21st 2012, then the more our western brothers and sisters refused to hear us because they have a marketing machine that wishes to make money from the fear of others and make fun of us. Pity. Truly. The marketing machine reminds us of pedophiles, don’t they? It just won’t stop, give up and it won’t tell the truth.

Now, just because the modern Mexican Maya sold their souls to the western devil for a few pieces of silver; not all other Central American Maya have done so.

Do you know how we know that the modern Mexican Maya have sold their souls to the western devil?

The Mexican Maya brought the westerners to the underground and had the westerners treat our burial grounds like amusement parks to go scuba-diving amongst the dead.

This is how we know that something is very wrong with the westerners. Who scuba-dives amongst the dead in the water-burials of the Maya? Creepy.

You won’t catch the Maya unburying the westerners’ dead for amusement.

Only the westerners unburied the dead of the Maya with the help of the modern Mexican Maya who ought not to have been there in the first place and they know better but they’ve lost all concept of respect for the dead and the gods will take care of that.

I get it: anything that the westerners don’t understand they turn into a joke or something to be mocked at because they believe their very egos to be gods. I fear for such an animal with more pride than respect.

I’m wishing you a peaceful, joyful and content-filled New Year’s.

Peace.

How lovely to be alive under such extraordinary skies, times and place. Have faith for the future. Why is the westerner infatuated with the gloom and doom of the world? Don’t they respect life?

We must find ways to bring mother earth back to health or we, too, shall perish in time because if she doesn’t make it then we won’t make it and it’ll be a slow, gruesome and painful death till the end and then we’ll truly wish an apocalypse were coming after us.

Peace. Live. Have fun. Be respectful. Be kind. Don’t be so hard on yourselves. Give grace.

With all of the love of the gods who are indeed tremendous: Party! Yes!

Gabriela de la Holm

December 10, 2012

 

Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but we rather have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.” - Aristotle

 

The will to win, the desire to succeed, the urge to reach your full potential... these are the keys that will unlock the door to personal excellence.” - Confucius

 

We should not judge people by their peak of excellence; but by the distance they have traveled from the point where they started.” - Henry Ward Beecher

 

Desire is the key to motivation, but it's determination and commitment to an unrelenting pursuit of your goal - a commitment to excellence - that will enable you to attain the success you seek.” - Mario Andretti

 

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Word of the day: Ponderous (Heavy, of great weight, Dull)

 

His talk was uninteresting because of the ponderous words he used. (Wonderful!)

 

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Happy Monday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes.

 

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First, coming here to read does indeed come with great warning; enter at your own risk.

 

Second, no, I’ve got no delusions nor delusions of grandeur about changing the world.

 

Third, yes, I’ve got power and convictions for as small as I am. (I grew up amongst the Episcopalians I know very well what it’s like to be judged when I’ve been out of line.)

 

Four, yes, as of late I’ve become more powerful in my principals and philosophy on life.

 

Five, no, I neither require nor need the readers’ pity or sorrow.

 

Six, I may be fiery across the page; yet that’s not who I am as a human.

 

Seven, yes, writing can be a cautionary tale and it’s definitely not a flat lined commercial or some shallow self-help book.

 

Oh, no! writing is one of the highest forms of art, so if you do it then do it well or get out of the running because it’s not some shallow child’s game. Period. It’s a gift to humanity otherwise I’d be sipping piña coladas on some hammock far-far away from this snow and cold, frozen covered soil.

 

Eight, you may want to deny my writings nevertheless it’s a free service to you.

 

My blogging doesn’t cost you a dime to read (we set it up that way, because we didn’t want to rob the reader blind) and that’s what makes my writing even more so valuable because I don’t require for you to pay for my wisdom.

 

Now, my entertainment, yes, some day that’ll cost you a pretty penny because imagination is hard work and my novels won’t be displayed on a free online blog. Ha! Why would they? The reader will indeed have to pay for the sweat of my labor.

 

Nine, I’ve already lived through my life and I’ve uncovered all of the wisdom that I required from such experiences.

 

Ten, if you want to shoot yourselves in the foot, go right ahead, be my guests. I’ve already done that and it hurts.

 

Eleven with understanding of deeper meanings, I do write. Ha! Ha! Ha!

 

Twelve, be kind to yourselves and seek out excellence not self gratification because that gets the human race absolutely nowhere.

 

Thirteen seek out your ancestors to bring you peace not some poser scam / con-artists who’re after your money and want you to part with it. It’s a waste of everybody’s time, resources and hearts.

 

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Now, with that said; here’s the kicker. Let’s play ball!

 

Oh, how juicy indeed to be reading someone else’s writings that have something of value not fluff sugar that’ll rot your souls from, too, much selfishness, self centeredness and ridiculous amount of ego.

 

Yes, I write with the “alter ego” of my dead Finn grandfather who was a grouch, tough on others and held immense love. A man who was tough to get to know but did in fact have the heart of gold. Ha! Moving on. Next.

 

I implore you to learn from my life, mistakes, heartache, difficulties, annoyances, triumphs, success (which I’ve had plenty more than failures), failures of being conned, abandonment, reconciliation, forgiveness, stubbornness, love and graciousness.

 

I’m ever so grateful to be alive because I could’ve died at the hands of con-artists many times.

 

Yes, I’ve been a sucker because I wanted to give others “the benefit of doubt” but that’s no good when people are so desperate to take from others instead of cultivating cultures of self-sufficiency, self-respect and hard work.

 

Humankind has fallen into the trap of their own lazy sins, and decided, that if others work hard, then they would much rather benefit from other’s “fruit of their labors” instead of seeking out education, diversified culture, the truth, facts and hard work. Pity. How boring indeed. Nothing makes me more turned off than scam / con-artists, hacks, beggars, moochers, wayward leaders and egotists or any other type of mentally ill human who won’t look within and wrestle their own demons instead of unleashing them unto others on a daily basis by oppressing their brothers and sisters into coning others into their melodramas of false hope and falsehoods.

 

Humanity has become lazy, overly pharmaceutically drugged and consumed in its own alcoholic ego, poop, urine, emotionally waywardness and that’s created mean spiritedness within them. A lost humanity left with the traces of its own ego across their faces like smeared cocaine.

 

Laziness to a fault, that gives humanity no hope, only a required need for a handout; thus, humanity scams their way through culture without ever contributing anything of deep meaningfulness in return.

 

Humanity is indeed stupid in that, people have fallen to believe in the lie that all great things ought to be handed over to them without any effort.

 

If one is to study the contemporary human, long-enough, then one can see that they believe that greatness ought to be theirs at no great value, learning or cost and thus they’re starved from the experience of knowing what real greatness is: EXCELLENCE; the satisfaction of getting things well done and contribution beyond their egos without the need for a cookie and a pet on the head. Excellence, means getting things well done because you know that to be the truth of the ages not because your ego seeks reward.

 

Humanity has lost a great and deep respect for their gods and wars over their gods in the name of man’s ego, while humanity enjoys giving the gods a middle finger to justify man’s existence.

 

I’m one human amongst the magnitudes.

 

I’m not any better or worse than anyone else except that my actions are indeed more honorable than others have been; therefore so are my words; I’ve proven that to be a fact and the truth about myself.

 

People may hate my writings but they can’t say that I haven’t been equally foolish and honorable as well as spitting fire when enraged at the stupidity and hatred of others towards me and my beloved ones.

 

I’m indeed people’s worse nightmare if they so much as abuse their power against others. Why? Because I’ve been forced into cultural slavery through adoption and I know what’s on the other side; not greener pastures. Pure, envy and hatred. The more one strives for excellence then the more others want to take you down. It’s a factual modern truth. Pity. How boring indeed. Hedonists sure are boring.

 

No, many don’t like me because I can be an extreme disciplinarian, justice seeker in all aspects of love and I don’t believe in leaving anyone behind upon bloody battlefields, yet I hate getting used and when that happens then I become the wrath of the gods. No, I’m not any better than anyone else. I’m not.

 

As a matter of fact I’m the underdog.

 

No, I didn’t set out on this journey to be a hero, admired nor did I set out on this journey seeking ‘fame and fortune’. I set out to get to know myself better, to befriend myself, to learn the English language, harness the language and have a deeper understanding of the basics in comprehension in communications.

 

Sit back and relax, enjoy the literary ride while it lasts because life sure is beautiful and don’t lose sight of that no matter what anyone says. What do you have to lose from learning? Nothing. Absolutely nothing.

 

I’ll keep writing even if no one reads which actually my greatest hurdle to overcome is that, too, many people are reading now.

 

I absolutely have to be more mindful about what I write, however I don’t want to, my soul steers me correctly to the promise land and all I know is that great books come with dark and difficult chapters and that’s what makes them so great.

 

Great books as well as great lives don’t steer away from the difficulties of life however they don’t embrace them completely either, to learn is to know that all greatness comes with difficulties and that’s what makes it so great.

 

America made a cultural Frankenstein out of me. I’ve got nothing to lose.

 

You do know the moral tale about Frankenstein, don’t you? Come on now!

 

Did you at least, read the cliff notes; right?

 

Frankenstein isn’t the monster, humanity is the monster.

 

If you’re afraid and angry at my writings then it’s because you’re afraid and angry at yourselves.

 

Sometimes the most beautiful people are people who hold up mirrors and like little babies soak it all up. If a child swears it’s because she heard it someplace, not because she made it all up by herself. Ha! It’s like a metaphorical slap across the face, isn’t it? Yet a learning experience all around for the adults and the child.

 

As an ESL Frankenstein all I’m doing is taking your lead and making sense out of the freakishness of humanity. That’s your gift to me, while my gift is to give back, as much as you give, to me, which sometimes humanity likes to punish me for mirroring back its own freakish desires and neediness.

 

Humanity sure is ugly to me yet it preaches excellence that it can’t seem to achieve and thus it hates me for achieving it. What a stupid little teacher (humanity that is) that it can’t follow its own teachings yet it screams it out from the roof tops.

 

I can’t help it that humanity is a freak creation of the gods all dressed up in its hatred, envy and secret desires to f*** over everything that it sees in its path.

 

My path is a path less travelled and this is where I’ll stay on my way to the mountaintops through the valleys and forests. Thank you.

 

Now, reading my writing wasn’t too painful, was it. No.

 

I write so that you may learn something of value, not so that, you may take on my load or carry me on your backs, I can walk. I’m strong, you bring only what you can carry. I don’t want to carry your load so don’t carry mine, I didn’t ask you to. I’m power. No, I didn’t write that I’m powerful. I wrote that I’m power, pure energy thus I can carry my own life. Thank you very much.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

*) Yes, adoption is a form of slavery. Period.

 

Any human that’s sold and bought in currency will be forced to work off their debt because they’re owned, normally through emotional abuse because slaves aren’t considered humans, they’re considered commodities. Things. Period.

 

We all know this to be true.

 

The white devil wants the rest of the world to believe that they will care and love for adopted children but that’s proven to be the lie of the ages. I wouldn’t adopt-out children into African-American families either because they have their own demons to contend with as well.

 

Poor devilish souls who hate so much that they’re willing to justify adoption as a form of grace rather than for what it really is; slavery.

 

Someday adoption as a form of cultural slavery will be outlawed. Period.

 

I can’t help it that I’m ahead of my time. I can’t. I’ve got a mind of my own, thank you.

 

The reason as to why white women like to adopt children is so that… Ha!

 

Wisdom is mine to be bestowed upon and no one can take that away from me even when they’ve taken my freedom from me.

 

I was manipulated into cleaning, emotionally taking care of stupid overly educated adults in search of only success and not happiness, literal starvation all in the name of love and I fell for it like a stupid sucker. What haven’t I learned? Everything about hatred and envy.

 

Slave masters are all the same till the end. Cowards. Thank the gods that our adopted father loved us so while our adopted mother hated us with the spirits of her bi-polar tendencies. Cowards in their pooped pants walking around like it doesn’t bother them.

 

It’s the women, who hate the adopted children so much that they would murder the children, if they could get away with it, because they hate themselves for culturally enslaving children that don’t belong to them or to the culture, which they had to purchase like a designer bag.

 

I’d rather buy a $50,000.00 designer bag any day of the week than an enslaved child that didn’t belong to me. Yes!

 

December 8, 2012

 

Corrections: Eric’s correcting my English. He’s telling me that a “memory lapse” is the loss of memory. I didn’t know that.

 

I thought that “memory lapse” meant “flashback” to a memory. Oops.

 

Poor Eric; I get my English incorrect constantly.

 

No, I don’t have memory lapses.

 

Eric says that I’ve got the “memory of an elephant” and he’s right. I remember everything down to the miniscule details. Amazing, my brain just works that way. I’m grateful to Eric for correcting my goofy English. Now, you can understand what difficulties I have with basic linguistic comprehension when it comes to the English language. Ha! Hilarious! Oh, I only wish I was better at English.

 

Don't think. Thinking is the enemy of creativity. It's self-conscious, and anything self-conscious is lousy. You can't try to do things. You simply must do things.” - Ray Bradbury

 

Creativity is a great motivator because it makes people interested in what they are doing. Creativity gives hope that there can be a worthwhile idea. Creativity gives the possibility of some sort of achievement to everyone. Creativity makes life more fun and more interesting.- Edward de Bono

 

An essential aspect of creativity is not being afraid to fail.” - Edwin Land

 

I think it's fair to say that personal computers have become the most empowering tool we've ever created. They're tools of communication, they're tools of creativity, and they can be shaped by their user.- Bill Gates

 

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Word of the day: Chicanery (Trickery, Sharp Practice, Deception)

 

He is adept in political chicanery.

 

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Happy Sabbath!

Happy Pearl Harbor Remembrance Day yesterday!

Happy Hanukkah at sunset today!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes, please.

 

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Quickly now:

 

Please, don’t be so dense about the subject of spirituality.

 

No, I’m not reading tea leaves over here, get real. Please.

How condescending and rude.

 

Just because the white man is brought up to believe that his ego is god; his ego doesn’t, make him neither right nor the spiritual law of the land simply because he’s afraid of understanding other cultural belief systems quite different from his own.

 

Let’s diversify however let’s not allow for ourselves to be conned by people who make-believe to fulfill some insane aspect of their egos such as the New Agers have done by mocking every ancient religion and making it their own (only the aspects that they so easily understand and that, which they undertake as hobbies not as lifelong studies to be mastered with care and due diligence) because New Agers have no spirituality to speak of, except for their egos, thus they make it all up; they’re the ultimate Cosmo liars and the gods know this very well.

 

Just because the white man believes that this is the only reality we live in and there are no dual realities then I can’t help it but chuckle at such culturally-ignorant density. Please.

 

Most Caucasian people are a lost people, primarily, because they’ve denounced their ancestors, religions and cultures and don’t know who their ancestors are therefore they’ve lost their way, and stand upon a crossroads, to get quite real, realistic and mature up about the mere fact that others don’t believe or think as they do (even when they pretend to be spiritual through their creepy New Age hedonistic practices) and that’s what makes them the ‘white devils’ that they are; with their commercial superiority and cultural inferiority.

 

Shallowness has to be written about because we’re about to enter the beginning of the next 5, 125 years of intellectual and cultural-ancestral enlightenment and it’s my job to get you all up to speed or otherwise you’ll still act like monkeys trapped in cages, masturbating your intellectual lives away and nothing else, while begging for bananas.

 

Now, most citizen Mayans have gone peacefully about their lives, by saying genuine prayers to the rain god, and the corn god, for over 2,000 years. As family members, community members and workers of mother earth (farmers) they make their merry way from one solstice into another with the hopes that the gods are just, kind and happy, nothing more and nothing less.

 

In the ancient days “Shamans” were considered the “Kings” of their communities and are still quite revered, however and nevertheless these are men who do indeed travel from this reality to the other and for that reason alone, they are considered “boogiemen” as much as they are revered. No, a real Shaman isn’t a bad person nevertheless Shamans do live for their craft of a deeper understanding of the soul, the gods and time travel. Yep. I wrote it. Get over it and get open minded. If you’re an intellectual then you can handle discussing any subject matter as a possibility.

 

Consider the modern Shaman as a “psycho-analysts” (not literally but as a modern example). You know that we all revere psychologists however ‘no one’ really wants to find themselves, in the offices of psycho-analysts, who can find out everything about us within minutes, while it’s possibly taken you, your entire lives to find out truths about yourselves that you didn’t even know. See. Get it? Did that metaphor click, finally?

 

We don’t mind psycho-analysts just as we don’t mind Shamans but they sure are the last resort and that’s the truth of the ages.

 

By the time you’ve walked into their spaces then you know that something’s definitely gone wrong and you need that type of help that you can’t get anywhere else.

 

You’ve exhausted every resource available to your wellbeing and thus there you are, looking sheepish and uncomfortable; however have no shame, because going to them isn’t meant to become a lifelong discipline, simply a means to get you unstuck and moving again.

 

No, I wouldn’t do therapy for decades at a time, because that, too, can stunt your emotional growth.

 

My M.D. retired psychologist father told me that the field of psychology is quite young, actually it’s in its infancy and such a field doesn’t quite know what it’s doing in all of its superiority, thus they drug up your children because the field of psychology is in bed with the pharmaceutical companies, bubble burst.

 

I was told not to take psychology too seriously because it’s often wrong (As Shamans can also be) and to always question what a psychologist has to say about my life, which they know nothing about, just as a Shaman does.

 

A Shaman may have great insight into one’s soul but he doesn’t live your life for you so how can he know anything; as a matter of fact all he knows is that he knows nothing and that’s wisest, especially for his safety if he knows what’s good for him, he won’t proceed to assume the entire universe about anyone yet he’s got a pretty good idea of what motivates and drives the human animal, their minds and souls just as any psycho-analyst does.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

*) I wrote on a Sabbath because the Mayan New Year’s is around the corner and I’m running out of time to teach…

 

*) Now, it’s been politicians and lobbyists who’ve offered me recreational marijuana. Thank you, no. I’m waiting for it to become legalized.

 

*) If any politician is against the legalization of marijuana then they’re hypocrites.

 

*) If a politician is against the legalization of marijuana then it’s because his wealth and ‘tower in the skies’ (penthouses) protects his wellbeing, unlike those citizens, who live on the ground, closer to mother earth and have to deal with violence, sexual exploitation and degradation from the prohibition of marijuana.

 

Marijuana will be made legal because the citizens demand it to be so, not because over stuffed and ignorant politicians have archaic cultural views on the situation on the ground. The American people are demanding change because the politicians have taken us for a ride and we’re sick and tired of it. We’re sick and tired of the violence, sexual exploitation and racial profiling.

 

It’s not up to politicians it’s up to the people.

 

*) Periscope. What a lovely company.

 

I hear that some scam-artist(s) is / are enforcing their wrong viewpoints upon the company’s new floor plan layout while selling the lie that creativity is best conducted in an open cafeteria-like spaces when that’s a complete falsehood and wrong. What con-artists.

 

It’s factually proven that an open lay-out floor plan isn’t conducive for creativity or productivity in the workplace. People do require offices however it’s cheaper not to give it to them.

 

As a matter of fact, an open space layout floor plan does stagnate, both creativity and productivity to a complete halt (stop).

 

Pity; that the leaders of Periscope haven’t put the kibosh on such scam / con-artists’ (whoever they are) interior design stupid ideas, incorrect implementation and misleading impositions about misguided interior design-layout-floor plan-projects to destruction. These scam artists must not care to meet the needs of their client’s employees. Have mercy!

 

And, what’s this: A cafeteria across the street from their offices? Do the leaders of Periscope desire dead employees crossing Washington Avenue every single day? Do they know how scary and dangerous it is to cross Washington Avenue at the best of times? Oh, how silly. Such leaders must not care about their employees very much. Wayward counsel makes for wayward leadership.

 

Periscope is about to become a high school cafeteria and what adult clientele wants to sit through that? No body.

 

Every professional adult would rather forget their high school days.

 

I’d become a bitter worker if I were forced to look at everybody else all day long, and smell their smells and look at their melodramas instead of my creative thoughts behind closed doors.

 

I work like nothing else behind a closed door inside a private room, because most creative types are quite private and quiet people, who do, believe it or not, can and do produce as you see, here, I do produce on a daily basis and kick butt. Ha! Wonderful.

 

I wish all of the artists, technicians and producers at Periscope patience, breath of life and more patience. I’m sorry that some sorry-ass hooligan(s) is / are about to change and destroy your entire creative worlds. What mean spirited a*******. Truly.

 

*) I’ve fallen in love with the show “Miranda”. Oh, how we laugh!!! I laugh so hard that I can’t drink or eat anything while we’re watching it or it could be detrimental to my health. Ha! “How rude.”

 

December 7, 2012

 

Corrections were made: The word “fondled” means: “Stroke or caress lovingly or erotically”: And that’s not what I’m talking about. Thanks for the correction. I didn’t know what the word “fondled” meant. Ha! I can laugh at myself. Why not?

 

Groped is the word that I was looking for; wonderful! Oh, that vocabulary.

 

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We can know only that we know nothing. And that is the highest degree of human wisdom.” - Leo Tolstoy

 

“Nothing is so necessary for a young man as the company of intelligent women.” - Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

 

“If everyone fought for their own convictions there would be no war.” - Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

 

“The whole world is divided for me into two parts: one is she, and there is all happiness, hope, light; the other is where she is not, and there is dejection and darkness...” - Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

 

“The strongest of all warriors are these two — Time and Patience.” - Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

 

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Word of the day: Nectar (Drink of the gods in mythology)

 

He called the wine the nectar of the gods.

 

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Happy Friday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Yes, please!

 

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Power:

 

1. The ability or capacity to perform or act effectively.

2. A specific capacity, faculty, or aptitude. Often used in the plural: her powers of concentration.

3. Strength or force exerted or capable of being exerted; might. See Synonyms at strength.

4. The ability or official capacity to exercise control; authority.

5. A person, group, or nation having great influence or control over others: the western powers.

6. The might of a nation, political organization, or similar group.

7. Forcefulness; effectiveness: a novel of unusual power.

8. Chiefly Upper Southern U.S. A large number or amount. See Regional Note at powerful.

 

I’m learning that the Americans have no idea what power truly is or what it even means.

 

Americans believe that if they use brute force upon each other then they seem to think that they acquire power and that’s why they lead quiet lives of desperation.

 

Remember: that sexual exploitation is used as a cheap form of power over others to control them and to force the abused / victims into submission because the perpetrators have no power, of their own, to speak of. Ha! Idiots.

 

If you’ve just met a woman and she’s been drugged up then don’t touch her no matter what. Keep your dirty little paws off of her no matter how horny one may get. Disgusting, what man gets a hard on when a woman has been drugged up? What lunatics.

 

Such sexually perpetrating men are very lucky that women don’t take it upon themselves to find their own type of justice; thank the gods for the American legal justice system and that it exists because otherwise I’d become an Indigenous blood warrior and a scalper at that. I’d want heads to roll and I’d wear a scalp necklace to proudly show off...

 

Thank the gods that I live in modern times and I do abide by the white man’s legal justice system and their laws because I respect such laws otherwise I’d be a pure animal, pure beast.

 

I respect such laws and I do believe in them and that’s why I write with the fiery (fire) of the gods and keep my hands to myself and watch spiritual war unfold.

 

It’s here, spiritual war, that is.

 

When the Mayans go to spiritual battle, we win, because we’re ruthless when it comes to spiritual justice. If one is captured in spiritual battle then one can only wish that one had spiritually died upon the spiritual fields of battle because the Mayans have been known to spiritually gut a man from the inside out, and we take great spiritual delight in doing so, when a man has caused great harm and an injustice against one of our own, then we’re indeed spiritually deadly for as genuinely kind of a people as we are, we, too, know how to take to the spiritual battlefields, and win, because there’s no other alternative than that. We’d rather spiritually take our own lives then be spiritually captured and give anyone the satisfaction; we’re as deadly as Samurai warriors because we’re not afraid to take our own spiritual lives and that’s honor at its greatest because there’s no other; we’re not cowards.

 

I believe in the American justice system above most all else. I do.

 

I shan’t take justice into my own hands but don’t think that my prayers to the gods don’t come with vengeance. Oh, yes. I know what to ask for from the gods because I was taught prayers of the highest form.

 

I ask all of the women of the world that if they have ever, god willing, ever had to contend with men who’ve sexually forced themselves upon them, then remember this; you’re not alone and you’re not powerless. It is unjust men who are powerless and trapped inside their own contempt and self-loathing thus they go after women to make women just as miserable as they are themselves.

 

I know this to be true; my former Caucasian male friends, in my life, have been brutal, manipulative and liars to me because they hate themselves so much while they’re trapped inside closeted homosexual lives, that, which they have no guts in coming out of the closet because they’re afraid that the very fathers who can’t stand the very sight of their own loser sons, such sons are afraid to lose out on their inheritances which non will be coming their way because their father’s love their second families far more so than they do their first ones. Ha! Talk about spiritual justice.

 

Yes, I feel far more powerful today than I did two years ago before I was ever sexually violated. It’s funny what happens to a woman who sees the darkness of men; we become light and burn with the flash of lightening.

 

I feel that I’m much more mentally prepared to kill in self defense, if I ever had to, more so, now, than ever. I’d have no qualms about killing a man who’d come on to me as a sexual predator and the legal justice system would be on my side.

 

I’m more powerful today because I’ve truly learned the meaning of love and peace amongst people who aren’t con-artists and hacks. Ha! I get the very last words.

 

Yes, I shall get my spiritual revenge and if this were 2,000 years ago then I’d rip hearts out of people’s chests and watch them die while I went in there and dug their hearts out. Thank the Gods that I’m intelligent enough to write only metaphorically and not to apply action. Yes!

 

I know the legalities of being an American citizen and I shan’t cause nor bring any physical harm against another however I’ll get spiritual revenge because I’m power itself. Watch me spiritually destroy what is now rightfully mine because I’m taking the power that was stolen from me and that’s what makes me one of the most dangerous of animals, I shall abide by all of the laws of the white man while conducting spiritual war until I’m satisfied and I know for a fact that…

 

No, I’m not and never have been Scarlet O’Hara nor do I wear a Scarlet Letter across my chest. I’ll fight my own spiritual battles because I’m out for spiritual blood and that’s far more spiritually deadly than this reality of the white man’s laws.

 

Watch as demons and monsters overcome an entire American community of scam artists while lunacy sets in and grotesque….You had no idea what type of power I hold; this I do for all of the women of the world who are constantly sexually violated by powerless men in their communities. I want spiritual heads on steaks and the gods shall grant it so.

 

I won’t lift a single finger to physically injure another, that, I promise you. I shall keep my actions honorable; the prayers have been breathed out to the Universes. Yes, indeed!

 

You go ahead and preach your over-sexed and exploitative ideal of love where women get sexually abused while I get the satisfaction of spiritual castration. Yep.

 

This is my fight and I go into spiritual battle with all of the force and might of the gods of men on my side because I already know who your devils are and they shall not pass here. Ha! (I love that book and movie!) Are you spiritually scared yet? You ought to be, if you aren’t already.

 

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No, I’ve never, not once been raped (I count my lucky stars) and if I were ever to get raped then I’d kill a man in self defense on the spot. I’ve been told that that’s my constitutional rights and thus I’m learning to become a killing machine from men in the military. Period.

 

No, I’ve never, not once been finger f*****.

 

Yes, I’ve been sexually molested once, (groped breasts) (correction, I didn’t know what the word “fondled” meant). My perpetrator tried to blackmail me with it and now, I carry and conceal a weapon; I’m learning to aim, shoot and kill with precise measures. The military snipers have taught me how to kill a man, if I were ever to need it, in self defense, indubitably.

 

The word “fondled” means: “Stroke or caress lovingly or erotically”:

 

(I didn’t know that; I thought it meant to be forcibly felt up). No, I wasn’t lovingly fondled; I was groped like I was something to possess, to kill, to enslave; something to manipulate.

 

Yes, I’ve had my breasts groped, that’s how I was sexually exploited while drugged up by what I’ve now found out was the doing of an entire village (community), wow! I’m in the research business and it’s my job to find out information. I can get over the sexual exploitation and molestation but what I can’t get over is why it took an entire village to want to cause me harm and want to blackmail me, while their elder who, was my friend, was dying at that time? What. I guess that I got very lucky that I wore my long johns that night. It’s amazing the things that will save you from severe harm sometimes. What I still can’t get over is why an entire community would want to cause such harm against one woman who refused to join them in their efforts to make money from poor suckers? I guess I’m a beast to be feared in all of my grace, kindness and docile nature. Weird, ha? I don’t get it. What’s the point in blackmailing a woman who won’t submit to such powerless tactics? Oh, my! What a bunch of lunatics, indeed. I just became their worst nightmare. My turn. Checkmate. Now, watch how real power works.

 

How about a “Wal-Mart” for safety in the West Bank? Ha! That’s funny!!!

 

Yes, the West Bank and the Seward Neighborhood is one of the most dangerous neighborhoods for women in all of Minneapolis because the sexual rape numbers are up and that’s where women literally get raped in the city; it’s not only the neighborhood’s greatest disgrace and the numbers show it; it’s also their cultural system. No, women don’t only get sexually exploited and molested in that part of the city they actually get raped. What a nasty little culture of poser-peace-loving-dirty douchebags without honor and nothing moral to stand for. The gods shall spiritually take you out of this world.

 

I kept my silence for two years and I haven’t begun to write all that there is to write.

 

I’ve got legal counsel on my side as to how much and what I can write and well it sure feels so good to get it out. My personal justice is that I’ve got writing on my side and I have no shame in saying what I’ve come here to say and that’s what makes a writer so dangerous to any unjust man or community.

 

War and Peace.

Gabriel

 

December 6, 2012

 

Forgiveness is the fragrance that the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it.” - Mark Twain

 

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. - Mahatma Gandhi

 

Never forget the three powerful resources you always have available to you: love, prayer, and forgiveness. - H. Jackson Brown Jr.

 

When you forgive, you in no way change the past - but you sure do change the future. - Bernard Meltzer

 

*) Yes, I believe in forgiveness however don’t forget that people must ask for forgiveness because that’s when they acknowledge the wrongs and the sins that they’ve committed against others.

 

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Word of the day: Laconic (Brief, Sparing of words, Concise)

 

The laconic utterances of the speaker were right to the point. (Lovely word!)

 

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Happy Thursday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Absolutely!

 

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No, women who’ve been sexually preyed upon, sexually exploited, sexually harassed, sexually molested and sexually raped aren’t ‘damaged goods’. Period.

 

If a man, any man thinks that women are ‘damaged goods’ especially women who’ve been forced to go to war and back again, then, that, man isn’t a man; that’s a little boy who has no idea how the world really works because 40-60% of women are sexually harassed in the workplace and 83% of girls are sexually harassed at school while 78% of boys are sexually harassed at school. What an insane culture that can’t keep its hands to itself.

 

Personally, I think that its commercials and stupidly oversexed rap music videos that places disturbing sexual ideals about the dehumanization of humans in the minds of the Americans. (I’m conducting a private case study.)

 

I thought that commercials and music videos were going to be some type of great educational and informative visual mediums to greater learning by the year 2012 yet they’re lowbrow and lowlife forms of visual garbage. Pity. Commercials and music videos could be so much more than they are instead of having men and women get sexually exploited, sexually harassed and raped out on our streets, schools and workplaces. Gross.

 

Do you know why it’s the responsibility of commercials, music videos and television at large to bring on their A game?

 

The reason as to why the visual medium must bring on their A game to the table is because most people have the educational and reading level of a sophomore in high school.

 

Most of the American people’s information comes from the television thus if television improves their visual medium then the culture can also improve; however most commercial making derives from a Nazi model of dehumanization in propaganda (literally). Have mercy upon our people! Please. Incest is all too common in America and that’s just wrong anyway that one looks at it even though our culture refuses to talk about it out of shame and guilt for what it does to its own people. What a disgusting culture at large.

 

I grew up fast a year ago: I realized how much women truly are sexually exploited and sexually preyed upon especially when they’re minding their own business. Yikes.

 

What a queer little culture who wants to f*** women all of the time yet hates them with all of its might. How queer indeed. I’m beginning to think that most American men are closeted homosexuals who hate heterosexual women.

 

When I look at most American men of any race, I automatically assume they’re mostly queer (homosexuals) because men seem to hate heterosexual women so much. Sorry men!

 

The American culture created that notion for me because I came to find out that my Caucasian males were closeted-homosexuals who f*** the living life out of mostly Caucasian heterosexual women out of spite for their mothers and slept with each other. Yikes. Perverts. I ran and I’m not looking back!!!

 

Now, I hold the greatest honor and privilege to have people from all over the world disclose intimate and seriously important personal information about themselves with me because I am a professional anthropological documentary filmmaker.

 

I’m here to tell you: that 60% of American women by the time they’re eighteen years of age have been sexually harassed, sexually exploited, sexually molested or sexually raped by someone they know. Yikes.

 

I really didn’t know that. I was such a gullible little girl for so long. I grew up with an honorable and upstanding father who not once touched us inappropriately thus I thought that the rest of the male population was as honorable as my father and I guessed wrong.

 

Oh, how my father really loves us. What an incredible man who really respects us as women and as daughters and does think the world of us unlike sexual predators. I’m so grossed out by most men in the world today and I’ve got great reason to be so as so do most women. More specifically I’m grossed out by male misconduct.

 

I do love men because well, men are incredibly wonderful, yet some of their misconduct leaves much to be desired especially men out on dance floors that believe that it’s okay to air hump women who are complete strangers to them, that’s so early gay 1990’s misbehavior. Who air humps a complete stranger for a woman out on a dance floor? Only an idiot who got left far behind in the dusty early 1990’s would attempt to air hump a woman. Remember, that when you touch a woman at all or inappropriately then that’s sexual harassment even if it’s out on a dance floor or for fun. A man must ask a woman if it’s okay to touch her and if she’s a stranger then truly keep your dirty little hands off women.

 

In conclusion: even though much of my film work in the field has brought a great deal of socializing discomfort amongst powerless humans who drink their sorrows away and don’t trust themselves, thus they couldn’t trust me to conduct my work honorably and with respect, I’ve been sexually maltreated, once, and that was one, too, many times; consider how much women are sexually mistreated each and every day in the workplace and at school.

 

I do believe in the legalization of marijuana because then women can go and make legal purchases of this, such, drug substance over dispensary counters without having to subject themselves to drug addicts, drug dealers and sexual exploiters and predators.

 

I’ve witnessed what women have to do and put up with from men who want to sexually exploit them while the women try to get their hands on marijuana and it’s not a pretty sight when most women need marijuana for medicinal purposes because they can’t afford healthcare or pharmaceutical drugs in the first place.

 

Open up the market to a legal exchange in currency so that America may end this sexual exploitation’s war against women and that there may be safeguards in place against the sexual harassment of women who do purchase marijuana as a medicine.

 

If marijuana is left in the hands of illegal drug dealers then women will continue to be sexual slaves to these men who are illegal drug dealers who hate women’s guts. Period.

 

Can’t you see the larger picture?

 

Go get ‘em Gentlemen!

Save the women of this country from having to put up with ‘a*******’ for illegal drug dealers.

 

Yes, I do believe that the legalization of marijuana will help secure the sexual freedom of women from all walks of life.

 

I personally have encountered all types of women from all income brackets who smoke marijuana freely and on a daily basis as shocking as that may sound to you (get over yourselves); women hate having to go looking for marijuana in scary and dangerous neighborhoods and from people who want to sexually exploit them because women do place themselves at peril in the purchasing of marijuana.

 

I don’t personally hold any reservations nor judgments against women who smoke marijuana. Women are grown adults who will make decisions about what they put into their bodies and that’s their right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness and no government has a say in that matter of choice.

 

You’d be surprised where my drug research took me (2004-2012).

 

Sometimes I was terrified for other women. I was so scared for their wellbeing. I was.

 

‘If, only,’ I kept thinking to myself, ‘marijuana were made legal then these women wouldn’t be, here, half naked having to ‘put out’ for some ugly and creepy drug dealer.’

 

My heart ached for our lovely American women who practically whore themselves in order to get marijuana. Please. I shan’t beg you. Take marijuana away from the hands of such men who enjoy such power over women and legalize it all around.

 

Cheers.

With great respect;

Gabriel

 

P.S. Please lift the federal prohibition from marijuana so that our American women don’t have to exchange sex for marijuana or have our women be sexually exploited for it either.

 

No, I neither have had to nor will I exchange my body for money, drugs or any other sexual favors. I’d rather eat dirt than face such a choice. I’m too stubborn for that.

 

December 5, 2012

 

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names. - John F. Kennedy

 

Happy Wednesday Night!

Peace.

 

Chill out, everybody!

Chill out!

 

I’m not out for blood.

Now, get off your high horses.

No, I’m not a vindictive woman. I’m not.

 

I’m not literally out for anybody’s blood however I’m after spiritual justice and that’s why I sleep so well at night. Wonderful!

 

Yes, I do write with the fiery of the gods (I’m naturally a flame of light and I do burn even though I barely talk about the abuses and injustices that I’ve lived through, why would I?)

 

Yes, my writing ought to make you think twice about discriminating, abusing and using others. Period.

 

Look: I’m a lovely adult woman who has had to go up against racism, discrimination, complete disrespect as an Indigenous woman for a filmmaker and dealing with powerless people who are constantly overstepping their boundaries with me because they seem to think that I, too, have no power as they do.

 

Not so, I do hold quite a bit of power; ultimately ‘ass*****’ know this to be serious truths which forces them to despise, what I represent, with their entire souls and that’s their problem not mine. So be it.

 

For some queer reason, as a documentary filmmaker, people confuse me as some type of economical savior. Bastards.

 

I’m seeking spiritual justice and I’ll get it, however, no, I don’t believe in shedding blood, murder, or any other type of injustice that isn’t legal.

 

I believe in continuing to be an upstanding citizen no matter how many people think that they can get away with disrespecting me as a woman of color.

 

No, I’m not delusional about the fact that women are second class citizens, and women of color are third class citizens in the world today.

 

I wasn’t given the memo that the more intelligent and capable one is then the more others want to take you down. Pity. Humans sure are heartless, ruthless, idiots and harmful nevertheless that doesn’t take away from my humanity.

 

The past decade of making films has been tough and that’s what comes with making excellent documentaries with very little funding.

 

I’ve put myself in places and situations where I know I’ve been hated for being an Indigenous who is far more educated than most Caucasians who’ve wanted to rip my life from my body. I get it. I’m not stupid. I forgive and I move on, nevertheless, I don’t forget the injustices because that would be foolish.

 

I wish I hadn’t met over half of the people that I did since 2001 because arrogance, racism and poverty has created thieves, liars and manipulators out of this great nation of ours.

 

I’m the one out in the field and I take full responsibility for what happens to my person; nevertheless I refuse to go out past 8:00 P.M. at night and I refuse to conduct any documentaries with humans in them for the next five years, decade or possibly ever again.

 

I’ve been left quite scarred and apprehensive about making documentaries with people who want to use others for their gain.

 

Yes, I’ve been maltreated by so many people because I’m a dollar sign to people not a human. Have mercy! Okay. Before I tear up I better end this because I hate being a crybaby. Peace be with you and also with you and with thy spirit. Cheers!!!

 

I’ve been mulling around the idea of making a documentary about rocks. Ha!

 

So, sit tight, relax; I won’t start WWIII. I’m not like that, but please don’t ask me to sit at the table with the burnt out wanna-be dirty Hippies and rub elbows with them because I’m better than that and I’ve proven that to be so through my actions. Thank you.

 

Peace.

Gabriel

 

December 5, 2012

 

Happiness grows at our own firesides, and is not to be picked in strangers' gardens.” - Douglas William Jerrold

 

“Everybody knows how to raise children, except the people who have them.- P.J. O’Rourke

 

To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of arts.- Henry David Thoreau

 

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Word of the day: Grotesque (Absurd, Incongruous, Bizarre, Strange)

 

He appeared at the ball in a grotesque costume.

 

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Happy Wednesday!

Aloha.

 

“Good Morning America!” (6:53 A.M.)

 

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American television; the commercial selling pedophiles of the world are at it again, displaying little girls and boys like wet vaginas across television sets to sell douchebag products. Ha! What a messed up culture that hates our American children.

 

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A friend who worked for “Burning Man” made me promise not to attend such a festival if I knew what was good for me. He told me to visit him after the show was over but not during.

 

To him it was just another working gig in the festival circuit but to the people who attend it’s the only thing that they have going on for them, which leaves most of them nowhere but lost, without ancestors and desperately starved for attention.

 

My friend said that they’re the ‘scam artists’ of the world and to be quite careful of what they preach and sell because most are the runaways of the Catholic Church’s problem considered the great unwashed who denounced their families and upbringings due to impoverishment, domestic violence abuse, incest and strict religious doctrines.

 

My friend made me understand that the saddest, loneliest and the most desperate of the mostly Caucasian needy attend this event each year because they don’t know how to create hope anywhere else in their lives thus the hopeless gather together in search of sexual misconduct, drugs and make-believe spirituality. Yikes.

 

Most can’t function in a modern world because too many of them are too fried from the overuse of drugs, alcohol and bad habits out of rebelliousness against becoming adults, maturing and contributing to a world at large.

 

I guess that these people are considered ‘parasites’ and the ‘great unwashed’ but it’s still easy to make a pretty penny off of them thus a festival exists in their honor to blanket their delusions no matter how much they might want to counteract this point. I got it.

 

I guess they’re no different than the ‘talking-heads’ on television except that the great unwashed disguise themselves with dirt just like ‘talking-heads’ on television do, but of a different variety. Wow! The apple doesn’t fall very far from that tree, does it? Different approach same outcome. Lies. Yep.

 

Okay. I promised not to attend “Burning Man.” I got it.

 

I was also made to promise from a dead man’s wish that I’d not attend a “Rainbow Gathering” as well, whatever that is? I’ve been informed by people that the only reason to gather at both events is to meet people who are in search of drugs, sex and an ego petting. Yikes.

 

Yes, I’d rather go to Disney World any day of the week, hands down. It doesn’t smell as bad as poop in people’s pants, unwashed teeth, rotten breath and rotting skin.

 

Yes, I hate it, as a matter of fact; detest, how after each and every single ride at Disney World one, is made a hostage and thrown into a vault of merchandise, causing what I can only imagine chaotic feuds amongst parents and greedy children who demand to be bought every merchandise they see right in front of their eyeballs. 

 

Disney World would be so much better of a place if it wasn’t all about the purchasing of merchandise right after each and every single ride because that forces, one, to be thrown back into the reality of money or the lack thereof for most working families, while having to fasten their budgets and count their pennies.

 

I love Disney World and I hate the dirty culture of most unwashed wanna-be Hippies.

 

I’d rather see children attend Disney World than to be gawked at by the predatory eyes of sexual predators.

 

As an anthropological documentary filmmaker I’ve witnessed, learned and co-habited amongst both money-making ventures and I’m here to tell you; unwashed wanna-be Hippies are no different if not than worse than the Disney shops at the end of rides selling you every type of film merchandise.

 

I’d rather be sold merchandise than spirituality.

 

I’ve got another six years before I can break my silence as to how I was sexually molested at the age of 34 (groping my breasts, with my clothes on, thank the gods I wore long johns that day) on March of 2011 by one ex-con and ex-heroin junkie user for a man here in Minneapolis doing the bidding of an entire wanna-be Hippie community because I wouldn’t bring in millions for them yet they were going to blackmail me for sexually molesting me. As if. (HA! HA! HA!) (Thank the gods I’ve got a “blabber mouth” (not really only as an expression) I’m not afraid to speak up on paper and with loved ones.)

 

Thus my volunteering and cleaning up efforts at a rundown food bank with mice everywhere weren’t good enough so they had to degrade me by drugging me up one night and sexually molesting me. Ha! I get the last word on this one. All they are is sexual predators and I would know firsthand what they do and how they operate.

 

Yes, my word against theirs and I’ve got nothing to lose; that’s what makes me absolutely dangerous, thus I can write about it as much as I’d like with as much detail as possible when it comes to that time.

 

I shall hold spiritual war against the dirty wanna-be Hippies until the day I die because what they are is sexual predators who sexually harass, sexually molest, sexually rape and sexually force themselves unto volunteering women; they had to learn it someplace, hmm the Catholic Church, perhaps.

 

I’ll be laughing over your graves because what the Gods have in store for you is pure fiery. Hell’s waiting for you. You won’t get away with it. Mark my words. (Please, don’t wonder why I’m angry; oh, no, I’m not bitter but I sure am angry at people who take advantage of volunteering women as part of an entire community action outreach program at that; Oh, my gods!)

 

The reason as to why most wanna-be Hippies are so much more dangerous than Disney World is because while these dirty humans pretend like their dirt isn’t selling you anything, ultimately their goal is to see you part with your money; they’re no different than a Disney shop, the Catholic Church and commercial television except that Disney doesn’t disguise what it is, a corporation nor does commercial television jump from your T.V. sets and sexually molests you. No, commercial television simply puts the thought into humans’ heads to go and do that to others.

 

I’d rather deal with the truth outright and walk through the doors of Disney World than any lie no matter how much someone may try to sell me cheap cardboard arts-and-crafts idols and smelly goods along with a hallow and wayward idealism of love. Gross. Don’t sell me love because it’s not for sell but I’ll definitely buy into buying film merchandise any day of the week.

 

To me; Disney world merchandise shops and the modern dirty wanna-be Hippies have so much more in common than they’d probably like to admit, except that the dirty kids (adults, really) want you to fall for their preaching of brotherhood and love, when really what dirty wanna-be Hippies want is either your vagina or your money; no differently than any other monetary scheme in practice.

 

Don’t fall for the dirty adult lies because they’re no different than the squeaky clean lies, it just happens that both demographic groups are at the opposite end of each other’s spectrum and that’s why they hate each other so much but really they’re cut from the same damn monetary cloth. Don’t think that I don’t know, because I do. I’ll hate dirty wanna-be Hippies until the day I die for being sexual predators.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

P.S. Let’s fire the lost Tea Party Republicans.

 

I move to motion that We, The People ensure the removal of each and every Tea Party member in the next election two-years from now.

 

No, I won’t forget because I’m an Indigenous and we don’t have amnesia. Thank you very much.

 

For those of you in 7012: yesterday our American Congress voted against a global disabilities treaty because they’re children and ‘hate’ the United Nations.

 

I just don’t get the mediocrity and pouting-tantrums of these Tea Party children. Get them out of here. They don’t have a leg to stand upon to threaten the President into a bum tax deal. These Tea Party members of congress are scoundrels, scum and dictator-tyrants with their private parts led by the Koch brothers, as if, they run government. I don’t remember the Americans voting the Koch brothers into office. Please.

 

Grover Norquist is a ‘nobody’ that gets way too much press time.

 

December 4, 2012

 

The only source of knowledge is experience.- Albert Einstein

 

A lawyer without history or literature is a mechanic, a mere working mason; if he possesses some knowledge of these, he may venture to call himself an architect.” - Walter Scott

 

It is not the quantity but the quality of knowledge which determines the mind's dignity.” - William Ellery Channing

 

To know that we know what we know, and to know that we do not know what we do not know, that is true knowledge.” - Nicolaus Copernicus

 

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Word of the day: Ebullient (Boiling up, Bubbling, Effervescent)

 

Ebullient sentiments denote a jolly person.

 

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Happy Tuesday! Truly!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance?

 

How about I burst your bubbles that, which will create thought?

My job isn’t to cuddle you. So here goes nothing.

 

Hang on because my writing is exactly like taking a skateboard ride; at your own risk.

 

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While I was in the eighth grade at private school, my father told me early-on, to remember that: I was to attend school to learn how to-become-a-better-learner and thinker, not to get a job.

 

An education is there for the purpose to get you educated otherwise if you think differently then you’re the butt end of a great joke that society hasn’t let you in on.

 

My father burst my idealistic educational bubble early on and I’m ever so grateful for my father’s practical M.D. advice as always.

 

My darling father recently called me an “overly educated fool”: Ha! How right he is.

 

I hold no delusions about college and university education or any other type of higher learning in educational standards for that matter.

 

Some educational institutions will indeed leave their students ‘in the dark’ out of spite for modern times.

 

Other educational institutions will teach their students improper and incorrect historical and scientific information because such educational institutions have personal agendas to fulfill more often than not it’s about large sums of money in the form of case studies that are forced to fit into molds rather than to search for independent outcomes in scientific and research studies.

 

Still yet other educational institutions will teach their students that getting ahead in the world is the only and the most important aspect to life at the great expense and risk of their students’ physical and mental health, calm lifestyles and peace-of-mind because such institutions are wayward in their thinking about competition; they seem to think, preach and believe that competition comes with bloodshed, when in reality competition comes with great care and tremendous respect for others to get ahead together in any given market, industry and field because we’re all a part of a global community.

 

There are other educational institutions, those, whom take it upon themselves to censor literature rather than teach the meaning of racism, prejudice and discrimination because such institutions would rather look away and not complete their obligations to teaching the philosophical hardships in life thus leaving their students completely ‘in the dark,’ without a proper education and left in the dust when it comes to keeping up with their global intellectual peers. Shame.

 

No, one doesn’t go to school to get a job.

Yes, one goes to school to learn how to learn better.

 

Where, one, attends school, it depends greatly on what, one, will learn otherwise it’s as good a guess as any as to what you may or may not learn (depending on how much money you have and are willing to pay for an educational service or how much debt you’re willing to take on) and what you may not learn will definitely hinder your thinking and intellectual capacity to lead or not.

 

                                                  For example: you may personally hold steadfast to your personal theological belief about ‘Creationism’ however if you so much as think, that you can instill that notion upon a modern global world, then you’re greatly mistaken and you’ll automatically be out of the running for any leadership positions because that’ll freak out people who are far more educationally and intellectually advanced than you are with your rural bible thumping ways. It’s not acceptable to be that ignorant in this modern age and to want to take on a leadership position when you can’t even get your scientific factual history correct. Nope. Move over.

 

The world has moved on from personal theological beliefs into an era of concrete, complex and advanced factual solutions in humanitarian approach to a global market instead of pretending to be shallow and to be seen or perceived as multi-tasking gadgets while looking pretty and accomplishing absolutely nothing for hours on end. Focus because there are serious problems that require serious solutions not bubble gum idiotic means.

 

The earth is on fire. Allow for me translate that for you: the earth is greatly polluted and if she doesn’t make it then there’s no point for the advancement of global markets because we won’t be around to see it.

 

Get your heads out of your rear-ends and stop pretending like you’re working when really you have nothing intelligent to contribute and it shows all over your faces because you went to public schools where they forgot to teach you the most important aspects to business; complex communications, complex problem solving solutions and complex thought processes: thus you speak like idiots and you act like idiots because you threw away your money on average and mediocre educations and all that that bought you was a ticket to the grave as low-level corporate managers. Ouch! Nope, you won’t get to play with the big wigs because they either….

 

You, now, owe me two-hundred thousand dollars for spelling it out for you while the academic guidance councilor is trying to sell you crap that won’t get you very far in life.

 

At least I’m honest and that’s worth more than the dead end jobs you’re being guided towards. Yikes. I’d run!!!

 

It’s a brave new world out there and getting educated is about being a global humanitarian not about making money and being shallow while hurting others with idle office gossip, mounds of unbearable paper work and worthless meetings.

 

Look, there’re aspects to business, markets and leadership that are conducted behind closed doors because most people aren’t smart enough to know how to open such doors and make a great contribution once they step through those doors; most people are shallow enough to think that once a door is opened to them then, that it signifies that that will lead them to their ‘next big break’; instead of asking what they themselves can contribute, rather most people are constantly asking what’s in it for them and frankly with that egocentric and selfish attitude, nothing.

 

One is indeed an ignoramus, selfish and the butt end of any joke to the greater society for thinking such silliness as to believe that an education makes you privileged to a job; that’s like believing the lie that Yoga is an ancient form of practice and falling for it while thinking that it’ll get you to higher spiritual ground when what you practice is a lie to begin with; Ha! Real funny! Oh, my! Americans sure are ignorant and their expensive over-priced public educations make them so because their educations aren’t worth much and the rest of the globe understands this. Pity.

 

The problem with public education is that it stopped teaching students how to think for themselves, and education started selling, the high cost of propaganda, that it could give their students a future, when all along educational systems have known that it’s impossible to have it both ways; either education teaches a body of coherent citizens to think for themselves, or ‘in exchange for lots of dough,’ education teaches their students to get mediocre jobs, those which they’ll most likely hate within five years, but that’s as far as they’ll be allowed to get on, unless workers go back for more mediocre schooling, to get further overpriced degrees, to get to the next position in management, to continue to be miserable, and in further greater debt and the cycle goes on and on. You get my point.

 

Even making films is boring at times and no one’s going to tell you that however making films is and can be boring, difficult and mediocre. Sh.

 

Please, don’t tell anyone that I told you the truth about making films because the huge industry’s secret is that you’ll have to wipe a lot of rear ends before you can even have a shot at anything real unless you make it unto the casting couch on your backs and well, like hell or if you’re incredibly and naturally talented which most aren’t or your mommy and daddy know someone who knows someone in the industry, but still that doesn’t guarantee anything and if you can think for yourselves well, then good luck because envy rears its ugly head.

 

Yes, most plutocrats that I personally know don’t even have high school diplomas and they’re as happy as clams. Ha!

 

Education won’t make millionaires out of you. I’m sorry to burst your bubbles!

 

It just won’t because that’s not the sole purpose in function towards an education.

 

Educational institutions have become a part of a fast swindling industry and don’t you forget it because all that they want is your money in exchange for mediocre knowledge which will create mediocre minds and workers who’ll get stuck at dead end jobs with other workers who hate their guts as much as they hate their own. Have mercy!

 

If one leaves university still believing and thinking that a degree or an education owes them anything so much as a job then one is at a third grade education and learned absolutely nothing about how education works.

 

Yes, if one believes that specific training such as apprenticeships deserves a job at the completion of such a hands-on approach learning then go get an apprenticeship in a specific area, rather than going after further higher education because then you’re only wasting your money and time thinking that you deserve a job after you’re done with school when you don’t deserve anything except a “Congratulations!” 

 

It’s so middle class to believe in falsehoods that education is the answer to everything. (Someone ought to slap you silly (not literally) for thinking that your education entitles you to a job.)

 

Sincerely, (at least I can look you straight in the eye and tell you the truth.)

Gabriel

 

*) If, one chews bubble gum, while conducting a television broadcasted interview, then it leads, one, to believe one of many things; one, either the interviewer is afraid of their interviewees and requires a prop to alleviate their cultural fears or two, the interviewer has no respect for their interviewees or three the interviewer is simply a ‘hick’ in an overpaid position that she doesn’t respect. Ouch! How mediocre.

 

*) “Baby Peggy, the Elephant in the Room” I hated the way the female interviewer’s voice sounded more like a bored fly on a wall than someone who takes her interviewees seriously and with compassion.

 

The Interviewer’s voice ought to have been cut out of the audio track because it gave great and diminished insight into the interviewer’s motives in interviewing our elders.

 

I couldn’t help but cringe every time I heard this unprofessional female interviewer’s voice that sounded like the interviewer thought that Peggy was more of a commodity than a human.

 

I was so grossed out by the dehumanization of Peggy that I could barely watch it. It was a sound like: the voice said: “Look at me; I’m important and special and I’ll make a shitload of money from this documentary and if not that then at least I’ll get tons of notoriety and this woman will soon be dead. Aren’t I cool?” Gross. People sure are screwed up and they give themselves away so easily and transparently by something as simple as the sound of their voices.

 

Remember most people in the film industry don’t really care about their craft or subject matter as much as they do about the possibility towards a lame idealism of ‘fame and fortune’ because most Americans and most people in the film industry have been brought up to believe that that’s the only thing to live for. Hallow.

 

*) Respect your interviewees or don’t conduct mediocre interviews because the professionals will take you out of the mass media communications field so fast you won’t know what hit you (figuratively speaking) and you’ll not be able to enter again.

 

Abuse of power is abuse of power and wrong. Many little things give it away.

 

Serious work calls for serious respect.

 

*) Yes, wearing flip-flops while at work, amongst others, in an office, is a sign that you have very little respect for your field, your co-workers and your work at large. Period.

 

*) My grandmother used to say: dress up, unless you have no social obligations then go as comfy as you wish.

 

December 3, 2012

 

The Problem of Pain

By

C.S. Lewis

 

Excerpt:

Chapter 1

 

                              The story is strangely like many myths which have haunted religion from the first, and yet it is not like them. It is not transparent to the reason: we could not have invested it ourselves. It has not the suspicious a priori lucidity of Pantheism or of Newtonian physics. It has the seemingly arbitrary and idiosyncratic character which modern science is slowly teaching us to put up with in this wilful universe, where energy is made up in little parcels of a quantity no one could predict, where speed is not unlimited, where irreversible entropy gives time a real direction and the cosmos, no longer static to a real end. If any message from the core of reality were to reach us, we should expect to find in it just that unexpectedness, that wilful, dramatic anfractuosity which we find in the Christian faith.

 

It has the master touch-the rough, male taste of reality, not made by us, or, indeed, for us, but hitting us in the face.

 

If, on such grounds, or on better ones, we follow the course in which humanity has been led, and become Christians, we then have the “problem” of pain.

 

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Word of the day: Circumspect (Attentive to all circumstances, Cautious)

 

He was circumspect in all his actions.

 

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Happy Monday!

Aloha.

 

Shall we dance? Absolutely yes.

 

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A tall and skinny Caucasian woman in her early fifties with stringy-washed-out-wispy grey hairs crouched down just below my knees about half-a-foot away on my left hand side and overly dramatically folded a cloth merchandise as carefully and methodically like it were a newborn inside a whicker basket on the floor (where I’ve seen mice run over the overpriced merchandise at the Coop;) as to show off that she was “holier-than-thou” because she was pretending to be Zen in her bitter smelliness that protruded from her every pore all over her body like sautéed onions and garlic dipped in pure poser nervous sweat from having to pretend her life away because she had nothing else going-on for her.

 

I closed off my nostrils at the base of my nose so as not to have to take in her bitter smell. I almost gagged in disgust.

 

I knew as a matter of fact that there was nothing “holier than thou” about her in her unbalanced nervous sweat and her desperate need for attention to be noticed as something special.

 

She was hallow and freakish as most American New Agers who leave the Roman Catholic Church in search of New Age spirituality and preach about it with as much gusto as they did the Ten Commandments. Yikes. These are the scariest door salesmen. I’d rather be sold nothing than crystals any day of the week, hands down.

 

In her arrogant physical form she conveyed “craziness” as though she was starved for attention and needed to convey that she was better than every other living thing because she was hallow in her wayward masters’ teachings without the ability to bring humility to the table. She was a joke and she made herself out to be a joke amongst the stars and the universes of the Gods. Pity.

 

I almost laughed out loud at her but I knew that it was serious business; with her, to be noticed as something special and uniquely her own specialty type of emptiness.

 

She was pretending to show off her Zen like qualities in her overly egocentric demeanor.

 

If we hadn’t been in America, then I would’ve kicked her in the rear end, for being such a burro. I would’ve watched her fall over and laughed as hard as I could’ve, while discovering her humility and watching it take form in her world of “let’s pretend to be mightier than human.” Please.

 

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How can you not feel badly for someone like that? Quite. But don’t. Don’t fall for their waywardness. It can only lead to disaster.

 

New Agers hold an air of condescending arrogance that doesn’t allow for spiritual mercy because they’ll go to their graves self-loathing themselves while here on earth and never contributing anything worthwhile to humanity while they selfishly spend away their lifesavings and earnings on shallow crap that doesn’t make them any happier and supposed spiritual leaders who hate them as much as sexual predators. Ha! Different crap, same old outcome. Funny! Tragic but funny! Truly. (You knew that I’d get around to the subject.) Yep.

 

What’s there not to hate about the condescending arrogance of shallow posers’ “made up” New Age spirituality? Everything. Because they’ve become the very embodiment of lies. Gross.

 

Do you know why a New Ager is one of the most dangerous people to take seriously and to come across? Because all they want is your money. Period. Ultimately, they’ll get around to it. Somehow they’ll want you to pay for their time and made-up fantasies.

 

New Agers are con-artists.

 

Be quite careful going into the 21st century. No one ought to want to become a New Ager by choice much less a beggar or a con-artist and all three fall into the same category.

 

The main reason as to why New Agers are so dangerous is because while they’re doing a ‘smoke-n-mirrors’ routine in front of you; behind their backs they’ve got no idea who their ancestors are and that leaves them ‘trapped in a state of limbo’ while pretending like they can spiritually heal others when no one can spiritually heal others except for the Gods. Yikes. Run!!! Seriously.

 

These con-artists for New Agers will take your-every-penny that you’ve got in the form of pushy rhetoric that amounts to farts. These types of people will get you killed. Period. Back away and no, don’t do it slowly. Cut them off from your purse strings, run and don’t look back!!! These are devils incarnate and the Indigenous consider them so because they’ve sold their existences to a meager power that hates their guts, and uses them, thus they use others, to make money, through a fake and phony made-up profession.

 

Spirituality ought not to cost a single dime. The exchange of monetary currency for spirituality is like asking to go straight to hell. Be careful. Quite so.

 

New Age posers forgot that no human can spiritually heal another human when they can’t even heal themselves of their own self-made melodramas, oversexed spiritualities, beggar’s impulse, pushiness, commanding brute force and that ever-so-demanding shallowness that fills the air around them, everywhere they go, like a dark hallow, and they’re not even aware, that, the Indigenous can see, that, about them, which, they can’t. New Agers don’t realize that to the indigenous these are types of devils and we stay as far away from them as we do our own “Shamans.”

 

No, a Shaman isn’t, one, to be befriended.

 

One, goes in; one, does one’s business and one, gets out as quickly as possible otherwise; if one were to prolong one’s stay then horrible things begin to take shape in the form of one’s life. (No, don’t mark my words; mark the words of our elders who are quite wise when it comes to their offspring and their communities because some day they, too, shall become our ancestors.)

 

A Shaman, and an egotist New Ager don’t have any ties to anyone except to their egos thus they don’t owe anyone their loyalties, their friendship and their care; their teachings will be disguised as real learning when it’s a type of learning that has no premise in today’s world thus they’ll sell their cheap goods to anyone who listens. A Shaman can be a Joker, an enemy and a tyrant disguised as…. A Shaman can be quite dangerous to take on as a teacher or as a friend.

 

A Shaman exists only for themselves and that’s the tough lesson that the Caucasians must learn to differentiate by themselves otherwise, good luck to them.

                                                 

Too much of a Shaman or a New Ager (con-artists) can lead one to one’s demise. One’s end. One’s misfortune because to spend time amongst the wise-insane ones is to become one of them without a path to the Gods’ fulfillment; and without a path from the Gods, then one can’t fulfill one’s destiny that the Gods have set before you because you got stuck smelling somebody else’s farts and paying such tricksters to smell their farts. Ha! Boy! Did you really fall for such a lie?

 

Don’t you know the answers to life? The answers to life are… (I’m sorry that I was told the secrets and answers to life as a child and that you weren’t and that’s why I mock American society; whenever I’ve been given a juicy chance, although I’m beginning to stop that horrible habit because mocking is and isn’t….)

 

One can’t be taken seriously as a Shaman or as the New Agers may try, once, one, has stayed for far too long amongst the ‘crazy ones’ then one, shall not become a “pretend-healer; either” because to be chosen to be a Shaman happens at the age of puberty.

 

After that, one, will find oneself in a “purgatory-like” state as an adult-slave to any mad-man (who wants that?); trapped halfway inside a world and existence that doesn’t necessarily exist; that’s why it’s so shallow and un-human; that’s why it feels warm and fussy inside without the concrete realness of life which ‘all life is suffering’ anything other than that is well, manufactured to keep you from feeling human. “Wake up!” I tell you. I fear for your safety. Wake up dear little ones. “Wake up.” I’m whispering to you. You’re under a spell and you don’t even know the very dangers that lay before you if you don’t wake up today, walk away from lies and begin to live your beautiful lives as humans. Come back to the living. Come back to us.

 

A Shaman may be a wise medicine person or not; they sure are considered “Boogiemen” as much as New Agers are to the Indigenous. They’re all considered insane and definitely something to be feared for their need and desire to stray others away from a modern world and a strong community path that isn’t developed or made-up by them.

 

No, no one ought to want to become a New Ager as a business person (because spirituality isn’t conducted upon the basis of any type of currency in exchange) much less a desire to become a “Shaman” who as a prerequisite in their studies must spend seven years out in the wilderness by themselves starting at puberty; that in itself makes them wise yet crazy and thus they’re to live outside of any community setting by themselves for the rest of their lives; otherwise that’s just another poser, pretending like they know what’s what if they live amongst community and have a family then they haven’t lived through the hardships of education of a Shaman’s journey who normally are only men and if a woman is a Shaman then most likely she’s a liar, most likely; be very careful. A female shaman is like no pollution in the atmosphere. As if.

 

No, I’m not a Shaman, yet Caucasian people confuse me for one. Ha! Weirdoes.

 

As a Mayan as far as I know: no one in their right mind either considers or wants to become a “Shaman” because that’s like asking to be poor and insane for the rest of one’s life and no one ever wants to ask of the Gods to live upon the basis of others’ mercy. Please.

 

The Indigenous know the rules quite well; Nope, you can’t pull the wool over our eyes just because you have some vastly-empty and shallow economical neediness to fulfill by making a quick buck from the weak minded or thinking that you’ll be considered something “special” if you say that you’re a “Shaman” or a New Ager, because as an authentic Maya, I’m here to tell you, that we run away from the likes of you and why wouldn’t we? Gross. Scary people out there.

 

I don’t ever take anyone seriously who makes it a point, to point it out to me that they’re a New Ager or a Shaman because that’s like the Boogiemen telling me that they’re the Boogiemen. Can you imagine it? Freaks. Yep. If I were to be in a dire need for a Shaman then I’d go out of my way to find an authentic one, myself, (although I haven’t needed to as of yet in my lifetime of thirty-five years), however the golden rule is to ask for guidance from your elders and ancestors, first, and foremost, through prayers and breathing and no, not through meditation because meditation conjures up the dead and the dead have no place taking form in the shape of this world. Yep.

 

Oh, you want me to talk about meditation? You freaks… Meditation was something that was done by Buddhist masters and their students, while exercises and prayers to the ancestors by the masses (look it up.)

 

Buddhism was founded roughly 2600 years ago.

Buddhism is considered a new form of religion in the history of the earth.

Islam is even younger than Christianity.

 

Now, yes, I’ve been taught to meditate and I like to do breathing exercises however I don’t meditate because to meditate is to conjure-up the dead through wavelength frequencies and well, I don’t take it upon myself to hold a connection to the dead in this physical realm and neither should you without having some serious life-long training and dedicating your lives to such serious training rather than making it a hobby. I get it; you lost track of your ancestors so you’ll try to fulfill the void of your lost people with anything that comes along the way.

 

As Mayans, we don’t do that; we don’t pick up practices just because we’re lonely or without guidance; we know very well who our people were; if, when at a loss, seek silence, not some made-up religions and practices. You’ll find the answers inside your hearts because everything is made from a higher frequency than this realm and when you get in-tune with silence then you’ll begin to understand frequency and no, no one ought to ever sell you a weekend retreat in order to find out about frequencies; that’s just bogus.

 

As an Indigenous, it’s considered insane to want to conjure up the dead and that’s why places like Gary, Indiana, New Orleans, LA and Haiti have been taken over by a dark force of evil because their people are into conjuring-up the dead by murdering their living which is no different than making a deal with the devil. I’m setting the record straight. The truth will set us all free because humanity fell for lies on its way to nowhere.

 

After twenty years of dealing with screwed up New Agers who are out of balance and whose sole purpose is to go after ‘a quick buck’; from now on I shall treat them like “Boogiemen-Shaman”. Ah! Ignore them!!!

 

New Agers, beggars and commercial manipulators, who exploit content as propaganda just as the Nazis did rather than creatively selling products; wayward media exploiters ought to be shunned for their immoral laziness, shallowness and waywardness.

 

When products are sold through-and-by the means of shattered hopes, dreams and lifestyles; they, too, have great consequences and wayward lazy commercial makers ought to be greatly ignored in every essence of humanity for the next 5,125; cultural leopards. Con-artists! {Anyone who places a child in a commercial is no different than a pedophile until we learn to love children again instead of using them as commodities to sell products thus our children have become the objects of affection to rape, incest and pedophiles which happen to be people that they know more often than not.} Yikes. Run! Commercials are creating this pedophile unbalance in our culture and in society at large.

 

Yes, if a man or woman were to make great commercials without the bastardization of children and with graphics and animations instead then give credit where credit is due.

 

No harm shall come to these New Agers however their destinies will be no different than those of the Gypsies who cognitively and willingly rob from others to make a living and thus they must prove themselves by working hard and contributing to humanity rather than stealing from it. Don’t touch these con-artists and don’t have anything to do with them because it shall be your demise as it has proven to be already since the beginning of our time. ‘Our elders have spoken’ (you do have them, don’t you?); now, we enter through the purity of action into the dawn of a new age towards; the birth of justice, truth and more truth. You can’t know real compassion unless, one, knows the truth of one’s adversities.

 

I refuse to take on any more shallowness from posers, liars and spiritual carpetbaggers who make a killing off of other people’s neediness, insecurities and loneliness, especially from other’s wayward post-Catholic guilt which makes a pretty cash cow for those who teach the arrogance of unfounded spiritualism without a historical core but a little bit of everything “ancient” thrown into the pot of insanity just so that New Agers can say, “See, this goes way back to the ages of….” Creepy little suckers.

 

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I love Yoga exercises!!!

 

(I think that the exercises are pretty but that’s about it, like candy, really. If, one seeks it out for spirituality or as a form of religion then eventually, one will end up with cavities.) Ha!

 

Yes, I hate the lie that is taught about Yoga being an ancient art form which it isn’t.

 

Yes, I love the truth about Yoga.

 

Yes, Yoga was created in the 1960’s especially-made for Americans because they couldn’t handle the real thing. Ha! Period.

 

Yes, when anyone tells you that Yoga is an ancient form then they’re liars. Period.

 

No, I don’t mind that people make their ‘bread-and-butter’ from Yoga as an exercise.

 

Yes, I think that any exercise is better than no exercise at all.

 

Yes, I do wonder why Americans enjoy a good lie in-and-of itself. (A lost peoples.)

 

Yes, I know how to meditate.

No, I don’t use meditation as a religion or as a spiritual means; careful. Please.

 

HA! HA! HA!

 

What do you mean Hamlin University dedicated an entire center to Yoga?

 

Why do universities fall for the cheapest of lies in trends? What fools! I’ve been informed by experts that Yoga is a trending phase amongst lost Americans because Americans don’t like to do the hard work, they just want an easy escape from their self-loathing lives. Ha! Don’t make me laugh that hard.

 

Sincerely,

Gabriel

 

*) Correction: from “low and behold” to “lo and behold”. Ha!!!

 

*) All of these ESL corrections sure are annoying.

 

*) To the WCCO radio announcer whose desire is to boycott the entire of downtown Minneapolis: Yes, if you have a beef, then do shout it from the mountain tops and do please know exactly as to whom to specifically direct it at.

 

Be real and stay real with what needs to be addressed and not through general solutions because that leaves us nowhere.

 

Generalities make for poor solutions.

 

If you so desire to have the constituents and the taxpayers of Minneapolis get in touch with the Minneapolis City Council about the $42.00 parking fines then say so and I’m sure people will be quite happy to get a hold of their legislators and create change for the better through positive community action. I’m chucking it up to the fact that this radio announcer must not have any real great advisors in his corner.

 

*) Asking Mitt Romney to get involved with the White House’s economical policies is like asking the devil to take over the accounting. We, the people haven’t forgotten that due to Mitt Romney, businesses collapsed, outsourcing went to China and he hates 47% of Americans.

 

Get real Mr. President Barack Obama (with all due respect) about who you rub elbows with at the dinner table because the devil takes all shapes and sizes and the shinier than the deadlier.

 

Frankly, I’d rather see the President have dinner with a dictator than with Mitt Romney who hates almost half of the Americans; talk about public enemy #1.

 

The people and the American government don’t owe Mitt Romney anything just because he lost the White House. As a matter of fact most of us hope to never so much as see him or the likes of him ever again.

 

Has the President of the United States of America lost his social wits about him? What chess game is this? Please. Please, don’t sit at the table and potentially negotiate with a potential position with a man who hates 47% of the American people.

 

I cheer for the President but then he goes and does the goofiest cultural things and I think; there can’t possibly be anyone real giving the president any real great advice. Please. Are we back to that overly deep Japanese bow, again?

 

*) No, a tax hike increase on the 1% and 2% is neither bad for business nor for the economy; that’s an unfounded, stupid statement and argument; not to mention that it’s wrong and debatable on all fronts.

 

Don’t allow for the Republicans of Congress to bamboozle you into believing that raising taxes on the 1% and 2% is bad for the economy because its factually proven that it isn’t; furthermore, Congress Republicans are neither economists nor business experts and have no business ‘dishing out’ incorrect, improper and lying rhetoric to the people, that in itself is grounds for dismissal. Period.

 

   

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