Tuesday, April 30, 2019

“A hint can hurt more than the truth.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Propitious

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No, I’m not able to compete with ghosts.

Simply, I’m the living and present.

Personally, I show up each and every single day

And do my work to the best of my abilities and intelligence.

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No, I’m not able to compete with the past.

Yes, I’m over planters fasciitis.

Thank you.

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No, I’m not able to compete with the future.

No, I’m not any type of prophet. Nope.

No, I don’t foretell the future.

Yes, I take educated guesses.

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No, I’m not able to compete with the aging process.

The big secret in America is we all get old and wrinkly.

Big deal.

Who cares?

Not, I.

The aging process is about gracefully aging.

The aging process is inevitable

Thus and therefore

Gracefully one ages

Or not.

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No, I’m not able to compete with the natural order of nature.

Personally, modern science teaches,

We’re modern humanoid flesh, skin and bone

And imperfect.

There’s very little room for human error.

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No, I’m not able to compete with birth gender identification

Born female, am female, will perish female.

(No, not the word, parish.)

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No, nobody’s my competition.

Yes, I’m here cleaning,

wiping down counters,

taking out the garbage and recycling,

vacuuming three floors,

changing all bedding,

washing the bedding of three different beds,

personal laundry,

daily military style bed making,

positive communications,

maturity,

maturity.

Slowly yet surely.

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18 Year old, St. Thomas Strippers

(strippers are people who take off their clothes and dance for money)

18 year old, Augsburg College Sexual Harassers

(One must first give sexual consent before ever being French kissed)

Yes, I’m aware anyone can have

consensual sexual intercourse at anytime.

Yes, I’m quite aware anyone can get laid at anytime.

Thank you, for reminding me of the obvious.

Nobody kind speaks in such terms

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Look; personally, I’m a whole complete person.

Yes, I know very well who I am and mostly exactly how I conduct myself.

Personally, on the afternoon of May 1996 a friend of mine told me the story about how her mom had taught her how to love herself.

As the story goes, my friend’s mom turned to my friend and said, “Love yourself.”

Thinking back many decades ago as far as my friend told the story: my friend had said, learning to self-love was indeed one of the most difficult lessons to learn to do yet by an early age my friend learned how to truly love herself therefore since the afternoon of May 1996 I learned to self-love. Alas.

My friend ever so graciously stopped and she’d paused from her homework to tell me such a resonating story.

Personally, self love comes to me in abundance because my birth grandmother (Concha Estrada) brought me up as none religious and as one of the most extremely sober, strict and serious women alive. Truly.

My favorite aspect to my birth grandmother is for which my birth grandmother neither ever got down in prayer nor made the sign of the cross in Costa Rica for which is highly Roman Catholic.

Still yet my birth grandmother was quite regal and direct and seldom or rarely spoke. Hahaha

My birth grandmother didn’t pull any punches.

Yes, I was quite respectful of my birth grandmother since my birth grandmother treated herself with Ut-most self-respect and with highest personal esteem and in general respect for all life, however.

My birth grandmother was quite more so none religious strict than any overly praying evangelical.

My birth grandmother was more fearsome than any evangelical.

Yes, my birth mother (Guadalupe Estrada) was an evangelical, however.

My birth grandmother (Concha Estrada) wasn’t an evangelical.

Personally, in all of the years of living with my birth grandmother (Concha Estrada) not once did I ever see my birth grandmother (Concha) pray or make the sign of the cross. Cool as a cucumber.

My birth grandmother was a righteously strict woman neither to be physically violated nor verbally abused or furthermore sworn at since all my grandmother (Concha) had to do was give anybody a quiet stern look and all you ever wanted to do in life was to properly conduct oneself and strictly go about one’s day and one’s responsibilities because my birth grandmother (Concha) did get a million and one things done well and perfectly each and every single day. Yep.

Personally, I do know exactly where I come from and my birth grandmother (Concha Estrada) taught me to be an upstanding sober, strict and serious citizen and civilian since there’s no other option other than to be stern, strong and resilient in the face of adversity, manipulations, miscommunications and disregard for overall general respect.

Yes, I spent the first six years living with my grandmother (Concha Estrada.)

Yes, Concha Estrada was my loving strict birth grandmother who not ever either raised a hand at me or neither nor yelled at me or called me terrible names.

My birth grandmother (Concha Estrada) more than loved me.

My birth grandmother (Concha Estrada) respected me each and every single time she interacted with me. I’m ever so blessed in life.

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As for my one and only legal adopted Grandmother of Rockport, Massachusetts R.I.P. “Grandme” Priscilla Wonson Oleson: well, I spent many years living under the protective roof of my grandparents’ retired gated community in Peabody, Massachusetts for which I did get to know the sober, strict and serious and stern and loving and protective and complex aspects to my grandparents who most definitely didn’t understand the hippie era or the “grunge” era, however both of my grandparents gracefully endured the hippies and grunge at their “Salem Country Club” specifically in Peabody, Massachusetts and not Salem, Massachusetts.

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No, I haven’t ever been any type of stripper

No, I haven’t ever been any type of prostitute

No, I haven’t ever been any type of drug dealer

Well, most wholesome family persons don’t ever go out of their way to spend any time with 18-year old St. Thomas strippers (nude dancers) or drug dealers simply and mainly because by the time any 18-year old stripper (nude dancer) looks to socially interact with 50 year olds then this means her entire generation has socially stricken her off the record for which means no matter how much one’s any sexy stripper or no matter how much one’s quite rich from the selling of drugs, the ultimate bummer is one must still take full social responsibility for one’s free will and free choice which is to cross all social boundaries thus and therefore strippers, prostitutes and drug dealers don’t ever ask any family persons to hang out and play music since the choices for which we lead is what shapes and forms us and by the time any 18 year old decides to allow for an entire town of men to throw money at her bare chest then most likely she’s willing to cross further boundaries to sell her vagina which is common in most sex trades since cocaine is rampant.

In other words: by the time any 18 year old stripper has gotten up the courage to call any 50 year old man to please meet to play music then most decent and family folk will always raise an eyebrow as well as laugh at the absurdity of the situation and how pathetic and sad the situation is to have 18 year olds seek out 50 year old for male companions since most of her generation most likely and probably know exactly who she is and what she’s up to therefore she as stripper must either hang out with other strippers or with people her age within a three year span.

No matter how we deconstruct the facts, 18 year old strippers don’t seem to have much impulse control or 18 year olds are overly proper and speak like 1880’s romance novels which actually comes off as fake and “Huston, we’ve got a problem.”

Personally, I feel so sad for any 18 year old strippers looking to seek out the company of any man for which could be her grandfather.

Imagine how alone and sad and scared the 18 year old St. Thomas stripper must be to have to call out to anybody outside of her correct and proper social age.

One must not make best friends with people older than oneself mainly since older people die then one’s left without a single friend in the world.

Of course, one may always be able to make good wholesome friendships along the road of life without any manipulations or malice or control or hatred.

Yes, having any 18 year old stripper call up to want to socialize with any 50 year old man is wrong and improper since people are family oriented and not into the selling of sex or the selling of exotic dance for money in any room full of men paying for the pleasure to gawk at any naked woman.

Personally, I’ve always kept my clothes on and cleaned toilets, shoveled and cut the lawn even though the work’s difficult I’d rather cut the lawn any day of the week than to strip naked in front of sweaty and alcohol breath and dirty men taking ownership of strippers’ bodies and demoralizing and dehumanizing strippers who willingly have set a life course for self destruction, self loathing and addiction since as I’ve had it explained as part of my research for which strippers and prostitutes have both told me they must partake in cocaine use in order to cope with the stressors of being strippers and/or prostitutes.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers are prettier than me.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers are probably smarter than me. I mean, the stripper’s at St. Thomas. The stripper must be smarter than most.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers are probably sexier than me.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers are probably and most definitely much sexier dancers than me, for sure.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers for sure talk sweeter in tone and speech and language than I do since strippers have by far more practice speaking to all types of men and women in the exchange for sexual services.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers for sure can sweet talk themselves into anyone’s lives and out of anybody’s bedroom.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers breathy voice and sickly over sweet sounding voice sure is seductive yet hallow and sad.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers for sure have me beat on every sexual front since I don’t strip and I don’t ever take my clothes off for anybody or anyone unless I’m in a committed monogamous heterosexual relationship.

Yes, 18 year old St. Thomas strippers sure know how to manipulate their way into anyone’s lives if one allows for such atrocities against one’s state or personhood.

Imagine, getting gonorrhea? Gross.

Imagine, getting syphilis? Gross.

Imagine, getting the clap? Gross.

Well, no, I’m not insecure by 18 year old St. Thomas strippers since I’m the one who cleans the toilets and I’m the one here holding down the fort and taking care of each and every single need to one family simply because I’ve been asked to be here. Okay.

No, one doesn’t ever go and socialize privately or in close quarters with 18 year olds or strippers or drug dealers or prostitutes.

As far as drug deals and transactions are concerned well, most drug dealers have so much business thus such drug dealers don’t ever go out of their way to specifically socialize with one of their clients or any potential client.

If one were to conduct a transaction for drugs then usually such any transaction takes about one minute and all parties involved happily go their merry way rather than seek out drug dealing clients to go and socialize with them.

Why is seduction ever so rampant in the Twin Cities.

Each way I turn I’m dealing with cocaine addicts and aggressive physically violent cocaine users and strippers and prostitutes.

Is there no other culture other than drug dealing, cocaine addicts, strippers and prostitutes.

Dearest 18 year old drug dealers and 18 year old strippers, please, get in line since there’re many more other of you in the wings ready to seduce and simply many other 18 year old strippers and many other 18 year old prostitutes and many other 18 year old drug dealers are all lined up since our world is a world of derelicts, haters and others.

Personally, I’m a family woman.

Personally, I don’t socialize with strippers or drug dealers or prostitutes. Nope.

Actually, I have high social family standards.

Whenever, one’s under the influence of alcohol then the chances of being seduced are much greater since seduction is manipulation while I’m direct and to the point about sexual consent since most mature adults are cool and into sexual consent.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Sunday, April 28, 2019

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Threat to Break all of My Teeth

the Graphic Designer

No, I’m not the boss’s girlfriend.

Yes, I’m also a co-worker.

Yes, I’m boss.

Yes, I’m here to stay.

(hahaha)

Only I can fire myself.

It’s nice to be executive director.

Yes, on Friday I took the liberty to call the

Police to come to our offices

Yes, anytime anybody forcibly

lays hands upon me then

Game over.

Personally, I don’t have any qualms

about calling the police

Yes, I must call the police on Monday and

Report the life threat of violence

Against having all of my teeth broken in

by the graphic designer

Yikes.

Sociopath.

Evangelicals make some of the worst workers in the world

No matter how many sales one makes

When one goes around beating up their co-workers

Then one’s a loser

And must be pet on the head

In order to keep the hog working

Thus I might eat fat off the hog.

Thank you. I win every time.

How did everything go so wrong in three weeks?

Well, for five months I’d heard the horrendous stories about the graphic designer, the incompetent evangelical and the stealing thieve and their bullying.

Well, now they have someone new to bully and they’re now kissing the ass of the boss for which they employees have been emotionally and verbally abusing the boss for the past four years. Bastards.

Oh, I’ve got the employees’ number down.

Well, when people get physically violent and justify such misbehavior then I place people at 50IQ.

My greatest prejudice in life is against stupid and physically violent people.

Yes, I do find many Minnesotans to be White Trailer Trash and it’s no good for them since the world is now linked to the internet and with one single touch of a button one can acquire any information as well as background checks.

Yes, as I sit here in our offices at this very minute I’m terrified to be here and ready to vomit since the graphic designer made a life threat against me if I ever touched him, which is highly sexually inappropriate life threat to make since I haven’t ever shook hands or hugged or anything physical with the poor ugly bastard for an old woman.

Personally, I don’t know how a sociopath can make threats to kill another human by breaking all of the teeth in their mouth since I haven’t ever touched and I don’t personally plan to touch the graphic designer.

Well, when you think about how sexual the life threat is then I do wonder the psychology of any sociopath.

To threaten to break in all of the teeth of a woman of color is highly sexual in nature since it’s really specific what the graphic designer plans to do

Furthermore, to plan to break all of my teeth gives the graphic designer away about the fact he’s given it quite of bit of time and consideration as to what specifically he will do to me therefore the life threat is quite sexual in nature since most people don’t ever plan as to how they’ll specifically will harm others.

For a man to say he will break all of the teeth of any woman pretty much says he knows my teeth to be one of the best features in my face therefore he’s going to disfigure one of the best features about me as a woman which when you think about it such a life threat is the same as saying this man will go as far as raping me.

Seriously, I mean by the time any man has threatened to break all of the teeth on a woman’s mouth then he pretty much is also saying he’ll take the chance to rape a woman because by the time any man thinks he can break all of the teeth inside of a woman’s mouth then he also believes he can get away with rape.

Wow, I’m astounded any employee is able and willing to speak as such about their underboss.

The problem at the office is that none of the bullies take me seriously therefore all I can do is quietly going about the office waiting to make everything obsolete with machines and digital era.

The problem is white people don’t ever take me seriously as the boss because White people always literally want to physically attack me whenever I give them a directive or I give them orders since I don’t give a shit about peoples’ emotions because in Minnesota you’ve got to tickle people or cuddle them in order for them to feel special and retarded about their worth in the world.

Well, threat of physical violence seems to be the main common theme in Minnesota.

Personally and professionally, I haven’t ever made the threat to either touch or harm the graphic designer here in the office.

Now, our graphic designer is a sociopath and tends to utilize the word “fuck” a lot around the office.

Now, our sociopathic graphic designer believes his physically violent speech doesn’t concern all of us around the office.

Now, our employees are derelicts for the most part and tend to believe if they make threats of physical violence then somehow they’ll keep their jobs which in some ways they will since we eat fat off the hog from their work, however.

No amount of sales or amount of graphic design work ever warranty the threat of another’s life in the office.

Personally, I didn’t realize bullies and cowards were so easily threatened.

Now, I’m a complete coward and will allow anyone to beat me up, however. Afterwards, you’ll have to go to jail since I always call the cops.

Personally, I was raised in a D.A.R.E. generation for which we were taught cops are our friends and to always stay away from cocaine or heroin or crack or any type of hard drugs for which makes people paranoid and ready to make threats against the teeth of other people.

Personally, I don’t understand why Minnesotans always threaten to either kill me or throw hot oil on my face of break all of my teeth.

Yes, I’m terrified now as I sit in my office and blog on a Sunday afternoon since Monday’s just around the corner and I have to deal with one of our employees and their physically violent tendencies.

Personally, I always wonder why Minnesotans threaten to do something to my face.

No one ever threatens to kick me or hit me, however. My face seems to be the main source of discourse.

Personally, I don’t know why my face always gets threatened since I have terrible acne scars from cystic acne and acne in general alone with facial and throat tumors.

Personally, since my face is so scarred I wonder why my face is always the first aspect of me to get threatened.

Personally, I can understand someone or anyone threatening to cut off my tongue since I tend to speak like a true writer with a lot of vivid imagery.

Well, being the leader of the derelicts is serious business since derelicts are usually people who don’t seem to understand that physical violence isn’t the answer.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Friday, April 26, 2019

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Creepy Strangers’ Commentary about our Style, Look, Appearances:

Seriously, ladies, for every black woman who has to stop and comment on our style or looks or appearance then there’s two or three more black women who stop us to flirt with either my boyfriend and smiles and as a second thought says, “oh, how are you sweetie?”

First of all, it’s rude to ask any American, “How are you?”

“How are you?” is incredibly manipulative since not even one’s loved ones will hardly ever ask anyone how they are. Really.

First of all, it’s remarkably rude to stop strangers to comment about their appearance, style or looks and usually such any stranger has only narcissistic tendencies to have their egos stroked or their ids fulfilled by other strangers. Yikes.

Whenever any strangers decides to stop another strangers to comment about strangers’ appearances or style or looks then such any type of stranger is any street person who requires their ego to be fulfilled at the expense and time of other strangers. Creepy.

In LA nobody talks to each other as it ought to be and for good reason.

Minneapolis/Twin Cities is an incredibly violent place for which anyone can violently turn on you, in a split second therefore stopping strangers to have to talk to them and pay attention to them whenever not on any clock or paid system or paycheck or payroll then is quite manipulative and a waste of time and energy because getting stopped by black women ten times per date is like dating black women with stupid commentary because black women have a deep need to be noticed and have their egos fulfilled in some way, shape or form except not on my time off work and definitely not while I’m on a date. Back away now. Thank you.

As a New Englander I don’t disguise my hatred for pussy in heat.

Why do Minnesotan women lead with their vaginas?

Why does each and every Minnesota women have to have a huge neon sign for which says, “Please, notice my pussy right now!”

Personally, I don’t understand why women don’t have more self respect and self restriction.

Yes, I can understand why women get raped and beaten and murdered.

Personally, I’ve got a potty mouth.

Secondly, for women for which their entire existence revolves around their vagina then all one ever knows is needy vagina and there’s no time for art or history or music or real true conversation for the art of high intellect and comprehension.

Personally, I’m standing right there.

Second, I’m standing right here.

Third, I’m standing right here.

No matter how subtle or nuanced flirting is I’m still the official girlfriend standing hand-in-hand with my man while I watch the freaks freak out and give a darn creepy little show.

The black LA woman at Minnehaha Falls creeped me out more than any of the Twin Cities black women since everywhere we go black women have to comment on our appearance or style or looks. Yikes. Freaks.

First women don’t ever go out of their way to interact or talk to strangers at all.

Second, if there’s a woman present then the women talk to the women and not flirt with the man with his woman standing right there.

Flirting right in front of the man’s woman is done in poor taste.

Yes, I fucking hate the oversexed and manipulative Americans.

Yes, I tolerate the American freaks.

Yep.

Well, famous is different than infamous.

Why do manipulative freaks go out of their way to be noticed?

Americans are so uncool and uncouth. Wow.

Truly, the creepy little black woman from LA at Minnehaha falls around 5:00pm made the hair on the back of my neck stand up on end. My whole being said, “Run!”

Seriously, the problem with LA people is they don’t realize how creepy they are either in LA or anywhere else.

Get in line to give compliments to our appearance, looks and style.

Each time we get stopped by freaks everywhere we go.

If people aren’t celebrities then you can’t stop people at random for one’s lonely satisfaction or the rest of society and culture at large will think you a sociopath. Truly.

There’re serious social rules as to what can be said or done or body language between all parties involves.

Neutral.

Yes, I fucking hate a retard. Yep.

Yes, I hate women who smile at the men’s women while they flirt with one’s man right in front of the man’s woman.

Wow. No self respect.

What’s the matter with the women in this town?

Why are our very own Americans so creepily over sexed?

Personally, the lifestyle of Americans is one for which Americans love weekly cocaine use therefore Americans are socially inappropriate and disrespectful and out of bounds with the rest of the world.

Yes, I hate living in Minnesota, however.

At sunset, I see glimpses of Costa Rica.

Yes, I feel hopeful someday I’ll get out of Minnesota and head to Greece and Costa Rica. I’m way overdue to get out of the country and pack up grandma and family and company and leave.

Yes, I’m about to turn a dusty office into a digital 21^st century company we can run from Greece via our cell phones. Yep. Good Luck. I’ve got a potty mouth, however. I don’t personally physically assault anybody, not once and not ever.

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Lost the Battle

Won the War

Executive Director

Monday - Friday

2:30pm - 8:00pm

At the Office

Monday - Friday

8:00am - 1:00pm

At the Estate

Oh, only, I, fire myself

Oh, I didn’t know

Well, I 86^th myself from ever

Working alongside

any verbally abusive

or physically assaulting

commission or

hourly wage employees,

no matter how good one’s at one’s job

Yes, yesterday, I took a hit for the team.

Yep.

Literally,

Yes, I took the brunt of physical assault

Yes, for five months, I’d heard

the horror stories

Of verbal abuse and near physical assaults to the boss

The boss explained how and what

His employees did to him for which was sheer cruelty,

Vicious and vindictive unnecessary workplace violence

It took me three weeks to size up the boss’s staff

Well, primates primarily hit others

from a place of aggression

Haha

Monkeys.

Truly, I’m not the monkey here.

No, I don’t go around physically assaulting anyone.

Now, still the cultural modern rule is:

Highly illegal and wrong,

yet any man still culturally holds the right

to slap, kick, choke and hold down

his wife or girlfriend,

however, no one else does. Yep.

Personally, I don’t make up the rules to culture

(Some old Hill Billy for ya.)

No, yesterday I didn’t touch anybody

No, I didn’t

Yes, I win.

Yes, my entire goal would be to scan all of

The dusty regional card catalogues

And bring it to one single individual’s

palm of their hand

on their cell phone

The entire point is to get the boss out of the office

And into the 21^st century of business,

However, all client card or book catalogue

Must first be scanned

as they are with the original phone numbers

Yes, the office is dealing with growing pains

Yes, believe it or not I’m a boss

Why am I the boss?

Well, I’m the boss

And perhaps

even though I might not be

the most qualified person,

definitely I’m the most

trust worthy person

for the position of boss.

End of sentence.

Haha

Yes, I’ve only been working at the office for three weeks.

Well, I’m still boss and about to make the office obsolete.

Yes, the graphic designer lied

about how I had ruined the entire computer

by unlinking source files

and he doesn’t know

how to link his entire source files

with the click of one button

unto one square box

in the drop menu’s window

Not my problem.

Well, I love to test peoples’ IQ

My IQ was tested early on for which

we worked in screaming and yelling

newsrooms of 2001-2003

for which the anchors screamed and swore at the top of their lungs

while the rest of us kept working and no one was ever allowed to say anything about the screaming or yelling or swearing of any boss

Why doesn’t anyone crack under pressure?

Well, the news still has to be broadcasted.

Truly.

If one hasn’t ever had to handle the screaming and yelling and swearing of early thousands newsrooms then one doesn’t know what one’s made out of

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Physical Assault (contact) in the Workplace

Yes, I won.

Seriously, I won yesterday.

No, I wasn’t successful in communications, however.

More so and more so over and to the point, I now know exactly each and everyone’s IQ’s at work and I can gage the type of psychosis for which each employ has as well as my own (if there be one, which there isn’t ever since the last time I met with a professional in the mental health field on May 14, 2018, thank you)

Furthermore, my dad’s been taking brain scans of my brain wave patterns for nearly fifteen or more years.

Yes, I have atrociously strict rules about physical assault and/or verbal abuse in the workplace because this is a real freak show out here when deconstructing the psychological culture of malice with malicious intent as well as sabotage.

Personally, I don’t ever sabotage any place of worship or work or personal space or any offices for any reason. No. absolutely not.

Now, yesterday I was literally was physically assaulted at work and I stood my ground, however, I kept my hands up the whole time and what I ought to have done is guarded my chest and throat area for which is quite sore today since I took three thick 200 pounds of lard struck with the palm of the hand right below the tumors.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Thursday, April 25, 2019

“Like wine, the Torah pleases the heart and improves with age.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

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Off The Grid:

Gabriela Maria Estrada Tarr Wonson Oleson Long:

Yep, this is my name. Thank you.

Yes, I’m who I say I am.

P.S. Yes, this May 14, 2019 I’ll have been off the grid for one whole complete year.

Yes, I mean to get to the post office and do a change of address except I’ve been working 80-hour weeks and barely make the time to take care of my personal needs and wants such as make time to go to the post office and have a change of address.

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Highland Park: November 14, 2018 - April 25, 2019 -- $10,000 spent at Highland Park, West Bank, Minneapolis, MN and Mall of America and Minneapolis/St. Paul, MN:

Highland Park, I’ve got awesome friends all over the world.

Highland Park, let’s not front: since November 14, 2019 I spent ten-thousand dollars on wining and dining Highland Park, St. Paul, MN.

Now, I’ve brought in the big guns.

Personally, I’ve run out of money.

However, while I spent ten-thousand dollars on Highland Park I also volunteer to this day and have not brought in any source of income.

Personally, I feel like the richest person alive.

Personally, I keep my head down and work 80-hour weeks and do the very best I’m able to my great and intelligent mind.

Yes, Highland Park I’m lending a hand to volunteer run one estate as volunteer steward of an estate as well as help run a 65-year old publications empire.

Yes, Highland Park, I believe in selling ads specifically for Veterans of Foreign Wars and the National Guard.

Now, Iowa, I’ve been regionally directed to sell VFW adds to Iowa and I’m “green” and terrible at selling ads over the phone for the VFW for a publications company I’m now executive director for which in the short future I’ll personally be handling via email accounts and all and any of the business emails for which will be coming into the publications offices for the next decade.

Iowa, I’m also one of your daughters since I spent my junior and senior as an undergraduate at Iowa City in Iowa at the University of Iowa thus and therefore I know all about Iowa and my best friends are from Iowa because they’ve all lived in New York City and know how to directly communicate with me in ways to best not make anyone angry yet quite direct and more direct and to the point.

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Office Mutiny

Okay, we’ll pack up the estate and offices

and move to Greece

Personally, I don’t like the cold weather

Personally, I don’t like living in Minnesota

Highland Park, I have an expensive pastry habit.

Highland Park, since I don’t partake in cocaine use or heroin or alcoholism then I like to eat pastries and drink espresso. Cheers.

Highland Park, I have a sweet tooth. I don’t mean to.

Highland Park, I’m not here to take your money or dusty old furniture or gems and jewels. No.

Highland Park, I’m here to break bread, pray, stretch, train for Grandma’s Marathon 2020.

Highland Park, I’m here for respect and love and a united and happy front.

Highland Park, I make apologies wherever I see fit.

Highland Park, not to accept any apology is to be mentally ill, a derelict and without emotion.

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The Big Guns Stepped In

Thank you to our publications company for purchasing my espresso and pastries yesterday.

Our publications company came through for me as of yet I work as a volunteer executive director until I make commission and haven’t been paid since November 14, 2018.

Yes, I willingly volunteer.

Yes, I’m here of my own free accord and free choice to spend my time as I best see fit, however.

Whenever one volunteers to spend one’s own free time on others’ endeavors then one runs out of funds and doesn’t see a financial return, although I’m a peasant and I’m here for the great and excellent company and the food and respect and love.

Look: when one’s smart then one may always be able to find taxable and respectful employment anywhere in America.

However, I’ve been able to afford to go off the grid since May 14, 2019.

Going off the grid is the Ut-most awesome feeling in the world.

Going off the grid in the Twin Cities is more fantastic and wonderful than I ever thought it could be.

Well, Highland Park, as of yesterday at 10:00am I officially ran out of money and both of my personal cards were denied at Augustine’s.

Augustine’s, thank you so much for saving and setting aside my gorgeous French pastry croissants and double shot of espresso.

Yes, Augustine’s understands I’m one of many bosses on the block.

Yes, Augustine’s realizes all of my employees threatened mutiny if I ever fully and completely take over the helm and run this vessel.

Yes, the new hires are and will be under my direct command.

Yes, personally I like working with hardworking and common sense Millennials who will communicate and get back to me even with a one smiley face icon.

Okay, radio silence makes workers seem unprofessional, immature and out of their minds.

Now, this is a digital age and if someone texts me and tells me they’ve died and revived and we’re able to come to work then take all the time you need to recover, however.

As a boss if I don’t hear anything about an employees’ attendance then after three days I’m going to assume the worst.

If an employee hasn’t called in three days to tell me they’re in dire need of medical attention then I’m going to assume they’ve been either fled the state of Minnesota, kidnapped or dead. I don’t know.

In the East Coast we don’t disguise our hatred for incompetence.

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Sexual Harassment

In the Workplace

Why am I such a threat to men

Minnesota, I fight my own battles.

Minnesota, let’s begin.

Minnesota professional broadcast engineers and graphic designers of Illustrator and graphic designers of Adobe Photoshop and any graduate level course graphic designer students and any laypersons or peasant women of color graphic designer enthusiasts; does anyone understand “linking” and “unlinking” files?

Yes?

No?

Good.

Let’s move on.

Yesterday, I was informed I had completely and utterly ruined the graphic design computer at work by simply “unlinking” files.

Yesterday, I also got on the horn directly with a professional broadcast engineer Jewish Caucasian male and asked about “unlinking” links on files.

Now, I explained to the professional engineers how I had innocently and simply gone into the Administrator Menu’s Window and had successfully added myself as an Administrator to the graphic design computer at work, however.

Although in the process of successfully adding myself as administrator and adding my both post and email addresses then afterwards I noticed what I thought seemed as though I had added two new “untitled” files therefore I dragged the two “untitled” files into the main desktop then into the garbage bin on the computer.

Now, I know everybody involved with basic computer functions knows exactly what I’m writing about.

Furthermore, I’ve been informed by the professional broadcast engineer graphic designers there’s a box icon for which one clicks a single box and “links” all of the files back into sync.

Lastly, I’ve also been informed by the professional engineer graphic designers if any graphic designer doesn’t know how to digitally “link” all of the files back together then either possibly any graphic designer doesn’t understand or know or realize the main basic functions to links and extensions which I do since links and extensions is all one does to convert from one format to another format. Haha.

How do you like them apples, now?

Well, I don’t know what to tell anyone except I caught our graphic designer in a lie for which he informed another peon over the phone I had ruined and broken and done malice to the graphic design computer at work at our offices for which I had done no such thing.

Need I say more?

No.

Peace.

Yours Truly,

Gabriel

Saturday, April 20, 2019

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Minnesota, I have an impeccable reputation here in the Twin Cities and in Duluth, MN and all over the state of Minnesota and in the East Coast and in Hollywood and abroad.

Minnesota, not once and not ever has my back ever seen any casting director’s couch, not once and not ever did I sleep with any teachers or professors or other students’ parents, not once and not ever have I ever slept with anyone in any student body or not once and not ever have I ever slept with any colleagues or co-workers or collaborators or eighteen year olds prostitutes or eighteen year old drug dealers or eighteen year old stripper dancers.

Minnesota, I’ve held my own against the world of manipulations and emotional abuse and psychological abuse and verbal abuse.

Minnesota, I’ve lost scholarships and jobs and positions because I wouldn’t succumb to hatred or force or bullying or cruelty or disrespect or harassment.

Minnesota, I’ve held my ground no matter how much abuse comes at me.

Minnesota, our employees are sexually harassing us by telling the other boss I have ulterior motives in our personal relationship.

Minnesota, our employees are disrespectful, vicious, mean and cruel individuals who scream their way through the world or lie, cheat and steal.

Minnesota, I’m not our derelict hourly wage employees.

Minnesota, I’ve signed a ten year contract for ten million dollars.

Minnesota, please have our graphic designer stop sexually harassing me and by proxy have the other boss tell lies and spread slander about my personal relationships.

Minnesota, I’m terrified of being sexual harassed at work since there’s no grounds for it.

Minnesota, I feel so bad to be sexually harassed at work by one of our hourly wage employees for whom seems to believe he’s the boss and can lock us out of our own work computers for which belong to the company and not to the employees.

Minnesota, please, keep me safe from all harm.

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18^th and 28th

Off of Lake Street

Near the Green Way

My Deepest Apologies,

Yes, at around 2:00am,

early this morning, I clipped

The side passenger mirror

To a black four-door car

parked on the left hand-side lane

on 18^th and 28^th

Oh, Minnesota, I’m sober and sleepy.

Minnesota, I mean no offense.

Minnesota, simply I’m going, too, fast.

Minnesota, Happy Easter.

Minnesota, please forgive my intolerable driving.

Minnesota, from now on I’ll drive like

a 200 year old sea turtle, slowly.

Minnesota, I love you.

Minnesota, there’s still dust on our car therefore

There’s not a scratch on the black car.

Yes, the car mirror was still intact when I drove away

without leaving my personal information.

Oh, Minneapolis, MN, will you please forgive my sober,

strict and serious driving blunder.

Please, Minneapolis, MN, I’ll make it up to you

with a poem

as I have yet to make it up to

the Minnesota florists

with the family name Bachman.

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Cruelty

Sexual Harassment at Work

Well, Minnesota, I do believe in you.

Minnesota, the Caucasian male graphic designer at work has begun to sexually harass me at work through gossip and slander.

The male graphic designer has begun to spread rumors about me to the other boss about how I have ulterior motives and manipulations to do ill will against the company and the boss which I don’t have any motives to hurt our company.

Minnesota, sexual harassment in the work place is quite serious.

Minnesota, any time you mention or insinuate I’m some type of manipulator or whore or slut or cunt then I’m being sexually harassed because no one else lives inside mind and heart and no one’s a brain reader thus and therefore whenever one is, too, much of a coward to ask questions rather than make general blanketed statements about the motives or thoughts or feelings of another then it’s considered sexual harassment.

Oh, my god, the graphic designer actually thinks he can get away with sexually harassing me at work about my relationship.

Minnesota, our graphic designer is a maniac brain damaged out of control and angry man for which I’m terrified of his retaliation and his wrath and his hatred for anyone who questions his motives or anything he has to say or do.

Minnesota, please guard me well and keep me from all harm from a Caucasian old man who talks and acts and walks and gossips like an old woman.

Personally, I think our graphic designer has a hormone imbalance and makes too much estrogen therefore and thus our Caucasian graphics designer sounds like an old woman, talks and gossips like an old woman and treats and interacts with the entire world like an old woman, vicious and threatened and insecure of everybody and everything.

Please, dearest gods, keep this out of control man from any harm against me or anyone at the office.

Please, don’t allow this seriously mentally ill man scream and throw hissy fits and be a complete tyrant and think he’s the boss.

Please, keep me from all harm because on Friday I thought the graphic designer was going to tilt and throw the desk.

Whenever the graphic designer gets angry which is every week then his eyes get red and he unbuttoned his shirt nearly to his belly button and intimidated the women folk with his bullying tactics.

Not only am I being bullied at work, furthermore, I’m also being sexually harassed. Oh, my!

Our graphic designer is a complete derelict who isn’t blue blooded from Boston and definitely not related to the queen or to Julia Dryfuss since the graphic designer is a complete imposter and a liar about his background and upbringing since I’m Rockport, MA since I was adopted August 1987.

Yes, I’m actually who I say I am.

Yes, my family is actually who they say they are.

Yes, we’re a real family who doesn’t have to make up our history to feel more important or steamed than others.

Our graphic designer doesn’t come from Boston.

Our graphic designer is white trash trailer park and it took a real true woman such as myself to catch him in the lie he’s spun for himself.

Our graphic designer is complete white trash and he knows I know he’s from Minnesota and not from New England or Boston or Massachusetts.

Our graphic designer is mentally ill.

Sigh.

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At Work:

Sexual Harassers

Incompetent Praying Christians

Thieves

Minnesota, personally I don’t know what to do about conflict in the workplace mainly since I don’t know how to deal with intolerable and vicious hourly wage employees who are apt to scream, yell and gossip about the bosses while other employees are incompetent and other employees are thieves.

Personally, I don’t know how to deal with screaming graphic designers who lock out the entire offices out of the graphics computer while right now it’s 10:12pm, we’re at the office trying desperately to get into the graphics computer to scan checks and transfer funds to send and mail out checks.

Now, on Friday our graphic designer hourly wage employee informed us as bosses about how no one is ever allowed to train on graphics and especially not me.

The tyrannical graphic designer has informed us as bosses, I’m not allowed to ever train on graphics because I’m not allowed to gain or acquire the knowledge our graphics hourly wage employee has stored away.

Well, as soon as I can train myself to do print graphics then I’ll be the fill in.

No one is ever going to stop me from learning graphics knowledge.

Well, I didn’t realize hourly wage employees dictated who can or can’t train on graphics.

Well, according to our mentally ill or brain damaged graphic designer, our offices aren’t allowed to ever train anyone in on graphics for print media then we have to rely upon our one and only graphic designer.

Since we don’t have the budget to hire another part time/part-time (10 hours) graphic designer then I’m going to learn Illustrator and run with the program.

Now, I’m terrible when I first train on anything thus and therefore there’s a learning curve, however, whenever I finally get good at something then good luck and goodbye, watch the back of my shirt leave anyone in my dust.

Yours Truly;

Gabriela

Thursday, April 18, 2019

“Too much is unhealthy.”

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Feminism Is Overrated when talking about a Paycheck:

Employee Yelling or Screaming or Gossiping at the Office is Unprofessional:

For Any employee to Advice Verbal Abuse from One Boss against Another Boss is Wrong:

To weekly yell and scream or bully or gossip or to biannually walk out on any job is automatic grounds for dismissal.

One doesn’t attend the office and bullies and yells their way through the world since most mature people don’t ever want to hear an hourly wage employee yell and command and demand their weight around simply due to insecurity.

Professionally, I think experience trumps all degrees.

Professionally, I don’t think a degree has anything to do with making tens of multimillions of dollars.

Professionally, hiring is based upon wanting to spend more time with people who can come up with solutions rather than create melodrama for the sake of melodrama or verbal violence for the sake of verbal violence when people are at work especially conducting business.

No, one doesn’t bully their way through the world simply because one feels entitled to their opinion. No.

An opinion is a well stated statement for which one doesn’t ever introduce any type of verbal violence against any woman of color or any woman boss. Period. Underscore. Underscore. Underscore.

Primarily, at work one holds their tongue and doesn’t gossip or disrupt the natural order of sequence in professional events.

Primarily, there’re serious rules, laws and regulations about how one does conduct themselves at work and at home and in business.

Yes, mistakes get made and corrected and most mature professional people can accept real clear and evident heartfelt apologies and sentiments when due.

Now, not anyone is cut out to be the boss or any type of leader in any type of setting and there’s nothing wrong with being a follower since I most definitely don’t like to make any decisions, however.

Yes, I’m an automatic leader because I’m fair and I can truly understand from all sides, however, I don’t condone any violence of any type.

Yes, plain and simple, I was born to lead at anything I set my mind to since I do give a great deal of consideration to peoples’ livelihoods while no one trespasses against my well being, person, body or psychological or emotional wellness. Thank you.

Yes, I fight my own battles. Thank you.

No, I don’t ever ask for help.

Yes, I directly apologize each time I’m wrong and I’m specific about what I apologize for. I’m not cruel. I don’t make blanketed apologies.

Yes, I know analyses and computation and I know positive problem solutions since I know global communications and rhetoric.

Now, simply because people are mature in years this doesn’t make people obsolete especially when people come with experience then people are usually right.

Nonetheless, when employees attend work and literally yell and scream or walk out on the boss simply once then game over.

Now, I believe in the employment of all workers since I believe in working peoples’ livelihoods, however, I don’t want to be treated like a piece of garbage and be publically humiliated and relegated to have to beg for permission to exist. Hahaha. Lol.

Yes, I’m East Coast blue blooded Ivy League and this doesn’t mean anything except the people in our family have the brains, wits and brawn to be cut throat ruthless and civil and quite fair when in conflict, however, ours tend to teach revenge is best served cold and with kindness.

No, I’m not here to fire anyone much less take anyone’s job away, however. I don’t want to be verbally abused at work since I know my place in this world and as far as I know my stance is a solid stance.

Yes, as of Monday morning I seize being a volunteer and will be on the payroll. Yep.

Yes, within a forty-eight hour span of time I’ve had two epiphanies and my gut tells me I’m quite right about the employee situation for which it stands.

Well, as for not wanting to be near me while training and shadowing then I don’t know what to tell anyone since such speech is fourth grade speech and speech o f characters in books of old petty women hermits in the woods living by themselves rather than urban chic lifestyles.

Yes, I shower everyday and each day I wear a clean change of clothes since I do three loads of laundry per week. Thank you very much.

Yes, I do wear Coco Chanel #5. Lol.

Yes, I do like light scented fragrances with a mature smell of subtlety.

No, I don’t personally or professionally believe in having to say anything about anybody else’s body fragrances. Nope.

When any Mature Team of Bosses Work well together then Bosses Cover each other since all of the responsibility doesn’t only fall upon one set of shoulders: Ah, yep.

Yes, of course, face-to-face, personally, I’ve thoroughly apologized to our interviewee about my unprofessional misconduct to be tardy for an interview I personally set up and the day before was demoted to observe rather than conduct the interview since I was to stay back and ‘stay put’ at the estate to conduct proper business with the professional plumbers. Done. I abide by my orders. Thank you.

Yes, I know each and every time I swear which is seldom nowadays, only as examples.

Yes, I have five 2019 calendars going all at once and thousands of pieces of scratches of papers in tall garbage bags to organize through the last seven years of notes on pieces of paper. Sigh.

Yes, all of the “books” or actual manual card catalogues must be manually or scanned into a digital file system into an actual desktop computer for up and running as of twenty years ago.

Yes, paper and cardboard create more dust into the atmosphere.

Thank you for starting the interview process without me.

Personally, I like an interviewee who can hold their own as any mature adult in any professional and serious and proper and strict and sober and relaxed and calm and confident and direct polite urban manner.

No, absolutely not. One doesn’t ever flirt or touch anyone in any interview process.

Without flirtation one initially shakes hands at arrival and departure.

Yes, by myself I’ve interviewed all over the world.

Yes, I’ve been flown to interview with all types of tycoons, however.

My civil duty and responsibility is to Minnesota, first and foremost. Yes, I take my civic responsibilities most quite seriously.

Walking in on any Job Interview to offer cookies is Unprofessional and Inappropriate Misbehavior:

Please, have some aspects of proper and professional decorum.

Please, I’m not asking for much other than to break bread together and to keep our head in the game and to bring our A-game to the table and be successful due to mare excellence and make tens of millions of dollars and with a positive attitude.

Yes, Making up Accounts is Thievery:

Please, don’t bill to any clients’ accounts without their permission to first bill them otherwise this is grounds for dismissal.

Yes, please, do your own work such as pull out the books and card catalogues and set up your own regional sales. Thank you. The bosses are running the accounting and client accounts. Thank you.

Yes, have fun.

Yes, rest easy.

Yes, peoples’ livelihoods are safe with me, however. Please, don’t go out of one’s way to ruin client relationships. Thank you.

Peace.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Tuesday, April 16, 2019

“The man who sows hatred reaps remorse.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

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(Thursday, April 11, 2019 through ?)

Dearest Minnesota Executive Housewives and Ladies and Women of all Self-worth, Self-Respect, refinement, grace, wits and spiritual humanity with empathy and sympathy, please, boycott “Lindus Construction.”

Please, take Highland Park’s word to the wise.

If any harm comes to me, personally or my body then the first place to look would is “Lindus Construction.”

No, I’m not here to harm any creature.

Simply, I’m not any threat to myself or to others due to the fact I’m quite emotionally intelligent and hold a great deal of self respect and self worth and a great deal of consideration and humility to apologize each and every time I’m wrong, however.

When I’m not wrong then I’m right and often I’m right simply because I observe, gather information, size up the situation and analyze and realize what happened simply by looking at structures then through deconstruction I know exactly what happened since writing’s mainly detective work about how the world works and to best go about destruction’s wake to better solutions.

Please, keep me safe from all harm.

Please, keep us safe from all harm.

There’re indeed far more powerful quantum physics scientific forces at work then Minnesota and fraudulent Wisconsin businesses.

Wisconsin, yes, I, personally as a volunteer will send the Wisconsin Better Beareu of Business back to the Wisconsin hole hence and whence they came from.

No, Minnesota doesn’t allow for Highland Park to get abused by having their homes flooded through incompetency then mock and laugh at the disaster and disgrace and harm caused to any estate of any type because in Minnesota we do actually take care of our Highland Park citizens since such citizens pay through the roof in taxes while the uber rich such as the Trump family hide their money in off shore accounts such as Swiss banks or the Caribbean or Costa Rica.

Now, I can understand conflict and disagreement, however, I don’t understand mockery during or while in miscommunications or mockery and sheer evil laughter in the face of post disaster and further humiliation.

Please, don’t harm women or the elderly or children or men.

Please, seize the violence of manipulation, hatred and more hatred and over-sexualized Americans residing in Minnesota or the Midwest since the Midwest is more like Babylon than any other place. The ports.

Now, I’m sober, strict and serious as a heart attack.

Yes, I’m also reasonable and content and happy to be alive through thyroid tumors as well as fulfilling my calling and duty in life for which is to write each week no matter what since writing is the most fun any human can have by themselves primarily to help make sense from life or make sense of life since life moves at a fast clip pace and life doesn’t seize, life is ever changing and fast moving. Yep.

Well, I’m a writer and we hold a great more deal of responsibility to our communities since writers are schooled in the psychology and legalities of humans. Period. Underscore. Underscore. Underscore. Thank you.

Yes, writers make sense otherwise what a waste of time writing would be and I don’t have time to waste. Although, I love a good siesta I haven’t taken in about 31 years except when sick or under the weather or low immune system or not enough sleep.

Well, “Lindus Construction” let’s play ball.

“Lindus Construction,” in Minnesota we take care of our own no matter 'who' has the money or the goods, we feed our own and watch out for our own

In Minnesota we don’t leave any man behind in the field to bleed out to death because as Americans we believe in one value, humanity for our country fellowmen and fellow-women and our immigrants and students and elderly and children and men and women and all creatures great and small, both alike.

Peace.

~~~

Minnesota Diarrhea

Friday, March 29^th, 2019 - Friday, April 5^th, 2019

Today’s Weight:

140 pounds

5’2”

Yes, last night,

I most certainly walked out on my dinner host

As a dining guest

And I’ve apologized

To the necessary party involved.

Conflicts, disputes and disagreements are between two parties.

History teaches us no one ever knows what’s going on inside anybody else’s relationship thus and therefore its best not to throw stones at glass houses. Yep.

Personally, I do wonder why

Minnesota Highland Park women’s look

In their eye

Is either

sheer emotional desperation,

tiredness, frightened, worried, terrified or

lonesome or lonely

or in severe emotional pain

or helpless

since most women

around the world

bravely and gracefully and beautifully

do carry on

as single parents

in barrios, shanty towns and ghettos.

Minnesota, what’s with the emotional desperation?

Minnesota, what’s with the work-a-holism?

Minnesota, what’s with the low self esteem?

Minnesota, what’s with the bedroom eyes?

Minnesota, what’s with the mild flirtation in customer service?

Minnesota, what’s with the self loathing?

Minnesota, what’s with little girls lifting up their skirts?

to fully grow men?

Minnesota, must all female customer workers, bar patrons, friends of the family’s children lift up their shirts or blouses or dressed or skirts and expose themselves?

Minnesota, over sexualized misbehavior is brain malfunction.

Minnesota, flirting looks better on television than in real life

Minnesota, is this Babylon?

Minnesota, the Costa Rican Harvard Ivy Leaguers sent me back here to write and work and be happy thus I shall.

Minnesota, you shan’t get in the way of my happiness.

Minnesota, why do you hate so much.

Let’s move forward.

Minnesota, Costa Rican women aren’t threatened by other women’s over sexualized and foolish misbehaviors since Costa Rican women are taught we’re “drop dead gorgeous” and kind and capable and intelligent and smart and willing to work smart for our spouses, children, community and family and friends and neighbors.

Minnesota, Costa Rican women

are quite quiet and shy and reserved.

Minnesota, why do you hate women of color so much?

Minnesota, what have women of color ever done to you?

Minnesota, mature along with me.

Minnesota, I’m not insecure.

Minnesota, what’s with all of the insecurity?

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

Sunday, April 7, 2019

“Hatred usually joins lies.”

“Love blinds us to faults, but hatred blinds us to virtues.”

(Leo Rosten’s Treasury of Jewish Quotations)

Haggard (having a wild, wasted, worn look; gaunt, drawn)

The smooth features of his youth had turned to the haggard face of a worn-out old man.

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Women’s Health

Nice and Easy

Side Bar:

Anyone; Holds the automatic right
and permission

and may write about Palmer’s Bar

since Palmer’s Bar

is an establishment

open to the public.

Personally; I don’t hold anything against Palmer’s Bar.

Personally,

the only reason

why I think

some of the

Palmer’s Bar’s

female patrons

are over sexualized

and sexually misbehaved

is because

my one male guest

consistently complains

of “sexual harassment”

each week

for five months.

Someone’s not telling the truth.

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Palmer’s Bar

(04/07/19)

Nice and Easy

Otherwise, I’m going to get the urge to want to

stream a live feed up somebody’s arse.

No sudden movements.

No, Palmer’s Bar isn’t any type of community.

Palmer’s Bar is a bar.

Please, don’t mock me.

The public humiliation is plenty.

Palmer’s Bar is a bar

like any other bar

in which one pays

for the drinks to be there

and the patrons panhandle

from other patrons

When one is a patron then one frequents

an establishment and not a community

Let’s make some serious distinctions.

Please, don’t feed me malarkey.

Thank you.

Yes, I’m 41, not 21.

Please, don’t get "sexual harassment” confused

or real commercial money

will teach

a lesson to be learned

about business and

not about running a soup kitchen bar.

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Sexual Harassment of Men

Now, no former female

West Bank bar owner

ought to ever so much as mention

to any man’s good attorney friend,

she wished she ought to have

fucked a patron at her former bar

otherwise such talk is indeed

considered sexual harassment

and the men consider such talk sexual harassment.

My goodness, imagine sexually harassing

the male attorney friend by proxy

then having the sexually harassing message

related by second hand notification. Horrific.

To this day the men are still traumatized

And openly talk about the disgrace.

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Palmer’s Bar will continue to run

While I hold down the fort

at the estate

and run a 65-year

ad publications empire.

Thank you.

Personally, if ever there’s anything to be taken personally then I do.

If not, then please don’t waste my time with drunken fallen down and passing out alcoholism and heavy drug use and wet loins and melodrama, self-loathing, perpetual violent boredom or a deep unfulfilling need to be sexually acknowledged as a “sex object” or a “character” in a fiction novel or as a public amusement or given the title of court ‘gesture’ (English as a second Language) as an underhanded insult to be made fun of for the sheer and pure pleasure of others.

Mockery isn’t any form of flattery.

To be used as a freak by the freaks isn’t any form of compliment. “One of us…”

A lack of funds on my part doesn’t mean one has to hit rock bottom primarily due to the fact I work two full time jobs and 80 hour weeks therefore I’m following workaholic American cultural laws, bi-laws, rules and regulations except I haven’t ever been paid within the last five months of work therefore I’m waiting to make commission while I’ve already run the estate and am now running the ad publications empire as a volunteer worker.

Now, simply,

because Caucasian Americans

tell me I’m without funds

then I ought to go to the nearest food shelter

and/or apply to women’s shelters.

No, Thank you.

Please, have better solutions

Or don’t say anything at all.

Thank you.

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Today, I have $200.00 to my name.

Next week, at this time I’ll be a multi-millionaire.

The contract is done.

The deal’s been made.

What a difference a week makes.

Yes, I pay my dues.

Yes, I work 80-hour weeks.

Please, don’t lie to me.

Thank you.

UTI

Urinary Tract Infection

My upper back feels as though it’s broken.

No, I don’t have any shame to write about West Bank, Minneapolis, MN sexual harassment or violence on the streets and in the bars or about urinary tract infections. Nope.

Simply, I have a “urinary tract infection” due to the fact I took wrong male advice as to how to wipe my rectum with a mixture of water and toilet paper except water expands and spreads fecal matter oils thus and therefore here I am with microbes/pathogens (poop particles) on my upper back which the pain doesn’t seize.

No, I don’t purposely give myself UTI’s.

Well, Caucasian privileged humans tell me since as of right now I hold $200.00 on a former household credit card and since I fight a serious upper UTI then I’m waiting to be seen at Planned Parenthood on Vandalia Street tomorrow morning to get blood work done and antibiotics. Yep.

No, I’m not ashamed to write about anything. Why would I be? I wouldn’t be.

No, I don’t have a sexually transmitted disease.

No, I’m not contagious to anyone else.

Yes, I had the option to go in on Friday at 2:45pm at Uptown, Minneapolis, MN except the cost would’ve been about $500.00, I don’t have.

Therefore, I took my own health into my own hands and am simply and only killing time until Monday morning to be seen for $200.00 which I can afford tomorrow morning. Thank you.

Yes, the only reason why I’m waiting to be seen is because I have $200.00 and not $500.00.

Yes, if I didn’t have $200.00 then I’d have to wait for my first pay check in two weeks time, not this Thursday, however, the following Thursday and by then the literal microbe shit in my spine would probably kill me because any woman can only take as much microbes up her spine as she’s able to.

Yes, I’ve been living with real back pain since this past Friday and now the back pain is for real since the microbes/pathogens are floating around and infecting the area in my upper left shoulder and the middle of my spine.

No, not once have I had any burning or itching of the vagina.

Yes, from Wednesday through Friday of this week I felt a constant 24/7 urge to urinate.

No, there’s no odor or pus or anything.

All systems go except for this excruciating and consistent pain on my left shoulder blade.

Yesterday, I took seven Ibupoferrin over the course of an entire 16 hour day of work.

Today, I took two.

Nothing kills the pain of microbes in the spine/pathogens. Nothing, kosher, anyway.

Please, ladies don’t ever apply water to your toilet paper because the oils in excrement is able to expand in H2O and possibly spread into the vagina/urethra and cause bladder infections which can spread into the kidneys and up the spine as I’m experiencing now or a medical doctor will have to tell me.

Yes, I’ve been told to smile through shuddering spasms of pain. Okay.

The last time I had a UTI I was 15 and experimenting with the application of tampons and how to insert tampons into the vagina.

No, shuddering in pain isn’t pleasure. Nope.

First and lastly, let’s begin with women’s health.

Well, intellectual women of Hollywood have explained to me, most often than not, the atrocities and shaming and humiliation of women is done by other women.

As far as women’s health is concerned I’m beside myself there’s no such thing as free healthcare for American women in general since female genitals are by far more prone to get yeast infections and UTI (from fecal matter spreading into the vagina) and other serious vaginal aspects to female health.

Well, I became tired.

No, I’m not going to go to any woman’s shelter simply because I lack funds.

How preposterous.

Why do white people always tell me to go to women’s shelters?

White people are insane.

Yep.

Truly Yours;

Gabriela

Thursday, April 4, 2019

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The Boss

Yes, I accept the position of Executive Director

To Normandin Publications

Yes, business-Wise

The Spirit of Larry Normandin Resides in Me

No, I haven’t ever seen any ghost.

No, I don’t speak to the dead.

Ah, no.

Nope.

As an indigenous modern Maya woman,

Probably I’d fall over if I ever saw any ghost.

The living and ghosts ought not to ever interact

under any circumstance or for any reason.

As of last night at 9:00pm CT, I was personally informed by a junior executive decision and junior executive shareholder to hire all twenty-year olds to sale ad publications to raise sales to eventually financially fund a branch or section of children’s books under the umbrella and protection of the overall ad publications company for private profit or sales revenue from both the online and printed publications of the children’s books’ sales. Ok. Yep. (Correctly, I edited the above sentence.)

Yes, on commission I’ve been hired to single-handedly raise revenues to ten million dollars over the course of ten years to be shared in three equal parts and I get a cut of the ten million, however.

As of Tuesday this week, I was informed to personally and single-handedly bring up sales to two million per year. (Ok. Copy that. Over.)

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First

No, I shan’t be sexually threatened or disturbed or bothered or disrupted to hire all twenty-year old women to help each other succeed together to start a children’s book branch of the ad publications company since I’m a sober, strict, serious and fair boss.

Yes, ever since the film Fort McCoy (2008, 2nd Assistant Director) I’ve personally been responsible for the fair treatment of twenty year old women who are far more detail oriented than me and by far much better at English speaking and most professionals who’ve worked with me, know “from a mile away” I catch other people’s mistakes since I’m able and willing to quietly without much or much of any stink go and directly correct others’ mistakes by myself without any of the glory or notice from anyone, however.

As most of my respectful and mindful Hollywood female roomies and co-workers have literally watched me nearly run an entire operation or film set on my back without computers or printers or paper of water on set.

Most executives understand, I, quietly come in and “save the day” and don’t fire anyone at the end of each day no matter how many terrible trials and tribulations, we’ve had on a film set or during the course of production even though others always take the credit for having me work for pennies on the dollar from 5:00am to 11:00pm for days, weeks, months and years and decades.

Yes, since September 2009, I’d been an executive housewife for which I did all of the vacuuming, sweeping and mopping, laundry, beds, bedding, dusting, wiping, cooking, research and literary writing and all around support system to a successful broadcast engineer.

As a nine-year executive housewife, I literally climbed on top of the farm roof and fixed shingles, cleared brush and fixed walking trails, fixed and rewired fixtures, fixed the AC Unit (the second time it broke down) and cut the lawn and shoveled.

Yes, as a woman I’ve been doing men’s physical labor for the past twenty years.

Yes, as a woman I can tell men’s labor is physically taxing to the body and takes a toll on the overall bones.

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Second

First, starting this morning as of 10:00am I’m to personally and single-handedly take over all twenty-thousand client accounts and to personally handle all of the daily business operations which entail all business accounts payable and receivable, all mail and all business calls, emails and private communications between business owners and managers and staff and employees as well as run “the books” (accounting) (no matter who gets hired as accountant, since not a penny gets past me) and proof read or copy-read each and every ad copy for errors and misspellings and incorrect grammar as well as fire and hire and train all employees from this day forth. Ok. I accept.

Yes, I’m the executive director to the ad publications company and the future children’s books’ sales branch of the ad publications company.

Yes, the senior and junior shareholders all understand I’m the executive director to their ad publications company.

No, there’s no room for error.

Yes, we all understand each other. Perfectly.

Yes, I’m the one who has been chosen to single-handedly run both the estate and the ad publications empire. Thank you. I’m here. I’m present.

Any questions? No? Good.

Let’s move on.

Forward.

Now, when the senior and junior executive bosses all go off to Greece from July through the end of September 2019 then I’ll be in the office and at the estate full time running the entire empire single-handedly by myself and no mistakes or mishaps can ever go wrong. No.

Yes, I’m the steward of the estate.

Yes, I’m the executive director to the ad publications company.

Yes, for a fact I am.

Any liabilities or risks or anything inappropriate then I must face realities and set mishaps or mistakes back in line and in order.

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Third

Yes, I’m the first line of contact and communications and the last line of contact in communications as The Boss of the children’s book’s sales branch of the ad publications company mainly because I was hired under the agreement and handshake to single-handedly and personally raise ad sales simply to finance a brand new branch of children’s books’ sales and revenue under the same ad publications company thus and therefore my dream still sits on the table, however.

My twenty-year old hires must keep up their ad sales at all times to financially support the children’s book branch of the publications company. Yes. Yes. Absolutely.

Thus and therefore, my twenty-year old hires will be advertisement sales people as well as directly under my executive director’s intelligence, smarts and kind orders to make children’s book’s sales a reality revenue otherwise I neither personally live on Cloud9 nor inside some melodrama Telenovela. Thank you.

Now, the 51% of senior executive shareholders to the publications company have given me my direct orders and directives as executive director to only hire retiree business women with MBA’s and in their seventies who also happen to live in Highland Park, Saint Paul, MN. (Copy. Loud and Clear. Copy Over.) (Film-set etiquette and speech for the walkie-talkie.)

Ok, let’s go.

Minnesota, I’ve got sales quotas to meet.

Minnesota, nothing gets past me.

Minnesota, simply because I don’t always speak up this doesn’t mean I don’t have eyes on the back of my head because I have honed my mighty fine skills to have an extra sensory sense about what on Earth goes on when my backs turned.

The bosses tell me everything.

Yes, I hold all of the private codes and bank account numbers.

Yes, I’m hyper responsible.

Yes, I’m terrified to fail when it comes to other people’s livelihoods.

Yes, I’m more excited to succeed at anything having anything to do with publications and printing.

Yes, I’m a sucker for beautiful advertisements.

Yes, five state areas please, have patience with me.

Yes, twenty-thousand clients, thank you for directly able and willing to peacefully and directly communicate with me within the next ten years while I transition to take hold of the helm and captain and direct this ad publications empire into the 21st century.

Let’s make millions for Minnesota scholarships and Minnesota public education.

Yes, two weeks ago I paid-out my second ten-thousand dollar scholarship to a Chicago fifteen-year old dance/theater student who is most deserving of our scholarship. Thank you.

Anonymously, I relinquished the ten-thousand to this particular scholarship to this particular individual.

Anonymously, no one has any idea the checks are from my direct orders.

Ok, my Millennials, I need you. Thank you.

Peace;

With All of My Love;

Gabriela

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

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Minnesota’s Over Sexualized and Horny

Professional and Industry Women

Let’s jump right into this literary deconstruction:

As any writer will tell anyone, writers don’t have time to “mince words.”

Look: As far as my looks are concerned, it’s been explained to me: supposedly, I’m considered a “drop dead gorgeous” Indigenous modern twenty-first century woman due to my inner beauty and intelligence and diligent kindness. Ok, I can work with that.

No, I’m not personally threatened by any other woman mainly due to the fact Costa Rican girls are taught to believe of themselves as gorgeous and kind and beautiful and national treasures to the overall gross national product since beauty isn’t replicated and usually beauty is a raw material as most beauty is raw material on Earth or raw material found in nature.

Women are nature therefore and thus women are beautiful.

Look:

Now, there’s only a small group of attorneys in town who hold the power to change the over sexualized culture of professional paralegal females and professional secretaries and professional waitresses and wait staff.

Personally, I don’t completely or totally understand why Minnesotans don’t understand overt sexuality vs. subtle sensuality.

Now, the Costa Rican women don’t walk around with their vaginas on their sleeves since the basic mathematics to the female anatomy is usually two breasts and one vagina and one vulva and two labia lips and two fallopian tubes and one cervix and one uterus.

Yours Truly;

Gabriel

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